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butchonarock · 5 months
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Not to butch post on main but when I went to campus today I was fully butched out
We’re talking tight ass white t with a lovely pearl snap flannels that was a size too small, with my wranglers that hug my ass and thighs. Cowboy hat on keys on my belt loops, boots shined. THE WAY MY FRIEND LOOKED AT ME AND WENT “you are every lesbian stereotype I’ve ever seen wrapped up in one cowboy package.” Like yes hello I will put together your furniture and ride off into the sunset
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cator99 · 2 months
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out of curiosity, would you consider yourself butch?
used to be a blonde underweight twink and now I'm a based jock still got the chanel bag and the sick albeit matured mind of a suckpig to prove it so I'm gonna let you decide whether you wanna call me that word just cuz I got a pussy and short hair. I promise you that there have been enough advancements made in the art of lesbian sexual dynamics in the past 50 years to broaden the vocabulary used to describe the plethora of types of masculine females.
#being called butch just reminds me of how much males have the freedom to navigate between male archetypes and how people pay attention to#the distinguishing features of these varying masculinities#but when a female is seen as masculine it all gets lumped under the “butch” category#her masculinity is seen as unnatural and therefore incapable of being considered genuine or taken at face value as it is with males.#its always brought into question instead of taken in consideration with the rest of the woman's life and experiences and her particularities#Hence... Butch is still being treated as though its a huge lesbian cultural phenomena instead of a specific niche thing#also i dont mean to invite the “you dont pass!!” anons again bc that idiot is missing my point entirely (which is that im truly not trying)#but the fact is that for the past 3 years i have found myself increasingly navigating the male social world#and discovering what it means to me as a female to have access to the ability to take my “masculinity” for granted... relax#forget about it#etc#i think thats entirely antithetical to the Butch thing which seems to rest on the tension of other peoples expectations of her#people broadly are more surprised to find out that im interested in women just as much as they're surprised that im a gym queen iykwim...#ive worked hard for this and now that ive gotten the Woman Social Role thing pretty much entirely out of the way i am living the dream#i think a large part of that is learning as a dyke to appropriate the language of gay men theres a reason their terminology had#staying power even when their scene was *literally* dying meanwhile all that seemed to survive from dyke spaces was butch n femme ??#its because theirs didnt necessitate the building and maintenance of a scene in order for the subculture to hold its head above water#their labels *largely* weren't predicated on their relationships to gender roles and its telling that for dykes it was#their labels rested on the need to simply show up anonymous n be able to easily flag whether they were looking to fuck or be fucked#alongside the set of circumstances under which they would be fucking or getting fucked or what have you#it all comes back to the restrictions of female social blah blah blah and i think the sooner we collectively set down what we see as our#responsibility as lesbians and as feminists to Be A Woman the sooner we can step outside of that#n start thinking clearly about our individual circumstances and the necessity of putting on your own oxygen mask first before helping others
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cherrysnax · 7 months
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trying not to post too much during the strike to keep focus on Everything but I need to get out of my head a lil
#took a gap year because school was killing me#then the year I wanted to go to college covid started and then since then I’ve been rotting in my room becoming more and more disabled#it’s.#going to be scary this year trying to undo all the damage and anxiety#meeting new people#trying to really act like a 23 year old#being a freshman in college at 23 was never my plan but I thought I was going to die at 19#things have changed. I.. left a lot of people behind due to that thinking#and undiagnosed bpd#and it sucks. I keep having dreams abt hs and realizing that I was never alone#and im not alone now even though sometimes it feels like it#im taking my health into my own hands and actually trying to live instead of watching my life go by and it’s weird taking a front seat again#not in the did sense. I’ve had a pretty tight rein on the front for the last few years#but. im trying to be a person again. seeing myself as a person again#I uh. am 99 percent sure I have nerve damage. I have to talk to my pcp about it next time after the next few tests I take#and um wow. it really affects my hands and fingers#and as you all know me and my butch have a comic we’re working on together#I see as you know like ppl r actually gonna read this lmao fhdha well besides you. 👁️👁️#jk sorry it that triggered anyone’s paranoia im just sillay. but yeah I uh#never have worked on something this long and this hard before PAUSE. And uh it means a lot to the both of us. we have so many comic ideas#but so far sys! is the one nearest and dearest to my heart and the idea that I won’t be able to draw it after spending years practicing#to get better and better uh hurts. I’d uh rather be in pain making the comic than live never making it#but it’s not just abt me in the end isn’t it. I miss people I used to know#random thought sorry. accidentally found someone I used to know in the wild and then it clicked after I followed them. felt like it would#be weird to take it back so now im just hoping im not recognized mostly out of. shame I guess. idk. I don’t remember things well#memory problems + bpd lying to me yknow. but uh. idk maybe these dreams and these feelings mean that in order to reach my dreams I have to l#like. honour the weird kid that I was and by doing that#I have to acknowledge that shit I abandoned everyone before they could abandon me. and maybe that’s just how I see it now#maybe no one actually gave a shit and I just faded out of existence for fun but avoiding things is how I ended up perpetually in my bedroom#barely able to stand and very scared of the world. how I ended up not improving at art for years because I was to scared to something difrnt
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gaybae1021 · 5 months
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Took a shot at drawing the Stardew Valley bachelorettes!
Maybe I’ll do the bachelors, I’m not as confident with drawing guys though. I definitely have ideas for some of them…
Edit: I did it
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Made penny’s outfit a bit more teacher-like and gave her a big comfy cardigan because the girl needs something nice. Tried to make her a bit chunky to match what I imagine Pam’s body type would be, but she’s honestly so swallowed by the sweater her chub doesn’t really show through lol.
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Probably wins for biggest change from canon, but she was my first spouse so she deserved something special, and the idea of hot pink bell bottom jeans was too good to pass up. Also added a bag for her camera, she may be a fashionista but she’s still practical.
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Short queen.
Overall I just tried to make her look more like an inventor. So things like the motor oil stains and capped boots for safety, plus ample pockets for bolts and wires. Oh and I gave her more textured hair, though I tried to keep the overall square shape language it had originally.
Also her and Sebby both have dimples from Robin.
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Probably the design Im least satisfied with. I knew I wanted Leah to be more butch from the start, but I do thing it strayed a bit far from her characterization, especially with her loved gifts suggesting she has a more lavish taste.
Gave her some gray streaks, implying that she got a bit worn down from city life. I also gave her a tattoo, I thought it fit her living in the city. I imagine a heart event would have her cover it up with something more naturey and personal.
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My second wife! This one is pretty consistent with other designs I’ve seen, though I think I still added my own spin to it.
I personally don’t believe the wizard theory, so I made her natural hair match Pierre’s.
Also the scar isn’t from anything cool, I like to think she just tripped as a baby. But she’ll tell a different crazy story anytime someone asks.
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I love how different the depictions of Emily are, I’ve seen them range from graceful crystal goddess to full on manic pixie dream girl. Obviously my version is closer to the latter, though I tried to balance that out with a sense of maturity, given her job as a bartender. I love her being a giant string bean, like she’s bent over in the pose so she doesn’t look too much taller than the others, but I imagine she’s like 6’ 1”. Also she has a gem bracelet, to symbolize all the rocks I gifted her.
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sweeter-than-cherries · 5 months
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OMGOMGOMG MY BUTCH IS CHANGING MY OIL FOR ME IM LIVING THE FEMME DREAM!!!!!!!
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hornysaur · 6 months
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throwing myself in, genderfluid "tgirl" w/ a lot of similar feelings to ya. most of my transition goals have been tmasc nb folk / came out as tmasc later on. ideally i'd have a pussy/sizable tdick goin on. finding that im into detrans in a very abusive/violent forced into birth gender way, into forcefemme/someone pushing my transition along n now into affirming forcemasc (lemme play with tgel pls). playing w gender is just so stupidly hot. would be trans regardless of birth as well, ig thats why i like both butch from a women's perspective & also being a boy, especially w other tgirls.
ive accidentally feminized my transmasc fluid partner over our time together, it steals my padded bras post top surgery / wears my high fem looks out sometimes. living the ftmtf 4 mtftm dream n everything in between, some days we're gay boys, some we're lesbians
wait omg ella-lore is in my askbox um hi hello djjfjfjdnsjdja
I also have a fun ideal genital configuration, I'm looking into phallus sparing vaginoplasty so I can have both
I absolutely agree btw, gender is so fucking hot to play with (also fuck yes tboys let me play with ur tgel please I'll rub it all over my cock then breed you and it's basically gender affirming) and I'm so jealous ur living the ftmtf4mtftm dream
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guiltygearconfessions · 8 months
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I heard axl low dreams where submitted so moght as well send mine that im still not over:
There was this one time i dreamt about living my whole life and then marrying a beautiful butch lesbian we grew old together and it ended up being axl like there was a wedding and everything but it ended up being axl at the end and i didnt realize 💀,i mean im still bi but godamn when i woke up i had to sit there for a bit in silence :')
Anyways yea just reading that ask made me remember it again silly British man
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celesteange · 21 days
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living the dream...
i saw slender on service tops/butches on tiktok and im so maddd let us live omg
yall have no knowledge on lesbian culture and IT SHOWS!!!! much love to all butches/ service tops who love cooking and cleaning while their femme is just being pretty in the bed drinking good wine (im the femme being pretty in the bed being served wine while my butch is cooking btw)
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lesboygamzee · 1 year
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beta troll headcanons but i have headcanons on how alternian gender works ( its not that complex dw )
aradia - fully agender . seperate from everything . didnt really care until it godtiered and then was like ohhh i dont have to do anything anymore im free now ok ^_^ and was pretty chill with it forever tavros - Fairy Girl and transfem . i imagine that Fairy Genders are like completely caste nonconforming I HAVE LORE I HAVE LORE LISTEN TO ME NOW BOY anyway . has known for like .. Awhile but shes in proximity to vriska and vriska is like your average reddit transfem and tavros is like ok maybe i should just repress this and pretend its not something i think and dream about extensively . and it works for awhile and then she lives as a girl on her own on earth c but it still takes forever for her to actually Come Out but it happens .. eventually ... ok im getting sad my girl has problems SHES ALSO BUTCH sollux - gold bigender what the fuck else . very repressed transfem who fits all the gamer trasnfem stereotypes hes kind of real . again Very Repressed and like halfway an egg halfway Aware ( haha duality ) . starts being herself after prolongued proximity to godtier aradia she stole its fucking girl ness #thetransagenda . doesnt really like the association he has with her caste but accepts it as part of his identity nontheless karkat - agender cis guy no assigned caste but identifies with his assigned gender on the technical level . he has a weird relationship with it but like its chill overall nepeta - olive trans guy . nondysphoric and is fine being a girl but one day he was like hey somethings off and he ripped his tits clean off and started living as a he and went about his life as normal <- joke but probably not far off . i dont think he was unhappy as a girl hes just chill with whatever feels right in the moment i think and right now its Boy kanaya - jade trans girl but in a gnc way because female jadebloods are meant to be very cold i think people forget that but kanaya genuinely cares about motherhood and wants to nurture the matriorb because she cares about the next generation of her race and like thats a significant part of her character guys you know that right . i think her both being badass AND having a desire for motherhood is good writing actually guys .g . anyway . has known since she was very young and would be relatively normal about it if it wasnt for her Proximity To Vriska ( see Reddit Transfem ) terezi - teal trans guy whos also nonbinary whos also a dyke . ill be honest i dont have anything super in depth for this one sorry terezi fans vriska - cerulean trans girl . i think nows the time to clarify what i mean by reddit transfem umm . she will not shut the fuck up about how horrible and mannish she looks and acts forever and like its not her fault she feels like this but shes saying this in direct proximity of other transfems namely kanaya and tavros . i also think shes a transmed . umm has known from a young age but only becomes fully comfortable in her identity like .. a loooong time from canon equius - indigo transfem . i dont have a lot of thoughts on this but i think shes very repressed for a long time but Nepeta Proximity helps her a little . doesnt really transition shes just A Girl Now gamzee - Dyke . incredibly strange relationship with everything but like .. i think hes identifying as a trans guy at 13 if only because he thinks its the easiest to explain i dont think hed care . Until It Does . has a crisis about it for exactly a week before getting normal . hard to explain more for multiple reasons rips arm off eridan - violet cis guy but like theres gender fuckery going on . thought he was transfem for awhile and went on e and was like this is awesome but i think im a guy still . does drag as a fuschia woman feferi - fuschia multigender . another one that is hard to explain sigh but i think hes an egg at 13 but he doesnt have a whole thing about it hes like oh im more than just Girl cool ^_^
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nicegaai · 6 months
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im drawing lesbian nordic 5s again ahhgjghnfjfjdjdndjdjfjfn... nothing good enough to share yet but the lesbian womyns land au is startibg to be less of a joke (started as a plot device to have a bunch of adult wlw from all walks of life hanging out w no men around)... heres some of the things on my mind
sweden is a long flowy skirts+dresses farmers market type. half her head is shaved and she has a sleeve of tattoos. used to be a serious businesswoman in stockholm (or portland but dont think about the setting too hard) but now she just wants to live in the woods (she fell for the cottagecore pintrest aesthetic and blew up her life to have it). shes the pov main character in my imagination bc shes relatively new to the land
finland is a SHORT FAT BUTCH !!!!!!!!!!!! she is ADORABLE and SOOOO NICE and HELPFUL TO EVERYONE!!!!! shes got practical skills for running life off the grid and is an excellent handywoman and ms sweden is head over heels for her on sight. finland might b a permanent resident / own the land. running this low tech summer camp for wayward lesbians is her lifelong dream and SHES LIVIN IT BABY
Denmark is obv a basketball shorts + growing out a buzzcut messy type. loud, rubs people the wrong way easily but is well intentioned. brings practical skills to the land too (shes a tradeswoman). literally just canon denmark but with more lesbian swag. shes here bc she loves women but started coming to support her ex-wife/current gf eternal situationship ->
norway is a dianic mother goddess earth worshipper type and the land's high priestess. (everyone else buys into the lesbian religion stuff at different levels ex. fin thinks its important, den doesnt quite get it). other than that shes a millennial skinny jeans sidepart collects way too many plushies type. still says heccin doggo and such. super skinny very pretty not very expressive (she is possibly tripping at any given time. its a religious practice ok she Needs more weed shrooms lsd Right Now). her brain is a little fried but maybe she was always like this. outside this she struggles to keep employment or not maybe shes doing something or has a witchcraft etsy shop i dont know tbh. she can do whatever she wants bc shes a trust fund baby.
iceland is 16 and the result of norways teen pregnancy. shes been coming to the land as long as she can remember, may or may not even be gay, and is going through a Euphoric Atheist phase both genuinely and because it pisses mom off (ice is one of the few who can even tell when nor is pissed off). shes in online high school and her only friends her age are also online. den is her stepmom kind of and the only one who Gets Her... ugh... flips hair
other notes: everyone looks way more like normal hetalia chrs than they do the nyo counterparts. and the other priestesses are england and romania
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our-t4t-experience · 7 months
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I wanna start T so bad so I can become the really butch/otter knight in shining armor of my dreams so i can sweep a cute femme prince/t/ss off their feet, i will live out my Tolkien/renfaire/high fantasy dreams, im manifesting it
ur so real i just kinda became a dog on t but its great yallre dreaming big
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fantasy-mixtapes · 9 months
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Fantasy High: Junior year, Episode 1: Sunday Scaries Live Reaction
The energy in the dome is so chaotic right off of the bat this is what I live for
Lou’s dad got a job in cleiveland
LMAO NIGHT YORB CANON LOVE
My crops!
OOOOO RED WASTES!!!
Love getting into this in media res
Also LOVE THE NIGHT YORB ART AND MINI
THE LAZER THING FROM THE MUSIC VIDEO IS THE SOLAR LASSO THATS SO GOOD
This is such a wonderful way to reintroduce the party
Gorgug has his crystal in his mini <3
SQUEEEM?????
Hate the squeem noise
INVISIBLE DOG MOGGIE THE DOGGIE
GORGUGS HUMUNCULUS
BABY’S MINI IM GONNA DIE
Look at his little tail <3 <3
SEATED MINIS OH MY GOD
This is so fucking crazy to see them just unloading all of their new stuff
WHO ARE ALL OF THESE PEOPLE
WHY THE FUCK IS FABIAN FUCKING A MIRROR
Did they do a mini campaign to get ready for this???
Gym butch kristen <3
Bloked to hell and back
Sun gun <3
THE PHOTOSYNTHA-KIDS
Sleven
Shout out to my yorbies
Spell caster rizz!
Riz driving the Hangvan vs the stotes driving Truck
Maybe the mirror is named Ecaf because it’s face backwards?
Shout out to the Nat one coming back right after they say they’re better since jumping on tables
Damn this sucks but it’s so funny
Kindly slide your mini UNDER the hangvan
Love ecaf love ecaf “this fucking kid”
What the fuck is up with fabian being friends with possessed objects
Gorg-geous
YORBIES! LET’S DO IT!
Emily and murph Silvery barbs couple <3
Not fig vaping in the Yorbs shit
Sound design is truly amazing
New season new Murph!
Dice bartering while Emily does math
SQUEEM NO
CINNAMON CHALLENGE BEHAVIOR
someone please draw Gorgug as a fisherman
God not the Yerba mate powder
Adaine down!
The dry guys
WHAT
WHO ARE THESE PEOPLE
not the vulture again
NO BALTHAZAR
This whole fight feels like a fever dream
Jesus this mirror is playing him
NO BALTHAZAR
God the school email feels so real
Yassqueen?
Oh what the fuck that gulping noise sucks
Damn this circle of power is crazy
Return of the little beans - fuck those little beans
Dude what the fuck fig
GALEIR’S LEMON YOGURT WHAT THE FUC
lmao fig just has nyack from trinivale’s Jam parasite but it’s galeir’s yogurt
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plushefemme · 8 months
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“GOD butches who enjoy eating are soooo sexy. it sounds like you’re living the dream!! “
hi sugar <3 as a transmasc butch with a tummy going i just wanted to let you know this post responding to that persons ask made me feel very good and its very appreciated <3
especially as someone whos on testosterone and therefore has a pretty big appetite now and is trying to encourage myself that eating and fuelling my body is, of course, a good thing, and im a growing guy who needs the fuel. though im also lucky enough to have my gf (also a dyke) to reassure me she likes my tummy ! but idk i really do appreciate the way you and other femmes and butches like you see it as a desirable trait
i’ll be honest im still dipping my toes in feedism posts to see if its really my thing or not - but i absolutely agree with what you said about how soft feedism ties so well into butchfemme culture, with the eroticism of domesticity, the eroticism of caretaking, just loving your partner so much that you want them to be always warm and safe and to never go hungry not even for a moment (in your words). its a very beautiful thing <3
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this is such a beautiful ask and i have done you so wrong by letting it sit in my inbox for like… a MONTH i’m so sorry 😭💔 i had a temporary lack of interest in feedism (it happens) but i’m slowly coming back and i finally have the wherewithal to reply to this lovely message
thank you so much 🥹 i have no idea if you’ll see this reply, but your kind words mean the world to me. for a long time i struggled with this kink as a source of shame and fear, and worried that i would instantly make people uncomfortable if they learned about it.
but as i’ve gotten older i’ve learned my attraction to fat people is actually not connected with my feedism kink at all, it’s just a natural and inherent attraction that i’ve had since i was a kid, and it’s not weird or something to be ashamed of. as a femme it is so especially near and dear to my heart to appreciate, uplift (and, yeah, drool over) fat and chubby butches 🥰🥰
im so happy my words resonated with you and whether or not you decide to stick around in the feedism sphere, i’m wishing you all the best, and thank you for your kindness and openness!! 💖
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civetcider · 11 months
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Okay, this is going to be a weird question, but how did you do this:
https://www.tumblr.com/civetcider/733612392134623232/i-wanna-be-fishing-right-now-part-3-oakley-the
I don't mean how did you create the piece technically, rather I want to know your process behind developing the comic from its inception, if that makes sense.
I've been curious about a lot of artist's individual processes, which I'm sure varies from piece to piece, and felt courageous after reading your bio.
not a weird question at all! thank you for asking, i always enjoy talking stuff like that! with that comic i was just inspired since we got some snow where i live semi recently and i always have a bit of a hard time adjusting to it getting colder since im a pretty outdoorsy person and get cold pretty easily so i kinda hate snow lmao, and i day dream lil convos between my OCs a lot so i just thought about it while on a walk before it got too cold,
i know a lot of people who do comics tend to like write down their ideas but i always forget to look at my notepad on my phone n stuff like that, so what i do is quickly draw up a lil scribble of the general perspective and vibe of what i want and i know ill see it and remember in my drawings folder! here's what those looked like for that comic
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and then i doodle the real sketch on top of that, with those OCs as a whole im very inspired by my local areas and people i see out and about here, and of course im very thirsty for some wholesome butch4butch rep, esp in the furry community, just wanna see more butches being sillay and happy i suppose, i really wanna make the rep i wish i had found when i was a bit younger
i don't know if that really answers your question, lil bit hard to articulate my process without going off the deep end or talking about the technical stuff haha but i hope that was at least a lil insightful
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basaltbutch · 3 months
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you passed that event horizon a long time ago, huh? well tell me what you know about columnar igneous rock, tumblr user basalt butch
SKFJKFJFKFJK well if i remember my geological classes correctly. basically lava sits in one spot on the surface for too long and it cracks and contracts around points of stress which lead to pentagram tubes. they also cool perpendicular to the ground as it was at the time ! which can lead to hints about the formation of places when the lava lake was cooling.
also it can happen to felsic and intermediate igneous rock too its just rarer. i would give you an example except i was running on 4 hours sleep 12 hours no food when we were there so i dont remember anything about it. and for all i know it was a fever dream.
ive got so many pics of them bc rn i live in a basalt floodplains w a shitton of coulees and im always clambering around them where im not supposed to be. 👍 last year we tried going to devils postpile except it was buried under 5 feet of snow so we went and swam in a hidden lake instead
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One day when I’m older I’m gonna live on a big property I’m gonna have thick trees outside and my house is gonna smell faintly of cigarettes and I’m gonna have a big bed with a blue plaid comforter and three cats and chickens. And I’ll be the cool aunt and my niece and nephew will think im the awesomest guy ever and I’ll visit them all the time and they’ll visit me. And I won’t have to worry about anything and I’ll start a town dyke book club where we read books and drink craft beer and it’s gonna be so great. I can’t wait to be an old butch I lie awake at night dreaming of when I get grey hairs and smile lines and can help all the young lesbians love themselves. Sigh.
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