Not to be dramatic. But why does body dysmorphia feel ten times worse in public lol. Saw myself in a mirror at a store and almost gagged. Saw like three beautiful put together women who just seem to have thin bodies with ease (even though I know that's not how it works) and I'm so jealous. I feel like even though it obviously takes work to lose weight nothing beats the terrible feeling of being unkempt just because you're overweight.
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also GOOD NEWS turns out the One Week Until Eviction scare was just a false alarm and surprise surprise ✨lack of communication ✨ where as i texted her back for clarification but she said everything is fine and i aint being evicted bc she lied to the higher ups??so fuck it we ball ig its good to know she rlly does have my back to some strange extent so im still girlbossin here for another year and will have more time to build credit and look into the science of buying a house sksks
ALLL THAT BEING SAID i will start the next comic section later this week 4 SURE
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i heard that the new in ‘style’ for actresses is to pay for long, expensive extensions and dye your hair reddish-blonde. and since i have been growing my hair out for over ten years, and only recently stopped dying it purple once every year during the weeks between my grandma's death (sept 13 2010) and her birthday (oct 13) to try to counteract that ‘ghost’ feeling of disconnection from one’s body that comes with grief, I WOULD JUST LIKE TO SAY: for those of us who do have that hair that changes goddamn colors with the light. is it puke blonde? is it red? is it so dark it might be black? (who the fuck knows \o/).
pretty sure you cant pay for this confusion, no matter how much money you have. copycats.
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Every few weeks i get a survey from my federal gvt that amounts to "do you think covid is a scam still" and "hey some peoples' lives are ruined by long covid. Do you know about this and do you care". And everytime i answer and i have to detail how horribly my life is affected by long covid and the lack of covid measures. Every 3 weeks. Since march. As i go through the horrors of having 0 control over my health, as I get worse and lose my autonomy and my ability to work. Knowing that most people in my country have apparently been answering "yes" and "nope" to the aforementioned questions since march given that things have gotten worse.
Anyway I think this is a kind of psychological torture and im entitled to compensation
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I have thoughts and opinions on my loved ones that honestly i dont think i could ever admit to them. I think it would hurt their feelings pretty bad and i dont think im necessarily a bad person for thinking these things bc i am composed and would never be so mean like that. I just recognize now thay this is a part of dealing with other humans, we dont always like people all the time. I know they 1000% have thoughts and opinons on me too that theyve never shared and tbh maybe its for the best. Or maybe they genuinely dont and im just projecting lol either way
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idk why ppl think you wanting a different body, or in this case specifically, weight, somehow has something to do with them or you judging them? like i've worked through the fatphobia i grew up with and was used against me, idgaf what other people do and im also not repelled by or somehow grossed out by fat people given i tend to date fat people (not seeking them out, it just happens)-- if this is the case, how can you say that im somehow demanding you change in someway because I want to change myself? maybe stop seeing other people as extensions of you and this wouldnt be an issue..?
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