#im in my self indulgent era

[valodia]

(tagged by: @queer-ragnelle thank you~ <3)

last song played: if it counts, then ive been working on a SynthV cover of one of my previous original songs, so that- otherwise, Pathological façade by GHOST~

reading: Hhhhh- actively, some xanxia danmei again- dont wanna say which. I have a bunch of manga to read, ive also started several fantasy books that i read on and off (Robin Hobb mostly and another fantasy series)

watching: Ive been watching a bunch of arthuriana movies/shows with my friend and her friends, my husband and i also started to watch an animated xanxia danmei show also, but idk if we will continue

current obsession: xanxia danmei,,,,,, and 3zun though i dont draw about it as much,,

tagging: im terminally incapable of tagging people but if you want to do it consider yourself tagged. If we are mutuals then absolutely i would want to tag you, but im too shy for that. So you can do it if you want, and it will absolutely count as me tagging you for real. <3

[webbyghost]

woke up thinking ‘you met a guy you really like for the first time in a long time, and really want to get him to notice you. the only problem is you’ve been dead for three years.’

so i guess my next fic is gonna be for insidious ffs

[sojutrait]

first couple months officially single

[crystallizsch]

(inspired by the midnight cooking chapter in the twst anthology manga and also jamil's dorm uniform and master chef voice lines)

(this is also a lil extended sequel to this post i made :3)

[cryiling]

thinking about that bkdk edating in middle school trope, except they're amino boyfriends 💀

they meet on an all might amino community. katsuki is one of the community mods, and izuku is the leader of an analysis club on there. izuku's posts were often featured and very popular in the community (he was def a microcelebrity), and katsuki always gave him a ton of amino coins on his posts.

for a challenge he's hosting for his club, izuku makes a huge deep-dive post analyzing all might's rise to fame in his bronze age. this post gets close to 10k likes, and katsuki gifts him 5k amino coins on the post. when izuku sees that number, he freaks out and assumes it must be a mistake since that's a huge number, who in their right mind would give him that much money??

he messages katsuki (who's username is 𝓓𝔂𝓷𝓪𝓶𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 ⛓️💥) (LMAOOOOO) and asks if the amount of coins was a mistake + offers to give them back. katsuki tells him that there was no mistake, and that he just really liked izuku's post. izuku is really flattered that this guy liked his analysis so much, and they continue texting back and forth for a while.

they follow each other and put each other in their bios under "bffs," and a month or two after that, they officially become boyfriends. izuku buys amino+ using all the coins katsuki had given him (katsuki keeps spending his allowance to buy more amino coins so he's super rich). they start matching profile themes after that, switching to a new theme every month. they have matching profile frames and chat bubbles and everything, and izuku makes a sticker pack of all might faces to use when texting katsuki (sometimes katsuki uses the stickers too, but only when texting izuku)

everyone on all might amino knows they're dating, since they're both such high-profile people in the community. they become the community's it-couple, and people love commenting on their walls how cute their matching profiles are. katsuki comments under all of izuku's posts praising his analysis, and izuku always replies with a string of all might heart-eye stickers.

6 months into their relationship, izuku tells katsuki he can call him by his real name. up until now, izuku had gone by the nickname "golden" in honor of all might's golden age. when izuku tells katsuki his name, though, he doesn't get a response. the next day, izuku wakes up to find that katsuki's profile has been deleted entirely.

izuku feels like throwing up. he doesn't know what happened to dynamight, if he caused this, what could have caused this. he debates deleting his account too, ashamed and confused and hurt, but ultimately decides against it. he changes his profile theme back to an aesthetic picture set of all might in his iconic golden age pose, and continues posting on all might amino as if nothing happened. he doesn't reach out to new people on amino again.

when izuku gets into ua and his workload drastically increases, he stops finding time to post on amino, eventually deleting the app entirely (his profile stays up, though).

in second year, izuku is sitting in the common room with his friends, somehow having been roped into a conversation about dating. "you've never been in a relationship before, have you, deku-kun?" uraraka asks him.

his friends' eyes all focus on him, and he blushes. "well, i had an online boyfriend in middle school, but i'm not sure if that counts." his friends gape at him, clearly surprised. some other people lingering about in the common area also tune into the conversation. katsuki is one of them.

"really, midoriya-kun?" iida says, doing his best to hide his blatant shock. "i must say, that sounds rather out of character for you!"

"did you guys break up or something?" todoroki asks.

izuku grimaces, remembering what happened. "i told him my real name, and then he deleted his account. i think it was because of my name, but I guess i don't know for sure."

uraraka frowns. "that sucks! he didn't deserve you anyway. what an asshole move." the rest of izuku's friends nod in agreement at that. out of the corner of his eye, izuku sees katsuki get up from his armchair and storm out of the room.

months later, izuku and katsuki finally start dating for real. izuku is so overwhelmed with happiness, and katsuki's eyes light up every time he sees izuku. one night, though, katsuki pulls him aside. "there's something i need to tell you."

izuku frowns in confusion. "what's up?"

katsuki takes a deep breath. "...i'm dynamight."

this does not clear izuku's confusion. "um... yeah, i know what your hero name is."

"no, it's-" katsuki cuts himself off, then starts again. "i was dynamight on amino, too."

izuku feels his heart drop. he's not sure what katsuki is saying, why he's bringing it up. "you... we were... you mean we dated back in middle school?"

katsuki nods, eyes on the floor. he doesn't say anything else.

"why did you..." izuku licks his lips in apprehension. "why did you delete your account?"

katsuki is silent for a moment. "i freaked out when i found out who you were," he finally says. "i mean, you know how i was treating you in real life back then. and we had been texting all that time, and i had been comforting you from the bullying you were going through, only to realize it was me who was- i didn't... i didn't know what to say. and obviously i was really immature at the time and wasn't ready to process my feelings yet. but that whole thing helped me realize my feelings for you, even though i didn't want to accept that at the time.

"but," katsuki continues, clearly on a roll now, "that still doesn't excuse what i did. it was a shitty move. and i know i've apologized for how i bullied you before, but i'm sorry for this, too, izuku. i know i hurt your feelings. i swear i'll be a better boyfriend this time, i promise. uh- only if... if you still want to be together."

izuku can't even think of what to say for a moment, still silently reeling at katsuki's confession. eventually he says, "no, i- i get it. we were both pretty immature at the time, and to be honest i kind of got over it a while ago. but," he smiles, "that apology really means a lot to me. and of course i still want to be with you."

he leans in to kiss katsuki briefly. izuku doesn't think he'll ever get used to that.

katsuki rests his forehead against izuku's, eyes taking in izuku's face. "i swear i'll be an even better boyfriend than dynamight was, golden."

and then they lived happily ever after :>

[lavenoon]

@naffeclipse realized it's criminal I haven't drawn him with claws so far, since I love inflicting retractable claws on any version of the dca I touch

*self insert is not a girl (he/she)

og detective au by sunnys-aesthetic!

[kellterntempest]

Everytime Robotnik says Stone

Inspired by This Excellent Post

[fafayayarhen]

I wanna draw yandere Spain so bad

Saw an ask @j-ellyfish answered about yandere Spain and Austria and it hasn't left my mind

TW: some pretty dark, twisted stuff under the cut cause y'know, yandere trope = bad so be warned tee hee

This man is perfect to slap every yandere archetype into him because no one will suspect a thing. He's friendly! He's nice! He's so charming, the red on his shirt he said was from the tomatoes that he was mid harvesting but oh no, some got squished and stuff! The colour is suspiciously dark brown when it dried up but there's no reason to question it.

That eerie, vacant look in his eyes from time to time when he sees a certain someone standing a little too close to Austria — when asked why he's glaring sharp daggers to dig and carve into the poor man's back, the Spaniard would shrug it off and steer the conversation away easily.

Here's the thing that nations don't die but you can sure as hell hurt them like a bitch, and this green eyed monster would woefully lambast; "It's a pity, really, I'd rather you be gone from this world for good if I have to see you breathe the same air as mi querida does but mutilating you beyond recognition is a fair trade."

"Porfa, be good for me and scream loudly as I torture you. It'll do wonders, promise."

His possessive and downright obsessive behaviour would be insane, and the kicker to all this is Austria being aware of his beloved beast's depravity but you know.

This pretty gemstone enables it because Antonio is doing it for him, isn't that romantic? (Roderich is no better in this aspect of morality. Spain is hot when he goes a bit nuts = Spain should get to do whatever he wants.)

[imdoingawesome]

Only eight years old and you’re not a child anymore. You're going to be a Time Lord like the rest of your family, carrying on the illustrious family legacy, comporting yourself with the dignity befitting a Time Lord. And you’re proud, packing your bags with everything you’ll need for the future. You’re excited to make friends, to be with other children who are just the same as you. You’ll mean something now. Your father will look at you.

You’re thrown into the sea without a warning, and nobody sees you drowning. Nobody can see the pulse pounding through your ears as you thrash under the surface and call out to anyone, anyone who might hear you. Help me. See me. Fix me.

Nobody even notices that you’re gone.

You don’t introduce yourself by your common name in the Academy—you’re a student at the Academy and you use your Academy-assigned status designation. It’s a number, marking you as part of the ranks. (Holding it tight, armouring yourself with it. You are a real Time Lord. You are.)

The Academy does everything it can to harden you, to turn you into a soldier, but it doesn’t know what to do with a boy who argues. Who says the things you’re not supposed to say. Who realizes that getting attention is easy when you’re the odd one out.

And it is easy. It’s addictive, the electricity in the air as the students are shocked by what you’ve said. The tangible, prickling unease that straightens the teacher’s spine as they stutter and mumble and move on. The rush of being caught, of being told off and yelled at and hit—they have to look at you now.

You meet a boy who confounds you. Who has everyone’s attention, all of the time, without even trying. He’s bright and electric and so, so beautiful and you hate him. You can’t help but love him. He’s just himself and he doesn’t know how to pretend; is so guilelessly open, stupidly naive, and he notices you. Talks to you. Loves that you don’t care about the pointlessness of the rules. (Thinks that you don’t care. You would do anything, give anything to be able to be just part of the group.)

There are days when you’re stuck; a rusty gear in a perfectly oiled machine, grinding, pushing, just trying to catch up, and then he grabs your hand and pulls you out and you can run. You run across the fields of Gallifrey, chasing and laughing and somehow you’re okay, you’re so, so free and light and it’s easy. You lie tangled together in the grass outside the city, breeze blowing his curls over his face, and he says do you want to know a secret? and he whispers his name in your ear lightly. You tense, you sit up and look back at the citadel towering in the sky. And you clench your jaw and whisper your name to him.

[the-kipsabian]

i do enjoy the sex idol cause this man is just really fucking hot tbh

but i just really miss kip in a suit right now

[someratidk]

think fast dumbass Self indulgent oc art for valentines day because that's a holiday which exists isn't it???

[bedazzledpiss]

RAWR XD

[peachcitt]

it’s about to be june everybody :)

[xhellodollyx]

This might show how old I am (I'm only 29) but I sometimes low-key miss the mid-2000s era of chucky. Like a few years after seed came out, being on the old chucky forums from like 2007 - 2010 and remembering the old rumors of a new supposed chucky movie coming out, and everyone's ideas at the time for what they wanted to see... good times

[lavenoon]

I need everyone to know that this is a relatively large two-seater

@naffeclipse drawing the "reward time" from yesterday's doodles got away from me

*self insert is not a girl (he/ she)

og detective au by sunnys-aesthetic!

[dinerfries]