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Congrats, Biden wins the election. What are you doing next to ensure trump 2.0 doesn't win? Voting harder? The Democratic Party has a responsibility to elect a reasonable candidate that they think can win. If Biden is truly electable, he'll win! He'll adopt policies that will be popular, and people will respond. If he isn't, then people regardless of whatever the fuck is happening with Republicans have a right to voice their discontent. That's how politics works, whether you think that's pragmatic or not.
The primaries literally just ended. It's June. Bodies are actively dropping in Palestine. It's not that leftists think they're better than you, you're just acting wildly unempathetic to try to draw the conversation to Voting when people are DYING!!! Like actively being bombed and having their bodies blown apart while you talk about elections.
And like, it's almost ironic because literal US citizens are dying in Palestine! You realize Palestinian and American are not two seperate paths that can't intersect right? People who could exercise their holy right to vote in Palestine are dying because American bombs are dropping on them.
Anyways this is a long rant to say maybe just don't be an asshole? Cause you and 22,000 thousand people who reblogged that weird post sound like massive fucking assholes. And xenophobic with the annoying ass Russian bot myth. Surprise!!! there's commies in America, how terrifying. Born and bred in the US of A.
look - i'm australian so all the american election content i am consuming is purely from that perspective. however, here's my general understanding of what's happening -
both trump and biden are going to have the same foreign policy. this is not only because of voting but because of lobby groups and international relations. i know this from an australian perspective because our prime minister was once upon a time very pro-palestinian - he even started a "friends of palestine" group - but that all went out the window when he became prime minister simply because of the grip international relations (particularly with you guys, the us) has on us. realistically, no one is going to rise to power and change the general us foreign policy perspective. however - i do think trump will further exacerbate it and not work under the guise of a ceasefire
trump has significantly worse domestic policies. i know biden hasn't done a lot either, but trump will 100% make worse things happen even faster. trump will take steps to make transitioning harder and even illegal for minors, he will only recognise two genders, he will keep trans women out of sports, he will deport non-white citizens based on their 'ideology' or parents, and he will completely surround himself with an echo chamber in the white house. why do i care? america is the hegemony. every government looks at you guys.
i'm not a biden supporter at all - from an australian pov, most people i talk to, even the hardcore liberal party members (liberal party is our right wing party) think the choices you have for this election is ridiculous. honestly i don't completely know what i would do in your position, and i am also not in a position to dictate anything.
but right now everyone i know thinks that trump will win. most people i talk to are certain of it. yes, both are or will be assisting a genocide. america is inherently pro-israel and every candidate the democratic party will choose will be funding a genocide. it's horrific, but realistic.
i think you shouldn't minimise the us election by comparing to the genocide in palestine. us is still the hegemony - china is the only competitor, and it is has nowhere near the amount of pull that the us has. every country has its eyes on the us. when a domestic policy is passed, the world reacts. discussion about the election should be held - not in replacement of, but beside discussion and awareness of the atrocities in palestine.
i don't have the certainty or the position to tell others to vote for biden. because i truly get it - i think people have the right to be upset, and that will be reflected in the elections this year. but only one is an openly white supremacist climate denier convincted felon who has committed sexual assault - and that is why the rest of the world is scared
#us election#also im a commie too#im just... utilitarian#and a structural realist#love u john mearsheimer
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some thoughts wrt the two established "romances" in severance so far (burt/irving and helly/mark) inspired by @figmentof who pointed out how irving had to find out mark and helly kissed from the corporate video in s2 e1 and how he must have felt seeing his co-workers' love affair like portrayed like that, and how it ties into the queer narrative at play here which uses workplace dynamics and policies as very clear analogues for real-life prejudice against queer couples. I mean, just look at this:


it's not just documented, but celebrated. used as propaganda for how the conditions on the severance floor have improved. proof that the severed workers are happy. and how even though he is unaware of the sociopolitical meaning of all this, lumon is very not-subtly telling him that what he had with burt is inherently lower and less valuable than this.
irving doesn't even know homophobia exists and yet he is still affected by it, it still seeps into every corner of the way his and burt's romance progresses. burt is positioned as an unacceptable love interest from the jump. irv is actively discouraged at every turn from pursuing it. their friendship is viewed with disgust and apprehension from their coworkers. burt working in a different department that's hated by MDR. dylan himself not being homophobic in the sense he opposes their relationship because they're both men but his attempts to keep them apart still has a parallel sort of prejudice behind it and still ultimately has the same effect as if it WERE driven by homophobia. irving is made to feel perverse for wanting contact with burt. he's told this is for his own good.
and then, just as they manage to overcome that immediate resistance from their peers and escape to a place where they can explore this blossoming romance on their own terms, burt retires. for all it matters to irv, he's dead. and then irving is given the option to live the rest of his life with grief that will never heal, or kill himself too, because there is no reality where they get to be together. that's just the way things are. of course they wouldn't get to be together. he was unreasonable and childish for ever hoping that could happen. this is just the way it goes for innies. he's told to get ahold of himself and not make a scene.
but the thing is, the standards are not the same for all. a heterosexual romance gets upheld as the shining example of success and fulfilment for the severed employees, whilst a homosexual romance is ridiculed and invalidated, and written off as something that was simply never meant to be. and even more importantly to irving, a heterosexual romance is APPROVED OF by lumon, and by extension, by kier. irv held back from allowing himself to even call his and burt's relationship a romance, because his god had told him it was wrong, he followed the handbook, thinking this was what kier wanted, and then finding out after suffering the worst heartbreak imaginable because of it, that this WASN'T EVEN TRUE. it's simply just that someone like HIM doesn't get to have something like this. his love is not the kind of love god wants. he does not approve of irv's love. cynical and manipulative though that approval may be (even within the context of the corporate video, the helly/mark romance is only being celebrated to further the narrative that lumon care for their workers, but the point still remains that it was THEIR romance specifically used to suit this end), when your entire life has been in pursuit of that approval, it must be devastating to learn it was never on the cards for you.
he and burt even used the fact kier met and fell in love with his wife in the same circumstances as them to justify this to each other - and they were RIGHT, god does approve of falling in love with your coworkers - this simply just doesn't apply to them specifically. and if irving needed any more proof that he no longer has a place at lumon, that he's better off not existing at all than existing with this pain that cannot be remedied, pain that won't even be acknowledged for what it is, a symptom of a sickness which plagues the entire severance system, pain that he is simply expected to choke down and get over - this is that proof.
and that's the POINT. they're TELLING us that this is unjust, and there's a double standard. they're using the ways the innies experience romance and the difference in lumon's reaction (lumon being the collective of all the management we've seen, lumon as a singular entity) to burt/irving vs helly/mark to comment on how queer people are not afforded the same level of respect or validation IN REAL LIFE, for their attachments, their love, their pain, their suffering. it is NOT just incidental that irving's romance is with a man. it would not WORK if his love interest was a woman. the POINT is that they are both men and how that puts them at a disadvantage, even if they aren't aware of the prejudices of the outside world, even if they don't TECHNICALLY apply on the severance floor, there are very clear analogues which still end up oppressing them in equivalent ways that they would be suffering if this were a normal workplace in the outside world.
it genuinely sickens me to my stomach that even in a world so divorced from reality and the sensibilities of regular society, a queer couple is still made to suffer and feel inferior in a way that perfectly mirrors their real-life counterparts. how they will never, EVER be allowed to exist in a world where their love could thrive freely and uninhibited - they never get to taste the joy our world has to offer people like them, but they are still somehow subjected to all the pain it has to offer them regardless. it's such horrifically devastating writing. it makes my skin crawl. I can't stop thinking about it
#TO BE CLEAR i am not trying to claim that lumon do genuinely want helly and mark to be a couple#they very begrudgingly co-opted this display of affection and camaraderie to suit their own ends#like i say. the approval is cynical. its purely utilitarian.#however the fact it CAN be used to further their narrative that severance is a good thing#whilst severance itself has brought nothing but pain to irv and his romantic endeavours#is very telling. its very fucking telling#especially from irvs perspective specifically here. this is how HE'D see it#as someone who puts so much stock in what kier would think of him. someone who based his entire identity#on following his doctrine to the letter. how he would see the one real true thing hes ever experienced written off like this#whilst another couple is inexplicably celebrated. i mean just look at his dead eyed stare in that sc.#this broke him. this was his final straw#anyways im not nearly intelligent or well read enough to do a thorough analysis on exactly how#religion plays into irvs mindset and his character arc#these are just thoughts on the hypocrisy shown by lumon on the romance thing specifically#clocking into writing meta for this show like its a 9-5. its so serious.#severance#severance spoilers#severance season 2#meta tag#wails from the abyss#irving bailiff#burt x irving
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so has anyone figured out WHY there is the Need To Share our Artworks™ or is it just the vibes and our Soul apparently
#ive been running on “two cakes. u aren't BOTHERING people by putting art on their feed they can scroll past it/if they dont they get ”cake“”#and we love “cake”#“cake” is picture on the internet in this case#like okay the contracts and transaction format is a me problem!! i need to get rid of the “utilitarian brain worms” bc they're boring#this is supposed to be a hobby and the “get a good grade in hobby” wolf in the brain is just crying bc that's how they understand the world#the “get a good grade in x” wolf has valid pain but needs to stop controlling my life because they don't need to earn “enough value to live”#ect ect ect#and the life of minmaxxed utility is a life of trying to appeal to a “correct” that doesn't exist yaddi yadda = boring#i love you wolf. also shut up. affectionate. concerned. you get it#ok so we remove tangible purpose from act of experience art because THAT'S not “the point”#because “the point” is the joy killer eccetera ecc#but then what? “here check out this labor of love. i drew this fucker 15 times. no there's no story* there it's just a guy”#*story in this case being an emotional engagement/a situation/a context in which to ponder/other#so it's just a Draw. no further analysis. what do others Get from that?#i know i deeply enjoy art because im a fan of the process of People Making Stuff. i love when there was nothing but now there's something!!!#THAT'S what's it all about!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to me!!!! right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so it stands to reason that creation is purpose enough?? to be experienced???? to be known????????#idk!!#this is a nothing burger of a thought people have always liked picture on the internet stfu maiora there doesn't need to be a reason#this is just the brainworms talking!!! because god forbid “something not have a purpose”??? blegh!!!!!!!!#sounds like unhealthy rationalizing instead of letting things be out of The Fear™!!sounds like depraving urself from joy bc of BRAINWORMS!!!#so like!!!!! picture on the internet doesn't NEED inherent value. creation is enough!! (plus there's the Attachment to Character. also.)#but then why are YOU *points at you* here? gen q!!#i made an image you like and now you are reading my word babble in some tags!!! what's THAT all about???????????#it's INTERESTING!! do you see what im trying to get at??#is it empathy??? person made something other saw something other made- other2other connection???? intrigue????????#.......all this is probably explained in some book or yt essay somewhere. oh well.#in the meantime thank you for your time! we can pretend we were stuck in an elevator together and then i started rambling#i hope you have a great rest of your day thanks for stopping by!! <3#maiora garrulates
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Part of the reason i like captain kirk as a character is that he will put everything on the line on the CHANCE that something can be done. He's always thinking that there has to be a way, and if not they'll create one. He's also so feelings-oriented and will fall back on his hunches when needed and his hunches are in fact treated as something sacred. I'm the same way in every regard and it's something i've always been criticized heavily for (I've constantly been told that i don't think things through and i'm chastised for being reckless). But that's how captain kirk is and he's treated as if that's his own unique genius. He's respected for it and we can see how if he weren't to take the risks that he does then they'd all be doomed in so many situations. This isnt really well written but im just thinking out loud here... ok... End post
#I feel like im being represented. Thats what it is#Society is so rational and utilitarian. And ive personally seen way more characters in media who meet this criteria#Who are treated like geniuses and are valued for it#While relying primarily on your feelings is denigrated#But spock is the character in this show who is logical in this way and his over-reliance on it is seen as a hindrance#Hes respected and valued for his talents but the show pokes fun at him a lot because he is so at war with his own self#And he thinks hes better than everyone else for it#For example. Im healing my trauma at the root#Society tells you over and over that it's impossible and that once you have ptsd you have it for life#But i said. NOOOOOO WAYYYYYY#And I spent years doing everything i could and seeking out knowledge and trying to understand the problem from the inside#In order to find a way. And for a long period of time i had no idea if there was a way out or not but i kept trying anyway#Bc i was certain there was a way#And i put everything on the line in order to do it#I had a captain kirk moment idk.#I just do shit. Always have. I can be reckless at times. But i eat life whole#captain kirk is the first time ive ever seen that shown in a positive light#You can throw all the logic at him you can that its not gonna work and hes like... No.... No theres a way...#And then they all find one.#Of course this can be confused with magical thinking. I used to have a lot of magical thinking. Where my child mind thought#that something was gonna work but it couldnt actually work#I think theres a difference
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obsessed with their different reactions to being called starcrossed lovers
#im gonna pretend mattie didnt die and visits them sometimes back in toronto#it's such a cute dynamic they have#the two evil (affectionate) sisters who just loving teasing laura#also one of my favourite things abt this show is the choreographing they do for the static camera#i bet it's so annoying to have to think about but i love watching them all move so coordinatedly through the frame#somehow still making it look natural#also i know laura is the storyteller one and i dont really know enough abt romanticism to make any definitive claims abt carmilla#but having scrolled her blog a bit to figure out her tastes in music and art#i wonder if theres a part of carmilla that kind of enjoys being starcrossed. or doomed in a sense#or maybe she that she wouldnt have CHOSEN this story necessarily but that she has resigned herself to it#on account of her vampire nature#and sees a certain beauty in it#that all her romances are doomed#idk. im still figuring her out#also im reinterpreting that exchange mattie and carmilla have in this scene#carmilla calls mattie a utilitarian which is probably right#mattie then callls her a nihilist and carmilla corrects that to existentialist#and mattie says absurdist at best#but those arent designations like back and forth as i had read it before#it's just carmillas philosophy theyre arguing about. i THINK. or maybe it's both of them#putting a pin in that until ive read more books#also kind of obsessed with how laura and danny and maybe the other humans are so quick to ascribe a morality to the vampires#based just on the 'shes a vampire!!' while obviously by necessity the vampires have spent wayyyyyyyyyy more time thinking abt their ethics#or maybe not by necessity for all of them but to mattie and carmilla it definitely seems like a necessity. or inevitability#they mustve spent countless hours over the centuries talking abt this if they can joke abt it in this way now#and in different states too like i can imagine distraught Im A Monster type conversations but also just sort of academic debates and also#carmilla reading some new book that has come out and mattie being like what newfangled thing are you into now#i guess utilitarianism was also newfangled at some point. theyre both older. but you know#carmilla is a poet. dont know if she writes poetry but she looks at things in a poet's way i think#also dont think shes entirely a romantic but i do think some of her tastes lean more toward the romantic
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idk how to describe it but hanzo would be such a nihilist while genji would be such an existentialist?
like hanzo would be a hardcore nihilist in the way where created meanings and labels mean absolutely nothing to him and have no value (esp when he left the family clan to sort of hardcore reject their values) whatsoever while genji believes the meaning in our lives is the utmost important thing, if not why were humans created.
Genji draws a line because he deems it foolish to simply say nothing matters and to never create your own meaning from it while hanzo wouldn't even bother drawing a line because even if he did it would be fake and serve no value to him?
while they both do agree at some level with their philosophies there are some fundamentals that they are very differing about
#bit tired but i hope you can catch my drift#im recently just getting into philosophies and applying them to characters I like to make them feel more 3d in my writing#also strongly believe hanzo would be heavily into authoritarian nihilism since that shimada clan mindset is still hardwired in him#+would imagine hed look down on genji as a hedonist#headcannon#character study#? ig kind off...hm#overwatch#hanzo shimada#genji shimada#idk if i make sense srry#edit: extra thing genji wold soooooo be into stocism in current day n age and hanzo would be a utilitarianism freak#never let that man get into power
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Some extra Bain designs I made in preparation for Artfight!
#changeling#dnd changeling#dnd rogue#dnd oc#dnd 5e#dnd 5e character#dnd character#bain#original#digital#these are messier because im trying a new method for lineart where i just clean the sketch rather than redo it all on a lineart layer#i think it looks pretty nice and it took a fravtion of the#time so i might try to use this method for quick things so i dont get bogged down and wrapped up in perfectionism on things that dont matte#anyway i gotta draw more masc designs for her too bc she doesnt limit herself to feminine styles only#though i figured these would all be ‘casual’ faces for her#faces she wears ‘as herself’ so to speak rather than for any utilitarian purpose if that makes any sense#bain is odd and talking about her necessitates weird sentences LOL#anyway#i really enjoyed these
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oh sweethearttttt ☹️☹️
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what if we stopped breathing, what then???
#faced with the trolley problem im changing tracks to save harry alone#I would burn the whole Wizarding community for harry actually#harry potter is the utilitarian question#even dumbledore who was for greater good changed his mind after getting to know harry#in his vulnerable moments he knew hed want to save harry over everyone else#hes just like me#and so would sirius#harry potter#sirius black#harry potter and the goblet of fire
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i should start designing masc planners for guys and dudes and butches. i like the planner im using a lot and use it frequently but its hard to be masc when someone asks if you're free and you pull out your sweet orange blossom planner and flip to this week and the header is like 'she believed she could so she did' and you say yeah man i am free
#and a lot of mens planners are so plainly utilitarian or are like. christian or gym bro#i dont mind it having fitness elements but theyre so plain :(#i want one with flames. or dogs. or even just a kinda rustic outdoorsy vibe would work#or maybe tech and robots and computers#everything is so floral or d*sney or pastels and cursive#im going to design a meme planner thats all impact font text and deep fried jpegs of trucks#badger rants
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diversity win: the leader of this shady order of possibly murderous wizards is open minded
#im not gonna say trans because zeno seems to just use the body for utilitarian purposes#the flower that bloomed nowhere
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i havent even read enough gl to justify the feelings and emotions i have about kyle i just have the lovers heart and also something wrong with me. and my projection. in my mind he's just like me. and he would have loved college vending machine frozen cheeseburger and heating it up in the microwave at 1 in the morning because he was bored and didn't want to work on a drawing assignment on 20" x 30" paper that was due tomorrow in his freshman year. he would have loved going to the club to push off finals work that's creating the worst stress known to man in his brain. and he would love to annoy the fuck out of his roommate when high and avoiding homework on a saturday.
#IN MY MIND HE'S JUST LIKE ME and i understand why he dropped out of art school also.#i need to get back to my readings but im too into thinking about the couple dozen issues i have read#and then going i wonder what he was like in college. and the answer is definitely fucking annoying.#if i knew him i know we would be not arguing in art history class. i would be saying his takes are stupid outside of class during break.#and he would go i dont know how somoene can defend british utilitarian furniture so vehemently and try to liken it to bauhaus design#our arguments would also stem from having very different art history and therefore philosophy education. his background would be from a pro#who would focus on european canon as per usual while my prof was coming from the perspective of someone with a phd in asian art history#and a curriculum based mostly around exploring and investigating non euro art work and how movements like modernism and#post modernism functioned in other continents.#this is such a main blog post but idont care. EVERYONE HAS TO KNOW HOW I PROJECT AND INTERACT WITH HIM IN MY MIND#he would also hate how i argue for art even i dont care about by approaching it at the philosophical angle.#'how do you like this it's barely even art. or it is art. but it's a boring cop out for suckers. honestly.'#'the thing is i dont like it. i just think you need to expand your world views and stop being close minded. youre limiting yourself.'#you might go eiffel what are you basing this on? the answer is vaguely remembered panels in my mind plus generally taste opinions of his i#can gleam from what art references they give him within issues.#it would also be funny bc like. he has a background in design... he's just stubborn and snobby i think when it then comes to the realm of#fine arts. i think his opinions and how they operate in regards to design + illustration + non gallery art are probably quite different#but i cant lie. from the singular 'i dont wanna be some loser who shows up with a blank canvas to a gallery' panel i remember someone talki#about in a post i have used it to create a variety of thoughts i think he could have had.#and the answer is the opinions of someone definitely a little annoying in art school. with a pretty standard traditional training#and background that stems from euo+american art history and sensibilities that inform how he interacts with art. which is very normal#but i think it's funny to view him as someone i would probably roll my eyes at for some comments he would be making.#and it gets funnier with how he acts generally as a person.#kyle you cant be this snobby when you are drawing pin ups of your work crush in your home studio...#good lord this got so long i have a problem. hi. sorry to my new follower your kyle posting made me go ha ha kyle. i like that guy.#static.soundz#back issues box#< it might as well go there bc i blabbed way too hard and too much. sorry. overtaken by an entity in my mind
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#a acts like shes totally not in control of her actions and has no agency#like “im feeling confused so i cant talk” “im feeling introverted so i need to ghost you for weeks” ?? sometimes i feel like throwing my#phone against the wall but here it is in my hands#and yet she expects me to be totally in control of mine and be so utilitarian about my relationships with others#(“if a friend isnt meeting your needs you just end the friendship”)#?? so frustrating. would it kill you to be a good friend when it isnt 100% convenient for you
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im gonna get this essay out the way dead quick and then go get cinnamon rolls as a self-reward and then ill get back to being a real person ill be back in maybe 2 hours
#its only a 2000 word essay but its on ethics and ive been doing ethics against my will for 3 years im over it#i have all of kantian ethics and utilitarianism memorised i could pretty much do this essay blindfolded i just need to. do it#which i do not want to#i need to make a tag just to complain about exams tbh im prob so annoying about them whoops#cinn talks about his day#<- were sticking with my regular oversharing tag for now
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me, watching me put “carolina low” on another oc playlist: “oh. so this one ALSO has southern gothic ambiguous bloodlust”
me: “MAYBE”
#i keep jokingly calling shrike a hick to capture his backwoodsy utilitarianism but listen. maybe im onto something#just bc he’s an ambiguously asian wood elf in a fantasy world doesn’t mean he can’t ALSO be a boy from the high country#dot txt#niko plays bg3
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hold the fucking phone wyll. you're going to stand there and tell me you dont understand why this man is willing to sacrifice himself for someone else. YOU are saying this. man who... well. i have some questions. im going to have to sit and chew on this, sincerely... i dont know what to make of that
#like i understand why he says this but at the same time i dont at all#like i think he's right to say it sounds like nonsense like clearly something is up here#is wyll having a richard dawkins moment#like ok i get that he's getting a taste of the other end of martyrdom but at the same time of all people i think wyll would-#-have a certain amount of self-awareness in this situation#i guess he does pretty explicitly say that he doesnt think the reward is worth the sacrifice#but does wyll believe that gale is exclusively doing this for his goddess' forgiveness and not-- you know-- to save the lives of others?#i guess im operating with more information than he is at the moment-- right now they just want to get the tadpoles out#and theres this cult that is in their way#so the equation would essential just be gale's life + collateral for the other companions' lives#idk it just doesnt square for me bc gale is thinking about this as a utilitarian and like sure mystra will forgive him but#he seems pretty focused on the destroying the absolute bit#more information needed ig#the durgening
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Make CEOs afraid again.
Most politically successful assassination of a head of state by a massive margin
#an addition to yesterdays rambles#yadda yadda murder bad etc etc#im just saying if theres a small group of people who are INTENTIONALLY acting as choke points for the greater good#then how else do you achieve the greater good.#if we had a working system to effectively counter these people and open the choke points without violence. obviously that would be better.#but the system was built by and around the choke points#not to glorify violence but how many people do you think will survive now because this guys murder scared the industry#how many people will still be able to afford their life saving surgeries because Blue Cross Blue Shield got the message#from a purely utilitarian standpoint. that murder was a good thing.#and i wish we didnt have systems that made me endorse killing people because im actually strongly against killing people#also to clarify the above tag: the “small group of people” are not an ethnicity or a religion or whatever conspiracy theory you have.#being rich is a choice. being a ceo is a choice. letting people die for your gain is one hell of a choice.
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