#if this makes u uncomf or you dont like this ask

[pyreblessed-blog]

❝ why do you keep lying to me ? ❞ 4 angst

it’s  u n f a i r  how she won’t believe him, even though he’s never been anything but honest with her. he won’t lie, couldn’t even if he wanted to in fact, so why does she think he would???  she’s his best friend and best friends are supposed to trust each other. didn’t she? he definitely trusted her, would never think anything she said was wrong, so why can’t she do the same for him?

「i told you, i wasn’t lying ! there’s really nothing wrong, i swear. why wont you believe me ?!」

@moongrail​ // accepting

[gardenofgods-a]

im just sayin rn if i get anymore weird anons on my other blog im gonna fucking lose my goddamn fuckin mind!

[powerpolyculeshowdown]

hey i don't wanna be anti-fun or anything ofc but i wanted to mention that im pretty sure the art in this ask (post/711275984107798528/) is drawn by nelnal, who personally views sweet cap'n cakes as siblings! they said ppl can hc what they want with their character designs, but i feel like putting art of them by someone who views them as siblings on the polycule showdown isn't very good, idk - more of just a personal comfort ghhfhhghfg

i dont personally follow nelnal, but what other ppl told me is that they used the term brothers as likely a mistranslation of bros and later corrected that mistake? was that misinfo?

that aside, if the artist themself said they're comfortable with any headcanon, i don't really see a problem w reinterpreting their art. I'd agree w you if nelnal had said they're against the romantic headcanon, but you and others have said they dont mind, so i think its ok.

Like for example if someone drew fanart and said no shipping, and someone sent me that without me being aware of the original artists request i would absolutely go and delete the post!! the only reason i dont think its necessary in this case is nelnal having said they dont mind other headcanons

still if it makes u uncomf and u feel better blockin/unfollowing pls feel comfortable to do so! i did just earlier go on my own vent about establishing and reinforcing boundaries, and i really dont want to make anyone uncomfortable, we just disagree on this (which is ok!!!)

the suggestion to unfollow was genuine btw i didnt mean it aggressively at all! i just dont want you to feel uncomfortable, y'know? but ofc ill be happy if you choose to stay too 💖

[ggukkiedae]

hiiiii this is not a message to pressure you or anything so feel free to ignore if youre uncomf! i just read ur teaser for ur beomgyu ‘delicate’ story! im soooo excited to read it omg!

im not really on tmblr that much but i still check in for updates from my fav authors and i wanted to do the same for you and this story in particular (im gonna check out ur other txt ones after this.)

im new to your acc so im not really familiar with the rhythm or frequencies of your posts! so without you feeling pressure or stress to exert yourself for your stories, when are we most likely to see u update ‘delicate’ in particular? or are your updates at random!

sorry if youve answered this before or something similar! ive looked in ur ‘asked section’ for a bit but nothing.

but please dont feel stressed because of my question and stay healthy ^^ im excited to read your book its got me thinking abt its outcomes already. ★♡

hi bub! this doesnt make me uncomfortable at all! don't worry~

i'm really glad you're excited because so am i! i'm about halfway done with delicate's draft rn and i have the outlines of each story prepared as well! however, due to my uni, i have quite a workload so my writing sessions are sporadic, making my posting schedule sporadic anshdhd

in terms of delicate, i'll probably have it up around november or early december! maybe sooner if the txt concert is gonna give me a boost of writing energy anshdhf

anyway, thank you so much, hun, and feel free to send an ask for questions any time! 💖💖💖

[ihatebnha]

lmfao not important or serious but... (rant below)

I saw a NSFW fic recommendation made on tik tok for some dumb toji fic or w/e... and ofc bc I’m a dumbass I commented something like (paraphrase) “hey make sure you check with the author before posting, I know ppl are sometimes uncomf with their stuff on tik tok!” And sent the author of the fic (here on tumblr) an ask about like.... their shit being on tik tok (because it was nsfw)...

and deadass the poster replied to my comment with (paraphrase) “Im the author LOL” which like is lmfao but okay fine ig... but what annoys me is like... literally like 30 ppl responded after that laughing at me and with vaguely rude things....

Like first of all... Get ur head out of ur ass, you’re not famous, I don’t read ur fics, and don’t know OR care who you are bc I don’t follow u... second, it’s kinda a known rule to keep shit off of tik tok... and third, I was trying to do you a favor???!

Like. you are posting your literal porn on an app with kids so why is it problem I mentioned this?? The least you could’ve done was been like “okay thank you but I’m the author!!” And ha ha ha I would’ve laughed with u at my mistake... but instead, people act like I’m the dumbass and you just let them???

Couldn’t be me.

But Whatever I guess. Have fun with all the minors who make tumblrs just to visit your blog now you dumbass bitch. i dont care.

Tbh tho I just feel bad lol bc it’s embarrassing for ME. Lesson learned: Don’t be a nice person and always post fics on tik tok to get clout from all the tik tok minors.😋

Bye.

[midsvmmars]

anyway quarantine is still driving me crazy with boredom and with an all time high of muse so here i am once again asking for plots...under the cut will be some plots i want and how i typically rp so like and i’ll hit you up!!

rules/my typical rp things ig??:

first things first i only really rp on discord and i usually prefer mumus cuz i love intertwining drama and multiple characters just a straight 1x1 kinda bores me sometimes..

i play any gender and any kind of pairing but also pls dont just use me for playing males or have certain ships be fetishy it makes me v uncomf

like i said above im rlly big on mumus and prefer them and because of that i also love going based on chemistry like ofc plot things ahead of time but i like still leaving enough open to see where it goes naturally and be surprised by ships/friendships/rivalries etc

i do oc’s or canon characters as some of my fav muses are canon ones and some are oc’s so anything i’m down for even if its oc/canon or within a specific universe or a mix im down for anything p much

here’s my pinterest any characters, ships, universes, etc are what im most likely willing to play (but theres so much more) and my main oc’s are there so look at this if anything catches ur eye or u want to get to know some of my character types OKAY SO U CANT LINK TO SHOW IN THE TAGS BUT MY PINTEREST IS MELLIESGRANT THE PFP IS CHER FROM CLUELESS

plots:

i’m really into anything horror (a mumu of horror characters from any movie/show/book/game/etc pls), dark academia, supernatural, mystery, southern gothic, etc

im also a sucker for teen drama type shows like one tree hill/dawsons creek/the oc so i’d love a mumu just in a small town or a specific setting and just focusing on the characters and crazy drama and intertwining relationships

i just finished the oc rn so my mind is on ryissa too ....

also a gossip girl inspired mumu?? pls

i love supernatural stuff but im a big sucker for vampires and their lore so i’d love smth inspired by the worlds of the vampire diaries, vampire the masquerade, true blood, salems lot, from dusk till dawn, or buffy

esp a tvd type mumu cuz i miss the show so i at least want to write in a similar universe oops

more horror ideas: silent hill or until dawn type plots?? PLEASE

also a canon until dawn mumu? yes esp if u give me mike x emily

also a veronica mars type plot?? outcast private investigator and someone they hate having to work together to solve a crime for someone they both cared about and serving enemies to lovers yes please

a stranger things inspired mumu?? yes please

also here’s my tag for wanted ships so you can see types of ships i like or if you want to rp any of these or smth inspired by them!! OKAY LIKE I SAID ABOVE U CANT TAG THINGS BUT THE TAG IS WANTED-SHIPS SORRY

HOUSE OF ANUBIS INSPIRED MUMU PLS

my main fandoms/canon characters i play ig is snicketverse, cartoons, horror, and comics ig?? also teen dramas?? IDK LOOK THROUGH MY PINTEREST I LINKED EARLIER FOR THE SPECIFICS but im always open to more too hehe

some canon characters ive had a lot of muse for/been dying to play rn are nate archibald, pacifica northwest, mia jones, bugs bunny, and marissa cooper BUT SO MANY MORE TOO

so like i said this was a mess idk if any of this made sense but if youre reading this rn and somehow it did make sense and u wanted to do one of these things like this and i’ll hit you up!! ty!!

[mgsdays]

i have another question heheh (im the anon that asked u the question about momos character development btw). so basically, i was talking to a friend about she li, and how interesting it is that he to be always watching or is near momo when he *appears* to be alone?? we have this theory that after he tian leaves (srry ik u dont like us reminding u sksjdjs), she li MIGHT seek out to find momo again. what do you think? also like whatever she li has going on with momo is so weird to me bcoz like momo js CLEARLY uncomf/scared/FRIGHTENED of him. cant she li take a hint? ik some ppl in the fandom wanna defend him and all but like,, to me,, he gives weird “creepy/jealous/psycho” vibes tbh. also, we have a few chaps if flashbacks already where he’s either been in the same train/subway as momo :/ i dont wanna assume things but i just hope that momo is safe T^T

She Li definitely gives weird psycho vibes! I like him as a character because he brings an interesting dynamic to the story, and I believe others in the fandom feel the same way. But in the story we are not supposed to excuse his behavior. It's not that She Li can't take a hint - he knows that he makes Mo uncomfortable and he wants that. Mo broke free from him and She Li hates him for it.

She Li doesn't feel pain, we learn that in a flashback. She Li, in turn, is fascinated by Mo's pain. She Li enjoys causing it and enjoys watching Mo's reaction. It's a second hand thrill for She Li, something about power and control.

When Mo was still under his wing, Mo stood up against an unfair action of She Li's in a public way that challenged She Li's authority. She Li reacted by piercing Mo's earlobes, in front of their entire gang, scratching the pin against a wall beforehand and probably hoping for the ears to get infected. She Li does things like all the time. It's the root of his characterization: he loves Mo's pain, he wants discipline from his minions and he can't have dissidents. Power, revenge and control.

We don't know exactly at what page they left things. In the beginning Mo is no longer on his gang, and neither is buzzcut and the others, but She Li still comes to Mo when he wants someone to get expelled from school. Mo was about to agree until the other boys interfered. They're still on speaking terms then, what happened before mo left?

Enter He Tian. He Tian gives Mo the guts to tell She Li no, and even fights physically on Mo's behalf when it comes down to it. She Li is infuriated by that.

What does that mean for He Tian's time away? He Tian asked his brother for a favor, I believe it has something to do with She Li. I don't think the manhwa will be about Mo standing up for himself without He Tian - he will have to learn how to do it, but it can't be all. Mo can't stand up for himself when he's greatly outnumbered. He Tian wouldn't leave him alone to his own devices. The favor might have to do with that.

If it doesn't, Mo has a dark future ahead of him. I don't think that's the story because in the future chapters Mo doesn't look like he went through that kind of trauma. Plus, He Tian cares too much to let it happen.

[woozi]

henlo yza <3 ,

hdjdkd i don't really have much knowledge abt different techniques & kind of dances so when the steps match the lyrics i'm like '!!! wow yes i love it' fhdjdjskks also bc i've grown up watching these kind of dances only so my that's what i tend to notice first hdjdjddk it is also one of the reason why i decided to stan svt dwc, oh my, thanks & our dawn is hotter than day's choreo details really impressed me.

maybe vincenzo is your svt club & ur so valid for that <3 hddjdjekek also pls don't say sorry!! you can talk abt it as much as you want i like knowing what you think. i'll let you know how was it for me when i complete it. & no homecha hasn't ended yet (idk if there are 16 or 14 eps i haven't checked) it does come on weekends, counting this sunday's ep, we're at 12th rn.

i get that fjdjdkkd i used to be the same 😭 always waiting for dramas to end so i can binge watch because not knowing what happens next would kill me. but idk when this happened, my will to watch anything died down bc the eps are just there, available for me to watch anytime. im like 'i'll watch it next time' but next time never comes 💀. this year i've watched no-air ones only hdjssj very surprising for me ( also my wack memory & svt content supports me by forgetting abt it after weekend ends dhdjdkkd) anyway i'm very excited to see how you like homecha!

CHURCH BOY JOSH HDHDJDDKKSLSDJ church boy josh, cringe domestic boy, joshua numbers. we've come up with so many nicknames for him in few asks only 😭😭 dbdjksksk deserve actually. BUT SO TRUE I STILL HAVE NO WORDS FOR HIM. THAT WAS- JUST- WOW OKAY WE SEE YOU 😭😭and dino lip piercing and hoshi eyebrow slit..... so sexy of them. cb concept pictures haven't come out yet & they're already shinning!! love to see that. also now we have gyu and hoshi's wedding reception pictures & cottagecore hannie (with that collarbone picture right in middle >:( wth mister but also hbd ig <3) being added in the equation.

IM CRYINGGGGGG THEY LOOK SO CUTE THEY ARE SO CUTE NOO 😭😭💔 HOW HAVE I NEVER SEEN THESE COVERS WTH (being the ex-directioner and all dhdjkdsksk). I SMILED SO WIDE WATCHING THEM <///3 it's been so long since i heard one thing wow lol. but! this means they know who zayn is. thank you for this jdjssk this is going to keep me happy for some time hdjdke. SUNDAY MORNING EHJEJEKE 😭 thank you <3 dndjdj

IKR???? IM SO EXCITED FOR THIS CB I'M ALSO EXCITED TO EXPERIENCE IT WITH YOU. agreee truly bless svt for helping keeping us from losing it over life (by making us lose it over them) tbh sometimes it worries me too with the way contents keep dropping but just now in these unit interviews being released, perf unit shared how they have ppl who encourage them to be okay with their tiredness. things like that put me at ease. hope they rest well from time to time too. honestly just looking at their tour schedules i used to get tired because these dudes used to have more shows and less day offs and some of them being used to just move from one city to another. i hope in coming years pledis changes that lol.

sameee for the poster release hdjdkeek. also even though there was scheduler, i forgot abt the concept trailer 😭 it was raining & bcoz of that power was out as well & i don't use data dhdjdkdk. i think 5 minutes after 12 kst power came back (you can say joshu's sparkler brought it back hdjdjdks) it literally left me speechless. yk that meme ' everyone remembers what they were doing & where they were when it happened ' that's me & you with this cb hfjdkd honestly that's everyone with this cb me thinks.

seventeenies bringing the grass to you w their posts djdjkd ( btw you can always tell me if silly little jokes get out of hand i wouldn't ever like to make you uncomfy) but seriously i hope uni doesn't give you hard time. don't worry much just keep moving forward, at some point whatever is making you feel stuck will move away eventually.

is it that obvious? 😭😭😭😭 no i don't like rain at all dhjddk (i actually didn't dislike it as much during teens) mostly because road drainage system sucks here & we live in lower area so even moderate rain causes water logging. i'd give you some rain but this one's bad so i won't </3 ( as if i could if it were the good one 💀) stay hydrated!!! drink two sips of water everytime you hear dino laugh, i hope it cools a little soon.

that's what being on tumblr since 2012 does to you 😭 ALSO UR SO FUNNY PLS, SO ARE THE MEMES YOU USE FOR ASKS DJDJDKD. *hands you bunny headband dino* it's dangerous outside take this, you too stay safe out there 😭😭😭😭 love you too <3 and thank YOU for hanging out w me hehe :3, also dw tbh these asks have become one of the highlights for me now & i'm only using my free time excluding resting time, i hope you are too, no pressure at all! dw about being late - 🪂

ps - did i tell you i actually followed your svt blog around the time everyone was guessing your biases hddjkddj i sent mingyu & jeonghan dhdjdj that was my first ask :3 - 🪂

henlo, 🪂!! <3 <3 <3

honestly it doesnt matter to me tbh <3 if people enjoy the dance its all that matters!! and omg i can see that!! i love the svteenies always bring something fresh to the table

omg that means you're near the end 😭😭😭 i keep seeing gifs of it on my dash and it makes me feel a lil lovesick ngl HJFHJFHD why is it so TENDER????????????????

ok but that's so valid too bc that's me rn with in the soop.... i literally have not watched the 6th ep yet 😭 and i'm getting the feeling youre mentioning w swf now because i literally always look forward to tuesdays just for the next ep HJDHJDS also i am dumb what are no-airs HJDHJDHHD and ur not alone tbh <3 i have also been super forgetful lately and that is not like me fdhjdfjhdfhjdfhj we're rotting in this hellsite ig

love bullying him i just wanna know how he'd react if he gets upset <3 i dont think we've ever seen angry josh and i wanna make him angry sm HSDHJSDJ im glossing over dino lip piercing to directly go over hOSHI EYEBROW SLIT BC HELLO??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ive never really liked eyebrow slits but he makes them look so- i want him to hurt me HJDSHJDHJDS ALSO THE LATEST SET OF PHOTOS OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD they're giving me what i've been asking for i love being here sm <3 soonyoung's so chummy w everyone have u seen his photos w jihoon last night 😭 he's literally tamed the actual tiger icb this. and no oh my god i do not Know what Collarbone Jeonghan is i have erased him from my memories thank u

HDSHDSJDSHJDS the ex-directioner is so funny to me 😭 i think we have all been there one way or another <3 and ofc omg <3 i'm glad my core svt memories make u happy HSDJHJDFHJHJDSF

they literally said escapism hELP ME 😭😭😭😭😭 i think they're also just workaholics in general. i would be too if i actually enjoyed what i did for a living 😭 and are we even gonna get tours in the near future.... this is so sad i havent even seen them irl </3

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OMG that's terrible, i hope u guys were okay though :/ AND NOT THE JOSH SPARKLER FDDHJFHDFHJFDHFDH now i have to think about him oh my god i think i passed out a little when eyebrow piercing josh came on screen and just full on blacked out when the match scene came on tbh 😭 JKSDJKDSKDS ITS LIKE THE PANDEMIC!!!!!!! WE WILL RMB!!!!!!!!!

ALSOO NOOO OMG i dont feel uncomf at all and u should also tell me if i do make u feel so <3 thank u for even mentioning that!! also love that they're Doing It All for us we dont even have to go out to touch grass anymore HJDSHJSDJ i've actually been v happy w uni omg!! just that i often feel stressed bc they give us sm things to do </3 thank u for ur kind words!!

that's the price of being an adult JDJSJKD now we gotta think of things like.. idk the effects of rain 😭😭😭 i used to even love it when it flooded as a kid HJDSHJSDHJ now i get anxious too!! i love all kinds of rain though so i wont mind JKKSDKJSDKJD just that other people might be affected </3 wish i had my own rain cloud on some kind of leash lmao. ALSO IF I DRINK WATER EVERY TIME I HEAR DINO LAUGH FDHFDHJDFHD gonna be bloated but hydrated af ngl

oh my gOD YOU WERE HERE SINCE 2012???? we're literally sick bestie <3 i genuinely think tumblr has changed something fundamental in me and my way of thinking has not been The Same as idk.. regular people ig JDSHJSDHJSD THE OFFLINE PEOPLE!! smth about tumblr is so <3 sick but also i love this hellsite so 😗 AND NOOO NOT THE MEMES FDHDFHJDF its my broken sense of humor and inability to convey emotions properly HHSDHJDSHJ

BUNNY HEADBAND DINO?????????????????????????????????????? honestly he'd bring me more harm than protection i'll say that much 😭

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 that genuinely made me feel so warm & fuzzy, i always look forward to your messages too <3 <3 <3 i hope u always have good days u deserve it for being such a sweetheart

WAIT HELLO???????????????????????? YOU'VE BEEN HERE FOR SO LONG THEN 😭😭😭😭😭 and im so impressed you didnt get weeded out ngl HFDHJFDHJFD icb you've been witnessing me going more ill everyday <3 ur a soldier

and u are partially correct abt mingyu & jh <3 at least during the time JSDJDSJKSDJK i think i've been desensitized to mingyu now but i still love him sm <3 he's just so cute and cutesy boys kinda infuriate me in an affectionate way so HJSDHJDSHJDSH

[squigglegigs]

i think we're about the same age 24 (if remember correctly) and i've been following since the Gravity Falls and anime days. Now it seems that a lot of your followers are like teenagers now, and teenagers in general kinda scare the fuck outta me, How do you deal with them en masse?

its just always important to remember your age. u cant do whatever u want. if a minor says something makes them uncomf even if it makes no sense to u u listen. if a minor says they dont want to talk to u anymore u listen. you cant be held responsible for kids finding inappropriate stuff on the internet but if u have a ton of kids following u then u need to realize that they are consuming what u post and act accordingly. i used to post nsfw stuff but ive recently stopped doing that since,,, it would be easily avaliable to a lot of minors who i know follow me.id also like to say again cause i wanna make it clear: IF I EVER DO SOMETHING THAT MAKES ANYONE UNCOMFORTABLE PLEASE LET ME KNOW. i am an adult and try to act as such and be responsible with my online presence but i am human and slip up so please if anything i do seems out of line dont be scared to send an ask.

[slightlypissedoffbird]

ask meme

tagged by @kylo-rens-8-pack (u smell)

rules: tag 10 of your followers you want to get to know better

name: mal

nickname: big salty

gender: fem aligned nb

star sign: aries

height: 5′3/5′4ish

sexuality: lesbian

favorite animals: frogs and jellyfish!! also dogs

sleep: either 2 hours or 12 hours

current time: 6:15 pm

dog or cat: i really like both but i actually have a dog

dream trip: uuhhhh idk traveling is scary

dream job: something where can draw and ppl will pay me

when i made this blog: i think... 2015/2016??

followers: 101

why i made this blog: i just wanted smwhere to put my art lol

tags: (u guys dont actually have to if it makes u uncomf fyi) @amapomme@mynoodlesdoodles @striders-sweet-booty @aprofeshunal @stardustee @fearmymagic 

[sundrenched-smilez]

odd numbers for the lesbian asks! (if it's too many just do every 4th one maybe?)

1. Femme or butch? 

for type, im vry easily wooed by butches tbh

as for myself, im genderfluid + heavily lean towards butch-ish for one gender + have been gettin more comf w that term for myself. the 3 genders i switch between, ive described as sharp, dainty and tired, for reason of not really being comf w gender labels aside from nonbinary. sharp/tired r kinda butchish, moreso sharp. like leather jackets, ripped jeans, dress pants/shirts, defs flannels (which r a given for any mood im in tbh) while tired is like mb softer, more focused on flannels + loose tank tops/shirts, shorts + certain skirts, comfy clothes, and the like   

ive found that i’m leaning more towards butch lately too, like i’ve been a lot more comfortable with pants and a nice top than i have w dresses or most skirts + im wondering if i was just hanging on to femininity for sake of society, so those r things 2 think abt. i still feel comf in them sometimes, but it’s getting much less often. gender’s weird, i still cant cling to one bc of how pressuring that is so genderfluidity is still smth for me + it shifting to different percentages is okay (im thinking out loud @ this point, but its helping so i hope its interesting to read)

3. Plaid button-ups or leather jackets?

both, but primarily flannels/plaid buttion-ups

5. Describe your aesthetic

aaahh theres a lot of diff aesthetics i could go into, but i have a tag if ur interested in a visual representation? basically, cosy homes, forests, wooden steps and bridges, cats, girls/nbs, water, plants, and old video game stuff, and clouds/skies. i’m sure there’s more in there, but for a good rule of thumb !! as for like dressing aesthetic, i like to look rly gay + attractive and a lil showy? like my shorts r Short and i love crop tops + a lot of my shirts show my bra thru them, + i like showing it when i can, like sports bra + a tank top is a fav look of mine bc i can make it look like my bra is a trim on the shirt + it’s cute. i’ve been wearing dresses less often, but occasionally, i like to rock one. id love a pair of combat boots but i have like size 11/12 feet + most stores dont carry that size + im hesitant to buy some online. 

7. Favorite pair of shoes?

its rly hard to find any, i have like walmart converse knockoffs atm + theyre a beige/grey color im not that huge on, it kinda reminds me of sandalwood but depressed

9. Any haircut goals for the future? 

there was the undercut!! and i have that down now c: next step is to dye it blue and mb some purple. i wanna bleach it if i’m gonna dye it, but im hesitant to do that bc of how damaging it is, but since my hair’s been cut a cpl time almost all the color is out now, so i think itll b ok if i take good care of it. 

11. Describe the worst date you’ve been on

i went to a cafe w someone (i think they were nb but i cant remember, it was like 2 yrs ago about ) and they were impossible to talk to bc they just kept saying “im awkward sorry” @ everything and like any conversations i tried to maintain were all one-shot responses, and like that was a lil frustrating. like i dont hold it against them or anything, more in a sense of i was rly tryin 2 carry it and just couldnt 

13. If taken, talk about your girlfriend/wife!

whooh i wish i was taken, i need affection + to b cute w someone 

15. Describe your dream wedding

hmmmm i havent thought much about it !! i know when i was younger i wanted to wear a black wedding dress but now im thinkin mb a suit that switches to dress @ the bottom?? that could b cool. I’d be happy w anything tbh, if im getting married, i’d just b happy to be w my wife/spouse. mb somewhere in a forest or on a boat would b cool, defs lots of good food and colorful flowers. I’d like a lot of color, most weddings ive been to are just b/w and bland for my taste (they’ve also all been straight tho so theres that.) it’s kind of wild to think that i might b married someday, but it’d b rly nice. i just haven’t thought much abt the planning of one. it’d b rly gay tho, probs give out tiny gay flags at each seat, and the cake could b lesbian flag colors. im rly drawing a blank on this, but i know id want all my friends around the country + world to be there. 

17. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?

i definitely want to live in a port town at some point !! idk where i’d like to settle down, ideally somewhere that doesnt get much hotter than 90 degrees + has lots of parks + is big enough for some events, like pride stuff, little festivals, a farmer’s market, and places to do things, such as a movie theater, bowling alley, mb an aquarium, if not one in a nearby town. hiking trails r also good. 

19. Favorite lesbian novel/story?

on a sunbeam!!! its a huge inspiration for me, and i love it so much. it always puts me in such a good mindset when i read it, and the artist is my age, so it makes me feel like I can also accomplish great things if i rly put my heart into it!! which is such a good feeling, and it has great representation + characters that i love, and its rly gay, and in space and theres ships shaped like fish + its gorgeous : D i could go on for hrs abt it + how important it is to me. theres an nb character too, and like the aspect of found families is one that rly hits home and it helped me get thru a rough time of my life + better accept myself as queer/gay. 

21. Favorite lesbian musician?

adult mom (tho i think they’re bi but still gay), or hayley kiyoko

23. Ever been assumed to be nothing more than a gal pal?

i think so, but i can’t place when, it’s been a bit. 

25. Be positive! What do you like most about being a lesbian?

talking abt being gay w other girls/nbs is lovely and cathartic, i never got to growing up bc i lived in a homophobic town + i was like dealing heavily with internalized homophobia and body/gender dysphoria so i was ace for a bit. talking more abt like sexual attraction + aesthetic attraction is new to me, and that’s been a process to get to, but it’s nice that I can now do so w/o being belittled or barraged by insult. i also just love the thought of being w someone, and daydreaming abt when that happens is really nice. also,, girls + nbs r a blessing and brighten my day and im so glad im attracted 2 them 

27. Turn ons?

absolutely communication, that’s a need. i had a bad experience w someone bc she wasn’t communicative at all, and failed to tell me that we weren’t dating despite us going on several dates + kissing??? like i wont go too into it, but hatchi matchi it was a mess. so yeah, communication, affection, and like reassurance that they actually want to be with me, and that my presence is wanted and enjoyed. I got a lot of “i dont care”s for answers last sort-of relationship, and that was rly discouraging. another turn on is for them to initiate talking and things, like holding hands or planning to hang out + such. consent is another big one. 

29. Do you usually ask other women out or do you wait for them to ask you?

i usually tend to ask them out, but im still dealing w internalized junk, so its difficult. i also havent any situations in which they liked me back, which is frustrating. like i got lead on earlier summer for abt a month until i asked what we were doing + didnt rly get an answer, and it was this whole mess. i generally try to make the first move tho, bc i know firsthand how difficult it is, but that being said, it’s still hard for me to know for sure if theyre interested + i dont wanna make things uncomf w them, so i’ll wait until i think there might b attraction. that being said, once that’s all out of the way, i like to consider myself a good flirt when im trying. 

31. Talk about your interests or hobbies!

i have lots of interests!! im obsessed w steven universe, its my fav show (and if u ever have time, we should totally watch it together sometime, i rly think you’d love it, it’s super gay + heartwarming.) i really love playing music and learning new songs, which im rly great at memorizing. talking to friends + gettin 2 know them better is always nice and fun. i like to draw new things + see the different ways ppl draw, so seeing art on here is always fun for me. i’m also rly into polygon videos (it’s a youtube channel, not like videos abt polygon haha) and this podcast called the adventure zone. season one just ended, so i might start listening to another one called friends at the table. i rly wanna start a podcast w someone, but can never find anyone to start it with. idk what I’d talk abt but if i could find a partner for it, i think it’d be a lot of fun. mb smth abt games or books/queer representation in media. doing a dnd podcast would also b rly fun, but a lot of work + editing so mb later down the road !! im blanking on other interests atm, but animations and cartoons r lovely and i aim to make something in that field one day, if not just a comic.

my hobbies r mostlyyyy drawing, dnd things now every thursday, hanging w my friends, playing video games, sometimes writing (i rly wanna start a comic, and im tryin to get my butt into gear on it), goin to parks, listening to music, and goin 2 events w roe + cesar, two of my friends. sometimes ill play music!! i need to get more than the keyboard i’m lending, but i love performing. ill also watch leg birds on youtube, theyre a lesbian couple that plays gams + theyre rly sweet. 

33. Do you love easily or does it take time for you to warm up to someone?

its easy for me to love friends, doesnt usu take me more than a few months of knowing them if were talking a lot. as for falling in love, that takes me a lot longer. ive never rly been in love w someone. i thought i was once, but rly it was just my first gay experience w someone and i wanted it to be perfect so i projected a lot of things + made it better than it seemed to myself for the duration of it, which wasn’t healthy, so i wanna avoid doing that again, + take things slower next time. or at least for what they are. 

35. Ever fallen for a straight girl?

a few times, they were just crushes tho, so it wasnt too too bad

37. Favorite comfort food?

hot cocoa or tea. as for food food, i dont think i have one. mb french toast or cinnamon rolls. 

39. Vegetarian? Vegan? None of the above?

i used to be a vegetarian!! for like a yr, but it was difficult for me to eat and feel full, and i was pretty underweight, so i stopped. 

41. Early-riser or night-owl?

both, i tend to stay up, but getting up early can be nice if i dont have to do anything. like just gently waking + making some tea and a nice breakfast + sittin around for a bit. 

43. What is your Myers-Briggs type?

enfp-a 

45. At what age did you know you were a lesbian?

i think like 16-17? it took me a bit to get words for identity, like lesbian/nonbinary and the like, but i always knew, like id call myself an individual as opposed to gendered terms that i was referred to, and always felt rly yucky w deadname + the wrong pronouns

47. Are you crushing on anyone at the moment (celebrity or otherwise)?

ive got one crush atm !! and another person who seems nice, but i wanna hang out w before like thinking abt a crush (im poly, which perhaps goes w/o saying, but i always like to state it when talking abt these things, jic )

49. Talk about your dreams/aspirations for the future

i’d like a partner or two, to get some bongos- i got to play some a couple weeks ago, and it was the most fun i’ve had playing anything!! having smth with an instant response that i could make up rhythms with was really rewarding and so much fun. i know i want a cat at some point, to go on cute dates + cuddle and kiss a lot w someone, to visit my friends in other places, dye my hair, get a better job, to travel a bit, make a comic, go to college for animation and storyboarding, mb go to camp at some point, and I’d like to make some more friends here, i’m already making some, which i’m super happy about, but it’s always nice meeting new ppl 

thank u for asking!! this was relaxing + fun, and a lot of the topics were cathartic to talk about, and i needed it. so thanks for listening too kinda

also im queen of commas, i’ve discovered while typing this

[autvmnalsky]

Alphabet Tag Game

I was tagged by the lovely @slutlingar and @overthemoonjoon 💕 

A - AGE: 19 (but i turn 20 in like a month and i v upset)

B - BIGGEST FEAR: baby butterflies (even the word makes me uncomf so im not going to say it.) the future

C - CURRENT TIME: 8:59 pm

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Chrysanthemum tea, my fave :)

E - EVERY DAY STARTS WITH: checking my kkt and tumblr notifs

F - FAVOURITE SONG: I’ve listened to 봄날 like 209 times

G - GHOSTS, ARE THEY REAL?: no?

H - HOMETOWN: San Francisco, CA

I - IN LOVE WITH: my boyfriend jeon jungkook

J - JEALOUS OF: my boyfriend jeon jungkook bc hes literally good at EVERYTHING ITS NOT FAIR

K - KILLED SOMEONE: Ive killed T[spoiler] and I’m going to kill J[spoiler] very soon

L - LAST TIME YOU’VE CRIED: LAST THURSDAY WHEN I WATCHED EP 18 OF HWARANG

M - MIDDLE NAME: it’s a secret shhhhh only like one person on this website knows

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 0

O - ONE WISH: to not live on a trash planet?

P - PERSON YOU’VE LAST CALLED / TEXTED: @showyourdesire we were talking about albums

Q - QUESTIONS YOU’RE ALWAYS ASKED: “how do you do [insert math/physics/life problem]” bECAUSE MY FRIEND CANT DO ANYTHING

R - REASONS TO SMILE: kim taehyung

S - SONGS LAST SANG: 봄날

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: like 7:40 ish?? which is ridiculous bc i went to sleep at like 2 and i dont even have school today??????????

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: black

V - VACATION DESTINATION: Dubai, Japan, South Korea, Paris

W - WORST HABIT: literally making everything my priority EXCEPT school work

X - X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD: Teeth

Y - YOUR FAVOURITE FOOD: jjajangmyeon, poke, sushi, pizza, idk i love food

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Aries

idk im too lazy to tag ppl tbh so like if you do it bc you were tagged by andrea or something pls tag me so i can see your answers

[patheticfrogarchive]

for the ask meme: every number ending with a 7 (7, 17, 27, and so on)

i love that u asked this bc my favorite number is 7, fun fact

7. What does your last received text say?

Poesune Miku

17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?

no BUT i do know someone whos first name is my middle name (mckenna)

27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower?

both kinda? like i start doing it in the shower and then eventually step out. depends on the day i guess

37. What song are you listening to?

nothing rn 

47. Who was the last person you talked to in person?

my friend rachel who is staying in my suite tonight bc we + our other friends are going to baltimore dogfest tomorrow its gonna be great i can’t wait to pet them all

57. Are you shy?

im the Most Shy

67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself? 

tbh id rather do them myself even though im awful at doing them, cause i just hate that thing nail salons do where they push ur nail beds or whatever down, like it doesnt hurt but its super uncomf and i hate it. also im poor and i dont care abt my nails that much

77. Do you have a job?    

yeah, when im at school i work for the music department (hanging up posters, filing stuff, making copies of programs, setting up concerts, etc.) and when im at home i work for a research institute library 

87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops?    

i despise high heels so flip flops 100%. the least amount of shoe im wearing the better 

97. Do you like the camera on your phone?    

i mean its fine for a phone camera, it could be better but i dont care that much. im saving up for a good dslr at the moment  

[wyrmsandrocs]

all the ocean asks!! u can skip any that r uncomf

pearl: if you could travel anywhere in the world, where would you go and why?- Hm, i really want to do a trip to see the historical stuff on the US east coast, I’d also really like to go see ruins in Rome and Greece. Aside from historical interests I just…really want to be in Oregon right now

sails: describe your perfect partner. - Someone I love who loves me too

lighthouse: how much makeup do you wear? - I usually do white or black winged eyeliner, silver + whatever my colour for the day is eyeshadow, lots and lots of mascara, and some lipstick, usually non natural colours like purple, green, or just like pastel pink. Even if i decide to forgo my eye makeup im usually wearing lipstick

shells: would you prefer to be a vampire or a werewolf? - tbh a vampire cause then I would have eternity to figure out who Agent 355 was

mermaid: most embarrassing moment? - Hoo boi okay sO. One time many years ago I was a 10 year old girl on quotev. I really really liked one direction. I clicked something I probably shouldn’t have seen because of quotevs lack of an sfw/nsfw rating system. I read a lot of these because I was confused as to what they were. Instead of forgetting all about them and deleting my account like a sane person, I sent them to my best friend at the time to get /her/ to read them. Instead of asking questions abt why the hell i was reading this shit, she found way worse and kinky ones. I was horrified. I didn’t know how to delete my web history. My dad almost found the links like 20 times

turquoise: weirdest dream you’ve ever had? - The dream where my subconscious tried to tell me i was gayyyyy. It was, again, years ago, and I thought I was straight. I had just made up my first ocs cause I was doin NaNoWriMo for the first time (spoiler alert, I made it to 50,000) and i had this dream where I met and then fell in love with my oc who was super pretty and i refused to believe I was a lesbian i just chalked it up to my sleeping brain being weird

waves: favourite season and why? - Autumn and Winter are my faves because there’s rain.

breakers: would you ever consider getting married? - Yes, definitely, but gdi why isn’t poly marriage legal yet

seafoam: describe your ideal summer vacation. - Ignore summer all together and continue school where it’s rainy

rain: if it were possible, what exotic animal would you keep as a pet? - Omg a Fennec they are my favourite little animals they are so cute. My first original story that i actually wrote down and still have was about Fennecs

sunlight: least favourite song? - The Sans version of Stronger than you

marine: would you ever consider plastic surgery? - Probably not i’m ot the hugest fan of surgery at all

sea glass: what do you consider to be your best physical feature? - Man I really love my eyes i have sectoral heterochromia so my eyes are green with stripes of deep brown.

storm: do you like piercings and tattoos? Why or why not? - I really do like them, but i probably wouldnt get any more piercings than I have, I have two on each ear, but I wear a fake nose ring cause it’s pretty. I dont love the idea of getting a tattoo cause owww im a wimp also needles are not good.

boardwalk: who is your favourite fictional couple? - I really love Wylan and Jesper from Six of Crows, also lotsa ships from other stuff but right now I’m loving my children, Aria and Sitara. My smol gay witch daughters

coral: if you had to describe your personality as a food, what would you be and why? - Super dark chocolate that gives you a headache but is also really great. I’m known for giving people headaches lmao not really. Idk why it just seems right, like I may seem sweet and nice but i am actually like the most bitter person. Or sea salt caramel. I am like super salty and bitter save me lmao

nymph: old-fashioned or modern decor? - buddy old fashioned decor is the shit 

seawater: scariest movie you’ve ever watched? - Okay it’s really stupid but Dot and the Red Kangaroo scared the /fuck/ out of me as a little kid the bunyip song was terrifying. I don’t really watch scary movies tho

siren: in a fantasy setting, would you be a warrior, rogue or mage? - Maaaaaage

tempest: your favourite Pokemon? - Eevee or Vaporeon. I also really love Vulpix

tropic: what is your least favourite thing about your appearance? - I’m p self conscious abt being not a small person height or weight wise. I used to always want to be a lot smaller so that I could just kind of disappear but recently i’ve just decided that if people are gonna notice me, they are gonna notice that i’m beautiful. It’s actually really helped my confidence which is kinda weird but i’m really glad for it

aquamarine: describe your dream date. - Staying at home watching musicals and drinking hot coco in the middle of a storm

brine: gold or silver? - Silver

tidal: what is a colour that best describes your personality? - I actually really like pinks and reds and how quickly a pink can merge to a more red colour. They both stand for love, but red is also anger

azure: what is something that you do that makes you happy? - Writing honestly. Also like i really enjoy school and learning about history and languages

fog: describe where you think you’ll be in five years. - Hopefully well into college by then, I’m still in highschool but I’m gonna add college english in the fall.

coastline: what is your favourite flower? - Violets. I really like the smell of jasmine or orange blossoms

shallows: what is your typical Starbucks order? - Venti Java Chip Frappuccino idk how to spell that tho

voyage: what are your favourite names? - I really like names related to the sea like Mara

shipwreck: do you have an OC? If so, describe them. - Okay I’m gonna tell ya abt Aria and Sitara.  Aria is a Hellenic polytheist who leans toward tarot and sigils rather than actual spell work. She’s pan and loves her gf v v much. Her parents were shit and she had to leave home as soon as she could. Her parents gave her the name Megan but she really hated it so she gos by Aria. She doesn’t really know all of her parents lineage but her mother was of middle eastern descent way back in the family that no one really remembers. She doesnt want to find out and prefers looking to the future. Sitara is an atheist and has a more traditional path. Shes bi and attractd to nb peeps and women but not men, she’s also polyam which shes v v happy her gf accepts. Her parents were better but they fell out of contact a while ago. Despite not believing in Aria’s deities, she lets her worship on her own and doesnt bother her. They met in an art store, both needing to get red ribbon for a love spell. Bonus: Aria means song and Sitara means poem

cerulean: do you believe in true love? - I do, but not just the romantic kind. I think that true platonic love is also super important.

shoreline: if you could become fluent in another language, which would you pick and why? - French because I’m trying to learn it rn and it’s a royal pain. Eventually I want to learn all the Latin based languages

tsunami: describe a dream outfit of yours. - Someday I’m gonna get cute heeled boots and wear them with tights and a skirt and like a flowy long sleeve black shirt I have and do all purple makeup this will happen someday

riptide: are you introverted or extroverted? Are you happy with this? - I’m somewhere in the middle. I love talking to my friends and like that but its also really nice to just shut down skype and tumblr and read a book, yknow?

hurricane: describe a strange habit of yours. - I tend to carefully chack all the walls and corners of a room while I’m entering it, like just look around and check for anything weird, even if I’ve been there a lot. This happens with places that feel specific ways tho, like they just have suspicious energy.

Ty so much for asking, friend! ^u^