#idk ive had a long day and im feeling a bit melancholic

[perilegs]

being homesick and changing as a person so much the place you grew up in isn't your home anymore is such a core part of ati and upon further inspection i think i was projecting a little

[petrichoraline]

SLEEPOVER WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!! \o/ FMK BUT WITH SHOWS!!!!!!!!!!

FMK japanese BLs: kieta hatsukoi, the end of the world with you, 25 ji akasaka de

FMK korean BLs: blueming, love for love's sake, boys be brave

FMK thai BLs: moonlight chicken, not me, the eclipse

also tell us something nice about YOUR week!!!!!!! (if you feel like it of course) (also sorry for always making you choose stuff ;;;;;)

monicaa, sending me asks for ask games is a full love language and you're doing too much 😭💖

also I'll be doing these one by one as to not distract myself (I'll read each category after writing the response to the previous one)

the JBLS one... you decided to go for the throatt, I literally have arguments for almost every combination possible

F: The End of The World With You (it's twisted enough to make it unique, it's sensual and deeply emotional to make it worth it. unforgettable time)

M: Kieta Hatsukoi (it's safe. it's dependable. warm smile when you come back home after a long day. not a passionate marriage but one of mutual respect and love)

K: 25 ji Akasaka De (it's beautiful and amazingly done and yet im a woman of habit and this one is maybe a bit too recent)

KBLS

F: Boys Be Brave (it keeps it unpredictable and fun, it's pretty and makes you go through a range of emotions)

M: Blueming (a bit of a disconnect happening, we're not on the same page but it's classic and has heart. fine arranged marriage material)

K: Love for Love's Sake (i know this is an F category show, i am sure of it but alas I still havent gotten around to it <3)

THAI BLS..ive had moots sternly tell me I have to watch it but I still havent seen MC despite heartliming owning a part of me

F: The Eclipse (i remember finding it fun in the beginning so a one-night stand it is)

M: Moonlight Chicken (that's gonna be one melancholic but hopeful life together and those aesthetics are meant to be enjoyed)

K: Not Me (i could say literally anything to avoid the disgruntled reactions but this show and I are just not close like that and that's okay)

something nice about my week.. my birthday ☺️

but that's not news so..idk, i helped a lady with directions today, that's always fun <3

[theamazingworldoffandomfics]

Love You

Always Love You part 12

Warning: some angst, fluff, and idk

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader,

A/N: sorry for taking way to long to finish this part. I hope everyone likes it. It’s not as long as I would like but I thought it was a good spot to leave off

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              You heard voices, the voices of your friends. You couldn’t move your body, no matter how hard you tried. You needed to know if Bucky was okay, you needed to know if everyone was okay. You don’t know how long you’ve been like this but it feels like forever. You could hear Clint cuss who you thought was Steve out or you could hear Nat yell at everyone to shut up.

              From time to time you could hear Bucky talk to you, thanking you for saving his life and how he would die just to protect you. You wanted to see Bucky, to look into his steel blue eyes and kiss him passionately. You wanted to cuddle up next to him and watch a random movie with him. You would give anything to see him.

*Bucky’s POV*

                Why did she save me? Why would she? I know she has told me countless times that she would do anything and everything she could to save me. I only woke up a couple days ago after being out for a few days but Selene still hasn’t woken up. Thor has yet to return with any information that could explain why she hasn’t woken up yet. It’s been a week since the mission and it’s been just as long for the love of my life being out. I barely talk to anyone unless I was yelling at Steve.

              “Hey Bucky, you should go rest and get something to eat. You can’t live like this, staying at her side and not knowing if she’ll ever wake up.” Steve’s voice came from the door.

              “Fuck you Steve. If it wasn’t for you being such a dick to her because of the choices you made and how you refused to help aid her on this last mission. If you were fighting alongside me and Selene, none of this would have happened.” I was now standing, getting closer to him as I yelled. “You made your choice to be with Sharon and now you’re jealous that Selene made her choice to be with me. You can’t be thankful that she saved my life.”

              “It’s because of her you almost died.” Steve looked pissed.

              Wanda, Clint, Nat and Sam all came running in. Sam and Clint tried to drag Steve off as Nat and Wanda tried to stop me from swinging at him. Unfortunately for them, I managed to hit Steve in the jaw but lucky for him it wasn’t my metal hand.

              Sam and Clint managed to drag Steve off as Nat and Wanda glared at me.

              “This isn’t going to help her any.” Nat looked like me, her face was serious but her eyes betrayed her. They were full of concern and worry, not for anyone but Selene. “Steve’s right you know, you need to get some rest and something to eat.”

              “I know but he had no right saying she won’t wake up.” I looked over at Wanda. “Has Thor come back with any news of what could have happened?”

              “Not yet.” Her eyes were filled with worry and pain. She told me about what had happened in Sokovia and how Selene had became her family. “Now go get some rest, Bucky. She wouldn’t want you wasting away on her. Nat and I will sit with her. We’ll get you when she wakes up.”

              “Fine, I’ll go. I will be back in a few hours.” I walked over to Selene and placed a kiss to her forehead. “I’ll be back, Doll.” Not knowing if she heard me or not. I turned around and walked out of the room.

*3rd person (everyone)*

                Natasha and Wanda sat next to Selene. The pain of seeing her like this killing them both, knowing that there was nothing that they could do to help her.

              “Nat, I have an idea.”  She waved her hand as a little red mist formed around her hand.

              “I wouldn’t do that if I were you.” Thor and Frigga stood at the door. Frigga walked further into the room, her hand resting on Selene’s head. “Thor has told me what had happened. The spell she had casted, she gave up part of herself.”

              “What did she give up?” Wanda spoke from the other side of Selene.

              Frigga spoke calmly. “She gave back the gift that Odin had given her.”

              “What is going to happen to her?” Natasha spoke up this time, worried for her friend eminent in her voice, her arms crossed over her chest.

              “She will be the same as she has been. She will have all her memories from since her rebirth.” Frigga smiled as she sat down next to Selene. “The spell she used was designed to test ones love for another. She gave up her power, her magic. She sacrificed it for her love.” She placed her hand on top of Selene’s.

              “Do you happen to know how long she will be sleeping for?” Frigga shook her head with a sad smile on her face.

              “I’m sorry, I don’t.” She rubbed Selene’s hand. “Not mainly have tried to cast the spell like she has. Those who have, each one different from the last.” She stood up and looked at everyone in the room. “She shall wake up either in a few days or a number of weeks. It is difficult to tell.”

              “She will be all right when she wakes up?” Tony spoke from the door causing everyone to look at him. Frigga nodded her head.

              “Thor.”

              “I shall inform you when she wakes.” Thor spoke to his mother with a sad smile. She nodded her head before walking out of the room. Leaving Wanda, Nat, and Tony in the room with Selene.

              “At least we know she will wake up, just don’t know when.”

              “She will, we won’t be losing her again.” Nat sat on the bed next to Selene.

              “I’ll see to it that she is comfortable and Bruce will closely monitor her.” Tony leaned against the door jam. “Bruce will make her a main concern, knowing him.”

              All three stood there for a moment and looked at the sleeping woman. They were all glad that she will in fact wake up just not knowing when was killing them. All anyone could do was wait.

              Each of them took turns making sure Bucky got enough sleep and food. Bruce kept checking Selene’s vitals as she laid there, making sure everything was normal.

              Several weeks have gone by. Selene still laid in the bed, her breathing even. Bruce had come in to check on everything. Just then Selene took a deep breath in which caused Bruce to look up at her. He sat the clipboard in his hand on the table and quickly made his way to Selene’s side.

              “Selene, it’s Bruce. Can you open your eyes for me?” His voice calm as he spoke. She shifted in the bed a little and opened her eyes. “Oh thank god.”

              “How long was I asleep?” Her voice a bit rough from sleep and lack of use.

              “A month and a half.” She looked up at him surprised. “Frigga said that you would wake up, she just didn’t know when.”

              “How’s Bucky? Where is he?” Concern and worry eminent on her face.

              “He is currently on a mission with Nat and Clint but they should be back any minute though.” A small smile, happy she remembered everyone and nothing in her mind changed.

              Before she could say anything Wanda walked into the room with a huge smile on her face and tears in her eyes. Without a word, she was on the other side of Selene.

              “I’m so glad you are awake. Bucky will be happy to see you awake as well.” Selene sat up and Wanda pulled her into a hug. Once Wanda pulled away she looked up at Bruce and all he did was nod his head.

              “You are all set to get up whenever you want. I was able to detach the IV I had on you.” With a smile on his face he helped her up off the bed for the first time in over a month. Wanda was at her side to make sure she did fall from the lack of movement.

              Bruce and Wanda held a hand out as Selene stood there for a moment, letting the cold of the tile floor seep through the socks on her feet. A smile spread on her face as she took a couple steps before almost rushing to the bathroom. She could hear Wanda giggling from the bathroom but in that moment she didn’t care. She looked practically the same as she did the day of that mission.

              When she stepped out, she hugged Bruce and then practically dragged Wanda down the hall. Selene was hungry for real food since she was pretty much on IV the entire time she was asleep. The moment they stepped into the kitchen all eyes were on her.

              “YOU’RE AWAKE!” Tony practically ran over and hugged her, his arch reactor digging into her shoulder while his arms tried cutting off her air supply.

              “And I’d like to be able to breath.” She spoke rather fast to make sure she was able to get it all out in one shallow breath. Tony released her and she took in a deep breath of air. “I take it Bucky, Clint and Nat haven’t returned from their mission yet.”

              “Not yet but last I checked, their jet should be landing any moment.” Sam spoke from his seat at the table. Not even a moment later everyone heard the elevator door ding and slide open. The moment Selene heard Bucky’s voice saying something about her, she started to run down the hall and completely forgetting about getting something to eat.

              She ran down the hall towards them. Clint and Nat was barely able to step aside as Selene threw herself into Bucky’s arms. The two continued down the hall in the direction they were heading.

              “How long have you been awake?” Bucky’s voice muffled as his face buried itself into her neck. He felt the tears that flowed from her eyes as he held her to him tightly. Her legs wrapped around his waist, holding him as close to her as she could.

              “Not long, just long enough to pee and walk into the kitchen when Tony said your jet should be here.” She clung to him as if he would vanish before her eyes. She pulled back slightly, just enough to be able to place her lips to his. Both of them melted right away into the kiss, their lips moving as if no time has passed since the last time they met. Seconds or maybe even minutes passed by before someone behind them cleared their throat causing them to slowly pull back. They both looked towards the sound only to find Steve standing there with his arms crossed.

              “It’s good to see that you returned safely Buck.” His eyes staying on Bucky. “It’s also good to see you awake Selene.” There was no warmth in his words towards Selene. Selene pulled herself from Bucky, turned to face the man before them.

              “You didn’t expect me to wake up, Rogers.” Her voice held an angered tone as she spoke. “I may have been asleep but I heard everything. You even had the gull to blame me for Bucky getting hurt.” Bucky quickly wrapped his metal arm around her waist, feeling the way she moved slightly in front of him.

              “If it wasn’t for you he would have died.” Steve was starting to get mad.

              “If it wasn’t for me, HE WOULD HAVE BEEN DEAD!” Her voice carried down the hall, the others could hear her clearly from behind the door to the kitchen. “If you weren’t so jealous of the fact that since I came back I have chosen to be with Bucky and not follow you around like a lost puppy, you would be fucking happy for the man who you say is your best friend. A man who saved you from being killed for standing up for what you believed in.” Both men looked down at her with surprise.

              “I thought most of your memories from before were wiped?” Steve looked more shocked than before.

              “While I was sleeping, those memories came back. All the heart break. That’s when I realized that I was too good for you. You took my friendship and used it for some game only to decide that you would choose Sharon over me.” She managed to get out of Bucky’s grip and was now standing face to face, well chest, with Steve. “I was there more so for Bucky than you were after bringing him here. He was there for me you choose someone else. It’s clear that you choose someone else over those who would die for you.” The look in her eyes showed him all the pain that he had put her through. Seconds later Steve was holding the side of his face as Selene walked back towards Bucky.

              She grabbed his hand and they walked off down the hall towards the kitchen. Before they walked in, Bucky pulled her to a stop and kissed her. There was more passion than ever. All the love he held for her poured into that one kiss. Her fingers carding through his hair as his hands sprawled out onto her lower back, pulling her closer to him.

              “I truly missed you.” Bucky said softly as he pulled back so they can both breath.

              “I missed you too, my love.” Her hand slid from his hair to his beard covered cheek. “You let your beard grow out.” She smirked a little at him.

              “If you want me to trim it, I will. Anything for you, Doll.” He smiled down at her.

              “No need to, I like it.” She tugged lightly at the hair on his cheek. “Now lets get some food and go to my room. I think a movie and spending time with the man I love is well over due.”

              “Sounds perfect, Doll.” He smiled and followed her into the kitchen. Everyone stopped what they were doing and looked at them.

              “What happened in the hallway?”

              “I told Steve somethings that he probably didn’t want to hear but needed to hear, then slapped him.” Selene smirked as she walked over to the refrigerator and looked inside to see if she could find something to eat. She felt a tap on her side and when she looked up, she saw Bucky holding a few packs of her favorite cookies. A smile spread across her face as Bucky nodded his head towards her room.

              She nodded her head as she began to follow him out of the kitchen before stopping and looking at the others.

              “I’m so glad I have all of you as my family.” With a smile and a small giggle, she turned around to follow Bucky towards her room.

              “It’s so good to have her up and around.” Sam spoke from his seat at the table.

              “It is. Fury may not like it but I just put Frosty on the inactive list for a while.” Everyone looked at Tony surprised. “What? He makes her happy and with her being asleep for a month and a half, I don’t really think we’ll see much of either of them for a while.” Tony smirked as he looked at the tablet in his hand. Everyone rolled their eyes at him before walking out of the kitchen and back to their normal life now without the stress of when Selene would wake up. Just before everyone could walk out a sound came from the speakers in the room.

              “One last thing guys. I’m going to need everyone to call me (Y/n) again. Love you guys.” Everyone smiled widely as they walked out. (Y/n)’s voice sounded happy and everyone, minus Steve, was happy that she sounded happy.

[ot5]

@tllthesundies HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH!!!🎉💖🌸💞🎂✨💌💖💞💗🎊🎉🍾💗🎂💕💖✨🎊💖🌹🍾🎉💘💕💌🌻❤️✨🌷💞🎉❤️💝🎂💘

so for this special occasion i used my amazing photoshop paint skills to make u this taylourry manip since there’s an unfortunate lack of those:/ they’re baking you three (3) cakes how great is that😫 louis, of course, asked ‘how do you whisk’ all three times and taylor n harry just shared a look and fondly rolled their eyes at him. i like to imagine they were singing along to britney classics and also laughing about how louis’ album and lyrics will shake us to our core bc they live for that drama👀 and cant wait to watch us freak out. of course at some point louis started throwing flour at taylor &harry which ended up in a messy kitchen fight.

thanks for reading my mini taylourry fic excuse the lack of angst i kno you live for that shit but anyways as i was saying, happy birthday bith! i hope u have a great one!! i cant believe you've turned 20 today🤧 you were already settling down at the old age of 19 an now you’re entering the final Grandma stage *kylie jenner dabbing tears.gif* as an og violin i feel blessed to have followed ur journey and  watched you grow up & to have experienced ur crazy crackhead days which i lowkey miss sometimes it was truly a blast with ur shit posts and you saying things that still haunt me in my sleep. since im getting Sentimental™ you know what else i miss in this chilis today? you getting asks & Interacting on here bc i recall thats what started my soft spot for u. you’re [louis voice] genuinely Genuinely one of the sweetest people ive seen on here like everytime you called someone crouton or replied with a row of heart emoji’s my heart grew 10 sizes bigger💗💗 i hate that my memory is shit and there’s no blog/archive anymore(rip in pieces we’ll get to that later) that i can search thru for those Receipts but i know not one (1) mean word has ever left your mouth, or keybord in this case, those are the Facts #confirmed by me! even back in the day when i was blissfully unaware of any drama and this hellsite was just a happy place u still stood out to me bc when you answered asks or whatever you were just so nice! kind! and sweet! and funny too i feel like u raised me on memes (i also appreciate that u tolerate me w my crusty sense of humor and memes from 2013) and tbh when i saw you were younger than me i was Shook bc you felt like an older sister to me with wise words and just this calm&kind presence on tumblr dot com where everyone always takes offense u were idk the word..... rational/nuanced/patient/understanding? ive thought it many times before but if everyone here were a bit more like you this place would be a nice valley filled with blossoming flowers sawying in a gentle breeze on a warm spring day🌻🌷🌸 (i know u prefer fall so u can represent a Quality Leaf too if u want and i’ll ship you w niall #neaf) anyway as my melancholic ass was saying, i sometimes miss @harryandlouisofficial /harryandlouisau? idk you’ve had your fair share of changes(as i was searching through my own blog for a certain pic i came across some deactivated urls that i think were yours lsdknvds) but that harryandlouis brand™ was truly You and just such a familiarity on my dash and tbh if i come across any blogs that start w harryandlouis im always side eyeing them for that copyright infringement of intellectual property. Even before we really started talking i already felt like i knew you bc you were always....out there...talking, yellin n sprouting bullshit which was [me as that gif of pam from the office tearing up] beautiful😫 like i didnt even know about the existence of the vampire diaries but u were practically screaming about it on a daily basis and lowkey got me to crush on nina dobrev bc of it also ur love for tom odell, soup, domestic hl, Angst, the midnight memories album, that purple suit harry wore to the late late show, birdy, those literature ppl whose names im not even gonna bother with, and of course taylourry & how do you whisk, they’re all filed under ‘Things That Belong To Violet’ and i kno yelling about thing or reblogging ask memes or doing those tag things doesnt go with ur Brand but i wish it did bc there’s so much i wanna know or ask or just see what you think about things👀 u could make a post saying ‘potato’ and eventho id disagree id still be over here giving a standing ovation

this is getting long im so sorry snlkdfnsld i was going somewhere but im kinda losing the plot. So anyhow the point was that ur an angel! and idk also intimidating to me back in the day? ive sent my fair share of anons (nice ones of course nskldnsf) and i vaguely rmr asking for advice a few times too and you were always so kind n wonderful🤧 and then one day i sent smth nice off anon and you followed me back even with the ugly ass url i had back then lfnvslknsd bless you and now here we are:) so i love getting sentimental and reminiscing about the old days but also know that i admire u for jus deleting and starting afresh! kween of rebranding!👏👏 and this tiddiesundays era feels like ur a professional business woman or maybe more like a professional writer who has that clean & calm aesthetic down to a T and i might’ve turned notifs on so i wont miss that one quality (1) post per day sdlknlksdn i love showing my Love thru liking and rb’ing a lot so you make it hard on me sometimes(rmr when we were each other biggest fans? good times😫) but jus kno my heart’s still beating the same yes thats a sad attempt at a oial ref bc that is also filed under the things that belong to u. i dont wanna like, overwhelm? you bc im sometimes afraid ill b too much but know that im always out here rooting for u &hoping that ur doing great bc this bitch has a lot of love and adoration for u!!💗 i know some v sweet people on here but you are just.....on another level like just your presence here clears my skin and puts a big smile on my face esp when u drag me or vice versa for having certain Opinons (like the 1d album or song discourse) dont @ me but ur truly one of my favorite people. One day when you give me the go ahead im gonna send you that card/letter and i’ll get even sappier (yes thats possible!) i was gonna wish you a sunny day but for some reason u love rain so...i hope it rains:’) or else you can move your ass over here so at least one of us can appreciate the dutch weather also i would toast to you but i think ur still not legally allowed to drink which is also a reason to get ur ass over here bc i feel like you’d be a blast to get drunk with (also shout out to you for indulging me in my wine aunt moments u were truly there for me when no one else was🤧came thru with lyrics to tmh bops faster than lightning ill never forget that!) so to conclude this Essay i lov u & hope u have an amazing birthday *serenades you with tom odell songs*💗💕💖💘💗💕💖💝💗💞💘💕💞💖💕💗💝💖💘💞💕💗

[legos-lass]

@astrolindsey​ u dont have to read all of this youre my fiance and ik you love me already

1. Favorite (Reprise)

honestly part of your old (reprise) from the little mermaid (alan menken) just THOSE HIGH NOTES MMM. i love theres a fine fine line (reprise) from avenue q cuz its adorable but it is like two lines so.

2. already answered

3. If you could go back in time to see a certain production, which one would it be?

AMERICAN IDIOT WHEN BILLIE WAS ST. JIMMY. NO EXPLANATION NEEDED.

4. Who should write a musical?

i would watch the shit out of an existentialist comedic musical written by bo burnham. hes so hilarious and his songs are so catchy sjiowehefhe.

5. The routine you recreate when home alone:

every. part. of. one. day. more. from. les. mis. simultaneously.my bio used to be something like “my main hobby is recreating all eight parts of one day more by myself” and it is still true. but also hello! from bom but it fails miserably because i try to act out all the parts oof ouch.

6. A duet you’d love to perform and with whom.

if you were gay from avenue q with me as rod and john tartaglia as nicky. now hear me out ik john is supposed to be rod and rick lyon is supposed to be nicky but 1. rod is like My Role™ and as much as i also love rick, john was my fave member of the obc and ik he can do different voices well so...yeah hes gonna be nicky now so i can sing with him.

7. A musical everyone can learn from.

here we go again but avenue q. wowie zowie i like went through a midlife crisis the first time i listened to it but for now actually? changed? my? life? and everyones a little bit racist i mean cmon read my bio. theres so much about it that is so useful even if it seems a bit pessimistic. also elder price from bom learning to use his mission to actually help others and not just to be treated really well if heaven is some good shit but avenue q wins cuz i wasnt religious to begin with.

8. already answered

9. Favorite person to play (insert role)

okay well im gonna fill this in myself and say elder price and say MY BOY THE ETERNALLY PERFECT NIC ROULEAU I CANT BELIEVE I GOT TO SEE HIM ON BROADWAY AND MEET HIM!!!

10. Best digital #ham4ham

uhhhh well like i said in my last post i dont like hamilton really so i have no idea what this means sorry

11. Make up a name and the ingredients for a Waitress pie.

okay well ive only just started listening to waitress and im not nearly as creative with names (or passive aggressive with them) as jenna but uh i really like chocolate pie but ive never seen a nutella one so. yeah that sounds delicious. the name would be something about remington leith idk.

12. already answered

theres no 13 i guess cuz it is unlucky lmao

14. Express your love for the orchestras!

*inhales* GOD THE ORCHESTRA JUST MAKES THE MUSICAL. GO LISTEN TO ANY SONG FROM LES MIS AND TRY NOT TO GET CHILLS FROM THE INSTRUMENTALS I DARE YOU.

15. Favorite musical written by (insert composer, lyricist)

well lynz youre a FOOL and didnt send me a composer or lyricist so im just gonna reiterate that i love les mis it has been my favorite musical for so many years and i cant believe that my friend ryan saw it on broadway and i didnt.

16. Which part (or parts) do you sing in One Day More?

but especially my love eponine

17. A line that never fails to make you laugh.

runs to get my official avenue q script that i spent $20 on to make sure i get the line perfectly right

rod: well--i have this friend--

christmas eve: nicky?

r: no no--another friend. and i think he has a very big problem. i think--ithink my friend is (whispers) gay

ce: what wrong with that? you know rod. gay people make major contribution ro art and philosophy and literature for many hundreds of years now

r: but my friend isnt an artist--hes a republican. and an investment banker.

ce: ew. well tell him to stay in closet then. he good for nothing.

r: (a moment) ...well okay! great! thanks for the advice!

ce: yeah i wouldnt want a friend like that!

r: thanks again!

ce: bye now (she goes inside)

rod: bye bye! (beat. to the audience) ...shit.

18. An upcoming production you’re excited for.

DEAR EVAN HANSEN US TOUR

19. Do you have any funny misheard lyrics from a showtune?

yknow im sure i do but i cannot think of any right now...all i can think of is i used to think (on my own) “the trees are full of starlight” was “the tree’s are fluff’s delight” i have no idea what that means but it made sense to my young mind

20. A musical you would NEVER see with your parents.

avenue q. hahahahahahaha no puppet sex with rebecca and michael. but lets be honest my mum wants to go back to the city to see it off broadway since only i got to see it and if shes gonna buy me a ticket im totally seeing it again idc.

21. Musicals can introduce you to new cultures, interests, fancy words and so on. Name 3 things you’ve learned form musicals.

bom: literally everything i know about the church of jesus christ of latter day saints is from this musical except for polyamory and salt lake city.

hamilton: alexander was NOT a president. i really dont care about us history whoops

les mis: I Learned Im Not Straight Because Of Samantha Barks

22. Favorite OBC.

avenue q mmmmm love u john tartaglia

23. Cast recording you know by heart.

les mis movie sountrack i literally have like 98% of this musical memorized

24. Cast recording for a long car ride.

grease (movie soundtrack) is a bop and my whole family likes it *fingerguns*

25. Favorite Miscast performance.

i havent listened to too many and ik this one doesnt really count but idc cuz i love it. nic rouleau singing go the distance from hercules is my sexuality.

26. already answered

27. Showtune of the day:

im gonna go with two by two from bom cuz im listening to it right now and suidfuesrf it just kills me -the fucking chicken waddling walk ass choreography -WE ARE THE ARMY OF THE CHURCH OF JESUS CHRIST oflatterdaysaints -ORLANDOOOOO I LOVE YA ORLANDOOOO -PUTT putt golfINGGGGG -arnold: thats me thats me hello. kevin: oh. hi! in the most fucking “:)” voice ever

28.  Who would play you in a musical about your life?

i would hope samantha barks (les mis 25th anniversary and movie eponine) cuz we have similar ranges and shes so beautiful and she is my Favorite Theatre Actress

29. Who would play your best friend in a musical about your life?

im gonna go with dana steingold (ave q current kate/lucy) really for no other reason than shes adorable and has a versatile voice and seems really sweet. i feel like we would be friends in real life.

30.  Who would play your romantic interest in a musical about your life?

honestly like maybe ben durocher (ave q current princeton/rod)? idk he just has a voice that i love and looks adorable in his glasses

31. already answered

32. Describe yourself with 3 musical theatre characters.

eponine from les mis (what a surprise), kate monster from avenue q, sophie from mamma mia

33. A character that inspires you to be better. (does la la land count? im counting it) mia from la la land cuz she has a similar personality to me but less Anxiety which ends up helping her achieve her dream. i want to be like that

34. A showtune that always puts you in a good mood. bend and snap from legally blonde idk it’s just so fun and makes me feel confident it is nice

35. A showtune that makes you feel melancholic. there are worse things i could do from grease

36. Best showstopper. i believe from bom oh my gosh when i heard nic rouleau sing it live for the first time i had GOOSEBUMPS and it has just the right amount of humor to bootedit: OH JUST KIDDING LOVE U BOM BUT DEFINITELY BEING ALIVE FROM COMPANY OH Y GOD. I CANT CHOOSE BETWEEN NEIL PATRICK HARRISS’ VERSION AND RAUL ESPARZA’S THEY BOTH GIVE ME SHIVERS

37. A place you consider to be your Santa Fe. this must be from a musical i havent seen? idk well it looks really beautiful and not very busy so i guess...oakland? it feels like home to me

38. The name of the prettiest theater you’ve been to. eugene o’neill theatre (bom on broadway) was lovely. i had standing room only tickets so i didnt really get to experience it cuz i was stuck in the back under the mezzanine (still great view though) but i looked around a bit during intermission and the was very royal looking and they had a nice bar area upstairs with CHAIRS I COULD USE

39. The most intense scene from a musical. mmm thats tough. from the little ive seen of moulin rouge so far the tango de roxanne part looks really crazy. so is the cell block tango from chicago. or honestly a LOT of american idiot...i love how badass letterbomb is

40. A great cover of a showtune: i really love this male cover of maybe this time from cabaret (i found this thanks to hetalia 2p!america fanart lmao)

41. Put your phone on suffle and write the first 2 showtunes that appear. 1. master of the house from les mis (10th anniversary)2. mamma mia from mamma mia (original cast)

42. Best design of a Playbill. i love effective minimalism so once