Public service announcement
I just beat the mf radiance
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"guys stay on topic this post was supposed to be about" this is a social media website where anyone can say anything they want. your original thought provoking post is now about cereal
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You know what I was thinking? I'm having a pretty meh day, and I'm in a bad mood. I feel like crap, I don't wanna eat shit, im sad about a cuole friend related things... and I'm so tired.
But I was berating myself about it, thinking that I shouldn't be feeling bad, because I know people in much worse situations. People who don't feel like themselves, People who live in fear, People with mental health issues, People who are abused and attacked- They have every right to feel bad, not me who gets everything she wants, living with a loving family, having fortunate community- my issues are so small.
But.. why does it matter? Making myself feel shit about feeling bad isn't gonna make me feel better. Just because my problems are small doesn't mean they aren't gonna affect me.
Basically, don't compare your emotions with others, let yourself feel bad for whatever reason
Your emotions matter, even if you don't think so
<3
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controversial take, Taking Care is prob my favorite of my fics. it has like zero plot, but its prob my most revisited fic lately
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Chat,
I got some shit to talk about but nobody cares about my thoughts 💀
(Longass yap about what I’m thinking rn below)
so
I don’t really know if I should keep posting my skz art? I might just be a weakass baby when it comes to criticism, but I just don’t feel like my serious art does too well.
It’s also kinda like ‘I like it, since I spent my time and effort on this’ and there are people who have done better art than I have and have much better skills in a shorter period of time.
Maybe because I’m still pretty young, or maybe because I’m fucking dumb, that I’m not improving. Everyone wants to improve, and it’s kinda making me think about how much better I’ve improved at art over maybe 5+ years, but still how I’m clearly not as good as some other artists.
Maybe just feeling like shit cause I’m stressed, but I’m probably overreacting about certain stuff I’ve seen (messages to me + other artists’ stuff) ^^
If you do read this and follow my account/look at my art, I might not post for a bit cause I’m just feeling everything out before I start maybe posting my art again 🫶
+ stray kids ate
I did not 😔
I love you, so please don’t be depressed like I am lmao
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this playlist kills me. its like my playlist for sad times. its not mine btw its a public playlist on Spotify! i have a new account on there, so i use these public playlists to help curate my own!!
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Thinking of changing Kit’s name to Vasya. Maybe she picks it herself. I imagine her portal realm having a slightly run down version of the house with chicken legs.
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bruh i feel so badddddddddd not posting this fucking chapter tonight
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i think i should make one of these, Hi i’m Alexander, alex for short, i’m a trans guy. this account is probably just gonna be me talking (more likely ranting) about sėlf hàrm and ëàting disorder recovery. 
i in no way endorse engaging in any of those. i hate that they get romanticized. i just want to share my experiences with both.
if those are triggers for you i recommend blocking me.
i’m always here if you need advice or a shoulder to lean on it doesn’t matter if i don’t know you. it’s hard and not fun but recovery is the best option.
i have a lottt of story’s to tell
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Hello! this is my intro post! My name is Zoya and i'm 14 years old. I've been struggling with disordered eating (on and off) for 2 years. I used food to cope with the loss of a loved one when i was 7-10 and i gained a lot of weight and became very overweight. I then started losing weight during COV!D and became a normal BMI. Then i developed mental health issues and started overeating again and gained 30 lbs. Then I later had a suicide attempt in April 2023 and went to a mental hospital and 2 Residential treatment centers. At the treatment center i gained 25 more lbs and was 157 lbs. I started losing weight again in February 2024 and so far i've lost 30 lbs (lol so many 30's)
I'm going to be using my tumblr to post low cal meal inspo, low cal recipes, what i eat in a day (to help me hold myself accountable), weight updates (also to keep myself accountable), and more!
(Also ik that's Lucas in the pic above i just thought the post was funny lol)
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Lore drop of the day!!!! (Yayyyy)
I once got my YouTube account banned for posting a comment that just included a suicide prevention hotline number in response to a furry hater commenting something like "my eyes are burning I'm going to kill myself"
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renaissance dogys
characters belong to @canisalbus
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2am thoughts moment
I hate death irl like in fiction it can be used as a way to explore theme or give motivation for a character or even to emphasize the journey of a character but irl it doesn’t have meaning. Its doesn’t resolve any plot, it doesn’t do shit for the story. It just happens.
And when i informed myself on real person that were great and/or did great thing to me it just means that or storyline will never cross more than that. Like my oncle will never get to play a part in my story the same way i never will be able to experience his and i hate that
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I cannot overstate how much I love Tom Lehrer's story. It sounds so fake but is entirely real.
He's a goddamn genius- he started studying mathematics at Harvard when he was 15 and graduated magna cum laude. He worked at Los Alamos for a few years before being drafted and working for the NSA, where he claims to have invented jello shots to get around alcohol bans.
He then went back to Harvard for a couple years before starting to teach political science at MIT.
Through all of that, he was writing and performing both some of the funniest shit you'll ever hear (Poisoning Pigeons in the Park, Masochism Tango) and absolutely scathing political satire (Who's Next, Wernher von Braun, Send the Marines). Until the mid/late 60s counterculture gained momentum. He didn't like their aesthetic, so he stopped making music.
Shortly after, he moved to California and started teaching math and musical theater history at UC Santa Cruz for the next 30 years.
I don't know if non-Californians understand just how goddamn funny that is. It's where stoners and math (and now computer science) kids who couldn't get into Berkeley go. Leaving Harvard/MIT for UCSC is peak academic phoning it in. And by all accounts he had a blast.
Plus the whole putting all of his music in the public domain thing. That fucked.
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
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