#includes: haunting

[khajiit-journal]

Middas, Mid Year 10, 2025

🗓️ | Wednesday, June 11, 2025 🌦️ | hot & clear 🌙 | full moon 🎊 | Dualaud Summoning Day

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No dream remembered...

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It took one fucking day for Lemon Guy and his cronies to get through my devotional jewelry allowing me to speak to people. It's just... sigh? Like. I get the dude is stupid strong, hence why this haunting has been going on as long as it has been, but this is just ridiculous that I get a single evening of being able to talk to people before his bitch ass strikes shit down.

I'm so looking forward to being rid of this stupid haunting.

I generally know that this shit is WHY. I keep being told. "You need to be resting", because it's this shit of "Can't be of faith right now. It's too dangerous. You need to stop." but I don't trust that that's not haunting bullshit, y'know?

And also, MAN I complain about my haunting a lot. ...I'm not gonna stop any day soon, though. I've earned this.

My joy is currently coming from laughing my ass off at me being permitted to call myself "Lucifer's little meow meow" as a joke without being smote. Dude really tolerates so much of my bullshit and it'll be a mystery why until the end of time.

They're around as per usual, honestly. Them, the Witch Mother, and my guardians are like... constants. in my life. Patér Zeus is around as well today because I called and asked and it actually worked? Amazing. But I wanted to ask and make sure this wasn't actually two specific Greek Gods the person the haunting is trying to make me go back to worshiped.

I was told back then before the haunting that these two Gods were actively choosing neutrality. They would neither take my side, nor theirs. I'm fine with that. I just wanted to make sure that this wasn't them turning around and deciding that neutrality wasn't actually what they wanted to do.

I was told it's not them two, though, which is good, and another person also agreed that this doesn't sound like something either of those two would do. I just need to reach out to Odin for asking about another Norse God this person worshiped. (And said person also said it doesn't seem like a this God thing to do either.)

I would summon Dualaud today but I know I can't. because of the said haunting. So I'm not even going to bother. Next year.

But, uhhhm. The Golden Prince's lion is printing today. I hope it comes out good first try instead of not. Xe's still content with the silver ring 'cause the golden ring was already taken. I'd buy a golden ring to wear for xem, but uh, gold rings are expensive? Sorry dude but I do not have upwards of 100+ bucks to spend of a devotional ring right now.

But all the other things are printed by now. I haven't shared a pic of the wolf either for The Sapphire Fang, so I dropped that below the cut.

[danceintheskies]

im goinfg to throw uup

[hinamie]

subject, specimen, spectacle;

should i say that you're dead?

[daily-haunted-tv]

Sheet ghost

[peace-hunter]

op: "i really don't mind-" zeta: "Do Not enable him"

sort of a sequel to this? a lot of people really wanted op to get a hug and i support that. so does prima. zeta isn't really against it, he just wishes prima would at least try to stick to the schedule for primus' sake-

haunted au

[merverelli]

"you just feel yourself let go."

still thinking about this episode. man. 💪💥

[hiding-under-the-willow]

This drawing has been sitting in my computer waiting for it's time to see the light of day since November and now I can finally post it!! Honest to god one of my favorite things I've ever drawn

[skymantle]

what does it all mean.

[shellem15]

Horrible idea just popped into my brain that I must share with all of you:

The lord of the hells looks like the most beautiful person you've ever seen. So, who does he see when he looks at himself?

My guess is the Everlight, and isn't that fucked?

[gottabescientific]

hockeyblr is awesome bc someone will go "this is the hottest man I've ever seen" and 9 times out of 10 you could find twelve of him in any gas station in florida

The 1 out of 10 its Leon Draisaitl

[khajiit-journal]

Morndas, Mid Year 09, 2025

🗓️ | Monday, June 09, 2025 🌦️ | warm & clear, then very rainy at night 🌙 | waxing gibbous 🎊 | n/a

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[ dream go swoosh over my head ]

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Today I got my shrine vessels/waypoints for The Obsidian Blade and The Ruby Lantern, so they've joined The Emerald Feather. The Golden Prince and The Sapphire Fang will have things soon!

Speaking of that, though, Witch Mother wants me to make a consecration ritual to do on the solstice. I need to do it regardless for their shrine vessels, but also for their jewelry vessels. I'm gonna suck it up and prioritize buying their jewelry vessels they picked instead of ten million new decks next when I buy the Litha/Midsummer SOTW deck. I want to be able to get their new items and consecrate them during the Summer Solstice. It's just... costly. y'know? But everything else CAN wait. I'm not super happy about it, but it CAN wait.

But speaking of guardian spirits, I'm also like. I'm worrying a bit that because the haunting has fucked up communication so much, then I might not have heard some things they've said in the past. I tried to talk to them through tarot but the instant I grab a deck the haunting kicks right back up and I can't speak to them.

I'm going to have to talk to them another way. Because while I've had enough conversation through other means to verify that they want what I've been settling into (and Lucifer has also verified it too, who I don't have communication problems with), I wish I could talk to them the way I used to be able to. [ siiiiiigh ] So annoying and frustrating.

I hope! that by doing all of this will add the guardians to my "no communication issues" roster alongside Zyxlairuo, Lucifer, and Witch Mother. Wearing the jewelry today really helped, so I'm gonna keep doing that. I want to be able to hear them and speak with them properly.

...That gives me an idea. I'm going to try and talk to them through tarot wearing their devotional pieces.

Okay, good news! I can! Bad news! They bonk me for speedrunning this shit again. AAAAAAUGH LET ME GO FAST LIKE SONIC /silly

Witch Mother also... has plans for me to do for the full moon and for the solstice in general? I think the solstice plan is just consecrating. But the full moon plan is recharging shit and making sure that I re-enchant my nonbinary bracelet to help make people affirm my gender more. I can't wear gender pins as easily as I'm not in a very trans friendly area, so magic is all I got, especially when both friends and family still consistently forget that I use they/them, which is annoying as shit.

I don't have anything else to say... I'm tired. Been very busy and maybe haven't been resting the way I should be. WHOOPSIES!

I've also dropped some pics under the cut, of my jewelry I wear + the shrine waypoints.

The set:

Dragon ring - devotional and jewelry waypoint to The Emerald Feather

Silver ring - devotional/jewelry waypoint to The Golden Prince (golden ring was already taken)

Blue tube bead bracelet - devotional/jewelry waypoint to The Obsidian Blade

Wolf bracelet - devotional/jewelry waypoint to The Sapphire Fang

Gold ring - devotional ring to my path and my faith

Nazar amulet - for general nazar amulet reasons

Enby bracelet - enchanted to help people see me as my gender

Butterfly necklace - devotional/jewelry waypoint for The Ruby Lantern

Blue gem in cage necklace - wearing just 'cause right now

Majora's Mask necklace - for funsies :)

Orange and red necklace - devotional to the unrecorded pantheon and my main patron, Zyxlairuo

Then the demon skull is The Obsidian Blade's, the angel is The Ruby Lantern's, and the dragon is The Emerald Feather's. Having home access to a 3D printer is cool and fun.

[babacontainsmultitudes]

Not a Francis hater, not a Francis apologist, but a secret third thing (watching him be a fucked up little freak and enjoying the show 🍿)

[hinamie]

hhmmmmm uh im dusting the cobwebs off my brain trying 2 come up w something interestinf uhh.......anything non spoiler-y you can discuss w regards to geto in the atla au perchance?

hi rin !!!!! tysm fr sending i hope u r doing well <3

atla geto lore fr u courtesy of sam:

he's a waterbender from the northern water tribe. he can bloodbend but finds it distasteful

he gave gojo the betrothal necklace/proposed to him when they were 20 (all of the adult characters are aged up in the fic vs jjk canon ages)

all of his decisions are driven by a desire to lighten the burden placed on gojo's shoulders

aaaaand atla geto draws fr u courtesy of Me :3

jjk atla!au with @philosophiums

[michaun]

IMDbs Top 15 User Rated Mike Flanagan Series Episodes

15. Steven Sees a Ghost

[ph-cutie]

easy leo appreciation post. hes genuinely like the happiest most content person in the entire game. guy working for a controversial politician(s) due to a personal bond they built decades ago on the Playground, he doesn't quite comprehend the implications of everything that's happening around him but it's okay. hes not trusted with sensitive information but he's valued in his own right. evrart says he's irreplaceable. he's got a wife that loves him and he loves her. he wishes they could have kids but life is life. the missus cooks porridge for the claires every day (not relevant i just think abt it often). leo has survived a lot of hardship, having to immigrate as a child to escape an abusive father, but that doesn't stop him from being a happy guy who's chill with everyone and loves to chat. love u Leonard Bellec