#inner child has been healed

[pastelpool]

saw the FNAF movie last night

cheered and cried multiple times

i don’t give a FUCK that eight year wait was worth it!!!

[haemosexuality]

i just heard someone on youtube (T B Skyen) say that silco loved jinx but didnt quite know how to love powder, while vi loves powder but doesnt know how to love jinx. and oooof oof ouch yeah

also it got me thinking and obviously jinx and powder arent two different people shes just going by a different name now but its also not baseless to analyze them as different "characters", or what traits of jinx are part of powder, etc. like the animators literally have a trick where they change her facial structure how they animate jinx to show when shes behaving more like powder. shes completely changed who she is, its jinx now powder fell down a well, sat on the jinx chair embraces who she is etc etc

[toffoliravioli]

HSHDHXHHXXB SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP-

[noxmalfoy]

also met daniel radcliffe today. wearing dark mark earrings. this is my legacy.

[catastrxblues]

finally listening to guts ajsklfd

[barbieaiden]

pls did anyone play panfu

[ophernelia]

I cannot believe people are actually using my builds. Honestly, I still can’t believe people pay attention to anything I make lol.

I’m glad you guys like it though. I’m gonna keep practicing so I can get better at building and creating stuff for my series.

I don’t have much else to say aside from that because I’m very sentimental so I will be crying about this later!

[visjules]

Miraculous is such a frustrating show.

The concept is fucking great, it’s something I’d definitely get into, but the only real produced media that adapts this concept is garbage, why haven’t any of the characters or villains progressed in the span of 5 seasons? I’ve watched 12 episode anime with more development.

[brattybbyy]

Starting to realize that a lot of things in my life doesn’t align with who I am, who I’m trying to be and just my overall character.

[lunar-girl-fic]

Did I cry watching the show? Yes, yes I did

[halinski]

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[13th-doctors-wife]

(spoilers for good omens season 2)

just finished watching season 2. i bawled my eyes out for ten minutes straight. like full on sobbing. not even because of the ending. i think i will need to do a whole rewatch just to get all the feels of the show. i bawled because i felt 20 years worth of my own trauma that i've been bottling up about growing up gay and everything that comes along with it but also just the feeling of being deeply deeply alone in your own head about it. in tv shows when i was growing up, if there is anything remotely queer, which there wasn't any for a long time, it has only ever been... undertones, nothing real, nothing solid. i had nothing like this growing up. just seeing two of my favourite characters kiss absolutely killed me. having this as a young teen would have erased so much of my loneliness and shame and pure fear. i am so so happy things are changing for the younger gays of the world now. they get to grow up with shows like this. and watching it is healing the inner me that lived through a different time<3 god. eeeugghhh. it is so much more than a kiss to me.

[onwardintolight]

After 9 years of missing dance, I finally went and tried out an adult ballet class last night. It was so wonderful and honestly very easy and low-key, being a beginner class, which is exactly what I need right now as it’s more important to listen to my body and not push myself than ever before since btw, y’all, I’m pregnant! Due this Christmas ☺️

I’m trying out a beginner jazz class tonight too and I’m so excited. I won’t be able to keep up with jazz as well as ballet (due to the pregnancy I’ll have to sit out anything with movements that are too sharp/jostling and some floor work), but since this is a super beginner class I think it’ll be fine and a great refresher.

Jazz has a special place in my heart; it’s what I fell in love with the most as a kid and was the most empowering and meaningful for me, but I was forced to give it up because of it being too “sexy” (though even the sexiness/sassiness of jazz was good for me back then as a traumatized kid because it gave me the opportunity to take back and own what had been taken away from me). I’ve had some more experiences with jazz here and there since then that convinced me it felt like coming home, but I’ve never gotten to really reclaim it. It’s what I’m hoping to really pursue after my pregnancy because I want to feel that freedom and power again and proclaim to the world how much I’ve healed.

[pepprs]

having the issues i have is literally exhausting. like why do the miseries have to be ceaseless and the horrors unending.

[fearsomeandwretched]

My latest hyperfixation being a tall blonde millionaire girlboss from Pennsylvania is deeply embarrassing lmao

[nowimhaunted]

hardly anyone is online so I just want to say I literally like... feel so lucky???? and I am not trying to brag and I am just so genuinely grateful that I got a Taylor follow and multiple likes/reblogs and a secret session invite whenever she was on here, and now I am going to five eras tours shows including opening and closing night with my best friend that I met on here because of Taylor... sorry I am not trying to brag I literally just feel so thankful this is actually my life and happening to me bc wtf