#im sorry i really dont get notifications for when i get asks on this blog

[hasarjunadoneanythingwrong]

I’m going actually insane rn tbh

[bubbly-dolly]

actually i might need to set a firmer boundary of not doing DMs... just saying "i have a preference" (which i cant fault anyone for believing) inevitably feels bad whenever i get any DMs then, because in my gut i just get so anxious and it kills my mood.

and its a problem because "only accounts you follow" doesn't even work for me! the function does not work!

and i feel like a dick for expressing i dont really like DMs (unless i actively seek them out, which is rare). and i wind up repressing my sexuality or being afraid to reblog stuff because someone will try to DM me. which like. sucks. ugh maybe i'll just have to turn DMs off :( it just feels so mean.

[slutshamethesquirrels]

the f.a.q 2.0

hey hey hey

so in an effort to make my blog more aesthetically pleasing to the eye, this is the faq, new & improved!! now, lets get down to business~

q: can i request a fic?

a: YES!!! absolutely we are now blood brothers. hit my ask box PLEASE! there's a read before you request post, accessible through my masterpost pinned to the top of my profile!

q: can you read my fic?

a: yes, however please do know i am the most judgemental prick when it comes to writing. i dont even like my own. 99% of the time, it is radio silence from me because,, again,, let me repeat: i am. what the ladies like to call. a prick.

q: can you critique my writing?

a: i'll answer your question with a question: would you like to sit on my face? bc thats where this is going. yes, yes, 1000000% YES dude please!!

q: why didnt you respond to my dm's? :(

a: could be several things. 1) you're a minor or ageless blog, 2) i have been busy asf, 3) i am a dumbass and opened it and then just didn't follow through bc goldfish brain, 4) i've entered some sort of anxiety driven hermit state in which nothing can help me except being alone for 5-10 business days. im so serious i really do this.

q: can you please please please update (insert fic name here)?

a: nothing pisses me off more than this. no. ill get there when i get there. leave me alone.

q: can we be moots?

a: 99% of the time, yeah! as long as your blog is primarily jjk content we're typically gucc.

q: why did you block me?

a: variety of reasons, im real liberal with the block button. most likely, i had a sneaking suspicion you aren't as old as you say you are. other than that i probably found your content offensive/annoying/disturbing. its rare for me to actually throw a hissy fit unperturbed, so if you posted something that made me uncomfy i probably just blocked, took a shot of bleach and went on about my life in silence like the "g" in lasagna.

q: can i provide critique on your writing?

a: yes queen/king/colonel my asks are open with anon and media enabled. i am not scared, and as long as you're courteous and professional i love to hear it!! however, i am known to clapback twice as hard if you're a dick so, fair warning

q: do you do tag lists?

a: no, sorry. it's just a lot to keep up with. i recommend following me on ao3 and turning on email notifs!

q: can i repost/translate/modify your works?

a: no, i have a knife and i am omw to your living quarters.

q: i have a question that isn't answered here!

a: asks are wide open and i love to yap!! hit me up! :)

Other good things to know:

this blog is pro-palestine, anti-genocide, and anti-war. no exceptions.

this blog is not spoiler-free. i tag all manga spoiler posts accordingly. block the tag and don't cry to me.

this blog is not appropriate for minors.

this blog does not support any serious threats or attempts to undermine gege akutami. fuck right off with that.

this blog is not for pro-shippers.

this blog will not write aged-up characters in a nsfw context. its just not comfy for me, y'all do you though.

[crguang]

I feel like there’s a lot of sacrificing for a joke in hsr, which is definitely annoying especially when it just…doesn’t make sense, tonally and just logically. And I really do wish we found out more abt the TB, and I would’ve like even like a tidbit from firefly since we talk to her sm, we even play as her at the end. Or maybe get an offhand mention abt how she’s not supposed to tell us bc of the script or smth . I def agree w you, I cannot take the ipc seriously, bc there’s all this stuff abt how they’re doing stuff for their own benefit and profit but idk the stuff w the stellaron hunters and them is just so goofy, like it doesn’t make any sense.

ok so, I was looking thru ur blog and I realized I sent a message abt two-ish weeks ago, tumblr probably ate it smh. I was just saying how it was silly that Kafka’s wanted poster literally says she likes coats on it, and her bounty, like that’s it. Shes so sjsjshbsbddbbewv. And I also came up with another fic idea, like Kafka in an idol/band AU, but also I think her being an actor w the other stellaron hunters would be funny. But yk if I ever get around to writing anything instead of Kafka just living in my brain, who would she be in a band with, I was think abt using some of the characters from the animated before the show starts thing, but the instruments just don’t go together. Also I think I need to work on writing Kafka in general, bc she’s so complicated and it’s fun but I also overthink things too much.

And the leaks were unfortunately right abt 4 characters on one side. I’m not as devastated as you ofc, but hopefully I win my 50/50. Hjskalskskskndn I will cry if I loose.

also, no need to apologize for ranting, your rants always make more sense than mine, and I really enjoy your thoughts. -🌠

i agree with you 100%!!! missed opportunity with firefly and the tb reconnecting it could have been so nice. and omg i think i read that ask, it sounds familiar but i have so many (most are really old reqs, the recent ones are the event reqs i keep to answer eventually) and sometimes things get lost or i’ll click on the notification, answer in my head, then go do something else and forget to actually post my reply, im sorry😭😭 but YES i was thinking of kafka’s description in the game and while i know its the objective writing of the game and not the ipc, i find it funny to believe that whoever was in charge of her wanted notice thought she was hot as fuck because “dashing” and “beauty” in the same sentence is crazy work. her bounty is even funnier bc im wondering how they found out that she loved coats like😭 did she steal a bunch (she did), are they rlly monitoring her credit card and seeing all the purchases of expensive coats, is she always found in a store— what is it?!

actor au stellaron hunters would be really fun… you could also just put then in a band together for the idol/band au because i do think they’re the people who understand her best. the thought of kafka and jingliu practicing together is so funny because jingliu would hate that woman like GDJFBFNG her arrogance would have liu clenching that instrument so tight

i dont think you should worry about overthinking when it comes to writing, it can be a weakness because then you focus too much on details and forget the big picture, but personally i also think j too much into things when i write characters like kafka especially. when every genuine emotion is in the twitch of a finger, there’s kinda no choice lol

“im not as devastated as you” is killing me but its true… im the biggest victim of this banner system bc if i dont get my swanie i’ll @)&$(&)@)£<£#%. i hope u win the 50/50, unless i lose mine in which case i hope everyone else also loses <3

[dominic-sessa]

life update!!!!

hi hello friends good morning good afternoon good evening its that time of the month again! this isnt really a big life update like the last time bcs i just thought id list down a bunch of things ive had on my mind.

first of all, im very happy to announce that i was able to watch 16 movies last march !! exciting!! i know ive said the last time that i quit the bingewatching thing but HONESTLY im in a work from home setup and the only way to keep me inspired is by watching a movie ... i am yet to find other ways to stay inspired so watching movies will just do for now... ALSO im gonna try to update my newsletter for the first time this year and itll probably be about the movies that i saw this march that i liked ! im now comfortable with turning the newsletter to be more about movies bcs nothing major has been happening in my life lol . so pls stay tuned for that newsletter post if ur interested!

another thing is ive decided to make this blog more personal! for the past year ive made this blog to be more about movies and gifs and stuff, and as much as i love getting the notes and reading ppl's tags, im going to try and make this blog work for me this time :) hope it doesnt get annoying or something... im also in the process of fixing my about pages and tags and all. ive used tumblr since 2012 so im still struggling with the setup. LIKE yes i want to maximize the fact that you can edit html pages and its cute and lets me be creative but at the same time, im on my phone majority of the time . and i dont like being on my laptop after work because ive literally just been using a laptop the whole day. for work. im rly shy to post some stuff about me (bcs i havent done it before fr insert the tom hanks dialogue from joe vs the volcano abt doing some soul searching and coming to the conclusion that hes just boring so he stops doing it) so if u see me doing it as an attempt to fix the personal pages on my blog, im sorry! AAAND as for the gifs thing, im thinking of changing my film diary tag, one thing i really enjoy is taking note of dialogues i love from a movie so i might just do screenshots. i really miss making gifs even though most of the gifs i end up with are LQ , but it just really isnt feasible now . (also some movies are just so tempting to gif LIKEEE valley girl and everytime we say goodbye 😭😭 it physically hurts me that i cant gif josh whitehouse and tom hanks in those movies....)

ALSO im really very very happy that ive gained new followers recently. i enjoy chatting with you guys and get so happy whenever i get the notif that someone sent me an ask/message!! ive been idle on stan twt/fandoms in general so its been a really long time since ive actually... talked to people... it makes me really happy talking to u and im sorry if my happiness doesnt show in my replies/posts. as i said, its been a while since ive done this and i usually go on here as soon as im off work (when my brain is semi-fried and the words are not wording anymore) . i hope i dont come across as bored/uninterested :(

and it isnt just about fandoms too, im genuinely insterested what u guys are up to lately and all... (in a non stalker way). it just feels nice to have friends in general ^__^

SO YEA, i think thats about it :) if u've read this all until here ilysm! thanks for ur interest and lmk how ur day was! or just send me something u want to talk about !

have a nice day :)

[bassguitarinablackt-shirt]

*clears throat*

um. asher. hes such a silly little guy. i love talking to them and he's honestly so fun to interact with??

like. literally. percy is probably one of my favorite moots <3 i love talking to him and god sorry if i repeat that a lot i just. appreciate that i can talk to them, yk?

and nico is so silly and i just :3 its always fun to interact with it and send them asks and he's just. there, you know?

like, leo's just always . yeah. i love that i can scrumble their blog and to be honest thats probably one of the favorite parts of my day, going through his blog

i like to do it in the mornings; after i wake up and go through my notifs and discord and shit ill pull up thals' blog and go through its posts, yk? and honestly i love it when they go through my notifs, it makes me so happy to see star there :3

and i understand astro is sometimes not doing well, and i want to just. get rid of suns pain, because honestly they deserve the world.

and apollo is just. yeagh. it makes me so happy that i met him tbh. comet is just. i dont know how to describe it /pos

and will is so silly btw!! i love talking to him, god im pretty sure i said that a lot already but its true. so.

and piper is honestly so cool for having so many names, she's the reason why i have so many tbh. they're so cool and god i look up to lun a lot

also i love how their names are mostly either planet or pjo names :3 like, venus is so based for that??? like i love faer names so much tbh

also, to be honest, ive considered stealing a good amount of mars' names. not my fault though !! its names are so cool :3 and he shouldnt worry about having too many names, xe can do whatever they want forever

chase is also very pretty btw. like honestly, they pass like. really well. or at least, he passes a lot better than i do sjshjfdkd

its so silly to me how octavian and i share some names :3 also, i like using numbers to tell us apart (is that weird? sorry), like, tbh, i love calling him octavian 3.0, nico 4.0, etc :3 wait, would it be leo 3.0? did he take the name leo before me or after?

and nyx is such a pretty name tbh. all of luns are. you know who else is pretty. fae are.

and luke is just. god i love all his blog themes and talking to him and

yeagh sorry jason i just. get sappy at night ig. like. hes honestly so cool and im so fucking glad i met him, yk?

i love how i assigned him the name jackson, its so silly to me :3 they made an acronym, let me find it rq, AJBCNPNOLCEDRBOCI (assigned jackson by cat nico pluto neptune octavian leo calypso eris dysnomia rusty blue opal cerulean infinity), sorry i fixed it up a bit to add on my new names, i hope he doesnt mind :3

umm castellan is such a cool name tbh. the name reminds of me of . the sky. kinda. so it fits it really well :3 honestly, the name is pretty close to callisto, which im kinda thinking of stealing- ooh idk if he knows this, they probably do, but callisto is jupiters second biggest moon :33

grace is such a cool name tbh, ive always liked it, and they're cool too so it. matches. yk

and god, i love gem so much /no plato /no romo, ive said this before but im so glad crystal is in my life :3 they're just so sweet and fun to talk to and and and-

and sorry i broke this up into lines, its so i could keep track of every name switch

sorry idk why i typed this out im just. in a sappy mood ig :3

im actually gonna cry /pos i love you and talking to you so much and and- *explodes*

[lutawolf]

hi luta, i just want so slide by and say thank you

for bringing kind metas (posts) on lita/prapaisky , and mame's a bit too. i am forever grateful.

--

im a tumblr user for bl stuff in 2020, followed some huge blogs & learned a lot about bl cuz im fairly new. i had forgotten about it until i rejoined a couple months ago for prapaisky' lita -- expecting to share the same excitement / reading wonderful metas / learning things again

i ... im pretty perplexed to read the blogs i used to read for info / metas im looking forward to ... expressed mean, mean, things.

i felt nauseous. i didnt realize the people whose metas i used to love can be so. cruel. i had hoped i can find some articulation of what I felt, as a shared feelings, but not only i didnt find it, i, felt ashamed to even had my feelings from the first place. i had to dived in the tag rabbit hole and finally found blogs that expressed the opposites, and thank god i did. thank god i did.

(followed them right away, n unfollow thw prev blogs that i now, see, as ... no)

this tho, had me actually ignored the whole tag whlist it airs, and put notif on for the ones i now value, yours included. it got me thru the whole journey of ep11-13, especially, Especially, 12. the special ep tho, the special ep got me branched out again towards the tag and see people bashing it again undermining it as the sex ep. and kinkshaming rain. is it so bad to have a happy, mutual, consent sexual relationship? i thought we dont kinkshame now

i . i dont know what to think. i am sorry to barging in like this. i just. all these upsetting experience piled up and i just. had to. express my gratitude that u at least shown me the kind side of this perspective.

i apologize for the incoherency, english is not my first language, i wish this isnt too rude..

no need to answer this if u dont want to, i just, had to say it to you. all the love, anon.

Hey Hey lil 🐇,

First, let me say welcome back to Tumblr! I'm actually pretty new. I reached a year anniversary this month. Though I am not new to bl at all. I'm OG there.

Negative reviews are a part of life. However, there is a difference between being hateful and writing a neg review. There is a difference between cancel culture and I don't watch this or participate in this type of art. I think that people are failing to see the differences. Life is not white and black.

There will always be kink shaming. It's not from men though. It's from women. These same women that are talking shit, reading romance on their kindle when no one is looking and wouldn't think twice about their boyfriend asking them to wear a French maid costume. As an amazing friend once told me, this is your room and you cultivate it the way you need to. He blocks people left and right, creating the atmosphere that he wants on Tumblr. I've learned to do the same. I may end up in a bubble but it's a tiny community of people I truly enjoy and love.

Never apologize for English being your second language. Being bilingual is an accomplishment that should only get love not judgement. You guys will never and I mean NEVER see me criticize the way someone writes, from spelling to commas, to anything. I'll never do it. I might ask for clarification but there will never be criticism. We are all here to learn and better ourselves and that is not accomplished by sitting in judgement.

I really appreciate that you read my blog and enjoy it. It means the world to me that you guys reach out to me. All the love. Wishing you the best. Thank you, 💜💜💜

[tojisun]

Any tips for struggling new JJK writers?

P.S. Love your content 💜 So glad to see your name pop up in my notification screen

hii!! im so sorry it took me a while to answer because i kept rambling and i was getting off topic uhhdhs

i have two main tips! but pls note that these tips are personal because this is how my blog grew and i dont wanna make you think theres only one way to grow ur writing blog yk?

!! write something from a popular genre + write something that gets you interacting with your readers

1. fluff and smut are easily one of the popular genres in fanfics and thats because theres so much flexibility in them!! theres so much headcanons and scenarios that fit so well with the characters ykk????

like us readers are genuinely interested in intimacy so u can see why fluff and smut are popular! theres something insanely beautiful in reading about your favourite character loving you in an honest and carnal way like ughhh we yearn and we crave and we luv so much!!!

i personally love these genres because i project so much on them shajsj im so so glad that my readers and followers allow me and even enjoy these works teeheee <333

2. my blog grew and expanded because of how we break. the first part of hwb was short so i wasnt even expecting people in my dms/asks wanting a pt 02 or clarification but when i started answering them, theres just an instant connection between me and my lovelies

like we’re all simping for one man yk so theres already that connection but because i was bouncing around ideas with my readers, we all cultivated hwb into something more than a oneshot!!

hwb continues to be one of my dearest works and thats because of how much my readers were having fun interacting with my work AND ME!!!!

im not saying that you should start a series right away bc ik how exhausting it could be to maintain a series, but series often allow writers and readers to really come together. and even though one is a creator and one is a spectator, because theres that connection of us just enjoying a work/character together, it feels more personal yk?

i strive for personal connection so when hwb offered me this love, i was excitable and uncontainable!! until now, hwb resonates to me because of how much work and love and connection was shared during the writing time

!! of course the most important thing is youre having fun with writing!! writing is like offering a part of yourself to your readers so having fun in what you do is integral <33

im sorry if this turned a little personal but i saw the chance to gush about my followers and readers because i genuinely love you all so much 🥹🫶🏼

i hope this would give you guidance my darling and i wish you the best and the kindest in your writing adventure <333 take care sweetheart and happy writing 💘

[katedoesntexist]

I kind of just realized there are a few asks sitting in my inbox from last year 🙃 oops sorry guys. I only check this account on mobile web, so i dont get notifs and dont realize unless i actively go check tags or dms or whatever. so if you see me respond to something hella old thats whats up lol.

In other news im considering sharing my side account here. Its been well over a year now and im weirdly feeling less slf conscious even tho the character im into now is way more embarrassing than the one when i first got interested in this media. Still on the fence about sharing what it is tho.

Part of my fear is that if i ease up on the acct separation, ill end up letting too much bleed over and itll become a mess. And the other fear is yeah im still embarrassed even tho i know its fine and theres no reason to be at odds over it, but then i get all worked up in my head and aghh.

And a secret third part of me is like what if i make yet another acct for nsfw. I usually keep tumblr fairly gen bc theres not really a good way to limit access, like having a private tumblr blog isnt as easy as having a private twitter yknow? But what if i had a space where i could say and do whatever and be an absolute nuisance and not feel bad if nobody follows it bc its not a main or fandom acct. Heh would that fix me?

[very-important-guy]

Hi! Do you remember my question about biology and range of emotions in different species and so on?

So... Now even though i can find a teacher to ask that i always forget about it at school. Maybe now that i told you i will actually ask that next week. At this moment I'm happy to let you know that someone else on Tumblr answered my ask regarding that topic!! I'm so glad they did. You can find it on blog isomorbism.

Nevertheless i will continue on digging about it. (Or at least wanting to know bc i don't do a lot for it)

First of all; holy shit thats soo cool, im definitiv checking that out and thank you for telling me

And second; holy shit im soooo sorry for not answering, i was not really active on tumblr for more than like a month now. And my phone is like, when i dont use an app (for example tumblr) for longer, i dont get any notification anymore from that app. So i did infact not get an notification when you told me that, or when somebody follows me, for example.

But yeah again, im deeply sorry for not answering and thank you for the informarion, pls tell me more, when you find more information.

[meiozis]

jdlakdlakfd peach!!! i missed you toooo ive been really inactive on here cause school just started and it was all a rush and NOW IM SICK…….. idk if its covid and i dont wanna find out i just want it to be over 🧎🏻‍♀️ but whenever im on here again i always scroll thru ur blog to make sure to catch up on what i’ve missed ….You are like the weekly newspaper to me .! if u ever get around to doing the fanart and u post it pleaaaase tag me id love to see!!

ur hyuckisms are truly so real to me i saw haechan and then i was like 😀☝️ i need to hear what peach thinks…. HSKAKDKSK but also re: halloween asks i think it wld be super neat if u did a game or smth !! id love to participate and send smth in hehe u know i am ur biggest fan i have a Go Peach!!! banner under my bed ….Trust .

cat!!! hi!!!! i've barely been on here too since school started so i feel you </33 but im so sorry about the sickness, i really hope u feel better soon and i hope u can have some tea and get some nice rest 🥺🫶 but pleeease you're literally way too sweet </3333 im really running the silliest goofiest little blog on here, the fact that you scroll through my little posts is soooo 🥹🥹🥹 it always makes me so happy to see u on my dash and in my notifs <3 and if i ever bring myself to draw outside of school i'll def tag you hehe

i had so many more thoughts abt hyuck ngl but i held myself back to not seem Too Insane vsjvfvdvf but really my brain is a windows screensaver on 100x speed whenever i see him lately, its getting out of hand fr........ 🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻 i might end up doing a little writing ask game bc idk when i'll finish my long fic, and i miss writing sm so that would be a good compromise until then :') maybe i'll post smth abt it next week-ish???

[iwaasfairy]

Heyo Fairy!! I hope your day/night/evening/morning/afternoon is going amazingly, and that you never forget that you are that bitch! (Affectionate, obv) Seriously, I remember when I first started having these "darker" thoughts about characters and I was like 'What the fuck is wrong with me?' and then years later, I find your and Rhi's blog. Y'all let me realize that it's perfectly normal to think these things, even if those who don't, or deny that they do, think otherwise. So, seriously, thank you, y'all mean so, so, SO MUCH to me! Like big sisters that help me see there's nothing wrong with me, even if people I know irl would say "wtf?" 🥹

Ahhh, sorry, that was so fucking sappy! 🫣 I just wanted to ya know that it really does mean a lot to people like me, and your other followers, that y'all are brave enough to post the things you do despite all the little bitches that try and tear y'all down 🥹

... That was sappy again 🤦🏻‍♀️ y'know what, what the fuck ever, I'm just a soft person when it comes to emotions and shit, I'll deal with it 😤

That all being said, I can't belIEVE it took me this long to comment on 2 of Cups! Okay, so, when part 1, and 2, came out, I had no idea who Rin and Sae were. I didn't even know what Blue Lock was, just that it's a manga/anime. I was like oh, okay, cool! I read part one anyway, and was all like "... I gotta watch this. If the anime isn't out yet, I gotta watch it as soon as it DOES come out." (I'm an anime only, because I almost always give characters the exact same voice if I have nothing to go off of 😒 I struggle with it fr fr. anYWAY—) So, I don't... Think? I'd read part 2 yet, tbh I think I completely forgot about it, the memory is NOT good, I'm so sorry! So when the anime DID come out, I wasn't actually aware 😅 until they uploaded episode, like... 10? Or 11? Of the English Dub? AnywAY! THE POINT Is, I started watching because of things I've read, I was TIRED of looking up every single character when I read about them 😭 SO, I watched, got caught up to where it is now, and am waiting for the next episode, and you mention 2 of Cups part 3 is coming out, and I was like "oH SHIT, I REMEMBER READING PART 1!" So, I went back, read parts 1 and 2, absolutely ADORED them, despite the pain 🥹 Like, Rin's pining, but not wanting to do anything because of SAE, that little bitch, that won't admit he's the sAME and keeps being an AsS when Rea-chan and Rin are even remotely affectionate, AaAAAAHHHH! And I was so exCITED for part 3! And then part 3 came out, and... It absolutely bLEW MY IMAGINATION OUT OF THE PARK, LIKE!! !! I dunno, what I was expecting to happen, but I'm so happy it went the way it did! I mean, yeah, sure, it hURT, what with Sae continuing to be an ass, and RIn, poor rIN! Sweet baby, he's so! I can't even begin to espresso how in absolute awe I'm in of this mASTERPIECE! It keeps me up at night, thinking about it, and about what may happen next. Like, did Sae go back to, I think it was... Spain? Did he just go somewhere else for the time being, and he'll be back? Will Rin give in to his fantasies? Will he be soft and gentle if he does? Would he absolutely destroy Rea-chan with his roughness? Would he start off gentle, and then lose it?

So many questions, but I can wait to have them answered; I know you work incredibly hard, and that writing really takes time 🥰 PLUS, we can't have you not sleeping! The Queen of Fairies needs her sleep, she must rest and take care of herself 🥺 Love you much, take care!! 🥰

firST OF ALL,no yOURE THAT BITCH!!!! YOU ARE! YOU ARE! wtfFDSGD thIS IS SO FUCKING SWEET im gonna cry and scREam !!! ♡♡♡ yes iT is totally normal for you to thrive off of taboo, tIS ouR little bug brains,, and alSO IM MASTER OF SAP i doNT MIND YOU BEING SAPPY PLS THIS IS SO SWEEETTTTTT :/ makes me cry. i hope you know i see every like and rb and i get the dumbest fondest grin on my stupid face any time you're in my notifs, or def when you send an ask or a comment or anything i jUST mELT

and stOPPDbhFu MASTERpiECE i??FYFDyd pLS pls pls oml iM SO VERY VERY HAPPY you LIKED thE FIc and iM bery happy i decided to give myself room for a part 4 bc i think iLL need iT im just Too foND of thEm!! and YES oml manY quESTions right??? i! haven't figured them all out yet so i can't exactly tell you everything but i do know that Sae's still in Japan, he's not yet going back to Spain,, i think Sae just can't handle the idea of rea-chan being with Rin and a similar grudge against him,, and :))) heheh for the smut :))) we shall have to wait and see

[m0e-ru]

Early happy new year! :3 Thank you thank you thank you for everything in the last ask! Especially surprise AdaNami :) PLEASE don't apologize for long posts or rambling, I am holding a microphone out to you every single time, I want to hear more. Sometimes I worry when you see me and my side-blog in your notes you think "Oh no this guy again" but I like listening and even tho my attention span is Awful at times I really latch on to your work, I wish I was better at words to describe how much I like your art and things. Thank you for listening to me whenever I enter your inbox! I hope your weekend's good!

thank you so much for your kind words again and happy new year to you as of answering this ehehe im glad you liked the surprise I dont know who to show them to nowadays and for the mic. like I imagine those cheapo “karaoke” mics with the bluetooth and speaker built in like it’s silly like that unless its a more local thing here. And in fact I DONT get annoyed when you’re in my notes I always get excited when I see the same people in my notifs even better than the 10938946213478 notes I get when a post blows up. like I know you guys are there flop after flop and likes are like a little thumbs up I like to think like that I think it’s rad when your blogs are in my notifs too im glad you’re there with everyone else and OH MY GOD I can’t find it but I told the chat IMMEDIATELY when you first reblogged and while I dont really snoop I was uh. a bit surprised when you started using my gif for your banner and I think it’s still the same the last time I saw it im not sure [commercial break because they went out to look something up but their filters didn’t work and they saw rokuro saito and had to kill somebody but they’re back now] sorry about that what was I saying I promise this isn’t your fault I promise I promise i promise. and I do feel when you say you dont have the words but I think it’s pretty ironic when I say so much but the attention span too I love you so much sorry all the emotional energy went away im so sorry I really promise it’s not your fault ohh goodness you’re lovely I promise that i love listening to everyone whos soso nice and yes my weekend was great happy new year again

[bunny-lou]

Hello!! Im the anon with the ask from 2 weeks ago about how much i love your fics and how autophobia kicked my ass into hyperfocus so bad i ended up napping on the floor in the hallway and almost missing class after reading it

I just want you to know that i really appreciate you taking the time to answer said ask because i was massively anxious about having sent it as it was all pretty much nothing but an absolute ramble and since i was exhausted as shit (hadnt slept for more than 40 hours at that point in time) i didnt even remember what exactly i had said in it until reading it again just now after seeing it answered on my dash (didnt even figure it out it was my fucking ask until halfway through) so i was kinda worried about having come across differently than intended and sounding idk entitled or some shit by talking about wanting to read more from you whenever and only of possible (id fucking hate to sound like one of those "next chapter right now!!!! I dont care that you have a life!!! Write the fucking chapter now!!!" readers) and i was more anxious ab it after time passed without getting an answer (ngl i was p much straight up stalking your blog every few hours the first few days then i saw a post from you about how tumblr eats your asks and calmed down quite a bit) but yeah anyway i just really wanted to tell you how much i loved ypur stuff and how strongly i feel about autophobia and your writing in general hopefully without making you uncomfy or coming across as rude or anything i hope i succeed in doing that at least kinda

But yeah jsyk youre the first desc account i started interacting with properly after randomly becoming hyperfixated as fuck on descendants and your stuff is responsible fpr getting me more into the fandom and into desc itself so yeah thank you

And also i just wanna say that when i first started autophobia i REALLY didnt think my autistic aroace ass would like it since i never was into abo in the traditional form of the trope but goddamn did i fucking love ypur fic despite any initial assumptions i had made about it i loved carlos' characterization so much and i loved everyones characterization so much amd the whole plot and everything i felt it was So well executed i often daydream of like alternate events for my favourite fics but for yours i can conceive no alternate plot development that id like more than yours its absolutely chefs kiss

Anyway sorry for thia absolutely fucking gigantic rant feel free to ignore me apologies if its too much and (tldr:) thank you for everything!!

(Original ask)

I'm the actual worst at responding on Tumblr, I'm so sorry.

Your asks, both the previous one and this one, are so sweet! I never mind long asks, though it does take me longer to respond to them. Seriously, if it takes me a while to answer, it's because most of my work days are 10-12 hours and I do not have energy to reply, it's a busy life!! My mobile Tumblr (which is what I normally use) does not give me any alert that I get an ask, but if I check my mobile tumblr, my desktop tumblr will not show that I have an ask because it thinks I saw the notification on mobile (which I don't). So also blame the wonky app lol.

There are months of effort that go into all my pieces on AO3, especially Autophobia, so messages like these that show that people know how much effort I put into my work are so rewarding. And I love Descendants, it brought my such entertainment and joy during harsh periods of my life, I am in awe if my writing helped you to love a fandom as much as I do!

And I've had a lot of people tell me that Autophobia is their favorite ABO fic or the fic that got them invested in that trope, which also means so much to me because ABO is my favorite AU!!

Thanks so much for taking the time to send me such a lovely letter, it makes me smile so much!!

[silverstonesainz]

minimum interaction but also, i just expect more. and maybe that makes me a shitty person but is it so hard to hit reblog and share it with everyone else after i've put in such a huge chunk of my time to make it?? like if you can take the 2 extra minutes to reply and come into my ask box asking for another part, surely surely you can reblog it too ya know?//

yea kinda right, it make you sound like a shitty person. you’re getting engagement but it’s not the type you want and you’re complaining. like there are author that would kill to have just a couple likes or to have someone to drop in there inbox letting them know they like something enough to read more. can i understand why you would like reblogs, i guess. but it sounds like you’re only interested in having more people see your work as some type of popularity contest instead of just creating a core group thats going to be constant cheerleaders. that’s a huge turn off for me as a reader. i’ve got a couple of blogs that I have post notifications turned on because you can tell that that enjoy what they’re doing and even if they’re only getting any interaction it’s from the same people over and over. those are the blogs that I keep following even when they change hyper fixations. that’s how I got into F1.

i dont look at it at all as a popularity contest at all, and im sorry if it came across this way. and i do realize that the way i worded it came off really shitty but i just (1) didn't know how to properly get my feelings across and (2) i didn't wanna hold back bc i want to be as honest as i can be with the people who come onto my page. again i'd like to emphasize: i'm grateful. i know i dont deserve the amount of interactions i get on here. and i wasn't even complaining about all my fics bc i know that my stuff is either rly good or rly bad. i have my days. im mostly heated bc of an ongoing theme i notice on my blog of people going "pt 2 pt 2!!" but not interacting with the fic (and this has been over the course of my time in f1blr). like the part 2 comes off more as a demand than a "i love this so much pls do a part 2!" i dont know if that makes sense at all. this is also a very incorrect cry for help to figure out what im doing wrong in terms of interaction because i used to get so much-- and not even just reblogs but people coming into my inbox to chat n stuff. it's all kind of gone down and i just wanna know why.

i understand how this all looks and im probably digging myself into a hole but i mean. i said what i said and i'll own up to it.

and also, i have an amazing core group on here as it is. i do just worry that i am becoming repetitive and stuck in my ways and i guess im kind of looking for reassurance that i'm not.

[ghstlie]

#GHSTLIE . ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ❛ its time to let yourself fall free again . ❜

🫧ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ . carrd . ask . home .

a private & highly selective MULTIMUSE of MIXED MEDIA consisting of mostly ORIGINAL CHARACTERS ; written by GHOST ( 25+ , they / them ) . activity will always be selectively low . this blog is UNAFFILIATED to any fandom community & all muses are crossover FRIENDLY to any media outside of their original worlds .

🔹quick tidbits :

interactions without icons will happen often  ;  i always softblock / block when unfollowing  ;  ask for more info on characters if you need to  ;  may contain triggering / heavy content  ;  anon hate will be deleted

IMPORTANT UPDATES BELOW .

🔹notifications & tags  

tumblr very rarely notifies me of any @ ’ s . you can @ me if you would like , it pops up on the activity page , i just do not get notified directly / immediately , so i will not see your note right away . i like my dash to be relatively slow , so i read i will that like the morning paper , but i also am not frequent enough on here to always know .

this also goes for anybody who tags me in things . the tumblr tagging system does not pick up most ( if not all ) posts with my url . i cannot use the tag tracking system . at all . i never have been able . i do not know why either i am sorry ! its most likely cause i might not know how to use it fully , im not sure .

if you want to notify me of something or bring to my attention something / a reply, please dm me directly ! it is also better if you dm me in discord . if you do not have my discord , then you can use the tumblr dms ( but they are not always great either ) . if push comes to shove , you can then use my inbox as well , i will not mind if you get my attention like that either !

know that the only thing i do see / notice are likes & reblogs of posts that are on my blog . so that is fine . i don’t need notifications for threads as much .

i promise you it is okay i love getting messages . i just tend to hyperfocus A LOT at times while other times i cannot focus at all & i get really distracted with my squirrel brain . it is okay to gently remind me of something or try to get my attention ! i know many people don’t like that , which is why i don’t do it to others , but i 100 % promise you that it is okay .

🔹 i do modify my formatting for people on request !

if my formatting for your replies / threads bothers you in any way , shape , or form , please tell me . i promise that i can accommodate you . i format AFTER i write the entire reply anyway . so it will not be a bother for me if you dont want to have that . i have friends who have asked in the past . 

i use small font and edit html for the colour . if any of this bothers you ( be it cause you genuinely cannot read it or you dont like it ) , please let me know & i will modify it for you .

🔹anons regarding my history with a specific individual .

i've opted to add this onto my pinned post since some folk seem to want to let me be aware of things i have no longer cared to know for a long time . please read THIS in its entirety if you have not already . it fully explains my history with a specific individual . i DO NOT CARE if you interact with them , i do not care to know your relationship with her , it's not my business . I am also not here to tell you who you should or should not interact with .

she was extremely toxic to me - i am talking emotionally and mentally abusive towards me - especially towards the end of our relationship . she was triggering me, & i was tired of her behaviour . i understand she missed talking to me & was trying to reach out to me but i do not condone the poor attitude that came from her as that is not how you get my attention , it only pushes me away .

i PERSONALLY do not want to interact with her any further , but i do not care if you do . leave me out of it . i wish her the best health , but leave me out of it .

🔹i tend to hyperfocus & vanish , it is NOT me being mean .

i want folks to remember that people do not owe others' immediate responses or attention . Seeking validation from others CAN be a toxic trait ~ ( not always but often times ) Some people take time to respond, others just hyperfocus and get distracted . To assume somebody is being mean because they arent giving you attention is very wrong . i am neurodivergent, which means that if i am not talking to you , it is NOT because i have an issue with you .

Nobody should expect others to give their attention to them . I understand that as friends or any kind of partnership ( be it platonic or romantic ) there should be some decency to talk to one another at any time , but to outright EXPECT another to respond in the way that you want is VERY wrong .

Just because i have my attention elsewhere does NOT make me rude or mean for not getting back to another .

DO NOT get mad if you're not the centre of attention for me . I promise that most of the time its not you , i just FUNCTION differently . that is the REASON why i go by ghost , i really just straight up VANISH from time to time . i promise its not me ignoring you on purpose by any means & im not trying to be mean at all .

Please dont set unreasonable expectations , youll only disappoint yourself . But most importantly , do NOT seek validation from me . Its not cool , and i honestly will not give you what you want . it will most likely end up with me saying something you DONT want , and i can promise you that it will probably not end nicely .

* you are always more than welcome to send asks if you have any questions *