#im not on anything its just the mental illness /ref

[manifall-moved]

crazy frog and noidle :)

no you

[girlflowertelevision]

INTRODUCING... THE ONE N ONLY..! PUT UR HANDS TOGETHER 4.. *drum roll please*

Meeee! Its me! :3 look here I am!

i dont have locs anymore :'3 I actually belly flopped off a diving board SO HARD the little lockage i had came undone! Like the weezer song! >B] anywhoz

WELCOME TO MY PAGE :3 HEREZ SUM INFOS ABT ME ^^;;

My interests!!! (^∧^)

I LUV SAPPHICS!!! AND QUEER.. ANYTHING! >///< im sapphos apprentice fr

my favorite shows r animes that will ruin ur life and childhood cartoons!! ^_^ like madoka magica, death note, erased, adventure time, my little pony friendship is magic, chowder, fish hooks etc etc! >;3

My favorite artists are hastune miku!!! And nicki minaj and System of a Down! :3 and tyler the creator and lemon demon and tally hall and jack stauber and spellcasting <3

I don't like labels :P)) I like writing scripts, songs, drawing and singing and theater and film - i don't have an act in specific. I just do what makes me happy

I draw and make comics and cartoons! I love art and animation so very much! My dream is to be a well-known cartoonist for many different projects ^_^ I adore indie animation, too!! Bugbo and the amazing digital circus and big top burger are my inspirations currently >:3c

My dni

Basic dni info don't be racist don't be a terf no pro contact/anti contact zoos or maps no mspec lesbians yadda yadda all the normal stuff and if u consider urself one of those "I hate everyone equally" centrist dickheads then gtfo my traphouse, disrespectfully <3

ALSO im very much cringe coded so if u embrace "cringe culture" or are against furrys or gacha kids or just people being themselves and being happy without hurting anyone (keyword: WITHOUT) you can also gtfo my traphouse NO BULLIES ALLOWED! /srs

Also, pro shipping is a sensitive subject for me. If your ships are harmful or downright disgusting, dni. I know it can be a coping skill for trauma, but my acc isn't the best place for that sorry bud :/

BYF!

Hey! Im a minor!! Im 16!! Keep that in mind if ur an nsfw acc or centered around adult topics!! <33

I go by fae/faer prns mostly!!! She/her is ok too but i prefer fae/faer!! ^_^ I have some xenos like doggie/doggiez as well!

I'm autistic!!! :3 self diagnosed for now trying to get a medical diagnosis soon! So tone tags are very much appreciated! /srs

I'm down with the sickness /ref

... by that I mean I got a lot going on in my life :p living situation and mental illnesses, I'll just be posting whenever I wanna, no strict schedule

I'm super silly and still figuring myself out! So come along with me like the adventure time song n Diddy and watch me grow thru my shenanigans on this totally valid real and not social simulation of an app/website >:D

[seven-stars-in-his-palm]

ok. i took a long, long time (song ref) but hi!!!!!!!!!

1. titanic fic (*cue shit-eating grin*). umum. im curious if there's anything about the morse code yet. or codes in gen actually. so. sentences with the word "code" :3

2. titanic vid!!!! Idk if you like the engineering aspects, but there still were a ton of other facts sprinkled in (spiral staircases, people that monitored coal balance, separate staff room for firemen, how they got air down there etc) https://youtube.com/watch?v=4begc_U8ygI#searching

3. surprise!! this is an interview. i have some Official Author questions for you (feel free to pick and choose, come back to this later, or just striaght up ignore lol):

3a. Do you have any authors (professional or not) that you aspire to be like one day?

3b. Following that up, are there any specific works (again, published, professional, etc or just amazing amateur works!!) that really inspire you?

3c. What made you start writing? I'm curious on anything that led to the conscious decision, of course, but additionally do you think there was anything you grew up with that "planted the seeds"? Was it any of the people from question 3a?

3d. What's the silliest (/pos) idea you've ever had for a fic? If you didn't write/publish it, why not? Was it a recent thing? If not, do you think your experience would have influenced that idea today?

if those dont make sense u can send me a messgae or something 👍👍👍 goodnight

ITS BEEN THREE DAYS but im here okay……. lets do this. hi pep :>

1) alas, i’ve been focusing on a lot of other things so i havent reached a written point of the Code Usage, which begins in like chapter 3-4. sorry man 💔 (progress has been made ! just not as much as i’d hope 😭)

2) FUN FACTS?!??!??!??!!?!!? IM WATCHING A DOCUMENTARY RN BUT IM YOINKING THIS RIGHT AFTER YIPPIE!!!!!!!!

3a) uhmmmmmmmm i dont exactly pay attention to authors as much as i pay attention to books but you know what. rick riordan. not because of anything he’s done or written but because of his audacity to write 20+ books in the same universe and still get 100000000000000 people 1000000% invested in it. i wanna write sequels forever. can i be him

3b) OHHHHHHHH UHM UHM UHM UHM the thing that got me into fanfic specifically was the fic “versability” (it was a gf fic about ‘what if ford never made the portal’, written like 2015-16, and yeah i did know of and even read a bit of fic beforehand but i was never into it) but just READING ? the land of stories by chris colfer, easy. mmmmmmmmm that was my fucking Thing. if i wasnt a baby at that time i would have WROTE. SO. MUCH. GOOD GOD. IT WAS MY THING. THE THING THAT GOT ME INTO NOVELS. URGH. alex my iconic mentally ill bisexual, conner my precious cynical boy. i need to read those again my GOD now i think about it that was fairytale fanfiction that happejed to bepublished and ohhhhh it was beautiful. im gonna read jt . iM GONNA DO IT!!!!

3c) in writing in general or just fanfic? for fanfic its that one day i had an gf fic idea (that i had to heavily revise/rewrite, but it did end up getting out eventually) that i hadnt read anything like it, and i wanted to see it. decided: hey, im shit at writing, but might as well!!!!!! 65k words later, its not a joke anymore. im a Writer now :) but as for in general, well ofc reading books. people told me in the past im creative and should get into book writing if you like reading so much. i decided well im gonna do it professionally, but might as well do something tiny, so i well uh wrote. im not gonna tell you but it certainly was Something. classic isekai mary sue dramatic plot hybrids etc etc etc but actually the queen the mc is “related” to is actually polyam and was in a relationship with both their dad and their mom and the big villain is the queen’s sister who’s pissed that both of her lovers ditched her for the human world (but actually they had to break up because because the society was not polyam friendly. there just happened to be a war after that). everything else was basic isekai except for that little crumble of lore. the queen was a bisexual. the dad was a pansexual. the mom was a lesbian. i think i ate there to be honest

3d) mmmmmm i gotta think. there was definitely a gf x amphibia au where ford got ploped in amphibia and the plantars IMMEDIATELY stole him and wrapped him up in their adventures right when the plot starting becoming a thing (early season 2). there’s one where stan and ford just….. climb a tree. it’s laced with a lot of philosophical talks straight from good omens knowledge but ultimately its just goody fun. mmmmm theres one where gabriel has no idea what crowley looks like, but he DOES know what Bildad The Shuite looks like, itd be tiny but so so so so funny. the gf/gomens crossover…..a human au based on that one tumblr post about a necromancer bringing people back from the dead to fuck with the killer and opening a discord support group….. the s1 humans + aziraphale being the victims, crowley the necromancer, and the s2 humans being the nosy outsiders who Notice things happens but can never say shit. oughhhh……… Yeah. yeah, thats good. most of these are recent except 4 the amphibia one, wouldnt change much about it even with the shit i know now EXCEPT being able to handle the relationships/emotions between the characters better, ive certainly gotten better at it and i love it. i havent published any bc either i started but couldnt finished, or just thought it was neat and moved on to plop it in the ideas folder and wait 4 inspiration.

OKAY THATS A LOT BUT THERE YOU GO sorry for the wait, man. you’re my best cupperty you know that right 🫵 ANSWERS!!!!! and ill work on titanic as fast as i can, it hasnt been forgotten !! i just gotta mow the grass….. (“short” fic wips)

[viscerast]

hey non oomf. please don’t shoot the messenger. your ex would like you to know that their dni is set up like that (and it includes kins of their comforts as well) because they are delusional and are uncomfortable with doubles. also no one is friends with your abusers anymore, because harpy is dead. she died last august. not much to say on that one but thank god tbh.

hey noomf thank you for reaching out and telling me this. id like to preface this post that no ill will goes towards you, anon, but towards PF. you're welcome to screenshot and send this post to damien if you want. very curious on how you know damien/PF but. wtv youre anon for a reason

for context, this is the post anon is talking about. also for simplicity, i'm going to be using the names i remember everyone using, but strictly they/them pronouns instead of the ones i remember them using just to avoid misgendering, i know a lot of people had gender discoveries over lockdown and coming out of lockdown and PF is not free from the transgender beam /silly

i will not comment on damiens DNI any further because, frankly, im staying as far as i can from any delusion related discourse as possible. as a potentially schizophrenic person, i know how sensitive the topic of delusions can be, especially D/A's, erotomania and platonic erotomanic delusions. i still think its a bit off that damien, a singlet, as a core part of being a system in their dni but. thog doesnt caare /ref i don't know their story at all

quite frankly, i'm glad to hear that no ones associating with my abusers anymore. part of me was always a little worried for the remaining members of the group (especially the younger ones), i didn't want anyone to have to deal with the blatant toxic bullshit that i had. even if you lot had a falling out with harpy in some respect, i want to say that i'm sorry for your loss. i remember how close PF was in general, especially with harpy.

i'll tentatively accept the offer to talk with damien, but maybe later. maybe when we're more stable. i'll unblock them for now, because honestly i had no quarrel with damien, just that they were still associating with PF.

this, however, is not an open invite to anyone who associated with/was apart of PF to contact me. in fact, fuck the rest of you completely. stay off my page.

i hate how you guys keep finding our accounts. you almost put us into the hospital with the stunt ezra and karen pulled a few years back joining our personal server. to this day we don't feel safe anywhere we go, irl and online, because of how you guys acted. i know we weren't the best person, i know we were rude and lashed out and were generally hard to deal with, but we were fucking 15 or 16. we had known you guys since we were 13, we trusted your voices and opinions more than anything. if PF said the sky was red, then the sky was fucking red. we trusted you guys enough to give you our address. we were dealing with the horrors of being the only openly trans and queer kid in a small town catholic middle/high school ON TOP of having a slough of undiagnosed disabilities and disorders. and then going home to cope with how stressed we were and talking to our "friends". we should have turned tail and ran the second chai was kicked out. we should have realized earlier how chai had hurt us and cut ties with the rest of you, because no one seemed to care how weirdly romantic chai and i were getting. no one seemed to care about how weird ezra treated us, that the almost adult was jokingly calling the 14 year old their husband. PF actively encouraged our identity delusions and spirals. i was expected to have the emotional and mental capacity of a fully grown adult when i barely even knew who i was. i remember semi-frequently having our possibility of undiagnosed BPD (and potentially NPD? i cant remember if thats something they ever mentioned) recognized by ezra and harpy(?), but the fact that we were untreated, experiencing symptoms of the disorder they were sure we had, struggling to understand our emotions let alone regulate them was all thrown out the window the second we made even the smallest of mistakes. our bpd and delusions were used against us as a way to keep us in line, or when we were noticeably in a spiral we would have our identity delusions towards danganronpa villains invoked to encourage us to be cruel to other people- either members of PF or strangers on twitter.

tldr fuck peach fuzz. yall messed us up. sorry for the long vent/rant we just. really really needed to get that off our chest. we have for years and it feels like we were only able to heal enough this year to actually confront it and say something about what happened. there was a lot more than just this but this is what was fucking us up the most. sorry . i gotta go take a walk goodbye

[b-plus]

ok this is it but dont look okay? dont look at this post. and im going to be explaining him in depth alright?

ok so this is my dog (goat) its name is zyzzy he is a goat and an idol and an angel (insane. id say dont ask me to explain but i will anyways)

this is his bio on artfight

Zyzzy is a goat that should've gone to hell. Unfortunately, it didn't. To capitalize on the newfound divinity given to it in a freak goat accident, he decided to become an idol and ruin the lives of every single person that comes to his concerts. It takes pleasure in being ripped apart piece by piece, hiding its perverse acts from right under the eyes of God while it can still get away with it. Part of the underground idol group "Heaven's Sync", featuring Zyzzy and his "friends": Hail and BBTD (Bitter). All three of them have separate, nearly unobtainable goals, but with the power of not-so-legal means to an end and an echo chamber of enabling, they WILL do what they have to. Their fanbase isn't large, but there's more than a lot of diehard fans. Whoops!

so that explains Most of it. but theres more (obviously)

so i dont have access to my files so i cant infodump about all of the angel stuff BUT basically

1. crystal never leaves the body, kind of stays floating around the head like an annoying bug you cant get rid of

2. halo is kind of squishy but only when touched by the owner, if by anyone else its kind of like metal, cool to the touch and makes a ringing sound if you hit it. it can separate into as many small parts as the owner wants (kind of like mitosis or clay, can be pushed back together) but its always in a ring form, the outside ring stays the same size, but can be stripped vertically too if you want a thinner halo

3. wings are poised on the waist (zyzzy is wearing fake wings in the idol outfit (lmao) so theyre on the back) but wings can generally be positioned anywhere on the body but usually arent changed since they can be hidden.

4. horns, antlers, stray bones and anything of the sort are translated into wings when an animal is turned into an angel. when visiting down to the world, these are usually hidden or turned into what they were before they were wings. the resulting horns are softer and if an angel is too new, it takes mental and physical effort to keep them in horn shape

5. angels retain little to no memory of their previous life, but some still have them because of accidents or other endlessly complicated reasons

so thats like about angels but. about zyzzy. its a freak. hes a freak a little weirdo. awful person no one likes him when they actually get to know him hes super superficial and flimsy and everything bad under the sun. sucks as a person an animal an idol an angel. you name it. but everyone loves him so its okay

oh yeah all goats go to hell btw. that why its called goat hell. get it? because hes a goat. and it didnt go to hell. and it was supposed to. but okay i cant explain it because i need to design some other things first but its really funny i swear

zyzzys teeth also stick out when it has its mouth closed (super important to me) and its hair fans out at the ends (also super important to me)

so this is its idol group and friends (bitter (bunny) on the left and hail (fox) on the right)

hail is the Killer (awesome) (hes like the poisoner) and bitter is just sweaty and weird and anxious (awesome) (constantly enabled by the other two for their own amusement) but ill talk about them some other day when i have refs made for them. theyre just kind of funny to me

oh also chibo is a part of this universe. and is a super huge fan of bitter but thats besides the point

this is all just really self indulgent i just wanted to make something stupid and funny like a year or so ago and now i have it and im obsessed. obsessed with it. so thats all

so sorry if you looked at this whole thing you can look away now

[dewprisms]

Thinking about the past and year n stuff before i go to bed (i never cared for staying up)

gonna put this under a readmore bc it came out more negative than i was expecting...

thinking back to the past year, we got the kittens fixed, i got more hours at work, got to see some siblings again, got to see my other nephew again, got rly lucky with pulls in Po Ma E X throughout the year...

idk what else was good though. didnt do any drawing practice, didnt work on my fic, didnt finish work on the character doc, started on the ruesid ref but didnt finish, stuff in the house keeps breaking, havent seen a doctor yet (its been like a decade), havent seen a therapist yet, the only new game i played was totk and pkmn sleep even tho i bought some more, actually barely played much games at all this year, failed to practice good hygiene habits, failed to lose weight, i actually gained even more than when i lost it 3 years ago and i still didnt get skinny at all back then, and actually i think my health has gotten worse because im even MORE tired than before all the time and my feet hurt a lot too, wasted money on a gym membership cause after august i stopped having the energy after work to go, and with it being cold out with no car idk how ill do it in the slow months (aka jan and feb), failed to talk to ppl more, failed to do anything good with the group chat because my memory is so shit that i just forget, my acne seems to have gotten worse, i keep falling behind bad at work (and it doesnt help that we cant keep ppl for more than a week but thats the company's fault but it still falls on the rest of us to pick up the slack), keep feeling like a burden at work and unintentionally getting on ppls nerves, plus the state of the world has also gotten more shit, and it doesnt look like itll be improving any time soon...

idk it just hasnt been that good and idk what to look forward to anymore. not even xbgr in k h 4. im so fucking lonely and i feel both my physical health and mental health deteriorating and theres nothing i can really do except watch it happen from behind these eyes that constantly question if reality is really real or not. ive been wanting to cry for the past like 5 months and i dont know what the fuck to do anymore, i dont have the energy for shit

🎉🎉wooooo!! 🎉🎉🥳🥳🎈

[pocketbutter2217]

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this is a kink blog run by two ppl, posts from Parker are tagged as "P" and posts from B are tagged with "B". if its tagged "us" its for both of us lol

name: Parker prns: it/they/he age: 18 main kinks: tickling (HEAVILY lee leaning switch) (ask me where im ticklish), bondage, praise, maybe more(???) boundaries: teasy asks/messages are ok but i dont rp, nothing nsfw unless i know you very very well, i will do commissions in exchange for discord nitro (but just for my kinks not other stuff). PLEASE ask before anything not on my list of kinks, i am picky as fuck and if you do not respect my preferences you will be blocked! other info: demiro, demisexual, professional womanliker, extremely mentally ill, both physically and mentally disabled. if you know my main no you dont

name: B prns: she/they age: 18 main kinks: oh boy where do I start. I am a huge enjoyer of tig biddies, tongues/mouths, femboys, tentacles, bondage, degradation/praise, and size difference(im pretty short btw,,,) are some big ones but I dont want to take up too much room boundaries: extreme stuff like gore, scat, blood, etc. Unlike Parker, I am a horny mess and am always down for some fun~ However, I do still have my standards and preferences so dont get butthurt if I turn you down. other info: if I like you enough I might invite you to some of my other socials~

dni if: basic dni criteria, anti kink (duh), you don't want nsfw interactions/are uncomfortable with nsfw content (note from parker: i keep interactions on posts tagged sfw as purely sfw but if you still arent comfortable thats chill no worries)

we are both pretty newly 18 and one of us is still in high school so we aren't rlly "MINORS DNI >:(" but that may change and obv no one is like. Obligated to interact or anything. boundaries are our number one kink /ref

[brokenmousepad]

about me !! [ header and pfp by me ] call me swizzy !! or anything is fine really go wild w names /gen my preferred pronouns are

he / they / it as well as xey / xem / xir / xyrs / xemself , bee / buzz / bugs / boops / bugself , bee / bem / bee / bees / beeself , ar / lyz / ars / lyzs / arlyzself , fizz / fizz / fizzes / fizzes / fizzself , but any neos are fine !! i dont use any emoji pronouns but they are def awesome !! :D please im begging you use any pronouns besides my preferred praying emoji im nd , poc , but i dont want to reveal that specific information as well as my age anon is on if you want to chat but please dont dm me !! my dni but its on another post woah :O fandoms im in but i need a separate post because holy shit /lh more about me under the cut !!

i love : - reading / books / romance / angst / horror / slice of life - writing [ the above !! ] - the fandoms im in - listening to music - space / astronomy / aliens / stars - science / biology / physics / psuedoscience / math - dogs / cats / pandas / ducks / dolphins / and more !! - the ocean / marine biology / koi !! / fish - nature / bugs / earth / rare sights / trees / plants - food - learning new things - the little things in life [ ex : a weed growing on the side of the road , a cloud that looks painted in the sky , etc ] - creepy things / spooky ones / the abnormal - and more !!

typing !! : - i mostly use more than end punctuation like !! or ?? - i dont use periods because it makes lh stuff seem too neg or srs :[ - i only use periods when it IS something neg or srs or putting dot dot dot - i put spaces between punctuation ex : hi hey hello !! , what is cheese ?? - i dont use emojis only emoticons unless its something that cant be put in emoticons - i type in all lowercase - i use tone indicators !!  please use them w me as well !! - i swear and use caps a lot :O

tagging system !! : #block this tag im talking /j - swizzy speaks : talking tag #literally no clue what im doin - the swizzy random posts tag : anything random tag #woah look at this you really wanna look at this /ref - swizzy big things : anything important #literally in my pinned im just stupid - stuff in my pinned thingy : self explanatory #im an artist ??? what ??? really ??? and a mentally ill one at that ??? - swizzy can draw : art tag #just sys things amiright - swizzy thinks systems are cool : sys tag but whether im a singlet or not is none of your business #just nonhuman / kin things amiright - swizzy thinks nonhumans / kinners are cool : nonhuman / kin tag #woah oh my god so /pos this is cool wow wowie stareyes - swizzy likey : anything i like in general #im mentally ill please excuse my ramblings - swizzy and fandom junk : my nd ass and interests #its a silly goofy moment for me B] - swizzys endorphins are increasing : memes and shits n giggles #i have messages ?? no way ?? - swizzy gets inbox : anons or smth idk #the brain is a strange thing tbh - mentally ill related stuff : im nd soo nd related stuff misc !! : - im an infp , taurus , pst time zone , i have a guilty pleasure for coffee , writing my random thoughts , and funfacts , i have two dogs , i have a fern named Fern , and a cello named Fierre i hope you enjoy your stay here and that your day / night / afternoon is very swaggy !! [ will be updated when needed ]

[dragonfelling]

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[paradoxspaces]

last upd8 thoughts for the night, under a cut for spoilers! kind of rambly but i cant stop thinking about this and its 3 am so excuse the quality

ive always thought that dirk was the character I was most similar to personality-wise, but i didnt realise how much I genuinely liked him until I had to experience his character get pretty much drug through the mud in the epilogues. there were a few moments in meat where I had to stop for a bit bc I was getting angry about his characterization or bc reading some of the ways he was talking about other characters really threw me off and was kind of genuinely upsetting. im in no way a full dirk stan (and rip if you are) but I did relate to him a lot and bc of that it felt weird as hell seeing him suddenly become a fucking malicious transphobic freak 24/7. like dirk was kinda manipulative and shitty but also his big arc was about releasing control and being a better friend/person. he was, at the end of the day, really devoted to his friends! he wanted to do better by everyone he cared about specifically bc he cared about them so much! what happened??? to all of that????? 

idk i used to give people a lot of shit when there were those theories back in the day about ‘dave not being really dave’ bc he was acting weird in a pester or the people on the meteor not being themselves bc they were different but the first time I read the dirk pov I literally did not believe it was really him bc it was so unrecognizable. like how he was talking about john felt….bizarre and awful and it was just difficult to read him suddenly become an irredeemable shitbag. idk i usually dont have dirk feelings but this epilogue (meat at least) has made me both like him more in hs proper and dislike him more overall. 

now that i guess im talking about spoilers more straightforwardly: meat both resurfaced and complicated my feelings wrt dirk but even without that like. I dont think i can read candy 13 and im fucking mad about it. I literally never thought this would be an issue with hs but afaik its not a kind of ‘decapitate me’ joke ref but a full on su*cide scene which I (who was at my most proto-dirk-kin at 16/17 when i was, you know, actively very su*cidal) wont be able to read which is fucking annoying!!! since when did we do that in hs!! sicne when did main characters, who we literally saw grow up and deal with trauma and mental illness, just fucking kill themselves???? wha t the fuck is going on??? some parts of this seems like they tried really hard to be like edgy ‘adults only’ fanfic bs and idk i guess thats a funny bit sometimes but somehow i thought we could avoid randomly introducing su*cide into the plot.

ALSO IM PISSED ABOUT VRISKA 2KFOREVER. 

(i feel like its….unlikely that we will get anything more than this considering the length of these sections but i do kind of want something else. im not done with candy and dont know when i will be but it jsut feels so weird to have the story end in this like metatextual rumination rather than a story about the kids.)

(and this is not to say I dislike the epilogues as a whole. im still thinking through meat and as ive said i have to get through candy, but these are my like immediate overwhelming thoughts. mostly the dirk stuff was killing me and i needed to get it out. maybe i like the epilogue i dont fucking know yet. i really have no idea how i feel. confused???) 

(also why is everyone suddenly super horny and sexy why is this epilogue trying SO HARD to be like ‘no kids allowed’. you can have ur characters age up and talk about sex while idk still preserving the general tone of ur piece and ur characters and not have them suddenly be obsessed with fucking so that we know that theyve ‘grown up’ [im talking about Jade :((((])

[unofficiallyswizzy]

oh god lets do this again , shall we ??

about me !!

hello my names swizzy but you can call me anything !! :D my pronouns are [ full set ] : he / him / his / his / himself xe / xem / xer / xers / xemself ar / lyz / ars / lyzs / arlyself koi / koim / koir / koirs / koiself and a bunch more but !! any neos are okay, no emojinouns :]]

some extra : im some flavor of nd / poc / age but you dont get to know them ;]] im open to chatting anytime and anon is on !! just dont blantly ask me if were friends /lh hehe /gen im an artist/writer/reader/musician/cook/cosplayer/talker !! here are my interests !! i try to edit it as much as possible but if i forget oopsie hehe current stuff i might talk about are : bnha, ducktales 2017, anime in general, eddsworld

typing !! :

- i mostly use more than end punctuation like !! or ?? - i dont use periods because it makes lh stuff seem too neg or srs :[ - i only use periods when it IS something neg or srs or putting dot dot dot , replacement is ; - i put spaces between punctuation ex : hi hey hello !! , what is cheese ?? - i dont use emojis only emoticons unless its something that cant be put in emoticons - i type in all lowercase - i use tone indicators !! please use them w me as well !! - i swear and use caps a lot :O - i use [ words words ] instead of (words words)

tagging system !! :

#block this tag im talking /j : swizzy speaks - talking tag

#literally no clue what im doin : the swizzy random posts tag - anything random tag

#woah look at this you really wanna look at this /ref : swizzy big things - anything important

#literally in my pinned im just stupid : stuff in my pinned thingy - self explanatory

#im an artist ??? what ??? really ??? and a mentally ill one at that ??? : swizzy can draw - art tag

#im an artist ??? that likes other art ??? what no way impossible ??? : swizzy likes art - not my art

#just sys things amiright : swizzy thinks systems are cool - sys tag am i a singlet or system ?? youll never know

#just nonhuman / kin things amiright : swizzy thinks nonhumans / kinners are cool - nonhuman / kin tag

#woah oh my god so /pos this is cool wow wowie stareyes : swizzy likey - anything i like in general

#im mentally ill please excuse my ramblings : swizzy and fandom junk - my nd ass and interests

#whos world is it ?? EDDSWORLD !! : swizzys eddsworld tag - specifically for eddsworld stuff because im mentally ill

#ITS YOUR POWER ISNT IT ?? !! : swizzy bnha tag - specifically for bnha stuff because im mentally ill

#are you pondering what im pondering ?? : swizzys gay mice tag - specifically for patb stuff because im mentally ill

#its my world and were all living in it !! : swizzys mml tag - specifically for milo murphy stuff because im mentally ill

#swizzy loves cookies running : swizzys cr / crk tag - specifically for crk stuff because im mentally ill

#im in my prime when ... sonic !! : swizzys sonic tag - specifically for sonic / mostly sonic prime stuff because im mentally ill

#JUMP UP KICK BACK WHIP AROUND AND !! : swizzys ninjago tag - specifically for ninjago stuff because im mentally ill

#no way the deltas can ruined ?? : swizzys deltarune tag - specifically for deltarune stuff because im mentally ill [ may have undertale because its deltarune ]

#DUCKTALES !! WOO OOO : swizzy ducktales tag - specifically for ducktales stuff because im mentally ill

#car ing my toons since birth : swizzys cartoon tag - cartoon stuff because im mentally ill

#its a silly goofy moment for me B] : swizzys endorphins are increasing - memes and shits n giggles

#i have messages ?? no way ?? : swizzy gets inbox - anons or smth idk

#the brain is a strange thing tbh : mentally ill related stuff - im nd soo nd related stuff

#i reblogga the post : swizzys rbs - self explanatory

#agab ?? assigned goofy at birth ?? me B] : swizzy trans tag - swizzys trans tag 

#swizzys gay tag - for all things lgbtq+ B] 

#woah oh my god so /pos this is cool wow wowie stareyes : swizzy likey - swizzy likes these things [ maybe niche idk ]

#thats the body special : physical disabilities tag - self explanatory

#just creechures just sillies just little guys of the earth : swizzy loves bugs insects etc - the swizzy bug tag !! i love creechures

#animals are cool and interesting : the swizzy animal tag - yes

#i be spinning in the gamer chair ... gayming ... : that one gaymer no way - swizzy plays games

#guys look our friends did the thing !!! :D : swizzy has friends no way - tag for my ULTRA MEGA AWESOME FRIENDS a step up from mutuals , if youre a mutual and you want this tag lemme know HEHE

#guys look our mutual did the thing !!! :D : swizzy has mutuals no way - tag for my wonderful mutuals i love yall a bunch /nr

thanks for reading have a great day/night/afternoon !!

[ will be updated when needed ]

[kattitude130]

i gave up on infinity war and decided to just watch cloak & dagger episode 1. putting it all in one post bc theres multiple eps so it might be better organized this way

hhhhhh ballet class *war flashbacks* (i have bad memories of ballet class)

little boy ty looks precious in that big hoodie

“if i get in trouble again my pops is gonna beat the black out of me” “looks like he already did, b” oh damn

where is this little girl’s dad its pouring rain in new orleans, its gonna be up to her knees before he gets there

*cops show up* oh fuck

this is why you dont talk on the phone while driving!!! did dr strange teach us nothing????

oh fuuuuck brother no

well now the water will reach her knees in a different way

what the fuck just happened

went from ballet classes to club regular real quick (idk how old she is but isnt she a teenager????)

im not getting good vibes from this guy shes hanging out with

BTW i am definitely taking constant mental notes of how marvel interprates/uses/utilizes new orleans for my self insert ideas..............because APPARENTLY they didnt forget it existed like i thought they did and now i have to acknowledge there are mcu heroes on MY turf

“clubs arent actually my thing, i love a good house party” “i have a house!” asdfghjkjhgfddfghj actual quote guys

now, BASKETBALL memories? those are still bad but at least better than my ballet memories. i was actually good at basketball we just never won a single game

OK SO YOURE JUST GONNA...GO HOME WITH A TOTAL STRANGER PROBABLY 5+ YEARS OLDER THAN U AND JUST....DRINK ON HIS PROPERTY AND ACT LIKE THIS IS OKAY... OKAY!

god i know that feel bro when u get knocked down by an opposing team member and the ref dont call it...... :discord sadface:

OH DFGHJKHG OH SO SHES A BURGURLAR THATS WHAT IT IS. im so fucking relieved. this shouldnt relieve me but i am

omg shes actually badass, deja vu would look up to her. somewhat of a criminal but deja vu would let her slide

HOLY SHIT that white boy fucking pushed him by the head down to the ground n ty grabs his arm and fuckin socks him ON THE FUCKIN COURT GET HIM TY

FGDHFSFKHDS IS THE REF REALLY NOT GONNA DO ANYTHING IF I STARTED THROWING PUNCHES ON THE COURT THE COACH HERSELF WOULD BE ON THE COURT BEATING MY ASS

THE TEAM HAD TO STEP IN AND SEPARATE THEM WHAT IS THIS BASKETBALL GAME!!!!

oh....tandy.... :(

emojis are what makes us human

fghjkhgfdfghj tandy trying to scam ty....i know how this story goes its going to backfire and then hes your boyfriend

emojis hold power

sdfhgasjdfhsgh i knew it, she took his wallet

COPS STRAIGHT UP LYING ABOUT THAT BOYS DEATH fuck....

oh fuck pig spotted

ty’s mom :(

???? i knwo youre a scrappy teen but you couldve just stayed in the seating area? why did you have to sneak to the railing above the stage? okay

ty you have got to stop waking up in random places this is getting ridiculous (i already know he has teleportation powers and theyre manifesting in hilarious ways asdfghjkl)

where the fuck do you find a beacj like that in new oreans?? this was filmed in new orleans? (i guess ive mostly ever been to Tourist New Orleans but ive gone pretty far too ??)

CREEP ALERT CREEP ALERT

POCKET COCAINE!

die scum

so she did the steal-your-bfs-hoodie thing before he was even her bf that is hardcore girlfriend material right there

keeping a little girls ballet show for years is a little weird but ill let it slide for you, ty

honestly....not bad.....script could be better but i am intrigued......

[archived--hell]

1, 2, 17, honestly all of them if you’re up to it

1 - already answered 

2. Do you have a personal favourite among your OCs?

L O R D T jupiter fuck man got damn id die for jupiter 

3. Have you ever adopted a character or gotten a character from someone else?

i have adopted characters before, but ive never done anything with them, and i have received characters Back from people but besides that nah

4. A character you rarely talk about?

HI PLEASE I BEG OF YOU ASK ABOUT THE GODS PLE AS E IM DYING

5. If you could make only one of your OCs popular/known, who would it be?

fuck uh.. honestly if its only semi popular would i do this bc being Well Known would be nice, yeah, but.. it scares me? idk but uh probably leo or aero, theyre two boys i hold close to my heart

6. Two OCs of yours that look alike despite not being related?

:) eldur and leo kinda? idk i try not to make any of them look alike rip

7. Are your OCs part of any story or stories?

YES! theyre actually all part of one universe called cooking with demons! i have a whole game planned out for the man cast kinda? but all in all its all set within one universe, with multiple different stories occurring within it jhfdksg

8 - already answered

9. Would you ever be willing to give any of your OCs to someone else?

unless specfifically made for them upon request, no. ive already tried that once and it lead to me losing any and all control i had over my characters. At this moment, i only “share” a few ocs with my boyfriend @coffee-burglar and even then, its taken almost a year to even be able to do that

10. Introduce an OC with a complicated design?

uh, all of them are kinda complicated for me, but as of right now, that would go to leos full form. (if u want a ref hmu and ill post it, but it wont be my art)

11. Is there any OC of yours you could describe as a “sunshine”?

like a ray of sunshine? yeah! angel and stitch would fit perfectly for that!

12. Name an OC that isn’t yours but who you like a lot

@coffee-burglar their oc chrome n koh,  or derek but thats bc im a hoe

13. Do you have any troublemaker OCs?

aero, jhor, innis, leo are all trouble makers to some degree, leo being the most trouble some

14. Introduce an OC with a tragic backstory

uhhhh fuck what counts as tragic?

i guess id have to say leo or jupiter mostly, but eldur fits too

15. Do you like to talk about your OCs with other people?

if youd let me i would yell about these fucks for hours on end, ive done it

16. Which one of your OCs would be the best at biology (school subject)?

the best but wouldnt enjoy it: Jupiterthe best and would absolutely enjoy it: colby

17. Any OC OTPs?

stitch/lavaaero/kohcolby/derek/inniswill/happiness aeyr/Eberictderek/Xhaztolleo/eldur

18. Any OC crackships?

jhfkdfsjghdfkjhgdkfjsgl i never talk abt it but will/aero is fucking A+

19. Introduce an OC that means a lot to you (and explain why)

ah,, leo. i originally made him to project the worst in myself onto, and because of that ive made his life a living shit hole. but,, recently ive been hell bent on giving him a good ending, one where he heals, and lives his life ok, where he finally, finally has a chance to be happy and get help. its,, kind of been a tiny growing point for me? he just, means a lot to me because of that haha

20. Do any of your OCs sing? If they sing, care to share more details (headcanon voice, what kind of songs they like etc)?

uhhh all of their voice claims are songs n such but only a few of them actually sing in canon! heres the voice claims of the ones who do sing:

Aero - thats his voice, but hed probably more likely to sing Something Like ThisAngelStitch - this is her voice! but shed be much more likely to sing something a lot more upbeat, kind of like thisColby (its jeremy from bmc jghfdkg)

and one i dont have a voice claim for yet that does sing canonically is Sycamore! 

21. Your most artistic OC

!!!! oh thatd easily be will! hes nothing professional at all, but he does enjoy drawing and making diy type projects :0c hazels also artistic but with food :0c but what would you expect from a kitchen witch

22. Is there any OC of yours people tend to mischaracterize? If yes, how?

Hi My Names Skinny Penis And No One Has Ever Even Looked At My Ocs For More Than Two Seconds

23. Introduce OC that has changed from your first idea concerning what the character would be like?

lordt all of them would fit that, but the one thats changed the most? lordy thatd probably be will! he used to be a persona that was mostly only interested in dying and getting fucked, but now hes? evolved into a fully fledged character, and has even changed from being human lmao

24. If you could meet one OC of yours, who would it be and why?

jupiter, simply because he is The Biggest Comfort i have. hes,,, really important to me and i love him a lot

25. The OC that resembles you the most (same hobby, height, shared like/dislike for something etc?)

:) its bold of you to assume they dont all resemble me in some way. the most though? damian. lazy motherfucker with 200 emotional issues and no motivation to fix any of them

26. Have you ever had to change your OC’s design or something else about them against your will?

…yeah.

27. Any OCs that were inspired by a certain song?

Nope, most tend to be born from ideas spawned by me n my bf concepting about my ocs, and what would happen if this thing happened? yknow?

28. Your most dangerous OC?

He has yet to be revealed >:)c his names icarus

29. Which one of your OCs would go investigate an abandoned house at night without telling anyone they’re going?

INNIS, GOD INNIS WOULD AND HED PROBABLY DIE

30. Which one of your OCs would most likely have a secret stuffed animal collection?

secret: damiannot so secret: colby

31. Pick one OC of yours and explain what their tumblr blog would be like (what they reblog, layout, anything really)

uHHhhHh 

damian would probably have a very shitty coded blog theme (or default) and would genuinely only reblog shitty, abstract memes, and nice food recipes for hazel to make him

32. Which one of your OCs would be the most suitable horror game protagonist and why?

protagonist? if youre going for the scared baby, colby. if ur going for the stoic “thats weird but ok” one, innis or aero.antagonist tho???? Leo and angelica :)

33. Your shyest OC?

uh, a oc thats genuinely shy and not just anxiety filled? angel :0c shes had a very limited interaction pool with anything thats not other angels so she tends to shy away from others bc she really, really doesnt want to get into awkward situations

34. Do you have any twin characters?

Jupiter and leo!

35. Any sibling characters?

Jupiter, leo, angelica, damian, eldur

jupiter, leo, damian, and angelica are all related via their dad, while eldur is related to damian via their mom

36. Do you have OC pairs where the other part belongs to someone else (siblings, lovers, friends etc)?

uhh if im understanding this question right yeah i do! derek, koh, n a lot of others belong to @coffee-burglar ! ive just roped them into my universe dkjfhkdjgh

37. Introduce an OC who is not quite human

Op All Of My Characters Are Inhuman

38. Which one of your OCs would be the best dancer?

surprisingly? aero! hes got really good rhythm and can actually dance really well, its kinda scary

39. Introduce any character you want

:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Ill let yall have a choice, pick one

1.) Lust2.) Greed

40. Any fond memories linked to your characters? Feel free to share!

fond?? uh,, not really. but damian does have a very important memory attached to him.

tw for suicide ment hjgkdfs

with damian, i created him after i tried to kill myself and was stuck in a mental hospital. i had just finished reaing the first shadowhunters book, and decided to try and draw the first demon(???? was that what he was?? im a dumbass and its been over 2 years) you met, which had bright blue hair and if i remember correctly, electric green eyes? but yeah. i made him to cope with all the mental stress i had while being forced to be in that hospital, and hes become very close to my heart because of that

41. Has anyone drawn fanart of your OCs? If yes, maybe show a picture or two here (remember sources & permissions!)

!!!!!!!!! yeah!!! my boyfriends drawn damian and most of my characters bgjkfdhgkfdsgl but one i do hold close to my heart (bc at the time, i barely knew them) was when @stuck-in-the-ghost-zone drew aeyr! it made me really happy tbh. i still have it saved to my phone actually!!!

42. Which one of your OCs would be the most interested in Greek gods?

uhhhh,,, provided that they found a way to get anything involving earth and their beliefs itd probably be either angel or colby. angel enjoys learning anything and everything she can, while colby enjoys hearing about the Tea™ that comes with greek shit

43. Do you have any certain type when you create your OCs? Do you tend to favour some certain traits or looks? It’s time to confess

lordt ok

i really just? enjoy making demons really, or anything that doesnt quite fit “conveniently attractive” in at least one form they have. (i also favor making guys bc im Gay)

44. Something you like about your OCs in general

how well theyre coming together, for so long, their stories have been little fractures and pieces that never fit together. Fragments. but now, theyre almost fully put together and its… wonderful to see

45. A character you no longer use?

a hi have.. one. their name was angel aura, a steven universe oc. i got rid of them because of too many.. bad things.

46. Has anyone ever told you that you treat your OCs badly?

not directly, but yes. it.. actually helped me give a lot of them a ok life, or at least a good ending

47. Has anyone ever (friendly) claimed any of your OCs as their child?

@coffee-burglar eldur, colby, will n a few others lmao

48. OC who is a perfect cinnamon roll, too good for this world, too pure

ELDUR GOD ELDUR PLEASE SOMEONE GIVE THIS KID BACK TO HIS MOM

49. Which one of your OCs would most likely enjoy memes

damian

50. Give me the good ol’ OC talk here. Talk about anything you want

ghjkfgkfdhgklfjhglkjdfhgslfjdgh give me a actual thing to talk about bc im dying op

[marlaluster]

Emptying the cliptray.....

1. I say that this reality presently of the world is not real or all there is. The experience of things beyond three dimensional is real. People are not really mentally ill to experience things considered today to be out of the ordinary or beyond the physical plane. They are experiencing the real/actual nature of reality and that is that there is more than just the five senses and more than just the physical plane that exists. 2. "Im someome that can see that and I cant go on 3. I say that this reality presently of the world is not real or all there is. The experience of things beyond three dimensional is real. People are not really mentally ill to experience things considered today to be out of the ordinary or beyond the physical plane. They are experiencing the real/actual nature of reality and that is that there is more than just the five senses and more than just the physical plane that exists. "If you post that i won't be okay," something said in my mind about what I have written here. It said it would say I was less if I posted it. 4. To be clearer I dont think people are really present here as they appear. I think I'm the only person really present here. 5. https://m.facebook.com/sacredphrenia/?ref=m_notif&notif_t=group_highlights 6. I am not really in the city. I do walk in nature some. I don't think I need to get my views straight or anything. I think my views are accurate. 7. I feel good hearing about people going off medication. I wish I could go off. I wish you to be okay as you go forth with what i think is a great freedom to take advantage of. I wish to be free of medicines but i cant go off right now because i am noisy arguing with something when i dont take medicine now. I went off for five years but I started to experience that something seemed to be attacking me. I consider the thing attacking an entity attached to me. But i just wanted to say im glad about what youre doing. It makes me feel great to hear people want something other than medicine. It is good for this end (alternatives to medicine) to have support. I hope one day to go off medicine again. 8. Im experiencing some depression. I consider it part of an attachment by an entity. I heard about entity attachment here in this group. The other part of this attachment is considered schizophrenia by present day mainstream society. 9. https://www.dailymail.co.uk/video/tvshowbiz/video-2040150/Video-Behati-Prinsloo-dances-stage-Adam-Levine-Halloween-party.html 10. Low-key lifestyle: '[In Byron Bay] I can be with people and talk about things that have nothing to do with the film business,' Chris told OK! magazine earlier this year He added: 'Living in Australia allows me to be away from 11. 'Growing up I was very happy in nature, with animals, and I dreamed of living in a place where my kids can run around with no shoes on, surrounded by all kinds of animals - dangerous and not dangerous,' she said. 12. https://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-7645789/Chris-Hemsworth-shows-ripped-physique-wife-Elsa-Pataky-children-beach.html 13. I wish help with getting rid of an entity attachment. I assume it is difficult to "clear", buyvI wanted to ask for help anyway. 14. Thank you for your message We will respond to your enquiry as soon as possible 15. http://www.fifthdimensionalnetwork.com/thank-you/ 16. http://www.fifthdimensionalnetwork.com/thank-you/ 17. http://www.fifthdimensionalnetwork.com/contact/ 18. Mark Fleener​​ there is no way for me to really be certain. Its not hard to understand. Hypothetically anyone could think they were the only one really here. It seems I must have had moments before when I thought this before five years ago but I didnt though. There's something similar though. You can only be sure for yourself. 19. Guy Bergeron​​ Anything or everything. There is something always there. Its really bad, actually. I consider myself to have an entity attachment, which I learned about mostly in this wonderful group. Thanks for asking, I guess. 20. I do befriend the thing that's always there, but it does stuff to attack me. It produces boredom and depression and other bad feelings. Again, I consider it an entity attachment. It's always there. It says it does stuff to attack me because it cannot be that I think it is not real here. People are supposed to think its real here for it to be able to be what it intends.

[paradoxproductions]

COMMISSION INFO 2017 (OPEN)

So! I was advised to make a commission post! 

these are my prices as of 7/9/2017. 

If you’d like to buy, please INSTANT MESSAGE me, Makes it much easier to keep track of everybody. 

lets get to business!

PRICES

Sketches are 3$

Lined is 5$

Painting is 10+$

Please tell me if you want style 1, 2, or 3!  The prices are relatively the same for all styles!

more then one character simply doubles the amount! 

If you want a fullbody:

Style number 1: +5$ onto your order

Style number 2: +3$onto your order

Style number 3: +2$onto your order

Backgrounds:

+2$ for very simple background (two colours blended)

+5$ for simple background (A house, street,  etc)

+10$ for very complex backgrounds (a detailed forest etc)

Transparent background is free!

Other:

Ref sheets range anywhere from 5-25$

if you'd like it to be a speed draw posted on youtube, it'll be +5$ (as of 7/9/2017 i will also due them occasionally for free, feel free to ask!)

Coloured lines is +2$

Important things to note.

All images come with a transparent background unless you pay for, and specify otherwise

Every image will have a watermark of my logo. No, you may not have an unwatermarked. It’s quite small anyways

Prices may vary due to complexity, backgrounds, fullbodies, extras etc. Be prepared for that.

please read my terms of service

TERMS OF SERVICE

Payment.

All payment will be done via paypal either via paypal.me or via invoice.

I require payment before I start anything

Payment plans CAN be worked out if payment is over 20$

I only accept USD so please make sure you have USD.

Refunds.

If for any reason you require a refund, payment will be given depending on how far along in the picture I have gotten

Refunds will NOT be given after I am done the picture (that's what showing you sketches is for, to make sure you like it)

if for some reason something comes up and you're needing the money back or can no longer afford a commission, contact me

My rights as the artist.

I reserve the right to deny you a commission for any reason I please without explanation

I reserve the right to cancel a commission you have bought and give you what I have done, and a refund if I feel the need too.

I reserve the right to use your commission as examples on further works (with your character credited)

I reserve the right to refuse doing a commission for you if I find that you have been rude to me and will tell you so.

Your rights as the buyer.

You reserve the right to upload your commission wherever you like, so long as you leave my watermark alone and link to one of my sites. (this one preferred). Only exception is on tumblr, I’d prefer if you simply reblog it. 

You have the right to crop/edit the commission as you like for icons, banners, etc as long as I am still credited and the watermark is still visible

you do NOT have the right to claim my art as yours

you do NOT have the right to upload without credit

you do NOT have the right to crop out my watermark

What I will draw:

can draw:

NSFW/18+

Most fetishes (ask)

Kissing/cuddling, any other cute content/couples.

Nudity (artistic and otherwise)

Humans

Anthros

Trans characters

Ferals

Gore/Guro

Monsters

Scenery/detailed backgrounds

struggle to draw:

Mecha/armor

Robots

Masculine characters

Muscles

Anything thats not cute tbh

Realism (see portfolio to see how realistic I can get)

will NOT draw:

Hyper muscle

Characters labeled with slurs(Cboys, futas, herms, dgirls, shemales etc)

Pure white characters

Characters without visual reference

and finally, examples: 

examples:

two lined characters, full body. 14$

Lined, fullbody, style one. 10$

lined, fullbody, style 2, 8$

as for sketches, im too lazy to go and lavel what each is each, but here:

(oldish style)

(style 3)

PAINTINGS:

more examples can be found at my website: http://paradoxproductions.site

or you can just click here

thanks for considering! you’d be helping out a mentally ill trans kid get money to support themselves. and its forever appreciated

for nsfw examples, please message me. 

reblogs ever appreciated!

[okaypie]

*flips on shades, dabs, does a cart wheel, sticks the landing, cracks knuckles* I can't really say all for one character I think so uh, NAH FUCK IT U PROBABLY CAN FIGURE OUT HOW ALL FOR JEREMY HAHAHAHAHA

HANNAH I S2G I HAVE PRACTICE IN AN HOUR 

#squad:  who's friends with who? what are the squad dynamics like?

OKAY SO, I’m gonna write this as if Jeremy were still living in hawaii and Happy. He hung out with the jocks but he was the decent jock due to not wanting to be an asshole and anxiety. He was made fun of a lot bc he backed out on a lot of shit except for one time when he agreed to break into an abandoned building that wasn’t really abandonded and he got grounded for a month.

microscope:  zoom in -- describe the little, insignificant details about an OC.

When Jeremy smiles he has super duper subtle dimples. His hair looks kind of frizzy but is actually super nice and soft. He has stretch marks on his thighs bc my boi is thicc. He has freckles but you can’t see them like at all unless he gets a sun burn or gets like that pale-looking sick deal. 

fragrance:  what do your OCs smell like?

Weed and old spice

photo album:  describe one of your OCs' favorite memories.

When him and his dad played ukulele during the Eo E Emalani I Alakai Festival for the first time bc he felt like he was finally good enough   

mixtape:  5 songs that describe your OC(s) or songs they themselves would like.

wardrobe:  what's your OC(s) style like?

Basketball/Cargo shorts, t-shirt and sandals 

lightning:  who's the most impulsive character? and who is their impulse control?

Okay im going to ref rp for this one 

Mark’s oc Sol ( @snowmiku) is the impulse and jeremy would be impulse control or for vic and jeremy victor would be impulse control bc foster parent and jeremy would be impulse

ufo:  identity! what are some key identifying qualities or traits of your OC(s)? how to they identify in regards to gender/sexuality?

Jeremy is my bi guy ready to try! He doesn’t really discover it until later in life tho which is okay! He’s also demisexual bc fuckin people is a weird concept to him unless they’re super close! 

love note:  who likes who? crushes? relationships? are they mutual or unrequited?

Canonically none, rp sol

poison:  vices/bad habits? what are they? how do they affect your OC?

So after Jeremy’s parents died he started smoking a lot more pot? Which wasn’t that bad until he greened out and everything went downhill from there. He tries to act like everything is fine and dandy but it’s pretty obvious he’s dealing with a lot of trauma that he doesn’t want to come to terms with

compass:  who's the moral compass? in general: what are your OCs' morality like? do they have high morals, or not? are their morals self imposed, or do they base their morals on religion/family/influence of others?

Jeremy bases his morals on those around him but also more or less for himself? Like if he really trusts and knows the person he’ll give his fuckin life for them but if he’s like...meh...with them then he’ll do what he can...but if what he does doesn’t work the first time they’re fucked

track & field:  which (if any) of your OCs are athletic? what sports to they play? which of your OCs would go HARD in P.E.?

JEREMY IS ATHLETIC AS FUCK. He loves basketball, football, and surfing and he likes doing early morning jogs. When its dodgeball day in P.E. you better hide from this boy

parachute:  who does your OC(s) trust the most? who makes them feel safe? who would they do absolutely anything for?

Him family (both real and foster(yes, hannah, this includes pat))

conspiracy theory:  what are your OC's beliefs? are they skeptics or do they believe easily? who acts on blind faith? who needs to see to believe?

Jeremy follows the Huna(New Age) religion which is the semi-traditional religion of Hawaii. He does what he can when it comes to practicing it.

zodiac:  what's their sign? does it influence their personality? do they care about astrology?

Virgo! It doesnt seem to influence him but he does care about astrology

spellbook:  are any of your OC(s) supernatural? if so, what are they/what are their abilities?

nope

contact:  how does your OC(s) feel about touch/physical contact? are they affectionate? if so, how do they display affection to others?

jeremy was really touch-starved for a while so hell take affection where he can get it. hes a huge platonic cuddler, he tends to sling his arm around ppl a lot bc he knows that some ppl are really bad about being touched. He gives A+ massages tho just an fyi

interiors:  describe your OC(s) bedroom/home/or a place they consider "theirs". what's in it? do certain items have a special significance to your OC?

His room usually has a lot of natural light and smells like pot lmao. His beds a mess and he collects a lot of weird shit, mainly shells tho. He has one picture of his parents that he keeps on his person at all times even tho its getting kind of worn

hobby:  what do they love? what captivates them? what are their passions?

Jeremy loves music and people and parties (in small amounts) He really loves basketball and learning about other cultures too? So yeah, also history. Lots of history, but he keeps that shit inside bc “haha that’s so nerdy why would i do that???”

psyche:  what's their head space like? do they have any mental illnesses? how do they process difficult or emotional situations? what are their coping mechanisms?

Jeremy is a mess. he has moderate-sever depression, anxiety, and PTSD. When he’s put into a difficult situation he deadass has a panic attack and the way to get him to calm down is to try and talk about how his dad would handle the situation, it brings back even more bad memories but being reminded of the good and of what was helps too. He copes (unhealthily) through pot, and he has therapy sessions every weekend

chess board:  who is the most logical? or the schemer/planner?

Jeremy is usually p logical (sometimes)

shooting star:  if your OC(s) could have one wish what would it be?

That he could go home and everything would be fine