#im so mentally unprepared

[ebenelephant]

thoughts on owen harper running up until 2×8

oh god starting strong with the date rape okay

wow i sure do fucking hate this guy

that was unexpectedly sweet. kudos for that i guess

yes ianto, get his ass!

ehhhh he's growing on me

aw that's a depressing backstory

seriously though tosh is right there you twat

oh fuck he's dead

oh fuck he's alive(?)

oh fuck he's... fist-fighting death? and winning?

sucks to be low-key immortal when you're also low-key suicidal lol

goddamn. i know this man's gonna die and i'm actually gonna be distraught what the fuck is this. fuck.

[lotus-pear]

akai art for beloved tumblr mutual @itotypes <33 (it's a bsd x atla au btw if anyone wants to check it out.. although i wouldn't recommend it for the weak hearted)

fic name: akai || author: @/itotypes on ao3

[ellivia]

hey!! Not to be nosy or anything but what are you studying in college? I'm curious!

You’re not being nosy at all! I’m technically studying communications (for now), but I literally just took my first two classes, so I’m still working on my prerequisites. I’ve changed my mind three times already, and I’m sure I’ll keep changing it because if there’s one thing about me, it’s that I’m an indecisive bitch 💅🏻

[hella1975]

why is there a twenty marker analysing empirical evidence of game theory on this saturday exam

[lovingempress]

Week 3 of nursing school and still questioning why I put myself up to this

💀

[moonsua]

I was crying about my exam tomorrow but then I talked to my flatmate who studies medicine and has 2300 flash cards for her exam tomorrow and at least I'm not a medicine student wow

[ex-textura]

Oh shit I have Pathfinder tonight

[pepprs]

alt*rnative spr*ng br*ak day 1. i need to be on campus in 3.5 hours. i have packed nothing and have done no laundry. i have not prepared for any of the facilitation i need to do today. i am experiencing physical symptoms of anxiety and burnout ♥️

[thegnomelord]

With all these M!reader courting (and practically rizzing up everyone) in their own hybrid way, imagine poor Ghost, he's like toothless, doesn't know how tf to court someone of say, even his own species because he was once human

And with that rant about all the absurd ways of courting, what would he call as his own?

Would he give gifts like Gaz and Price? A piece to remember them by?

I doubt he'd be the physical type like cuddly ol soap who loves to scent,

He's practically a shadow (literally and figuratively) and I feel like the best he can do is stare and slowly blink like a cat (and let's be honest most of the time we don't see his eye) so he might even just act like a stalker and watch from afar, not much of a scent even on him if he's near, even when in the midst of battle

So what can he do then? I feel like going to Price is his best bet and when he tries to scent something like Soap it smells like nothing

I feel like he'd beat himself up on it

(Also fucking love your courting works, I've been eating that shit up its become a hyperfixation)

- ☕️ Anon

I reckon that staring would be less of a wraith thing and more of a Simon thing. Because like, wraiths don't reproduce, they're made not born. So poor Simon just has to try to use the knowledge he had before he died.

CW:NSFW subbot ghost, topdom reader, rough and quick

He likes you.

Just like he's a Riley, just like the sky is blue, his affection for you is one of the few truths of the world he doesn't question. Only problem — he doesn't know how to tell you. You're not human and neither is he, not anymore, but he's woefully unprepared when it comes to you, doesn't know if he's supposed to go about it as a wraith or as a man.

He tries; Simon's phone is full of open tabs containing every piece of information about your species, trying to find grains of truth in the contradicting mess of words. He's memorized how you like your morning coffee down to the last flake of sugar, watching your face carefully when you trudge to the communal kitchen to find your mug steaming and everything laid out near it. He knows your schedule inside out, always a few minutes earlier in the gym when you come in, offering to spot you, his dark eyes roaming over your sweat covered skin. His gaze is always flickering to you, regardless of what you're doing or where you are — watching, guarding, making sure the world doesn't take away that spark like it did with Simon Riley.

But you fail to notice it, him. Or maybe you do but don't care. Don't see him as anything but your teammate, like you should, like he should. God, what is he even doing trying to fucking woo you like some lovestruck Victorian gent. . .

Simon feels like banging his head against the wall.

Maybe then something in his imperceptibly rotten skull will come loose, tumble around in what's left of his brain like a snowball rolling down a hill to form an avalanche, or at least a vestige of a good thought; an idea, something he could use to get out of this rut.

He doesn't go to Price for advice. The old dragon finds him, knows him long enough to figure out when Simon's up to his throat in shite. Price sits down next to him as they watch you and Gaz spar, "Alright, spit it out." Price hums as he lights his cigar.

Simon's lips form a thin line beneath his mask, his fingers gripping the meat of his arm to keep his form stable. His eyes don't stray from you, cataloging every trail of sweat as it rolls down your skin, watching your muscles flex beneath your skin as you throw a punch, making a mental note to show you the mistakes you make in private and—

His shoulders fall, "'m fucked." The words escape him like he'd been punched in the gut.

Price gives him the side eye, looking him up and down. "Doesn't look like you enjoyed it."

"Hah." Simon says in a dry tone. "Always a comedian captain."

Price chuckles, wing spreading out to bump against his shoulder. "Jokes aside," he lets out a small puff of smoke, "You could just tell 'im."

Simon's eyes narrow, "What, not going to suggest I go find some obscure shite ta gift him?" If he could find some concrete information about your species courting habits he would have done so by now, would have happily torn up Heaven and Hell looking for whatever would make you look at him the same way Price looks at Kyle.

"No," Price rolls his eyes, standing up and stretching. "Just go talk to 'im you bloody muppet, going to creep him out if you keep staring like that." He nods his head towards you.

Simon's head is a dark sea of thoughts as he spars with you, tries to make it seem like nothing's wrong but you catch on quick; he's distracted, falling for moves he'd once chastised you for pulling, the edges of his form crackling like the static of a tv, shadowy smoke rising from his blackened arms as he throws a punch that goes wide.

He grunts as you knock him to the ground, your hands on his shoulders to pin him down. "You alright?" You ask, your brows furrowed. "You're not fighting like you usually do."

You can barely see his dark eyes narrow, his body still beneath yours. "I'm fine." He growls out, tries to ignore how the warmth of your body against his makes him feel, nibbling on his nerves like a craving for a drug he can't have.

"Uhuh," You hum, a little confused why he's letting you pin him down so long. "Come on Ghost, you're not getting soft on me are you?" With a huff you attempt to pull away, knowing you couldn't force words out of his mouth.

The sudden lack of your warmth is what forces his body to move before his mind does, shadows shooting out to grab you before congealing back into his arm, pulling you down so his lips can crash on yours.

You grunt into his mouth from the surprise, your eyes wide with surprise. Simon's frozen heart cracks just a bit when you don't respond, only to melt when you finally kiss him back. Your lips feel like heaven against his, Simon's eyes shutting and long tongue slipping into your mouth.

You choke a bit, pulling back to catch your breath, your eyes widening as Simon's long tongue slips back into his mouth. "Fucking hell Simon." You pant,

"Got a whole bag of tricks." Simon says, his throat dry. "I-" He begins to say, thoughts running on how to tell you he wants you but no words coming out, something clogging his throat like molasses.

"Yeah," You grin, the lights overhead casting a halo around your head. "I know." Tipping your head down you catch his lips again, your kiss deep and rough, Simon's teeth digging into your lip until it bleeds, your sharp fangs nipping his tongue, blood mixing in your mouths, arousal starting to course through your veins.

Simon's hands grope your ass, pulling your crotch down on his so your cocks can rub together. Simon greedily swallows your groan, his arms starting to fizzle, shadowy smoke wrapping around you to keep you close as his hand sneaks down to undo your belts, fishing out your cocks.

"Christ," You groan and pant into his mouth, grabbing hold of both of your cocks and rocking your hips into his, pleasure buzzing up your spine.

"Don't bring 'im in here." Simon growls and throws an arm around your neck, demanding your attention with a kiss, longue tongue pushing half way down your throat and hips bucking up to rub his cock against yours. "Just us here."

You moan against his lips and fuck, if that isn't the prettiest sound he's ever heard, his mind clouding over with pleasure and before either one of you knows it Simon's cumming, pulling you down with him, your combined cum painting both of your stomachs.

It takes a few moments for Simon to catch his breath, his pupils blows wide as he stares up at you. "Shite." He breathes out, boneless beneath you.

You grin, "You can say that again." and you lean down to kiss him again.

[outofboundsarchives]

Ugh thinking about incel Charlie again

/Fem reader/

CW for: slight noncon and manipulation

•This man has such an incel mentality it's not even funny. He literally stabbed a girl for not paying attention to him

•He would never force anything on you outright, but if you said you weren't in the mood, he'd try to convince you. He'd nuzzle his face against your neck, kissing your soft skin and whispering in your ear

"Baby please, it's been a week. You can't keep doing this to me"

•He'd grab your hand and press it against the front of his jeans, his cock painfully hard as he rubs your hand up and down his clothed cock

"Just a few minutes I promise, you don't even have to do anything."

"Cmon please, you know how hard it is for me to get myself off"

•When you finally cave, he would be relentless. He'd push in too quickly, not letting up as you gasped and begged him to give you a moment

"I know i know, It'll get better just give it a minute"

"Im sorry youre just-youre so warm i cant stop"

•His arms would wrap around you as he pounded into your poor unprepared body. Every time you'd try to protest or ask him to slow down he'd coax you all over again

"Please baby, just a little more. You feel so good, almost done okay?"

"You already made me wait so long, I can't wait anymore"

•When he would finish, he'd pull out, cumming all over your stomach before sliding down the bed, planting his lips against your abused cunt

•He's kind of a bad boyfriend, but he's gotta keep you around somehow

•He'd hush you as you whined, sliding his tongue up and down your slit, borderline making out with your swollen clit

•The warmth from his mouth would almost numb the soreness, and the cramping pain that would pulse against your bruised cervix. Your legs would tremble from the hot sensation and the previous abuse

•His hands would tighten around your hips as you began to lift your back off the bed, and press harder against his sloppy face. You can feel him chuckle against you as you start to reach your release, your hands finding his brown curly locks.

•He'd pull away just as you almost cum, making you spill a fountain of "No"s and "Please"s

•Begging, just like he wanted you to, because that means it was your idea after all

"What's the matter baby? I thought you weren't in the mood?"

•His fingers would push into your used hole as his tongue lapped at your clit. His eyes would be glued to your writhing body as you come undone before him.

•He'd crawl up the bed, hovering over you as you both catch your breath

"Do you feel better baby? Yeah, you did so good. Thank you for helping me feel better"

•He would help you clean up before pulling you close and running his fingers through your hair, and over your back and shoulders. He would give you little compliments that made you doubt that you weren't into it at the very beginning

"I love making you feel good, I'm glad you had a good time"

(Ahhhh nervous about using Tumblr again but i love writing here so much. Please send me some Rory characters requests. I love all your ideas🩷)

[gege-wondering-around]

not-wednesday WIP

so, i was tagged by my sweet companion @dontcallpanic and it took me a shamfull amount of time to answer, and i'm even unprepared as i have only one wip currently running throught (which is also the one im posting)

so, i offer you a sneak peek to one of my chapters from fanfic (im not gonna tell in which chapter this is in, so have a nice read)

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Although, on his mental list of ‘the perks of Derek Hale as a boyfriend’ he had written more things than he could count. From his blanket mode to his silent shows of affection, back to his loyalty and fragile, harmless heart. Heart that was actually way more scarred than the boy ever imagined.

Stiles even started to think the wolf was starving for love. And he could tell he was right by all the things his boyfriend did differently when they were alone than with people around.

From the soft touches on his arms at night, the small actions that made the wolf have his attention in seconds just because he thought the boy was elsewhere, and the pleading eyes begging for understanding. To the yielding manner of his heart, the need of reassurance from the depths of the darkness and the tender kisses he could give with shivering lips.

Those were things only for Stiles to see.

From the wicked claws drenched in blood, the cold crossed arms on his chest reflecting the threat of his untouchable persona and the fake unapologetic looks of dismissiveness for other’s emotions. To the harsh tone of his voice when arguing, the sickening absence of hope and the jagged fangs on someone’s throat.

Those were things for the people that weren’t Stiles.

And that’s how Stiles knew Derek was showing him everything he could manage to lay out without tearing himself apart. Because one of the other things he noticed was how his raging anger was just… Gone.

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this is all i have to offer, i cant spoiler too much and im so sorry but i carry more news! i have in mind a few other projects so maybe the next one of this (maybe next month or so) will be from another, totally different wip!

tags with no pressure @dontcallpanic @hellameyers @patolemus (hi, i hope you dont me tagging you) @oldefashioned and whoever wanna join in

[right-hand-of-the-black-sand]

Do you see Mozenrath as a yandere lover towards his significant other or something else?

While I hesitate to call Mozenrath a full yandere, I think he has a lot of traits that could push him into that territory. Even then, it would take a long time before he'd be comfortable enough to exhibit such behaviors.

I see Moze as being very logically-minded when it comes to love. Of course Aladdin doesn't actually care for Jasmine! He just doesn't want to sleep in the hovel all the time! Jasmine would never have settled for Aladdin if she had any other choice! It doesn't make sense!

Along with that, despite his proud demeanor, Mozenrath is not at all confident that someone would stick around him just for the sake of sticking around. All the people who've worked for him were people he's had to threaten or pay to stick around. Destane was a manipulative and abusive father figure, Xerxes and his undead minions remain either out of fear or because he created them, the Mukthar and Khartoum turned on him unexpectedly… He fully believes that something like Aladdin and Jasmine's relationship has to have some catch, like Aladdin just wanting the royal life or Jasmine not wanting to marry some rich snob. To think all that for years and then to find someone who continuously disproves everything that he thought about love… It would be frightening for him.

He wouldn't want to be proven wrong in the way he always thought, but being proven right that nobody would want him after finding someone who genuinely makes him happy… He wouldn't take it too well. That's why he either goes to great lengths to make sure that his partner stays by his side, perhaps even having their allegiance or soul sworn over to him, or he just removes them from his presence entirely. If they don't want him in the first place, though, he would be understanding enough to let them go. …Maybe.

I think Mozenrath wouldn't be the type to stalk his lover all the time or force them to stay around only him, though he certainly does keep an eye on them. They could turn on him at any moment, after all, so he has to he prepared. We've seen how Mozenrath gets when he's caught unprepared or loses control; just look at how he was after being betrayed by Khartoum and the Mukthar.

It would take a lot to get Mozenrath to trust his partner. If he goes through all the mental and emotional somersaults, finally lets someone into his life, and then they choose to leave him?

…Well, Mozenrath may not give them a choice in that matter.

On that happy note, I think it would depend on the circumstances. Mozenrath could be a good lover if he had enough time and character development for it, but im his current state, as I imagine it, he'd have quite the unhealthy view of the relationship. Still, he wouldn't mind small talk, and he'd definitely make time to try and impress his significant other.

[old-poptart]

*coughs cutely* miss me-?

Can i request hanako and teru (separately) with a s/o who overthinks A LOT and always gets nervous that people don’t like them- s/o reads into what people say BIG TIME so they can ‘prepare’ for when people leave them

So like the boys start to get distant (for school and other stuff) and s/o sees that as a sign that the boys dont want to hang out with them. Because of this s/o goes into a bit of a panic thinking that they might break up with them soon so instead of talking to them, s/o takes matters into their own hands. So when s/o tries to get their attention but the boys still shun then due to them being busy, s/o freaks out mentally and tries to hold back tears not to cry in front of them- you know what to do- ah-

(I totally don’t do this with everyone i know and I’m totally not spilling my guts out rn- nooooo-)

(Probably another reason this is so terrible written-)

ANGST TO FLUFF PLEASE!!!

a/n: yes i did ml 😘 AHHH IM VERY MUCH LIKE THIS AS WELL, REASSURANCE DAWG this idea is so muah chef's kiss, ANYWAYSSSSS ONTO THE HEAD CANONZ!!!

warnings: fear of abandonment, ignoring, wah wah sad stuff but yippee happily ever after :D!!!!

Hanako 🌺 and Teru 🤺 with an s/o who has a fear of abandonment (gender neutral):

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Hanako 🌺:

"for we are like glue, stuck together forever."

hanako briefly knew about how you would get about the people around you

lil ol' you cant help but think of every possible outcome or aspect of the people you meet, if you didn't then you'd prolly go crazy and you'd be unprepared for any misfortunate upcoming events

as of recently, your beloved ghostly love has been quite busy with his supernatural schedule. meetings, rumors, keeping the school in order and in shape! it's tough being number 7!

he doesn't like that he has to spend less time with his partner but he is doing his best!! hakujoudai always helps y'all keep in touch, so does writing letters!! what a cute couple~

though you appreciate the sweet gestures from your boyfriend, you have been feeling like he is running out of love for you

you two normally cuddle and kiss like over five times a day, nowadays you barely get to peck each other's cheeks

sure you may be overthinking this but you never know the outcome!! you gotta be prepared!!

as time went on it kept getting worse, you two barely hung out anymore. he was the main subject of the day, now he was just another thought you kept in mind just in case

he's been meaning to talk to you about his absence but due to his ghostly duties (haha i said duty) he couldn't. believe me he is very upset that he can't speak with you at the moment and he's trying his best!! but alas, your thoughts took over

you came to visit him during a meeting, thankfully it was nearing the end of it and he was wrapping up the conversation. the small salty drops were beading up in your sullen eyes as your eyebrows were upturned, accompanied with your quivering lips that were too scared of saying of anything wrong

he noticed that you came to visit, a smile on his face but it slowly transitioned into a sadder expression when he saw your emotional face. once the meeting was officially over, he came over to you and quickly hugged you, murmuring these words as he kissed your sweet face, the face he missed so deeply. "im so sorry we've been apart for so long my love, im here now. tell me everything"

Teru 🤺:

"leaving you is like having my heart torn to pieces"

while you may not know it, teru reads your emotions very well and knows when you've been overthinking your relationship with him

he's tried his best to be a good boyfriend and spend the most of your time together, if he ever has any time with you

teru is a busy man. he has student council work, exorcist stuff, being the school prince, a lot is on his shoulders! he tends to get carried away with work a ton

he has been quite dry recently as well, his texts have been so lifeless.. you've wondered if a certain ghost decided to snag his phone and slide up on his contacts

you've also noticed that he has been getting more attention from his fans at school, it reminded you how much attention he had before the two of you started dating. you've also specifically seen more confessions towards him, it all seemed strange since the news about you two stuck to everyone like a piece of tape that would not get off of paper

with all of this, you felt less than. to you, it was clear that he didn't love you anymore, he just kept you around because he pitys you. you felt like decoration when you stood next to him, even when you two were alone

one day you finally decided to talk to him about this, you knew he was staying late for work as per usual. with balled up sweaty fists and a nervous mind, you walked inside that student council room

"hm? oh s/o!! come in!!" that charming smile of his always made your heart flutter. you sat down with him as you too a look at how busy he was, analyzing the paperwork on his desk

"yeah it's a lot- these are up for debate on the-" "teru, can we talk..?" your voice shook his head, he listened to what you had to say. he was still holding the pencil he had in hand and it made you sad, how he was right there next to you and yet he didn't fully pay attention to you, his lover.

you started to unravel about how you've been feeling recently, how these thoughts tricked you into thinking about how you boyfriend didn't have room for you anymore. he payed close attention to your tone, letting you finish and noticing how you tried your hardest to not let everything loose

he cupped your face, his thumb wiping away those sad tears of yours. it pained him to see you like this, he would do anything for you. and if that means to cut back on his duties, then that he will do. "dear, im sorry about all these things that have caused you pain.. i will help you go through this, and that it won't happen again.." his soft lips touched yours, making you feel loved again.

I HAD A BLAST WRITING THIS- HOPE YOU ENJOY!!

-ooga :D

[all-doggirls-go-to-heaven-2]

What really bothers me is just how useless and self serving the "go vote blue!" posts are. Like you realize that its not about number of votes, right? (Insert the Hillary had more votes than trump thing here)

America's election system is so fucking broken that telling people to go vote blue does more or less jack shit unless they're living in a very active swing state.

Also, tumblrs ENTIRE userbase is a fucking dent compared to the whole of elligible US voters, so even if every single american user active on this site were to see and react to your post, it would do NOTHING.

Effectively, constantly harassing random people online to vote for someone that MOST PEOPLE IN THE US agree looks mentally unprepared to rule (and thats being generous) is just posturing. Thats what it is.

Which makes you look like an asshole who doesn't know what they're talking about, but at same time wanting to suck all the attention to the room and make everyone believe you're really smart for going "no one can be worse than orange cheeto, right guys?"

And it hurts me to say it but these people only dislike trump because media painted him as a rube and a monster (which he is! But still!) and if pressed could not tell you three bad policy moves so catastrophic as trumps presidency was advertised.

Which is fine, im all for hating monsters, but if you don't understand enough to dislike the actual material changes happening its easy to fall into a trap of saying JOE FUCKING BIDEN is a good candidate against Trump.

Joe Biden was a bad candidate against trump 4 years ago. Kamala Harris was a bad vice-president 4 years ago. Both of these people commited truly horrific acts before even being allowed in the offices they are in. So after they send enough bombs to Gaza to burn the place to the ground, after they make a point of misnamaging covid, after they STILL hold onto the circular saw effect even though it would be the EASIEST pr move to undo trump's changes (and god they need pr moves), after they ban tiktok VERY PUBLICLY in an election where young voters are becoming more and more important (you know, an actual mass shift of opinion. Instead of Posting), AFTER ALL THAT, are we supposed to what? Pretend any of this is a good idea?

Makes sense why you all act like martyrs. You know you're doing something wrong. You know you are doing this only to comfort yourself that you're "saving people". Nevermind the dead bodies in Gaza and nevermind the complete pushover on trans youths issues and nevermind the immigrants being mistreated in exactly the same way, if not worse. You're "dirtying your hands" voting for someone you hate because you hate the other guy more, and if everyone saw what you see, they would thank you.

[st-danger]

thankyouu! :)

first of all wanna early last month or dec i bought one of the readings on etsy and it has opened my mind a lot, really put things into perspective, so thank you for that…

and my question for now would be… so i have exams and im really worried about the first one, im feeling really tired and can rarely concentrate, any tips for dealing with that bcs i need to do well on this one

again… thankyou 🖤

AHH I'm so glad it was helpful for you! Well, my friend, let's get into it.

Don't leave yourself out in the cold, or hang yourself out to dry. Right now, it's incredibly important that you ask for help and take people up on offers of support. You trend towards being a more independent soul who likes to do things on their own, and bravo to you for that- but it shouldn't be at the expense of your well-being, physical or mental.

While upright, our friend is wandering the streets, unclothed and clearly unprepared. The eye that peers out sees them, ready to welcome them in from the lonely road should they just knock. Reversed, we see an emphasis on needing to make that connection happen.

Such a focus on breaking isolation says to me that you've been putting in tons of time into studying and preparing for this exam. You've been working really hard, but you're going to burn yourself out. Take a deep breath, and step away for a night. Go do something with friends, or go do something on your own- but get out of the house and library for a bit. It sounds cheesy and trite, but the worried expression the figure wears needs to be cast off and replaced with a happier look. Where the mind goes, the body follows- remind yourself of how much time and effort you've been putting in, and try to tell yourself things will go well. Even if it seems fake. Even if it seems like you're lying to yourself. Just say it, repeatedly. Think positively- again, I know that can be wickedly irritating advice, but the mindset change is strongly threaded through this card.

Preparation is important, but you do need to dedicate time towards looking after yourself, even if that means a little less time with your nose to the grindstone. If you run yourself down, you're just going to handicap yourself. Being well rested and less stressed will put you in a far better position to achieve success. Keep working hard- regardless of how well you do or do not do on the exam, there's an opportunity here for academic growth. As far as other ways to prepare, reevaluate how you are studying, and see if you have other resources available to you that you have not yet used. I pulled another card (sneaky sneaky!) and it shows that you have some other tools, whether people or materials, that can help prepare you more effectively. The exam is going to be challenging, but as long as you're working smart, you'll complete it.

[goingferalapparently]

finally watching jaiden's latest stream. have some things that happened that i found interesting/funny

q!foolish inviting her to another capybara summoning circle the next day, q!jaiden never actually answering the question of the matter of attendance

q!fit asking her to do a cucurucho impression

q!jaiden being silly by the monitors "me when cucurucho is on the server-" pause. cucurucho in the background

telling q!foolish "i thought i saw something, but i must've seen wrong" even though like 5 seconds before she just goes "[cucurucho] must not want to talk", absolutely knowing she saw cucurucho

q!foolish: "we'll see what happens tomorrow" q!jaiden: "yeah i'll see you around" (implied tomorrow)

q!jaiden tossing the grappling hook at q!baghera and failing like q!cellbit throwing wood at q!jaiden during the "can you hear it?" mission (and also failing)

q!baghera: "i like ugly and moldy. ............reminds me of my grandpa"

q!jaiden: "everyone should have a window into the sun rise and set"

q!jaiden holding the red sharestone and looking around her house hesitantly before deciding "too deep now" and letting q!bag come anyway. deep breathing and general nervous energy. calming herself down with "its okay"s

i want to check this w q!j showing q!cell n q!fool the place but, q!bag asking ab the biome and q!j playing it down as "just a nice place that i like"

general tone of voice when showing q!bag the place

looking up at the sky and realising its sunset but also realising that she cant see the sun and cant leave to see the sunset proper bc she's w q!bag and so moving the clock to her hotbar

q!bag asking to see the "second house" and the vtubers expression as she follows behind q!bag....

q!bag having to ask ab specific places before q!j shows them to her (as opposed to q!cell bring shown to even the secret farm)

q!j saying she was unprepared to have people over (but also that q!bag saw the bobby room and “didn’t say any weird stuff so…”)

“i’m sure its okay that baghera knows…”

cucurucho’s tea garden….

“baghera, cellbit and foolish all know, but i might change the warpstone [to bobby fields]”????????

q!j taking photos of cucurucho AT bobby fields

cucurucho blowing bubbles at the tea plants!!!

cucurucho doing a lil spinny thing on the way up the treehouse ladder!!!

cucurucho: “do you want to go on a walk?” q!j: “a- one second” (mutes self) “!!!!!! HE WANTS TO GO ON A WALK!!! OKAY Calm down calm down-“ (unmutes self, most even tone ever) “Okay, we can go on a walk”

cucurucho shooting the mobs for q!j (deja vu hours)

q!j running back to the house after being absolutely jumped by mobs and chiding herself for blowing the opportunity with cucurucho

q!j taking…. many photos of cucurucho at bobby fields

q!j noticing cucurucho’s strange behaviour and calling him out for being “strangely warm” and asking “are you okay?” (as opposed to “what’s wrong (with you)?”)

q!j believing in and feeling vindicated by proof of cucurucho’s good side

q!j listening to q!cell talk ab being tricked by the feds and then going (to chat) "cucurucho? whos that? definitely not someone im building a really close relationship with" and various other sarcastic? awkward? versions of things that sum up the general islander mentality towards cucurucho

q!cell: "they've giving motives for everyone to hate them" etc. while the vtuber model just shows awkward glances all over the place

q!cell: "eventually everyone on the island will hate [the federation]" and then the change in pov so the camera is pointing at q!j

q!cell offering q!j an office in the ordo and the "if im welcome, id love to be" (emphasis on the if im welcome)

slime noises

q!j: "we can talk this out some other time" and then KNOWING what happens at the end of the stream

q!cell's offered office being one with keycards and chance to decorate and this feels so federation-core for some reason

q!j pole dancing in front of "o diabo"

(about putting her sign in one of q!cell's entity rooms) "i could put it [in the corner] but do i really want to be hidden in a world of chaos?"

hey is it just me or is she taking a lot of pictures lately?

q!cell: "if you need me just call me" AAAAAAAAAAAAA

pals i am a sucker for "i'll be there when you call"/"i'll be there for you even if you dont know it" kind of friendships

"ALRIGHT!! We are NOT spilling any beans today!"

cucurucho appearing and giving the "too eccentric" book and fucking BOOKING IT

(to cucurucho) "you're being weird today"

"im not good with riddles, cucurucho, you know that. i take things too literally"

"cant believe a sheep just exploded"

"cucurucho do you want something from me or not, i'm confused"

"cucurucho, what's up with you today? you're being like, really weird. i thought it was good-weird at first but now its just weird-weird"

frowning, whispering to self "oh this is weird, this is weird, this is weird"

deep hissing breath in through the mouth "something is not right"

reiterating "cucurucho, something's not right. something's up. you're being weird."

"cucurucho, i need help. you know im not cellbit. im just lil old me. i dont know."

q!jaiden being ENTIRELY unsurprised and immediately jumping to the books being about the two cucuruchos when given the "have you seen him? have you seen me" book AND THEN LISTING THE DIFFERENCES

(to cucurucho) "its like we're partners in crime"

(when following cucurucho from spawn) "philza's up there" (implied that he may notice her presence)

all the joking about the "Getting Chair-ed" aside, i dont think she was meant to be stuck in there, i think she was genuinely meant to be teleported, there was just a lil mess up w permissions for the teleporter plate

anyway. you thought heading 14k blocks out for the freezer dungeon was bad? try x: -15725 z: -9005 (from x: 3053, z: 1906, thats roughly 21.7k blocks out)

the way she glances between the teleporter plate and cucurucho + the serious (wary) expression, general scanning the area and zooming in on any potential exits (while waiting for cucurucho to respond after the "be patient" book)

"this one's got a window!" NOOOOO

i had sub-thoughts about some of these but. uh. tumblr doesnt have?? like. the sub-point in the point form. so.