#idk if im allowed to smoke with it so this is sad

[baekslight]

um... its really inappropriate? why taking videos of him and sharing it at the first place? ppl reall dont have a life omg....

yes, im surprised too, ngl. im kind of sad that he has to use those type of things tho... and yes, it wasnt the best decision smoking indoors, is it even allowed there? idk.

everyone makes mistakes, this shouldnt be a big deal tho. ✌

(sorry for my vent, you can delete it later)

oh absolutely, it's innapropriate to film him without his consent much less at a gathering of friends and his company that fans shouldn't be at 🤦 I hope they take legal action

afaik from what people said it's not allowed in macau so he's paying a fine (they said he did not know it wasn't allowed)

this is something many people do even people in my family do it (not indoors necessarily) plus he's an adult who can make his own decisions about what he's consuming (surely as a singer he knows his limits so it won't affect the singing)

[bluesregards]

So I have some thoughts about RvB

A few weeks ago I started watching Red vs Blue for the first time with some friends. I have/had been in the RT community since like 2010 or 2011? And just never watched more than some best of clips from youtube while in high school. I did know some spoilers from years of knowing people who are REALLY into the series. And here are my thoughts on some of the seasons.

Season 1: I would be blue team if Church would shut the fuck up. Donuts voice is so nice and Simmons is great! Sarge feels like every liberal old man I have known that doesnt know hes liberal. Tex just feels under and over sold at the same time? This was def made in 2003

Season 2: God damn it Church I thought you were gonna be gone for good. Damn it. Well at least you gave me Doc. Now him I love. I like his accent. O’Malley seems like an interesting concept but idk. tucker be less weird and I’d like you more.

Season 3: How much fucking weed did Burnie burns smoke to make this season what the hell. Why the hell is he english?? Andy is really edgy humor in the way a shit is.

Season 4: So Mpreg certainly wasn’t on my list of things I thought I’d see today.

Season 5:  Sister might be one of my fav people. I love confident people who are just so casual about their sex live. Blarg chicka honk honk might be the funniest thing they have ever written. Vic and Vic jr shut up

Season 6: GOD DAMN IT I HATE THE DIRECTORS ACCENT SO MUCH. Did that slut Agent Washington just hold a grudge so hard that he had to mangle souths corpse like that? you petty bitch I love it. Also I would kill a man for Delta

Season 7: Washington I like you but if Donut is really gone I’ll have to break your legs. Basketball Church might be the only Church I like.

Season 8: Church is out here just trying to download a gf huh. I will pay someone to stab the director. The Meta seems cool but I can’t place why I’m not 100% invested in him??

Season 9:  AGENT CAROLINA WILL YOU PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TRY AND BREAK ME IN HALF. IM LITERALLY BEGGING. Caboose being a god for a second and that Platypus joke are my favorite things I’ve seen.

Season 10: Oh the Director is like the worst kind of wife guy ever huh. Carolina has mommy and daddy issues no wonder I’m attracted to her like a gnat. Wash feels more like comedic relief but its the past and hes younger so I’ll allow it. Hey Carolina yank me like you yanked Wash thou. The really oversold Frodo in the marketing material huh

Season 11: Oh god they gave Caboose depression and trauma now im sad. Wash and Tucker talking is great actually. Felix has little hips and it’s a touch hard to take him serious because I can see Miles shit eating grin(affectionate). Locus feels like if Maine could speak and didn’t have a batshit AI

Season 12: Im halfway through it. Will update.  Carolina putting people into pegging position immediately is my jam thou. I do like them actually making the reds and blues actually seem to grow up a little bit.

[lonleygirl222]

This is to myself

Why do I lash out? That isn’t me. I’m patient & kind. Respectful, loving, helpful.

I hate myself more than I should. I tell you I constantly go back and forth with posting on here. One no one reads what I have to say (could be good, could be bad).

I shouldn’t be a mother of two. I shouldn’t even been a mother of one. My life isn’t in order meaning I don’t have a job, or a career. All I want to do is cry on the inside because I want to take myself out. (When I say out I don’t mean a date) 🪦 if you get it cool.

I never get any sort of recognition for anything I do. My own husband doesn’t have conversations with me.

I’m not pretty enough to not use a Snapchat filter, I allow everyone to walk all over me and I allow it because Jesus would turn the other cheek. So I never say anything.

I constantly think about dying. But then I selfishly don’t want to leave my kids behind. I hate my mother so much because she NEVER pushed me or uplifted me to achieve my dreams or goals. She mainly the reason why I have so many issues within myself.

I want to cut again, but I can’t hide it so I smoke the BAD THC. I don’t smoke cigarettes because those are just gross.

I don’t upkeep myself and I have a deep feeling because I don’t I’m about to pay the ultimate price of life. I’m scared but I’m ready for whatever. I’m sad all the time and I mask up so people don’t notice..

I don’t know how to love myself or know what love really feels like.. I feel like I’ve wasted years of my life I can’t get back or make up. My marriage should have ended along time ago because everyone knows that he wants to leave me but doesn’t because “the kids”.

I know I’m not loved as a person, or liked as a person. I have no friends to call when I’m sad, mad, or just need someone to talk to. My own sister doesn’t have time for me but when she needs something for her own gain she’s a call or text away.

I want to be someone else so bad. From the inside out. People tell me to pray. But I do I ask God I BEGG him to please take all of this away. I believe and I’m a believer but when am I going to get a break?

Is this punishment for the lies, the cheating, the semi abusive ways? I don’t know what it’s like to feel the love of Jesus Christ. I want to know I want it! In my heart I want it so bad.

My son made me feel so bad about his upbringing. He wasn’t abused at all. We just moved ALOT!! He never knew what it was like to stay at one school.

I love my kids but if I would have given my son up for adoption he would have a better life with the family I chose. I hate myself because I’m not mentally okay! I’m not mentally strong or stable.

I refuse medication because of the side effects, I don’t trust anything anymore..

I have no soul I feel. I just everyday to forgive me for my sins and thank him for waking me up. But I’m so SOOOO miserable. Everything literally everything.

I’ve mentally checked out of my marriage because my husband decided to what I say “ love me less” and blamed it on money issues like that’s basically all I want from him. He didn’t have a lot of money when I got with him so idk why that matters at all.

I cheated on him a bunch of times so I wouldn’t be surprised if Im never loved again. (I won’t put him on blast as to why I stepped out)

Over all im sick and tired of my life. Constantly in a roadblock, never being accepted for jobs. Im 35 and I’ve only held ONE job for a year. Cuz I as a child I was never able to go work at 16 like my sister did. So I don’t have a lot of job history.

Point is I’m NEVER GOING TO BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYTHING! I don’t have a placement in this world! I don’t bring anything to the table. So I wouldn’t blame my husband for wanting to “find” someone else or talk to someone else..

I’m broken, damaged, and a used product.

That is all

[whatifwekilledgodandwebothgirls]

I survived triimeri!!!!

Final thoughts!!!

I am well rested , i am well fed , i am slowly starting to come to my senses , heres the final opinion .

It was fine . It was very very low key and very chill . The clubs were mostly empty besides us being there , and after i had my fill of dancing i went outside either way , so i has very relaxed through and through . They didnt let us have any alchohol in the club either which was godsent because i dont do well with too much alchohol and loud music. We didn't party to much at the resort either it was very relaxed and layed back . My friend groop was bitching and moaning and acting like bitches and fighting for some reason that i havent yet understood and i did not want to be around that drama so i ditched them and went with this girl i used to crush on , soft butch lesbian stoner ,and the guy i post about a lot saying im in love with him and such and such and went and found his friends and we mostly just drank a bit of wine the first nigh and talked a bit , most people were asleep by 4 .

I stayed with the guy and we talked , and he sayed he wants us to hook up again like we had last year but it was so unbelivably akward last year so i told him no . Anyway we talked some more and got cold a bit so he ended up going inside to his room , which had an empty double bed and a single bed with some dude sleeping in it . I asked its its ok that we sleep in the same bed and he said sure and we layed down laying still for about five muinyed before he asked me if i wanted to cuddle . I told him he is the most important person in my life , he told me he loves me , that he cant function without me , that he missed me so much and that he wants us to be friends again . He hald be very very tight and wouldn't let me go . I asked if i could move a bit because i was very hot and sweting and about to pass out from the heat and he have me a very sad " oh ok we can stop cuddling then " which lasted for about five muintes before he started shaking and whining and looking like he was about to cry and he griped my waisted pulled me close and begged me not to leave . Begged . He begged me not to leave . Killing myself over it. I also tryed to ignore his boner pressing against my leg the entire time . He said that we wants to be just friends and i agree but like . Your dick is stabinh my abdomen rn . Anyway i do really love him more than anything but i hate myself to much to be actually convi ced the really loves me back and he isnt just capping . I also didnt sleep a wink the entire night . I didnt sleep at all for 48 hours .

The second night people bought vodkas and got wasted by 8 pm and we did short of all go into panic mode trying to get them to pull it together but we gave them food and water and bathed them and they relaxed eventually . Me and the lesbian and the guy ditched the rest of his friends and they slept in my room . The guy collapsed into a single bed imidietly and wouldnt get up. I slept next to him in another single bed that was pressed right next to it and the lesbian slept in a double that was also pressed right nextto the two singles . Me and the guy cuddled a bit and then he pushed me away i think idk i was sleep deprived and i didnt really understand. There was a great deal o debate over who pushed who away but it was probably me because i cannot sleep cuddled up like that i need my space . Anyway i slept maybe a good 3 hours .

Also The resort was great. I almost felt as if i was camping . We stayed in little bungalows instead of a hotel which defenetly gave it more of a chill relaxed vibe because because we would be allowed to roam around ouside more unlike last year when we could only go out on tiny little balconies. It also ment that was just a bunch of little white and blue houses near the beach , very greek island but not so much so it was touristy . The place was amazing. So lovely . The beach was beutiful but small , perfect for a bit of a chat and a smoke with a small circle or friends . The view was even more amazing . Just endless horizon with mykonos right across from us. Our bungalow had a balcony that faced the sea , and i woke up at six once and stayed out smoking watching the sun rise through the waves while sitting . We also happened to share that balcony with a teacher and she sat next to me and smoked while we watched the sun rise

Over all i had a great time . It was fun but not too fun . Im lowley freaking out over the deal with the guy but im sure ill get over it . Great success!!!

[cakejerry]

likee he has such a distorted version of what being genuine is.. idol culture got him good bc what do you mean wiping off your makeup is being real with your fans??.. idk if you saw it but the live he did when the seven promotions ended is soo funny yet sad at the same time like one second hes all goof silly mode making fun of a statue and then he seriouses and apologizes if the statue was someone important and then he gets angry and says well how am i supposed to know ???!!!!! the whole live he says one thing then completely backtracks and youre like WELL .. SO WHATS THE TRUTH ??? like on one part he goes on saying that he wants his fans to tell him when hes doing something wrong and then someone comments youre drunk and he gets angry and goes SO ??? DONT TELL ME WHAT TO DO like ??? the whole live hes all over the place but idk maybe thats him right now a prepubescent 26 year old and theres something very real about that idk maybe hes serving a lil.. i just hate it for him that it gets broadcasted everywhere praying for him

Omg for fucking real? Wait I need to watch that live tomorrow then and I'll update with my thoughts... Army shield is insane huh because you only ever see the cute parts get clipped and the rest is hush hush. I'm always seeing that vid where he's like "im 26, i can do what i wantt. You dont like me? Then i dont like you!" and it's so cringe because BRO THAT'S NOT A FLEX?? that's kindergarten playground logic???

It all feels like bang pd told them "you've made me enough money and fame. You can do whatever you want now. You're off the leash. Go crazy." and JK was the only one who took it to heart. Like what happened to managers being in the room for every live broadcast? He has no idea wtf to do with himself if he's not being puppeteered... And I sincerely hope that changes. Both the 'his perspective' part and also bighit's inactivity. Allowing him to be going through a quarter life crisis in front of a live audience of millions, literally dystopian. At what point do they step in and tell him no more? Know your limits? Was the smoking "scandal" for the media... Or for bighit? To show them who's boss?

If that's the case he queened a lil like he's not that girl or nothing but he ate that one thing that one lil thing he ATE

[moisummertime]

Soooooo this week I finally back to my sleep schedule, enjoying itsy bitsy of naps, and have all my shits just back to as it used to. The smoke season actually help me a lot. All I need to do is just to surrender, let go, and forgive. That everything happened because they supposed to work that way. It's in past anyway, what else you can do? grieving? stay angry? in denial? avoiding it? One thing I always try to trust is action. whatever underly those actions someone choose to take, at the end whatever they do matters the most because they choose it. Remember what they said, "Action speak louder than words." I don't want to argue, get angry, or just being sad af all the time. I want to just keep using love as verb, as action, but I def have short temper so yea I consider that as one of form of love? lmao. Now what I want is to manifest the kind of person I want to be and be with. You put things into words, it becomes prayer. And I hope God hear this because yep, Im done playing. Thank you for sending me another ultimatum in life. I get back on track, God. This is something that I just recently found that this is important. I want a partner that willing to go on counseling with me. This is a big time realization after a whole month learning more skills on being a better partner. I had no idea that it's so fucking difficult to have a relationship yet so many people don't even work that hard for it. They don't even take care of themselves well, how they will be a great partner for you? The complexity of human relationship is whoa... so much layers. You bring your whole life into it and try to navigate it together and work on it together... for as long as you are willing to do it. I don't consider myself a quitter, but when I decided Im quitting, there's no way back. I'll be totally numb and it's even harder to restart everything. So that's pretty much why after I broke up with Zach, I burned down so many bridges with so many people, men mostly. No one from my past is allowed to have access to my current life. I built this peace above so many painful experiences they caused me. Honestly, I don't mind losing people. Although now Im trying to be softer on this one, sometimes it's still tough. Because you will never the same person once someone gave you a plot twist that change the whole things in so many different layers. But this year, since I try to approach things with love and understanding, which also that means I'll be giving so much with no return nor expecting it at all, it's kinda tough since it challenge what worked for me before. It's kinda put a soft reset on my system, and now Im trying to update it the way windows update do it.

I consider myself a give and everyone just telling me to stop. It drains me, and I had to agree with them. My issue is that I always end up being the one that invested so much without a fair/equal effort in return. When they said that love should be unconditional, well, I can but throwing unconditional love without getting the same thing in return, who wants that? I saw so many couples seemed to have a loving relationship, but it's all on surface. no one knows what is hidden behind those sweet display. whether it was a constant work, fights, tears, idk. No one knows the layers that was hidden. but one thing, they make it seems like it works for them. they at least work together to put things great for the eyes of others. Most people know I talk a lot about my struggles. I never really try to hide it. Being vulnerable in the eye of public is seems scary but somehow for some friends, they found it relieving to see that they're not the only one struggling with their demon. One of my friend from volunteering work in Uni struggled a lot, and when she knows I also not well enough we start to connect again and make fun of our misery. Joke is def a bad coping mechanism, but god I've cried enough, I just wanna laugh a bit. another friend said that I am an emotional slut but confident enough to be just super open about those shits. I do have a private journals which I usually use to talk about more stuff in deeper level. I put the name, the date, the details, how I feel about that, I don't leave any details behind. which is kinda annoying me to know that I remember every detail of everything. And Honestly, when I gave this, I expect the same thing in return. I don't want to be the only one vulnerable and open alone. and I fuuuuuuuucking hate it when I have to ask something in return. Men, please be sensitive and sensible. But one thing I like most is being respected. You can disrespect me in bed, but outside bedroom you need to be respectful. I don't know why men these days have a very low respect towards women, me especially. Okay I think that's my rants for today. Im gonna eat some pineapple :3

[pacifymebby]

Do you have any advice for someone who's recently single? I split with my ex bf nearly 2 months ago and in the weird bit where I want to move on but also feel sad sometimes

Sorry i didnt answer this straight away, i just wanted to think it over before i answered but...

I think that theres this key part of "moving on" which is entirely about being sad. Like when u go through a break up u do lose someone and a lot of other things too and its a grieving process. And grieving is like a big wibbly line that goes up and down and also like a set of circles within circles (idk if u have ever seen that picture before of the circles?)

Basically that the way it works is that when u lose something, u have a gap in ur life and instead of filling that gap or replacing that person/thing/relationship, you just grow circles of other things around it, so u dont replace it but u build other things? Im explaining this god fucking awfully and im sorry about that.

But i think what im trying to say is that, if you try to force yourself not to be sad ever, you wont move on, you'll carry the saddness and it'll fester. So what u have to do is let urself be sad and acknowledge why you are sad (bc u lost something and u wont ever have that same exact thing ever again) and thats the only way u can embrace the new stuff that youre going to build and enjoy. Like u accept u wont ever have the same thing and that allows u to go out and find new things and enjoy those things.

And as for like moving on as with other people and stuff, if u meet people u think are hot or nice or whatever, dont feel guilty or any of that shit, but trust ur instincts? If talking to them makes u feel good then keep talking and go as far as you want to go that feels good for you. If it makes u feel sad or strange or not good, dont do it?

I know that sounds simple or like im talking down to u but im not trying to talk down to u or like ur daft. Im really not at all. I just think its like, its a thing ive missed in the past and done wrong. Like forced myself to date thinking it would stop the sadness but then it didn't. Like i think u should go out there and do whatever ur gut is telling u u need to do?

Im big into trusting my own instincts about things lately, like, have some faith in urself that you know what you need to do to be happy.

And also like, being single is fun if u dont put too much pressure on urself to go out and "be single" you know. Do u know the song pressure to party by julia jacklin? Thats like the perfect song to sum up the feeling im getting at, like that whole album is a wonderful break up album that id definitely recommend bc its got the moody sulky sad breakup shit and then its got some amazing upbeat tracks too.

I remember last time i was single the best bit about it was way more than "i can sleep with whoever i want" it was like i was presented with this whole opportunity to go out and claim everything i wanted and be whoever i wanted to be too. There was no one linked to me who had expectations about the girl i was, i didnt have to worry if something i wanted to do was going to break the image they had of me. I had so much fun just embracing all these things i wanted to do/be and like i really grew into myself and idk, i think the girl i am now is completely unrecognisable from the girl i was in my last relationship, and its because i had this time of being alone and being able to just do shit i wanted selfishly.

Like, if i wanted to go on holiday or travel somewhere i didnt have to worry about anyone elses plans or whether they wanted to come, i could just have my own agenda that completely pleased me and it was amazing and freeing and so fun. But even down to how i spent time at home too. I broke up with my ex just aroind covid and so alot of my time was spent in lockdown at my grandparents and like, even just the way i chose to walk down to the beach in the evening smoking a joint listening to the Waterboys, staying down there till midnight on the phone to B or another of my pals, or how when things began to open up again i went out with my cousin and we ate pizza in the park and shared prosecco and got smashed together dancing to rolling stones songs... Like it was just fun things i wouldnt have done had i been with that ex because he wasnt the kind of person who did that stuff.

Idk being single is such a nice opportunity to self reflect and look at what you wanna be and choose to grow into that person if that makes sense?

Idk if this has been at all helpful, i hope it has.

Basically go out and date, be a fuccboi if u want to, do whatever makes you feel good. Have a one night stand, be that person who doesnt text back in the morning (i did this once and have mixed emotions about it tbh, but the experience was ultimately good and best for me???) like go out there and do whatever you feel u need to do. And omg be brave about it!! Give people ur number, enjoy just flirting with people, enjoy making the first move, enjoy checking out dilfs in the park (jk) (or not u know) like theres a lot to enjoy. And when u feel the sadness let urself feel it, embrace it and sulk and wallow in it for a wee bit, all things must pass and over time the sadness will go.

I still look back at the time i spent with my ex and mourn that loss bc for a long time they were one of my best friends, and we went travelling together and we'd picked the names we wanted to call our kids and theres so many happy memories i had which all went down the drain and were lost. And im saying that now, when im in a happy relationship with someone i want to spend the rest of my life with, who i wouldnt trade in for anyone or anything u know. Im happy and 100% moved on, but every now snd then I'll remember walking back to our flat in seattle when it was warm but had that stuffy evening kind of feeling to it and it was a little bit too windy, but it felt kinda perfect, every now and then ill remember walking with him there and my heart hurts so much i want to cry. And the only thing u can do is let urself feel that sadness and know that yes, its sad you lost that, but you can go to seattle with someone u love and be happy again, and u can make new memories and be even happier and idk. I hope some of this makes sense and helps u?

Sending u lots of love xxx

[crimson-rain-smoked-flower]

was gonna type out a long bad post but instead i will simply say tfw avpd and leave it at that

[brothed]

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[disastrouslyyours]

What about something featuring spamlings? I feel they are severely underutilised. Okay that was all of my brain power used. I shall flee again.

BESTIE why on earth did this take me a full month?? brain works in mysterious ways, idk but anyways im obsessed with the idea of spamlings i think they're adorable! another short and sweet one for you hehe c:

“WANNA SEE MY [Party Trick]?”

You nearly spit out your drink at the sight of Spamton wiggling his eyebrows at you, leaning on his elbow against the bar with one leg crossed over the other.

“That depends.” You take another sip of your drink and he peers at you over his glasses. “What kind of party trick is it?”

“ONE THAT I ONLY SHOW [Special Customers] LIKE YOU.”

“I bet you say that to all your customers.” You swirl the contents of your glass and raise an eyebrow.

“ONLY THE [Sweet as Honey] ONES.”

You hide your blush with another sip, noticing the way he watches you lift the cup to your lips. “Alright, go for it, Big Shot.”

He’s practically vibrating at your words of encouragement, nearly slamming his own drink on the bar before smoothing down his hair and positioning himself to do…you’re not exactly sure what exactly he plans to do. He winks at you before pulling a small blue oblong item from his pocket, extending it to you.

“Your party trick is making a blue maraca?”

“NO NO [No], [Sweetheart].” He huffs and knits his brows together. “TAKE IT. YOU’LL [See For Yourself].”

Reluctantly, you take the strange item from his hand. You didn’t necessarily trust Spamton as far as you could throw him, but knew he wouldn’t pull anything too risqué in public (even if the bar was mostly empty). You cup it for a moment as you study it, jumping a little when it suddenly cracks and then disappears with a poof. Out of the puff of smoke flew a small, miniature version of the man sitting across from you, the only difference other than size being two tiny wings and a halo.

“Oh my god, Spam, what is this?!” You meant to sound more nonchalant, but couldn’t hide your excitement at how cute the little ‘party trick’ was.

“An angel for an [Angel]!” He beams at you as you allow the Spam Angel to perch on your finger. You experimentally pet its head and it blushes.

“He’s cute.” You reply, mentally comparing the similarity to the real deal as you indulge the miniature in a little affection. The Spam Angel is practically purring in your palm as you scratch a single finger along its tiny head. You gently poke it square in the stomach and it giggles as it attempts to push your finger away.

“And he’s so much like you!”

Spamton huffs at your comment, crossing his arms with a dramatic turn of his head. “IS [Site Not Found].”

“He sooooo is. Watch.” You place a soft kiss on the top of its head and the sweet thing turns a beautiful cherry red as it squeals in delight. You raise an eyebrow and Spamton rolls his eyes, denying any similarity the miniature has to him.

Then, as suddenly as it had appeared, it disappears with another puff of smoke. Your heart aches unexpectedly, as if the thought of the mini-spam being temporary hadn’t crossed your mind. You almost feel silly, feeling sad at the loss of a ‘party trick’. You had yet to fully understand the extent of your friend’s magic, but decided it wasn’t entirely out of character for him to be able to create miniature, angelic versions of himself.

“Dude, rude of you to take away my new bestie like that.” You give him a mock pout and he throws his hands up defensively.

“WASN’T ON PURPOSE, [Sweet Peach]. THEY JUST, AHA, [Out of Stock] ON THEIR OWN. B-BUT YOUR [Old Pal Spamton] CAN ALWAYS MAKE MORE. ANY TIME YOU’D LIKE, [Doll].”

“Hmm, I’ll keep that in mind.” You wave the bartender over and ask them to close your tab. Whether it was the handful of drinks or the image of the unreasonably cute mini-spam clouding your brain, you decided that it was about time to move this conversation to a more private location.

[morguemaw]

Could you please go off on all your characters that need time in the spot light I know it makes you happy AND we get entertained >:3

oh man oh man i really wanna go off on my newest fursona!!!!!!! I wanna call him a sona so badly but i cannot replace Gutsy in my heart or soul QoQ ( ok maybe soul abit ) So, about a few days ago, i got a custom from a fantastic friend of mine, his current name is Cinder but i am still semi on edge with it, allow me to babble !!!! ( i use the hashtag Cinder Ash to keep him diff, kinda like how Rotting Rot is, just something to keep him from getting mixed up in.. idk pictures of cinder?? x,D )

So, for starters is that i really really, REALLY love this design. I connect HUGELY with it!! He is an amazing off balance of what i normally have, such as my persona Gutsy, who is a one eyed, fluffy pink rabbit. yet my fursona is a edgy looking lion. I will say i will miss calling my older bat-sona my fursona, but i just didn't connect well to him, and i guess its a situation of "his pink too.. shit.."

I have made him a ton of outfits, and he currently has these SIX!!

If you cant tell by his sleep wear ( i have this same outfit ), one of his inspirations is a certain explosive bastard from one of my all time favorite animes, My Hero. ( though, more based on the fantasy AU version of him <33333 ahhh... <3 ) Cinder has a ability i originally gave Gutsy, but again due to Gutsy being so pink and.. Well not so bad-ass looking ( he can kick ass dw ) i gave it to him; Cinder is able to create a liquid lava esc spit, so he basically has a volcanic ability. He can form a type of smoke breath, which he can exhale from his nose and mouth. He can create smoke from his hands too, not too sure if he should have the ability linked to his hands too, but we will see :) Incase he is enraged enough, smoke can also slowly form from his head, think of those "hot-headed" jokes where smoke rises from their head. Since its volcanic based.. Maybe sparks of lighting can form, like those rare occurrences where volcanos can form it.

He is a hugely cocky, sly, snarky and huge sass-master. He constantly grins, but be careful; he may look serious, but can indeed be soft. Tho, its hugely recommended to treat him like a business partner then you would a friend. He is fine with having them, just hugely prefers to be alone, but if he calls you a friend, he will absolutely protecc u!!! I currently have a pattern for him rn im inlove with, im sad personally with myself since i wanted to keep it as close to the custom as humanly possible, but i got carried away...

Incase you are curious, here is the original art piece made by my friend, Lapi <3 awaa sometimes i just stare back at it because i love it...

I already have a packback in mind with him.. He loves rice with egg + beef, adores steak alot ( specially medium rare, he would eat it rare if he wanted. ) and his current drink addiction is my own current one, the all green Ultra Paradise monster.. It tastes like Gummies, and since my teeth cannot handle alot of sweets, this drink is perfect for my sweet tooth!!!

He also hugely loves beef jerky and dark chocolate!! I havent figured out what all i wanna do with him; He is a lion but i wanna make him apart of my own type of species ( in the sense of like.. He is a lion but is apart of a ___ bloodline?? help D: ) He def is gonna have the tribal vibe from the one fantasy AU i mentioned.. Someone who loves to hunt hogs and feast like a king!! Job i havent decided; currently had an idea he helps train people, hence his training suit, he loves to workout, and so he helps others ( maybe those with abilities too? ahh im so making him a MHA version. fuck. ) learn how to fight and protect themselves.

pls help me i can still go off but im fighting because i have nothing esle to go off about

[sun-daisies]

tonight's waitressing endeavors:

I learned what a "jägerbomb" is (pronounced "yagerbomb", its a shot of jägermeister mixed with an energy drink, in this case red bull, and apparently my restaurant has not sold one of these in actual years). the man who ordered it had to mansplain to me. his buddy got some cognac that I've never heard of with coke. I still don't know what brand we had but it wasn't hennessy.

^ I also got a lot of other weird drinks today, idk it's literally a wednesday and our usual customers are all beer drinkers so idk where some of these drinks were coming from

when someone comes in to my particular restaurant (think that classic, kind of dumpy small local bar that's in every single town, it's like The Place To Be in your town) and orders a white russian, I immediately know what kind of person they are. this wonderful lady proved me right in five minutes flat. the fucking audacity of this woman was unmatched.

bob our wonderful bar guy who comes in every day with his buddy dennis is a hugger! and while im suuuuper uncomfy with hugs from customers, it's bob, so I let it slide. unfortunately today I was cleaning a table and had my hands full, he came up from behind me and gave me a classic bob bear hug but his arm ended up around my neck so this jolly man who's like four times my size accidentally strangled me on the job.

this 19 year old dude and his mom came in for dinner tonight and as I was putting their dinner order in the guy starts approaching, so I plaster that fake waitress smile and ask how I can help him and he tells me he used to work here and he wanted to say hey to the cooks. I've worked at this place for like 3-4 years now and I've never seen him here but I give him the benefit of the doubt and assume it must have been somewhere during the august-march stretch where I was no longer working there and let him go. im super close with the head cook so later on she tells me that he only worked there for a week or so, she's not sure why he thinks they're like best friends (she would have technically been his boss) and that he's like that very specific breed of Rich Sad White Boy (iykyk). and later on she goes "he really wants to fuck you, I told him to stay the hell away from you and he responded with 'what, is she taken already?'" and then egged her on to set him up with me which is. absolutely disgusting.

anyway this man showed back up hours later as me and the cook are talking Very Loudly about him in the back room, the other cook opened the door to go out to the dumpster and he was like. RIGHT there. (I think he offered to smoke with her later and she said yes because free weed)

ending on a positive, more wholesome note: we're allowed a free shift drink (I never take mine bc im not a drinker) but the head cook who I will reiterate is a very good friend of mine and honestly a mom figure to me always gets corona as hers. I got it for her at the end of our shift, got my water, and we cheersed for me living a year and four days past what I thought would be my last :') I love this woman with my whole heart

[tooweirdforyou]

Home » With Ace

A/N : AAAAHH I KNOW IM NOT DOING REQUESTS BUT I CAN’T HELP BUT WORK ON MY OWN IDEAS— T^T

Inspired by the New Years ep. of Fruits Basket! :)) and a little bit by the song, Home.

note : modern! AU, Husband! Ace

Summary : Having encouraged Ace to go home to spend the new year with his family, you spend this special occasion alone, only for a unexpected visitor to come. Idk

-

“Are you positive, [Name]?”

Chuckling a bit at his paranoid persistence, you couldn’t help but smile at him for it. You thought it was cute how much he cared for you.

“Yes, I’m positive. Go spend some time at home with Pops, for the holiday, okay? I’m sure Marco, Thatch and the others miss you.”

Ace pouts as he looks up at the sky, leaning against the stop-sign at the end of the block, the bright moon shining down on him with the lightest snow sprinkling down.

“It’s not too late come with.”

He hums, a softer smile presenting onto his face as he exhales out, the puff of smoke erupting from his lips due to the cold.

You snuggle under your blanket and glance to the picture frame standing on your bedside table. “Tempting, but I’m okay. Go spend it at home with your family, Ace. I’ll see you a couple days after New Years?”

Ace’s soft smile turns a bit bitter and sad as he nods, regardless of you not being able to see it.

“Yeah.. see you after New Years.”

“...”

Unable to hold your smile any longer, you just fidgeted with the brand new ring on your left finger a bit before hearing him again.

“Hey, I love you.”

“Yeah.. I love you... see you.”

With that, you hung up on him and set your phone down, staring blankly in your lap.

Ace, almost sensing the weak and sad tone in your voice, felt his heart break just a little bit as he closed his eyes and brought his phone down dejectedly.

Staring down at his ring wrapped around his finger on his left hand, he glanced at the time on his wrist and sighs once more.

“Time to go.”

-

“Home.. the place where I can go.. to take this off my shoulders.. someone take me home..”

Singing the soft tune, your fingers unknowingly grip the picture frame tighter, every note weaker than the last.

Glossy eyes looked down at the photo, seeing a happy family together. Two parents, their children in front of them and bright smiles plastered across their faces.

And in the back, if you flipped it, marked a date. The date of when you last saw them, before the accident. The accident, that costed their lives.

Tears dripped onto the picture frame in your lap, wetting the glass. Sniffles can be heard from you, as you sat in silence in your bed.

“Someone.. take me.. home.”

-

“Ace! I’m glad you could make it, it’s been a while since you visited!” Thatch grins widely, patting his shoulder once the raven-haired male entered the home.

“Yeah.. how’ve you been?” Ace, still feeling a bit skeptic of leaving you at home all alone, just plasters the best smile he could to his brother.

“Been great! Where’s your partner? You just got married right? Congrats, by the way.”

“.. they didn’t want to impose so they’re at home.”

“Alone?” A new voice questions, and the two men turn to see another fellow brother, with a pineapple yellow and style hair.

“Marco.” Ace nods, greeting and acknowledging him which Marco does the same. “Your significant other is home alone? They don’t have family?”

“Yeah. They died in an accident a few months ago..” Ace mumbles, sliding off his jacket and Marco exchanged a glance with Thatch.

“Spending New Years all alone without family? Not even any friends?” Thatch frowns softly, pulling away from Ace.

Ace pauses to think a bit, his coat halfway off his arms.

“I can’t imagine what the feeling must be like, having to spent New Years all alone.. going through a new year all by yourself, must be a terrible way to start it off.”

Slowly, realization was filling Ace inside, worry and panic slowly seeping in, as he pulled back on his jacket.

“Spending and going through New Years with family every year, just to experience the first one without them?.. must be heartbreaking.”

Scrambling to zip up his coat, Ace nearly tripped as he ran back over to the front door to pull on his shoes, shocking the two other males.

“Ace? Where are you going?”

“I’m going home!”

With that, Ace pulled open the door and slammed it shut behind him as he began to run. Even if his legs have out or he slipped on ice, he didn’t stop running.

Whitebeard, who was listening from behind the corner, smiles softly to himself at the little plan his two boys Thatch and Marco came up with.

“Clever.” Whitebeard comments, revealing himself to the two.

Not surprised, Marco and Thatch simply smiled and turned to their Pops.

“I didn’t think any of us would allow Ace to spend New Years away from his significant other.” Thatch hums, stretching his arms and let them lay behind his head.

“I’m sure you would have gave him a beating if he actually chose to stay here after leaving them at home alone.” Marco adds, crossing his arms as he smiles softly.

Whitebeard chortles as he turns away. “You’re damn right I would. Leave him be. It won’t hurt to have one New Years without him.”

-

Playing the same song on repeat, you were laying down, enjoying the music softly playing in the background and continued to stare at the picture frame above you in your hands.

“Someone take me home... someone take me-“

There was a loud, pounding knock on your door.

Startled, you sat up on your bed and sniffed, wiping any tears that gave yet to dry, and walked over to the door, leaving your room.

The knocking didn’t stop.

“It’s New Year’s Eve....” you mumble to yourself, wondering who the hell was at the door, and finally making it, you pull open the door.

And there he was.

Standing on your porch, right outside your doorway, stood someone you very least expected.

“Ace?”

“Hi..”

Brows furrowed as you watch him standing there, clearly out of breath and covered in the snow that was falling.

“Hi?.. Ace... what are you doing here? I thought you were going home to spend time with—“

Dropping his bag, Ace lunges himself towards you immediately, pressing his lips with yours, cheeks being caressed and cupped by his hands.

Your eyes widen as you stood frozen, still processing what he was doing and what was occurring.

His cold thumbs successfully wiping away at the teardrops that were streaming down your cheeks from your silent crying earlier.

Though his lips were chapped, they weren’t at all cold.

All they gave you was love and warmth, which was more than enough to block out the cold since the door was still wide open.

Soon enough, your arms stretch themselves around his neck desperately, more tears streaming down your wet cheeks as you eagerly kissed him back.

It didn’t take long for Ace to pull away, looking down at your glossy, tear-filled eyes with his lips still centimeters away.

The softest whisper came out as he wiped your tears once more.

“I am home. You are my home.”

And so, he presses his lips against yours once more.

-

A/N : AAAAH I THOUGHT THIS WAS CUTEEEE!

okay but Fr, I know the song didn’t make too much sense..? But. I wrote it and I didn’t wanna change it because I’m lazy.

I hope you enjoyed this!! And I’m SO SORRY requests aren’t coming out- TuT

[proffessional-busboy]

There's Always a Loophole

Author - me

Warnings - idk kinda sad? kinda angsty? NOT REALLY THO SO IG JUS READ AND FIND OUT

a/n - so i had this idea that the reader is basically Landon, except a girl who obviously has your name. Gif isnt mine, credits to owner. again again, not proof read.

Summary: Hope is on a mission to save her girlfriend, who was taken to Triad HQ. Everything goes according to plan.

"No, no please! dont do that!" but it was too late, your yells pointless as the headless horseman threw the knife into malivore. You watched as it fell, stopping right before completely sinking into the pit. You watched in confusion as it floated, rising back up amd flying into the hands of, none other than your girlfriend, Hope. "Hope!". *gif above*

"Your welcome." she said and immediately started fighting the monster, yelling chants and spells. "He wont die! You watch sci-fi stuff, help me! How do i kill him?" she asked, desperately trying to stop the monster from doing any further damage to your or her.

"Well, headless horseman is more fantasy"

"Get to the helpful part!" she managed to screech before she was hit in the hand with the spine-sword.

"Uh, in the Tim Burton movie they defeated him by giving him a bride!" you thought back to the movie. Even though it was fiction and didnt really exist, most of the things in your life shouldnt either. "But that wouldnt be my first choice"

"Me neither". she chanted another spell and it worked, flipping the creature onto the ground.

"In-in the O.G cartoon, he had a pumpkin head. That...he might keep it with his horse?" you tried your hardest to find a way to defeat the headless villain. Looking at him again, you noticed a sphere shaped pack on its back. Then the realization hit you. "Correction! He's got it under his cape! Kill the head, the body dies. Thats science faction!" you almost celebrated.

Hope looked over at the cape, searching for what you saw. She noticed it. "Great" she said, sending you a thumbs up. The spine-weapon swung at her again, but she grabbed it. "One head coming up".

She continued throwing kicks and sent it flying into the wall, the head rolling down the stairs to you. You grabbed it. "Uh god. Why is it moist".

"Uh gimme gimme!" she reached her arms put as the monster made its way down the stairs to you. You threw the head, it landing on a pole that Hope was holding out. The body dropped, defeated and dead.

"Suck on that Tim Burton." you said, making your way up the stairs to your girlfriend. "Hi."

"Hi." She pulled you into a kiss. But pulled away seconds later. "Um, um. So i had this entire speech that i practiced with your prismatic hologram. But i know the only thing you want from me is the truth. And the truth is...i love you."

You looked at her, surprised to here that, but with admiration. This amazing girl just saved your life by defeating a malivore monster, and here she was telling you that she loved you.

"Im sorry about all the secrets that ive kept, but i'm...im mostly sorry about keeping that one. Cause i love you y/n y/l/n." she smiled at you.

"i mean it wasnt a huge secret because i love you too Hope Mikaelson. And i forgive you for anything that needs it. And i know it looked like i was losing when you got here but thats just how my combat looks." you smiled as she laughed, pulling you into another kiss. It was stopped shortly after when a voice rudely interrupted.

"Nothing like young love is there." you both turned towards the direction it was coming from. Clarke. "Shame it has to be so short-lived. You'll find, baby sister, one of our family's worst traits is," he reached into his jacket, pulling out the knife. Holding it infront of him for a second, "well, we're terribly clumsy.", and he threw it into the pit.

"No!" Hope exclaimed. You both watched as Malivore started bubbling amd smoking.

"Well, arent you gonna clap or something?" Clarke asked. "That was a total power move.". And with that, you grabbed the spine-weapon and swung it in his direction, grabbing him in the neck and making him collapse.

"Damn, your combat is no joke."

"Okay, we got to think. Figure something out to keep him from rising." you said pacing.

Hope looked at you confused for a second. "What do you mean him?"

You forgot that she was completely oblivious to the discussions you had earlier. "Ooh, we have a lot to catch up on." and then you told her everything.

"So malivores your dad?"

"Weird, huh?

"And he cant be killed, which is why Triad turned to goo?"

"Youre a quick study" you said, recognizing your girlfriends ability to quickly catch on.

"But nothing's ever immortal. I mean, not really. Nature wont allow it, there's always a loophole." she had to think quickly.

Malivore started bubbling amd groaning. "Any brilliant ideas because i think we're running out of time." you said, pointing to the black goo.

She looked at it and looked back at you. "Just one" she sighed. "But your gonna hate it." she paused for a second. "Kiss me".

So of course you obeyed. There was a lot of emotion in it. "I didnt hate that at all."

"Not that". she said, her hand snaking from your face to your neck. "This".

And she snapped your neck.

AHAHAHAHA YAYYY ANOTHER ONE. Again, please tell me what you think. PART 2?!?!?

[the-acid-pear]

Tumblr refuses to let me reblog the post again, so this is the second part of me reading the second btg book! ☺️

Still Chapter 211

Son on son violence

Chapter 212

This dude pretty cute ngl

Shit, rip

AAWW HIGH 5 🥺🥺

It's almost like they are a regular father and son 😭🥺💔

Chapter 213

Look how thigh those shirts are hehehoho 🥴

OYXITSITDITDLTD

Ooooh there goes my man Jyaku ready to kick some ASS

🥺😭💞

Baki really just forgot his mom eh, thought you were getting stronger for HER smh

Oh Jyaku vs Retsu? Nvm Jyaku i can only hope Retsu is nice w you

I like how most are like, confused over who to cheer for lmao

I know he won't make it but I'm cheering for Jyaku btw i like him more <33

Chapter 214

Love that title, can't believe Jyaku is gonna ask Retsu out 😍 /j

He really is just honest Igari

I love that he apologizes

Chapter 215

OJFOYDITDISTOTDG

HIS FACEEE THIS FUCKING CLOWN 😭😭😭

THIS IS JUST SO FUCKING FUNNY

Chapter 216

Burgir

GHZJDUDDRHD THEY ARE SOOO MAD

That smile so cute...

Jyaku is a king

Love it when Retsu throws that pose, though y'all know why

HDGSSGSGF you are coming to Japan wether you like it or not 🔫

Chapter 217

Finally Jyaku got serious too

WITH HIS TOES 😭

King is just obsessed i luv him

HEHE HAIRY LEGS

It does seem like Jyaku is trynna confess his love jfnshdshdf

Chapter 218

I remember i almost laugh cry with my dad when we saw this

His damn beard... 💔

THE HAND OF THE TRAITOR

He has a good point

They be calling my man Jyaku a masochist noooo yfjdhdgs

Chapter 219

Okay seems kinda into it <:/

Old man? He doesn't look that old Baki :/

That was so smart 🥺

Chapter 220

Retsu calm down please you are gonna break his back

Oh my god Retsu, oh my god.

He did apologize at least

Chapter 221

Damn dude be a little more gentle with him

Oh, get was picking him up, okay

FR FR

🥺🥺🥺

FARHDHDYFTH THE KINGGG

Chapter 222

I love how everyone completed him (except Yujiro but not surprising), these warriors are such a good team

I want to eat an apple too now

That was fast

I got distracted watching a vsauce react video sorry

Okay I'm glad a comment actually mentioned Sik

Chapter 223

Had to take a uh idk 5 hour break bc lights went out :/

Feet be fuming lmao

Ohhh that's a cool analysis

Chapter 224

What a good punch

That "please",,,

Poor Li man, having to see his brother DIE /j

No, Viêt Long, i have not been hit by a truck before.

Chapter 225

It's so funny how Jyaku lost bc he fought a main charac and only those win

Sad day for the Chinese citizens

Mf got tits in his back

This is gonna be so goodddd

Chapter 226

Look at the size of his tits, the slut

INSTAGRAM INFLUENCER POSE WOOO

These two are cool fighters

Chapter 227

Old man showing skin

His smile is so fucked up lmao

Chapter 228

Baki what the FUCK are you wearing?

I just remembered when Hana did a flip, that was so good

Retsu babey 🥺

I love how confused Yujiro looks

Chapter 229

Hey, i recognize that name...

Kaku just too op

Yujiro you are gonna pop your testicles if you do that with your leg

Chapter 230

God that's such a good threat

Love Retsu's confusion

Damn bitch you saying we gotta keep up w this whore cuz you were too slow? Ffs Kaku 😢

I love when you can tell someone is still hanging around just quietly by seeing their response in a comment

Chapter 231

God this just feels so good, to see Yujiro actually scared 😍

YOOO THAT'S POG

Chapter 232

I wanna finish this book and start the next one grrr

This fight is so satisfying

That last bit is so cringe but whatever that's okay

Fight so controversial comments were deactivated

Chapter 233

Itagaki hincha de boquita el más grande? 😳 /j

Okay yeah it IS just rude

Hohoooo shit getting nice

Chapter 234

This asshole lmao

Yuji-chan really went "how many times do i have to teach you this lesson, old man?!"

Mfs be doing Jojo references in the comments lol

Chapter 235

GTFO WITH THAT LOGIC RETSU IM SORRY CHINA IS LOSING BUT GET LOSTTTT AJSGAJGS

Ffs Kaku you are doomed 😢💔

Yujiro so strong my mouse disconnected

Chapter 236

Abs in his back...

Crying and shaking that is NOT true

DON'T FEED HIS EGO, KAKU

LIONS CAN BE KILLED BY TIGERS TOO!!!!

I thought Yujiro was bleeding for a second there smh

Chapter 237

OKAY YEAH IT IS HIS BLOOD ITS COMING OUT OF HIS NOSE ITS NOT MUCH BUT HE BLED

THE HEAD APPLAUSE

HE'S SO UPSET LMAOOO

Yujiro surprised is good shit

GSJDUFTHSTD

KAKU YOU LEGEND LMAO

Kaku has boyboss energy

Chapter 239

This cover almost gives me a stroke

I love how they all just shat their pants

These minor Chinese characters were so good tbh, sadly i don't think they will ever return

Don't worry Retsu, we the viewers have seen a man revive before

King i don't think any of us understands

It really is

CAN MEN IN THIS FRANCHISE JUST OPEN BOTTLES REGULARLY?!

Oh my god i though Yujiro was sitting on the air for a second i almost cry 😭

Coca cola must have paid Itagaki /j

Chapter 240

Oh so the Kaioh part takes the name, not the surname

...is Yujiro wearing a floral shirt? 😭

I LOVE THAT ENDING SO MUCH 🥺😭

Jyaku has his eyes fixated on Retsu eh, proud of having him come to Japan lmao

Chapter 241

HORRIBLE fit Baki

CHILDHOOD SAGA PART 2? 😰

Jk though i do miss Yuri 🥺

Oh hey Jr

You gonna fuck his girl, bro?

Chapter 242

So straight forward lmao

I'm starting to appreciate Baki's feminist ass every day even more

AAAA GRANDPAAA 🥺🥺💞

This page didn't allow me to call two mfs virgins smh, 1984

Chapter 243

Grandpa they shrunk you

Chapter 244

Kings idc about this

Okay true but also he's 70 dude pls... Though idk if this guy will go thru worse than Jack lmao

Such a nice lad

Chapter 245

Baki being such a feminist icon is so meaningful considering how his parents were,,,

MY MAN IS BACKKK AND AS DAPPER AS EVER

Doppo he's called Ali Jr how are you surprised?

OH MY GOD I JUST REALIZED HIS EYE PATCH HAS A PATTERN THAT'S SO COOL 🥺🥺😢💞

These men love throwing their glasses eh

Chapter 246

If only Igari and Toba had done this lol

OKAY THATS COOL I LIKE THAT

Me lo re devaluaron a mí pelado eh

HEHE OOOOH NICE 😳

Scenes that give me a boner

CHU...

Such a good callback...

Chapter 247

My man got serious, sweet

Doppo has been trying out his luck a bit too much like he's been betting with his life an uncomfortable lot like king do you need to talk? Are you okay? First asking Gouki to kill him now this like, is everything alright Doppo?

YEAH A BIT FUCKED UP TO THINK ABOUT

I love that blocking technique

OSHWOWHIWWH "gay ass Orochi, out of option so he touching dick" SHUT UPPP 😭😭💀

I really wish he got kicked in the nuts again see if he's still using his technique

Chapter 248

Poor guys thought he was bout to get murdered

A kiss? 😏 /j

When i saw this in the anime i actually thought Orochi was going to die, i was gonna get sooo angry

Chapter 249

What a way to cockblock em

Feminist icon

Jack is that the only sweater you own?

Chapter 250

I have been thinking of that scene of him eating the whole steak a lot

Jr like 🥺

Imagine being stupid enough to tease Jack like, i get he defeated two masters but they are NOTHING compared to this monster

Imagine jack just smoked some weed right there lmao

Jack needs to bite people more

Chapter 251

My shitty ass son gave me parkinson's

Jack that's not how human anatomy works what the fuck did Kureha do to your body spine?

Chapter 252

DAMN JR WHAT A FAT ASS

Looked like Jack was going for a handful

Those techniques must fuck your neck up so bad

Okay Jack you are going a bit far now don't cha think?

Chapter 253

You are tempting your luck sunny boy

Look at that, you pissed him off!

You cannot just know out jack hanma bro

HHH

This was so stupid yet, unironically, iconic

Chapter 254

Bruh i thought it said Pog 😭, ain't manslaughter poggers Mr Hanma?

OKAY THANKS JACK

Such a simp he downed that coffee cup

Grandpa put here cockblocking

Chapter 255

"no he didn't >:/"

These two masters are a pair of fucking idiots like understand this i love my grandpa and i love my man but mfs have to take the L for this one time sksgwjgshgw

Gouki bro my senses gonna shut down if you put your sucks against the dirt again OUGH sensory hell 😭

FOR FUCKING REAL JR

STOP ENABLING THE OLD MAN!! WKSGKSGSJSHDD for once I'm on Viêt's side 😭

Chapter 256

Hoho Gouki out here getting a panty shot 😳

Grandpa i love you but this was unnecessary

Chapter 257

Kozue should wear a Korn tshirt

GET HIS ASS KOZUE

OWHWLWGISGSJWG 😭😭 MF JUST STANDING THERE LIKE A FREAK I LOVE HIM BUT I HATE HIM SM!!!

Love how consistently round his hands are, king got no knuckles

HEY DONT CALL MY MAN A FREAK KOZUE

King hasn't changed his clothes ever since i see

His shoes look so nice...

OKAY OKAY HE HAS A POINT AT LEAST, HE AT LEAST ACCEPTED HE LOST BUT HE'S STILL BUTTHURT FROM IT SKSGAJGS BUT HE ADMITS IT!!

Doppo i love you but shut UPPP you lost get over it!! You are just going for the rematch bc you have the higher ground against a injured guy!!! Like Shibukawa didn't have time but you were already getting serious!! Hhhgrrrrrr doppo i love you but I'm going to bark

Hehe nvm he still hella fine... keep talking king 🥴

This was so mean of him sjsgwjwg

Chapter 258

Low-key starting to believe these two mfs plotted against Jr sjshsj

THAT FACE AKSGWJGS just 😐

If i didn't know you would get your ass handed in a plate i would be a lil mad he's planning on being that savage

He has been thru worse, sunny boy

Niceee

Tbh. I don't care anymore. Doppo is in the wrong, but GOD I'm a simp and i love seeing him fight 😍😍🥴

Yeah a comment mentioned it, we all were on Jr side until he threatened to kill Doppo Orochi like, even if not everyone here is as horny as me we all like an og fella

I also love how the prisoners really changed them all, the scars (both physical and mental) those 5 left will be remembered lol

[dylanhawth]

[ LORENZO ZURZOLO, CISMAN, HE/HIM ] shh ! DYLAN HAWTHORNE, the TWENTY year old SECOND year ANTHROPOLOGY major from HARTFORD, CT is known as a TOURMALINE  around here. HE was invited to join because HE PUBLISHED A COLLECTION OF SHORT STORIES ANONYMOUSLY THAT GARNERED A BIT OF FOLLOWING AND RECENTLY STEPPED FORWARD AS THE AUTHOR, and now, they’re here to stay. HE reminds me of THE NERVOUSNESS OF A FIRST KISS, LEAVING SECRET MESSAGES IN LIBRARY BOOKS, DRIVING AIMLESSLY WITH THE WINDOWS ROLLED DOWN ON A WARM SUMMER NIGHT WHILE THE RADIO HUMS A PLAYLIST CURATED FOR YOU BY YOUR BEST FRIEND.

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ooc. 

omfg hello. i can’t tell you how excited and happy i am to be here. i was too nervous to apply for the last three months but i decided to stop being a Coward and just try. im SO happy to be here, it’s the highlight of my week tbh lmao. anyway i am mar, she/her, 24, est. i live in nyc and all i do is visit the planetarium and cry. i’m so fucking bad at these so im just gonna LIST things and hope you get the vibe. i am a pisces sun, scorpio moon. i prob have a napoleon complex a little bit lmao. my favorite social media site is goodreads and i get rlly sad when my friends rate books i love poorly dfljskdfs. i can touch my tongue to my nose. i eat a lot of persimmons. i have a favorite rock at my local park that i visit a lot. idk dfskjls. i’m v friendly tho so pls hmu. i send a lot of memes, and love making meme edits for the chars so im rlly sorry in advance if you guys hate that. 

01.      basics.

NAME.   dylan h. hawthorne. ALIASES. dyl, hawth.   AGE.  twenty. HOMETOWN. hartford, ct. GENDER.  cismale. PRONOUNS.   he/him.

 02.      appearance.

EYES.   green. HAIR.   brown. HEIGHT.   6”0 BUILD.   lean. BIRTHMARKS   /   BURNS   /   SCARS.   a birthmark the shape of australia on his left thigh. TATTOOS.   n/a. PIERCINGS.   n/a.

03.      habits.

ALCOHOL   ?  socially. SMOKING   ?  socially. HABITS.  fidgets in chairs. cracks knuckles and back often. nervous laughter. chewing on pencils. talking to his plants. dogearing books. staring off into space and applying chapstick for a prolonged period of time. getting overly competitive about boardgames. stress cleaning. carries a book in his bag always. night owl. incredibly impatient when the internet is slow. creature of habit when it comes to menus, orders the same shit over and over again. LIKES.   feeding the ducks at the local pond. the smell of the earth after a rainstorm. the way music sounds coming from another room. kissing. watering his plants. inside jokes. making wishes in fountains. discussing a recently finished book with someone. making handmade cards for friends on their birthday. fireworks. coming of age films. packages wrapped in twine. jogs. the way friday nights feels when you’re with someone you love. the feeling you get leaving the movie theatre. DISLIKES.   being late. having too many coins on him. coffee with no sugar. when people speak loudly in the library. doing laundry. handshakes with too much squeeze. receiving voicemails. untidiness. golf. charles dickens. lectures with no student input. hot weather. confrontation. being caught in a lie. losing his umbrella. people who cheat during games. rainboots. bad table manners. humidity.

04.      personality.

MYERS-BRIGGS.   infp. ENNEAGRAM. the helper. ZODIAC.   pisces. TEMPERAMENT.   melancholic. ALIGNMENT.   neutral good. ARCHETYPE.   the lover. POSITIVE.   empathetic. sensitive. intelligent. charismatic. easygoing. gentle. loyal. passionate. romantic. humble. supportive. gregarious. playful. diligent. NEGATIVE.   deceitful. gullible. finicky. naive. obsessive. perfectionistic. secretive. timid. possessive. weak-willed. indecisive. cynical. indulgent. summary: basically, dylan is a love starved, people pleasing nervous wreck. big ass nerd who wants to be everyones friend, wants to be liked SO BAD. very charming and charismatic, comes off as fairly confident and comfortable at first. is able to make everyone feel loved and like they’re the most important person in the world, however lacks a backbone. is both romeo and juliet, and just as dumb as both of them too. 

05.      hc’s.

dylan was a football player in high school, believe it or not. he was rather good at it too, which is sort of jarring considering his pacifistic nature. however, he DID land on someone incorrectly at some point during his senior year, and broke their wrist. he quickly abandoned the sport altogether because of how guilty he felt. 

touched on this briefly but dylan really… loves indiana jones lmao. like, it’s quite ironic given his absolutely inability to be a badass, and lack of suaveness. however, he admires indy’s lust for adventure. he also was obsessed with the mummy as a kid. both of these were incredible sources in his very irrational decision to sudden anthropology. however, he does really love and admire anthropology. his favorite ethnography is the spirit catches you and you fall down, which makes him cry like a little bitch every time he even thinks about it. 

he’s the second oldest, but he is also baby. he is SUCH a big momma’s boy. he misses his mom so much. he writes to her often, and of course calls her even more. despite being six-foot tall, he still goes home and rests his head on his mother's lap, falls asleep as she runs her fingers through his hair. he often tries to find native english plants and flowers to press, and mail back to his mother in the form of bookmarks. has nEVER STEPPED ON A CRACK IN HIS LIFE, BABY.

just leaves a shit ton of notes in books in the library. some are riddles, some are poetry, some are commentary on the book, some are doodles. just depends on how he’s feeling for that book. he doesn’t tell anyone he does it, but he’s waiting for someone to connect the dots with his handwriting and writing style. 

speaking of plants, his room is basically a big greenhouse. he has so many plants, and takes serious care of them all. he has a little humidifier in his space for them, marks down when he waters what plants, and has a label maker to label them all with a name. they are all named after shakespeare characters. 

dyl is a doodler, so much so that he contributes to the school paper as a cartoonist. his cartoons are usually just random thoughts he has, but sometimes they get political and he works marxism into them. (this man loves marx.) 

[ suicide implied tw, death mention tw ] he dresses like a victorian boy in love with his roommate who has recently died of scarlet fever and in his mourning, plans to disappear in the bog by the school by mysterious circumstances and become a ghost that haunts the college with his lover. like lots of gray and slacks and ties ands ties and sweaters, lol. also he has glasses that he never wears because he can never find them! catch him squinting in your classroom because he can’t see SHIT. too shy to ask you for your notes though, doesn’t wanna inconvenience you! but when he’s Out on the Town®, he fucking wears like, tacky patterned shirts that are expensive but ugly. someone please help him. 

all about fun socks! he loves owning socks that have dumb little images on them. if you get him a pair of fun socks, he’d absolutely go nuts. his entire week: made. 

he leaves his roommate limericks when he senses they are sad. tapes em to the bathroom mirror or leaves them in the fridge. also loves buying people presents. tiny ones. like haunted looking things from second hand stores, or your favorite chocolate. also is the sort of friend that has EVERYTHING in his bag, in case someone cuts themselves or has a headache. can be a bit of a mom himself. it’s the little things, y’know? 

prob still in his emo phase. listens to way too mcr to not be lmao.

eco-friendly king, will not stand for you not recycling. 

if you will allow him, he will attempt to have a secret handshake with you. he’s a child. is dying for someone to memorize the parent trap handshake and indulge him. 

cannot sit still in a chair. fidgets an excessive amount, the bobbing of his knee and the squirming around. it just never ends. 

bi. that’s the hc.

he’s a little bit in love with everyone he meets if you couldn’t tell, and it’s fucking disastrous. 

he is based loosely off: patroclus ( the song of achilles ), ponyboy curtis ( the outsiders ), laurie laurence ( little women ), eduardo saverin ( the social network ), remus lupin ( hp ), oliver marks ( if we were villains. ) 

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