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retourpresdetoi · 8 months ago

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hey mouthwashing analysts, do we maybe want to think a bit before comparing a full grown man, who is just heavily disabled, to a baby? like a literal infant? especially when there's a stronger metaphorical/psychological/symbolic avatar for the baby and pregnancy already present within the narrative? (multiple even!)

#please for the love of sweet christ stop treating or alluding to disabled characters as infantile. what is wrong with you #disabled people who need to rely on the care of others are not like babies. you guys know that right #also aside from it just being generally fucked up and weird #the possible metaphor of curly as anya's baby is very week. especially juxtaposed with the stronger symbols already associated with the #baby/pregnancy in the game (namely polle and the dead pixel; i actually prefer the dead pixel as being representative of jimmy)#also i just realized i spelt weak wrong. sorry im high #i also think curly's position is meant to be reflective of anya's. he's suddenly vulnerable #trapped. and at jimmy's total mercy (the physical assult 2 months in?)#very much in a similar manner to anya. only now- its too late for him to act. he can only witness as things fall apart #someone else on here said this but #curly and jimmy as foils- curly and anya as parallels #curly as a metaphor for the baby runs the risk of. muddying the whole thing #mouthwashing #mouthwashing analysis #captain curly #anya #jimmy

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glettokono · 1 year ago

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pre- Alan Wake 2 Rose and Koskelas trying to use Cauldron powers by writing fanfics about their lifes

#alan wake 2 #rose marigold #ilmo koskela #jaakko koskela #koskela brothers #donr want to apology for that...what? im weak woman #can a weak woman does things like that #of course everyone wahts rosw to be their girlfriend am i wrong

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grotessquerie · 4 months ago

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anonimusunnoaniswriting · 29 days ago

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I'm procrastinating editing the final Posession Series fic by writing and editing other JJK fics now. Does anyone wanna fucking proof read for me??? I will give to you flower.

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thegreatyin · 1 year ago

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this nemesis ambition started out a little slow but I am getting closer to finding that bastard who killed my wife, and I’ll not rest a minute now that im far closer to on his trail

sorry got in character for a second

Anyways fun ambition so far very fucked up though

congratulations on joining the murder club anon!!!! depending on who you ask the name refers to either people who have murdered or people who have witnessed murder. usually both. actually extremely often both. it's a swell time you'll feel right at home (don't mind our collective skyglass knife collection in the back)

#im still not far into nemesis personally but im very much enjoying it #honestly in a weird way it feels like it's moving faster than HD did. which. is funny bc nemesis is like The gated behind item grinds quest #idk. HD was a fun slowburn where we adventured around gathering our rogues gallery before the action kicked in #nemesis on the other hand feels like im picking up halfway through a batman serial #fallen london #ask #it's WAY more fucked up right off the bat than HD was. honestly ive thought abt red honey for ages. that's so fucked up #and we LEAD with that?? Okay #definitely a horrors-filled ambition befitting caeru (the guy who's constantly going through horrors)#it really encourages you to get fucked up and freaky and in ur character's headspace at basically every step along the way #i only have HD to compare it too but HD was like. a lot more interpretative in comparison? at least to me. that's what it felt like #and i adore HD for that dont get me wrong here #HD just also waited until like. halfway through before it asked what the scoundrel actually Wanted out of its heart's desire #nemesis in comparison is right off the bat who died? who are you mourning? anguish. justice. there must be vengeance.#it's a delightfully different vibe!! i like it!!!#oh god sorry anon im doing the classic yin talking way too much in the tags thing again #i havent had much excuse to talk abt nemesis and what i think of it so far and of course its rp effects on caeru #but i do have a handful of thoughts on it #it's good. im liking it so far. it's starting very strong if nothing else. and i have no spoiler knowledge of what happens in the future #beyond the choice between rewards at the very end #and im SO curious how we'll get to that point. what horrors will we adventure through next? off we go to find out!#it's biggest glaring weakness so far is how horrendously grindy it is. and like. ive been warned and done my research ahead of time #im doing it on the same account im seeking. i knew what i was getting into. but also gots damn.#in comparison HD's 5-card lodgings and dreamgate feel like footnotes #anyway while im already way too deep into rambling did you know the honey trip gives you fate?? insane. why does it do that. hilarious even

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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 3 months ago

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does reo not also want to be your dog? 🥺 maybe he's more puppy than anything

HE FOR SURE DOES in the sense that he wants to be of service to you !!!!!! he just didn’t call to me when i made those posts ….. :0 not sure if i would call him a guard dog bf ? not that he isn’t overprotective because he absolutely is ….. and he’s possessive…. he just doesn’t have dog vibes to me at all . i guess. reo is more of an owner ….. does that make sense at all

#u two co-own nagi (<- this guy has dog vibes though)#hmmmmm . i cant explain it better than this i just dont see the vision with reo like i do with suguru or kuroo #because they are like . frankly a little insane about the idea of being your dobermanns PDJDKDK reo is like ???#idk … hes just a cat to me . yk #also this is just me but in my mindspace i picture reo as less tall than he is in canon … i guess thats part of it ? maybe ?#AH but dont get me wrong anon . he is handing you the collar and leash himself if thats what you want from him <3 #he is weak to ur every whim … he just doesn’t exactly fantasize abt being your dog i dont think #????? im going in circles in my mind #but ily anon mwah .#ask tag ✩

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simplydnp · 1 year ago

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video today?

p.Le ase

#i miss them #im weak but whats wrong with that #dnp #c.text #dan and phil #phan

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right-there-ride-on · 3 months ago

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fandom nd ppl in general waaaaay overuse the word ‘twink’ for characters that term should definitely not apply to. johnny joestar is not one such case.

#kakyoin is not a twink. johnny joestar most definitely is. just give him some arm muscles thats all I ask #I see a lot of ppl complain abt how the fandom ‘twinkifies’ johnny but unfortunately he is the only character in part 7 I think ‘twink’#would actually apply too…#I feel like I just kicked a hornets nest but its my blog so whatever #its not morally wrong or whatever to call johnny a twink its what hes drawn as for the majority of sbr’s run it’s what he is.#I feel like a lot of the sentiment behind ‘anti-twinkism’ is like how much the term has been overused #and is generally slapped on to characters when fandom wants to declare said character as girly or a bottom or whatever #and therefore ‘weak’ and other stupid gender norm stuff #so I understand ppl’s ire with characters being called ‘twinks’ in that sense #but being a twink is not a bad thing. and beyond that being androgynous is not a bad thing. its also not a bad thing for a man #to express vulnerability / emotional expression / moments of weakness #or other characteristics that have been shoved in the ‘feminine’ gender norm box. there’s literally nothing wrong #with having ‘feminine’ characteristics. unless (gasp) there’s something undesirable about ‘feminine’ characteristics…#araki seems to grasp that sooo why is everyone else so far behind… who said that #not that anyone would be misogynistic in fandom spaces or anything. pfft. yeah sounds crazy I know #ugh im so not qualified to talk about this #vent post #I don’t want to be woke anymore im exhausted #sbr #steel ball run #johnny joestar #to reiterate (because I know what fandom is like): this is my opinion.

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floral-hex · 3 months ago

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scared

#anxious even #surgery in about 30 hrs from now #just been feeling sick and sad all weekend #headache that won’t go away. my hearing has been bad. I can’t shake this depression. I just feel sick and sad and isolated and alone #my brother had to leave to go back to college and I didn’t even say goodbye bc I was too sad to wake up #didn’t go visit my sister even tho I’ve been wanting to see my niece & nephew bc im sad + can’t hear anything & didn’t want to be awkward #I feel so isolated and weak and it just keeps feeding back into my depression and anxiety #so I isolate and wallow bc I don’t want to inflect myself upon anyone which only makes me isolate and wallow all the more #and I keep thinking about them cracking into my skull in the near future #afraid to be put to sleep and afraid of waking up #and then I’ll be alone in recovery #I said I didn’t really want visitors. but I think there’s a difference between wanting to be alone and having no one to be alone away from #it just… highlights my lack of a life outside my own little bubble #but that’s a different cry for help for another night #it’s been a rough week or so emotionally #and I’ve basically just been pushing past it by getting blasted out of my mind on edibles at night #but that’s not really fun anymore 😕#there are only so many times you can get irresponsibly high & fall asleep fully clothed b4 realizing you’re just avoiding your feelings #I mean don’t get me wrong. it’s fun. but in hindsight it makes me sad & hate myself & the soft puppy of my inner soul doesn’t deserve that #wow where did I go with all of this? what? too much talking #you can ignore this #text

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electragapi · 3 months ago

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Ok last 911 related opinion inspired by discourse sorry!!!

eddie is an amazing father! But this entire situation has wrecked all of his confidence in his parenting abilities. Which is why he’s passive and letting Chris dictate like everything! And that’s obviously not the healthiest way for their relationship to proceed! I def wouldn’t use the words “grow a spine” lol but Eddie does need to get confident in himself, which includes confidence in his parenting. Like idk they obviously aren’t all OK now too bc again, Buck pushed Eddie to stay in El Paso and to talk to chris. Eddie is not confident in himself, and that’s something that this arc is working to do.

#confidence in himself as a person and parent will come if he is honest about who he is and what he wants!#you can’t make confident decisions if you don’t know yourself #I PROMISE IM DONE #911 spoilers #hope this makes sense!#I don’t think Eddie is doing anything wrong lol #it’s an internal struggle #obviously exacerbated by his parents not instilling confidence in him #like that wording I think can come across like Eddie is just being a weak wimpy dad for no reason #rambles

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gifti3 · 3 months ago

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i felt like i came at kylar with regina george energy here ngl

#anyways he like did the whole why him and not me thing #ur so silly #my pc is dating sydney rn....so maybe that might be why kylar...#degrees of lewdity #my character isnt allowed to talk meekly to ppl anymore #ive been fighting whitney too much #too violent #yall im so weak #i feel like im playing this game wrong lmaoo #well u cant really play it wrong #but u know what i mean #now im at the point where im like U KNOW WHAT FUCK YOU BAILEY #ill just go fuck whoever rando u sold me to to keep my money 🙄#im not giving u 300 dollars asshole! i toiled on the docks and did random shit in ppls houses for my money...#and thats how my ass got trapped by eden for like a day lol #this town...#how do i hate fuck and then ignore a character like i dont know them #is that feasible??#once i figure out sydneys whole situation maybe...#ALSO i have this collar on my neck and cant get it off iwdjksijwd

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finneander · 1 year ago

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if dawntrail has a million fans, i'm one of them

if dawntrail has 5 fans, I'm one of them.

if dawntrail has 1 fan, that one is me

if dawntrail has no fans, i'm no longer alive

if the world is against dawntrail, then i am against the entire world

till my last breath, I'll support dawntrail

#finn speaks #ffxiv poasting #i LOVE dawntrail and it genuinely might be my favourite expansion #“eugh too much reading nothing happens blah blah blah” you are WEAK and also WRONG. go play the msq boy #best story dungeons. best zones. some of the sickest music. AND a good plot. its a good start to a new arc #i WILL defend dawntrail. get behind me wuk lamat and erenville #also moots who have no idea what im yapping about ff14 has a VERY good free trial which includes the entirety of the base game #and the first two expansions with no restrictions on playtime. no credit card required. sign up now boy

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assmaster-8000 · 5 months ago

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atropos and clotho hide their faces for separate reasons. i originally was hesitant to give lachesis a veil because they're my most beautiful son but? it makes sense doesn't it. you wear golden glory like a skin - like a second face. you hope and you hope and you hope that someone doesn't see the dark, sickly scleras of your eyes - your soul, past the gilded net.

they do. they do. they all do.

#clotho hides their gaze to reflect their hypocrisy #they observe. they watch. they love to dissect and analyse. but they don't want you looking at THEM. knowing them #but they leave a lot in the open. you can still see their eyebrows move when they make an expression. you can see them smile or frown #atropos hides their whole face to signify the death of their identity in favour of their role. their work #soft flesh died long ago. mot even death will be soft. their shroud will be chainmail cold and they will be immortalised in this #to hide their weaknesses. as clotho themself does #lachesis is kind of both of them. they don't know who they are past the gold and the godhood and the glory #what lies beneath... scares them as well. they know it scares the people. so they hide it for them. it doesn't work #also yes i take direct inspiration from this veil so count it as a sneak peak of their official design #i have more or less nailed their head(s). now comes their clothing #i was originally gonna go with a simple chiton but after all these mentions of glory and greatness?#im gonna go for a more intricate design #also i did mention something about red highlights and i realised mmmm... sundews are red #atropos and clotho are brunettes. lachesis is the only blonde. what went wrong here #if i made a typo no i didn't mind 🤍

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youmakethelight · 6 months ago

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Vehemently not wanting a ship to be canon so much that you have to comment it on other people's posts is reasonable, but saying anything that suggests you disagree means you're too obsessed with fictional characters?? Please what is the difference? If you're chill about fictional characters, why does their possible romance make you so irate??

#please im so tired why are people on the internet so narrow minded im so upset #just why is it so hard to mind your own business i do not understand #if you didnt see romance ok fine it doesnt make me wrong for seeing it #apparently “it shows” that i didnt watch the show this is so stupid who fucking cares #why the fuck do you care so much i dont get itttttttt #im so tired bc there are 53039384 people on the internet who all say the same thing #and no one even asked?!??#also as if the thousands of people who ship them all didnt watch the show pleaseee its so weak #its OK for people to notice different things in a show jfc #it doesnt mean neither person didnt watch it and it doesnt make either person wrong #its giving 5 year old who doesnt understand other people have brains of their own #but times by 1 trillion bc there are that many people who behave like this on the internet what the fuck is the point looool #no but seriously #I do know the reason its bc theyd rather spread their toxic world view than confront their own issues #but even so im tired of seeing it #go the fuck away please

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polin-erospsyche · 1 year ago

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To be completely fair, jumping off of what Nic said during that tea interview, there’s a very good reason for which we do not get a scene where Colin invites Pen out for dinner. If that happened we can forget about them wiping each others mouths, or making weird sexual noise when smelling the food or speaking of creamy cakes being eaten. They’d be no food to eat cause it’d all be on the floor, there’d be no table left (rip another piece of furniture being broken). They actually physically wouldn’t be able to have this kind of date out in public.

#you give Colin pen and food his two biggest weaknesses the boy looses it #tell me Im wrong #not during the first few months anyway #they’d have to pay for so much more then their dinner #i said what I said #polin #bridgerton #bridgerton season 3

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somefisher · 5 months ago

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Fuck my stupid lonely gay life

#AUGHH. AM I EVEN CAPABLE OF CONNECTING WITH OTHER HUMAN BEINGS #gun to my head. am i even a real person anymore #i dont even like talking to other people is the worst part #sometimes i wonder how my life would be if i hadnt developed insanely severe social anxiety in high school #never trust how you feel about your life after 8pm <- repeating this over and over #how do people even make online friends. like. i guess i would have to actually talk to people #but even then what if i say something wrong. what if i dont have anything to say. scary #i think a new hyperfixation would fix me (haha ) but i havent been able to enjoy anything on that level recently and its kind of #PISSING ME OFF but whatever. is this what neurotypical peoples lives are like. how do they do it #pacing in a circle zoloft takes 8 weeks to work zoloft takes 8 weeks #i guess i use this account as a vent mostly but thats because i have no where else to . LOL #whatever. another vent post for the ages. this ones not even coherent. im so good at talking about fucking nothing dude #vent #talking #i like going through my own vent posts and analyzing my character development like im from a story #hey past me i hate to zay it but stimulants did not fix your problems. in fact they sent you into a major dissociative episode #got put on ritalin now but i dont think its gonna help probably. but maybe thats because the last two adhd medications were so terrible #but i think my adhd too bad for weak stimulant and my anxiety too bad for strong stimulant . my mental illness cocktail untreatable #im so glad you cant see views on tumblr that shit made me so anxious on twitter i deleted an entire account lol #bro cant make friends and he cant maintain the friendships he has 😭 what a loser

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