ā ARE WE STILL FRIENDS? (THIS CAN'T END) ā
ą³āā· you and kuroo have liked been friends since forever (highschool), but unfortunately, you both are too stupid to realize your feelings for one another. Until you do.
źØļø paring(s)! kuroo tetsurou x vball player afab!reader , slight sakusa x reader , slight kuroo x oc
źØļø warnings/content! 18+ content , timeskip! characters , fluff , humor , mutual pinning but both are stupid , friends to lovers , kuroo blabs , semi slow build up , tension , lots of emotions , slight insecure!reader , porn with plot (plot kinda wack) , kinda dom!kuroo , big dick!kuroo , dirty talk , kuroo is kinda a tease , oral ( f&m receiving) , fingering , slight boob play , unprotected sex , multiple orgasms , missionary ā mating press (i think that's what its called idk) , not proof read at all LMFAO
źØļø word count! 26k+ (whoops)
źØļø author's note! hiii first post to tumblr lol :3 , this def went on longer than I intended (i got carried away whoops) , semi first time writing smut so pls be nice , if any of my tags r wrong feel free to correct me!! the spacing is also a little weird since I uploaded this from computer but I might go back in and fix it laatter ! hope u enjoy and sorry for the wait lol , i ended up in the hospital and got evicted (double whammy) but ayyee its here now !!
11 years ago. April 13th, 2013.
You throw your bag over your shoulder after unloading everything from the trunk of Kurooās car. Once the space is clean, he closes the trunk with a gentle thud, breaking the silence of the cool morning, and turns to you to ask, āIs that everything?ā
You nod looking down at your luggage and counting while trying to fix the twisted trap of your bag on your shoulder that apparently refuses to cooperate. You fumble with it, frustration building up as you mutter under your breath, āUgh, why wonāt you justā¦?ā
Kuroo laughs as he watches you, he steps closer and reaches out, fixing the strap for you in a fluid motion. It slaps against the hoodie youāre wearing and his fingers graze your shoulder, sending a shiver down your spine.Ā
āThere you go princess,ā he says, a soft smile playing on his lips. His touch lingers for a moment longer than necessary before he removes them.
āThanks, Kuroo,ā you say, kicking your feet at the ground. The reality of your situation hasnāt settled in yet and now the moment feels a bit awkward. You pull at the drawstrings of Kurooās hoodie, seeking familiarity in it to try and tide your feelings. Your eyes glance over the car, he had only gotten it recently, a gift from his dad for making it into college yet it already held so many of your memories.Ā
The time he spilled coffee on Bokuto during a road trip, when he almost crashed everybody arguing with Bokuto over directions, that one-time Kenma lost a Pokemon game disc resulting in three of you almost riping his car apart to look for it, him nearly running over Komori and Sakusa, Akaashi cursing him out silently for his interesting driving skills, the late night conversations and the silent drives where words werenāt needed, just his presence was enough.Ā
You look back up at him again, everything you want to say gets caught up in your throat, so you have to settle. āIām going to miss everyone,ā you whisper, a lump forming in your throat. The stupid late-night convenience runs, group dinners, and weekend adventures ran through your mind, seeming like nothing but a distant memory. The thought of leaving all that behind weighs heavy on you and at this moment you wonder if you're making the right choice.Ā
Youād been given an offer to join the u19 team, to represent Japan and play other girls around your age who were equally as talented as you were. An opportunity that anybody in your position would kill for, yet as you stand here right now, slight dread courses through you.Ā
The team is leaving for Brazil today to train and practice, and you wonder if there's still time to change your mind. You love the sport, ever since Kuroo helped you find the joy in it again but leaving everything behind, even if just for a while, feels more daunting than ever.Ā
Kuroo notices the look on your face. The way your eyes dart everywhere and the way you fold your lip underneath your teeth, something you always do when you're nervous. He playfully flicks your forehead, causing you to wince and frown at him, āStop overthinking. Youāre gonna do great, just like you always do. And after you win everything, youāll be back before you know it.ā
You give him another shake, trying to absorb all this faith he has in you and the reassurance, but the small piece of doubt still lingers. The entire tournament will only last a few months after the remainder of training and you know youāll be back once everything is over, but those months seem too long.Ā
He reaches out to take your hand, his thumb tracing comforting circles on the back of it. āI know youāre scared,ā he says softly. āItās okay to be scared. It means you care, and thatās what makes you, you. And I think thatās my favorite part ofĀ you.ā
Water starts to build up in the corner of your eyes, you try to blink the tears away ultimately failing and ending up quickly wiping them off instead. Not wanting to cry in front of Kuroo again like you did this morning when he found you cuddled up in your bed, not packed at all. āItās justā¦ what if I canāt do it? What if I fail? I donāt want to be the reason we have to go home early.ā
Kuroo pulls you closer, enveloping you in a hug, one that feels like heās shielding you away from the world. His arms wrap around you tightly, inhaling deeply, like heās committing the feel and scent of you to memory. āListen to me,ā he murmurs into your hair. āYouāve already accomplished so much to get here. This is just a small step, one that youāre more than prepared for. You arenāt going to be the reason the team gets sent home. And no matter what happens, you have people here that believe in you.ā
The words settle into your soul, soothing the frayed edges of your nerves. You return the hug, squeezing him close like he might disappear if you donāt hold him hard enough, you want to remember this feeling and keep him close forever. The fear is still there, but it feels less like your impending doom and more simply like nerves.
āYouāre going to be here when I come back right?ā you ask him, pulling back slightly, looking up at him with glossy eyes. The sight makes Kuroo melt, he takes a hand that was wrapped around your waist to run a hair through your hair in another soothing manner.Ā
āI would hope so,ā you pinch his side and he yelps. āOw!ā
āDonāt tease me right now,ā a scowl reaches your face and Kuroo lets out a throaty laugh. A warm smile spreads across his face, āIāll be right here, waiting for you. Next time Iāll drag Kenma out of bed so he can come join. Oh, and Iāll even invite Bokuto and Akaashi too.ā
āPlease donāt. Bokuto said he was going to bring a cardboard cut out of my face if I invited him.ā
āI know. I saw it.ā
A chuckle escapes Kurooās lips as you pull back, there's a buzz in your pocket and you dig out your phone only to be met with a bunch of notifications from the teamās group chat. Almost everybody was there, only four players not including you hadnāt made it yet, tucking it back in you look at Kuroo, whoās smiling contently at you.Ā
It was probably time for you to leave now, in case some huge rush comes in and you get stuck in a long line, but you have one more question for him, one that youāve been itching to ask for no reason other than to test something.
āHey, Kuroo?ā you call, gathering his attention. āYes?ā
āWhat is it like to fall in love?ā you ask, voice barely above a whisper. Heart beating with both anticipation and fear, with hope that he might just tell you what youāre hoping to hear.
The question pierces through him like an arrow, he freezes, confused about why you're asking him that. The question hangs in the air, so thick, that the two of you feel like you are suffocating. Kuroo takes a deep breath and looks away searching for an answer that will suffice. You notice a flicker in his eyesā something unreadable.āI donāt know.ā
āNever experienced it.ā
A wave of disappointment crashes over you. His answer is polite, almost feels like itās been rehearsed, but you can sense something is off. His entire tone was off, it shifted to one you know he uses when heās lying you think. Why does it feel like he's holding something back?
Does Kuroo like somebody? That you donāt know about yet?
The idea hurts, more than the idea of him not liking you back.
You force a smile, trying to mask your disappointment. āNever mind then,ā you wave it off with a laugh that sounds hollow to your own ears. āI was just wondering. I wanted some advice thatās all.ā
Now itās his turn to furrow his brows, Kuroo wants to know what you meant? Seeking advice, for what? Is there someone he doesnāt know about?
You watch as something flickers in his eyes but itās gone before you can truly grasp it. He opens his mouth as if to say something, but then closes it, the words seemingly lost.Ā
The moment feels heavy, pregnant with unspoken emotions and missed connections. Itās as if you're both standing on the edge of an abyss, teetering but afraid of falling. āYou should probably go catch your flight.ā
He tells you and you realize that a silly amount of time has passed and that he was right, you do need to leave. A part of you wishes that heād give you something more, more of who it was heās thinking about, or even a tiny spark that he might like you, but that idea feels more distant now than ever and hope is a fragile thing, and right now, it feels too breakable to cradle.Ā
āTake care, okay. Promise me,ā you say, voice as steady as anybodyās who feels like her heart is hurting.Ā
āI promise,ā he replies, his eyes never leaving yours. āYou take care as well okay? Text me when you land and if you need anything. And come back with stories to tell, for meā Bokuto.ā
āI will,ā you force a smile, grabbing onto the handles of your luggage, and gathering everything together. You turn to leave, and the path ahead is clear, more clear than ever now, except there's a tinge in your heart. Kuroo doesnāt like you, and thatās clear enough.Ā
He watches you go, you turn around one last time to smile and wave and this time he can tell itās not forced. He wishes the words didnāt get jumbled in his head, that he actually knew what he felt and Kuroo lets out a shaky breath watching you go. He wonders if things would be different if he knew, and maybe then you wouldnāt be asking him for advice for another guy.Ā
Instead, he tells himself that love is patient, that he will wait for you, even if you never return to him.Ā
As you enter the airport, all you can think is what a lucky girl she is.Ā
And all he can think is how heās going to murder this guy.Ā
Today had to be perfect.Ā
It was his first time being somewhat in charge of helping to host an event of this size, and god, is Kuroo thankful for his department. He doesnāt know if he could have pulled all this off by himself.Ā
He moves through the expensive hall, eye-catching every detail he can. The venue was a hive of activity, the final touches had been put in place for what was shaping up to be an unforgettable night. This wasn't just any party; this was the prelude to the 2024 Olympics, and Kuroo was there to help, orchestrate an event that would celebrate Japan's proudest athletic traditions and its most promising future stars.
And also, several of the higher board members of the JVA would be making an appearance, so everything had to be proper and to exact perfection. The thought of it alone was making him jittery.Ā
Guests were already pilling inside after taking photos with the paparazzi and posing at the venue's entrance, and Kuroo thought it would be a great idea to make one last round check of everything. It started with the tables, ensuring each one was adorned with elegant centerpieces and meticulously arranged name cards.Ā
He recognized a few names from the other sports, and even vividly remembered that he had collaborated with this one specific lady from another sports department for that one. Each section was divided up randomly, and people from all different sports sat together, but the seating was also strategic, designed to foster conversations and networking among the sponsors, athletes, and other prominent guests. He paused at one table, adjusting a slightly crooked name card, and smiled at the sight of names he recognized.Ā
His old classmates, old teammates, current friends, and the people he currently works with todayā the monster generation. The volleyball prodigies, who have encaptured the nation since their high school days, were now the cornerstone of Japanās Olympic volleyball team.Ā
Kuroo thinks that they were the main selling point of the Olympics, with how popular they all were. He hadnāt even realized how increasingly popular volleyball was becoming, not only in Japan but worldwide until now and the feeling had him buzzing from the insideā it meant that his tactics of getting people interested and hooked on the sport were working.Ā
Moving on, Kuroo hurriedly checked on the musicians who were starting to play up near the stage. Since the event was one of a more sophisticated background, some other member of the hosting community decided on a string quartet, hoping that their serene music would provide a calm atmosphere for the night. Kuroo exchanged a few words with the conductor, confirming the playlist and timing, but he was ushered off by the same lady who was his partner for the planning. Kobayashi Himari told him to go check on the other stuff, as she had told him she got the rest of this covered.Ā
Kuroo laughed but agreed and headed to the bar. He inspected an array of drinks and cocktails that they were offering and specifically designed for tonight, a refreshing mix of sake and citrus, ensuring that they were up to standards. He chatted briefly with the head bartender, emphasizing the importance of swift service without compromising the quality of the drinks. The bar would be one of the evening's focal points, he knew how athletes liked to get when they were celebrated, and Kuroo needed it to be flawless.Ā
The guest list was next on his agenda, He conferred with the team at the entrance as they were helping people, going over the names one last time. They checked and rechecked, but Kurooās attention to detail meant he wanted to be absolutely certain that no one was left out or improperly acknowledged. While he was out there, he greeted a few sponsors and celebrities who were heading inside.Ā
His phone buzzed in his pocket, and he checked it to see a confirmation of everything else inside being ready for the night. Only then did he feel his heart rate go down a little. Finally, Kuroo mingled with the rest of the sponsors, thanking them personally for their support. Their contributions were the lifeblood of the event, and Kuroo ensured that they felt appreciated with some usual ego-boosting.Ā
As the evening drew near, Kuroo took a moment to stand back and survey the scene. Everything was in place, every detail meticulously planned. The lights dimmed slightly, casting a warm, inviting glow over the room. The camera crews were set up, capturing every moment for the eager public. Now it was time to let the night unfold in front of him.
Kuroo has never noticed you like this before.Ā
No, who is he kidding? His eyes were on you the moment he saw you step into the venue with your team, after the paparazzi photos. You looked drop-dead gorgeous, makeup done, extenuating your pretty features, your hair shinned and flowed effortlessly down your back, and donāt even get him started on your outfit.Ā
The white champagne dress clings to your body nicely, the creamish color emits a slight glow due to the dim lights of the venue, and it hugs your curves in all the right areas, practically exposing you to all the guests in the room, he doesnāt like that but itās not his place to say. After all, heās just a friend.Ā
His eyes move with your figure, and Kuroo watches how you interact with a few sponsors, all smiles, showing off your perfect teeth, and laughing at their jokes. He wonders if theyāre as funny as you make them look, or if youāre just laughing to be courteous. He watches as you talk with your teammates, listening to one of them complain about whatever, you offer them a gleeful smile and pat her back reassuringly before heading off into the crowd once more.Ā
His eyes follow just like before, you have this aura about you, one thatās been dragging him in since he met you in high school, one that causes him to notice all the little things about you. Just like how he notices how the dress might be a tad too long for you, the fabric getting caught in your sharp heels, how the bag that came with your outfit is bothering you, he sees how you look around for your nametag on one of the tables to put it down, and most importantly, he can see the way you limp.Ā
He wonders how they even got you into those heels, youād always complain about how they gave you blisters but maybe it was the nature of the event that had your manager forcing you into them. You would never wear them willingly, he bet you put up a fight. Kuroo can imagine the pout on your face, your bottom lip jutting out a little further as your manager lectures you on why the heels are an important part of your image this evening.Ā
Kuroo wonders if you are limping because of the pain, was it the wrong size? Or was it because of the blisters? Maybe you werenāt used to how tall or how small the heel was. He should have brought extra shoes just in case, for you to wearā
āKuro..ā a voice calls out and the sports promoter remembers where he was and who he was currently talking to. He shifts back to the bar, staring at the drink that now looks slightly watered down, a sign that itās been sitting there for a minute. Then he turns his head to face his friend, the reason he was at the bar, āDonāt ever invite me to events like this again.ā
The dark brunette with fading blonde highlights slouched over the bar, a side of his face smushed into the cold expensive counter as he hosts a brooding look on his face. One Kuroo has seen a lifetime's worth of. āHey, you need to keep up appearances as a sponsor and the CEO of Bouncing Ball Corp. Besides you were the one who asked to come. What was your excuse? Because you wanted to see a certain someone?ā
Kuroo smiles, propping his chin up on his hand and nudging Kenma with the other one. The dark brunette frowns, pink tinting his cheeksāhe knows heās been caught, that he did come out tonight to see a certain someone, but thatās beside the point. āShut up. I already went around greeting people and it was annoying and a pain in my ass. Besides sheās literally swarmedācanāt you see that?ā
Kenma lifted his head up just a smidge, to check if what he was saying was true, and low and behold it was. You stood surrounded by a bunch of other volleyball players, mainly people he recognized like the msby players, Hinata, Kageyama, Komori, and Suna. The rest of them were spread out all around the room socializing with other athletes.
āHm, havenāt noticed,ā Kuroo lies through his teeth. He refuses to look over, trying to get you out of his mind seems impossible tonight. Not like itās possible any other night. How strange, he thinks, to dream of you even when he is wide awake.
Ever since you moved back to Japan to play in one of the Division 1 teams, youāve constantly been on his mind. Kuroo hates to say it, but he missed youā and now that he gets to see you almost every day as a member of the JVA, his feelings just keep growing.
Every living moment with you makes his heart beat faster than usual. It reminds him of how he would act in high school, where he would wait for you after school to hang out, go visit your work to bother you, have you come to his school to practice with his team, and the small moments where heād watch you play games with Kenma and beat him.Ā
He loves reliving those memories because theyāre all filled with you.Ā
Quite possibly his favorite thing in the world.Ā
If he had known you coming back would have excited this weird feeling in him again he wouldāve stayed as far away from you as possible. Which ultimately wouldnāt be too far, since his job required him to work with your team and because how was he supposed to stay away?
āSeriously?ā Kenma scoffs, looking at Kuroo with a knowing look. Itās not like the tall dark down haired man was any bit subtle, and besides, Kenma knows his best friend and he knows you (his other best friend but thatās beside the point). Unfortunately, you both are stupid and idiots.Ā
Every time Kenma has to watch the two of you interact, itās like heās watching two people drowning and trying to save each other. Itās unfortunate that his two friends are oblivious and canāt see whatās directly in front of them.Ā
Kuroo frowns at Kenma, taking a drink of whatever was in the cup in front of him. He doesnāt even remember what he ordered but itās strong and leaves a taste in his mouth, āWhat do you mean seriously?ā
Kenma shrugs, puffing air out of his lips and avoiding Kurooās eyes. He canāt help but feel sorry for how dense his friend is.Ā
āWhy donāt you go over there and talk to her? Talk to the people you represent, I donāt know,ā Kenma suggests, holding his hand out in your path. Kurooās eyes follow it until they land on you, this time you're grimacing at something everybody else is laughing at besides Sakusa.Ā
He thinks about it for a moment. Kuroo hasnāt talked to you all night, too busy talking to sponsers, organizing and discussing future collaborations and deals. The only time he engaged with you was a brief text beforehand when you asked him if you should bring a jacket.Ā
āAnd leave you here all by yourself?ā Kuroo turns his head to face his friend who is glaring. āIām worried if I turn around for a moment youāll pull out your stupid nintendo and stay stuck in a corner.ā
āSounds like my ideal kind of night. It sucks that I canāt even stream,ā Kenma mutters to himself, ignoring the unamused look Kuroo was currently giving him. They both turn to stare at you, admiring how you look, some more than others. Soon enough, you must feel the two sets of eyes on you, because you turn their way, gaze briefing meeting Kurooās before switching over to Kenma.
You offer a sweet smile, holding up your hand to wave. Kenmaās nonchalant look changes into a slight smile, while Kuroo sends a sloppy smile your way and blows a kiss. His heart patters in his chest when your smile widens at his silly gesture. He waves you over to them, turns around, and chugs the rest of his drink, hoping to steady his nerves.
As you approached, Kuroo felt a surge of confidence. Maybe it was the success of the evening, maybe it was a couple of drinks he'd already had, but he somehow decided tonight might be the night to make a move on you. Just to test the waters.Ā
But when he turned back, it wasnāt you who stood in front of him, it was Kobayashi Himari. His partner in hosting the event and the brilliant mind who helped him plan everything. She stood there with a light smile, her eyes sparking with mischief. āHi Kuroo! Long time no see?ā she says putting the drink in her hand onto the bar countertop.Ā
āI saw you thirty minutes ago...ā He raises an eyebrow, confused. Himari just shrugs, she leans in closer, purring into his ears. āFeels like forever ago. That suit looks amazing on you by the way. The color isā¦ nice. Itās not quite what I had in mind for you thoughā¦ā
Kuroo smiles, playing along. āReally? What color did you have in mind?ā he asks, his tone a bit teasing. Off to the side, Kenma grimaces at the conversation.Ā
Himari pouts playfully, āSomething a bit more daring, perhaps? But you do still look good, I have to admit.ā She twirls a lock of her hair around her finger, her eyes never leaving him. āAnd this dress? What do you think?ā
āYou look great,ā Kuroo offers. He canāt lie, Himari has always been a bit of a looker. The dress is different compared to the normal business suits she wears, the ones with the glasses that sheās forfeited for tonight. She easily eases a strong sex appeal, the way she carries herself with extreme confidence. She knows sheās good-looking and uses it to her benefit. Kuroo thinks she is more of a mature and sexy type.Ā
Itās not the answer Himari wants though, Kuroo is oblivious to this, but Kenma catches the slight drop of Himariās smile. He doesnāt think itās a pleasant smile, either. Too sharp for his liking. Himari instead of faltering, tries to redeem herself by leaning closer, bending down a bit,Ā giving Kuroo an āunintentionalā view of her cleavage. She whispers in his ear, her breath warm against his skin. āYou know, we should ditch this party. Go somewhere else maybe..?ā
Kenma gags.Ā
Kuroo blinks, taken aback. Why would they do that? He glances around the room, the very room they had both worked so hard to perfect. āWhy?ā he asks, genuinely confused. He did not stress several weeks of planning and stressing on the small details for it to go to waste. āWeāve put so much work into tonight..ā he frowns.Ā
Himari straightens up, her smile never faltering. "Sometimes, Kuroo, it's nice to enjoy the fruits of our labor in a different setting. Just think about it." She winked, then turned as someone called her name from across the room. "I'll be back," she promises, sauntering off to attend to the other guest.
āPlease never flirt with her in front of me ever again,ā Kenma says, causing Kuroo to look over at him. āThat woman is terrifying and not in a good way.ā
āReally? Thatās just how Himari always is.ā
āYeah maybe if you're a tall, hot, sports promoter named Kuroo Tetsurouā¦ā
āDid you just call me hot?ā Kuroo laughs at Kenma rolling his eyes and leans back on the counter. He starts mumbling something incoherent and Kuroo was just about to ask what he was saying until something else entered his view.
Something worth his time.Ā
Kuroo thinks his heart does several flips now that you're here, in front of him. Blessing his eyesight. Your hands are at your side, fidgeting with the silky smooth fabric of your dress, āWow. Who was that?ā
āWho?ā Kuroo snaps out of his gaze to ask, following the tilt of your head when it lands on Himari, who is gleefully chatting it up with some sports athletes. āOh her. Thatās Kobayashi Himariā she's the sports promoter of the swim team. Also my partner for helping to host the event. Sheās incredibleāreally helped pull this entire thing together. Donāt know what I wouldāve done without her honestly,ā he could go on about the woman's accomplishments, despite only working with her recently, sheās a big hot topic within the sports division due to her ability to bring in support to the swim team.Ā
Kuroo hopes to have that type of effect on people one day. You listen carefully, not missing the way he talks about her, his voice full of admiration and your heart unreasonably aches with every word. Himari is beautiful, she excludes a level of maturity and elegance that you worry youāll never possess. Even the way she walked away was sexyā you couldnāt help but wonder if that was Kurooās type. Tall, sexy, and not built like a linebacker.Ā
You feel small in comparison, a stark contrast to Himariās confident aura. There is even a sense of jealousy that runs through your veins, itās not justified, Kuroo is not your man no matter how much you want him to be.Ā
Kurooās about to add on when Kenma elbows him, signaling to stop. He honestly to God loves his best friend, but damn is Kuroo so stupid sometimes for the guy who graduated top of his entire class.Ā
He takes the hint and switches the subject, focusing entirely on you. āAh, anyways. I didnāt know you were going to wear white. I thought you said you were going to wear black?ā
You shake your head, and your hands find your waist over the dress, smoothing it over, attempting to fix your already perfect appearance. āI originally was going too, but the team stylist said I would look better in brighter colors, so we settled on this dress.ā
āI also sent you a message about it a few hours ago... but I think you were too busy setting up to respond,ā you grin at him, throwing your hands up in a ridiculous pose, and Kuroo is able to take you in fully. He gives you a warm smile as he admires everything about you, āIt looks gorgeous on you. Spin for me?ā
Your face lights up at his little request and you do a little twirl, the fabric of your dress flaring out gracefully as you giggle. Kuroo swears his breath catches in his throat while watching you move, it's really tempting to hit Kenma and cover his eyesā so that Kuroo is the only one seeing you like this.Ā
āYou are breathtaking, as always of course,ā Kuroo hums, reaching a hand out to pull you a bit closer. The hand settles on the lower side of your back, and the warmth it provides excites you, making you rub your thighs together underneath the flow of the dress.
Too busy geeking at how nice Kurooās hand feels on you, you almost forget that your other friend is also at the bar, staring at the two of you with a small smile, āOh! Hi Kenma, almost didnāt recognize you with the suit you had on.ā
āHey pretty,ā he greets, straightening up in the bar stool and turning his body towards where you stood in between the two men.
āPretty?ā Kuroo raises an eyebrow at his friend, who shrugs with a sly smirkāone that Kuroo decides he doesnāt like, especially not when it has you smiling like that.Ā
āDidnāt know you owned anything like that in your closet.ā
āHaha, very funny Kenma. Thatās rich coming from the man who lives, eats, and breathes, in hoodies and sweats. Did you steal that suit?ā
āYes.ā
āNo, he did not,ā Kuroo glares at Kenma, and he just shrugs in return. āI went out and bought that for him. I swear, believe he wouldāve walked in here with a hoodie on if I didnātā
āI probably would have. Dressing up is exhausting.ā You nod in agreement, your stylist took around two hours just for the simple attire you were wearing. It was nothing like some of the other female athletes who went all out, you kind of wished you were dressed like them.Ā
Kuroo catches your gaze slipping off him, he watches as you stare at the other women in the room and notices immediately what youāre thinking, you donāt need to express it for him. He knows you. āStop that,ā he says softly, pinching the skin on your back through the silk. āYou look gorgeous.ā
You stop and stare at him. How does he always know when you're up to something?
He gives you a certain look and you roll your eyes playfully. āSo, do you like my new suit?ā Kuroo asks, leaning back and showing off the black fitted suit.
āYes! I see you took my advice!ā you squeal, happy that he chose the color you said would look best on him. āItās so much better than that gray suit you practically wear, every day.āĀ
āMy gray suit looks nice, excuse you.ā
āI never said it didnāt!ā
Your gaze travels all over him, enjoying the view he is giving you. Kuroo had taken off the suit jacket, it was draped over the back of the barstool, leaving him in just the white long-sleeved dress shirt, a black vest, and a red tie. The sleeves of his shirt were rolled up to his elbows, revealing a set of strong forearms, muscles, and several veins.Ā
The sight of him like this sends a flutter down to your stomach.
Out of the corner of your eye, you notice the black ink that decorates his tan skin. Itās a date, in Roman numerals on the inside of his right arm. Something youāve never seen before, you swear that Kuroo had once said he didnāt like tattoos because of the pain. So why did he have one that was dated so far back?
Was it a lover? Itās from 2012 when he was a senior in high school. Maybe a high school sweetheart? But you knew Kuroo from then and never saw him with any girls. Unless you count Kenma with long hair. Maybe it was that one girl he half mentioned when you left, You want to ask, but figured that if he hasnāt mentioned itā itās not your place to ask.
Your hands move unconsciously, reaching out to touch the fabric of his vest while thinking about what that tattoo might mean. The action was casual, like a stylist who was making finishing touches to their work, but the way your fingers traced the material and brushed against his body sent a rush of heat through Kuroo. Though your hands werenāt directly on his skin, it still feels that way to him.Ā
His pulse quickens as your touch lingers, your proximity making Kuroo oddly nervous. But of course, you seem to have no idea the actual effect you have on him by standing so close, lost in your own world, in between his legs that are spread on the barstool, lost in the gorgeous details of the vest. It has a slight design going on that nobody would notice unless they were sitting close.Ā
He can smell your perfume, itās a soft scent that hints on the border of floral but he can for sure confirm itās strawberryā your signature scent. It envelops him, taking over his senses, the stupid perfume is mixed with something he thinks, it has to be infused, because every time you wear it he swears it overrides everything, everything is just you, you, you.Ā
āSo..?ā he purrs.
Kurooās breath hitches when he looks up at you. Your makeup is flawless, and the colors match perfectly with your skin tone, accentuating your already pretty features. Your eyes sparkle with excitement and it makes his heart churn, youāre so beautiful to him. Your lips, perfectly painted, curve into a small smile.
āI thinkā¦ You look sexy,ā you tell him softly, a little bit too in your feels to care about how you sound. āYeah? You think so, princess?ā The questionāor if he even asked a question gets lost on you, the need to just tell him how you feel honestly for once takes over. The adjective doesnāt get lost on him, youāve never called him sexy and Kuroo isnāt going to lie, your compliment goes straight to his cock and he can feel himself straining in his pants.Ā
He has to readjust himself in the seat to try and relieve the feeling.Ā
God, Kuroo just wants to take you right here. Pick you up and set you firmly on his lap, maybe grind your hips into his until he can feel your pussy throbbing against his cock, make you beg for him to put it inside, heād tease you, possibly take it slow until you canāt handle it anymore. Make up for lost time and then heād pound that sweet cunt until all you can think about is his cock sliding in and out of you. Till he successfully fucks you dumb and your whining and begging with tears in your eyes, telling him how much you love the way he feels, and how you want more.Ā
If the venue was empty, he would bend you over the bar, take you from behind with his hand wrapped firmly around your throat, heādā
āHey yn, we have to go. Speeches are about to start soon,ā a voice snaps him out of his disgusting thoughts, ones he shouldnāt be having about his best friend. āHm? Oh! Okay, coming,ā you grin his way and then back out between Kurooās leg, you pat his hair, ruffling it a bit saying goodbye, and then you wave to Kenma who messes up your hair. āIāll be back!ā you whisper as if itās some secret you're not allowed to share.Ā
Kuroo hates Sakusa Kiyoomiā spoiler alert, no he doesnāt. Not when the guy brings in views due to his good looks and talents he doesnāt, but at this moment, watching how Sakusa pulls you away with a hand on your waist, he just might. He watches as the fucker pulls you closer to his body and how his grip on your waistline tightens.Ā
Sakusa even has the audacity to lean down and whisper something into your ear. Something that has you tensing, your back muscles tightening up as you move uncomfortably and smack Sakusaās back. The action makes Kuroo smile, but then you lean in to whisper something into the 6ā4 Greek godās ear his smile drops.Ā
He can sense when Kenma is about to say something heās not going to like, āDonāt,ā his friend only snickers and shuts up.Ā
āYou both are stupid.ā
āNo idea what youāre talking about.ā
Instead of fussing over the fact that no matter how hard Kuroo tries, he will never be enough for you, he turns to the bar and orders another drink. He sends quick curses to Sakusa until the fruity cocktail gets placed neatly in front of him. He's staring at it about to taste it when a hand settles on his shoulder.Ā
Itās Hinata in his orange glorious selfā No Kuroo is not kidding. His suit is literally orange, may somebody fire Hinataās stylist, āHey Bossman! Looking great! I just wanted to that that Atsumu and Bokuto broke the chocolate fountain and I had absolutely nothing to do with it.ā
Kurooās face drops, and he blinks several times, hoping the next words out of Hinataās mouth are āitās a prankā but they arenāt. The guy is dead serious, āAre you serious?? How does that happen??ā
āNo idea, like I said, wasnāt at all involved. Nothing to do with me. Suna is over there filming itāā
āThis is why we canāt have nice things,ā Kuroo mutters, taking the cocktail down the throat and getting up from his seat, he tells Kenma to watch his stuff. āHey Kuroo?ā Kenmaās voice rings out and he turns around to his friend, āYou might want to take care of that before you go...ā
Kenma gestures down below and Kurooās face falls. He doesnāt even have to look down to know what his friend was mentioning. His lips fall into a thin line and he sighs in defeat, his mood is ruined, his head is hurting at the thought of Atsumu and Bokuto breaking the fountain, and the worst of them all is that heās still hard. āRight. Thanks.āĀ
The event dreads on after that, one by one, sponsors, professional sports alumni, and various dignitaries took to the stage, their words teetering on the edge of boring and inspirational. Kuroo sat beside Himari, she attempted to talk to him the entire time but for some reason, her words werenāt registering in his ears. They sit near the back, as requested by Kuroo so that he can watch everything from afar to make sure nobody is acting up, itās also a great opportunity to keep an eye on you.Ā
The table you sit at isnāt too far from his and he thought that would help to relieve his worries but now all he can do is worry about how all these specific volleyball players ended up at the same tableābecause he doesnāt remember putting them all together like that. In fact, he distinctively remembers separating Bokuto and Hinata.Ā
A realization dawns on him that somebody over there, (Atsumu probably) has changed the place cards around and it has Kuroo wondering when the hell did he find the time to do that? Probably when he was hitting one off in the bathroom thinking of you.Ā
Himari leaned over to Kurooās side, peering down at his arms, trying to make some small talk, āHey, Iāve noticed the tattoo before... Whatās the meaning of it?ā
Kurooās fingers instinctively brushed over the tattoo, a small line of Roman numerals that read VII ā¢ XXII ā¢ MMXII. It was the same day he had met you at the Shinzen High School training camp and Kuroo remembers that day vividly.Ā
If only you knew how much youād change the rest of his high school experience and quite frankly his life. You took everything about him, his flaws, his terrible moments, his dramatic moments, his stupid moments, and you welcomed him home with open arms. Invading his heart without making a sound.
You had been so different back thenā aloof, detached, seemingly over everything and everyone (it was high school so he couldnāt blame you). You stepped onto the court with an air of indifference, your sharp eyes scanning the room looking for the coach of Karasunoās team, there was boredom in your eyes that for some reason he couldnāt stand. There was just something about you that drew him in, something beyond how pretty you were and the extreme talent you displayed for the sport.Ā
A spark? Some sport of potential he couldnāt quite define at the time.
As a child, Kuroo had known what he wanted to do. He wanted to bridge the gap between the world and volleyball, making the sport accessible for everyone to enjoy and have fun playingājust as he did. He already knew this was what he wanted, but when you came along, you challenged him in ways no one else had, pushing him to improve his skills on the court and his outlook on life.Ā
Then there had been that one day when you confessed to him that you played volleyball because you were good at it, that there was no enjoyment left in the sport for you, no passion remaining, and that you would probably quit after winning nationals. It was that day when he vowed to make volleyball fun for you, to help you find the joy in the sport that he loved so much, to help you discover yourself as he did.
From that day forward, he tried a bunch of different tactics and set up some really stupid stuff to help. Stuff that you had gotten annoyed at, that you yelled at him for, like that one time he had youāfreshman you play with a bunch of college kids who were all men (yea he really regrets that one). But his favorite was when he tricked you into letting him teach you the basics, teaching you techniques that you already knew, and probably knew better than him, but in a way, he felt like he made them feel new and exciting to you. Like it was your first time ever touching a volleyball.
The two of you spent hours inside the gym of your school, on that court with the fading paint, going over drills and exercises that emphasized fun and creativity. Sometimes he would invite Kenma, other times he would invite Bokuto and Akaashi and you all would just play your hearts out until night came and the janitors kicked everybody out.Ā
Kuroo still remembers,Ā when you showed up to his house over the break, with such a beautiful smile he wishes he stared at it more, asking if he could set up those stupid drills and games for you, or if the two of you could just play together. When you asked him that, Kuroo thought his heart would have stopped in his chest. He realized that the way your eyes lit up in enjoyment, he was so deep in his feelings for you.Ā
How he always wanted to see you happy and smiling like that.Ā
Helping you find fun in the sport that you once saw as a requirement was a turning point for Kuroo. He saw how your attitude shifted, how you began to approach volleyball with a newfound enthusiasm. You started to play not because you were good at it but because you loved it.Ā
Watching that transformation was one of the most rewarding experiences of his life, and that sealed the deal for him. Kuroo knew that he wanted to support you while you went pro and wanted to help others find that same joy in volleyball that you and he have discovered, to ālower the netā and make the sport accessible and enjoyable for everyone.
He will forever cherish those moments.
In many ways, your presence in his life was a blessing he never saw coming. You kept him grounded, where he belonged and supported him. His heart knew where he stood, welcoming you in, letting you get comfortable, letting you embrace him, steal his every thought, and make it yours.Ā
Kuroo beams softly as he looks at the tattoo, feeling the weight of years and unspoken truths that it represented. Meeting you had been the beginning of everything for him. This is exactly why he is afraid to make a move, he refuses to let his feelings for you get in the way of your friendship.Ā
With the way heās looking down at it, Himari canāt help but find herself jealous of the person whoās caught his attention like this. Sheās been trying to get with Kuroo for ages, with no advice.Ā
āItās a secret,ā he replies, trying to keep his tone light. Himari raises a brow but laughs, her eyes sparkling with amusement. He gives her a soft smile before looking in your direction, where you sit next to Sakusa, arm on his shoulder, leaning slightly against him at the table.Ā
Ā And then it all bubbles down to moments like these where Kuroo questions his feelings. Not the fact that he likes youāloves you, but where he wonders if he should give up on you. The thought had crossed his mind more times than he cared to admit.Ā
After all, you didn't seem to see him as anything more than a friend, and he wasn't getting any younger. With him being thirty the dating pool twinges as he goes and wellā Himari was right here, interested and ready to move forward. She was beautiful, intelligent, and kindāeverything he could ask for in a partner. But his heart wasn't in it.Ā
Not only with Himari but with any woman he has tried to date. None of them can replicate the feelings you give him; none of them can and will ever come close to you.Ā
āAh, I love secrets,ā Himari winks at him, and Kuroo thinks the gesture repulses him for a moment. They both wave goodbye when a member of the hosting community excuses himself for a moment, and then her face changes as if she just remembered something.Ā
She leans closer and whispers, "There's an after-party happening later tonight. You should come. I'll send you the address."
Kuroo looks at her, surprised. "An after-party?"
"Yes," she says with a playful look. "It's going to be fun. A more relaxed vibe, just a few of us from the planning team and some of the athletes. You should come. Itāll be a good way to unwind after all of this."
Kuroo purses his lips, hesitating, glancing back over at you. Now you were pointing fingers at Atsumu from where you sat, most likely accusing him of something, and from the looks of it, the platinum blonde was guilty.Ā
The thought of spending more time with Himari, away from the pressures of the event, was tempting. Maybe he really did just needed to give someone else a chance. Kuroo looked back at Himari, who was watching him with hopeful eyes.
"Alright," he agrees. "I'll come."
Himariās smile widens,Ā in shock. "Great! I'll text you the details."
She moved to mingle with other guests. Maybe tonight was the night to start letting go. If he could give Himari a chance, perhaps he could finally move on from the feelings that had held him captive for so long.Ā
The speeches soon concluded, and the room erupted into applause. Kuroo clapped along, the speeches werenāt as bad as he originally thought. But the event still had a few more hours to go, filled with press talks, socializing, and dancing. After that Kuroo decided to make his rounds, checking in on everybody, the musicians, servers, the bar, and some sponsors.Ā
He currently stands at a table, fixing an off-center centerpiece after talking to the JVA board members, who were very pleased with his performance tonight. He was observing the crowd with a relaxed expression when suddenly he felt a light pressure against his right shoulder.Ā
Kuroo knew exactly who it was. āHey you,ā he says, turning his neck to look down at you and your pouty self. āYou okay princess?ā
You smile back at him, though your eyes show the fatigue you are trying desperately to hide. āIām okay. Just tired from all the speeches. They were pretty boring. I think the guy in the blue suit had the best one,ā you admitted, still resting your head on his shoulder. You take the opportunity to nuzzle him with your cheeks, accidentally smearing the makeup you had forgotten you were wearing.Ā
The gesture is endearing and despite his white shirt getting messed up in the process, Kuroo finds it adorably cute. āAh him.. What was that guyās name? Gojo.. Satoru? I think heās a big sponsor of your team actually.ā
Kuroo remembers the man with the white hair and scary blue eyes, he had greeted him while speeches were starting because that was when he showed upā¦ notoriously late. But when the guy looks like that Kuroo assumes a person can get away with anything. Not to mention but heās also filthy rich.Ā
āHmm, heās nice. Albeit too friendly, but very sweet,ā you blinked in agreement. āI donāt know if Iāve mentioned it but Kuroo you did a really good job with tonight.ā
āYou think so, gorgeous?ā
āYes! I mean have you seen the place?ā you point your hand out, gesturing to the big venue all around you.
āI donāt know if I can take credit for eeeeeeverythingāā
āShut up,ā Wow. Kuroo thinks that one went straight down his pants. āI know you did most of the work, remember? You kept texting me about it? Either way, you did such an amazing job, everyone looks happy and again, the place is beautiful.ā
āHopefully the JVA people will stop underestimating you now.ā
āTheyād stop doing that if youād let meāā
āNot a chance.ā
āThe ideaāā
āIs terrible. Leave it alone,ā Kuroo laughs, watching you wave your finger wave side to side in his face in a gesture that tells him no in all capital letters. He will get you to do it one day.Ā
āAt least think about it?ā he asks.Ā
āThe idea was thought about and then thrown in the trash,ā you tell him moving off his shoulder and leaning against the big round table. You were playing around with the flowers near the plates when Kuroo noticed that you were leaning on one foot. The right ankle is rested on the other one.Ā
āDo you need to sit down? Your foot looks like itās in pain,ā he questions, stuffing his hands in his pants pockets and shifting in front of you just to look down on you with a tilted head. You shake your head and for once Kuroo has a hard time deciphering if you're lying to him or not. This is typical, you often hide your feelings from himāhe doesnāt know why or how to get you to stop yet.Ā
You shake your head. āIām fine, really. But actually, I came over here for a reason. I was thinking maybe we could... leave? Just for a bit?ā
Kurooās eyes light up at the suggestion. āWe wonāt be missed for a couple of hours. We could take advantage of that.ā He offered her his arm, and they began to walk towards a back entrance where the staff entered from. It was the least monitored area, not that he or you would have to worry about getting into some sort of scandal. Everybody already knew you two were friends from the many interviews and appearances on Kenmaās stream. To the public, you two were just childhood best friends, nothing weird about it.
When Kuroo leaves the venue with you, entering the parking lot it takes a bit to find his car since the area is so full. The valay? workers arenāt there, either of you question it because it allows the two of you to get out unseen. Finding his car was easy, the black sleek exterior just appeared to stick out among all of the other fancy cars, it also helps that the sticker you stuck on the bumper once is still there.Ā
āNice ride, who did you rob?ā you ask him when he opens the door for you to step in the passenger side. Kuroo lifts up your dress so that it doesnāt drag along the possible dirty outside. Once you were settled in the seat, Kuroo reached out, his fingers gently brushing strands of hair away from your face.Ā
Your eyes flutter close at the touch, and he marvels at how serene you appear. With a tender smile, Kuroo closed the door and walked around to the driverās side, his mind still lingering on the softness of your skin and the warmth in your eyes.
āFuck off,ā he snickers while climbing into the driver's seat. He noticed you watching him, your gaze steady a bit intense.Ā
Kuroo smirked as he let go of the seat belt, letting it hit against the melt in his car, he leaned over the console, moving in close, his face just inches away from yours.
His eyes watch how yours widen momentarily and then close, the way your lips part slightly in anticipation is cute.Ā
Instead of doing what you were expecting, Kurooās hand reached for the seatbelt next to your head, yanking on it till it crossed over your chest and buckling you in with a smooth click, and then he leaned back, chuckling at the look of surprise and slight annoyance on your face.
āWhatās wrong?ā he asks, his voice teasing.Ā
You pout, crossing your arms. āNothing,ā you muttered, tone petulant.
Kuroo couldnāt help but laugh again, the sound warm and genuine, causing you to pout even more and shuffle into a slouched position in the leather seat, āYou are impossible, you know that?ā
Kuroo grinned, starting the engine and feeling a lightness in his chest. āSo Iāve been told,ā he replies. He uses one hand to maneuver his way out of the parking plot, he steals another glance at you, your profile illuminated by the city lights as the car enters the main road.Ā
āHow much to be my chauffeur?ā
āYou wouldnāt need to pay me to be your chauffeur, sweetheart. I would do it willingly. Unfortunately.ā
āWhat do you mean by that?ā
āHm, come find out, sweetheart.āĀ
You watch the surroundings of the area while Kuroo pulls into the parking lot. Heās brought you to Tokyoās biggest fair which only happens around this time of year. Comedic timing huh? It stretches out before you like a vibrant assortment of colors, sounds, and scents. There are lights hooked up above, twinkling in the winding paths, with the window lowered you can hear the distant laughter and chatter from outside.Ā
The car comes to a stop and Kuroo gets out first to help you. He opens the doors, his eyes meeting yours with a playful twinkle, āDo you need to tie up your dress?ā he asks, staring down at the fabric meeting the dark concrete. The ground was definitely going to ruin the white color, but you could care less about that, servers your stylist right and when you return it youāll stick your tongue out at her.Ā
You smooth out the silk, shaking your head. āNo Iāll be fine,ā you tell him and Kuroo gives you a look, like he knows what you're planning. He probably does.Ā
The two of you step away from the car, the night air carries hints of caramelized sugar and popcorn, ticking your nose with a delightful scent. Kuroo offers you his arm and you take it, the rhythm of your steps falling into harmony as you enter the fair.Ā
āDo you remember this place? It was our first date,ā Kuroo states, a little proud of himself for no reason in particular.Ā
You hesitate, a furrow forming between your brows. āFirst date?ā you echo, a touch of confusion in your voice. Yes, you recall the outing, it was one of the very few times youād ever hung out with a guy before that werenāt your siblings, filled with laughter and no particular expectations.Ā
āThat was a date??ā you gasp, asking again for clarification.Ā
āYou didnāt think it was a date?ā Kuroo asks, his face falls in astonishment and you shake your head, confirming that you did not think it was a date. āNo?! I thought we were just two friends hanging out!ā
āYou thought it was justā¦ friends?ā he questions, his voice laced with disbelief at what he was hearing. Kuroo stops, turning to face you fully, his dark eyes searching yours for any sort of sign that you were joking. āIt was only the two of us. I had everything planned out because I thought it was a date.ā
Your heart skips a beat at his candidness. You do remember the effort he put in, but at the time you had chalked it up to his liking to plan down to the smallest detail. During the time, he was sure the two of you hit all the booths he thought youād like but wasnāt that just because he cared?
āI just assumed you were being you,ā you say, your voice feeling smaller now, unsure of what else to offer him.Ā
Kuroo gapes at you, the sudden vulnerability in his expression softening the air around you both. After a beat, he asks quietly, āDid you want it to be a date?ā
The question hangs between you like a fragile thread, waiting to be snapped. You pause, the question making your head buzz. It was years ago, could acknowledging that yes, you wanted it to be a date change anything? āDoes it even matter anymore?ā you finally reply, evasively.Ā
You feel your heart racing, unsure of how to navigate this conversation with him.
The words build an awkward silence that thickens the air. You feel his eyes on you, probing gently but insistently for a truth you arenāt ready to reveal. Your chest tightens with a mixture of fear and unspoken longing and it feels like youāre drinking vinegar out of the bottle.Ā
To break the tension, you point towards a nearby stall, the vibrant colors familiar. āHey, letās go check that out,ā you suggest, your voice light with forced enthusiasm. Anything to avoid this piercing moment.Ā
Kurooās gaze lingers on you for a moment more, filled with questions you arenāt ready to answer. With a slight shake of his head, he relents, his arm guiding you towards the stall. Thatās how the two of you find yourselves standing at the jewelry stall, the vendor has a plethora of tiny gem bracelets, necklaces, and even rings with stunning designs, it takes your mind away from the conversation.Ā
Next to you, Kuroo picks up a delicate golden bracelet, its charm shaped like a heart, a perfect fit for you. Your heart flutters as he takes your wrist gently, his fingers brushing against your skin with a touch so soft it sends shivers down your spine. He carefully fastens the bracelet, the cool metal contrasting with the warmth of his touch. You canāt look away from his concentrated expression, and your pulse quickens at the intimacy of the moment.
With a wide grin, he places it around your wrist, his fingers brushing lightly against your skin, sending a cascade of warmth up your arm, leaving a trail of bumps. āIt looks perfect on you,ā Kuroo murmurs softly, making your heart flutter.Ā
āAre you insinuating that Iām a gold girl and not a silver one?ā you say faking offense. The question confuses Kuroo, itās evident in his face, āDoesā Does it matter? I think you look pretty in both..?ā
āI canāt believe you donāt know about jewelry theory! How do you gift your girlfriends jewelry?ā
āYou are the only woman Iām gifting jewelry.ā
āoh.ā
Despite your protests, he buys you the bracelet anyway. You assume itās expensive, nothing in Tokyo is cheapā but just the feel of it is what makes you assume so, itās definitely some sort of authentic, and even if it wasn'tā the thought of it has your heart beating faster. Maybe itās the way Kuroo pulled his card out like it was nothing, waving you off about the price, acting like it was nothing. Perhaps you are crazy.Ā
Thanking him, your voice catches slightly, and you hope he doesnāt hear the tremor of your accelerating heartbeat. After you thank him a hundred times and even offer him the opportunity to take it back and he declines, the two of you continue walking, the evening air turning crisper as the sky darkens. The breeze picks up, lifting strands of your hair and sending chills down your spine.
āAre you cold?ā Kuroo asks, concern threading through his voice. It just now dawns on him that youāve only been walking around with your dress and no coverā he doesn't even recall you having a jacket to begin with. He might have to have a word with your stylist when the night is over.Ā
āNo, Iām fine,ā you reply quickly, rubbing your arms in a futile attempt to generate warmth. The lie is evident, even to you, but you donāt want to admit your discomfort. It doesnāt bother you to much if you donāt think about it.Ā
Kuroo frowns, watching your movements carefully. āAre you sure?ā
Smiling, you shake your head. āReally, Kuroo, Iām not cold.ā
With a resigned sigh, he steps behind you. The warmth of his large hands meets your chilled shoulders, making you shiver involuntarily. Your arms are freezing.
Ā āYour shoulders say otherwise,ā he murmurs, his voice closer now. The sound of something rustling fills your ears and you turn your head to find Kuroo removing his suit jacket.
Before you can protest, he drapes it over you with careful tenderness, ensuring it covers you fully. The weight and warmth of the coat are immediate, enveloping you like a shield against the nightās chill. Your body reacts on its own, melting into the fabric and letting it engulf your body. He steps in front, his eyes meeting yours with a focused intensity. You feel your cheeks heat up, the closeness of his presence making your heart race more fiercely.
He adjusts the coat, smoothing it over your shoulders and pulling it tight around you. Kuroo buttons up a few of the buttons, leaving the top part of your dress showing, to allow some cool air in. He doesnāt want you to overheat. His fingers brush your skin as he tucks stray strands of hair behind your ear, each touch lingering and deliberate. You realize how close you are, his breath mingling with yours in the cool night air. His eyes, so intently watching you, make it seem like you're the only two people in the bustling fair.
Kuroo smiles softly, his hand squeezing your shoulders, as he steps back reluctantly. āCanāt have you freezing before your big game,ā he says, his eyes still holding yours.
āWow, so you only like me so I can bring in views?ā you ask, trying to tease him.Ā
āThat and because you play well,ā he plays along, making you grin and nudge his shoulder.Ā
The suit jacket settles on your shoulders, the warmth of it feels like an embrace. You knew the suit was going to be good when you picked it out for him and now you get to see it up close. The fabric has a nice smooth texture and not a single string is out of place. It falls past your hands, so much so that your fingers arenāt visible anymore.
The scent of it surrounds you, your favorite scent. A blend of something expensive, understated, and undeniably Kuroo. You take a deep breath, comforted and a little giddy at how it feels and smells.
āYou know youāre going to freeze without this,ā you tell him, half concerned, half happy he gave it to you.
For some reason, you want to read more into why he gave it to you, why he took the time to make sure you were comfortable and that it fit nicely, but you know Kuroo, and you know this is how he always acts.Ā
Always the gentleman, heās always making sure everybody is okay, checking in all the time, ensuring that they are comfortable and cared for. Heās always giving his jacket away, so maybe thatās why a part of you doesnāt feel like the gesture can count as anything, whenever somebody wears something too short or forgets to bring something warm, heās there, giving what he can away to help them.
You're not the exception, you doubt youāll ever be. He just noticed because thatās who is he, Kuroo Tetsurou who pays attention to the smallest details.Ā
Kuroo Tetsurou who will drop what heās doing to come to your aid whenever you need it.Ā
The genuine care in his voice sends a warm cascade of feelings through you, even warmer than the coat enveloping your frame.
the two of you continue walking through the thickening crowd.
While Kuroo points out stuff that reminds him of your date, you canāt help but notice the occasional lingering glances people throw his way. It doesnāt surprise youātheyāre likely drawn to his tall, striking figure (the words of a magazine, definitely not something to describe you), his suit that highlights his broad shoulders, and your impeccable taste that went along with choosing the suit. .Ā
Kuroo always manages to stand out effortlessly, among the sea of curious and admiring faces, you feel a pang of self-consciousness. Like everyone that looks at him has to look at you, their eyes tearing you apart, judging and inspecting every little thing about you as if you werenāt good enough to be next to him.
Your gaze lifts to him, searching for comfort, and in an instant, you feel like you belong. Kuroo probably feels the harsh grip you have on him because he takes your hand off his sleeve and entertwines it with his own and squeezes, giving you a quick smile before focusing back on the crowd. You feel secure, wrapped in a blanket of warmth yet it was only his hand holding you.Ā
Youāve known Kuroo since high school and thought of him as a pain with how insistent he was with everything. Back then you kept to yourself, played the damn sport because you promised you would, hating every moment of itā until he showed up at your school unexpectedly, demanding that you let him show you the fun in volleyball.
That day in an instant, your heart knew something your mind couldnāt comprehend. He had been nothing more than another face in the back of your mind that you would see at tournaments, on the bus, on the train,Ā at work but now heās the only face that you seek to see. Heās your anchor whenever the world around you spins out of control.
You never expected to get so attached. He slipped into your life like sunlight streaming through a window, slow and warming, until one day, you realized you couldnāt imagine existing without him. Kuroo gave you something no one else ever had, the feeling of love, of pure, unconditional, affection that made your heart feel both lighter and fuller. He taught you what it was like to be cherished, to be seen for who you were, and loved even more for it. When he looked at you, he didnāt see the struggling girl, he saw you in ways that you hadnāt seen yourself in yearsā strong, capable, worthy. He gave you peace in a world that constantly demanded more.Ā
Kuroo was the first person to make you feel like you were enough, that you deserved to be loved and wanted. The self-doubt that had built up over the years always seemed to dissipate whenever he held your hand when he would whisper, yell, and shout words of encouragement when he simply stood by your side. The uninterrupted conversations, the silent understanding that needed no words.Ā
Growing up, friends were a fleeting concept, an abstract idea that never solidified into reality for you. Perhaps thatās why the line between liking and loving Kuroo blurred so effortlessly. Your heart, thirsty for genuine connection, latched onto him, mistaking friendship for something deeper, until it was too late. You were already hopelessly, irrevocably in love with him. Entrenched in a love so deep it scared you.
You donāt know if you could ever love someone else the way you love him, with a passion so pure and a devotion so absolute. Your feelings for him are woven into the very fabric of your being. The very thought of anyone else fills you with an emptiness no one could possibly fill. When you glance back at him, Kuroo is already staring back at you with inquisitive eyes as if heās trying to read what you're thinking.Ā
āWhat? Is there something on my face?ā Kuroo asks, raising an eyebrow.Ā
You shake your head, trying to come up with a response to explain the unwanted and unreasonable staring. āNo youāre just ugly,ā you tell him and pat his back, providing comfort. Kuroo gives you an invidious look and you have to fight back a smile.Ā
You continue to walk hand in hand with Kuroo past the bustling array of games, it catches you by surprise how each game is the same from all those years ago, and your eyes catch sight of a ballon game. The brightly colored balloons are blown up in a star formation set up in several rows so several people can play at once. Your attention is immediately drawn toward a pink giant stuffed teddy bear displayed among the smaller prizes. There is a pink one and a purple one and it looks like they are holding hands.
āLook at that bear,ā you muse, pointing. āItās so cute! Reminds me of the one you won me when we first came here.ā
āYou still have that one?ā Kuroo chuckles, his eyes following your pointer finger to the bear.
āDuh, of course, I still have it.ā
He nods, bringing you over to the vendor, who has already noticed your interest and is looking for an attempted cash grab. āCare for a go?ā he asks, a knowing smile tugging it the corners of his lips, thinking heās gotten another set of victims.
Without hesitating, Kuroo nods. He turns to you with a playful glint in his eyes, his hands tugging up the sleeves of his shirt that had started to fall. You admire his hands as he does it, theyāre so big and the action is so casual that it has your mind wondering, āDo you think Iāve still got it?ā
You fold your arms and raise an eyebrow, pretending to appraise his biceps. āProbably. With all those muscles you have, you better.ā
The vendor hands him a few darts, and you watch from farther back as he effortlessly lines up his first throw. To win, he has to pop the entire thing and can only miss three times, you think itās a rip-off but wonāt say anything since Kuroo is so determined to win.Ā
You might console him if he fails rather than laughing in his face.
The first dart he throws slices through the air and pops a ballon with a precise, satisfying burst. People nearby who were walking started to take notice, almost as if they were cheering him on. One by one, each remaining dart finds itās target, every ballon popping in quick succession. It was so perfect that even the vendor was taken a back, he couldnāt even rig the game with how impressed he was.Ā
āDonāt miss!ā you shout, offering him some support and Kuroo flips you off.
The last ballon bursts before you know it, Kuroo turns to you with a smuggest grin on his face before turning back to tell the vendor which bear he wants. Of course, he gets you the pink one, and he holds it out for you to take. āFor you sweetheart,ā he says softly.Ā
You take the bear, the fur is soft against your skin and itās huge, almost as tall as your waist and up.Ā āThank you,ā you whisper, clutching the plush toy to your chest, feeling a warmth spread to your cheeks and through your chest. It reminds you of the way you felt all those years ago when he had first won you a bear, a giddy excitement bubbles up as if you were a school girl all over again.Ā
Clutching the bear tightly, an idea pops into your head, and you find yourself turning to Kuroo with a mischievous grin. āDo you want one too?ā you ask, your eyes sparkling.Ā
Surprised, he tilts his head, looking between you and the bear youāve nestled securely in your arms. āDo you think you can do it?ā he asks, amusement laced in his tone. āLast time I checked, you were terrible at darts.ā
You gasp, taken aback by his accusation. āHow dare you! Playing beer darts does not count. You hit all of them and just left me drunk! Thatās why I miss,ā you retort, frowning and pressing the bear he just won you against his chest. You step towards the vendor, determined to prove him wrong.Ā
āI wanna have a go,ā you announce confidently, too confidently, making Kuroo laugh.
The vendor nods and starts to collect the darts that Kuroo has used. Mimicking Kuroo, you roll up your imaginary sleeves, your eyes have fire in them and you breath in and out. āStand back,ā you tell Kuroo, tossing a glance over your shoulder at him. āWatch me work my magic.ā
Kuroo chuckles, the sound filled with affection and amusement, his gaze softening as he watches you. The vendor hands you the darts, their weight unfamiliar in your palm. Trying to recall any tips or techniques, you take a deep breath, aiming carefully at the colorful balloons.Ā
To your astonishment, the first dart flies through, popping a ballon. You blink momentarily stunned, but you quickly regain your composure. You hadnāt expected to hit it, you were actually thinking you were going to miss it.
You channel an inner confidence you didnāt know you had, lining up each dart with a sort of clumsy precision, tossing each of them with your thoughts and prayers and hoping for the best. When the last balloon bursts, you can hardly believe it and neither can Kuroo. He was secretly hoping youād miss and heād look cooler.Ā
Your mouth drops open, and you can barely contain your excitement. Suddenly, you're jumping up and down, your excitement bubbling over. āI did it! Look, Kuroo, I fucking did it!ā you exclaim, turning towards him with an expression of pure joy and fist bumping the sky. He chuckles at your reaction, loving how wide your smile and the excitement in you.Ā
The vendor hands you the other large bear and you clap your hands happily. Beaming, you swap bears with Kuroo, checking which one is cuter before trading off of course. āIām actually impressed,ā he says, a singular brow raised and the corner of his lip curved upwards as he watches you giggle over the bears. āHave you been playing beer darts without me?ā
You shake your head even though you know heās just joking, āBeginners luck, what can I say? You just suck.ā You tell him, lifting your arm up to flex your muscles in his face, āOh my god. Get away from me,ā he shudders, shoving you away with one hand to your face.
Kuroo had led you to an ice cream vendor after you both had looked at almost everything the fair had to offer, just like you did the first time the two of you came together all those years ago. Thereās still a family in front of you by the time you get in line, so you take the opportunity to look at the menu, trying to find a flavor youād like.Ā
āTwo cones please,ā Kuroo asks, taking out his wallet. āI can pay!ā you say eagerly, hoping to pay him back for the bracelet, the ticket, the darts, and everything else he bought you today.Ā
He shoots you a look, one that deflates your happiness and you tuck the wallet back from where it came from. āForgive me for offering jeez. Canāt a girl pay you back?ā
āNo, you canāt. Stop trying,ā he says while paying for the ice cream. The vendor nods along while you tell him your order and immediately starts scoping.Ā
While you wait Kuroo puts a hand on your shoulder, tugging you closer to him as some people walk by, āAre you excited for the Olympics?ā
Your eyes light up. āYes! I cannot wait to play in Paris. The city of looooove!ā you say drawing out the last word as if it alone holds all the romance in the world.Ā
āIs that your only reason?ā he asks with a chuckle, admiring the way your eyes widen and twinkle at the mention.
āOf course not! I get to compete and crush the other teams. I actually have high hopes for both the women's and the male teams this year,ā you nudge him.Ā
You donāt get to say anything else as the vendor hands you and Kuroo your ice cream cones. He had gotten Chocolate Fudge, a classic. Kuroo likes anything if it has some sort of chocolate in it, he refuses to try any other flavor. On the other hand, you had gotten cookie dough.
āThank you,ā the two of you tell the man before leaving to find a seat.Ā
You make your way through the crowd, following along behind Kurooās tall imposing figure. Thereās a group of tables nearby that have a beautiful view of the whole fair. The horizon is awash with the twinkling lights of the fair and all its displays.Ā
āAre you not excited to go to the Olympics?ā you ask Kuroo, standing next to him as he cleans the seat for you not to ruin your dress. Only once itās clean to what he thinks is perfection does he allow you to sit, but not before he fixes his suit jacket so that you arenāt at all touching the seat.Ā
Heād hate to see the dress ruined.Ā
Kuroo glances back up at you, āI am excited. I have the team's schedule lined up already. A few sponsor commercials, magazine shoots, video takes, and lots and lots of interviewsāā
āStop right there. I donāt want to hear it,ā you groan. The least memorable part of being a celebrity athlete has to be the interviews. You hate them, your team hates them, and you don't know anybody who likes them besides maybe Bokuto, Hinata, and Atsumu, but that's self-explanatory.Ā
The last interview you did left a distasteful feeling in your stomach. The guy was a total jerk, interviewing women just to stroke his ego. He would only ask more personal questions, most of them were about your body and your looks, leaving you uncomfortable the entire time. You didnāt even get to finish it because Kuroo interrupted the interview to yell at the dude and tell him off for wasting everybody's time. Youād never seen him so angry before, he was more angry than you were.Ā
āYou asked, princess,ā he says, taking a bite out of his ice cream, a habit of his that you hate.Ā
āIām unasking. Stop telling me.ā Kuroo chuckles and you watch him fetch his phone from his pocket, your eyes glance over the name that appears on his screen and your heart hurts.
Youāve been itching to know about his relationship with that woman. If it meant something, Kuroo would have said so, or if he didnāt tell you, he would at least tell Kenma something who then would relay the information to you, but there has been nothing but silence.
The only way you knew about the two of them was from the stupid insider articles that had mentioned the chemistry between them too. Himari was popular in her division, a strong leader with a mature attitude and a gorgeous face.
Kuroo was in a similar predicament. His popularity started in high school and rose when he was featured in one of Kennaās streams, the fans loved him and people loved him even more when he brought together all the players from your generation, the monster generation in a big group match-up. It was a pro that he was also extremely attractive and charming.
āDo you think weāll have some off time? In Between games and interviews?ā you ask, trying to get his attention again. Hoping youāll be able to distract him from the fact that the two of you should be returning to the gala any time soon now. You donāt want to leave just yet, just a few more minutes with him alone will suffice.Ā
Kuroo hums, swiping left on the message from Himari and shutting his phone off āPretty sure you would. Why?ā
āSakusa invited me to hang out with him, but we havenāt decided on a date yetāā
āSakusa? Wants you to hang out with him?ā Kuroo repeats, with a scowl. He fucking knew it. Knew that motherfucker would have made his move soon if he didnāt already, and this was his confirmation. Kenma had warned him about the two of you, but he didnāt believe it.Ā
āWhyād you say it like that?ā you respond, raising an eyebrow in surprise that he cut you off.Ā
āBecause itās Sakusa Kiyoomi. He hates doing, I donāt know, everything,ā he tried to downplay his concern with a half-heated smile that tugged at the corner of his lips. But jealousy, an unfamiliar yet persistent feeling, was creeping in.Ā
Itās weird for Kuroo. Heās never been jealous of you hanging out with other guys before. The feeling is more of a sad ache in his heart, rather than the raging feeling that is bubbling up inside of him. Maybe itās the fact that you and Sakusa go way back like your relationship with his was. The two of you went to the same school, you probably spent hours upon hours with him back then. Kuroo took up a lot of your time outside of school, but he will never know what happened during school hours. Or at those training camps, where the two of you were always selected to go together.Ā
For no reason at all, Kuroo feels beyond frustrated.Ā
You laugh, your hair falling over your shoulder softly, itās halfway accurate. āThose are just rumors. Heās actually really active, Sakusa just likes doing stuff at home. Like last week me, him, Atsumu, Suna, and Osamu had a party at his house. It was really fun.ā
So that was why you brushed him and Kenma off that one time. He bites into the cone of his ice cream in frustration at the realization.Ā
āSo are you going out with him?ā Kuroo asks, his words are quick, almost impatient waiting for an answer. For the first time in Kurooās life, heās felt at a loss for something.Ā
āHuh?ā confusion was written all over your face. Where did he even get that idea from.āGoing out?ā
āAre you two together?ā
āUh no, Weāre just friends. You would know if I was going out with anybody.ā you narrow your eyes, scrutinizing him, trying to decipher the sudden shift in Kurooās demeanor. Confused on why he was asking you this and what heād hope to get out of it.Ā
āGood, donāt go out with him,ā Kuroo tells you, finishing the rest of his cone. It comes off more forcefully than he intended, but he wants you away from Sakusa, as fast as possible. Suddenly the idea of letting you go and move on is no longer an option in his mind.Ā
āWhat..? Why not?āĀ
āDo you need a reason?ā He huffs, looking away from you.Ā
āNoā¦ I wonāt go out with him if you tell me not to,ā you nudge his shoulder with your free hand. āBut I would like a reason,ā you retort.
His throat tightened. āYouāve listened to me before with other guys. Why not now?ā
āBecause Sakusa is different,ā your voice was steady. Almost defiant.
āIf you keep hanging out with him, more articles are going to come out about the two of you,āĀ Kuroo says, trying to keep his tone calm, but the urgency seeped through. A pit was forming in his stomach, and Kuroo couldnāt believe he was actually jealous at the thought of you getting with Sakusa. A sense of dread lingered, one that he couldnāt shale. It felt like he was losing you, piece by piece, with each passing moment and he didnāt know what to do with himself.Ā
āI donāt understand why itās such a big deal for Sakusa and me to hang out. The articles have always existed, I get shipped with almost everybody else like Hinata, Kenma,Ā and even you. So if the media says Kenma and I are together, would you believe that? See? Maybeāā
And Kuroo feels like if he doesnāt say something now, he might explode. He knows love is patient. Heās been waiting all his life, but if he doesnāt say something now, he feels like he might live the rest of his life in regret.Ā
Fuck what he said about moving on because he simply cannot do it.Ā
It needs to be you.Ā
Kuroo needs you in his life.Ā
He doesnāt want just to be your friend or bestfriend, not an old teammate nor classmate. Not a fleeting memory in the background but as the person she could always turn to without question. The thought of a future where you arenāt by his side, nitpicking at him, complaining, yelling at him for not knowing how to cut fruit, laughing by his side, clinging to him, is one he doesnāt wantāa void he couldnāt comprehend.Ā
You're his constant, a lighthouse guiding him through the crashing waves of life. Kuroo canāt imagine navigating life without your light, your laugh, and your endless support. You arenāt just the women he loves; you are his soulmate, the missing piece thatās always been there, what heās been searching for.Ā
He swallows hard, gathering his thoughts and pushing away any negative thoughts.Ā
āBecause I like you. No, no, no, not even that. Iām in love with you.ā
āWhat?āĀ
Your ice cream almost falls out of your hand, and all you can do is turn to Kuroo, looking at him with extreme confusion and utter shock. It feels as if someone has thrown cold water on you.
āI have loved you from the moment you walked into the school gym looking for Karasunoās coach, from the moment you told me how you felt about volleyball, from the moment you let me into your heart and let me see the side of you that nobody else had seen before.
āItās always been you. Whenever I see you, my heart speeds up. When we touch, I get this warmth that I canāt explain. My heart feels full whenever Iām in your presence, like itās about to burst.ā
You remain silent, the ice cream in your hand melting and forgotten. Your lips are slightly parted in shock.Ā
āIāā
He continued, not wanting to hear your response regardless of whether you reciprocated his feelings or not. The words just started spilling out like a dam that had finally burst. āI want to live the rest of my with you. I want to wake up next to you and share every tiny moment, every laugh, every tear, every failure with out. Iāve never been more certain about anything in my entire life. āYou bring out the best in me, you make me want to be a better man.ā
Frozen, you were frozen, body, mind, and everything else. Your heart pounded in your chest a you tried to formulate words, anything, something to tell Kuroo how you felt. The pulse in your body was so loud, drowning out almost everything at the fair.Ā
āKurooāā
āDo you remember that one day when you asked me what it feels like to fall in love?ā Kuroo asks you, and your eyes drift from the ice cream to him, he meets your gaze instantly only because he is already looking. Looking as if you were the only thing in the world, the only thing worth looking at.
You nod, the day at the airport flooding back in, when you asked that ridiculous question, hoping and praying to make something more out of your friendship. Except you never thought that it would ever come to this.Ā
āI couldnāt answer you back then. I told you it was because I had never experienced love, but it was such a lie,ā he huffs. Reaching a hand out to brush your hair from your face so he could see all of you, the person he loved so much that at times his heart felt like it was overflowing.Ā
āBack then, I thought it was normal to feel this way. I thought that friends would make you feel this warm inside, make your heart speed up, make you wish you were always in their presence, make my every living moment seem so significant.ā
āBut it wasnāt normal. Itās anything but normal actuallyā this isnāt normal, princess. Nobody jokes around with their friends like we do, the silent glances, secret touches, the compliments, princess.ā Kuroo runs a hand through his already messed-up hair, biting his lip softly before continuing.Ā
āYou had me going crazy, because nothing weāve ever done was normal, and you know that, I know you do.ā
āI told you I didnāt know what love feels like because all Iāve ever felt was it. I didnāt know what it felt like without it because Iāve always had you,ā he confessed, his voice breaking slightly. Kuroo took hold of your hand, squeezing it softly for reassurance that he was doing the right thing. You squeezed back and allowed him to continue, still somewhat in shock that this was happening. āYou were always there, and so was my love for you. I didnāt need anything else.ā
āIāve been so afraid of losing you,ā he admitted, saying words that the both of you felt. āI thought that admitting how I felt would ruin everything. That I would never be enough for you, that I would hold you back, and the thought of not having you in my life was just too much to bear.ā
His hand tightens around yours, āEvery single day, I told myself I could live with being just your friend, that it was better to have you close than to risk everything. Every moment with you has been both a blessing and such fucking torment because all I could think about was how muchāā
His words were cut off abruptly as you leaned towards him, your lips finding him in a tender kiss. At that moment the world seemed to fade away, and there was only the soft, intoxicating warmth of Kuroo against your skin. It was a soft, tentative kissā an innocent gesture, like the delicate brush of a butterflyās wings. Large hands settle themselves firmly on your waist, squeezing softly.Ā
When you finally pull back, your breaths mingled in the scant space between you. Kuroo searched your face for any sign of regret, but only found a reflection of the same emotions that had torn him open. āThank you,ā you smile tenderly, emotions bundling up that itās hard to speak properly.
āIām never going to doubt myself ever again,ā Kuroo smiles, and itās so beautiful. Your favorite thing in the world, causing you to giggle at his sentence, silently agreeing with it. āYou deserve everything in the world, and I promise Iāll spend the rest of my life showing you that you meant everything to me.ā
Tears welled up in your eyes, threatening to spill over. Your lips quivered as you tried to formulate the rush of worlds and feelings swirling inside of you. āI think,ā you pause, swallowing hard, struggling to keep your voice steady, āIāve been waiting to hear you say that since forever. I dreamt about it, thought about it, hoped for it, and now that itās happened, it seems so unreal.ā
You took in a shuddering breath, the reality of the moment hitting you in waves and before you knew it, the tears you were trying to hold but came like a flood. Each one is evidence of the feelings you had tried to keep hidden, to push back, to the unnamed hope you dared to harbor in your heart.Ā
He gently lifts your chin with his fingers, bringing your faces closer until your foreheads touch, the warmth of his skin melting the icy shook that had gripped her. His hands gently wipe away the tears, the touch so light and tender. āItās very much real, sweetheart,ā he murmurs.Ā
Kuroo places his hand behind your head, his fingers threading through your hair, pulling you closer with a soft but insistent pressure. Your lips met again, but this time it wasnāt timid. It was a reaffirmation, a promise sealed by the eagerness in the kiss. Your hands instinctively wrap around the back of his neck, pulling him closer still as if you feared the moment might have been a fleeting dream. He was so real, here, with you. The solidity of him reassured you, grounding you here in this moment. Your heart was pounding, so hard it almost hurt. The realization that your hearts have always gravitated towards each other, just waiting for the right moment.Ā
When you finally broke the kiss again, the two of you were breathing heavily, unable to let go of one another, uncaring of what the people around you were thinking or doing. āI love you, Kuroo Tetsurou,ā you whispered. The words felt so right, so perfect coming out of your tongue. The words youāve been waiting to say forever now but were so afraid to do it.Ā
āI love you too,ā he replies, nudging your nose with his as he presses his lips to the corner of your eyes, kissing your tears away. āSo much.āĀ
You're practically buzzing. Walking hand in hand with Kuroo, except it feels different now. Your head is resting on his arm, while you're wrapped snugly in his suit coat, feeling like you're on cloud nine as the two of you head out of the fair and towards his car.Ā
Despite having to head back to the gala, you were happier than ever. So overwhelmingly happy that any minor inconvenience paled in comparison to your joy. Thatās maybe why you didnāt feel the ache in your foot until now, it was bearable before, but it was starting to get too much to the point where you had to stop and stare down at your feet.Ā
āI think I actually did something to my ankle with those heels,ā you whine, staring down at your poor feet in the funky shoes. Your ankle feels like itās been rubbed raw, and every sudden moment hurts like a bitch.
Kuroo halts immediately, concern etching itself on his face as he rubs at his eyebrows. āGosh, I knew I should have brought an extra pair for you,ā he sighs, frustration in his voice, not at you, but at himself for being so careless. Without wasting another second, he bent down to inspect your foot. One hand lifts the helm of the white dress a little so that the other one can wrap around your foot to inspect it.Ā
You rest one hand on his shoulder to steady yourself, slightly wincing as he feels around the tender skin and when he presses on a certain spot you let out a sharp hiss of pain. āDid that hurt?ā he asked but already knew the answer.Ā
āWhat do you think numbskull?!ā you shot back with a pinch to his shoulder. Your retort made him chuckle, the soft laughter vibrating through her fingers and easing some of the tension from the pain.Ā
āAlright, come here,ā he says, an affectionate smile lighting up his face. In one smooth motion, he stood up and swept you off your feet carrying you bridal style in his arms. The action was effortless, Kuroo didnāt struggle at all to pick you up. Your heart swelled even more at the gesture.Ā
You looped your arms around his neck, your head resting against the curve of his throat. The closeness was maddening, the gentle sway as he walked, the beating of his heartā the overwhelming feeling was coming back again.Ā
By the time you reached his car, the throbbing had lessened, only due to the lack of usage on your legs. Kuroo eased you into the passenger seat, making sure that your foot was elevated on his dashboard and making sure you were comfortable. Before closing the door, he leaned in, pressing a kiss to your forehead and then to your lips.Ā
Kuroo opens the back door to stuff your matching teddy bears inside, buckling the two of them in together. Once heās fixed himself in the driver's seat, Kuroo glances over to you with a half smile, āWe need to get you home so you can ice it.ā He insists, turning the key in the ignition, allowing the car to hum to life.Ā
āBut what about the event?ā you hop up to ask, face scrunching up when your ankle shifts slightly. Kuroo places a hand on your chest, settling you back down.Ā
You already felt bad for making him ditch earlier to come to the fair, and now you werenāt going back at all? You feel guilty like you're ruining his moment for him to take care of you.Ā
āCould care less. Your injury is more important to me,ā he states, like a matter of fact. His eyes meet you briefly before he turns his head back to reverse the car out of the parking spot with one hand.Ā
āBut you spent so much time planningāā
āSweetheart,ā he interrupted, his hand gently cupping her cheek. The touch was soothing, a warm wave washing over your troubled heart, making your nerves calm down while also causing your heart to beat faster. You practically melted into his touch, pressing your cheek more firmly against his palm.āYou are more important to me than any event or gala. Iād rather spend my time, here, taking care of you, than anywhere else.ā
There's no room for any argument after that, he shuts it down with a quick kiss on your lips before he focuses up back on the road. You settle down in the seat eyes watching both Kuroo and the street lights outside as he drives. One hand is settled on your thigh, his fingers subconsciouslyĀ
āKuroo I donāt know if you know this. But this is not the way to my place."
āI know sweetheart. We are going to mine.ā
Arriving at the building, Kuroo parks in his private section, getting out quickly so that he can help you out. He carries you in his arms despite your meek protests, you burry your face in his chest to hide from the people at the desk that Kuroo passes by and greetsā even chats with for a second and she greets you in recognition before heading to the elevator and telling the worker his floor number.Ā
It was so embarrassing to be carried up like this, but Kuroo seemed to care less, not finding it troublesome at all.
Once off the elevator Kuroo takes you to his massive door, he puts you down for a moment to pull out his keycard for the door. You're already shoving past him and entering the place, āHome sweet home!ā
One step inside and youāve already forgotten about your injured ankle which is why you almost trip and fall. Luckily Kuroo reaches out, catching you with a firm arm around your waist. āCareful,ā he mutters softly into your ear, his voice is a little breathy, probably from having you pressed up against him. Kuroo places a quick kiss on the shell of your ear, causing you to giggle before steadying yourself while he lets you go to lock the door behind him.Ā
You enter the open space more carefully now, as per Kurooās request. The open living room space is dark due to the lights being off, but the lights from the city lighten it up and paint a beautiful view through his windows. His place was so sophisticated though currently a little messy, which you bet is due to his consistent planning recently.Ā
Without missing another beat, you made your way to his bedroom and flipped down on Kurooās bed with a squeal. Youāve spent countless nights here, when your bed didnāt feel comfy enough or whenever you had gotten lonely in your own home. His was like an escape, probably more of a home than your own.
Kuroo watches you from the doorway, his bigger frame leaning up against the trim watching you sprawl out, his eyes soften at how comfortable you look in his home. It makes his heart swell.
āYour bed is so much more comfier than mine,ā you sigh dreamily into his sheet.
āSo youāve said.ā
He strides inside his room, heading straight to you, making you sit up with curiosity. Bending down in front of you, his fingers find the straps of your heels, unbuckling them in a gentle manner and sliding them off of your feet.Ā
His warm hands, gently examine your foot now that he has a better view and has you situated in a comfy position.
āThat hurts! Are you trying to reinjure me?ā you whine and squirm when Kuroo continues to press down on a certain spot, checking to see if your injury is bruised or inflamed or if you hurt it worse by wearing those ridiculous hills today. The complaints leave your lips one by one and Kuroo pays no mind to them, semi-lost in the sight of your lips forming into a pout.Ā
He thinks you're so so adorable.
You look perfect, bathed in the soft light of his penthouse. Heās too distracted, thatās probably why the words leave his mouth before he can register it. āYouāre being all cute and sweet, it makes me really want to kiss you.ā
The words hang in the air between you two, you seem frozen by them but Kuroo is less fazed and you realize how awestruck he really looks. Your cheeks flush, the heat is evident and your eyes widen in surprise.Ā
Thatās why your lips meet again, itās a soft kiss at first, with an innocent intent behind it. One that becomes ravishing fast, Kuroo tilts his head to get a better angle, his hand sliding up your thigh, your dress, all the way up until it reaches your chest.Ā
You pull back first, out of breath, foreheads touching one another, his cheeks are flushed and you imagine yours are too. āIāā his lips find yours again, tongue sliding against your lower lip then he bites down on the bottom lip, forcing a squeal out of you, that he swallows right up.Ā
He takes the chance and slips his tongue inside your mouth, exploring every crevice he can. The kiss is intense, and passionate, lacking urgency but the fire between you two is there and apparent.The kiss was dizzying and so were the following ones after.Ā Ā
Breaking apart, he places a chaste kiss on your nose and then on your lips. āTetsurouāā you start but are cut off by Kuroo kissing you, a slow lingering touch. Itās like he is insensible, drunk on the taste of you.Ā
It keeps going like that, the kisses become sloppy and more hungry, Kuroo is grabbing at you and your arm is wrapped around his neck while the other one is tangled into his hair.Ā
He leans into you, slowly pushing you down onto the mattress but when you whimper into a kiss, he recollects himself, trying to tug away but your wrapped arm brings him back every time. āWe,ā kiss. āShould,ā kiss. āFuck sweetheartā,ā kiss. āStop,ā kiss.Ā
āNo,ā you whisper to him, lips ghosting his. You can practically feel the smirk on his mouth as he urges yours open again. He licks the inside, tongue sliding against yours as he words. āYouāre injured.ā
āMake me feel better than,ā you mumble, allowing your mouths to connect again. Your lips move fluidly on each other, and Kurooās fingers trace your jaw. Kuroo chuckles against your lips, a sound you messily suck up, he pulls off to press kisses onto your face, allowing your heart to flutter within your chest.Ā
You look gorgeous like this, swollen lips from all the kissing, hazy doe eyes, waiting for his next move, and your chest heaving so heavily. Such a sight. Youāre his sight. A messy one too Kuroo thinks to himself as he wipes a bit of spit from your lips.Ā
He moves to kiss along your jawline, grabbing your chin to keep you in place despite your whines and whimpers. He gets lower and lower until heās able to lick a stripe up your neck that has you trembling in his gasp. āTetsurouāā
āNu uh, sweetheart. You wanted me to make you feel better, yeah?ā he responds, continuing to kiss and nibble at your chest.Ā
With Kuroo on top of you like this, you took the opportunity to let your hand wander over his body, touching and squeezing what you could as he proceeded to leave open mouth kisses everywhere on you.Ā
You fiddle with the buttons of his suit jacket, unbuttoning them as you reach down further and further, yanking the vest off and then helping him toss his dress shirt over his head.Ā
From underneath Kuroo, you admire the view. Hands sliding up his stomach, tracing the outlines of his abs, perfect and surprisingly intact, his gorgeous tan skinā his stomach tenses under your touch. Kuroo pants heavily from on top of you, from all the kisses, his hair a mess due to your hands finding their way there, and his face is decorated with red lipstick.Ā
Bringing your lips closer to his face, you press a quick kiss to the cheek, his mouth finding yours, as one of your hands lowers until it comes into contact with his belt. You trace a finger down from his happy trail all the way down to his crotch, cupping the bulge that had formed there.Ā
āAaah, fuck.ā Kuroo hisses when your palm presses up on him. "Feel that? It's just for you, sweetheart.ā
Without a second thought, Kuroo gets up and off of you, standing by the edge of the bed before gently dragging you over to him. You giggle in response, liking the view you have of him like this.Ā
āCan I?ā you purr, already unbuckling his belt, not waiting for another word. Kuroo chuckles at your eagerness, āAhā slow down princess.ā But you donāt listen to him, already tugging his slacks down after tossing the belt out of your sight.Ā
When you get Kurooās boxers down (not very far) youāre too busy marveling at him to do anything. Now, you knew Kuroo was huge, he was already massive in general, and youāve heard rumors from other girls in his department (he also had a scandal about it) but seeing it in person is so different.Ā
His cock hangs heavy, long and wide, twitching and throbbing, with pearly white precum seeping out of his flush pink tip. There are several veins run up his cock, stopping when they reach the end, Kuroo is leaking so much that youāre afraid it might start dripping onto the floor.Ā
To be frank, his size is intimidating. You havenāt taken anyone near his size, and you havenāt slept with anybody in a while. He was going to rip you apart.Ā
āYou gonna stare at it all night sweetheart?ā Kuroo asks, a hand finding its way to your head, patting you yet guiding you closer to his cock at the same time.Ā
You swallow the lump in your throat and take a grab at his cock, wrapping your hand around his base, not even covering most of it, and for sure your fingers canāt close around it. Kuroo lets out a low hiss when you squeeze him attentively.Ā
It twitches, more precum leaking out when you start to stroke your fingers in a teasing motion. A laugh escapes your throat at his expression, eyes slant glaring down at you, you can tell heās about to say something but you shut him up with a kiss to his tip.Ā
You start to pepper tender kisses along his cock, enjoying how it twitches in your smaller grasp, how Kuroo wants to say something so badly, but he knows, he knows heās huge, so he allows you to take your time to do whatever you want with him. Whatever makes you satisfied heās happy with, even if he has to put his own pleasure aside.
āFuuuuck princess,ā he groans when you lick a stripe up his length back to the tip, wrapping your mouth around the flushed pink, and slimming your cheeks down in a sucking motion. You take the opportunity to grasp both hands around him, starting up in a stroking motion, twisting and turning gently, causing Kuroo to let out a loud moan and throw his head back.Ā
This must be what heaven is like, Kuroo thinks when you start to take him even further down your throat, inch by inch, flattening your tongue and running it on the underside 0f his cock. He can tell you are struggling, tears are already pricking in your eyes.Ā
āYou look so cute struggling on my cock like this sweetheart.ā
You're able to get a few more inches of him in your mouth before he hits the back of your throat, forcing you to gag, but not enough for you to pull off. "Oh, you like that?"
A whine escaped from your stuffed mouth, the vibrations moving on Kurooās cock made him moan slightly. A bit flustered from his words, you hollow your cheeks and start to bob your head up and down.Ā
The movement is addicting, watching you suck so carefully, Kuroo can tell that you're trying your uttermost best to keep your teeth away from his cock. Though he wouldnāt mind a bit of painā but thatās for next time. His cheeks are flushed, a dark red hue, that heās sure looks terribly unflattering on him, but itās hard to focus when your working magic on his cock like this.
Kuroo fills your mouth so deliciously, cock hogging up every bit of space inside, accidentally hitting the back of your throat every time, you try and push deeper on him. Heās so warm, hot, and heavy on your tongue, and each one of his moans only spurs you on further. āGosh, princess.ā
āF-fuck,ā he mumbles softly as you continue to bob your head, the action allows you to feel every bit of him while you suck down on him as hard as possible that your cheeks start to hurt. Thereās saliva starting to drip down from your lips, some of it meets with the tears that have started to fall, running your makeup in the process.Ā
Hips softly buck into your mouth, not trying to make you gag, but the pace youāve set for yourself and him is spurring him on, making him reach his high sooner. The bedroom is filled with dirty, wet sounds, Kurooās soft, rough moans combined with the squelching of your mouth on him.Ā āhaaahh, youāre doing so well for me, sweetheart.ā
You grin up at Kuroo when his hand finds its way to the back of your head, slightly shoving you closer. You donāt allow him to, instead pulling off until your mouth is enclosed around his tip again and swirling it this time, teasing him just to drive him further to insanity and closer to his high.Ā
Kuroo lets out a deep moan when you lick along a specific vein of his before taking him all down your throat in one go, the action has him letting out a plethora of curses, some of which youāve never heard before. The hand that was gently placed on the back of your head moved again, smoothing away the flyaway hair on your forehead. Through strained eyes and an agape mouth, Kuroo manages to catch sight of you struggling to fit the rest of his cock in your throat.Ā
Such a sight to see. He feels like heās getting impossibly harder while watching you.Ā
āThatās it, fuck, thatās a good girl.ā
Youāre forced to settle on the several inches already in your mouth, continuing to bob your head on his length, you find out that Kurooās veins are more sensitive than you could have imagined. Every stroke of your tongue or fingers against them has him groaning and bucking his hips into your mouthā just how you want it.
You pick up the pace once you notice him getting closer, an obvious sign due to the high-pitched moans that are dropping from his lips and the way his abdomen clenches and unclenches, itās a sight to behold to you, as you watch Kurooās body shudder and tense. āFucking hellāā he shudders, throwing his head back and shoving you further down on him.Ā
He works your mouth like that for a little while longer, your throat constricting around him as his warm cum spills down your throat without warning. āFuckāshit. Sorry about that, sweetheart,ā Kuroo says, allowing you to pull your mouth off him. You swallow up every last drop that he gives you, a bit salty. You hum to yourself while wiping off any access and licking it off.Ā
āYouāre way too good at that,ā Kuroo comments, smiling when you reach up to kiss him. Your lips move rhymaticially and you bite him while pulling off. He helps you off of your knees just to press a few kisses over your messy face, grinning ear to ear at the damage heās done. āJust for you,ā you giggle, kissing him again and allowing him to tilt your head so that he can deepen the kiss that you moan into.Ā
āYou want to keep going, princess?ā
You nod eagerly, just wanting him to touch you already. So desperate for anything heād give you.Ā
You allow Kuroo to help you out of your dress, he turns you around, a warm palm coming to gently massage the exposed skin of your back. He works his way up to the straps of your dress, lowering them off your shoulders, pressing sweet kisses to the area where they hindered on your skin, he follows a trail down your back making you shift and arch slightly at the feeling.
Kurooās fingers tease your skin softly as he unzips the back portion, allowing the dress to fall down your body, leaving you in your lingerie and exposing you to him. The feeling of being so exposed in front of him is nerve-racking and Kuroo doesnāt help when heās just looking at youā not saying anything.Ā
Without realizing it, you pressed your thighs together almost instinctively.
āHuh, all pretty up and dolled underneath there,ā He says, tracing a pattern up your exposed leg all the way to your underwear. The soft fabric feels nice against his fingertipsādefinitely something expensive, Kuroo hooks a finger underneath it and tugs a little just to let it slap against your skin, causing you to yelp. āTetsuāā
He cuts you off, stepping closer to you. Your eyes follow as he towers over you, blocking the already dimmed light from his bedroom, āWhoās this for huh?āĀ
āSakusa maybe?ā His hands start roaming up and down your skin, each touch feels like fire, leaving a shimmering path against your skin. Your eyes shoot open at the mention of your friend, only so that you can glare at him.
āIt mightāā He continued to move his hand up your inner thigh until it was a few inches from your wet panties without taking his eyes off you.Ā
Kuroo smacks your ass and you let out a loud whimper. He gropes the tender skin with such fervor you start to wonder who is more affected here.Ā
āWhoās it for sweetheart? Who has you wearing such a cute fucking set underneath that sinful dress?ā
āYouā!ā you choke out. āYou, Tetsurou. I wore it for you...ā
āGood girl,ā He smirks at your response before picking you up to gently set you down on the bed, being mindful of your ankle. He positions you so that you are lying on your back, head laid out in between his pillows and your leg resting on his hip.Ā
Your breath hitches as you watch him. The want in your eyes is so abundantly clear to him, that he can practically see the anticipation building withith them every second. His hand moves down to your panties again, the warmth of his fingers ghosting over your sensitive area had your body twitching already.Ā
He sucks in his teeth when his fingers finally touch youā even if itās only over the fabric.Ā
āYou're wet. So fucking wet. I knew itā¦ā His hands, ever so slowly, rub your covered slit, soaking through and you gush even more at the touch. Itās embarrassing how he hasnāt done anything yet, and you're already acting like this. The rough pads of his fingers press at your hole, almost swallowing him inside if not for the barrier of your panties.Ā
He doesnāt stop teasing your entrance, even as his thumb brushes against your fabric-covered clit, Kuroo watches with a predatory gleam in his eyes, closely as you whine and twitch again, your eyes flutter shut at the sweet sensation.Ā
Kuroo must be testing your patience because he refuses to actually touch you. All he does is tease you through your underwear, toying with your entrance as if he wanted to drive you mad off of a few touches. His eyes are completely focused on how you twitch each him he touches you, his teasing, slow touches might just be the death of you. He wants to wait, and savor the moment but you want nothing but for him to stuff you full right now.
āKuroo fucking Tetsurou if you donāt shove your fingers in my pussy right now I will shove mine up your aāā His smirk grows, and the way your brows furrow in frustration was cute. So cute. It almost made him want to continue to mess around, but for your sake and yours only he seems to oblige.Ā
"Hmm, you're not very patient, are you?" He chuckles, shifting down to press a kiss against your stomach, he keeps kissing your skin until he reaches the skin right before your underwear, and he bites, causing you to yelp and kick at the unexpected touch. His teeth hook on your underwear, lifting up your legs so that he can pull them off of you in one swift go.
You watch him intensely as he goes, the sight is so erotic you can feel yourself tingling.Ā
Kuroo tosses your panties to the side, they get lost in the darkness of the room and he concentrates his attention back to you. You clench around nothing when he whistles at the sight of your exposed glistening area, āPrettiest pussy Iāve ever seen sweetheart.ā
āTetsurouāā you start but are unable to finish when Kuroo spreads you, getting a look at your swollen clit and sopping folds. Kuroo runs a finger up your leaking slit, gathering the wetness and smearing at all over, a soft sigh of relief leaves your throat when he finally starts to touch you.Ā
His thumb catches your clit, he draws small circles around your pulsing nub. The feeling sends a surge of heat up your body, he adds a slight pressure on your hood, dragging it up and down in small but deep movements. āDonāt tease me like that,ā you tell him, your bottom lip jutting out.
āLike what?ā He purrs, leaning down to press a quick kiss to your lips as if that would satisfy any of your needs. Kuroo starts to pull back when you grip onto his chin, yanking him back down for a sloppy kiss, one that leaves the two of you breathless.Ā
āWhat do you want sweetheart?ā He asks, tilting his head while he looks down on you. When you donāt respond he pinches your clit, exciting a moan out of you.Ā
āTell me or I canāt do anything.ā
āTeturou please please please just touch me. I want your fingers inside, pretty please!ā you whine, eyes starting to get glassy while you beg, waiting impatiently for him to do something, āThatās it, princess.ā
You grip onto the sheets when he prods at your entrance with his middle finger, he applies a bit of pressure then pulls back, it feels so different when heās touching you without your panties in the way. That and the fact that you havenāt been fucked in several years, so every touch ignites something in you.Ā
Slowly, his finger sunk into you and a quiet moan escaped your lips. āFuck, your tight.ā
āHow are you going to take me like this? Hmm?ā Your right thigh closes in, trying to close tha gap in between your legs but you're unable to when Kuroo stops the action with his other hand. āKeep them open,ā he warns.
Kuroo sets a slow steady rhythm, watching your face for any discomfort at the stretch. His bottom lip gets caught up in his teeth as he watches your squirm, hips bucking up against his hand, he takes that as a sign to add another finger, the thick digit sinks into you easily.Ā
āFuckāā you hiss, back arching off the bed in pleasure. His fingers pull out slowly only to push back in with the same speed as before.Ā
The sounds of your moans fill the room easily, they sound pathetic, a bunch of whimpers and barely understandable babbles ofĀ āmoreā and āpleaseā, it has Kuroo chuckling against your heated skin. Every thrust of his fingers has something clenching in the pits of your stomach.Ā
āIām going to add another one, okay sweetheart?ā Kuroo asks for confirmation and you nod eagerly, a string a breathy moans leaving your lips. āMmmmppffhfāā is all you can get out for him, head thrown back into the pillows he presses another finger inside you and curls them immediately in a way that has you seeing stars.Ā
You donāt even register when his hand slips underneath your back to unclasp your bra, the material quickly gets flung somewhere, probably in the same corner of the room where your panties went. You could care less about it when Kuroo latches his mouth onto your boob, tongue swirling and sucking on your nipple.
It adds to your heightened senses, you gasp when his teeth find their way to your bud, capturing it between them and biting down softly. You let out a loud moan at the feeling. Kurooās looking at you from his spot at your boob, enjoying the heavenly view youāve decided to bless him with. Scrunched up face with your mouth slightly agape as your moans spill out. The sight makes the blood rush to his dick.
There's a euphoric burn in your stomach as Kuroo picks up the pace, continuing until he finds that spot that had you kicking, trying to escape from his grip and the intense feeling overcoming you. It was all so overwhelming ā you were right there ... !
Kuroo lets go of your nipple with a final tug, the way you clench around his fingers is a telling sign that you're about to let go all over him. āWanna cum sweet thing? Yeeahh? Fuck, cum for me, then. Cum all over my fingers like a good fucking girl,ā and you do, with a loud moan that Kuro enjoys very much, every part of you lets go and you cum hard. The body-shaking orgasm hits you and leaves you breathless, chest heaving up and down as you twitch and come down from the high.Ā
He brings his fingers out of your cunt and the loss makes you clench around nothing and whimper. A grin makes its way onto his face as he admires the clear sticky material thatās draped on his fingers and he slides two digits into his mouth, sucking your fluid straight off.Ā
āThink you can give me another one?ā He asks, bending down and pressing a kiss to your lips. Itās a sweet and gentle one, that doesnāt last long before heās pulling back, awaiting your answer. āAnother one?ā you repeat back to him a little breathlessly, allowing your head to move to the side on his pillow.Ā
This man just gave you a groundbreaking orgasm, and he wants to go again? Fuck, he might just be the death of you. āCāmon, Iāll treat you real nice. I just want a taste,ā he reasons and you give in, nodding to him.
āIs this ok?ā He asks, staring up at you from between your legs. Heās face to face with your pussy and you subconsciously clench at the the fact. āYes, Tetsu,ā you tell him, clenching over nothing but the way heās staring up at you like youāre his first meal in a while.Ā
Once you give him the green light, Kuroo dives right in. He starts with soft kisses and nibbles up your thigh, tantalizingly close to where you want him that has you squirming. He places a quick kiss on your swollen clit before sucking on it gently. You shudder and let out a breathy moan, heaven to Kurooās ears, he lets out a grumble of satisfaction at the sound.
The vibration on your cunt makes you gasp. āYou taste like heaven,ā Kuroo tells you with his lips wrapped around your sensitive bud.Ā His tongue flattens out, licking several stripes up your slit and then starting to prod at your hole just as his fingers once did, tasting your wetness, humming against you with an eagerness. The vibrations have you squirming around already.
Heās just as much of a messy eater as you expected, tonguing and biting at you like a man in heat, one thatās been starved and deprived of his favorite meal. āFfffāuck. Mmpffh,ā you stuttered as Kuroo sucked and twirled around your pearl before tugging at it gently, leaving sweet kisses all around, lapping up at your arousal, anything he can quite frankly get his hands on.
His arms wrap around your thighs to keep your hips steady and legs open as he works. His tongue flattens against you before the muscle flicks up, tasting you each time. He has your body jerking, hands trying to grab onto his sheets when he swirls his tongue. āTāTetsurou!ā
āBe good, and I'll fuck you.ā Kurooās tongue dances between your folds, and your hips buck up onto his mouth even as you try to ground yourself to his bed. Hips grinding faster when you feel his tongue nudge at your opening again. You moan loudly, back arching off the bed again, Kuroo hums at the sound, his upper lip fluttering by your clit while the tension inside you starts to build up again.Ā
His movements urge small vocals out of you, tongue delving deeper inside, shoving his nose right up into your folds, the tip of it nudging at your sensitive skin, has you blanking out as you let out an airy moan. Heās upping his efforts now, sucking your clit as his tongue torments it, flicking over the sensitive bud. The sensations from his tongue are proving almost too much for you, and you can feel the tension worsening from your stomach to your toes as your orgasm grows closer.
āYou're fucking gorgeous like this,ā his voice is muffled, busy by his antics, but you make out the words clearly. āspread out like such a good girl. All for me.ā
Hooked on your pleasure, he starts to fuck his tongue into your hole, pressing his face into your pussy. Kurooās lost in the taste of you, practically drowning in the feeling and sensation. He wants to bury himself so deep inside of you that Kuroo forgets where he ends and you begin.Ā
Itās obvious with the lewd sounds from his tongue on your cunt and the shudders, gasps, and moans that drop from your mouth. You clunch around his tongue as he continues to fuck inside of you. The feeling so exotic and pleasurable, that you doubt you're going to last long like this. āWanna cum for me again?ā
āYes yes yes yes yesā please, please. Tetsurou, please,ā you shudder and gasp while Kuroo shamelessly eats you out. Dragging his tongue out for a mere second to lick another stripe up your cunt, teasing your nub again, then going straight back into fucking his tongue into you, he curls it up skillfully. The feeling was enough to send you over the edge.
You were a squirming, sticky mess. Your ankles were crossed behind his back, and your only moans grew louder, your body bucking against his mouth, your movements becoming more erratic. Kurooās grip on your thighs tightened, making sure to keep you near him as his tongue worked in and out of your dripping hole.Ā
āThatās it sweet thing. Gonna cum for me? All over my tongue? Cāmon then.ā
And that's all it took for you. Head thrown back, withering and moaning in pleasure as your orgasm hits you like a lightning bolt. Toes curled as your whole body shook, arching off the bed impossibly high, your body tensing and un-tensing under Kurooās harsh grip. Your body was contorting before it relaxed, and your breathing returned slowly to normal.Ā
Kuroo watched as you rode out your orgasms, the second one taking more out of you than the first one did. He could tell you were sensitive. āHmmm, how was that sweetheart?āĀ
āStill feel up to it?ā Kuroo asks you while licking the remains of your orgasm off his face. You nod weakly, your body tired from both orgasms he just gave you. A chuckle falls from his lips and then heās getting up from in between your legs, large hands lifting the bottom half of your body so that your legs are around his waist and you can feel his hard cock up against your thigh. You gasp, hips twitching involuntarily.Ā
A shiver ran through you, and you looked up at him, wide-eyed. Flushed and panting when he asks, āAre you sure about this?ā You nod trembling in both nervousness and anticipation. āIāve never been more sure about anything in my life.ā
Kuroo laughs at your sentence, finding it cute and he couldnāt agree more. He bends down to place a smooth kiss on your lips, tilting your head to give him more access. āJust let me know if itās too much for your ankle or you.ā
Even as you sprayed on his bed naked, heās still worrying about your injury. So sweet, but thatās not what you care about right now. Kuroo takes hold of his cock, lining himself up with your entrance, he taps the tip against your pretty slit a few times before rubbing the head up along your folds, collecting your wetness. āFuuckk,ā he groans watching how it glistens along his dick.Ā
āStop teasing,ā you pout, smacking his arm. āHurry up and put it in.ā
āJeez, a man canāt enjoy a bit before?ā
āNo. Put it in.ā you hiss at him.
Rolling his eyes Kuroo places the tip of his cock at your weeping hole, he would just have to teach you manners at a later time. You shiver at the sensation of him nudging inside and pulling back, and you felt it immediately when he started to feed you his cock, the stretch extremely overbearing, causing you to girth your teeth and grab onto his buff arms.
He let out a deep groan at how warm and tight you were, gaze flickering back to yoursāwatching you he felt like he would cum on the spot with that pretty look on your face. Mouth formed into an āoā as your eyes flickered shut and your eyebrows were scrunched.Ā
He shouldāve felt bad knowing that he was causing you pain, but you were just so beautiful like this and it seriously felt like you were going to cut off the circulation around his dick with how tight you were. āGodā sweetheart you have to relax. Fuck.ā
āIām trying jackass. You wouldnāt like it if I shoved a cock your same size up your ass would youā?ā you choke out as he pushes in another inch or two, a soft moan fell from your lips, a mix of pain and a bit of pleasure. Kuroo chuckled, his deep laugh vibrating and causing your pussy to flutter around him, āI wouldnāt but lucky thatās not happening.ā
āDonāt fucking temp me Kuroo Tetsurou,ā Inch by inch he eased his way inside, pulling back and then pushing a little further. The sensation had your nail digging into his skin as you whimpered at the stretch. You were more than prepared, yet the stretch was still a lot. The sting was nice yet antagonizing. He was truly stretching you out in ways youāve never experienced before in your life, and you loved it.Ā
āI think you might just clamp my dick offā¦ā Kuroo mumbles off, folding his bottom lip under his teeth. His face fully concentrated on you and your sweet reactions and making sure he didnāt hurt you. Your feet flex and point as you squirm at the feeling of Kuroo sinking in. It almost feels like itās never-ending, inch by inch he continues to sink inside of your warm cuntĀ and you continue to clench down on him like your life depends on it.āSo fucking tight princess.ā
āSucking me in like a vice. You wanted this badly huh?ā he hisses when you clench around him again. Kuroo was just so big, too big, but youād be lying if you said you didnāt like it.Ā
He kept going until he was up to the tilt, your hips meeting together, pausing at being inside you entirely. You huffed, the feeling of being so full unusual for you, you felt like you had just gotten impaled on his cock, stuffed to the brim of no returnā and it felt so fucking good. The two of you stayed like that, waiting for you to adjust properly while he peppered tender kisses across your skin.Ā
His cock was throbbing inside of you, hips threatening to pull back and slam into you as hard as possible, but Kuroo knew he had to hold back for his own sake and yours. Not wanting to cum too early and because he wanted to savor the moment as long as possible.
When you grant him the okay, Kuroo pulls out only a bit before pushing back inside with a tentative thrust. āTestu! Fuckāā you whimper, legs shivering again at the pleasure that just shot through your body.Ā
āWant me to keep going?ā He asks, only to laugh at how quickly you nod. Your grip on his arms has loosened nowā not entirely but not enough to leave a mark on him. Kurooās hips move inside you again, his thrusts are slow but harsh as he works you up, his patience holding on by a fine thread.Ā
You let out an airy gasp every time his hips meet yours, the skin slapping against one another filling up the room effortlessly. His groans and low-pitched moans are just as audible as yours. Every stroke of his cock sends both of you over the edge nearing blissfulness. āToo bigāā you shudder, trying to hide your face in the crook of his neck when he leans down to be closer to you.Ā
āWasnāt too big when youāAh fuckā were trying to stuff my cockāshit,Ā down your throat huh?ā he argues, hands running up your sides as he picks up the pace of his thrusts, hitting every single point in your body, causing you to clench tightly around him, forcing a couple of curses out.Ā
Your face quickly morphed into one of pleasure, a look he did not want to miss, not even in a million years. His grip on your waist tightened, he uses his hands to lift the bottom half up so your hips meet his thrusts as he begins to speed up again, finding a steady rhythm this time. āNnghā Tetsuoruāā your moans only grow louder and louder and that familiar tension starts to build up rapidly.Ā
Kuroo pulls you in, hand gripping your chin lightly and connecting his lips to yours, kissing you with a feverly touch. The head of his cock kisses up against your cervix each time he pushes back in, starting a new pace where he pulls almost all the way out before hitting the tilt again, the contact has your toes curling, coaxing more pretty moans out of your mouth, moans that you donāt even recognize yourself for making. āMmmmh, so good for me sweetheart. Fuckāā
The edges of his cock rub against your fluttering walls, gushing inside of you, the wet sounds of your hips slapping fills your ears and thereās no hiding anymore, not that you have the energy to do that anyways, all you can do is moan and whine around him. Crumbling to his touch and thrusts.Ā
The pace heās set is perfect, allowing you to feel and enjoy every single drag of his cock as it goes in and out. The pleasure is almost oppressive, everything feels so good that your having a hard time focusing on anything else but his cock. Kurooās grip on your waist is so tight that youāre sure it will leave bruises, not that you mind at all.Ā Ā
āYou fit so nicely around my cock, huh? So sweet for letting me take care of you like this," He purrs, enjoying the way your body responds to each stroke he makes, effortlessly hitting all your spots, exploring your body as if it were a reward.Ā
Itās unexpected when Kuroo reaches down, his lips finding your sensitive neck and starting to leave kisses all over it, adding to your heightened senses. Sweet innocent kisses turn into small nibbles being left everywhere, and those small nibbles turn into full-on love bites. Sharp teeth digging into your skin as he sucks harshly, you donāt know if his intent is to leave marks on your body but at the rate Kuroo is going at he surely will leave more than just a few marks.Ā
The tension in your stomach is on the brink of snapping, and you can tell that Kuroo knows, not as if itās a secret with how you try to hide your face from him, whimpering and chanting his name like itās a prayer of some sort. āItās too muchāā you cry out, wrapping your arms around his neck and yanking him closer to you. His lips on your neck and the delicious drag of his cock inside your gummy wallsā all too overwhelming that itās hard to even form sentences.Ā
āYou can take itāā and the tension that had built up again in your lower stomach snapped, simple, just like that. You clench around him tightly, a high-pitched wail leaving your lips as pleasure overtakes your body for the third time tonight. You are oversensitive, trembling, and gasping as Kuroo continues to thrust inside of you, with absolutely no intention of stopping.Ā
āHaaahā did you just cum? Fuck, thatās soā shitā cute, sweetheart,ā a low chuckle leaves his lips.Ā
Without warning, he bends your legs, pressing them to your collarbone and hooking them over his broad shoulders, practically folding you like a pretzel, and Kuroo just loses it. His grip on your thighs gets tighter than you thought was possible as he starts to piston his hips against yours.Ā
āTetsuoruā!ā you yelp at the sudden fast pace. Whines and moans spilling out of your lips like a waterfall. You attempt to slow him down by placing your hands on his pecs, but Kuroo growls at you to take them off and yanks them your hands off himself. āTry that again, and I'll tie them up.āĀ
His gaze drifts to where your cute pussy engulfs his cock every time, and heās mesmerized at how you can take so much of him. Itās ruthless, the way you swallow his entire cock, Kuroo feels his resolve cracking and his own orgasm approaching, steady and fast. He fucks you thoroughly, giving the both of you pleasure in places neither of you knew existed.Ā
Being pressed directly against him while he thrusts into you feels like a dream. He spreads your legs and little wider, shoving them impossibly closer to your body, and somehow, it feels like itās going impossibly deeper at this angle, and thatās when he hits it.Ā
āYou feel so fucking good. So tightā youāre going to milk me dry like this,ā Kuroo murmurs, he squeezes your thighs in reassurance. Giving you a mocking smile while he rolled his hips into you again, the head of his cock brushing against that one spot that had you seeing stars.Ā
He starts to pick up his pace, thrusting harder, eager for you to come again.
Eyes rolled over your body, taking in the obscene image of you. Mascara messed up from your tears, the dark color hindering underneath your eyes, your lipstick was practically gone, Kuroo having kissed it off you and smudging it around your faceā He doesnāt think you can get any more beautiful.Ā
He rolls his hips upward, drawing out another whiney moan from a pleasure point that you didnāt even know was there. He begins to pound into it with every thrust he makes, Kuroo bends down, capturing your lips in his mouth. With the sweet moan you make he tugs at your bottom lip, before letting his tongue back into your mouth, swirling your tongues together, gently sucking as he explores the inside of your mouth again.Ā
You shudder and yelp, coil in your stomach nearing its peak again, eyes finding Kurooās sly gaze. The eye contact is unwavering, he smirks down at you, sticking his tongue out to wet his bottom lip before tucking it back in.
Sweat drips down his body, giving him a shiny look, his hair is wild, strands stuck to his forehead and you watch as his muscles flex while he hits you with deep, languid strokes. āDoing so good for me baby. You take my cock so well. Almost as if you were fucking made for me,ā he coos when you clench and clamp down around his cock, it leaves him groaning lowly, your tight and warm cunt sending him into a damn near frenzy. āShit, Iām close,āĀ
āPlease come in me. I want you to fill me up,ā you cry, prying your eyes open to admire the sculpted man above you, taking you as his. Everything felt so good, your eyes started to water, body trembled underneath him. Little did you know how much those words spurred him on, Kuroo was fully ready to pull out of you and cum on your stomach, yet with the permission you just granted himā he was going to make use of it.Ā
He didnāt waste any time, continuing to slam into your cunt, hard and fast. āYeah? Want me to fill you up? Fuckā you're gonna take my cum like a good girl? Hmm, thatās it, sweetheart,ā your body judders with each thrust. Tight walls spasm around his cock, and you cry out at the delicious feeling of him rummaging through you. āAnswer me.ā
āHmmmpffhhāā The answer never leaves your mouth when Kuroo grinds his hips against yours, pulling back to slam into you again.Ā
āIām going to cum,ā you whine when Kurooās cock brushes up against your sweet spot, every stroke sending electrifying waves through your body. Your insides clench, the coil threatening to snap at any given moment, and your abdomen starts to twitch, tremors leaving your body in the form of sweet cute tears that start to roll down your cheek.Ā Ā
"Almost, pretty girl," His grip tightened on your suspended leg to hold you in place.
Your cries only grew louder as your orgasm approached, body so sensitive, you hiccup as you try to form coherent sentences, trying to tell Kuroo that you really canāt hold on any longer, but all that comes out are clumpy tears, airey moans and silly babbles. Nothing makes sense anymore besides your overbearing need to cum on his cock.Ā
Your thighs twitch, your body trying to pull away from Kuroo as your toes curl at the pleasure, āTestuoruooooooā please please pleaseā pleaāā he thrusts into your sweet spot again, leaving you to blank out on his cock, seeing stars in your vision.Ā
He pulled out nearly all the way before sliding back inside of you, over and over again. There's a white ring of arousal at the base of his hips, he continues his relentless thrusts, the pleasure, the want, the need to cum inside you taking over. Waves of ecstasy crash over the both of you. You can hardly hold yourself back especially when he looks at you like that, talks to you like that, and soon, youāre falling off the edge, crying into his neck, nails raking down his chest, breathlessly chanting Kurooās name like a prayer.Ā
āNnnghā please please! Tetsurouā Ah! Too muchāāĀ
His thrusts become more frantic, the sound of your bodies slapping together filling the room once more. One of Kurooās hands lets go of your thigh, allowing it to fall back onto his shoulder, only for the hand to find yours and intertwine them together against the soft sheets of his mattress. Leaning down, Kuroo kept up his relentless pace and pressed his soft lips against yours. His lips brush against your ear, his hot breath fanning over the skin. āJust like that. Fuck, you're so perfect. Such a good fucking girl for me.ā
You only whimper at his words, you can barely see from the tears in your eyes, you try to turn away from him, but he doesnāt allow it.āNu-uh, donāt hide from me, princess. I wanna see your cute little face as you cum all over my cock again.ā
A strangled cry leaves your throat as your final orgasm rips through you. You pant, tongue lolling out of your mouth, toes curled from the oversensitivity that was taking over. Your mind goes blank as you revel in the pure bliss of cumming around his cock, and with a low groan, Kuroo buries himself deep inside of you before letting go himself.Ā
You milk Kuroo dry. Taking all the cum from his body, there's so much of it and not enough space inside of you that when you clench around him, you can feel it oozing out making your body shiver. āFuck,ā you mumbled, allowing your body to finally rest against the bed. Limbs almost numb, from being held down most of the time and your jaw was a bit sore, not to mention the intense throbbing from between your legs. You didnāt feel like moving at all. You just wanted to lay in his arms.Ā
Kuroo pulls out of you, allowing his own body to relax from above you. āYou did so good for me. look how much you came,ā he coos, removing your legs from his shoulders and settling them down at his waist. He admires you like him, all fucked out and exhausted. You only grumble out something incoherent when Kurooās fingers slip down to your hole, playing with his cum thatās seeped out already.Ā
The two of you sit like that for a second longer before you speak up, breaking the silence. āAre we still friends?ā you ask, staring up at him.Ā
Kuroo chuckles, a deep rumbly sound that fills your chest with warmth. āI dunno, I donāt necessarily fuck the shit out of my friends,ā he brushes a few strands of hair out of your face, staring at the dried tear streaks and ruined mascara.Ā Ā
You thin your lips, a splash of nervousness overcoming you at his vague answer. āDoes this mean we are girlfriend and boyfriend then?ā
āNo,ā he responds flatly, and you almost headbutt him with how fast you attempt to sit up. āWhat???ā you ask him, slapping his arm, a mix of confusion and frustration building up in you quickly. There is no way, Kuroo must be pranking you. He was the one who confessed first, not you.Ā
He grins, his eyes twinkling with mischief as he presses a gentle kiss to your cheek, āI have to take you out. On a proper date.ā he explains, a cheeky smile playing on his lips as he watches your reaction.
You roll your eyes, smacking his arm and fighting the urge to pinch his nipple. āYou're so cheesy.ā
Kurooās laughter fills the room again, a deep comforting sound that makes your heart flutter. āCanāt have you settling or less kay? Now come hereā he says, kissing you and pulling you close to him, lifting you up and turning the two of you over so that heās laying against the bed with you on his chest. You can already feel his cock getting hard again and you knew one thing for sure, that you were in for a night of your own.
Bzzt! Bzzt! Bzzt!
Bzzt! Bzzt!
Bzzt!
The loud, incessant noise is what bothers you out of your sleep. You reach your arm out, trying to locate where your phone is on the nightstand while fighting the urge to flip the entire thing over. Thereās a soft golden glow that filters through Kurooās apartment, that only light in the room which your eyes struggle to adjust to. Before you could grasp at your phone, a hand gently intercepted yours.
āIāll check it,ā Kuroo murmurs, his voice a deep, gravelly rumble, still thick with sleep. He brings your intertwined hand to his mouth, leaving a few kisses then letting go to place a tender kiss on your forehead. You let out a small hum of agreement, obviously, you werenāt going to argue against a few extra moments of sleep, your body relaxed back into his embrace while your eyes fluttered shut once more.Ā
Propping himself up on one elbow, careful not to disturb you again, Kuroo reaches over to the nightstand grabbing his phone. His other hand rakes through your hair, in a soft soothing rhyme, trying to lull you back into your slumber while he tries to figure out why both of your phones are going off. Kurooās brows furrow at the myriad of notifications lighting up his screen, a cursory glance at your phone showed the same thing. Messages from his co-workers, news apps, the JVA Outlook email, from Kenma, and evenā¦. Atsumu?
Kenma: www.kyodonews.com
He clicked on the text from Kenma that came with a link and a photo. With a single tap, the link opened to a bustling news website. Headlines blazed across the top of the page, displaying an array of articles centered around them. Images from the previous night were plastered everywhere, capturing them leaving together in a flurry of camera flashes.
Snatches of headlines like āGala Afterparty Surpriseā, āWe Knew itā , āNobody was FooledāĀ and āNew Couple Alert?ā filled the feed, accompanied by countless comments and speculation. Kurooās lips curled into a bemused smile as he skimmed through the content.Ā
Kuroo chuckled softly, careful not to wake you up, and continued to scroll until he found the comment section. He continued to read through some of them, laughing a bit at the usernames and the contents of the comments. Each comment ranged from the supportive to the wildly speculative and even some heartbroken ones, adding a surreal layer to his reality.
Kuroo: thanks for the articlesĀ
Kenma: rude that I wasnāt invited. Hope u know that
Kuroo: uh huh, next time buddy
Kenma: bet.Ā
Taking a deep breath, Kuroo put the phone back onto the nightstand and tightened his embrace around you, savoring the peaceful and calm morning before the rush of the outside world intruded once more.Ā
Back then, you wouldnāt have been able to get Kuroo to say why he had become so fond of you, why you mattered so much to him, your success, and everything else about you. But now, as you lay, laughing in his arms, in his bedā he could tell you that it was a feeling that was so foreign to him but so close and unforgettable.
Kuroo Tetsurou has loved you since the day he saw you.
Getting to know you was never enough.
And heād choose you in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred words, in any version of reality, he would find you and choose you. Over and over again. Without a pause, without a doubt, and in a heartbeat. He would choose you.
And in every other universe, he will search for you because one lifetime with you is just not enough for him.Ā
an: omg I'm so happy that i was finally able to publish this. i hope this was up to everyones standards and i didn't like anybody down with my writing , ignore the comments from the websites lol its just a bunch of inside jokes from me and my friends about this fic hehe :))
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- part two
āŗ featuring: camboy!shuntaro chishiya + fem!reader
āŗ word count: 8,451 words
āŗ synopsis: shuntaro chishiya is the star student at your school. not only is he handsome and athletic- he is extremely well liked by all the professors with perfect grades. whenever you attend a meeting for the school council, as youāre the only one currently running for president, you feel the presence of the one and only chishiya. realizing he is trying to take your spot as president, you listen closely to what he says. then and only then did it click: his voice, those eyes, the way the corner of his lips curlā¦ he is the camboy you watch in yourĀ free time! when you get a notification on your phone for a bidding livestream, you're intrigued. it was an auction hosted by none other than k1ng0fd1am0nds. the prize? a private cam date with him, orgasm included.
āŗ rating: nsfw, +18
āŗ cw: vulgar language, mutual masturbation on camera, rivals to fucking, dominant!chishiya, face slapping, oral sex (f), facefucking (m), submissive!reader, degradation, calling chishiya daddy, slight praise, public sex in a library, creampie, somewhat rough sex
āŗ setting: college au
ā¤· chai's note: hiii! this is my first fic i've written in a while! i'm so excited to publish this and i really hope you all enjoy it. i had a lot of fun writing it. i love chishiya sm if it wasn't already obvious. anyways, this isn't proofread so if there's mistakes, pls ignore them. love u byeee xoxo (p.s. thereās a hint to my next fic in here and no, itās not aki hayakawa hehe)
ā¤·tags: @poetrieshouse @tungstenorc
it was a familiar feeling for you. the feeling of getting off to his voice, to the way his lips curl into a blissful smirk whenever he touched himself on camera. he was your favorite cam to watch after a stressful day of classes.
you let out a deep breath, reaching for the small towel beside your bed to wipe your hand of the juices that covered your fingers. your heart was still racing from your orgasm and your breathing was slowly but surely slowing to a normal pace. your brain was foggy from the quick orgasm, but it still felt like one of the best ones so far. of course, you said that every time you watched his show and came to him.
you let out a deep breath, reaching for the small towel beside your bed to wipe your hand of the juices that covered your fingers. your heart was still racing from your orgasm and your breathing was slowly but surely slowing to a normal pace. your brain was foggy from the quick orgasm, but it still felt like one of the best ones so far. of course, you said that every time you watched his show and came to him.
āi hope you all enjoyed my show. iāll be doing another livestream in a few days so make sure to turn my notifications on. thank you for tuning in and have a splendid night.ā his sultry and noticeably softer voice made you turn your head towards your computer screen, admiring how pretty his lips looked in the camera. even though you could only see from his nose down, you knew that he was handsome. there was no doubt about it. no amount of masks and camera angles could hide how attractive he was. it was no surprise that he had so many viewers watching him get off using various toys and methods. not only that, but people paying for these toys, and for him to touch himself how they wanted to see him do. you wished you had more money to spare, to see him get off in a way that you desired. unfortunately, being a college student didnāt give you the ability to spend your extra income on some popular camboy.
to say you were sexually frustrated was an understatement. you never thought youād get to a point in your life where you would have notifications for a camboy set so that you wouldnāt miss his show. you shook your head and layed down, opening your emails to see if any of your professors had sent anything important out.
just as you had thought, a new email was sitting at the top of your inbox. you rolled your eyes, closing them and laying your head back further into the pillow. school wasnāt difficult for you, more so tiring than anything else. you couldnāt wait for it to be over, and as a senior, you were so excited to graduate with a degree in the spring and start your life.
your fingers glided across your screen and opened the email titled āschool government meetingā. it was nothing more than a reminder of the meeting for tomorrow. you groaned, rubbing your eyes with one hand before realizing it was the hand you got off with and quickly removing it. what would the student body have to say if they knew their future class president was getting off to a camboy, you wondered. that thought alone made your face grimace,
you set your alarms and plugged your phone in before turning the bedside lamp off and snuggling into bed with your stuffed animal. your brain created thoughts of the camboy and what he looked like. youāve only seen his eyes and lips, amongst other explicit body parts. you could feel the blush on your face as you slowly fell asleep, wondering what his hands would feel like on yourself instead.
the morning of the school meeting came sooner than you would have liked. it was prior to all your classes, which eased the anxiety you wouldāve had if it had been at the end of the day.
getting out of bed, you decided to look professional today. instead of the usual tee-shirt and sweatpants combo, you went for something more work casual: a pair of black bellbottom slacks and a white button up with your favorite light wash jean jacket. you topped the outfit off with your signature white converse and headed out the door, leaving early to get breakfast from the school cafeteria.
it was a nice day outside. the sun was shining enough to warm you while the wind was blowing. you smiled to yourself, putting in some headphones while you walked to the student center where the cafeteria was located. your head nodded to the beat of the songs on your playlist. while lost in song, you realized one thing: you left your bag at the dorm. all the blood rushed from your face and turned you pale. part of you wanted to run back and get it, while the other part of you knew that youād be late for the school council meeting. you groaned to yourself, rubbing your eyes and carrying on with your walk. you decided it was best to be late for your first class rather than the meeting. in the process, you also realized that meant you didnāt have your wallet either. skipping breakfast was the only option now.
as you arrived at the student center, you headed straight to the library where the meeting was being held. you were about twenty minutes early due to not getting breakfast, which was fine with you. you went inside and decided to peer around the bookshelves to see if there was anything interesting.
while looking through the books in the medical sciences section, one in particular caught your eye. you lifted it off of the shelf and examined the cover that read āanatomy of the human body for dummiesā. the title made you have to stifle a laugh. youād hoped to yourself that anyone who was reading this wasnāt a pre-med major. you took your headphones out of your ears and put them back into their case before placing it into your pocket.
as you looked through the contents of the book, a familiar voice brought you back to reality. it sounded very similar to someone you knew, but who? your eyes left the pages to meet with the eyes of the one and only, chishiya shuntaro. you did your best to not immediately roll your eyes after making contact with his, closing the book you had and holding it against your chest. ācan i help you?ā you quizzed, attitude seeping through your words. it made him chuckle as he leaned himself against the bookshelf with his arms crossed. anyone could tell that he was an arrogant prick by the way he carried himself. you couldnāt understand why so many teachers and students alike were enamored with him.
āi said, hi y/n. is it so wrong of me to greet my fellow classmates?ā the rhetoric question made you want to roll your eyes again but you didnāt, you knew it would only instigate him further. chishiyaās eyes moved from yours to the book in your hands. āanatomy of the human bodyā¦ for dummies? thatās the perfect book for you.ā
your eyes widened and you shoved the book back onto the shelf. you didnāt have the time to deal with his snarky attitude at eight thirty in the morning. as you walked away, you felt a hand grab at your arm. you quickly pulled it away and turned to face him, only to reveal that the gap between you both had closed in. you could feel chishiyaās breath on your face, and the scent of strawberry was in the air. it was nearly repulsive. āhey, hey. i didnāt mean it, sweetheart. you know i was jo-ā
ādonāt call me that.ā you cut him off before he could finish his sentence. his cocky smile turned to that of a false frown, a finger lifting to just below his eye being dragged down to simulate a tear falling. it took everything in you to not scowl at him. āwhat do you want anyways? shouldnāt you be at track practice or tutoring some girl whoās fawning over you?ā you questioned in a sarcastic tone, turning towards the bookshelf to avoid looking at him any longer. your fingers scanned over the bindings of the books, the indentions of the letters being grazed by your hand. āor better yet,ā you began with the same sarcasm exuding from each word. ādonāt you have some teacherās to kiss ass to?ā your eyes left the bookshelf to meet with his, a hand leaving the books to rest on your hip as you faced him this time. an eyebrow raised in question to further show how irritated you were with his presence. chishiya scoffed, holding a hand over his heart to feign hurt.
ānow why would i do that?ā he retorted back, seeming slightly annoyed with the rudeness you were giving him. āyāknow, i donāt really understand why you donāt like me.ā that statement earned a small chuckle from you as you leaned more into the hand resting on your hip. chishiya crossed his arms, returning to the stance he had against the bookshelf earlier. āi donāt get it, honestly. iām kind, athletic, intelligentā¦ what is there not to like, y/n?ā he probed.
chishiya was right. he was a star student and the talk of the college. his grades were as perfect as they could be. he was extremely talented when it came to track and won almost every race. he wasnāt even close to being unattractive, leaving half of the female population at school that knew of him to be head over heels. there wasnāt much to not like about him. except one little thing.
āyour attitude.ā you answered, honestly at that. it was nearly immediate. chishiya raised an eyebrow at your statement. you took a deep breath and then sighed. āeverything about you seems real, but it isnāt. you think youāre the king of the world and youāre not. i could go into detail and would love to express the ways i think youāre a phony, but i wonāt. just know that youāre not who you make yourself out to be.ā a genuine look of confusion and concern was plastered across his face as you spoke. you shook your head and turned to leave the star student and the stressful conversation behind.
you checked your phone as you walked away and went to go sit at the table the email told you to meet at. with five minutes left, you decided to spend it looking through your instagram feed. the door to the library opens and a few people in your year come in. you greet them with a smile and a little wave. āhey!ā you say to your classmate, lily, who then sits next to you. she returns the smile as the rest gather around the table inside of the library. āyou ready for the meeting?ā you asked her. your anxiety for the meeting about to happen continues to rise, but her presence alone begins to stifle it.
āyes, and no. i just really wanna get it over with so i can go to class and see professor nanami!ā lily leans toward you while dragging out the professorās name. you rolled your eyes and giggled a bit before looking around. your eyes landed on chishiya who was standing close to the table, yet again leaned up against a bookshelf as if it was his signature position. this time, however, he was reading a book off of the shelf next to him. as if he was reading your mind, his eyes slowly left the pages to meet yours. a smirk played across his lips as he made contact with your eyes, making you turn back to lily who was now talking about what she had for breakfast.
mr. hayakawa, the head instructor for the student council, came through the door of the library. a sigh of relief left your lungs as you could finally get chishiya shuntaro out of your head.
the meeting went on as usual, until a familiar and annoying voice decided to speak up. āuhm, sir. i thought iād mention that iām also here because i wanted to run for class president. i wasnāt able to attend the last meeting, unfortunately, so i hope that i can still apply.ā
all the blood that was in your face had left at this point. you couldnāt believe itā actually, you could. this is exactly the kind of thing he would do. chishiya would have the nerve to come in and ruin everything youād planned for. the voice of mr. hayakawa brought you down from the thoughts clouded in your head and you listened to what he had to say. āthat is unfortunate, but considering today is the deadline you still have time to be put on the ballot. lucky you.ā
your stomach churned at the idea of having to run against someone that nearly the entire school and staff was madly in love with. you knew you had no chance and would have to pull strings if you even wanted a chance at becoming president of the graduating class. all of these thoughts were racing through your head at once and you started to feel light-headed, although it could be because of the lack of sustenance in your stomach as well.
āsplendid. thank you, mr. hayakawa.ā chishiya responded happily.
butā¦ that word. splendid. your mind couldnāt understand why that single word in his voice sounded so familiar, as if youād heard it over and over again.
until it hit you.
the flashbacks from every time youād watched k1ng0fd1am0ndās cam. every single time he logged off, he would say āhave a splendid nightā. you wondered why chishiyaās voice in your ear earlier sounded all-too familiar and it hit you. but could he beā¦? no, he couldnāt be the same person. you rejected the idea completely and pushed it in the back of your head to be locked away.
before you knew it, lily nudging your ribs brought you back to reality and you realized youād been staring at chishiya this entire time who was returning the stare with a grin on his face. you shook your head, moving a strand of hair behind your ear before focusing back on the conversation at hand. āso, mr. shuntaro, what is your goal as president?ā mr. hayakawa asked with a plain yet curious tone of voice.
ābefore i, hopefully, become president, i want to raise funds for a senior activity of some kind. i think it would be nice to get all of my senior classmates together for one last outing before finals, yāknow? i know that it would help relieve the stress off of some of the students, me included.ā chishiya answered with a smile, glancing at you ever so often. it made you want to puke.
after zoning out for most of the meeting, trying to retain some of your sanity, you finally managed to get through it. āsee ya later, y/n! try not to worry too much. youāre going to be a great prez.ā lily said with a smile, waving you off. you smiled back and headed to your first class of the day with a pain in your head and a pain in your ass.
you finally made it back to your dorm and immediately flopped onto your bed, face down into the pillow. a pillow-muffled groan left your mouth as you recalled the events of today. you really couldnāt believe the audacity of chishiya shuntaro, and you really couldnāt get his voice out of your head. no, not his voice. k1ng0fd1am0ndās voice, the camboyās voice, out of your head. you rolled over onto your back, chucking your shoes onto the floor by pulling them at the heel. a ding from your phone distracted you, with that set tone being the indicator it was from your favorite camboy. you didnāt even want to think about him. he was the one thing that brought you some sort of happiness, and it was ruined by the one and only chishiya. you grimaced before picking up your phone and reading the notification.
k1ng0fd1am0nds: āhello, my lovely watchers. i will be holding an auction to raise funds for something very dear to me. the prize? a private cam session with me, orgasm included. tune in tomorrow night to join in on the bidding. have a splendid night.ā
you took a second before realizing you were holding your breath and breathing in deeply before letting it out. everything that was happening is all too coincidental for chishiya to not be him. but thereās no way, right?
you shook your head and slid your lock screen to the side, checking the numbers in your bank account before deciding that youāre going to win that auction once and for all. there was no resting until you did.
āhello, my lovely watchers. itās so good to be back.ā the camboyās voice rang through the speakers of your headphones as you watched him contently. he had a mask on as usual, and his shirt was nowhere to be seen. you admired his smile, amongst other things, as you listened to what he had to say. ānow, before we start, i wanted to lay out some rules. you can bid in $10 increments at minimum. the second rule is that to buy out all the bidders, you must autobuy. that means you will be paying $1000 to win the private cam session with me. got it?ā his signature smirk was plastered on his face and you couldnāt help but notice how uncannily similar it was to chishiyaās grin. āletās begin!ā
it took twelve turns of bidding while the cam boy did suggestive things before you placed the bet of $500. you thought no one would outbid you, after the last bid being $250. you bit your nails, watching the screen intently. āwow! $500 fromā¦ā the camboy leaned in with a squint, reading out your username. āqueenofdiamonds222? thatās adorable.ā he smiled, showing all of his beautiful pearly whites. your heart raced as he said your screen name out loud. you never thought heād notice you, and although it was because of your bid, you still felt a rush of anxiety and excitement run through you.
five bids later, you finally decide to say fuck it. āgod damn it.ā you say after placing your final bit with an exhale, closing your eyes and leaning your head into your hands. it was the autobuy. you knew you shouldnāt have, but your need for knowing whether or not your favorite camboy was chishiya led you to this decision. it was a win/win in your head. on one hand, if he is chishiya shuntaro, youāre right and can potentially use it against him. if itās not, you get a private session with the one and only k1ng0fd1am0nds. it wasnāt the most financially stable decision, but you had to do what you needed to. the camboy raised a brow in the middle of gripping his semi-hard cock, almost giving you the impression that he was getting off to people bidding money on him. his eyes focused on the screen before widening and letting out a breathy laugh.
āan autobuy from none other than queenofdiamonds222! wow, thank you so much. i- i honestly canāt believe it!ā the video starās voice was full of surprise, genuinely not thinking someone would dare spend that kind of money. āi guess there you have it. iāll send you a friend request shortly, queen. as for everyone else, iāll be doing another livestream later this week to take donations. i hope you all enjoyed, and have a splendid night.ā with that, he was gone.
part of you felt relieved that you didnāt have to wait any longer. the other part? you could die on the spot. your heart was racing and your palms sweaty at the idea of meeting k1ng0fd1amondās. although it wasnāt in person, the idea was still extremely anxiety inducing. a fwhip ding from your laptop distracted you from the nerve-wracking thoughts in your mind. it was a friend request from the one and only cam boy. you gulped deeply, hands shaking as you slid your fingers across your mousepad to accept. a few seconds later, a video call notification popped up on your screen from him. āfuck.ā you whispered under your breath. āi can do this, i can do it. itās fine.ā you muttered, fixing your hair as if that would make a difference. you answered the call with your video camera still turned off.
k1ng0fd1amondās face was plastered across your screen, a soft smile playing across his lips. āhello, my queen.ā he greeted, leaning back to show off his toned torso. muffled r&b music played in the background of his video call, seemingly setting the mood. ānow, as i said, you get this video call with me. however, it would make it much more interesting if i also got to see your face, considering iām showing mine for the first time.ā he leaned forward, mask still covering half of his face. his pretty chesnut-colored eyes were sheltered by long lashes, making his eyes look more sultry. āso, how about it?ā the camboy quizzed and lifted his fingers to the edge of his mask as if he were to lift it at any moment.
you took a deep breath and closed your eyes. āokay.ā you stated softly, reaching the mousepad with your hand and turning on your camera. you stared at him as your face popped up in the corner of the screen, slightly messy hair framing your face. you bit your lip out of anxiety, hoping nothing could go wrong. the cam boy paused, mouth open slightly as if he was examining your face. his eyes darted around, intently staring at the screen before smiling.
āthis does, in fact, make things much more interesting.ā his fingers delicately hovering over the edges of the mask finally grasped it and pulled it off. your heart nearly dropped out of your ass. all of your suspicions were proven at this moment as his face was uncovered.
chishiya sat there with his signature cocky grin, staring at you through the screen. it felt like you were also naked with how embarrassment flooded your entire body. āare you going to say anything, y/n? or are you just going to stare at me with your mouth open as if you want something inside of it?ā his attitude was repulsive, but you couldnāt help but think back to how many times heād gotten you off without even touching you. his voice, his eyes, the way he stroked himselfā¦ all of those things led to your own orgasm countless time. you clenched your jaw, pushing those thoughts aside for the time being.
āi knew it was you, i just needed to prove it.ā your voice was shaky, and your breathing continued to become more unsteady.
āokay, so now you know itās me. now what?ā chishiya questioned, raising a brow and seeming unfazed. āyou gonna tell the whole school that iām an exhibitionist? that i take pleasure in knowing people watch me to get off, hmm?ā
ān-noā¦ā all of your confidence went out the window. āi just wanted to prove it to myself.ā your answer was honest to an extent. you did want to use it against him, but that would be cruel. the perfect chishiya shuntaro, a cam boy. it would be hard for some to believe, but you knew that somehow it would benefit him.
āyou paid all of this money, so do you want to get to it?ā chishiya asked, cocking his head to the side and letting his hand slowly glide to his lower torso. you stared intently before looking back up at his face which was riddled with arrogance.
āget.. get to what?ā you asked curiously, breath hitching in the back of your throat as you felt yourself start to get more turned on. although you truly despised him, he was still the camboy you admired dearly.
āyou know exactly what i mean. you can still hate chishiya shuntaro, but donāt try to deny that i get you off better than anyone else could.ā that statement from him earned a breathy and near-silent moan. you weren't even touching yourself and heād already gotten you to the point of wanting to do indescribable things to yourself while listening to his voice. āsee, thatās a good girl.ā chishiya praised you for the noise you made, his voice dripping with confidence.
āi-i canāt. youāreā¦ i-ā words seemed to get stuck in the back of your throat with every sentence you tried to speak.
āand why not? you mean to tell me that you paid all of that money and are gonna let it go to waste, princess?ā the nickname made you clench your jaw out of frustration, but not in the bad way. āyou know you want toā¦ā you watched his hands grip around his cock, getting harder with every word. you stared at the spot on his grey sweatpants that began to get soaked with his precum. ālook at what youāre doing to me, y/n.ā
nothing couldāve stopped you at this point. you placed your laptop towards the end of the bed and sat on your knees, unbuttoning your shirt that youād worn to school earlier that day. you looked into the camera, heart racing and breath spiking with every button that was undone. your hands lingered on the last button before pulling off your shirt to reveal your pretty white lace bra. chishiya bit his lip, his hand gripping his dick and moving up and down the shaft slowly as if he was teasing himself. you could hear him stifle a moan as he watched you undress yourself.
āyouāre so beautiful. iām surprised you donāt show yourself off on camera.ā that comment earned a small chuckle as you were finally down to your bra and panties. chishiya slid his grey sweatpants off to reveal a tented bulge in his boxers. his hands stroked the member at a slow and steady pace, as if he went any faster that heād combust. you let out a soft groan at the sight, feeling yourself become wetter by the second. ālay down on your back. i want to see all of you.ā chishiya ordered, becoming more flustered by the second.
you listened to his words as if they were controlling you, positioning yourself on your back to where he could see everything from the side. your eyes closed briefly before the nerves got to you. āchishiya, i-ā you started before he quickly cut you off.
āi donāt want you to speak unless spoken to. the only things that should be coming out of your mouth besides moans are āyes, daddyā, āno, daddyā, and āthank you, daddyā. understood?ā his words made you moan as your fingers lingered over your bra-covered breasts, touching yourself so lightly that it made you want more. you nodded, biting your lip and daring to look at the screen. chishiya was positioned to where you could see from his thighs to the top of his head. you took in the way his face stared intently at you with a lasting expression of lust. his toned torso moved in sync with his rapidly increasing breaths, and his hands were teasing the tip of his cock. the cam boy raised a brow, expecting you to answer.
āyes, daddy.ā you replied nearly breathless. you couldnāt believe the state you were in with not having done anything yet. this reply garnered a genuine and lecherous smile.
āthatās my girl. now, take off your bra.ā your hands didnāt hesitate to reach around and unclasp the device, taking off the undergarment in one swift motion. you awaited his next command as the cool air from your room made your nipples perk up. chishiya licked his lips. his movements on his girthy member becoming more steady with each stroke. āi want you to touch your nipples, softly. pinch them, tease them. show me how you touch yourself when you watch me.ā
you did your best to push the embarrassment of knowing that chishiya knew you had gotten off to him countless times. the tips of your fingers came up and twirled your nipples, head leaning back into the bedsheets as you let out a soft gasp. you pinched them in between your fingertips, teasing them while replaying thoughts of him stroking his cock. ādaddyā¦ā you let out in a breathless moan. it was a plead for more, and you knew he wasnāt going to give it to you just yet.
your other hand came up and gripped your breast, squeezing it softly as you closed your eyes. your pussy tingled with anticipation and your hips bucked up slightly at the feeling. you wanted more. you needed more. your eyes opened as you turned your head to glance at him. chishiya was staring at you with lascivious eyes, almost as if they were imploring for more.
you slid your hands down, not caring that he only said to touch your nipples. you stuck your thumbs on the inside of your panties, glancing down at them for a moment before returning your eyes to him. his teeth tugging on his bottom lip was confirmation enough, leading you to pull your underwear completely off. chishiya followed suit, revealing his cock that was hidden behind his boxers. youād seen it many times, but this one was different. it was so much more intimate knowing he, too, was watching you. his hands gripped the thick member, stroking it at a steady pace as he watched you unravel yourself for him.
āfuck, i fucking need you.ā chishiyaās words were enough for you to bring one hand to your breast and slide the other down to your pussy in hopes of relieving some tension. āthatās a good fucking girl. keep going.ā he ordered as moans left your mouth over and over, eyes fluttering back and forth. you imagined that instead of your fingers, it was chishiyaās stroking your sensitive and swollen clit. you wished it was him teasing at your nipples with his tongue instead of your own hands. the thought alone pushed you closer to the edge.
āchi!ā you gasped, curling your fingers inside of yourself and watching him continue to speed up the movements on his cock. his hands were curled around his member, stroking at a fast pace while watching you touch yourself. the moans leaving his mouth were heavenly. thoughts of what theyād sound like as he was inside of you flooded your mind, making you speed up the pace of your fingers.
ākeep going. fucking faster. thatās my good fucking girl. such a good toy for daddy.ā chishiya muttered out of nothing more than lust. you obliged to his demands with a āyes, sirā, doing what he ordered as if youād done it a million times.
you felt yourself getting closer to your orgasm. your hips bucked over and over as you continued to fuck yourself with your fingers, watching him pant and continue to stroke himself. āgonna cum for me?ā chishiya asked in between melodious moans. you nodded intensely, squeezing your eyes shut as your felt your orgasm bubbling. ābeg.ā he ordered sternly, mouth opening as sweat rippled across his forehead.
āplease, chishiya! please, daddy!ā you begged, curling your toes and bucking your hips. you turned your head and dared to open your eyes and watch him. āplease let me cum for you. please, daddy. i need to cum for you.ā you pleaded as your release was closer than you could imagine. chishiya moaned deeply, speeding up his movements to match yours.
ācum for me. cum, you stupid fucking slut.ā with his words, you felt your orgasm wash over and relieve you of any stress youād built up. your moans rang through his speakers as you reached your release. looking over, you watched as he reached his orgasm, squirting his cum all over his torso. chishiyaās breathing was rapid and his eyes were closed. he brought a hand up and brushed his hair out of his face, leaning his head onto the pillow behind him. āfuckā¦ā he said breathlessly.
āyeahā¦ā you agreed with a stifled chuckle, closing your eyes and leaning further into the mattress. the real world creeped in slowly, persisting you to grab a shirt from the floor and put it on to cover up. chishiya did the same, grabbing his boxers and putting them on to cover himself after cleaning his release from off of his stomach. āso.ā you said awkwardly, brushing your now messy hair behind your ear and positioning yourself to sit and face the camera.
āso?ā chishiya asked curiously, a sweet smile curled on his lips with the singular word. he rolled his eyes and scoffed. āplease donāt tell me youāre gonna make this awkward now.ā you blushed, looking away and biting your lip out of anxiety.
āno, i just-ā you began before shaking your head and looking down. you lifted your head shortly after to face him and begin again. āthis never happened, okay?ā the look of disappointment replaced his smile and he pursed his lips to the side. he nodded in agreement, mumbling a defeated āyeahā while shaking his head.
āas you wish, my queen.ā the name made you genuinely laugh, causing him to sit for a moment and admire you. you took a moment before regaining yourself, admiring him as well. his eyes were so beautiful, something you loved about him before knowing it was him. chishiyaās lips were so perfectly tuned for his face, as if god himself took his time to make sure heād have a lovely smile and an even more lovely kiss. you shrugged the thoughts off and decided to call it here.
ābye, chishiya.ā the voice was not meant to sound sad, but it came out as if you were slightly heartbroken. you didnāt want the fun to end, but you knew it was for the best. chishiya wasnāt your friend, nor your acquaintance. he was the star student of your college, a famous cam boy, and your academic rival. nothing about this would work. you sighed, content with knowing the answers you sought after in the first place.
āsee ya later, y/n.ā even his voice sounded sad, but in the same way as yours of knowing whatās best for each of you.
it had been two weeks since your escapade with chishiya and youād been avoiding him the entire time. every time you seen him, whether it be in the cafeteria or the library, you immediately turned around to go the other way. he tried multiple times to give you a small wave but you couldnāt bear to think of the things you two did together.
the thoughts flooded your mind as your physics book was laid out in front of you, notes scattered across the table in the back of the near-empty library. it was 7pm on a friday, meaning everyone was either out partying or doing their own thing in their dorms. you, however, had to study immensely for your upcoming midterms. the thought alone made you groan and shove your head in your hands. āfuckinā christ. i should just drop out.ā you muttered dismissively, not wanting to study any longer.
āthatās not the attitude iād expect from our future class president.ā the words stung your ears as a familiar voice flooded them. you lifted your head slowly, eyes cautiously settling on chishiya who was watching you intently. your face flushed with a crimson blush after avoiding him for so long. he lifted his hand and did a small wave that youād rejected many times before this meeting. āhi, y/n.ā
āchishiya, i really donāt have time for this.ā you stated in an annoyed and exhausted tone, beginning to close your books. he walked over slowly, grabbing at your wrist that was trying to put away the notes. chishiya closed the gap between you, leaning over and getting closer to your face. his eyes left yours for a moment to peer at your lips, only to look back up and smirk. you let out a breath you didnāt even realize you were holding and pulled your wrist away. he released a chortle, sitting close to you on the table where your scattered notes lay.
ācāmon. you donāt wanna talk to me?ā chishiya questioned with a smile, shaking his head. āand after all weāve been throughā¦ā he tsked, putting a hand over his heart. the blush that had since faded returned, making you turn your head away from him in attempts to hide it. chishiya noticed by the redness of your ears and without further hesitation grabbed your chin and forced you to look at him. āwhat do you say we do it right here, right now?ā a devilish grin was stuck on his face as he leaned in closer to you, almost as if he were to kiss you. your tongue left your mouth to lick your lips before he moved right past your face and went to your ear. the star student licked along the outskirts of your earlobes before breathily whispering. āi can feel how much youāre aching for me right now, sweetheart. tell me you want me to take you in this library for everyone to see.ā a moan slipped from your mouth as the grip on your chin shifted to your throat, squeezing ever so slightly to arise a reaction from you. ādonāt you wanna be a good girl for me, y/n?ā
that phrase alone made you wiggle with anticipation, causing his mouth to leave your ear and look at you. his hand left your throat and rested on either side of you, positioned on the chair you were sitting at. chishiyaās eyes darted from your own to your lips, as if questioning if you really wanted to do this. your breathing was steadily increasing, as was your heart rate. part of you wanted to say no, to leave immediately. but you were desperate for him. you needed him to devour you like an animal. before you could say no, your body produced a nod for chishiya.
his hands left the chair and instantaneously connected with your jaw again, closing the space between you and engulfing your lips into a kiss. your hand wrapped around his wrist, nudging it down as if begging him to put it around your throat. chishiya smiled into the kiss and did as you requested, gripping your neck just enough to cut off the blood flow and send a rush to your head once he let go. the bliss of his tongue entering your mouth and intertwining with your own made you moan into his mouth, scooting closer to the edge of the chair to be more near him. chishiya took this as a sign to further things as he lifted your body off of the chair , still locked in the kiss, and move you to the table. pages of your notes fluttering across the floor with the swift movement. you wrapped your legs around his waist, deeping the kiss by pulling his head closer. the feeling of his hardening cock behind his white joggers against your own sweatpants made a moan escape your vocal chords into his mouth. chishiya pulled away from the kiss and moved the chair youād previously been sitting in to settle himself on his knees. you raised a brow, confused by his actions. āchishiya?ā
a fiendish grin made its way onto his lips as he placed his thumbs through the waistband of your sweatpants and tugged them down along with your underwear. āi donāt want you to speak unless spoken to. the only things that should be coming out of your mouth besides moans are āyes, daddyā, āno, daddyā, and āthank you, daddyā. understood?ā the familiar words made you lose your breath as you remembered the moments from a week ago. you nodded hastily and let him continue. āatta girl.ā chishiya praised before kissing up your thighs, gripping them with a steady pressure on either side. his mouth found its way to your stomach by sliding your shirt up, lifting himself up ever so slightly to reach your nipples. he looked up at you with his dark chocolate eyes before immersing your the sensitive buds into his mouth, sucking on them with no hesitation. his teeth bit them gingerly, continuing to suckle at them as he did so. chishiya moved to the other side and continued to do the same thing before moving on, lips interchanging between peppering kisses down your torso and fellating the skin there.
his movements continued until he was face to face with your pussy. a deep breath exhaling from him caused you to buck your hips, in search of some sort of contact. you bit your lip at the unconscious act of desperation that your body performed. you never expected to be so submissive in the presence of chishiya shuntaro. his eyes locked with yours before licking up the sides of your folds, tasting in the sweet juices that had trickled out. you leaned on one arm and used the other one to cover your mouth with your hand. even though you knew no one was in the library, you couldnāt imagine getting caught in this position right now.
chishiya continued to explore you with his mouth, licking along everywhere except where you needed him most. āchi- daddyā¦ā you corrected yourself quickly, before continuing. ādaddy, please. i-ā his eyes focused in on you, darkening as you continued to speak in stuttered breaths. āi need you, chishiya.ā those words were like a switch in his brain as he began to devour every piece of you his tongue could reach. you did your best to withhold the sounds of pleasure that dared to escape your mouth as he suckled at your extremely sensitive clit. chishiyaās tongue made its way up and down your folds before settling on your clit, nibbling it ever so slightly. the explicit noises he made ellicited a deep moan from you, causing chishiya to groan into your pussy. before you knew it, you were being filled by not one, but two, of chishiyaās fingers. a loud whimper made its way out of your mouth. you gave up leaning on your arm and gave way to laying down fully on the table, squeezing your thighs around chishiyaās warm face. the pressure against your sweet spot combined with the movements of his tongue had you seeing stars.
ācum.ā chishiya commanded out of nowhere., muffled by your wet cunt. you hadnāt realized the feeling of your orgasm creeping up on you before heād said something. not responding in a proper enough time frame from him, he got up and leaned over the table, fingers still working at your g-spot. āi said cum, you pathetic whore. cum for me.ā his hand went over your mouth as he kept bullying your insides with his middle and ring finger. ālook at me.ā chishiya demanded. the look on his face and his continuous movements led you to your orgasm, slick juices covering his hands as he slowed his pace down. your erratic breathing elicited a smirk from him, the signature, cocky smirk. he removed the hand covering your mouth and replaced it with the fingers that were inside of you, which you gladly and hastily licked clean. āwhat a good fuckinā girl. now say āthank you, daddyā.ā
āthank you, daddy.ā you replied breathlessly, still coming down from the high of having an orgasm by his hands.
chishiya leaned in and kissed you, his tongue slowly making its way to ravage your mouth and selfishly steal the taste of your juices from you. suddenly, he pulled away with a familiar devilish grin. ānow, should i give you what you want, or should i fuck your face like youāre my own personal fleshlight?ā the vulgar words made your face hot with embarrasment, but you didnāt care anymore. you just wanted him, in any way you could have him.
āwhatever you want, daddy. anything for you.ā you responded in a sultry tone, wanting nothing more than to please him at this moment. chishiyaās lips curled into a smile as he pulled you to the edge of the table, making you sit up.
āknees. now.ā those two words sent chills down your spine as you moved to listen to him. you looked up at him with puppy dog eyes, giving him an innocent facial expression even though he ate you out like heād been starving for days. chishiya chuckled, pulling his sweatpants down enough for his cock to bounce out from the restraint of the clothing. ālook at you,ā he began with a hand on your jawline, running his thumb across your chin and up to your lips. he pulled your bottom lip down with his fingertips, eliciting you to open your mouth. chishiyaās spare hand was stroking his member at a painfully slow pace, precum dripping onto the floor. you took his thumb into your mouth, swirling your tongue around it and closing your eyes before opening them and making eye contact. āyouāre such a pretty fucking slut, y/n.ā he took his thumb out of your mouth and continued to stroke your jawline, eyes never leaving yours. a smirk took over his face before he pulled his hand back and landed a slap on your face, just enough to move your head but not enought to hurt you. āopen that slutty mouth of yours, yeah?ā
you made an opening with your mouth for him, continuing to stare up into his hazel eyes. chishiya used his hand to move his member and hit it against your cheek, making a light slapping noise from the contact. he moved the tip to your lips, rubbing the dripping precum against them before slowly entering his dick inside of your mouth. he let out a deep moan as you continued to take him inside of your mouth, flattening your tongue as to rub it against the underside of his shaft. chishiyaās soft palms grasped at either side of your face, fingers tangling in the hair that he could grasp. he started off slow, pulling his cock out to the tip and moving back in, doing the same again but only taking half out this time. you mustered up the confidence you could to not gag and pull off of him. suddenly, he began to fuck your face fiercely. chishiya shoved all the way in to your mouth with each thrust at a steady, quick pace. he was desperate to feel you around him, gripping your hair harder with each thrust and letting moans go with each time youād gag around him. āsāfuckin good.ā he praised while moving a hand to clench your hair into a ponytail. he used his free hand to lean on the table behind him while he thrusted into your mouth. the sounds coming from his mouth couldāve made the heavenās cry by how lovely they were. you closed your eyes, focusing on breathing through your nose and whimpering with every harsher thrust chishiya delivered. the feeling of his cock riding in and out of your mouth so recklessly made you wish it was inside of you instead.
all too soon, he pulled his cock out of your mouth and grabbed you by your arms to place you on the table. āneed you. now.ā chishiya stated frantically, kissing you in between sentences. his hand made itās way to your folds, entering two fingers in suddenly and curling to hit your sensitive spot a few times before pulling them out almost as quickly as they were inside. he grabbed his girthy cock, positioning it in front of your pussy and sliding it along the slit. a breathy āfuckā escaped his lips before he shoved it in without warning. you leaned on one arm, your free hand covering your mouth to prevent a scream from escaping as he pounded into you at full speed. you could tell he needed this.
chishiya thrusted into you over and over again, continuing to defile your insides with his cock. you bucked your hips in sync with him as his hands gripped your waist, pulling you onto him more with each thrust. you felt like you were drunk or high, as if you were in a haze. your thoughts were incoherent as he started plowing in and out of your cunt, merciless by accident with how roughly he movedā not that you were complaining, quite the opposite with how hard it was to keep quiet inside of this empty public library. sounds of desperate moans and skin on skin filled the room. chishiya seemed determined to make you cream around his cock in a way that would make you completely forget everything but the image of him on top of you on this table. a groan slipped from your lips, making you arch your back as he hit the sweet spot inside of you. ābe quiet.ā chishiya grunted, moving your hand from your mouth and letting it fall onto the table to support you. he replaced your own hand by shoving two fingers in your mouth. you happily obliged to this filling, sucking on his fingers and whimpering around them as he relentlessly thrusted.
between incoherent pleads for more around his fingers and breathless moans, you felt your orgasm drawing closer with each time he entered you. a bubbly feeling was growing by the second, and your expressions of pleasure soon heightened in pitch. ād-daddyā¦ ām close!ā the broken words escaped your mouth as soon as he removed his fingers from your mouth to return to your hips in hopes of somehow bringing himself deeper into you, although being already balls deep. āthatās it, cream all over my cock.ā chishiyaās fingers immediately went for your clit, fingertips circling the swollen and sensitive bud to send you over the edge.
between the clenching of your walls closing around him from your high releasing and the thrusts continuing at full force, his orgasm followed suit. his beautiful, low moans filled your ears as he emptied his load inside of you, the thick liquid slowly coming out your hole and spilling onto the table as he continued to thrust slowly while he hit his high. chishiya stopped moving his hips eventually, leaning his chin to rest on your shoulder. you both were a panting mess and the library was extremely dark. he pulled out with a wince at how sensitive he was before pulling up his boxers and sweatpants. he helped you off the table, legs still shaking from the exchange. you leaned into him, pulling your own sweatpants up and tightening them around your waist. you looked up into his eyes. they were glassy and still full of lust, but still beautiful. ālet me walk you to the dorms.ā chishiya said, more of a statement than a question. you inhaled deeply and nodded, not having the energy to tell him you could go alone.
chishiya helped you pack your things into your bag before you both left the library, eyeing the one old lady sitting at the desk who seemed to be oblivious to everything happening around her. she had an old headset on and seemed to be reading a very thick book. you both shook your head simultaneously and headed out the door towards the dorms.
after a few minutes walking in silence, you decided to speak up. āyāknow this doesnāt change anything, right?ā you quizzed, looking straight ahead so as not to look at his face. chishiyaās familiar chuckle flooded your ears as he nodded.
āi figured. youāre very stubborn.ā he joked, playfully pushing you to the side. you laughed in return and returned to your original position on the sidewalk next to him. āhowever,ā he began, making your ears perk up. you looked over at chishiya who had a devilish grin. āyou donāt always have to watch me on camera. you could join me, tooā¦ā
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