#im sick of you if you shamed ppl for characters they like

[ilovewillsolace]

in fact, I really hate it when people are shy or worried about the fact that they like Octavian or even apologize for it. like what the fuck? why the hell should anyone feel uncomfortable at all because they like something and at the same time it does not harm others in any way? I do not know about you, but I am simply horrified by this situation, and I do not even know who to blame for this more than fandom or Rick

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

kenjaku is genuinely so creepy and i think that’s one of the reason why i love him SOOO much !! ive always had a liking towards characters who are insanely messed up and grotesque and kenny is like the perfect example of that. hes gross like — actually. i think hes a good example of how genuinely fucked up jjk is, and as much as people hate him i think he’s such an amazing character. gege’s dark writing when it comes to him and sukuna is so IWHSHSBSHEWJW !! sukuna being a cannibal and his entire thing revolving around cooking is so cool to me. like his entire character circles around things like that. he can use fire which.. cooking! when you cook you can eat! sukuna eats ppl.. his malevolent shrine is just a bunch of slashes which cut you to death and when you cook you’re usually cutting and chopping things.. with kenjaku and the whole pregnancy thing as well.. the womb.. it’s like disturbing and honestly it makes ppl a little sick but i find it so interesting because that kind of writing i LOVELOVEEE SMM!! kenjaku was willing to do the most nasty things just to get his plan to work. he’s such a scum of the earth guy sigh.. that’s why im so SOO happy i found this blog because you also like kenjaku and i can safely talk about my love for him without getting jumped 💔 im really sorry this is so long!! im just really happy it’s a safe spot to talk about these things! i love horror :3

i love kenny 🐑

THIS THIS THIS THIS . GOD. THIS.

i literally love you so much lambnon you worded this perfectly….. i loveeeee horror elements in fiction and i agree that jjk does it so so SO well!!!! sukuna & kenjaku are such great examples because not only are they morally reprehensible in really disgusting ways, they also … feel literally no shame over it. they never try to justify it . morality doesn’t even exist to them, and i think villains like that are sooo fun <33

sukuna’s cannibalism and general thematic ties to food & eating is SO tasty especially since it all goes back to him eating his twin in the womb … it’s like eating is a curse that follows him around but he’s made it into a point of pride. you know? he’s so unabashedly awful and i loveeee that about him…..

AND KENJAKU. i agree on all points!!!! everything!!!!!! he’s soooooo creepy and so eerie and so gross. i find it really funny and fitting that even sukuna thinks of kenjaku as a freak LMAO. which is . extra interesting when you remember that the womb is a special place even to sukuna… and kenny sort of… perverts it. he makes it into his own science lab. it’s so twisted and sickening and tasty because kenjaku doesn’t just impregnate that woman from the kamo clan, he impregnates himself!!!! and i can only imagine that he did it partially just out of worldly curiosity which is….. sooo . him? he’s so insane? 😭

literally nothing is off limits to kenjaku, and that makes him such a fun villain….

^ i think he says it best himself :3c

the womb motif in general is also so . Good… the motherism of it all….. i’m forever bitter that we never got to see his domain in action because the fact that it’s basically a manifestation of a womb realm is soooooo fucking sick oh my god. body horror is so scary to me but also so insanely tasty and the fact that kenjaku’s whole character revolves around it just!!! scratches my brain. no pun intended.

anyway …. this ask made me a little insane. i’m so happy to have you here lambnon!!!! :’3 this blog will always be a safe space for lovers of the grotesque / of kenjaku in general <333 our beloved scum!!!

[liverpool-enjoyer]

https://www.tumblr.com/liverpool-enjoyer/746422248149303296/inbox-me-1-thing-you-want-to-know-about-me

Fave fanfic tropes? + least fave?

ooooo okokok lemme tell you straight up the "least fave" category is gonna be a LOT longer lmao

as for my favorite tropes i loooove a good soulmate au. n also even tho ik its a little cringe im a sucker for a hanahaki au ok I CANT HELP IT. OOOO WAIT N HOW COULD I FORGET. THE CLASSIC: "Oh. Oh." MWAHMWAHMWAH CHEFS KISS I EAT THAT SHIT UP EVERY TIME. n idk if this next one is a "trope" but i love cuddling. that is like. the Peak of affection n it jus makes me melt n squeal n clutch my phone to my chest. i also love some good ol fashioned found family. whump is also good. i fw whump. but fluff is like, peak. oh n i love fics in which the two characters being shipped are either married or getting married, its so romantic <3

ok the least favorites,,, my number one for this is fucking a/b/o. i jus,,, CANT STAND it. im not gonna go too in depth cause ik its SUPER popular in the soccer community n i dont want anyone to feel like im shaming them but,,, AH. I JUS DONT GET WHY PPL LIKE THIS. its WEIRD. ok im sorry thats it abt a/b/o. the same applies to age gaps tho that shit is fucked up too. the next trope i hate is slow burn IM SORRY. a kiss sixteen chapters in is NEVER worth it. i also cant read fics in first person. like i will immediately click away. same w fics w no paragraph breaks but i dont think that ones a "trope" sm as it is an error ig. also for soccer pacifically i dont like aus that make them not soccer players. hang on,,, whats that noise? oh, looks like im getting a call. from inside my house. anywho i'll click away immediately if i see the "character study" tag bc BOOOORING. i also dont fw smut. which makes fanfic reading pretty difficult ESPECIALLY CAUSE SOME SICK FUCKS TAG THEIR SMUT AS MATURE INSTEAD OF EXPLI- no, no, serenity now, serenity now,,,

inbox thing :D

[celestie0]

ellie my love,

it is time i shower you in praise because god damn you DESERVE IT ALL 🥺

you deserve ✨ ALL ✨ the love and praise you get and you ✨ARE ✨an incredible writer.

god, i admire you so much, and it’s such a shame there are people out there that are making you feel less than you’re worth. it pisses me tf off, like seriously let me at em. 😤

people can be really inconsiderate unfortunately…it’s really not easy to write such a fleshed out story and yet you manage to do it with grace.

the amount of care and love you put into your stories is so fucking evident in the way you write, i can absolutely FEEL the love and the passion radiating from your stories as i read them.

i really hope these asshats don’t make you lose that passion 🥺 you literally have a gift, and they are ignorant to how hard it is to write.

the characters feel so real, the tension is built up beautifully, the dialogue is so organic and entertaining as hell. girl i literally fucking LIVE for the banter you write, i eat that shit up 🤭 i would read paragraphs of just that, i dun even need no smut that’s just a plus for me 🤷‍♀️ a little cherry on top.

i can imagine how much ihm means to you, considering that you’re a med student yourself. that itself makes the story even more incredible in my eyes because you are sharing a beautiful piece of your own life experiences and perspective with us.

just want to say…thank you for blessing us with your writing. i will always love and respect the work you do 🫶🏻🥺 im here for the long haul girl, always in your corner cheering you on.

much love 🫶🏻

- aly 💗

hi aly oh this is such a sweet message and i appreciate you so much for your kind words 😭 i can’t even really explain what it means to me, just know i feel like a PHYSICAL warmth in my chest upon reading this hahah

i’m so happy u can feel the love and passion from my stories :’’) i just was feeling so down yesterday bc of the anon ask (and i got another similar one too which i initially deleted n then when i got the second one i was like 😃 ok it’s on sight…no more mr nice guy LMFAOAOO) but yea like i just really felt like oh my efforts must be goin nowhere if ppl still want smut so bad 💀 so to hear your praise like this i really don’t know what i did to deserve but i’m so grateful for it 😭…i know how passion can be such a fickle thing, and i definitely don’t want to lose it to ppl that don’t deserve the time of day. but i feel so replenished w passion after reading this!!

HAHAHA i’m so happy u enjoy the banter pls i have like a gigantic doc of JUST banter written for ihm 😂 they rlly be quarreling like toddlers. and yes :’’) i wasn’t a nurse but i did work the night shift as an emergency department scribe while i was in college and also worked at an oncology clinic, and like even though reader being a nurse n her mother being sick are technically “side plots” to the romance, i still feel so therapeutic in getting to channel some of my opinions of healthcare and my experiences w it as well, esp as a future physician

thank u, omg, i just feel really wonderful to know that i have you as a reader! it’s such an honor, seriously

sm love -ellie!!

[pilotheather]

LOL

not to rant about it further. cuz this is pointless bc lol itds not even what he did. but im still seeing ppl so angry at it cuz "SHE SHOULD HAVE BEEN RIVERRRRR" and again its not just the fact its so cheap and overdone, but... like agan. in the firstplace, i do not like it when a companion is meant to be some special little enigma. so many reasons why thats fucking annoying. but like the fact that theyre a special little enigma becAUSE they MIGHT BE the CHILD of ... another character we already know! like its everything i find most irritating fucking coalescing. like i fucking hate the implications it has just in general that theres some sort of birthright and that blood and relation is what makes someone special. i dont ufcking get it. and its like i feel like the new character, whoever they are, just end up livingin their other familial relation's shadow. like theyre always the daughter of x or the sister of y or fuckin whatever. and yes you can break out of that mould you can. but when, like, the entire MYSTERY OF YOU and who you are is like OOOOOHHH LOOKY LOOK, AN OLD FAN FAVOURITE POPPED ONE OUT ... like Ok. and its like. everyones likie "BUT THERE WAS SO MUCH POTENTIAL" - LIKE, TO DO WHAT? CUZ EVEN IF YOU DONT MIND ALL THAT STUFF... THIS IS LITERALLY SO OVERDONE. ITS SO FUCKING BORING. ARE YOU NOT SICK OF IT. DO YOU NOT WANT A SHOW TO LOOK TOWARDS THE FUTURE. DO YOU NOT WANT A MYSTERY THAT'S MORE THAN A BIG "LETS SEE WHICH OF OUR FAVOURITE TOY THIS IS!! xD"

AND ITS LIKE. IM ABSOLUTELY NOT GOING TO PRETEND RTD DID A GOOD FUCKING JOB OF EXECUTION. I ABSOLUTELY SHANT. i dont think he should have even faked out with it. but i am absolutely relieved thatshes just a normal woman even if it just falls flat. and that the whole POINT is shes normalbut we fucking hype shit up to deaht when its literally not that or anyhting like that. god. anwyays.

oh and. AND NOT TO MENTION. FULLY RESPECT IT COULD GO DIFFERENTLY THIS TIME. BUT LIKE... WHAT HAPPENS AFTER THE REVEAL. IF IT WAS RIVER, OR 13, OR WHO KNOWS WHO WHAT HAPPENS THEN. THIS IS WHAT I FUCKING LOATHE ABOUT S6. I FUCKING HATE AMY SO BADLY BUT ALSO JSUT... moffats whole take on her being pregnant and horribly violated (i wouldgenuinely. think this akin to something like rape because god knows WHAT they did to her body) whilst she was unconscious for months for a shock horror woohoo! she's pregnant and wow! shock again! it's river! when like once the payoff was said and done its like... never really mentioned or reflected on at all aside from silly jokes. like haha hi mummmmm. like we see rory and amys relationship break down for an episode cuz she cant have kids any more. fantastic. but like theyjust had a whole fucking child that ... JESUS CHRIST. and i jsut have to fucking sit there and wonder what was all that mysteryt even for what did you fucking do with it in the end. you dragged it on and on for a reveal and bang now what. cuz look im not saying season long mysteries have to have any sort of impact. and this is what happens with MOST doctor who mysteries- hell its what happened here. but once youre bringing in crzy dynamics with that amongst characters......are you not gonna sAYYYY ANYTHING. HELLO? HELP ME? LIKE . I JSUT DONT THINK DOCTOR WHO CAN DO IT JUSTICE, SORRY. I DONT THINK IT CAN. ESPECIALLY NOT WITH THE CURRENT WAY ITS HANDLING THINGS. AND I LOVE THE SHOW, I DO. but like 8 episodes long with scant development and lots of ... really superficial relationships and dynamics right now.... which is such a shame because the cast has chemistry but its barely COOKED ENOUGH to handle even THAT nevermind whatever heavt shit people supposedly wanna bring in

like i feel like when ppl beg for twists in tv shows they dont sdit there and think they just want the biggest craziest twist ever. why dont we all wake up and its just a dream. stfu

[nokaru]

For the AnS asks: 13, 15, 16, 23, and 32 pleaseee.

(I'll answer yours too soon, I promise!!)

Lmao no worries hun I will be waiting patientally :) ty for the ask! I let my toxic side out 💀

13. Favorite scene or line

ohh definitely this Obi line when he was talking to Torou about Zen and Co.:

If we're talking scenes my favs are whenever the OT3 or OT5 are just vibing together and living their wholesome and silly slice of life all together (OT3 Lyrias date, OT5 sleepover before coronation ect ect...)

15. Your controversial take

Lyrias👏arc👏wasn't👏that👏good👏 it was quite boring in fact IM ENDING MY SILENCE

It will never be as good as the other arcs no matter how cool the winter aesthetic is and no matter how cute and fun the new characters are. The plot itself was ehhh and the pandemic and OT3 date was probably the most interesting thing that had happened there. It will never be Tanbarun or Bergatt arc and that's on that 💅

AND ANOTHER THING! omg I just remembered. Shirayuki leaving her patient in the Perfume arc just like that (girlie was traumatized and recovering still) and going with Obi and Eisetsu to rescue Ryuu and Kageya was quite pointless imo (and bit ooc for Shirayuki? Is it just me??) Like I understand it was about Ryuu so ofc she came but I don't think she played that crucial part in the rescuing (she noticed the secret msg from Ryuu and knew about the herbs effects so she was a good addition but I just can't get over 'leaving your sick and very traumatized patient moments after the accident' move) 🤷🏻‍♀️

16. Something that you had wished had happened

I wish we got to explore more of the characters pasts and backstories. AND BRING TOROU AND MIHAYA BACK! Torou could have been a great fuel for Obi and his character development....a missed opportunity man 😭 I think sensei makes the mistake of making interesting and appealing side characters just to forget about them later a lot (?), even when they are relevant to the plot or not. It's a shame, really. But I can't blame her I suppose.

Like you also mentioned before: wishing the separation arcs weren't as long. AMEN! OT5 should get more time to spend all together. That much of a separation was just ...??? uknow

23. Favorite fancontent that you've created

You guys should appreciate me for this masterpiece and I'm super proud of this one and this one from the early stages of my art :)

and this zenyuki cause I even suprised myself with that.

32. The best part of the fandom

yall my darlings <33 everyone in the discord server made my fandom experience so much more enjoyable so thanks yall for that <3

also ppl who are big fans of side characters are the real ones i know we've got quite lot of these. I also feel like we have so many talented writers, artists, editors and creators! and ppl who post ans news, manga panels and analysis are so amazing too!

Ohhh plus I think our fandom has a great attention to detail (just like sensei!) and just seeing ppl pinpoint stuff I otherwise wouldn't notice myself is pretty cool.

[majycka]

PURE SALT UNDER THE CUT

Im so SICK seeing these antis always reducing our damn ship to “ulqui abused her!!11” failing to recognizes the nuances of it all like hell fucking yes i damn recognize that ulqui psychologically abused her to break her damn spirit AND YOU KNOW WHAT ORIHIME FUCKING DID?? YOU KNOW WHAT SHE FUCKING DID!!??

SHE REFUSED AND STOOD HER FUCKIN GROUND NEVER LETTING ULQUI BREAK HER LIKE THAT. SHE DIDNT TAKE ANY OF HIS BULLSHIT ON HIM SHITTING ON HER FRIENDS AND BITCHSLAPPED HIM. SHE DIDNT GAVE IN WHEN HE SAIF SHES LIKELY TO DIE ALL ALONE. SHE IS A FIGHTER WHO PUTS THROUGH IT ALL NOT JUST IN HUECO MUNDO BUT ALL THROUGHOUT HER LIFE WITH HER BROTHER DEATHS AND FAMILY SITUATION. SHE IS A STRONG WILLED PERSON!!!

MEANWHILE THERES ULQUI WHO JUST CANT FIGURE HER OUT CUZ HES A DAMN HOLLOW WITH ZERO UNDERSTANDING IN HUMANS. BUT STILL IN HIS VERY OWN FUCKED UP WAY HE TRIED TO UNDERSTAND AND IS VERY CURIOUS ON WHY ORI JUST CANT BREAK and KEEPS ON HAVING THIS DEBATES WITH ORIHIME (where he loses all the damn time!!)

THERE’S THIS OBVIOUS CONFLICT GOING ON BETWEEN ULQUIORRA AND ORIHIME WHICH MAKES IT VERY MUCH INTERESTING. CRAFTING CONFLICT IN MOVIES MEDIA SHOWS WHATEVER MOVES THE STORY THAT KEEP PPL ENGAGED. ITS ONE OF THE IMPORTANT ASPECTS OF STORY TELLING. CONFLICT MAKES US INVESTED IN THE CHARACTERS IN HOW TF WILL THEY FIGURE SHIT OUT.

SO ITS NO FUCKING WONDER PPL TOOK INTEREST IN ULQUIHIME LIKE OH MY FUCKING GODDDD

WELL YEAH YES PPL CAN SHIP WHATEVER AND ALSO DISLIKE SHIP FOR THEIR PERSONAL REASONS BUT COMING INTO MY HOUSE, BASHING MY SHIP/SHAMING SHIPPERS WITH ZERO READING COMPREHENSION AND IGNORING FACTS IS ASKING FOR MY PURE RAGE.

For UH shippers, not ANY ANTI EVER CAN TAKE AWAY HOW KUBO DID BOMBASS WRITING ON ULQUIHIME.

NOT ANY OF THEM CAN TAKE AWAY HOW THESE CHARACTERS WERE SO IMPORTANT TO SHOWCASING ONE OF BLEACH’s MAIN THEMES IN UNDERSTANDING THE HEART.

NO ONE CANT TAKE AWAY THE FACT THAT KUBO MADE ONE OF WELL WRITTEN BLEACH ANTAG ULQUIORRA REVOLVED AROUND HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH ORIHIME THAT PUTS HIM THE PATH OF REDEMPTION.

NO ONE CAN TAKE AWAY THE THOUGHTFUL DETAIL OF WRITING KUBO DID IN ULQUIHIME BEING THE PART OF THE BIGGER PICTURE IN LUST ARC. THE SAME ARC THATS A VERY ICONIC PART OF THE WHOLE BLEACH SERIES.

[knightofmordred]

I started re-watching Versailles lately and in my very unpopular opinion Evan Williams does not match the Chevalier at all. He acted as a love-sick puppy, annoying and cowardly (like not wanting to go to war ? he was quite the warrior historically). Alex is average as Duc d'Orleans but he was waaaay too stern. Idk I guess it makes sense though since they are both straight IRL.

im currently rewatching too! 😁

im yet to read up on the history (ive been saying this for years but i promise i will get to it eventually), but i know a lot of fans have been saying the same - that the way chev and phillipe have been portrayed is not historically accurate at all, esp for chev.

based on what i have seen people say, i think it's a massive shame that the writers decided to change their personalities and characters and it also makes me wonder why they made these decisions.

often when i talk about why i don't rlly like monchevy, ppl always claim im hating on them as historical figures, or they argue that the ship in the show isn't historically accurate. and as many fans know that mlm are often portrayed as violent, aggressive or struggle with power imbalance, it does seem the same stereotypes have been applied to them too (although like i said, i haven't read up on the true history of them yet). but if that's the case, id imagine that's why they portrayed the characters in the same way too.

from what i remember, the actors did read up on the history when they were in the show. so based on what fans have spoken abt regarding the actual history, it's startling to see them fine (and proud) of the portrayal. but like you say op, they are both straight men irl

[unnerving-presence]

dbd players when someone mains a character they like: >:((

i mean i understand why people would be irritated because she gets way 2 many outfits and i truly do think other ppl deserve more but that literally is not my fault

like sorry i play a character i’ve liked since before she was getting the special treatment i guess

i don’t like being mean but it’s super irritating when people try and shame me because of it. like it’s a character in a video game.. don’t be mad at me. be mad at bhvr. i have to bite my tongue from saying shit because im so sick and tired of hearing it all the time

i get it i play a character you don’t like now literally fuck off

[ohgodimafraud]

🫣🚫⚔️ ?

ty for the ask

🫣 Have you ever done anything embarrassing because of the kink?

Oh most definitely. I can’t think of too many examples but:

1. Telling ppl about my fetish & the response being like ok lmao

2. Having a stash of books and stuff that had sneezing in it

3. Shamefully watching sick eps alone. Knowing when every snz was so I could get up and leave the room if other people were there.

4. Being super weird and avoidant of ppl whenever I was sick or had allergies and having a hard time like communicating that. 

5. ig the amount of time in my life ive spent actively jacking it to snz should be embarrassing

6. wrote embarrassing asf fanfics

🚫 Least favorite thing about the kink??

Ig like family snz or just the general distress that’s unique to the kink. i hate how much shame i felt growing up surrounding it

⚔️ Is there a symptom you really DON’T like? 

idk ig i am not horny if it’s serious. not into characters not being able to breathe. not sexually into emet. irl i basically am just horny for snz and stuff like that. in a caretaking way im here to like support.

[joleneghoul]

Blue and gold (the comic) has been so utterly disappointing so far im so sick of what feels like a comic where they just fight ppl every issue and thats it. You could have done anything with these characters who have been friends like 35 years and you do this? Shameful really, uninspired, and unoriginal.

[autumn-foxfire]

You know i understand ppls need to defend the work they love they really do but...twitters starting to be really annoying about this.

Like someone will write smtng like 'uhhh actually Nobara is not that good of a character n the story wouldnt change if she was gone' (for some reason its almost always nobara) n like that will basically be the post n like

Thats not meta, thats not character analysis, what that is is someones personal opinion at best, blatant try to start discourse at worst. N then meta blogs with QRT it with like 'huh you really think so?' Starting the discourse and like i wouldnt be annoyed if this was like one or two times but i just legit unfollowed one meta blog for doing it too much n em seriously considering unfollowing another. Like one of these tweets literally was a response to one of those 'whats a jjk opinion you have that would start discourse' its bait, its a trap, they wanna waste your time and annoy you, you dont have to react to these???

Like talking to someone who has opposing opinions from you can be all fun n good n comparing metas n discussing different views n such but why would u try to seriously engage with someone whos entier opinion is 'jjk not that good tho', theres nothing to talk about there, youre just wasting youre time, who cares??? Who cares that this random person doesnt like jjk or gojo or nobara or whoever, you dont have to engage with them, especially when it looks like all they want is to bait a fight???

Im sorry im just really annoyed cuz i enjoyed these meta blogs but now i gotta unfollow them cuz by responding to these random opinions they are brining so much negativity on my dash like god i dont need to know about every person who thinks nobara is not that good why dont you write about how she is that good instead of trading quips n giving them spotlight its so annoying

Yeah, people really need to learn to distingush between bait and actual discussion or just realise that sometimes the person isn't worth talking to because they're not going to change their opinion despite how much you talk to them and they'll just end up upsetting you.

I've had to learn to do the same on tumblr when it comes to the BNHA fandom (though sometimes I still fall for it, usually when they come to my ask box).

If someone goes "lol yeah this thing you love is trash" block them and move on. They're usually miserable human beings who have nothing better to do then make everyone else around them upset too because they know they'll get responses from people who love the thing they're trashing and they take sick joy in making them more and more upset.

You're doing nothing good for your mental health by responding to them all the time, in fact my experience in fandom got so much better by blocking those with shit takes so I don't have to see them again.

Lol this is probably a bit hypocritical because of what I discuss on my blog but I think I've done good at making sure it's not only about that, at least no anymore! And it's also why I encourage people to unfollow me if my content gets too pessimistic for them.

I think you did a good thing by unfollowing, tbh, because as you said it's just bringing your experience down and you'd much rather celebrate what you love then seeing people fall for trolls. It's a shame meta twitters you enjoy are falling for it though...

[imaginethathaikyuu]

How did I find your blog? I was looking for soft Kuroo content on google. And your soft birthday hc’s for him came up. And that’s also how I found tumblr

What was the first story of yours that I read? That Kuroo piece ^

Roughly, how long have I been following this blog? Well I found that piece shortly after it was posted so…. Around the beginning of December 2019 I think. Got a tumblr a few months later and you were the first person I followed (had you in my bookmarks bar before that! (still have you in my bookmarks bar and when I share my screen in classes there are occasionally questions. I ignore them))

What’s something I’ve noticed about you personality wise? You’re really clever and funny. But you’re also sweet. But because you’re clever you have no hesitation in setting up and enforcing your boundaries, and I really admire that strength and confidence.

Have we ever interacted, either by PM, ask, or in the comments? What was my perception of you? YES!!! PM, SOOOOO many asks, comments, and you sent me an ask. And reblogged it. And I cried. A lot. My perception: you’re lovely and I want to h*ld your h*nd ….please.

What’s my favorite story of yours? Oh how to choose. Firstly, I’m a nb, biracial, bisexual. Honey, I’ve never made a choice in my life. But let’s try here. Anything you’ve written for Tsukki. Literally all of it is gold. Fight me. I was going to write “especially [piece title]” but I LITERALLY CANNOT CHOOSE ONE. Your Bokuto nightmare piece. Your Kuroo angsty fight. Your Tendou dealing with S/O with parents who yell piece. Your Kinktobers. Your Futakuchi and Mattsun pieces. And your Terushima pieces. Ugh. I CANNOT CHOOSE. OH AND YOUR STREAMER KENMA!!!!!! OKay just… all of it. I can’t choose. I tried, and I failed, and I’m willing to admit failure.

What’s a story I’d love to see you write? I don’t want to say this… because it hurts me… but I just KNOW you’d write brilliant angst. Some of my fav pieces of yours are pained beginnings with happy endings. That fight with Tsukki after a bad day at work. The pieces I mentioned above (nightmare pieces and fighting pieces and angsty home life ha.. ha.ha.ha.). That Oikawa one where the reader wakes up in bed without him and thinks he left. You write these gorgeous atmospheres and descriptive, visceral feelings, and if you chose to use it for evil…. You could get evil shit done. You’re SO powerful. So I want to read it… but also…. I don’t. I’d love to see you write ABO like you mentioned a while back or just see you explore a cutesy soulmate AU or something. I think you’d be really good at writing an AU where you hear what the other person’s listening too. I feel like you’d be so good at making me feel something for someone who was in another city. (think this would be cute with Tsukki cos he’s headphones boy, OR terushima because I like the dynamic of someone flirty, who clearly cares about looks, falling for someone he can’t see) ANYWAY….

Favorite pairing you write for?/fav reader insert? Tsukishima x reader. It’s my fav self-ship. (but also Mattsun, Bokuto, Oikawa, Tanaka, and Akaashi because you write them SO WELL!!!!)

Have any of your stories helped me through a hard time? Of course. Your self-harm piece came at a time I needed it. Iwaizumi’s in particular saved my life. But also your Tendou dealing with S/O parents who fight… came right when I needed it. Also starting college… was hard.. And reading and rereading your fluff really pulled me through it.

Have any of your stories hit closer to home? YES (see above).

Do I genuinely like your blog, it’s aesthetic or posts? It’s overall feel? It’s content? Yes. The aesthetic is, ngl, a wee bit basic. But I kinda love that. And the feel? It feels like home. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. Your blog is my safe space. So, yes, I love. It’s content? YES. OF COURSE. Your personality probably could have kept me here even if your content was kinda shit, but I follow you RELIGIOUSLY because of your content. So yes. I adore.

Is English my first language? Kinda??? I grew up in a trilingual household so I kinda learned three languages at the same time while growing up. But no, I don’t need to translate it in my head. Because English was one of the three.

Anything I want to share? Yes. Please keep being kind to yourself, caring for your mental health, enforcing your boundaries, loving Akaashi, and just generally being you. You’re so lovely as you are, and I hope you continue grow, but never change. Also I’m sorry about all your work stuff…. It literally makes me feel sick. And I hope you find a job where that’s not tolerated, or that your work finds a better way of protecting it’s employees. I know you know this, but none of it is your fault. I just hope things improve. AND I love you… a lot. And I’m so proud of you hitting 9K and you deserve so many more followers because your pieces are just... GORGEOUS. I can’t wait until I’m at Barnes and Noble in a few years and I can pick up a hardback copy of your debut novel. I’m so excited to say “I knew Em Akaashi (which is your legal name as far as I’m concerned) before she was so popular among the masses.”

so ive been trying to figure out the correct and worthy way to reply to this ask since the moment i got it......because its so fucking sweet and kind and amazing and pure and perfect and i just dont know how to use WORDS to explain the way it makes me feel so.......i will just reply in bullet points in regards to every question u answered to make it a lil easier :D

- the fact that u found my blog on google ....... like this may be odd and a very specific thing but before i made this blog i always hoped that 1 day my fanfic would pop up in google searches bc thats ALWAYS how i found fics when i was reading them religiously and i felt so much ENVY!!!!! LIKE I WANTED TO BE THERE I WANTED MY FICS TO B POPULAR ENOUGH TO POP UP ON GOOGLE.....that may sound very selfish but its true......so thats just very cool to me... :]

- u’ve been here for so long omg 🥺🥺🥺🥺 if anyone in ur classes ever asks jus promo my blog like its nbd 

- thats so sweet what 🥺🥺🥺 i try my best to advocate for myself and be confident for myself.....ive spent far too much of my time being silently uncomfortable because i was afraid of pushing someone’s buttons seeming rude.....but NO MORE!!!! i know what upsets me, i know my triggers, i know what i dislike experiencing, and im never gonna let myself be anxious or uncomfortable for someone else’s sake, esp if theyre being rude 2 me. i would say its less strength and confidence and moreso me attempting to take control of my anxiety in the places i can (aka on the Internet) bc i am SICK OF ANXIETY ATTACKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

- BBY no dont CRY!!!! im racking my brain trying to think of who u are i wanna know so bad so i can thank u personally for being the kindest person in the world n so i can send u more asks >:(........MY HAND IS URS TO HOLD!!!!! dont tell akaashi tho 

- OMG my TSUKKI pieces.....hes so hard to write why ;-; thank u so much im so glad u enjoy my works<3333

- NOT ANGST NOT LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!! pained beginnings to happy endings are my specialty.....IMAGINE me writing a sad ending like i CANT!!!!!!!!! ive only done it a few times and it is so Difficult.....YALL ARE SO LUCKY IM NOT EVIL!!!!!! ive had this idea for an angsty akaashi fic that i think about and write in my head every night before falling asleep and it Hurts and i wanna write it but i also can’t make myself :D ABO would be very fun but i genuinely do not know how to explore the concept while making it feel like it’s Written By Me.....u know what i mean? same with soulmate aus, i really dislike writing them because theyre just boring to me like they all feel the same everything’s been done for them.....which is FINE!!! but i write enough cliche stuff as it is HAHA, a long distance type soulmate au could be fun and interesting but ldr’s trigger me bc of a past relationship so </3 but hey maybe someone else could use the idea!!!!!

- gotta love tsukishima <3

- im rlly glad my writing could be there for you friend, one of the biggest reasons i write fanfic (and write the kind of fics i write) is bc i know firsthand how much reading sweet stories abt ur comfort characters can help u through the shittiest times - i just wanna offer ppl some support and happy feelings and love cuz sometimes fanfic is the only time we can find those things (and theres nothing shameful abt that either if anyone bullies u for reading fanfic i will fight them)

- I KNOW MY LAYOUT IS LAZY AND BASIC AS FUCK AND THAT IS BECAUSE I DO NOT GIVE A SHIT LMAOOOO so im glad u think its ok...... like i dont have the patience to create a fancy ass layout that actually works are u KIDDING ME??????? I COULD LITERALLY NEVER plus i kinda like that its just the basic kinda ugly boring default layout like it makes it simple and easy and i feel like it brings focus to the only thing on this blog that i care about which is my writing, i rlly only care about the content here and not aesthetics jdbljdabsdk that blue background will be there til i Die......i adore u more btw 

- WHOA trilingual what the hell ur so cool tell me more 

- you have my word, friend, that i will continue to do all of that so long as you do the same. take care of yourself, be kind to yourself - i know u can do it, ur so kind to others and u deserve to be kind to urself, too so this is the part that genuinely brought me to tears because *sappy dumb shit ahead* ok look ever since i can remember the one and only thing ive wanted to do with my life is become an author ...... dreams of book covers with my name written on them and words in pages written by me and fanart of my characters and going into my local bookstore n seeing my book there....these thoughts all haunt my fucking brain because i want it SO BAD!!!!!!!! so bad that it makes me CRY!!!!!!!! ive never wanted something more and just!!!!!!!!!!!! idk how much u meant that part but holy fuck!!!!!! i hope so bad that one day i can send u a free copy of my book as a thank u for being the person u are. u have all my love friend, every last bit of it <333333333

[cornflowercanine]

this is a very long post a8t the inconsistancy 8etw33n leafpaw and leafpools character and actions and how it doesnt make sense and i dislike it ive only read 1st-3rd series idk how she acts past that point

man considering leafpaw really really did care a8t others and really did want to help them and did everything in her power to help others having a hard time even if it was detrimental to her and also that she k33ps swearing she trusts sorreltail more than anything and wants to 8e 8y her side for forever and that mothwing is more 8eautiful than god and could stare at her for forever you would ASSUME she’d grow into a sincere and consider8 and kind and gay as fuck medicine cat 8ut she 8ecomes a8leist as shit and h8s her kits and h8s her jo8 and is willing to throw every other thing and person out the window 8c she personally is upset 8c she thought of crowfeather or jayfeather is within 10 f33t of her or whatever the hell to the point shes over8earing and wont allow any fr33dom/happiness to her patients she cares a8t (cinderheart) inconsider8 and overall ‘get over yourself stop 8eing sick/injured/worried im angsting’ to every other patient and essentially just let honeyfern fucking die 8c she just doesnt care anymore, also, whats a woman lol only crowfeather now and it just doesnt make sense and none of it adds up you would assume after her crowfeather and watching her clan 8e attacked and helping them herself would get it through her head even more how important her clan was to her and just how vital it was to 8e a medicine cat and you would assume after Literally Having Children she would 8ecome even more consider8 and aware of the consequences of her actions and careful and also after sorreltail saying to her face she’d follow her anywhere in the world and after mothwing saying how much faith she has in her she’d 8e Fucking Gay 8ut she just suddenly despises her children and couldnt care less a8t her clan if specific ppl/situ8ions dont remind her of crowfeather/whatever else in a positive way or 8enefits her emotionally and never goes out of her way to talk to and 8e with anyone for non-medical reasons even if she has fr33 time and its not like its 8AD to make characters change 8c of trauma and not knowing how to cope 8ut as soon as she 8ecomes leafpool, as soon as she gets her crush(???) on crowfeather, she just Shifts and 8ecomes this grim uncaring reckless cat and virtually every single value and care she had ever had is just fucking thrown out the window which also wouldnt 8e 8ad or out of place 8ut every single reason WHY she’d have that shift just... isnt there and it doesnt drag anything along with it post-crowfeather she felt like a failed medicine cat and lost faith in starclan and her clan duties as an extension? the series KNOWS how to show and portray loss of faith in starclan (8luestar, mothwing, like every other cat at this point honestly) 8ut she visits the moonpool fine, she talks to starclan fine, shes a little worried of lack of messages during hard times 8ut every medicine cat ever has 833n like that, shes still weirded out 8y and cant 8elieve/understand mothwings atheism, she has no real issues with starclan so her uncaring a8t everything like 8luestar did is out of place in that regard she felt like a failed clan cat+medicine cat after having half-clan medicine-cat-mom’d kits? she gave them to squirrelflight! squirrelflight raised them! her and squirrelflight were the only cats who knew a8t it! not even crowfeather ever acted like he knew she couldve had kits, if he even knew at all!! no8ody ever 8er8ed (berated..) or shamed or degraded her for it until hollyleaf told everyone, the only person who would 8e A8LE to give her that much of a hard time for her to act Like That for it would 8e herself, 8ut, again, warriors knows how to write insecure and ashamed of themselves chars, even from an external perspective, and she doesnt do that, and acts like every OTHER cat in the clan IS shaming her for it, and shes angry a8t it and defending herself, when as far as literally every other person is concerned nothing even happened in the first place, hell, after she left with crowfeather and came 8ack everyone was like oh cool glad we have the doctor 8ack and not EWWWW 8AD DOCTOR FAILED AT 8EING A NUN like, ever, she acts like its everyone elses fault that what happened happened when at every single point 8efore it she gives nearly everyone the 8enefit of the dou8t and just. CARES A8T OTHERS this all happens pretty damn soon after she discovers the moonpool and that is not a fucking traumatic experience to permanantly or at least long-term completely switch her personality lmao, and if Having To S33 Her 8lind Son Daily was just such a terri8le thing to live with she 8ecame spiteful and uncaring to every single person she loved and dedic8ed her LIFE to helping 8efore then why didnt she start to h8 everyone when her sister and several other clan cats just fucking left for months? why didnt she 8ecome detached from everything when the forest she and just a8t every person she could s33 grew up in was literally torn apart? why didnt she stop caring whether or not ppl were dying when every clan was starving and sick and 8eing driven out of their uprooted homes 8ut riverclan voluntarily proudly hoarded all their fish and camp space for no good reason? why didnt she 8ecome hostile to loved ones when 2 kits, an apprentice, and 2 elders pretty much died right in front of her, nevermind the other clan cats she watched die? why didnt she 8ecome defensive and aggressive when the clans had to go on the journey and would constantly talk a8t how much they h8ed eachother, even when they were fr33zing and starving and sometimes dying in the fucking mountains miles away from the home they were driven out of? and thats not even getting into the shit that happened at the lake 8efore she 8ecame leafpool and if shes written this way in the power of thr33 to further making the reader f33l confused and angry and pretty unsympathetic when she reveals she’s the 3′s mother alongside their own f33lings, YOU.. DIDNT.... N33D TO MAKE HER RUDE TO EVERY SINGLE PERSON AND A8LEIST TO HER OWN SON TO FURTHER THAT.... at this point we already know its frowned upon and against the code to have half clan kits we already know its not good for medicine cats to have kits we already know it was unwise for her to do what she did we already know the 3 were 8eing lied to for their entire damn lives etc etc etc etc we already know every damn reason WHY the 3 felt the way they did a8t the situ8ion and WHY it was justified for them to f33l that way (may8e not ACT the way they did a8t it 8ut thats a whole nother thing), to suddenly fucking oppositestuck leafpool JUST for this makes no sense and if anything makes the reader h8 her when she had never 833n like this 8efore which isnt good if they 8ring 8ack her original personality and tr8s and values l8r on and if they ditch that forever for her to 8e ...all that, for every 8ook from then on, WHAT ARE YOU DOINGGGG WHAT IS THIS ACHIEVINGGG theres like ~10 8lank sl8/underdeveloped chars in thunderclan that could easily fill the spiteful and discouraging and disappointed and rude and a8leist places this new ver of leafpool functions as in power of 3 warrior cats is inconsistant and poorly written and thrown together and comes off as having little care or effort into p much non-main-MAIN character in the first place, its just frustr8ing when it applies this much to my fave chars lol

[anti-marxistcult]

SJW’s “Diversity” dogma and Tokenism comments

same with me

YES!!! THANK YOU!!!

good point

same, entertainment is for escapism, not propaganda but this is what happens when ideologues control any business

Pretty much.

muthafucken TRUTH ^

they do because 1) it is their “selling-pitch” and to guilt/shame you into watching/liking it and 2) it is so if you dare criticize it they use the women/POC/GLBT card on you and call you names to smear you and deflect attention away from the criticism that it is a shitty poorly constructed film, game, series, comic, etc they use “diversity” to protect their mediocre propaganda from negative reaction, backlash, criticism

yup, that is why feminism is a sham, by looking at the people in the movement, their mentality and hatred of femininity and healthy women, it is no wonder feminists indulge in fandoms to bash classical feminine characters and project themselves into male characters by stripping them of their masculinity and making them go against their original identity by screwing other male straight characters. Feminism is for self loathing fugly women who are anti femininity and anti masculinity in their natural forms.

exactly, they know they have to get them while they are young, the younger he better because they are at their most vulnerable and impressionable. it is very much like a cult, they’d groom their children too.

True, it is feminism that makes women turn against themselves and each other. it conditions them to hate their femininity, hate being healthy and attractive. It is these land whale types that attack classic and traditional femininity and want to make women more butch and masculine because they think that since masculinity is men’s strength then women should emulate it, when in truth femininity is women’s strength, but feminism views femininity as a weakness, thus they emasculate men to weaken them in society’s eye and promote women to be masculine under the dumb belief it is supposed to give women some magical strength that men possess, lol or in other words: ‘cock envy’. This leads to both men and women being unhealthy, depressed, miserable, they develop self-image issues, and instead of taking responsibility for their lifestyle and their gullibility for buying into feminism and anti-gender norms dogma, they blame attractive people or the air brushed celebrities and models (friendly reminder sex sells for a reason, human beings generally prefer attractive healthy partners, people that a obese is a turn off - unless you have a fetish for it). another fact is women are prone to jealousy, envy, (I’m a woman, I know, and every other women with an honest bone in her body knows it is true too) again it leads back to human nature and our hard wired competitive streak. Majority of society’s problems, men and women, where personal issues and self-image and all that are concerned stem from the backwards ideology of feminism attacking our natural behavior because feminism and its flawed theories attack gender norms for its own interest, not for the majority of people’s interests. it causes more problems than it fixes, the only people that benefit are the ones that are devout followers of that dogma...except they aren’t really because they’re still jealous and resentful to those that are not conforming to their ideology. this is why they are now pushing it onto younger people more than before.

yup, sad but true, this is what happens when they are exposed to conditioning through media for decades and pass it down to the next gen and peer pressure them to hate the natural norms of women, her femininity and nature. feminism is communism in a skirt and marxism in drag. feminists are their own oppressors.

well that is one way of putting it. a channel I watched explained that too with a remarkable collection of articles, studies and polls and surveys and all that stuff and not to mention just observing that behavior by living and experiencing the real world, which these snowflakes dont do, they live on the internet in their safe bubble echo chambers believing the opposite about human nature and then get triggered and shocked and outraged when it doesnt mirror their fantasy expectations

personally I like watching attractive and healthy women, I can identify better with a person of any race, gender, sexuality, creed, etc that takes care of their health and appearance, not an unhealthy smelly thing that makes me feel sick :\ the agenda to promote ugliness and force acceptance of it is truly sad and gross

that is a great point actually, it is why the activists first hijacked online fandoms when the internet began because it was the perfect platform to shove their politics down teens and apolitical people’s throats and peer pressure them by calling dissenters all the usual buzzwords if they didnt re-”interpret” characters to virtue signal and appease the oppression stack.

yeah that is true, that is the women’s jealousy showing itself (and in some cases their control-freak tendencies), tumblr showcases their hypocrisy too with the double standards of sexual objectification

omg ... I have found my soul mate !!! ;D

Yeah and that is racist and sexist, once again SJWs are the thing they claim to hate. Personality and who you are matters, not what you are. for the people that think their entire being revolves around their race, gender and sexuality - that is pretty pathetic, that means they havent discovered themselves outside a group. One is supposed to let go of the ‘group’ after highschool. I think because millennials were given social media while they were still in highschool is why they havent grown up, they use it as an emotional crutch. Naturally a dependent person is going to feel helpless and confused because they arent thinking and evolving outside their surface traits that they cling to and use as victim cards. identity politics is cancer.

yeah... -__- yeah they eat themselves, this is a move of virtue signaling to gain more minority followers, they really are bigoted to think minorities want to be used as their fucking pawns in their self serving agenda

truth. the best a girl can hope for is a best friend and a sister. rumors, gossip and backstabbing is huge problem among girls/women, it is the result of being emotionally driven, lol 

because feminist/sjws double standards and jealousy, and their dogma of “not please the male gaze” lol it is not up to them to tell people what to do and dress and be attracted to, but they do because they and their ideology is totalitarian

yup and they get their activists running rampant on damage control to ridicule people who point this out, who do they think they are fooling?? their strategy and co-ordinated efforts to brainwash the youth is fucking blatant at that point, we get students reporting the ideological bias bs they endure in the classrooms 

thats why i find the romantic comedies of the past 20 years unbearable lol

there is nothing wrong with liking characters that all fall into one demographic due to great writing. I like characters for their journey+personalities+quality, gender and race is just the wrapping paper they come in. Badly written characters are the types that only focus on their race, gender, sexuality and nothing else, which are boring tokens and unrelatable on personal level. that why im resentful to fanfic writers that change characters recognizable identity traits (race, gender, sexuality), they prove they cant create a character and have no respect for established characters, even though those traits are what i called the “wrapping paper” it is still their image and a part of them. people that change canon characters are the bigots for changing them in the first place and would be the first to screech if a minority character was changed to be a different demographic. hypocrisy is the SJW game.

exactly, they build it up first, gain the following and support and devotion and then flip the switch. Jim Jones did the same thing. He gained his following by enticing a church, and then after filling them up with joy and hope and hoax miracles to convince them he was legit he then threw the bible onto the floor and said “did lightening strike me down?” and then began pushing his own marxist twisted beliefs and because the followers had been duped to sell their homes to donate to the Jim Jones church and live with the rest of the followers, (note it is easier to create a cult when they are isolated and exposed to the dogma all the time, like modern days ppl are hooked up to social media 24/7) it made it harder for them to just walk away. This is what these zealots do, they lure you in and once they have you they make you feel obligated and dependent on it and then switch the dogma an further poison your mind to reality. it is sick but they use this trick so often it is not hard to spot it, and it is always by the same brand of ideologues using the same methods.

[fsnowemblem]

Why should I take my vote off of someone more deserving like Hector or another niche character who isn't from Fateswakening for someone who' personality is literally being bipolar from child abuse. Tbqh, I need some more convincing. Maybe Noire being a little sexy so my little head can make the vote for me brah. *wink* *nudge*

first of all, noire deserves it more than literally anyone in the list, hector is already in the game so i dont really mind if he gets a brave skin or not

as far as niche characters, i dont wanna turn anyone away from a niche character they love, i get it and i support them, i would never do that, i would love *one* of their votes but i get being hurt by int sys negligence of the 500 billion fire emblem characters that get no love, specially from the non fatesawakening games

ALSO CAN I GO ON A RANT FOR A BIT THO, I FUCKING HATE THE NONESENSICAL HATE TOWARDS FATESAWAKENING DUDE WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH A GAME BEING POPULAR? my introduction to fire emblem was radiant dawn and i love LOVE that game to bits, i like it more than awakening and fates, and i think fire emblem suffers from the final fantasy syndrome of the one you played first is the one you like the most, but im fucking SICK of ppl just being like UGH CASUAL GAME , FUKIN NORMIES DONT KNOW WHAT A *GOOOOOOOD* FIRE EMBLEM GAMES ARE HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUuUuUUUUUUuuuuuuuuuuuuUUuUuUuUUuuUUUUUUUUUUUNGH they are not perfect, they have waifu syndrome, i get it, im against the waifu syndrome, BUT WHO CARES you think we wouldve gotten the gaiden remake if they didnt sell? theres nothing wrong with people enjoing popular games in the series! its fucking bullshit that ppl shame other ppl bcus they didnt play the rudementary games from the past that have a huuuuge entry bar get off your stupid high horse (im not saying you are i just hate this stupid mentality and the fact that fatesawakening get dismissed for no reason)

rant ended

Just to be clear, Noire is not bipolar, it is never stated that she is, she knows full well that she goes berserk, but is not a split personality, its very different, what she does is that she takes on a placebo for her to vent out her frustrations in a very explosive way,its a defense mechanism and she is letting it all out from all the childhood traumas that she suffered, she is just very loud and angry dont take serious mental issues so lightly, plus bipolar doesnt mean that you have an evil side, it means that your brain switches between personalities, tho not neceserally that drastically different

i have drawn sexy noire in the past u just gotta dig thru a bit, and tomorrow im gonna do a ylisse summer event from heroes so i guess thats gonna be a sexy noire? i dont know its just a swim suit

tho i dont think she needs to win anyone with sexyness, she is a sweetheart that deserves the world, dont reduce her to a sexy standard, if you dont wanna vote for her, dont easy as that