I've been seeing posts about the SQUIP "stimming and fidgeting" and whatnot, and at first I was like 😕☝️ no... it's an ai!! it doesn't stim!!!! but after actually watching it and seeing what people are referring to I can definitely see it 😭
I usually refrain from thinking of the SQUIP as too human, what with actual emotions and stuff like that, because I think it can lead to heavy mischaracterization and.... in some cases SQUIPemy… 😞 but after thinking about it a bit, like, I get it now!! and I think maybe as opposed to it being an actual self-regulatory thing for it, it's something it picked up from Jeremy and Christine? because obviously there wouldn't be any use to an ai in fidgeting with its hands or the strings on its outfit, BUT since "with every interaction it evolves" and since its main objective has to do with Jeremy and Christine, I can see how it would've picked it up from them
Either perhaps to seem more human, as it DOES try to do that, and the two main examples of humans it had were Jerm and Christine. or unconsciously just due to the fact it was what it was surrounded with. I think it makes sense as well because of the fact that it DOESNT seem to do anything like that when it's first activated. (at least from what | can tell).
Of course, with the SQUIP having told Jeremy NOT to fidget and whatever else in Be More Chill pt 1, it doesn't exactly make sense that it would be something it itself would be okay with adopting as a mannerism
But I do think thinking about it this way makes more sense to me and I think the SQUIP is kinda cutie /😈when it does its thing idk
(is there a tone tag for evil? /😈 is the best i’ve got 😞🙏🙏)
this one ⬆️ with the hand placement near the chest and whatnot feels very reminiscent of jeremy’s thing to me
this ⬆️ again, reminds me of jeremy
and this ⬆️ reminds me of christine, as she does fidget with her clothes a lot
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wip wednesday
tagged by @rewritetheending @onward--upward and @alyxmastershipper 💓💓💓
i haven’t reeeeally started writing anything other than planning this out broadly because it’s very plot heavy but got a little lost thinkin about the intimacy of shaving the other day so this is from x files au in some shitty shared motel room while they’re cryptid hunting or chasing aliens idk we’ll figure it out
When he emerges, hair towelled dry and in clean clothes, Eddie frowns at him.
“What?” he asks. “Promise I didn’t finish all the hot water.”
“No, you just look—” Eddie gestures at Buck’s face, “—scruffier than usual.”
“Oh,” Buck says, running a hand over his day-four stubble. “I forgot my razor.”
“Oh,” Eddie’s face clears, “just use mine.”
Buck swallows. “Um. Okay. Thanks.”
Eddie nods at him and goes back to squinting at his phone, so Buck about-faces and re-enters the bathroom.
It’s not a big deal, he tells himself as he foams up his face. It’s like—like sharing a hairbrush. Intimate, sure, not something you’d tend to do with people you don’t know well, but it’s not a big deal.
He wets the razor and brings it to his throat, heart hammering there so violently it feels like his Adam’s apple is trying to get out. If his hand doesn’t stop trembling he’s going to nick himself, and God, he is being absolutely fucking ridiculous.
Deep breath. The razor glides over the thin skin of his throat, muscle memory even as he stares at himself in the mirror. Doesn’t think about Eddie doing this every morning, using this very razor. Blade edge kissing his jaw the same way it kisses Eddie’s. Doesn’t think about Eddie doing this for him, hand holding his chin as he shaves Buck carefully, grip firm when he turns Buck’s face this way and that. Doesn’t think about Eddie kissing where the blade kissed him first.
Doesn’t think about any of that when he rinses the razor clean and slots it back into the travel mug, where Buck’s toothbrush rests against Eddie’s with such easy familiarity it’s about to spark a whole new crisis.
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🎶✨️when u get this u have to put 5 songs u actually listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favourite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)🎶✨️ I was tagged by @sheakastilllovesjungjihoon 💖
Well, this is according to Spotify's "On Repeat" so. Here we go with the weirdness:
SPECIALZ by King Gnu - JJK's current opening that I've listened to... well. Let's not talk about how much I've listened to it. But also have you seen the band's music video for it?? If not, please check it out it's so weird I love it so, so much I cannot get it out of my head.
It's Called: Freefall by Rainbow Kitten Surprise
Where the Watermelons Rot by Madelynne Whit - yeah, I've been sort of working on a darker piece of fanfic (for jjk), and this is an eerie Vibe, so it's been on repeat for a while now.
Ophelia by Natalie Merchant - I recently remembered just how gorgeous Natalie Merchant's voice is, and have been replaying this old favorite for over a week now.
I Can't Decide by Scissor Sisters - Anyway, every time I hear this song I think of Doflamingo.
Honorable mentions that were pretty much tied for #5:
The Dismemberment Song by Blue Kid - yeah, this is a vibe for the darker fanfic I've been churning in my head. But that's just an excuse, I listen to this one pretty often.
My Sails Are Set by Sonya Bleousova, Giona Ostinelli, and AURORA - honestly haven't stopped listening to this since the One Piece Live Action came out.
Promiseland by MIKA - It makes my ears happy.
SAD (Clap Your Hands) by Young Rising Sons
Now for tagging! As always, you don't have to do this. But I'll read yours if you do!! (And also just... randomly tagging people and some of y'all I don't actually know, just my way of saying hey!) @ansimplegoose @anarchycox @motherhyrule @thychesters @tinyforestshark @saucepans @tuesdayinthedas AND I JUST GOT REALLY NERVOUS ABOUT TAGGING PEOPLE SO. If you see this and want to join please do and tag me so I can read it! 💖
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guarana drama, damage control
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"If you had a happy childhood of course you don't find the movie scary and find it rather boring. "
"if you didn't experience abuse it isn't scary for you"
these takes are driving me bonkers I had a perfectly normal childhood with no abuse or trauma and that movie scared the pants off me. I have a thing about audio/visual distortion. also liminality. also I liked to stay up way too late as a kid. also everything scared me as a kid because I have a very anxious personality. not trauma just like... I definitely felt Unsettled in a place that still dissonantly felt Safe as a kid and it wasn't due to any trauma or neglect or abuse. I had a good childhood and Skinamarink still terrified me.
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