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Sekido pet au part 2 is nearly finished, I'm so sorry it's taken this long
I have no excuses
Almost every day I was like "I'm gonna work on that fic" and then it didnt happen and then the next day I was like "hey I'm gonna work on that" and then it...did not happen. And it repeated like that for 3 months oops
#im... awful#im awful#my brain would work better if i had a lobotomy#whoopsie#arktalks#arkwrites#demon slayer
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look at me
#cannot describe in words how i'm feeling right now it's just this#sickening pit in my stomach#in my head i understand why innie mark did what he did and im happy for him and in awe at this show#but my heart. oh my heart#severance spoilers#markgemma#mark x gemma#mark scout#gemma scout#screeds#severance#cold harbor#severance season 2#severance 2.10
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love drawing characters almost kissing
#my art#destiel#deancas#dean x castiel#castiel#dean winchester#spn#spn fanart#supernatural#the yearners of the century#gay castiel#bisexual dean winchester#they make me insane#dont mind them looking awful#never really drew them before#sorry but im forever drawing dean is his leather jacket and cas in his good coat i refuse to draw their later wardrobe
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baby's first heavymedic shipper (?)
#zhiart#tf2#fanart#comic#team fortress 2#tf2 heavy#tf2 medic#heavymedic#tf2 scout#tf2 pyro#tf2 engineer#texastoast#texas toast#i guess#tf2 texastoast#red oktoberfest#tried to make the spell fujoshi in his texan accent idk man#anyways im practising drawing them#love to do art study on them they should do that in actual art class#if there is not anywhere for example#AW HELL... engie voice#2k#?!!!?!!!?!!
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Lambert. The Lamb.
#guess whos brain is coming back from the january awful. ME#im about to be so powerful /j#cult of the lamb#trod au#technically#cotl lamb#doodles
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Just some more thoughts on that jayvik dbh au
#I got a lot of people saying that Viktor should be the Android#which I did mention in the tags last time#but after thinking about it I just think that the human experience is such an integral part of viktor as a character#(aside from the fact that it makes every character ever)#his pain and suffering due to his illness and disability and class#like I can’t take that away from him#not that Jayce doesn’t go through his own things too#but I think Jayce’s naïveté from season one lends itself well to an Android in awe of human life#and a jaded but wise Viktor who still has a good heart and sense of humour#I mean this is just my version of the au and like I think I said in my tags last time im pretty sure I’ve seen a few around with android V#definitely got recommended some fics that I’m excited to check out!#sorry for rambling - this isn’t to discredit any other interpretations!! just kind of exploring my thought process behind it :)#oh also sorry that this is angsty lol#it’s fine#my art#arcane#jayvik#Jayce talis#jayce arcane#Viktor arcane#dbh#detroit become human#arcane au#noodles talks#(in the tags)
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I think it’s crazy how im in love with all of them
#one piece#Nami#luffy#zoro#mine#their awfulness and strangeness and their quest#hehe#my people#im gonna turn this into a booklet#hopefully I’ll do the rest of them but let’s see
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make it vicious, take a stab
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jujutsu gojo#jjk gojo#jjk satoru#blood/#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#just in case idk#i believe in night moves fv supremacy#i feel like i say this every time but im dead deceased on the floor in the ground etc etc#maximum effort fr gojo as usual sighhhhhhhhhhhh#3 days on this mf who let me draw another mirror who didnt talk me down#i got so frustrated after i finished his reflection only to realize i had a whole other half gojo to draw#do not look too closely ik its not perfectly mirrored ik ik ik i wanted to die the whole time pls b kind#especially the hair gjhdfkdgk the last mirrored char i drew was megumi and at least with him his hair is dark#with which i can Conceal my mistakes#none of tht here sighs . this freak and his florescent hair#anyway even tho i died and perished and expired etc i am . SO happy w this u have no idea#blood sweat and tears went into this one#and easter eggs! so many easter eggs#pls take it and enjoy im tired of staring at him and his god awful lipstick job . make yourself decent smh
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what if she abstracts because of caine
#aw man shes all goopy#showtime so good when its just this#the amazing digital circus#tadc pomni#tadc caine#can i still tag this as a ship#yea#caine x pomni#tadc showtime#anyway if pomni abstracts in the show#im going to sob#even if she comes back#i love pomni sm i dont want anything bad to happen to her WAILS#(i say as i draw her abstracting anyway)
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Doofus forced to wake up
#ratblr#fancy rat#i found out shes a girl lol she loves my hoodies#whivh is so convenient as im a dysphoric trans girl 👍#bcuz i live in the most awful humid part of Missouri
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The dead boys are detecting...!
Charles I said not to touch anything 😔 that boy's getting cursed by whatever's in there for sure
random extra stuff under the cut ↴
Here's just the background (this house has a suspiciously high quantity of lamps) from before I threw a bunch of random effects and color changes on it in davinki resolve. now we're rockin the cosmo and wanda color pallette
And some gifs that are an even BIGGER FILE SIZE as the other ones but they are eeeeever so slightly smoother in their slight camera shaking
Feel free to use any of this for whatever! :D For this one (1) artwork you have my permission yay thanks :)
#guys i think this house might be haunted 😳#dead boy detectives#dbda fanart#edwin payne#charles rowland#fanart#animation#dead boy detective agency#dbda#this was supposed to be a small thing of edwin but then i just kept adding stuff#i was lazy on coloring it but i still wanted it to look cool#theres a lot of stuff that could be fixed on the animation but eeehhhhhh#I feel like the room they're in would be awful for charles because its full of random stuff that he wants to mess with but#its almost all definitely spooky stuff that he shouldn't mess with#anyways do you like the radial blur#its not dead boy detectives if the corners of the screen aren't completely obscured by an artsy lens#i just did a little blur though#im not as crazy as the dbda cinematographer#also hi im suddenly posting art for the first time in years what#made in:#opentoonz#davinci resolve#these gifs dont loop and thats okay
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even dogs pass the mirror test
#hello again everyone. how's it going#isat loop#in stars and time#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#isat#lucabyteart#isat spoilers#so. had this idea Before getting my hands on the artbook and being validated. literally have a voice note from 4:30am on the 8th where#i frantically noted down this just horrid horrid horrid caption because i'd been musing on the sasasap Dress line all day i suppose#just kind of rotating in my brain the way any kind of first time trying on new clothes for them would be .#just absolutely mental breakdown material and not one i think would be recovered from quickly. they hate being in their own skin#like. a lot? like a lot. the collateral of any kind of transfemme read was barely in my mind until it ended up relevant again while i was#actively working on this. because christ that's a bad combo. 2x different forms of body dysphoria in one. maybe even 3x somehow#plus any scenario where they get clothes is... likely gifted. something they react viciously negatively to in game and i doubt#would improve thereafter. just a veritable katamari of disgust and self-loathing#like i was mostly just thinking abt how a lot of our collective depictions of loop being alienated from their body are rather abstract#in a body horror way mostly. on account of loop being more of a metaphor than a person half the time. so i think i wanted to depict#something closer to just. a human level of body dysphoria. no focus on the whole duplicate thing just... raw disgust for the self#but with the addition of recent discussion and playing ball more with the she/her loop and transfem loop angle...#scenario of leaning into femininity to try throw off suspicion on who they are PLUS realising they might want that PLUS the party#trying to use this to bond with them PLUS body dysphoria PLUS new!gender dysphoria PLUS the usual revulsion for wanting and desire#like. that is a catastrophic combination . not coming out of that one without it getting worse for a few weeks thereafter#that's a real lash out at everyone around them and then recede in shame type breakdown. which im sure looks interesting from#the party's pov because jesus christ that touched a nerve something awful (<- they only have half the context AT BEST)#. so . there's your free scenario to ponder on if you'd want to. seeing as ive done a picture without a shitload of words on it for once#ALSO don't get smart with me in the tags about the mirror test being an absolutely ass test in most regards re: self-awareness#or that things like minnows pass it. i'm a fellow pedant dont worry. it's just that minnow doesn't really have the same ring as dog yknow?#this is supposed to be like an absolutely excruciatingly self loathing thought spoken aloud of a caption. it's pithy and cruel on purpose#and more than a little inspired by (reblogged yesterday) liminal space's 'there is no other dog. it's just you'
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mistletoe kisses are just excuses to kiss your friends. (post-reveal, pre-relationship ladynoir)
hi @torvalvt i was your ashville secret santa!! SURPRISE!!!!!
bonus:
#i know im posting this at the most god awful hour but I HAVE TO GO TO BED AND I WANTED TO POST IT TODAY#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#ladynoir#lovesquare#chat noir#ladybug#adrien agreste#marinette dupain cheng#miraculous fanart#ml fanart#miraculous lb#ml comic#miraculous ladybug comic#miraculoustalesofladybugandcatnoir#cat noir#ash art#comic#digital art
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do you guys see the vision.
#chrome draws#polybeasts and polyancients connected through the beast/ancient pairs#it would be so so so awful. just the absolute worst.#sigh. okay time for tags#cookie run kingdom#crk#cr kingdom#polybeasts#polyancients#beast x ancient#urghhhh so many character tags. okay. sigh. im not doing both “____ cookie” and “____ crk” for each character#that’s too much#pure vanilla cookie#white lily cookie#hollyberry cookie#dark cacao cookie#golden cheese cookie#burning spice cookie#shadow milk cookie#silent salt cookie#eternal sugar cookie#mystic flour cookie#im not individually tagging each beast/ancient ship
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so i heard dino stamatopoulos is currently writing a script for a moral orel movie
guys im insane
#when i first heard that dino was considering making a moral orel movie i had so much happy jitters bro#i have only just gotten into moral orel fairly recently but this show already means so much to me#with the awful state the world is in right now i think i really needed a show like this especially as a queer person#i love u so much moral orel. i hope dino's idea gets approved#but also im more than happy with the script itself getting released online. new mo stuff is way better than nothing at all#moral orel#orel puppington#moral orel fanart#religious imagery#religious art#art#digital art#fan art#whatwouldoreldo#toby draws things
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gracing your timeline with this random and gruesome sketch, you’re welcome
#i swear im still working on the comic#im just frustrated and have very limited abilities#and everything i draw is gruesome awful hideous#hazbin hotel#radioapple#appleradio#hazbin hotel alastor#hazbin hotel lucifer#my art
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