#ill get them all finished this week

[spitinsideme]

i will probably onlt be able to make small doodles this week, so i will focus on dping more lore and cbaracyee aruff for my aus, so if anyone has any qiesrions aboit my demon x nun ai or maid au please do ask !!!! bwcquse ir will be the only thing youll see this week, and also im really into doing more fornit righr now

basically, ask me ques5ions about my aus !! and the characyers !! lik3 even stuff like "whats thei4 favrouite food" o4 some shit, anuthing !!

[heartorbit]

always by your side

[starscelly]

"The sort of leader of the Finnish Mafia: Miro Heiskanen."

"I know that I have to be the guy ... Right now I think I'm one of the best defensemen in the NHL."

Open Ice: Working Smarter

[skitskatdacat63]

Hey, do you remember that really homoerotic scene from Skyfall? No? That's okay, here's a Vettonso version of it :)

- explanation & w/o text:

Hi hello, finally my weird psychosexual relationship with Casino Royale has come to fruition. Yeah this is directly based off a scene from Skyfall, but I def envision the vibe as being more like Casino Royale hehe. I can't believe I made that inspo board for this AU almost 4 weeks ago, and then ended up drawing a four panel "comic" about it. Ahhhh proud of myself, a bit, a tad. I think this took 20+ hours across the span of a week? God. Anyways I digress! The AU!!

First of all, their Bond song would be "My Way of Life" by Frank Sinatra. It's so toxic, codependent and obsessive, I'm in love with it. And it really suits Fernando and his motivations and outlook in this AU. Basically, MI6(in the context of James Bond) in this AU is an analog for Ferrari. It picks theses guys up, tells them that they're Ferrari MI6's most special boy, chews them up, and then spits them out when they're finished extracting all their talent and skill and life force.

Much like with Ferrari, Seb in this AU replaces Fernando after Fernando loses favor and becomes undesirable. Now Seb is the new golden boy, and Fernando has turned to a life of crime! Fernando resents Seb for this of course, but also becomes obsessed with him and the idea of him , and how they are connected. It's weird to watch someone else basically go down your exact same path and unknowingly make all the same mistakes(buying into the mysticism of it all too much, being overly cocky, having naive beliefs and goals, etc.) He is caught between wanting to doom Seb even more but also wanting to "save" him, by corrupting him and convincing him to work together.

Basically: He's both a Bond girl and Bond villain.

Fernando is in such a weird place in this AU. I think he's just very dramatic. Seb is just casually living his best 007(005?) life, and Nando is watching him with binoculars, whispering to himself: "DOESN'T HE UNDERSTAND THAT WE ARE NARRATIVE FOILS!?" Yeah he hates Seb, but like the song lyrics say, their lives and dreams are inherently tied up together. He would feel lost without Seb, because Seb basically, unknowingly, destroyed and then took over his life. Maybe he'll feel satisifed if he manipulates Seb into going down the exact same path a bit better.

About the drawings themselves. Still can't believe this scene is a real thing that actually happened, insane to me. But in this AU, after the events of these drawings, Fernando definitely kicked all his henchman out of the room, and fucked Seb in the chair. And then against the wall. And then on the floor. Hey man, Seb is already looking mighty delicious with his unbuttoned attire and being tied up.

I think the general plot would be that Fernando keeps trying to seduce him to the dark side, and Seb keeps making him think it worked, only to escape at the end of the encounter. Leading Fernando to just come up with increasingly more violent and kinky traps. Seb goes along with it(read: enjoys it), leaving Fernando satisifed, only to somehow escape and wink and make kissy faces at Fernando in the process. (Fernando smoking cigarette in bed: "How do I make him stay. Sigh.")

I like to think though that Fernando does win in the end, by realizing, ah wait shit I do need to actually explain my motivations to Seb. And Seb is so worn down by his job, not Fernando, and how he's being treated, that he listens, really actually listens, and realizes Fernando does really have valid reasons. And then they become evil crime husbands yayyyy. Wow you thought this was a espionage AU? Well it is, but just not the outcome you'd expect.

[acequeenking]

Fandom: Tekken

Relationship: Kazama Jun/Mishima Kazuya

Rating: Explicit (this one has sexy times so not for kiddos)

THIS IS POST TEKKEN 8. BIG TEKKEN 8 SPOILERS. DON'T READ IT WITHOUT FINISHING THE GAME UNLESS YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT SPOILERS.

Additional Tags: Reunion, Reunion sex, Vaginal Sex, Vaginal Fingering, Awkward Conversations About Not-So-Accidentally Trying to Murder Your Son and Actually Murdering Your Dad and Kind of Accidentally Abandoning Your Unknown Baby-Mama, Forgiveness, Getting Back Together, Dealing with the mental fallout of Tekken 2 to Tekken 8, which for both of them is...a lot, but they're getting there

"I am not the man you want me to be," Kazuya admits. "But that does not mean the man I am does not love you."

"...Still?" Jun asks, the word the only thing that can quite get out of her throat.

[autos-ismos]

i keep anxiously swallowing air and hurting my stomach

[hxhhasmysoul]

wouldn't it be nice if the author of the fics finished them. the author is me.

[phantomrose96]

So I know this isn't anything that like actually needs an apology but it'll make me feel a bit better to say it. Oof whoops this ABoT chapter is super late. Timing kinda sucks since I wanted to have some updates out while s3 was airing but

Been kinda mega busy and stressed since October with the whole condo buying thing which rolled right into immediate day 0 plumbing and boiler issues I had to get fixed and general moving hassle and financial commitment stress and I kinda just fried myself hard. Plus then acclimating to a new place without my familiar street or familiar grocery store or familiar room or any of that. Like there's no "just go home and take your mind off it" to this cuz home is the "it". So I'm just kinda enduring until I can calm the hell down.

And anyway I definitely have progress on ch47, like 7000-ish words of it, but it's the kind of like "there is writing there" and hasn't exactly hit the "there is substance there" that I want ABoT chapters to be. Like this in particular is a chapter I want to be good, not just be done. So it's taking time to get my brain somewhere that can do that.

[hellhathfrozethoverthinking]

★✰★✰★✰★

[icewindandboringhorror]

recent things

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[nights-nonsensical-ramblings]

I'm really nervous for the third sonic movie. not for anything about the movie itself but for the fact that every single Scu thing (with the exception of drone home maybe?) Has been shortly preceded and/or followed by some kind of personal social tragedy.

And it's really weird cuz it started me writing and without that I wouldn't have met most of my current friends. But at the same time im associating it with the loss of multiple relationships.

Am I an overly anxious person that catastrophises every little thing? Yes. Am I superstitious? not really. But the fact that this keeps happening, And i keep ending up upset near an scu release due to social issues is getting really really freaky and almost makes it seem like there is something weird going on. The storyteller in me wants to call it like a deal, it got me into the sonic franchise and so many good things, but the trade off is ill feel hurt and loose something each time something in that universe comes out.

[miscellaneous--bones]

cotl oc that has been rattling around my head for DAYS

her name is noryn, shes a angora/jacob's geep who was born in the middle of the slaughtering of the lambs. her mother wanted a way for her species to live on with hopes that a hybrid would be spared because she wouldnt have ''pure blood'', her father was from a family of followers of the red crown and thought her a good gift to narinder given that she might not make it and if she did her existence would be a big fuck you to the bishops who locked away his god.

she DID make it and as she aged she became obsessed with the idea of gaining imortality, wanting to preserve what little of the lambs she could carry with her. shes gone through any way she could think of, including attempting to make a deal with narinder himself- though im still fleshing out whether that was successful or not.

shes devoted her life to learning the history of the gods/bishops and her people. she has a very strong truth seeker mentality, and when she eventually ran into the lamb she- along with ratau- helped them raise to be the great leader they are today. she took on the role of a priest/prophet?/seeker of sorts, using her knowledge of magic and gods to help grow the cult and defeat the bishops, taking care of things while the lamb is on crusades and such.

[junkdyke]

been glued to my work for 5 days straight, have not seen the sun,,,i can finally sortakinda go to sleep tonight like a normal person but then i only have 2 days to tweak animation, re-export models, adjust lighting, print what I want for my grad wall, and pack for Vegas bc I leave Friday morning. sleebiest girl in the whole wide world actually

[mbat]

i want to write doctor who fanfic so bad but i need to plan out the chapters and the thing is. that means coming up with premises. EVIL TO ME

i mean, i do have a few so far. the first chapter came to me literally in the form of a dream that i can just tweak to make sense yknow

i think its also like. i specifically want it to be that the bad guys have a good point but theyre going about it all wrong yknow. for Purposes

im just complaining lol ill be fine i prommy, its more that ive been so busy that i cant just sit down and brainstorm. i only need a few anyway

[zombieostrich]

behold, (most of) my WIPs! Only one of which I'm actually working on

Some of these are over a year old. One of these is about two years old. Is that the one I'm working on? No. No it is not. Because despite my brain wanting me to organize, organize, organize, it's also a bastard who wants nothing but pure, utter chaos.