#idk im too HAHHA

[bepoucorp]

purple is nice and all, but I love joker in red!

[bangcakes]

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[kyunsies]

the urge to do another mx revival event for mxinfo since we havent done one in a think 2 years but idk what other ideas we could possibly do ;_____;

[brrrkdslek]

BLEAURGHHH

𖡎 youtube compilation of atinys favourite vlive moments of m/n taking care of his drunken members

𖡎 ateez x 9th member! male! reader

𖡎 ot9 au, after wanteez ep. 19, 20, 21, zb1 n xikers r mentioned!

𖡎 drunken behaviour(LMAO), suggestive(kinda idk)

𖡎 ignore the title😭 it'll make sense afterwards

clip 1 — mingki's heartbroken era💔

the phone wobbled as you set it some place high so the atinys could witness the dead bodies that sprayed across the dormitory living room. you sweatdropped internally.

atiny1: LMAOOO ARE THEY DEAD???😭😭

atiny69: HAHHA WHAT HAPPENED BAE⁉️⁉️🤭

you scratched your head, "yeah... well, i dunno how this happened either..." suddenly, a wild mingi knocks you to the ground in a bear hug, "ah- mingi, get off! you're so heavy-" you shut up immediately as you heard soft sniffling coming from the male as he clung onto the leg of your pants.

"mingi...?" you slowly lifted the boy up and cupped his cheeks as his eyes were filled with tears, you cooed at him, "awh, what's wrong my princess?"

atiny1: WHAT🫣

atiny2: PRINCESS!?!?!?!?ASLFAENALJ

atiny3: MNGKI FOR LIFE🫂

atiny1: I BELIEVE IN MNGKI👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨

atiny2: MNGKI MNGKI MNGKI

atinky69: KISSKISSKISS PLSPLPSLPSL

atiny127: GYATT🕺🏻🕺🏻🕺🏻🕺🏻

atiny1: ???😭

mingi sniffled and mumbled incoherently, "hey, hey, hey, slow down. shhh, i'm here..." you press your forehead against his as he sniffled and hiccupped.

atiny1117: AWWHHHHH NO WAY THEY STRAIGHT🥶

atiny2: LMAOOOO

atiny1: STOP U GUYS R RUINGIN THE MOMENT LMFAO

you cradled the larger male in your lap as mingi buried his head into your stomach, "what's bothering you, love?"

atiny3: they make me so happy :(((

atiny127: REAL🍆🍑💦

atiny69: WHAT😰

"do you hate me...?" you were so shocked you had to look into the camera to make sure you heard it right. "w-what? what are you talking about, mings?"

atiny1: WE HEARD THAT TOO OML🥺🥺🥺

atiny666: what'd i miss

atiny1117: WAAAAA😭

"during w-wanteez today,,, you- you didn't wanna sit next to me, uhhhh-" mingi began crying again upon the upsetting reminder of his heartbreak as you had to physically hold yourself back from laughing.

it's not that you didn't want to sit next to mingi, it was just the way he acted when he's drunk. it's confirmed when he screamed in yeosang's face during the games so yes, you were terrified of drunken mingi.

atiny3: AHAHA HES SO CUTE

atiny69: [image] ME RN LMAOAO

atiny666: THIS IS SO FUNNY WHAT😭😭

atiny1: WHERRE THE CLIPPERS AT⁉️⁉️🙃

"o-oh honey... i don't hate you," mingi looks up at you with glossy eyes, "you don't...?" you squish his cheeks and press your noses together, "of course i don't, in fact i love you a lot, princess." mingi doesn't reply and only giggles as he gets sleepier.

atiny2: HIS CHEEKS ARE RED IM DEADDDD

atiny127: im convinced the entirety of ateez is just m/n's harem😭

atiny69: mans melting😮‍💨

atiny1117: [image]

clip 2 — MOMMY MN🥵🥵

you sighed as you came back into view of the camera in your black tank top, muscular arms proudly flexing with each move you made. it was true when atinys said that your face doesn't match your body.

atiny69: MOMMY OMFG

atiny1: [image]

atiny127: HIS ARMS???A;S,C;V/LEAV(*)??/😳

you giggled at the comments, "you guys think i'm a mother...?" scratching your head, you pick up a hairtie from behind the camera and tied your hair into a high bun, and went back to the dead members on the ground.

san smirked as he saw you walk near him, "yahhhh, noona's so pre-pretty...!" he spoke loudly between hiccups as his grin only widened. "keep quiet, san. it's late already." the male jutted out his bottom lip before mumbling a quiet 'sorry'.

atiny666: he only listens to mother🤞🏻

atiny3: hes jus like me😋

you coo before kissing the male's cheek as he giggled and pressed his hand against the spot you kissed, staring at you like a high school girl would to their senior crush. you wrap san's arms around your neck as your right arm goes under his thighs while your left supports his back.

atiny1: WAIT IS HE GONAA-

atiny1117: HE CAN PICK SAN UP???

atiny2: AHHH MOMMY😩😩😩

in your squatted position, you huffed a few times before successfully carrying san upwards as he giggled and nuzzled into your neck, making you stumble slightly before pecking his forehead.

you turn to the camera, "i'll tuck him in first, be right back!" you quietly jog into san and wooyoung's shared room as you plop the male onto his bed and tuck him in.

atiny1: NUUUU I WANNA SEE THO😭

atiny127: u so thirsty for what😐

atiny3: REAL cuz he can carry the entirety of ateez

atiny69: HE ALSO CARRIES THE INDUSTRY🕺🏻🕺🏻

atiny1117: WE ONLY SPIT FAX AHHHH😍🤞🏻

atiny2: [image]

san whined and made grabby hands towards yo, "nuuu! noona sleep w-with me tonight,,, pleaseee!" he did the best puppy eyes he could and you hesitated for a moment before smacking his forehead, "don't be dumb, san. i won't sleep with you when you smell like alcohol."

san's expression resembled that of a kicked puppy as you felt your heart clench, regretting your words immediately. "oh, san that's not what i-" before you could finish, san throws up.

in bed, onto his sheets and his shirt. you mumble a string of curses as he falls right back to sleep. you weren't gonna get any sleep tonight, you were sure.

clip 3 — mother at work!!🫶🏻

when you came back in view after like 10 minutes, you were drenched in sweat and panting hard. you said nothing as you glanced to the camera before taking out a bottle of wine from the fridge.

atiny2: ???😭

atiny666: mother is tired🤕🤞🏻

atiny1: i wonder what happened :(

sitting down you pop open the cork and pour a large amount into the glass that stood right in front of the camera. sighing you took a large gulp of half of the glass before groaning, setting it aside.

you coughed, "okay, so san threw up just now and i had to move him to wooyoung's bed and clean up his shirt and sheets," you covered your face, "it was so damn gross, oh my god..."

atiny3: LMFAOOO😭

atiny69: ITS ALWAYS SAN☠️

atiny1117: god bless mother☹️🙏🏻

atiny127: doing gods work fr

you laughed the tiredness off, "yeah, it's always san and wooyoung actually. but i think it's really special, they mean a lot to each other." you took a sit from the glass and swirl the liquid around.

your attention was turned back to the rest of the drunken members when you heard wooyoung groan and whine on the ground. "so cold..." he rolls on his side and hugs his forearms.

atiny2: SO CUTE🥺

atiny143: IM BACK😗

atiny666: ☹️☹️☹️

atiny1117: [image]

walking over, you squat down and hug wooyoung against your chest as his lips curl into a smile and cracks his eyes open, "noona...!" he buries his head in the crook of your neck and wraps his arms around your middle.

"missed 'chu...." he hiccupped as you exhaled from your nose, stroking his hair softly as he hums in satisfaction. "let's get you to bed, young-ah." he nuzzles his face further into your neck in response.

atiny143: OH MY GOD

atiny2: im dead yall🪦

atiny127: I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE

atiny666: [image]

picking his up bridal style, you toss wooyoung upwards a few times as he giggles and kisses your face nonstop. "young-ah, stop- i can't see," you stumble backwards a bit as he nuzzles his cheek with yours, giggling like a maniac. "i'm gonna fall-"

just like you said, you fell. with wooyoung still in your arms, you twisted forward on instinct and slipped again. before you landed, your arm instinctively came up and wrapped it around wooyoung's head.

you landed on your side as wooyoung knocked himself out. you sat up with your hair flying in all directions and forearms slightly bruised at the impact. you looks straight into the camera but not saying a thing.

atiny1117: DID THE CLIPPERS GET THAT????

atiny127: m/n shielding wooyoungs head🥹

atiny1: IS WOOYOUNG SLEPING😭

atiny69: M/N RISKING HIS LIFE JUST FOR WOOYOUNG TO FALL BACK ASLEEP LMFAOAOAO

atiny143: is he drooling??☠️

you turn to look at wooyoung, who had drool seeping from the corner of his mouth as he snored softly. you covered your mouth and snorted before picking him up again, "okay, i'm really gonna tuck him in now."

atinys bid you goodbye for the second time as you walked out of view towards his and san's shared room. you sweatdropped internally as you realise they might be uncomfortable at the small space.

sighing, you place wooyoung down next to a knocked-out san before tucking the two in. you felt your heart swell as you watch the two instinctively curl into their usual position; wooyoung tucked under san's chin as the other had his arms wrapped around wooyoung's head.

you giggled and took your phone out, snapping a quick picture, you peck both of their foreheads and turn off the dimly lit table lamp before closing the door quietly as to not disturb their slumber.

clip 4 — late night drinks with the mothers🫡

sighing, you pour more wine into your glass while massaging your temple with the other hand.

atiny1117: nuuu stop drinking mamas☹️

atiny69: stay healthy :(

atiny1: stay strong babes!!

atiny666: i just came back from twitter and i cannot begin to explain how ridiculous it is that m/n gets so much backlash for standing up for his members

atiny127: REAL i saw so many articles on it like leave them alone wtf🫠

you smiled gently as you read the comments, "yeah, i've seen all those articles and honestly i don't care." you take another sip of your wine, "i expected something like this to happen way back. and if this is what'll happen to me for protecting my members i'll take it."

as you swirl the glass, you saw from the phone that seonghwa had emerged from his slumber behind you. turning around, you snap your finger to catch his attention. "m/n? why aren't you in bed- is that wine!?" the elder quickly snatches the glass from your hand.

atiny2: NOOO LET HIM DRINK😡😡

atiny666: honestly why are they both up at ass oclock??

you roll your eyes and lean onto the table, "c'mon hyung, i'm not 17 anymore. i can drink if i want to." seonghwa looks into the glass, "it's been 5 years already... i still remember when we were just trainees." the two laughs before you offer another seat for the male.

taking out another glass, you pour into it before clanking the glass with the one in seonghwa's hand, "cheers to us." seonghwa sighed before smiling gently, "cheers to us."

atiny69: THE MOTHERS ARE TOGETHER OMG😩😩

atiny1: hwa looks so handsome here🥺

atiny666: its been so long :(

atiny143: im actually a new atiny and i wanna ask if m/n has trained in other companies before?

skimming through the question, you smiled at the memory of your past. "yes, i was a trainee in yuehua." seonghwa's eyes widen as he swallows the wine, "wait, really? you've never talked about that before." you squeeze his cheek, "yes i have. you just weren't paying attention, hyung."

"anyways, i don't know how i joined but i was really confident in my singing and vocals so i thought it'd be fun to try it out and see if i could get some critiques. who knew i actually passed the audition?" you laughed and smacked seonghwa's arm jokingly.

"i was a trainee there since i was 16, but afterwards i became a vocal trainer there and trained a lot of younger trainees' vocals." seonghwa made an 'o' with his lips, "woah, that's so cool!"

atiny1: wait, does that mean you know the members of zb1???

atiny666: SLAYYY KING

atiny143: i heard yuehua is so strict i cant believe u even became a trainer oml😭😭😭

you perked up, "yes! i actually do know them- well, not all of them. i'm specifically closer to ricky and zhang hao since i was their trainer for like a few months." seonghwa stood up and grabbed the wine bottle before pouring more into the two glasses.

"i actually did congratulate them on their win! i was so proud when i heard that they successfully debuted, i'm so proud!" you put a hand on your chest as you remember jumping on your bed while the two were on call with you telling you nice things.

atiny1: KING SHIT🕺🏻

atiny666: hes so caring to others too🥹

atiny69: ilysm m/n!!!

atiny143: when did u join kq tho?

you perked up, "ah, i was actually jongho's senior since high school so when he got in he told me about it obviously." you smiled at the memory, "it was when i was a vocal trainer at yuehwa then so he told me to go join him and so i did." you look over to seonghwa and grinned happily, "and i'm so grateful i did."

atiny2: HE CARRIED THE INDUSTRY!!!

atiny127: hes literally carrying 5th gen

atiny1117: MY KING SO TALENTED ILYSM :(

you leaned on seonghwa's shoulder as you felt your heart swell at all the nice comments. so many years of hardwork and you were finally getting the credit you deserved. "yeah i agree with our atinys,"

you tilt your head up as seonghwa smiles fondly at you, "i think you're amazing and just so, so talented." seonghwa's smile falters as he sees your expression remain unchanging, "d-did i say something wrong...?"

atiny1117: is bae ok...?

atiny1: is he getting emotional?

atiny69: M/N BAE☹️☹️☹️

seonghwa's eyes go wide upon seeing tears forming in your eyes, sclera turning red as you inhaled shaky breaths, "...really?" seonghwa blinks, "huh?" you sniffle before taking a sip from your glass, "do you really think i'm amazing?"

seonghwa didn't even notice he was holding his breath as his eyes soften and he pinches your cheek, "of course! you're amazing," you smile gently, "you work so hard all the time and you deserve the world, love."

you blink back a few tears as seonghwa pulls you in for a heartwarming hug, kissing your head and whispering words of praises in your ear.

atiny666: IM SOBBING SO HARD RN

atiny2: [image]

atiny143: WAAAAAAAA🥹

clip 5 — dinner for breakfast😵🔥

you groaned as you finish sweeping the floors finally. throwing yourself back on the chair, you whine at the hardness as seonghwa softly snored on the couch. you smiled before tossing the entire wine bottle down your throat, finishing it with a rumbly groan.

atiny127: HELP HE JUST TOSSED THAT SHIT😮‍💨

atiny2: is he ok🤕

atiny666: [image]

atiny1117: does he suck dick like that

atiny1: WHAT SID YOU SAY😭😭😭

glancing at the screen, you notice the view rising little by little as you turn to check the clock. damn, one in the morning? you rub your tired eyes as you got up and threw the wine bottle away, taking a pan out of the cabinet.

you said nothing as you poured some oil over the pan, moving the pan in a circular motion for the oil to spread. afterwards, you take out whatever leftovers you had from the fridge and threw the random foods into the pan, adding a few spices here and there.

as you tossed the pan up and down, hongjoong emerged from his room and did a small stretch before sitting down on the chair, blinking in surprise at the screen before him before waving to the camera. "heyyy, why're you guys up at one??"

atiny2: waiting for u beautiful😫

atiny2018: IM HERE WHERE IS HONG😍

atiny1117: barefaced joong🥹🫶🏻

atiny666: whyre U up at 1!?🤨

you crane your neck backwards to see a sleepy hongjoong waddle towards you. "hyung, if you're sleepy you can go back to bed. i'll leave some food for you." hongjoong only hums as he rests his chin on your shoulder, barely able to reach your height.

seonghwa giggles in the corner. the tiny leader blinks, "why're we eating yesterday's dinner for breakfast?" you shrug, "i dunno, it's all we have." hongjoong groans before throwing his tired self onto seonghwa, who had just finished setting up the plates.

atiny69: MATZ🥹🥹🥹

atiny1: i can never get enough of them

atiny1117: which one?🤭

atiny1: GIRL ALL OF THEM😫

from the screen, the atinys could see the smoke coming from the hot pan. as you finish frying the noodles, you shove it near the camera for them to see your handiwork. "see, aren't i such a good cook?"

hongjoong groans, "can you shut up and bring it over already? i'm starving." seonghwa and you snort, "i think somebody's in a mood today." hongjoong turns to glare at the older, "am not." "are too." "am not!" "are too!"

you blink as you take a seat in-between the two, hoping to stop their childish fighting, but of course they don't. they just repeat the same phrase as you scoop up some of the noodles and place it in your bowl. although you had this last night, you were still ready to devour it whole.

atiny666: LMAOOO M/N SITTING THERE LIKE😭😭

atiny2018: i stan my unbothered king🫶🏻

atiny143: left ear: am not, right ear: are too☠️☠️

atiny1117: m/n is such a mood honestly😍

atiny127: REAL our king deserves more dicks

atiny2: whats with you and dicks???

atiny127: im a proud atiny!!!!

atiny69: you mean youre gay?

atiny1117: we are lgbtq😈🔥🔥🔥

hongjoong interups seonghwa with a loud gasp as half of the noodles vanish, resting securely inside your stomach. "what the hell! you just eat half of the pan, are you kidding me??" you bit back a laugh as you her hongjoong's stomach growled. seonghwa only ignored him and puts noodles in his own bowl.

hongjoong groans and rolls his eyes before filling his own bowl with the rest of the food. your cheeks puffed up at the amount of food that filled into your cheeks, you only closed your eyes and hummed at the warm feeling invading your tummy.

clip 6 — jjong's m/n🥹

you set the phone on the desk of your bedroom, taking a few steps back to sit on the edge of your bed. you open the curtains to see the sky still pitch-black as you stared at the still bustling streets.

atiny1: HES SO SHDNSH😍

atiny69: side profile🤭

atiny143: CLIPPERS GET THAT🥹

suddenly jongho enters after a knock on your door. "yes?" you stop breathing when you see tears prickling at the corner of his eyes. "hey jjong, c'mere what's going on?" he rubbed his eyes and sat next to you, not noticing the camera and your eyes dart from the camera to him continuously, hesitating on if you should tell him or not.

atiny3: NOOO HES SAD

atiny2018: JJONG☹️☹️☹️

atiny127: WAAAAAA M/N TAKE CARE PLS😔

as he sat down, he looked at you once and then burst out crying onto your shoulder. you deadpanned to the camera and the atinys could feel your panic right then. "hey, hey- jjong look at me first." you cup his cheeks and tilt his face up, heart clenching at the sight of dried tears on his cheeks. you ran your fingers across his cheeks gently, lulling to a sleepy state.

"can you tell me what's going on bub?" jongho sniffled and pulled you in for another hug, this one tighter than the last. "i-i had a nightmare..." his voice got progressively softer as he finished his sentence, embarrassed at the fact a mere nightmare affected him so badly.

atiny2: guys i think he got a nightmare🤓

atiny69: SOBBING ON THE FUCKIGN GROUND

atiny1117: im gonna kms

atiny1: WAAAAA MAMA M/N☹️

you sighed before patting his head, you could read the boy like a book and you knew how embarrassing it is for him whenever he had nightmares. "there's nothing wrong with having nightmares jjong." he shook his head, "no! i feel bad,,, why am i having these dreams when everyone's treating me so nicely?"

he pulled away and frowned, "it feels like i hate them or something...!" you brush his hair back, "but you don't. these things happen and we shouldn't dwell on them." he looks down, "what did you even dream about?"

he blinks continuously as he tried to avert from your burning gaze, "i... it was about you and the members," you held his trembling hands as he spoke, "the members were telling me how i was holding them back and that i'm," he sniffled, "that i'm a disappointment. and hongjoong-hyung laughed and told me i'm not as good as i think i am..."

you didn't say anything, you only caressed the back of his palm, trying to soothe him. "and you... you told me you hated me and that you didn't want me anymore!" once again, jongho began to sob as you pulled him back your chest. "jjong..." you rest your chin on top of his head, "you know i love you a lot right?"

you felt him nod into you chest, "i'll never leave, even if you wanted me to." he smiled before bursting out crying.

atiny1: UR THE MAN M/N😭

atiny1117: THE CLIPPERS BETTER HAVE GOTTEN THAT OUHHH😭☹️

atiny143: [image]

atiny666: 🫂

suddenly, yeosang burst into the bedroom and you and jongho both turn to look at him, "i heard jongho's crying, are you okay?" jongho furrows his eyebrows, "how did you know i was crying?" you began to sweat as you gestured for yeosang to shut the fuck up, but the clueless will stay clueless. "it's on live."

upon hearing that, jongho shoved you onto the bed and scavenged the room for any hints of a camera. after a minute or two, jongho stares straight into the camera and take it out from behind the lamp. he glares at you for a moment before looking back into the camera, "the live's over, have a good day atinys."

the live has ended!

©BRRRKDSLEK 2023

[jasongotdrip]

“ᴀᴛ ʟᴇᴀꜱᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀꜱ ᴄᴏᴘᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱʜ*ᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍ.”

pov: we’re at blitzø’s hate party and we make eye contact😍😳

(i would never be at that party because blitz is my silly child and i love him.. mmmooost the time. But ill go there for you bbg🥰 /Jomfg)

ANYWAYYSYYSTSTSY… she poutin😞

IM NOT RLLY SATISFIED WITH THIS HAHHA SO ILL PROBABLY TRY HER AGAIN SOON AFTER REQUESTS SLOW DOWN😭

ignore the realistic cup tee hee. I HAD TO GIVE HER A NOSE. IVE DRAWN WITHOUT NOSES BUT. IT WAS BOTHERING ME. IM SORRY😭😭 also heart pupils.. because yes. She has hearts everywhere else so she can have heart pupils.

ya’ll already know i suck at backgrounds so uhhh-

ILL MOST LIKELY POST IT ON YT!! @jasongotdripforrealnocap, or ill edit the post later and link it hehe

also.. a yap. (Its stupid, ignore😍)

im glad stolitz didnt get back together immediately after the fight but like… why did stolas move on so quickly. It’s like he’s not hurt at all by it which is like he never cared to begin wit- we know he cares and loves b but like, take time to heal. i get that stolas is trying to fool himself by moving on but WHY CANT HE REALIZE THEYRE CANONNN😭.

I don’t hate either of them, they both are very much in the wrong but like.. in full moon Stolas could have given him time to think. All their relationship has been is just s*x- like ever since the pilot, blitz has been named a “plaything” or whatever by Stolas himself. blitz never realized he was more than that. so why does stolas expect blitz to reciprocate unclear and we suddenly known feelings? Then stolas moves on with another guy barely an episode later. Idk im just… i feel bad for blitz more than i do for stolas. Blitz messed up too but i understand his pain, being suddenly abandoned. Stolas loves words. WHY CANT HE READ IN BETWEEN THE LINES??? Like what do you expect? GIVE HIM A MINUTE… anyways. Ahem. I love them both and i also hate them both but.. like i relate more to blitz. I don’t push people away like he does but i get why he’s scared to be vulnerable.

[just-some-random-blogger]

hello, can I request an image of Morpheus in love with a stronger being that, in most of Morpheus's relationships he was the strongest because he was perpetual as would be the dynamics of the reader being the primordial chaos with Morpheus

Holy

Dream of the Endless x Angel!Reader

Summary: Dream does not appreciate the fact he is unable to help you with your problem. Being powerless blows.

Word Count: 1k+

Warnings: fem!reader, stupidly insecure!dream, jealous!dream, incredibly petty!dream, angst, typos, etc.

A/N: ??? who's stronger than the endless edit: i know now HAHHA im basing it off the comics where *spoiler* dream says he is scared of lucifer and i think he does at a point say morningstar is stronger that him idk i dont remember HAHAHH this is related to this other angel!reader fic i did, but they can both be read on their own Tagging: @pinksirensong @aralezinspace @deniixlovezelda @shadow-pancake9 @sloanexx

There not be a single speck of my body that does not yearn to see the light of your beauty; Your holy cloak of darkness that comforts my dreaming heart is all my mind beholds in weariness and joviality. Oh Star of the Night, my nightmares do I offer to grasp in your tender palm. And golden starlight do I adorn your brow, oh Harbinger of the Dusk. I implore you, strike true; pierce my ribs with your sacred blade. Claim that which is your belonging, my pulsing heart, which bleeds for you. Translated excerpt from The Bringer of Darkness & Dreams by Rasui the Poet (cir. 1600s)

Dream could only do so much for an angel of the most high. He could offer you the most solemn praises, the most gracious reverence, but then what was his worship against a desperate human, praying to their god for deliverance, and to see you as an answer?

Dream lacked the apt wherein his voice would tremble at the mere idea of you. He had seen death and destruction, they were quite literally related. Desire and delight were of his blood as well, and so a response that which would be of his siblings' manner was impossible. And so the mortal awe that would have been there at the sight of you was not.

He could offer you dreams. And Dream of Dreams did he offer for you.

Epics, mythos, odes, hymns, poems, paintings, frescos, dreams, he offered them all to you.

Yet it was not enough to comfort you during the fall of your half, your beloved twin Morningstar, who descended from grace and was banished into hell. Yet it was not enough during the battle with your Lucifer, that caused ripples and of light and dark to break into the fabrics of reality. It was not enough after the holy wars, nor after the resolution of your sibling's fate to become the ruler of hell.

For what was he to you in those moments? Beyond a spectator, beyond a Dream that could speak only so much words of comfort, for comfort was not in his nature, not really.

And even after all these eons, after loving each other during the early dawns of existence, as you walked with him, hand in hand, in Valhalla, he felt so far away, so infinitesimal against your being. He was a speck amidst the immense adoration your winged she-cousins were crying out to you with.

Dream watched as the Valkyries offered you flowers and honey and music and kisses. He watched as you, his love, was loved so tenderly.

It was most usual of them to do so, it was the natural order of things, it was only right, and yet his dark cloak seeped through the threshold of Valhalla and cut the merrymaking of the heavenly hosts almost instantly. Your smile too fades away as you turn to him.

Good.

And so you took in his darkness kindly, and bid farewell to your cousins, allowing Dream to take you into his own realm, to keep all for himself.

"Why does darkness weep from you, lover?" you ask as Dream drags you into the Dreaming, a flurry of glittering black powdering the ground in which he walked.

He decides to lead you into the throne room, where therein he allows himself to let his dark clouds pour.

Dream takes you into his hold and nuzzles his face into your neck. Readily, you wrap your arms and massive dark wings around him, muttering sweet words in the tongue of angels as comfort.

Momentarily there was comfort, but then he remembers the songs of the Valkyrie and feels spite bubble beneath him once more.

You were naturally high and mighty in stature, and he, well, his form was not bound to a body. So he decidedly makes his form smaller against you, his face no longer high enough to reach your neck. He shrinks until he can perfectly presses his face in between your soft breasts.

You look down upon him and brush his hair back, "will you not respond?"

Dream scowls, and though you could not see it, you can imagine it. "You are my lover," he mutters against you, "I do not appreciate the competition."

You furrow your brows and pull away to look at him.

He does not relent and crushes himself closer into you, "do not disrespect me in my own domain by pushing me."

"My Dream."

"Yes, yes. I am your dream, so do not wallow in the sweet figments of others," he mutters as he tightens his hold against your torso, "I am not kind or pure like you, I am me. And I am as much a Nightmare as I am Dream."

And so you do not push him away and you stand there, embracing him for a long time.

"There is no competition, as you imagine it, dearest," you say as you cradle his form, "the Valkyrie were only greeting me the way they ought to."

"I know this," he mutters, ".... I don't care."

You press your lips together as you sigh.

"Do not sigh so tragically. I am king in this realm. I shan't be offended," he says as he presses his cheek firmer into your chest.

You raise a brow and decidedly pull both your arms and wings back.

"No! No- Do not-"

"Enough!" you blurt as you separate the two of you.

Dream looks up at you, feeling his insides burn and his face harden. He feels wronged, especially with the expression you give him. His form begins to morph into shadows and inflates around the room. Your form is soon overcome with darkness, but it does not phase you. Why would it? It was matter which the creator granted you dominion.

And so you grab him by the hems of his lightlessness and rip his entity off the surface of the throne room, allowing his form to manifest and dangle in your clutch. You raise your arm and he looks back at you from where he hangs.

"I do not appreciate your outburst, my love," you say firmly, to a point where your term of endearment makes him shake.

Dream drips from your grip and clumps before you as his normal build again, though his face dredged with despair, and his eyes are unable to gaze upon yours.

"It cannot be helped, my star," he says.

A flimsy excuse.

"I could hear their dreams come into completion as they beheld you in their realm. I could not bear it."

You make it a point to contain your sigh. "Then what am I to do with you?" you take his face in your hands, "shall I retreat at every moment you allow your jealousy to cloud your better judgement?"

Dream looks at you as you raise your brows at his glimmering eyes.

He parts his lips and inhales, "yes."

"Dream--"

"If you truly love me, then-"

"If you truly love me, understand that the praise I receive from others, no matter how overwhelming, does not compare still to that which I receive from you."

Dream is motionless as he takes in your glory. He draws in a deep breath then amplifies his form. He grows in size, up until you are craning your neck up at him. Only then does he places his lips on yours and wraps his arms around you and your wings.

You revel in his touch, body nearly melting at his devotion, at his affection in one of the most intimate forms he is capable.

When you pull away, you lean into Dream's touch as he brushes your cheek, "my love... you honor me with your ceaseless patience."

You smile at him and shake your head, "I honor you with my love, you foolish spirit."

Dream lovingly examines you for a while then purses his lips into a pout as he leans into you, pressing your foreheads together, "was your visit to Valkyries truly necessary though?"

[kentopedia]

Duuude so i have a crush(i feel like a middle schooler lol)

but idk if he’s interested or nah bc he likes some story post(long story short: i take cute pictures of myself but he doesn’t like them but when i take random pictures he does like them😒) but he did compliment me once 😅 and idk if im overthinking it.

And just a couple of days ago i just started our first conversation and the conversation flowed well? but im just unsure but ig its still too early to tell😭

He’s really attractive and his hands😩 but yeah i just wanted to rant

#rant

-🖤

omg that's so exciting, i'm rooting for you !!! i am honestly sooo bad at recognizing when people are into each other >< i have really good intuition when it comes to myself, but when it's other people i'm like wow ... this behavior could mean anything SHDFHSDFH.

but since you've started talking and its going well that's definitely a good sign !! hmm maybe he's just shy and doesn't want you to know he's into you, and that's why he doesn't like your cute pictures ?? i am very strategic about things like that HAHHA. ALSO HANDS ARE MY WEAKNESS 😩😩😩 whenever i see a man w nice hands i'm like oh no i think i'm in love with you. LMFAO

hehe plss keep me updated if anything happens, i would love to hear about it! and i will be manifesting good things for you 🧘🏻

[jayflrt]

the consent is so sexy, making sure everything is fine, the dirty talk, JUST EVERTHING WAS SO SEXY AHHH!!! MAYBE ILL LOSE MYSELF TOO ALONG WITH YN, ME TOO GIRLIE ME TOO !!!!

“I’ve never had sex like this,” you admitted in a breath, gripping onto his shoulders a little harder. It was true; you had never had all of your needs fully satisfied without any expectations of returning the favor. “Never?” You shook your head. “And… can you start slow for me? Please?” “I plan on taking my time.” He moved your hair out of your face. “Hoon didn’t?” Again, a hesitant shake of your head. Jay’s eyes narrowed.  His laugh was devoid of mirth. “Of course.”

hoon is a fucking disappointment and asshole. fuck him. i blushed at this (i need help) jay pls fight him. if i was jay i will bring this up to him idc. (love being a bitch 0.00001% of the times) they are so cute end me lord. me fucking when. honestly when can i have a man like jay !

“I don’t have a condom.” You groaned. “Can we just buy Plan B tomorrow?” “Do you know how expensive Plan B is? That’s, like, at least—” You rolled your eyes and cut him off by sealing his lips with yours, cupping Jay’s face with your hands. After you pulled back, much to his displeasure, you asked, “You have me naked underneath you right now, and you’re worried about how much Plan B costs?” He cocked his head to the side, as if the answer couldn’t be any more obvious. “Yes?” “We can deal with that tomorrow,” you insisted, “just please.”

i laughed sm about this, idk what's funnier that jay is me. i would have said this. so true king these things are so expensive for what in this economy...

getting suit right after that woah. they are so insane, THEY ARE MY INSANE PARENTS AHHH. they are so horny why you doing all that in the public /j Jay's text..... honey no pls lets not. also ye sim ignoring part about yn dad because we talk about later lets not ruin the fun shall we ? honestly thank god my finals are end of next month. i can ignore the conflict part so i can come back to when they are together, so they never broke up in my head. (im delusional)

theory anon

celebrating the day mc finally got the man of her dreams 🥳🥳 (even though it's gonna go to shit soon but let's just celebrate the moment!!!!) she no longer has to be chained to a requited(?) situationship(?) where both want to make a move but can't(?)

HAHHA honestly the hardest part was keeping their conversation on track 😭 i would always steer into something unserious and have to go back and fix it like /?:9;!/&:!

ah yes the tailor shop,, almost considered writing a scene for that part but decided to leave it up to your guys' imaginations 🤭 also omg exams next month?? good luck! i hope you pass with flying colors!! 🥰💖

[kawaiicherryblossomperfection]

daddy keeho manga wont let me play daddy i need coffee now hahha where is this? room 4 when righrtmmnow what the fuxk biitch sid u denmmand omxfcoffee from me no ahahha why? bc uur so mean no im not mean im getting high on ew hes nasty yes i am hahha get the furniture were getting high on greek merymmywsweaeegotoueroomheyumeanypantsiminmyroomalreadyhowoldareyou28ewshes10yrsokdchanheeishere?nohesintherestroomom aee mmmjiiidinf nw u wanr to stay for eternity yes i do 766 ew she got high on cashappdaddynoidontlikeushedidntiloveudaddyimhereiwanttostayiloveudaddybutahesbuaytonightwithfeimeewshedoeslikemeshelovwsmeshekoesvmeikoverhtosoimgonnastaywithertinufhfabdshwhufhinmethyesshiesyesshiesyesgiesdorevenan a set vamernamen yes she is here today for eternity amen amen amen amen she won eveeythin ahe asked for yes i did yesshe did shedid win evetthinfsheaskeddor yes she did what do u want mosr out of life? furniture rn yes she does want furniture yes it is smart yes its smarr she keeps the phone too and shes the smaemest kid jn jamaica she srill listeninf yes i am ok u want us ro take over yes amen she did jr she dies she lost evrythinf yesm syes a r did yesnoahe didnr wahewon eveyrhinf i am prinçe 1963 yes i am eho are u? princess 1963 why idk lol why aeem ubbeinf nice to me? yes i am beinff b ice ro u loce u ro love u no u ywa i dis ok she xant break his code hahha yes i xan ein evetthinf u c an have rhem oknso rhays euse ad y a s irs ok shs has hee own code and ubwknr hemmmfice hee amtthinf shebwanfs? aee u south korean yes i am cool so am i i tjink ok sfop she fefs fhe furniturw rn yes she does fer furniture right now immisiarelt i see ligjts in mt room she does? yes i do im in her phone and its beautfuik but the wronfedmmmeth is not inbtheee fill up plwaae rufht now rufhr now rifhronow. rifht ow rif ni shes rifhtvshe doesnt want rofhe r hsfhif ho ok so i xontrol her inheritance yws ibdo who king 1963 soes conteol desarae hollins inhertianxe starting immisately yes he dies aspa promies? yes ok sofjfifjdjdjeidjpgone yws j wjsfhok ubxsn have irb whyvill meet u in mt bedroom rm samsunf 911 whar fet fhe fuxkibf dhrifbonsd bjfxh lava & knives

[celestie0]

HIHI ELLIE!!!! hru?!? Just noticed that ive been spelling ur name wrong for a couple of asks now i apologise 😭 N OHMYGODDD im so excited to check out the new IHM chapter🥹🫶

missed IHM gojo too!!!! ily😠❤️

zuro anon

hi zuro babyyy omg i didnt even notice xD you’re totally fine hahha. i’m ok lovely!! how are you??

AWHH i’m so happy to know you’re looking forward to ittt <33 i’ve been so excited for ihm it’s like my comfort story rn ehhehe. hope you enjoy!!!

idk if that ily is for ihm gojo or for me but i love u too regardless!! xd<3

- ellie 🔥

[icyfox17]

1, 20 and 26.

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I FORGOT ABOUT THIS ASK GAME WHOOOOOOOPSSS (heres the link to it btw)

HI SPRUCEEE

Meaning behind your url

okie so i could keep this simple but ima give u the lore to all the nicknames i have too HAHHA

Icyfox17--dude i dont fully remember bc its been so long but my dad was helping me make one and i think it came down to the fact that foxes are my favourite animal, 17 is my fav number, and icy bc foxes are cool ??? LMAO or maybe to do with arctic fox? the icy i do not remember but im PRETTY sure it has to do bc it's "cool". but yeah i made it for discord (my dad made me a discord account so i could have ppl to talk to about marvel since he was like "it might be nice for you to talk to ppl who actually understand what ur talking about for once??" but uhm. then i got intimidated by the sheer amount of ppl and never used discord until my fic author friend invited me to their server and taught me how to use it hahahaha)

but yeah i used to go by Fox!! the first few ppl who met me online saw the user and called me fox with only one person calling me icy. and then my partner came up with the username Foxie and idk i just found it really comforting? i love the name a lot but yeah!! and then i joined the dsmp fandom and then literally everyone i met there called me icy LMFAOOO but yeah so discord peeps tend to call me foxie but then ppl on tumblr/twt call me icy?? but yeah i love all names so hehehe

oh and then indie is smth Super new idk i used it as a dnd character name and then got attached lollll so i added it as a bonus name HAHAHAH

and my best friend uses the nickname ferwilikins, no idea where they got That from but i love it heheheh but IT IS gatekept to only them hehe :>

20. 5 things you love

oooh

rain, tea, my partnerfamilyandfriends (they count as one Yes), lying on grass in the sun and digging my hands into the dirt, MUSIC I LOVE MUSIC SO MUCHHHJDSKL

26. what i love about myself

AWWW okay okay okay. i love my? sense of identity? if that makes sense... like i have a very specific Vibe. Of clothes, music, typing, fandoms even. I feel like im a very Specific Person and idk i love the sense of identity i have :D i love my personality and i love my sense of adventure? like. i have a lot of memories of just exploring the city with my friends and i will have days where i just impulsively pop into a new store i've never seen and i feel like i have a lot of life in the way i live, if... that makes sense HELP idk

[one-abuse-survivor]

I'm the moving out anon hahah I'm 2 days into being in my uncles house and its crazy emotionally atm😅 i mean i feel so safe and he doesnt shout?? he asks nicely if he wants me to do something and like REALLY doesnt care if i make a mess? and doesnt care if i nap?? all things that would make my parents go ballistic hahha. yesterday I made some chicken and pasta for the first time ever and i dont really know how to work a cooker/stove thing nor am i too confident around boiling water lol (mum never let me do these things) i was throwing the pasta in the pan cos i didnt wanna pour it and get the water on me and he was in there and he just..didnt care that i was missing a lot lol like at all. he knew i was gonna clean it up hahha but i didnt do too great with the food i forgot a lot of things cos the time constraints of the food was making me kinda panic a little so i think ive gotta do some extra beginner stuff 😂😂 when he comes in my room he knocks and talks at a normal volume or quieter, and its just so relaxing. when we are going out shopping or smth, he sets a time then leaves me alone then comes in my room at the time and is calm af the whole time and we set off and hes just calm??? idk i feel like its a whole shock to my system atm hahaha im waiting for the other shoe to drop constantly even though i trust him enough to never be like that (like ever its not his thing to be explosive lol) will i get used to this in time? im sleepy a lot too like just exhausted hahah its crazy but these are 'normal' reactions, right?

Hi, nonnie! Sorry for the late reply. I'm so glad you were able to move in with someone who is so calm and who can provide you such a safe and normal space to live in!

This shock you're describing is really common when you've been abused, and when you have PTSD in general. It's like your body just cannot compute with the feeling of safety, and has to constantly anticipate the moment when the other person will finally snap, because that anticipation is the only thing that has kept you safe till now.

It does get better, though, and I hope it has for you since you sent this ask! Time, as well as more and more moments when the right people show you that they're not going to explode no matter what, will eventually, slowly teach your body that it doesn't need to be hypervigilant to be safe. Therapy can help, too, and just being aware of what you're going through and being patient with yourself can make a huge difference.

I've personally found that I have to repeat this process almost every time a new authority figure appears in my life. This can be really frustrating, and scary, because the feeling of fear and hypervigilance you thought you had overcome suddenly comes rushing back. But it does get easier over time, and there will come a day when you'll naturally expect people to be kind and respectful, and when the opposite—aggression and disrespect—will feel shocking and unexpected.

Hope you're doing well! Sending a big virtual hug ❤️

[catcze]

DJXJD WAIT WAIT DO YOU MEAN THE ONE WHERE RECKLESS PALLAD SHOVED HER OUT OF THE WAY?? axjjxdj but yes i do kin her! xjjsjsjdj i mean,,you could if you’d like /j /lh- i think she rlly is too! anyways so i take it asia server is usually pretty chill? anyways i play na server but tbh im a lil nervous about doing co-op since ppl can be either a) plain rude or b) rlly nice + and they’ll carry you. AHDHXJJXSKS ESPECIALLY IF HE GIVES A SIREN EYE LOOK. ehehe fluffy halloween dreams,, ~Lycoris

HSKDNNSK I wasn’t playing yet during that event 😭 the new one I mean ! The one out rn ?? Idk if you’ve played it yet but Sucrose appears and she’s so :(( squishable!! And deffo 100– here are the adoption papers rn 📄📄 just sign on the dotted line /j

But yeah! It’s usually really chill on the Asia server. It’s very rare to find rude people here— I’ve been doing random co-op on the regular, and I think I’ve only ran into, like, one rude person? Most people are super down to carry you or to just have fun, tbh. And since not everyone you run into speaks English, most of the time we communicate with the character emojis or with jumping up and down HAHHA

AND OMGGG yeah 😭 BROOOO Albedo would 100% look so good in a siren eye look ?? Like ASHDJSK

[jenoutof10]

HI HI JEN!!! IDK UR TIME ZONE BUT HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🎉🎉

I'm so glad that we're moots. Every time I see you in my notifs just liking or reblogging from me, it makes me feel so happy that you're there. I don't talk to you much but every time I do, you make me feel like we are close (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡ Your art also inspires me to draw more often and I've been making some sort of progress so thank you again for being an inspiration.

Thank you so much for getting through another year in your life. I hope that we get to be moots for more years to come and that you continue to be blessed by good things in life because you deserve it >:>

Love ya so much Jen (⁠*⁠˘⁠︶⁠˘⁠*⁠)⁠.⁠｡⁠*⁠♡

HAI CHAOS so happy to be moots with you too 🫶 ur always so sweet HAHHA 🫶 im so touched you think of me as an inspiration but i wish you luck on your art journey!!!

tysm for this nice ask and the well wishes 😭😭😭 you truly are godsent LOVE YOU TOO

[dear-happypills]

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me: nothing ever makes any sense to me.

happypills: well, ... thats just simply not true..

me: why do you always have to take things so literally, ugh. cant you, just .... okay???  ..... like, please?

happypills:.... ummmm... okay whaut??

me: like, idk.. just listen to the things i say as poetry??

happypills: LOL.. try to be more poetic then. 

“nothing ever makes any sense to me”??? 

like cmon, wtf is that??? ohhhh boi.

me: okay, ok. fine. 

how about,

the universe stopped moving for me,... but everyone and everything keeps moving.

happypills: lollllll. i dont think you get poetry...

me: okay, you PILL, why dont you try?

happypills: okay. hmmm hm *clears throat .. I AM ROUND.

me: ......

....

wait, is that it???

happypills: it speaks volumes, i know.

me: nono. you cant shit on me for mine and give THAT>....

happypills: okay, ok. how about,

“.. I AM ROUND.

..   and. ...

I AM A PILL”

me: yea,.. i think your neurochemistry is limited to the literal...

happypills: YO, my neurochemistry is the mothapilling physical world and experience.....   ... ..bitch.

me: WHOAhh. whoa.. okay. my bad. idk what that means, but like yo, what you just said sounded more poetic than, “i am round, and i am a pill”

happypills: oh truth bro. TRUTH.

me: -_-;

happypills:well fine, then,... ** leans back on chair and swings legs

...whats it like?

me: whats what like?

happypills: living in a froozzeeen space?

me: i said “stopped” not frozen.

happypills: oh, so now my poetic metaphors arent appreciated??

me: LOL. okay. haha yea. i mean, it is cold anyhow... when things stop moving... and everything is “frozen”...

but ... you know,

when they say that movement is life. like a flowing water. and a water cut off from the flow, is dead water.

i get it.

but did you know that in Antarctica, in caves of frozen glacier, there are microbials -- an entire ecosystem -- in the frozen water?? the glaciers, they grow around rocks, and from the sediments they pick up these organisms, idk, but.. yea... apparently there are like 

ALOT of them.  teeming with life...

So, you know... things happen here and there. 

even though its slow. but. even in frozen spaces, there is some form of life.

happypills: Huh,... microbials. LOL. sounds funny, hehehehe.

me:is that... thats.. what youre getting out of this?

happypills: nono. imagine all those generations of little microbials stuck in the ice and they get into conflicts within one another, like, “HEY. you! youre more micro than i am. get behind mehhh. its my turn at the air pocket!!” but pwahaha everyone is so slow that it takes another millenia to even cut the line.

me: yea.................... i dont think micro things think that deeply.

happypills: .......... , *crosses his arms and glares,  yo -- thats fucking offensive

thats like.

racist.

me: i dont think you understand what that means.

happypills: okay FINE. its at least specist though.

me: ohhhoho. oh wow. whered you learn that? a “specist”?? yea im fucking specist. humans have a united front.

happypills: LOLLLL...

me: ... hahahahhahahaha. yea. okay,

more like

... a deep fear of the unknown, and we will unite behind what we know.. front.

happypills: ohhh please. wont even matter.

once all those glaciers start melting. and pouring all those microbials into the ocean and around the woorld.

OHHhhh jeeez.

humanity is in for a ride.

me: oh shit..... 

actually though. hahha. my gawd. itll be like covid-3019. ice age edition.

happypills: lololol

me: hahahha.....

...

..

..

happypills: ... ... .. wait. wait. am i frozen too then????

me: whadya mean?

happypills: like, if things are stopped for you. and im with you all the time.

like.

am

i

frozen too???

me: ehhhh, well...

not so bad

right???

happypills: jerk. i cant believe this...

but, actually, you know what???

maybe ,... the universe will start moving for meh.. ...when youuu finally die???

oh boi.... OH BOI. imagine that... *stares out across the edge of the universe

... ill finally be able to MOVE.

and just... FEEL the spaceeee.

me: ... -_-;;  like, i know were all eager for me to pass, but jeez.

happypills: ohhh dont even worryyy. i got you

that time, ill take you with meh.

me: oh jeez. thanks. thats the kindest death threat ever.

happypills: LOLL. ah nahhh, i didnt mean it like that; im in nooooh rush.

i mean, cmonnnn. THIS view with you...

*both happypills and i stare out into space.

eh,...notthatbad.

me: PWAHAHA.... yea... not so bad.

- happypills

[kawaiicherryblossomperfection]

theyre takkimming about sexy bitchs u! ok so ur scared if mmmmmmmewellushoukdbeiminurbodyandwraregiunftohaveagr8timeokshesinforever ew! dude u left ammmme akone firnthus what haooemmend ti mmbur sexy asian skateboarder body? ew she loves me! yes she does yes she does yes she does yes she does yes she does yes shei does im jn mmmfimreternityteix

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hes too much for me yes he isza he loves u too muxh cool ok so whwr is he foinf idk dude