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porcalinecunt · 1 year

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𝐈 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐃 𝐀 𝐁𝐎𝐘 — 𝐏𝐓 𝟐

✟ 𝐇𝐀𝐊𝐊𝐀𝐈, 𝐌𝐈𝐓𝐒𝐔𝐘𝐀, 𝐊𝐎𝐊𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐈, 𝐈𝐍𝐔𝐈

✟ 𝐅𝐋𝐔𝐅𝐅

𓂅 ✧ tokyo revengers boys kissing their boyfriend for the first time + finding out they like boys

𝐜𝐰 — some suggestive themes. biting (kokonoi!). more tooth rotting fluff.

𝐚/𝐧 ❥ yup, more gay hc’s bc im gay and i do what i want on this acc AHA— but anyways, yall wanted a pt 2 thanks to the poll i posted a long while ago. sorry for the delay, life got busy and i’ll probably have slower updates for now. enjoy! 🤍

𝐇𝐀𝐊𝐊𝐀𝐈 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐁𝐀

gay panic

poor baby is weak around pretty boys!

always had eyes on you ever since you accidentally bumped into him trying to find the bathroom.

you were a good friend of yuzuha, so it’s no surprise you’d see hakkai a lot.

every time she’d invite you over to study, hakkai would have to lock himself in his room. so you wouldn’t see his beat red face.

despite that, you curiosity got the better of you.

you’d start to pay more attention to the blue haired boy, looking his way and smiling at him innocently.

you cannot lie, you love the way he practically melt when you look at him. hiding his face to avoid embarrassment, but only drawing you closer.

the gap between you two would close however, when one night, yuzuha would run out to grab some snacks. it was only you and hakkai sitting the the living room.

despite the effort, you two couldn’t ignore one another forever. one thing lead to another, and suddenly, you were talking to him.

maybe the topic of crushes comes up? to your surprise, hakkai revealed that he never had a romantic partner. sure, he did have a few crushes, mitsuya being one of them. however, he could never muster up the courage to say anything.

the both of you knew what the other was trying to say, there was no point in hiding it anymore. not with hakkai’s pink cheeks and your flushed face.

“you like me, don’t you?” you’d asked an already flustered hakkai.

there’s was no point in denying it anymore, he could only utter the word “yes.”

moving your face closer to his, you hear his breath hitch and his cheeks grow beat red. awaiting your lips to make contact with his.

it wasn’t anything intense, a quick peck that becomes a smooch when you grabbed his face and presses it closer to yours. his face was hot against your hands.

it only lasted a couple seconds, before you pulled away, meeting a flustered hakkai.

“c-can you do that again?”

𝐌𝐈𝐓𝐒𝐔𝐘𝐀 𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐈

absolute heartthrob!

it’s no surprise that a couple guys would end up crushing hard on him, including you.

after passing by his club a couple times, you couldn’t help but peer in. curious to see why mitsuya was so popular with the girls. safe to say, you got your answer.

you also decided to join the club, despite you never touching a sewing machine in your life.

despite constantly pricking your fingers, messing up a couple threads, mitsuya never once lost patience with you.

your heart flutters every time mitsuya speaks with you, whether he helps you with the sewing machine or small talk, hearing his voice only made you fall deeper in love with him.

so it's no surprise when one afternoon, you decided to shoot your shot at the club leader.

it was only you and him alone in the clubroom, since you stayed over to help him clean up.

however, as the time to leave inches closer and closer, you still couldn't spit it out. your mind became a train of thoughts that discouraged you from confessing.

you feared the thousands of possibilities of your confession going wrong, maybe he isn't into guys? does he only see you as a friend?

just when mitsuya was about to leave, you quickly stopped him before he could walk through the door.

impulsively, and messily, you finally told him the truth through stutters and shake hands. your face grew hotter and hotter from embarrassment.

shutting your eyes, you braced yourself for the rejection, when you felt a soft hand touch yours. looking up, you practically jumped when mitsuya's was near yours.

you froze when his lips touched yours, it was gentle and sweet. the taste of berry chapstick kissed your tongue, as you loose yourself to him.

pulling away, you could barely look at him in the eye. this is not how you'd get your answer, then again, you weren't complaining.

"wanna walk home with me, love?"

𝐇𝐀𝐉𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐊𝐎𝐊𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐈

my favorite bisexual ♥

you didn't pull him, he pulled you!

a couple of flirtatious remarks and even more flirtatious texts was enough to sweep you off your feet and into his arms.

but even then, you have yet to give him your first kiss.

it's a bit laughable, but poor you couldn't even look at koko without getting ridiculously flustered.

however, koko enjoyed having such a shy boyfriend.

as much as you try, he knows you'll never initiate a kiss. no matter how much you claim to or would want to "prove it", Koko can already imagined you melting into a puddle.

your first kiss with him would be a surprise.

the both of you are on one of your typical dated, ending with a simple walk through the park.

while he was talking, you were barely listening on what he was saying as you kept staring at his lips. the urge to just give them a quick peck almost took over, but you couldn’t bring yourself to do it.

“hey, are you even listening?”

koko snapped you out of your trance, now his whole body is facing yours.

gazing into those eyes of his made you want to scream, trying to find a way to break it without it getting awkward.

“why the red face? i know you wanna kiss me love.”

your heart was pounding at this point. he was right, you did want to steal a kiss from him. but how could you?

cold fingertips touched your warm cheeks, which only got hotter as he rested his palms on them. your mind was running in circles at that point. the only thing you could do is shut your eyes as your boyfriend finally did the very thing you couldn't do.

what you didn't expect was a a bite to the earlobe, forcing a yelp out of you and clinging onto his shoulders.

beyond flustered to even look at him, he could only laugh at your reaction. something he both expected and enjoyed.

"what's the matter? shy?"

𝐒𝐄𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐔 𝐈𝐍𝐔𝐈

scary boyfriend who loves you!

despite all your doubts, you somehow managed to score a date with inui. boy oh boy, did that man flick a switch in you.

similar to kokonoi, you have yet to steal your first kiss with him despite dating for a good two years now.

only difference is, inui is the shy one!

attempts to kiss him ends with his hand over your lips, all while he tries to hide his flustered face and reddened cheeks.

of course, that never stopped you. it surely didn’t on the night of a certain date.

sitting in the car after spending the evening at a diner, you two were just talking, occasionally staring into one another before one of you got too shy.

suddenly an idea came over your head.

maybe you two are doing a at home date, snuggling and watching a movie. inui loves physical affection, so it’s natural for him to be a cuddle bug!

at one point, you snuggle extra close to him. maybe plant a little kiss on his shoulder.

he notices, a pink hue begins to form on his cheeks. you would keep going, kissing his shoulder up to his cheek. till he turned his head around, and you stole the opportunity.

the kiss was sudden, until inui succumbed to it.

it was slow and passionate, with you resting your hands on his shoulders to calm his tense nerves.

pulling away, inui was more flustered then before. however, he cracked a small smile before looking down at your hands that were now holding his.

“that was…better then i could imagine. 🤍”

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nikki-152006 · 2 months

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kokonoi hajime X reader

(from Ameliorate EXTRAS!)

"How much longer do you want to wait?" your friends are worried about you. They glance over towards Inui seated to the side, hoping he'd try to console you but the boy hardly lifts his head.

"He'll be here any second now." you're smiling at them, sure that he'll make it but deep inside even you know Kokonoi isn't coming.

"Ring him up again, Inui." Sano Emma, a friend of yours has her hands folded at her chest. There's nothing but a frown on her face, "He's two hours late already. If he doesn't reach in ten minutes, we're gonna celebrate on our own."

"We'll wait." you look at her with a firm gaze though your irises are twitching, begging you to allow them to let out their pains.

"We won't." she's more definite than you, "If you're really as important of a friend to him, he wouldn't have missed your birthday at least. I don't want to break your heart today of all days, but please, (Name)-chan. You need to face it."

"What nonsense." you laugh awkwardly, looking over at Inui for support but he still doesn't react, "Koko-kun's gonna come. He always does."

"He always doesn't have a girlfriend." Tachibana silently points out, "Men's priorities change once they're dating. You're the one who told me that last year, remember?"

Your lips twitch. You don't want to accept it. You don't want to cry over him on your birthday. You don't want to cry at all- it's the others who'd be put in a more uncomfortable situation than you.

"(Name)-chan.. " Emma sighs as you look over at Inui again, hoping him to intervene and support you, "do you really think Inui's gonna back you up when Kokonoi-san's probably on a date with his sister at the moment?"

Inui's eyes twitch, he looks away.

Your mouth opens, then closes. There's a deep silence in the room.

"Is he?" there's too much of pain in your voice for even you to handle, your eyes get glassier by the second.

Inui doesn't have it in him to reply to you. He's always known of your feelings for Kokonoi but he's always thought Kokonoi and Akane had a deeper bond having known each other from their childhood days.

But at the moment, when he hears nothing but the chords of a broken instrument in your voice, Inui wishes there was something he could do to bring Kokonoi here. No matter what it took.

Tears flow down your cheeks, slowly and slowly staining your cheeks with the dampness of ache. There isn't anything you feel at the moment other than every strand of your heart's muscles being torn apart one by one.

" ... I'm sorry.. " Inui had only wished to cover the date part with some lie and make you believe Kokonoi couldn't come because of some hurdles, but he doesn't wish to keep you living in a lie.

Kokonoi Hajime, a close friend of yours, chose to be on a date with Inui Akane, another close friend of yours on your birthday night. This is the reality.

Inui knows keeping secrets would only make the load of ache in you heavier by passing days, so he doesn't say anything but "I'm sorry", he's not someone who deserves to say anything after all.

"Fuck it all." Yuzuha slams her glass of juice down, "Oi, Inui, " he looks up at her with a defeated look, "piss off."

Inui nods and gets up. He knows it's for the best of you.

Kokonoi can't shut up about how familiar him and Akane look. Of course the sight of him is painful for you. Inui sighs and quietly walks out through the door.

He feels guilty, so very guilty. But then again, there's nothing he can do.

"That's it!" she comes and cups your cheeks, "No one's crying today! It's gonna be a girls' night out. There will be no boys."

"Yeah!" Emma agrees, "Those assholes can go fuck themselves! We're gonna go out and have fun today!"

But you're not in the condition to listen to them trying to cheer you up. You feel torn. Shredded.

You don't understand why you're never good enough for him, you can't figure out what you haven't done for him. Why things turned out like this- him dating Akane is okay, he's always loved her. But he doesn't even bother to even look at you anymore.

You've become non-existent for him, as if the approximate decade you've spent with him doesn't mean anything at all.

It hurts.

"Get up." Tachibana grabs your arm, "Stop crying, (Name)-chan, get up."

You don't want the few friends who do care for you to be left with nothing but uneasiness today, so you try. Though it's hard, though it hurts even more, you try to hold your tears.

"We're going out." Yuzuha says, grabbing her bag and keys from the kitchen counter, "We'll have fun together. We're friends too."

You nod, smile forming on your face but nothing but ache inside. Your heart feels as if it has been scratched a hundred times, as if each of these scratches throbs in it's own blood.

All this time, you tried to keep this inside you, and now it had erupted. You'd been trying to console yourself all this time, but nothing could pull you away from the truth now.

Kokonoi doesn't care about you. At all.

Not even as a friend.

Not even as someone he knows.

Not as anything.

You don't even realize walking with the girls into Yuzuha's car- your brain and heart in a dead frenzy.

"Let's drink." your lips are dry, you feel them while speaking, "I don't want to remember this night."

"If that's what you wish, sweetheart." Yuzuha drives towards her favorite club. She's determined to get you wasted too- not even she wants you to remember your twenty-first birthday as such.

If only Koko-kun cared to at least show up....

You're mad at Akane too, but there's not much you can say to her. Something turned off all your affection for her the moment she and Kokonoi had started dating.

It is natural, you've been told. It's because you're envious, because you wish it was you instead of her.

I always have...

Emma suddenly says she's gonna ask her brother to pick you all up and make sure everyone's home safe later. It disrupts your line of thought.

You've lost too many tears to be stable in your self now. You feel thoroughly dehydrated.

If only this pain would go away...

You unknowingly clutch your heart.

It's not like you to react this way to things. You've always been calm and logical, always think first and act later. It was Kokonoi who'd make you stutter in words and actions.

It was always him who'd make you act out of character- blush, get embarrassed, get self conscious, and what not.

And look at this.

It's him now because of whom you're sitting and crying when you should be celebrating.

No, it's not his fault I chose to be blind.

Kokonoi had been showing this behavior since over a year now- that's even before he started dating Akane. You were the one to choose to let it all past you, it's your fault you tried to run from reality.

"We're here."

You're more than relieved when Yuzuha says it, and are the first one to open the car door and step out.

Yuzuha looks worried about you but she's definite a glass of alcohol would dissolve all your pain into nothingness. She knows you'll wake up the next day and the pain will still be there, but at least you save your birthday night.

Everyone is quick to enter, heels clacking against the floor.

The inside of the club carries a crazy mood matching the frenzy in your mind. The beats of the music nullify your heart by their vibrations.

You inhale deeply, then exhale.

This is what I need.

Tachibana chooses not to drink, but you, Emma and Yuzuha down yourself with a couple of drinks before heading towards the dance floor.

There, you unleash everything boiling inside you as dance moves. They're sad, anyone sober would've been able to tell, but that's the thing you love the most about clubs.

No one is sober. Everyone in clubs is downed with some or the other sort of drinks trying to suppress or ignite some or the other sort of pain or joy. Everyone's the same.

Yuzuha runs a hand through her hair and looks around. She can't spot you anymore and it scares here.

Emma a little distance away from her is looking for you too.

The dance floor is wide, there's a massive crowd gathered there, they don't know how to find you through it all.

Towards the other side of the dance floor, you've just fallen on some dude. He barely flinches as your weight rests on his- you're too drunk to process your own actions now.

With hazy, irritated dry eyes, you look up at the guy- he has a pretty face as far as you can tell.

A nice jaw, eyebrows raised and arched, black hair flowing down his face over to your own. He's pretty, but he's not him.

"Do you need me to take you to the side?"

It's not even his voice.

"Are you okay?"

Those hands aren't like his.

"Excuse me, madam, can you hear me?"

But who gives a shit if it isn't Kokonoi.

He wouldn't be here for me anyways, right?

You kiss him.

Although surprised by the sudden contact, the guy kisses back. It brings you back to how everyone's the same in clubs- looking for some or the other sort of escape or joy.

You wish to run away from your heart, and the guy wishes to run towards his own.

Using him as support, your manage to straighten up, but then lose balance and fall on him again. "Take me away." the words are slurred but they manage to leave your lips.

He does.

He takes your hand, gives you the balance you need and takes you outside the club.

The night air is chilly but fails to calm the heat risen up your body. You giggle, the guy grins.

"What's your name?" his hand his around your waist to help you walk, yours are gripping one shoulder of his from behind and the other his forearm of the free arm.

"Me?" your vision is just as hazy, brain just as fuzzy, but you don't feel pain anymore.

Or rather, you feel too much to know what is pain anymore.

"Yeah?" the guy turns towards you.

You let go of his hold and skip ahead, then turn around with a giggle and your arms wide open.

You're drunk- you can let yourself do anything today.

"(Name)." you say, "I'm (Name)."

"That's a pretty name," the guy catches up to you with smile on his face, "it suits you, (Name)-chan."

You giggle again, "Koko-kun never calls me by my first name, you know. I'm not important to him anyways."

The guy halts, realization hitting him. He doesn't want to take a shot at wooing a heartbroken girl- he feels guilty all of a sudden.

"Do you not like me too?" you look so innocent with your eyes wide and lips trembling in a slur "Did I make you sad?"

Baji Keisuke sighs and runs a hand through his hair, "You didn't." he says, "Would you like to join me for a walk?"

You look at him again, trying to figure whether there's any dislike on his expressions but when your brain doesn't work enough to tell, you just shrug and decide to go with him.

"Should I get you some water?" Baji wants you to get sober enough to realize what you're doing, "You're eyes won't hurt after that."

You let out a small hum. "Okay."

Kokonoi doesn't like it when he's making out with Akane and she suddenly finds something to talk about. He doesn't hate it- it's cute, but sometimes he wishes it was something more related to them than other people.

"Isn't that (Name)-chan?"Akane is peeking outside the car window onto the street where a girl is walking alongside a guy while clasping his arm, "Why is she- oh shit, it's her birthday today!"

"Yeah, yeah it is." Kokonoi sighs, his eyes lazily following hers to see your figure walk with difficulty as a guy takes you along.

"Wait, you remembered?" Akane's eyes furrow, "Why didn't you remind me then? We should've wished her at least."

"She's not a baby, " Kokonoi says, "and besides, " he places his finger under her chin and brings her face towards him, "how dare you think of looking here and there when I'm in front of you."

Kokonoi is much taller than Akane now- he's much stronger and much more dominant.

"What can I say, " she bites her lip, "I have this bad habit."

"Shall I fix it for you?" Kokonoi grins, his hand trailing down Akane's waist.

"Please do."

Before he indulges himself completely with Akane, his eyes go up in instinct. You and the guy have just walked under a streetlight- he can see the guy clearly now.

Kokonoi's mouth hangs. "Isn't that Baji Keisuke?"

Akane frowns but gets up to look. "He's a safe guy, right? He wouldn't hurt her or something?"

"I doubt." Kokonoi frowns, "But I hate that asshole."

"Should we stop them then?" Akane asks, "You wouldn't want him to get a shot on our friend, right?"

Kokonoi's eyes furrow, "Nah, it doesn't matter as much. He wouldn't do anything wrong, don't worry about it, Akane-chan."

She hums in doubt but chooses to go with whatever Kokonoi tells her- she trusts him blindly after all.

Inui sits silently in his office. Kokonoi's office is right opposite to his and he can see Akane sit on the table in front of him through the glass door.

They're chatting.

Inui sighs and closes his file. Right in the middle of the lines of cubicles between his and Kokonoi's office is your cubicle.

He can see the back of your chair- you're buried inside, not wanting to have even a glimpse of what's going on in the office across.

Inui feels guilty, but he doesn't understand whether or not he should. His best friend and sister are dating, there's no greater joy he can have. There's no better guy Akane can have after all.

But he doesn't feel the joy he should. Inui feels like he made a mistake.

He walks outside the office and strolls over to your cubicle.

"(Name)-chan."

He doesn't want you to turn around- if you do, you'll be reminded of Akane and it would hurt, "I'm sorry for yesterday.... Are you okay?"

There's only a hum in response.

"Is everything okay?"

Another hum.

" .... I'll be in my office if you need something."

There's no response.

Inui sighs and turns around to walk towards his office but something repels him.

Without even thinking about it, he takes a turn towards Kokonoi's office and hurries inside.

"Akane-nii chan." he says, "Get off the table please, we're at work and there's a decorum we must follow."

"I'll draw the curtains." Kokonoi waves him off but Inui doesn't listen.

"We're in an office, there's rules around here. I'm not letting you both get away with stuff other employees can't. Please keep your affections for your own time, I don't want any disturbance during work."

"Jeez, Seishu." Akane sighs, "You take work too seriously sometimes," but she does get off, "fine, I'll see you later, Hajime-kun."

Kokonoi stares at Inui after Akane is gone. "What's up with you today?"

"Nothing." Inui isn't in the mood to talk to him at all. It's not like he blames Kokonoi, but there's not an ounce of patience left in him to handle the guilt, your heartbreak and Kokonoi being an ass all at once.

"I'm asking you something, Inupi." Kokonoi frowns, "What's up, why this attitude?"

"Get back to work." Inui leaves the cabin before Kokonoi can reply, but Kokonoi senses something's wrong and he's not letting it go all that easily.

"Everyone!" he enters the hall and announces, "In appreciation of your hard work, you all are allowed to take the rest of the day off!"

Inui knows exactly what's coming up after Kokonoi's announcement. He wishes you leave just in time to not fall between the argument coming up.

There's cheers from the employees as they pack their stuff and leave in groups. It takes a little time for them to leave, Inui's gaze is focused on the one cubicle Kokonoi is unintentionally standing in front of.

You don't step out in attempt to avoid seeing him.

"Are you not going to leave, (L/N)?" Kokonoi notices you a moment later, "I said everyone's dismissed."

Inui sees your shoulders slump as you pack your stuff and get up to leave despite it meaning you'll have to see him. Inui wonders if Kokonoi knows of the emotions you have now.

He wonders if Kokonoi would notice you trying to avoid seeing him but something tells him he won't. Kokonoi isn't the slightest bothered about you to notice.

"Oh, and say hi to that bastard Baji for me, will you?" the hall is already empty, you three are the only ones there, "Tell him he's not winning the next time we- "

The sound of a loud slap cuts off Kokonoi's words.

You bag hits the floor, and Inui's heart falls along with it.

This is the worst case scenario.

He rushes towards them to diffuse the situation but Kokonoi signals him to halt. Inui doesn't know what to do- he doesn't want you to be hurt any further. He doesn't want to live in guilt anymore.

"How do you know I know him?" your voice is hoarse from the events of the previous day, "How do you know I know Baji?"

Kokonoi looks like he's holding onto the last thread of his patience, "You were out with him last night."

"You know I didn't know him." your voice gives away the way your heart wails, "You saw me being drunk and going somewhere with a guy I didn't even know...."

"I did, so?" Kokonoi's fist is balled up, he's trying hard not to unleash his anger.

"What?" Inui turns to him, "You- what if something happened to her? What if that guy did something? Koko, what's wrong with you! Why didn't you- "

"It was Baji, Inupi." Kokonoi spits out, his anger getting the best of him, "That guy wouldn't do shit... and you." he turns to you, "Stop fucking expecting someone to be there to take care of you. If you don't want a situation like that, how about not drink and get wasted like a club hoe."

Inui punches him.

And that, not once.

Kokonoi is too pissed to not respond.

Akane has just entered the hall- she's a receptionist and she'd noticed all the employees leaving- she runs over to Inui, gasping and asking them to stop fighting.

You can hear Akane beg you to help her separate the two- you're the stronger one of the two of you, but you don't even bother looking at her.

You just pick up your bag and turn around and leave, not glancing back even once.

There's a knock on your door that evening.

You walk over to it with a piece of toast in your mouth and open the door to reveal Akane standing behind with an awkward expression.

"Hey, (Name)-chan... I... uhm, so... Seishu told us everything... I'm so sorry- " you close the door at her face, lock it and then walk back to the couches.

Not a single part of you wants to see her anymore, and poor Seishu gets the damage- he looks too much like her and you don't want him to remind you of her.

You're done with green eyes and blond hair and sweet voices but you still cannot come to hate anything about Kokonoi.

It's unfair to Akane, you know it, but there's nothing you can do to control it. She's the one who has always been nice and kind to you and Kokonoi is the one who abandoned you in a hollow friendship, yet still, you cannot come to reduce your hate for her or increase that for him.

It's all just a pain, nothing more.

Love, friendship, everything.

You sigh and ring up Baji.

"I swear you're not getting over him if you keep on calling me." is the first thing he says over the phone. You'd slipped your whole heartache to him in your drunk state, and he chose to stay as a friend.

"I know." you say, though you know you're just trying to replace Kokonoi's hair with the black in Baji's and his grin with that of Baji's.

It doesn't fit at all. You don't like Baji at all, but you love Kokonoi, and you wish to distract yourself before the pain drives you crazy.

"Go get a life, (Name)-san." you hear him say, and are suddenly reminded he doesn't even know your surname- you only told him your first name, "Get a life, and when you need friends, you know the bunch you can come too."

This bunch includes Yuzuha, Emma, Tachibana, him and Emma's brother Mikey who somehow turned out to be Baji's childhood friend too.

They're friends to you, undeniably, but still, a decade of close frienship and love has a different charm to it.

A decade of friendship with Akane gets wasted because your envy and dread gets the best of you. A decade of friendship with Kokonoi is wasted because he suddenly stopped giving a fuck about you.

You don't want your friendship with Inui Seishu to be wasted- whether to not he could help you, he's always stood by you no matter what.

The call has ended and you put your phone down with a deep exhale.

He's right. I can't limit my life to just Kokonoi and his love.

You snort.

His "non-existent" love.

You can hear his voice amidst the knocking on the door. He doesn't sound too willing to call out to you.

"They're wasting their time." you know, because Kokonoi would always love only Akane.

There's no place in his heart for anyone else. Not even you.

And if they wish to come apologize for hardly caring about you, you don't need it. You don't wish for someone who needs to be reminded to care for you to be around you either.

But then again, the ache is there.

"Long long ago, there was a fire in Inui's house... " you're talking to yourself without realizing where you're headed, "Seishu got a scar on his face because of it, Akane was mistakenly diagnosed to require a lot of money to be treated."

You're in the kitchen, and you're turning the burner on.

"Another doctor checked the reports and found the flaw. Akane wasn't needing a big surgery at all. She was all safe and sound."

You turn the stove's burner on, the fire looks beautiful.

"I wonder what would've happened if she had died back then.. "

The doorbell's loud noise snaps you back into reality. It takes you a moment to breath in heavily and come back to your senses.

Once you realize what you'd been tying to do, you turn off the burner and hurry towards the drawing room, body trembling from cell to cell in panic and fear.

You'd lost it. You were about to do something utterly stupid.

It freaks you out.

You don't care who's knocking to door, you just open it. You need someone. Anyone.

You need a human interaction. Even just a single one- just to stabilize your mind and not let it override your body this way. You can't afford to let your life go just because a guy you liked didn't like you back or because he became oblivious to your friendship and what not.

Baji is right, you need to live.

It's Inui outside the door.

Kokonoi and Akane are standing a little further behind- Kokonoi is leaning against Inui's car and Akane stands a few steps away from him.

They look up from the ground on hearing the door open. Meanwhile, Seishu assesses the mess of a condition you're in and immediately steps ahead to help you balance.

Your whole body is still trembling, throat parched in fear. "Help me, Seishu. Help me."

Seishu's eyes are glassy- he doesn't know what to do. He never does, and he blames himself for how everything turns out.

If only I did things right...

But he doubts there's a right or wrong in a scenario like this. None of you all can be blamed for anything.

Inui Seishu hugs you and gently rub his back telling you to calm down. He hears you mumble as you grip onto him, about how you're scared because you feel your body isn't under your control anymore.

You'd always criticized people who leave the world in the name of love but you realize today maybe their bodies aren't in their control anymore. And maybe, they don't or can't put in the effort to gain the control back.

You can't let that happen.

Loving someone is okay, being heartbroken is okay. But letting go of all beauty of the world, all that accepts you for the one person who rejects you is stupid.

You may love him for all your life, may even say his name in the last few breaths of your living, but you would never leave everything and everyone for Kokonoi.

The others don't deserve that.

You don't deserve that.

Seishu helps you inside, Akane tries to help but he tells her to wait outside.

Kokonoi doesn't bother to even step forward.

This time, you don't expect him to either.

"But there's no point feeling guilty about it," Akane and Kokonoi are sitting in the office's cafeteria during lunch, "the whole reason she never told you herself is because she knew you'd feel this way."

Kokonoi just hums in response. He doesn't even know if it's only guilt he's feeling.

Akane stares at him, her lips twitching to word the one question revolving around her mind since the previous day.

"Hajime, " her voice is soft, "in this past decade of knowing her, have you ever even once had any feelings for her?"

Kokonoi's expressions are unchanged, "There's no space for anyone in my heart other than you, Akane-chan. Don't worry yourself with baseless thoughts." he picks up his tray and leaves to put it in the rack of dirty ones.

Akane stares behind him, her lips curled in a frown, "That's not what I'm asking."

Kokonoi watches Inui and you sitting at a table a little away, both busy in gossip. Your expression and pallor give away what you actually feel but you're trying to move on.

He notices you look towards the desert section and walk off towards it. Kokonoi takes the moment to go and sit with Inui Seishu.

"Koko." he greets.

"Inupi." Kokonoi greets back.

There's silence at the table. It is Inui who breaks it with a question- "Are you happy, Koko?"

Kokonoi has never encountered a question harder to answer before.

He's happy with Akane. She is all he has ever wanted since his childhood, but the fact that you sit alone crying because of him doesn't leave a very good taste in his mouth.

Kokonoi knows he chose Akane. He knows he will always stick by her side, yet still, for some reason, it doesn't feel right.

Him and Akane are perfect, but you being sad disturbs his ease.

Kokonoi has never once seen you cry before the previous day- you'd always been the one to smile through everything, the one who'd care for both the boys when they were hurt during the Black Dragon days, scold them, punish them, but always have that smile on your face.

He had started to cut all ties from you a couple of years ago- Kokonoi did not like his one-way hollow tunnel towards Akane being disrupted by a small, beautiful lane running elsewhere.

_________________ "In this past decade of knowing her, have you ever even once had any feelings for her?" _________________

If they'd been feelings, he wouldn't have thrown her aside so recklessly, right?

He doesn't even know why he mentioned Baji to you back then. It was all on instinct, but there was no need to- he has no business with the guys you spend your nights with.

Kokonoi looks up. Inui is still waiting for an answer, but he has none.

He can't even decide what his own actions or feelings mean.

"You should go then." Inui understands, "(Name)-chan wouldn't return back here if you stay."

But you do.

You place a bowl of ice cream in front of each of the two boys two more to the side, then beckon Akane seated a few tables away. Akane comes, though hesitant but you smile at her and try to talk.

You hold back all emotions and smile, just so that no one else has to bear any guilt because of you. Kokonoi sighs, you're trying to move on and fix things alone.

Like always...

This is just the way you are.

Nothing but an idiot.

But seeing you try makes his face droop. It latches an unexplained weight onto his heart.

________ "Are you happy, Koko?" ________

___________ "Help me, Seishu. Help me." ___________

He sighs.

He's not happy.

He doubt he ever will be.

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sleepysnk · 1 year

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hi hi hi! can I get some boyfriend! inui headcanons? hes been my absolute favorite since the 2nd season came out and I was wondering if you could!! Thanks <3

a/n: hi!! of course! thank you for requesting these! i personally really like inui as well, so these were fun to write! i hope you enjoy <3

characters: inui seishu

warnings: fluff, established relationship, mentions of food, soft inui, some suggestive content, use of pet names (baby, my love, princess), very fluffy content, some mentions of jealousy.

RELATIONSHIP HEADCANONS.

inui seishu:

- i’m fully convinced that men who have sisters make some of the best boyfriends. inui is a prime example of that! i think he would treat you like a princess and you’d have zero complaints in this relationship.

- inui is definitely the kind of boyfriend who would be a good listener. he will hear you out on rants and other gossip. he may not have a ton of input, but he definitely sits down and listens intently because he cares a lot about what you say. if you’re one of these people (like me), he will for sure be a perfect match for you. sometimes he’ll give some advice on the situation or issue, but otherwise he’s all ears.

- i think he’d be a quality time kind of boyfriend. that’d easily be his love language. he loves to spend as much time with you as possible. i kind of see inui on the clingy side. he wants to be around you 24/7 and he loves having your attention on him.

- dates. dates. dates.

- inui loves to go out with you. he likes showing you off to the world because you are just so pretty to him. any sort of date is fine with him. he doesn’t care if it’s a restaurant or something as small as eating in his car at two in the morning. he just wants to be in your presence, you know? he’s all about it. he even likes at home dates too! he definitely can cook something up for the two of you, and you probably watch a movie afterwards.

- i definitely see inui as a protective boyfriend. he would hate to see something bad happen to you if he wasn’t around, so expect him to be on guard whenever you’re out. he always looks out for you, and i for sure see him as the kind of guy who would die for you if it came down for it. he has very deep loyalty to the person he loves, and he hopes you feel the same towards him.

- inui can get jealous sometimes. there have been comments made before by people he knows, and it makes him so irritated. he knows you’re attractive, so he’s well aware that those comments will come around. however, he doesn’t want to hear them from weirdos. don’t worry though, he’ll make sure to do something about that. he definitely kisses you in front of them or hugs you tightly while grabbing your ass. he doesn’t mess around when it comes to you and your relationship with him.

- “i love you, princess. i don’t want you to ever forget that.”

- inui loves intimacy. he just loves to cuddle with you and hold your hand whenever he can. whenever you both wake up, he’ll trail his fingertips along your backside. it gives you goosebumps sometimes, but it makes you feel soft and more closer to him.

- akane LOVES you. his biggest fear is his own sister disliking you or hating your presence. he cares a lot about her feelings towards you, so when he found out her opinion about you, he was ecstatic.

- he likes to bring you flowers whenever he’s out and about. you’re constantly on his mind, so whenever he sees flowers, he’ll bring them home to you. you probably have like six vases full of flowers because he loves bringing them to you. it’s super sweet and he’ll always leave a little note on them.

- “to: my love. you deserve the world and i’ll be the one to give it to you <3.”

- takes you heel shopping with him.

- kissing his scar will literally get your pussy ate. lmao, jk. unless.. but he loves whenever you trail your lips along it. it always gets a smile on his features, so please do it!!

- whenever you come visit him at work, he drops what he’s doing to come and greet you at the door. he’ll probably go on his lunch break at that very second to take you out for something to eat. he will do anything to make you happy and he doesn’t care the cost.

- “how’s my baby today? good? i’m glad.. i don’t want to see a frown on that pretty face of yours.”

- playing with his hair is something he loves. he likes to feel your fingers twirling the strands around. sometimes it’s funny to watch you put his hair into weird styles. he laughs whenever the hair ties just fall out and go onto the floor.

- he has a picture of you in his phone case. if he’s having a rough day, he’ll turn his phone around and stare at your smile to get some clarity. you help him a lot more than you may think.

- he deserves the world <3.

#summer responds #tokyo revengers #tokyo revengers headcanons #tokyo revengers fanfiction #tokyo revengers x reader #tokyo revengers x y/n #tokyo revengers x you #inui seishu #inui seishu x reader #inui seishu x you #inui #inui x reader #inui x you #inui x y/n #anime headcanons

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notiddygxthgf · 1 year

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⛤ TOKYO REV!! JUJUTSU KAISEN!! CHAINSAW MAN!!

⛤ master list

⛤ tag list

⛤ library

⛤ requests / rules

⛤ find me on wattpad, ao3, tiktok!

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vincent-4ever · 8 months

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trying to decide who to write for cus I'm bored lol

#tokyo revengers #tokyo revengers x reader #tokyo revengers fluff #tokyo revengers fanfiction #fanfic poll #manjiro sano #seishu inui #hajime kokonoi #chifuyu matsuno #rindou haitani #ran haitani #takashi mitsuya #draken

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haihaihaitani · 1 year

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Masterlist

Series = 🐼 / Reaction = 🦇 / Drabble = 🐜 / AU = 🏴‍☠️ / Song = 🎼 / Prompt = 🎥 / Word = 🎤 / Fluff = 🖤 / Angst = 🕸 / Suggestive = 🎱 / Ship = 🏁 / Unusual = 🕳 / Favorite = 🗝

Tokyo Revengers:

Manjiro Sano:

Them or Me 🐼🐜🕸️

Make Your Choice 🐼🐜🕸️

The Bucket List 🖤🕸

Ken Ryuguji:

Adrenaline 🎼🖤🗝

New Ink 🐜🖤

Keisuke Baji:

Vampire Boyfriend 🐜🖤🎱

1:23 AM 🖤

Bad Boy/Good Girl 🖤

Chifuyu Matsuno:

365 Days of Certified Cuteness 🐜🖤

4:46 PM 🖤🗝️

Takashi Mitsuya:

5:56 PM 🖤🕸️🗝️

Seishu Inui:

Kazutora Hanemiya:

He’s Mine Now 🐜🖤

Habit of Breaking My Heart 🕸🖤

Izana Kurokawa:

Kisaki Tetta:

Shuji Hanma:

Happy Wife, Happy Life 🏴‍☠️🎥🖤🗝️

Nope, Try Again 🐜🖤🕳🗝

Haruchiyo Sanzu:

High on Your Love 🐜🖤🗝

Ran Haitani:

Cheers to the Jukebox Queen 🏴‍☠️🖤🕸️🗝️

For a Wedding Cake 🐜🏴‍☠️🖤🕸🗝

Rindou Haitani:

Don’t Be Scared 🐜🕸🗝

Hajime Kokonoi:

Bad Day Protocol 🐜🖤🕸️

Most Girls 🖤🕸🗝

Shinichiro Sano:

Your Mess 🖤🗝️

Do I Look Okay? Part 1🐼🏴‍☠️🖤🕸

You Look Perfect Part 2 🐼🏴‍☠️🖤🕸

Wakasa Imaushi:

High School Makeout Session 🐜🖤🎱🗝

Taiju Shiba:

1:04 AM 🖤🗝

Recommendation Masterlist

WIP List

Requests are OPEN! ~ Rules

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zaenaris · 2 years

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After the final battle, Inupi and Koko enjoy some spare time at the library.

Memories of the past resurface.

Even the saddest kisses deserve a second chance.

📚Kokonui/Inukoko ❤️Rating: Teen and Up 📚Words: 3352

Inspired by Koko's new character song, "Stray Tabby". Something short for Valentine’s day. More under the cut and On AO3

Those days Koko felt like he was living in a limbo, somewhere suspended between the dream of a normal, peaceful life, and the agony of facing everything he did until that moment.

After the battle between Toman and Kantou Manji Gang, many things have changed.

Both gangs disbanded, Hanagaki and Kakucho miraculously survived but there was an ongoing investigation after Mikey took responsibility as the gang leader for stabbing Hanagaki. After all it was inevitable, the hospital had to report Hanagaki's condition to the police. Mikey tried his best to protect the other gang’s members but the police involvement at that point was inevitable.

And, to be perfectly honest, in the past Koko wouldn’t even have cared that much about going to juvie or even jail. He deserved it anyway and he had nothing to lose.

But now he had something to lose, something important.

The most important person, the one he left more than two years before, trying to do the best to ensure him a better life.

Now, against all odds, he was by Inupi’s side again. For some reason, Inupi never gave up on him, and Koko felt so grateful that he still believed in him, when Koko gave up on himself the moment he left Inupi.

For so long he felt he was destined to walk a path in the shadow of his guilt. Inupi didn’t belong there, he has been able to redeem himself, to create for himself a happy life, away from his darkness.

And yet Inupi was ready to risk everything to save him, from himself and his guilt.

Even if he decided it was time to finally live, accepting their past, his feelings and his desires, Koko sometimes still felt he didn’t deserve Inupi’s light, his warmth, his love.

Between the investigation, trying to escape from the police, their new cohabitation and helping Inupi manage D&D, Koko sometimes felt overwhelmed. He saw how difficult it was, not only for himself, but also for Inupi; beside staying by his side, helping Koko adjust in his new life, he also had his job and responsibilities.

And it was in those moments when Koko wondered if all that was right. If he was really allowed to be there, when clearly he did nothing but give Inupi more problems than the ones he already had. He couldn’t help Inupi much, except with the accounting part of the job, the actual fixing bikes part was now only in Inupi’s hands. Koko didn’t want Inupi to get involved in his trouble with the law, since the investigation would have probably brought to light his role in, what had been, one of the most dangerous gangs around.

The positive thing was that, of course, they were together and actually talked about their respective insecurities. Truth to be told, Koko tried his best, but he felt it was usually Inupi, with his bluntness and will to make things work that inspired Koko the most and encouraged him to do the same. Neither of them wanted things to degenerate in a whirlwind of misunderstandings like it happened in the past.

And so they talked.

***

It was Inupi that proposed to go to the library.

It was Koko’s favorite place, and due to its calmness, its quiet in a world of fights and violence, it was one of the few places that gave him some peace.

It was nice also because, more often than not, Inupi was with him. When they were younger,Koko read, studied, did research and Inupi rested, for real, where nobody could bother him.

Since the fire, when they were children, both of them had problems sleeping. The only moments when they could actually rest well was when they were together.

For Koko was both a blessing and a torment at the same time. He loved the library, he loved spending his time there with Inupi, knowing he was safe and sound, only the two of them. He felt at peace, watching over Inupi resting beside him, sometimes caressing his hair, hoping not to wake him up. He also loved Inupi, even if at the time he wasn’t ready to admit it.

Koko was surprised by Inupi’s proposal. They talked about that kiss. Their feelings were requited even at the time, barely teenagers, but neither of them knew how to address the situation. So it ended up hurting both of them in the process. Even if the ghost of that first (but not last) kiss silently haunted them for a long time, for different reasons, after years they finally had time to properly talk about it.

They talked about many things, misunderstandings and fears and everything left untold between them. They still had so much to talk about but it was only the beginning and they both planned to never leave the other ever again.

Yet Koko didn’t expect that idea from Inupi. Regardless, as it happened most of the time, he just ended up following Inupi in his plans. And it was the right thing.

Koko did some research, prepared in advance some plans, just in case of a process. When Inupi noticed he was getting too focused, he took a break, looking for some book he wanted to read but never had time to while working for Kantou Manji Gang.

In the end, Inupi took his time to rest as well. It was D&D closing day, so he could afford to relax as well.

He disappeared upstairs, while Koko was determined to find the old volume about power stones he always consulted when he was little. He was happy to see the library still had it.

But after a couple of chapters, he decided to change location and to reach Inupi.

With the book in his arms, he started his search. It wasn't long before he found him.

A sense of deja vu pervaded him.

Just like that day, a life ago, Inupi was sleeping peacefully on one of the library window. A soft breeze was caressing his ethereal features. Dressed in light colors, a soft oversized cream cardigan, matching pants and lilac high heels, he really looked like a painting, even if what was going on in their lives couldn’t have been more different.

At the time, Koko felt it was like a dream. He just wanted to be with Inupi, be closer to him than he’d ever dared. Little more than children, kissing Inupi was the most natural thing in the world, a magnetism he couldn't explain nor wanted to stop drawing him to Seishu. Deep down, in a part that Koko’s heart kept jealousy guarded, Koko wanted Inupi to wake up, to kiss him back, to tell him it was okay, they would have found a way, like they always did.

That even if that wasn’t what usually happened in the movies, books and fairy tales, it was all right for them. He just wanted to escape the shadows of the past, the darkness he felt in his soul. Felt trapped in a loving but static red dusk, he almost felt it was time to move on, to reach a clear blue sky, to finally live openly, in the sunlight.

Inupi’s lips were a little chapped but warm, his blonde eyelashes even longer, close enough to touch.

It lasted a second, the time of a skipped heartbeat. A beautiful, perfect second, before the spell broke.

All of Koko’s insecurities, sense of guilt for leaving Akane behind, the shame he felt for himself and his own feelings, everything came back to him all at once. He felt so little, so wrong, so hopeless. He didn’t even realize that what was hoping for was real.

Inupi was awake during the kiss, but he couldn’t hear Koko’s heart nor thoughts. He could only hear Akane.

And so their very first kiss became something they avoided talking about for years, one of the many misunderstandings that would have plagued their relationship for a long time. Even through the pain, they couldn’t stay aways from each other.

Many other kisses and touches followed that first one, but even the softest ones left a bittersweet taste. In the worst moments, both of them feared that, whatever there was between them, was just a mean to an end. That the affection wasn’t genuine.

To that day, Koko still felt guilty, guilty that he couldn’t speak his mind, be true to himself and to Inupi. He felt he dragged both of them to a point of no return. Inupi reassured him it was the same for him, he would have wanted for them to be more open, that it was on him as well, for all his bluntness he couldn't talk with Koko about the most important things.

And since the past couldn’t be changed, but the future could, they both promised to be better for the other and for themselves. A new promise for a future of love, not for a past filled with guilt.

With that in mind, Koko reached Inupi on the window, laying his book on the ground and sitting next to his sleeping boyfriend.

It was rare to see Inupi so relaxed, so the last thing he wanted was to disturb him. It was enough to be there with him, no one else around. Only the two of them in the whole world.

“Inupi…”

Koko was so focused on Inupi he didn’t even realize he whispered his name. It was enough to wake him up.

Inupi stretched his arms, slowly waking up and noticing Koko was sitting facing him on the window sill. Koko felt mortified.

“Sorry, didn’t mean to wake you up” He was moving to leave Inupi more space, when Inupi caged him in his arms, letting Koko’s head rest in the crook of his neck.

“Then stay here to make amends,” yawned Inupi, drawing Koko closer, one hand resting on his slim waist and the other playing with his dark hair.

Koko felt immediately more comfortable, letting himself rest on Inupi’s chest, lulled by his steady and regular breathing.

“Sorry” he repeated, so softly only Inupi heard him. To apologize, he left a small trail of peck on Inupi’s exposed collarbone and neck, hugging Inupi back. He lost track of time, enjoying Inupi’s warmth, searching for Inupi’s eyes when he remembered where they were.

“Inupi, is this window…?”

It was enough for Inupi to understand what he meant.

“Yep, it’s the window”

“Why?” Why, of all the places, Inupi proposed the library? Why that window in particular?

“Dunno, I felt it was the right moment to exorcize the past”

Inupi sighted, his green eyes staring at the blue sky outside the window. Koko waited patiently for him to keep going.

“You know, I realized I never grieved properly whenever someone I loved died. I never had a closure with the places that were important for me and that person. With Akane, I never had the chance to go back to our house, it was nothing but ashes. And I didn't want to upset you talking too much about her”

Koko bit his tongue because he wanted to apologize but they already had that talk so many times already, and he didn’t want to interrupt Inupi.

“Shinichiro was killed in his own shop, the place I loved the most. I decided it was better to occupy that place illegally, rather than let it go”

He snorted, shaking his head. “Fuck, it was an abandoned crime scene, what was I thinking? I even asked you to come with me. But I have to admit, even it was such a weird place to be, it was fun while it lasted, for me at least”

Koko understood Inupi was indirectly asking for his opinion.

“Against my better judgment, I admit that it was fun, we had our place and nobody could tell us anything. At first, that place meant nothing to me, but I knew it was important for you. I was worried it probably wasn’t the best solution to be there precisely because it meant so much to you but I couldn’t find any other better option. And I have to admit I grew fond of those four walls as well. Mostly because it stopped being “Shinichiro’s shop” and became “our place, our hideout”. It was nice”

“It was” smiled, thinking about a time that now only lived in their memories.

Inupi's hand moved from playing with Koko’s to massaging his nape and then his back.

“I’m trying to be better with D&D. I don’t want that place to become a tombstone. I want it to become what was meant to be in the first place: something to honor the past while focusing on the future. I want D&D to keep growing. I would have liked to have Shinichiro’s praises; I wanted to keep working with Draken, but that cannot happen anymore. So I want to at least make them proud, but more than that, I want it to become a good place for both of us, Koko, regardless what you decide to do in the future”

Koko could see all of Inupi’s determination in his eyes. He was happy Inupi had a dream and a path to follow in life and was ready to fight for it.

“I already made my decision. I want to stay with you, and I want to help you, and us in every way I can. The right way this time”

“And I’ll tell you again, I want you to do something you want and you like to do, I don’t want you someday to regret what you could have done”

“Inupi, trust me, I did many things I regret. At this point I have a pretty clear idea of what I don’t like to do. Sure, maybe I still need to learn more about what I actually like, but be sure that staying with you and creating a future for us, is the thing I love the most. I can still go back to school, be a non-attending student so I can work with you, but if you need a, I don’t know, an actual accountant, you already have it! Money is a dirty business, even when everything is legal and honestly I don’t trust other people touching our life and our money. I want to be there for you, for us.”

Inupi’s little smile was the best reward Koko could ask for. He caressed his cheek.

“I mean, I’m not going to work on bikes, that’s on you, but I can keep the accountability and I can prepare a plan for the next few years. First we need to find someone to help you because you can’t keep literally working for two forever, I see how tired you are. A part time should be enough given D&D’s savings. At the same time, we need to find more customers besides the regular ones, then we need to talk with the bank, we need to invest our money wisely. If you agree, in the next five or six years, we could open another shop, if we have enough work? I already have something in mind and if everything goes as planne-”

“Okay, okay, I get it, I just wanted you to be sure” Inupi laughed, playfully silencing Koko, (who was talking faster than usual, clearly excited by the future) placing a hand on his mouth.

Koko licked Inupi’s palm, just because he could and they both started giggling.

Koko really appreciated Inupi’s concern, but he was sure about his decision: for the first time in his life he saw an actual positive path in his life. Sure, anything could happen, the police could have come to arrest him any day, but they came to the library for a change of air, they both needed a break from the weird limbo they were living in those days.

And at that point, Koko knew that, if Inupi still wanted him, no time in juvie or in jail would have stopped him from helping Inupi and himself in the life they wanted to build together. He didn’t know anything about the future, he knew it wouldn’t have been easy and that dark days would have come, but he was sure about his desire to be by Inupi’s side.

When they stopped laughing, Inupi came back to Koko’s first question.

“Anyway, I felt it was time to come back here as well. You loved this place, even before the fire and, even if I didn’t admit it, I liked spending my time here with you, checking on you, just being with you”

Inupi sighed again, looking for the best way to convey his thoughts.

“What happened here, on this very window… it could have been so much better. But we weren’t ready, we were both in such a bad place. I felt the happiest boy in the world, if only for a second. I never dared to think you could feel the same I did. I could have told you immediately, but I didn’t. I’m sorry. I thought you wanted me to be her and… it was just too much. But now I know it wasn’t like that, so I believe that the time has come to make peace with this place, it deserves a second chance”

Koko cupped Inupi’s face in his hand, stroking his cheek lovingly, right below his scar. It was his turn to sigh.

“I’m so sorry Inupi, I wish I’d been honest with myself at the time, we were already so lost, there was no need to suffer more. But you are right, it’s useless to cry over spilled milk. I feel so lucky to have you here, that you still want me after everything we’ve been through. We can’t change the past, and we can’t forget it, but I want to do everything in my power to make things right this time”

Without realizing it, Koko and Inupi instinctively got closer to each other, their words mere whispers only for the other to understand.

“Inupi, the first time I kissed you I felt like in a dream, for once I felt at peace with myself. And then I ruined everything. I can't give us that moment back, but…”

He hesitated for a moment, just to find the courage to finally fix what was broken all those years ago

"… I want it to be better this time. Can I try again?”

“You know you can”

Their lips were on each other a second later.

Sweet, almost shy at first, as if it was their actual first kiss. As if they hadn’t already seen all the best and the worst of the other.

And then their kiss turned heated and passionate. They took their time, to enjoy and savor the other, not a single worry in the world besides the two of them; the only moments when they separated was to catch air and whisper sweet nonsense to the other.

They finally rested their foreheads together.

“I love you so much Seishu. Thank you for taking us here”

Inupi smiled, kissing Koko again.

“It was about time, right?”

He tenderly brushed a strand of Koko’s behind his ear. It was getting longer.

“I don’t know what’s gonna happen Hajime, but I’m not going to give up on us, not this time, never again. I love you”

“Same for me”

And it was true. It didn’t matter what awaited them on their path. They were ready to fight and this time in front of them there wasn’t a beautiful yet melancholic dusk. In the past Koko was afraid, but now he isn't anymore. He knew exactly what Akaane meant when she told him to kiss only the person he liked. He had been a fool to think she would have been upset to learn about his love for Seishu. She had known it before anyone else, before Koko and Inupi themselves.

Now he has matured enough to admit it. His future was right in front of him, a clear blue sky. And Seishu was there, waiting for him.

#tokyo revengers #kokonoi hajime #inui seishu #kokonui #inukoko #koko x inupi #inui x koko #inuneko #something for valentine's day i guess lol #mabu tl #tokyorev fanfic #tokyorev headcanons #zae talks about tr #zaenaris #tokyo revengers fanfiction #tokyorev character song

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aymes1326 · 1 year

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I'm working on a Tokyo Rev fic over on Wattpad and I'm kinda stuck on what I want my character to call Koko. For context: my OC is the type to egg on her opponent. She's already calling Inupi Cinderella and I'm stuck on her calling Koko "Prince Charming" or "Uncle Scrooge" for this fight scene I got going on. Other suggestions are welcome too :)

My book's name is "Living a Dead Dream" for those of you interested. It's on Wattpad and AO3.

#tokrev #tokyo manji gang #tokyo revengers #fanfic #tokyo rev #tokyo revengers fanfiction #kokonoi hajime #inui seishu

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zerokurokawa · 4 months

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REVERSE | TOKYO REVENGERS

Let me start off by saying that I’ve been asked to write numerous times and wrote this all on a whim. I’m sorry if it’s not completely perfect, but i honestly tried to make it as perfect as possible while following the story line and making it enjoyable. I hope you all give it a shot and feel free to leave me comments!

a special thank you to @letterstobaji and @almostferaldaydreamer for standing by my side as I wrote this and encouraging me the whole time as I’m typically shy on the internet when it comes to my own works.

and thank you all who decide to read it. 🫀

if this goes well, I plan to write a sequel to REVERSE that takes place in the Tenjiku arc.

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jaegckerman · 2 years

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Never Fades With The Days

Description: The first time Koko broke Inupi's heart, they were both still children and Koko chose to love his sister Akane over him. It seemed like Koko had formed a habit of breaking Inupi's heart over and over again ever since then.

The last time he did it was 10 years ago.

They hadn't seen each other since then. But even at 29, as a successful musician, surrounded by friends and adored by the masses, Inui can't seem to get over the man who captured his heart when they were both a mere 10 years old. And when an old acquaintance knocks on his door and asks him for help with Koko, he's not sure he can refuse.

Rating: Explicit

Word Count: around 20k by the end of it!

CW: Quite a few, actually. Underage drinking for the paragraph below. Heed the tags on AO3. It gets angsty. Also, not spoiler-free!

Link to AO3 Chapter 1.

Chapter 2.

Chapter 3.

Excerpt under "read more"

Late Autumn 2006 Inui was drunk. Mitsuya was invited to some rich asshole’s party, and Inui decided to crash, alongside Kazutora and Draken. The rum alone was worth the risk, and the masses of people he’d probably subject himself to needed him to not be sober. It went down without any disgusting aftertaste – it really was some good stuff – so he had overindulged just slightly, and now he was drunk. Under no circumstances would anyone have found him on the dance floor otherwise, abandoning all inhibitions and swaying his hips to music that made him feel like he was high, except he wasn’t; he was just at that particular stage of intoxication that made him feel like he could actually be carefree. And yet, despite his inebriated state, he felt his neck prickle with the weight of someone’s stare. Somewhere in the back of his mind, he found it within himself to actually be proud of his fantastic instincts. When he twirled to look surreptitiously, he noticed the guy in the corner had his eyes fixed on him.

#tokyo revengers fanfiction #kokonui #inukoko #hajime kokonoi #kokonoi hajime #inui seishu #seishu inui #koko #inupi #kazutora and inupi are besties #you can't tell me they're not #kokonui fanfiction #koko x inupi #kokonui fanfic

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lazysublimeengineer · 2 years

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mon chéri - chapter 5

Here is the link for the fourth chapter for your reference:

Summary: Love courts despondency.

(A/N: Welcome to the last and final chapter of this fic. Since today is my birthday, wrapping this story up and gifting you the end of this story. Hoping that you’ll enjoy this chapter as much as I did.

Lastly, be mindful that the rating of this chapter has changed. Explicit sexual content ahead. If this makes you uncomfortable, click the back button to stop reading. But if y'all fine sinning with me on this server then continue on reading).

Draken placed the bottles of beers in the middle of the table.

The cold steam circulated around the room as it was freshly picked from the fridge.

“Just sit over there Mitsuya. Sorry my room is a bit of a mess.” Draken shot him an apologetic grin as he scooped up the clothes lying unceremoniously on the ground and put it into the laundry basket.

Mitsuya scanned his room around. It’s compact yet clean with minimum furniture inside.

“It’s fine. I don’t see it being a mess anyway.” Mitsuya replied lightly as he sat down on the ground and took one of the bottles and opened it.

Draken sat on the opposite side of him and placed some chips, grilled garlic lamb chops and grilled bacon skewers with pineapple glaze in the middle of the table which made Mitsuya whistled lowly under his breath.

“You prepared certain amount of finger foods and appetizers for this event.” Mitsuya noted idly.

“Well, I did invite you to come over to celebrate, haven’t I? Can’t have my guest be starving.” Draken replied with a slight chuckle leaving his lips.

“Y’know you’re much more of an accommodating host than me. You certainly know how to pamper your guests.” Mitsuya replied jokingly.

“Nah. You’re still the better host between the two of us. Also, you’re my special guest here and I don’t do this to everyone who visits.” Draken replied easily.

Mitsuya tried to ignore the way his heart jumped inside his ribcage upon hearing his words.

Damn this man and his smoothness.

He wasn’t good for his heart sometimes.

Mitsuya drank heartily at can of beer that he lost count that night. He was laughing unabashedly at what Draken told him.

Just some sort of humorous anecdote about his teenage life.

They were drinking the can of beers and munching on the finger foods for more than an hour now.

But this was one of the few moments that he gotten himself drunk in front of him.

Again.

He didn’t know why but with Draken around, he felt light as a feather, and he can be himself around him.

“Oi. Getting yourself drunk again. Stop that. You’re a fucking lightweight.” Draken rolled his eyes playfully at him.

“I-I ‘m not drunk!” Mitsuya gave him a dopey grin, his cheeks were flushed, and his lavender eyes were much darker and hazy.

Draken could also feel the effects of the liquor on his body, but he wasn’t lightweight like Mitsuya, and he still have some semblance of common sense around him.

“Says you.” Draken drawled out idly as he couldn’t tear away his gaze from him.

Mitsuya was also staring at him. Despite the haziness surrounding his gaze, there was the lurking intensity beneath there, swirling amid his indigo irises.

And Draken felt like a moth being drawn to a flame.

There was a sudden tension around the air, seemingly like the room was too cramped and hot for them despite the spacious surroundings inside.

Mitsuya finally tore his gaze away from him, swallowing thickly as he tried to loosen the collar around his shirt as he felt hot and bothered for some odd reason.

Draken was quiet and Mitsuya couldn’t help but to look up at him and a light gasp escaped from his lips upon seeing his obsidian irises staring intently at him. His stare was boring right through his soul and a shiver ran down his spine. His throat felt parched suddenly and his mouth went dry. He was almost deafened by the thunderous beating of his heart as Draken inched closer towards his spot until he removed the remaining gap between the two of them.

Mitsuya couldn’t back away as he felt the magnetic pull towards Draken as if he was completely mesmerized by his stare alone. One of Draken’s fingertips tilted his chin towards his face and leaned closer before he stopped an inch from his face, feeling the warm breath and the aroma of alcohol tickling his senses which made him more intoxicated.

“May I?” He asked in a languorous voice.

Mitsuya couldn’t find his own voice and let his body moved on its own, pressing his lips against him to provide his consent to kiss him.

Draken was fighting for some semblance of control but the way the other’s soft and warm lips brushing along his made it difficult for him to do so. The electrifying sensation of their kiss made the tight cord of his control slowly ebbed away as his mouth moved on its own and embraced him in a slow yet deep kiss.

Mitsuya couldn’t help but to reciprocate the kiss fervently, letting his mouth mold sensually against the other as he took the lapels of his shirt and gripped it tightly for support as he could feel the hot yet delicious sensation travelling across his body.

Draken could taste the spicy tang of alcohol and the sweet nectar of the interior of Mitsuya’s mouth, making his senses more drunk and inebriated with want and pleasure rather than what it used to be. Upon hearing the sweet moans that the other was producing, it made something primal and dark hit within him. The instinctive urge to claim and take him all by himself throughout the night was strong and Draken could sense that the rational part of his mind was slowly shutting down. Before he could even lose control over himself, he tried to ask Mitsuya albeit in a weak and strangled tone.

“Mitsuya… Do you want me to stop…? Just say the word and I’ll stop.” He mumbled hotly against his lips as his hands were busy kneading over his waist sensually which made the other whimper and shiver against him.

“Takashi…”

It made Draken paused and pulled away, slowly blinking up at him in haze and confusion.

“What?”

“Takashi. Just called me Takashi or Taka from now on. And I don’t want you to stop… Please keep going…” Mitsuya replied in a beseeching voice, looking at him imploringly through the dark lust and want that was swirling beneath his indigo irises.

Something must’ve snapped within Draken upon hearing his words because not more than in a second later, he hauled Mitsuya from the ground and placed him on the mattress, removing his shirt altogether and crawled on his spot where he stopped in front of him and looked down at him.

“If you say it like that then who am I to refuse a kind request from you Takashi?” Draken replied lowly.

A shiver ran down through his spine upon hearing Draken the way he said his first name, his body and mind aching for his touch and attention.

“Then what’re you waiting for…? Come and claim me like you really mean it.” Mitsuya responded back huskily, licking his lips slowly as Draken proceeded to discard the remaining set of clothes recklessly down the ground and let his eyes roamed over his well-chiseled abs and toned body as if it was a complete feast in his line of sight.

His mouth ran dry, and his heart thundered inside his chest when Draken finally leaned down and captured his lips in a searing kiss, his tongue battling fiercely against his own for dominion. Mitsuya didn’t hesitate to reciprocate his kisses in an equal fervency and danced his tongue along with his wildly.

Draken grinded teasingly against him which made the other moan inside his mouth and Draken took the opportunity to plunder his tongue inside the crevices of his mouth. Mitsuya eventually gave up and let him take full control of the kiss, letting his tongue explored the insides of his mouth expertly.

Drool started to trickle down their lips as Draken tried to take off the remaining set of clothes that was still clinging towards Mitsuya’s body. The other suddenly pulled away and broke their passionate embrace to help Draken in shedding off his clothes away from him, letting him discard it carelessly somewhere along the ground. Afterward, Draken didn’t waste his time as he let his mouth latched hungrily on the pale column of his throat where he kissed, nibbled, and licked at the sensitive flesh of his skin which made Mitsuya whimper at the onslaught of ecstasy hitting right through his body. Draken’s hands eagerly wandered around his form, caressing, and kneading at every fiber of his being which left a trail of fire in its wake.

“F-fuck… T-that f-feels good…” Mitsuya gasped lightly as Draken’s mouth go lower until it landed on his chest and proceeded to have his tongue give kitten licks on his sensitive nubs and sucked on it sensually.

Hearing pleasure coming out from Mitsuya’s mouth spurred Draken’s action on and continued his relentless ministrations on his body. His mouth continued to focus and paid full attention on sucking and licking on his nipples until they turned into a shade of freshly ripe cherries which gently throbbed from overstimulation. Mitsuya could only moaned out loudly in response and buried his hands into his head and gripped his locks softly, his body twitching out in delight and anticipation.

“Draken… p-please… I-I want you n-now…” Mitsuya pleaded in between his moans and grunts of pleasure.

“Then call me Ken from now on. If I can you call you Takashi then I want to return the favor by having you call me by that.” Draken replied huskily as he briefly pulled out his mouth away from his body and looked up at him with an intensity that made Mitsuya catch his breath. His sable orbs were a pair of mirrors which were swimming with dark desire and want for the other.

“Then please Ken t-take me n-now… I c-can’t take it a-any longer…” Mitsuya whined softly, and Draken couldn’t hear any more perfect beseeching sound than this with the other’s voice calling out to him like a siren luring the sailor out for a tempting downfall within.

And Draken would gladly fall into that sweet trap that’s Mitsuya Takashi’s arms.

“If you pleaded nicely like that then who am I to refuse a request?” Draken whispered seductively as he licked at the shell of his ear teasingly which earned a low whimper from the other’s sinful mouth.

Mitsuya’s entire being burned in anticipation as he watched Draken’s next movements, completely mesmerized. Draken situated himself in between his legs and gently took ahold of his legs and brought it on his shoulders. His cock was already throbbing in want and need as he slowly eased himself into his awaiting entrance which earned both light gasps and moans of pleasure from them. His velvety walls were already slick and warm inside that the wide girth of his cock easily slipped inside, hugging his aching cock in fiery yet addicting sensation that made Draken’s senses drunk out in ecstasy and lust.

“F-fuck…” Draken breathed out shakily as he gripped the other’s waist a bit too tightly while he waited for the other to adjust. Despite the instinctive urge to plow him recklessly on the mattress, the thin thread of control was still there, and he wanted to make sure that Mitsuya was comfortable in their new position.

On the other hand, Mitsuya swallowed thickly as his arms entwined around Draken’s neck for support and leverage as the overwhelming sensation bombarded his body upon feeling the wide girth of his throbbing cock spearing right through his quivering walls. He felt his body was on fire that instant as the sheer sensation of pain and ecstasy melded into one and his body was screaming for him to move or else, he will lose it altogether.

“M-move Ken… P-please…” He whined needily as he grinded teasingly beneath which earned a low growl from the other and made the thin thread of control and patience finally snapped.

“Of course. With you teasing me like this Takashi, I can’t simply ignore it.” Draken’s eyes held a predatory glint in them which made Mitsuya felt like a prey trapped deliciously beneath him.

Draken didn’t waste his time as he pulled away and slammed back into him with raw ferocity that made Mitsuya mewled out like a helpless kitten under him.

“Fuck! There! Harder Ken! K-keep going…!” Mitsuya moaned out lecherously as he felt the blunt tip of his cock going deeper and harder against him with each thrust that the other made on top of him.

It made something unleashed within Draken’s mind and body. The primal instinct to take him and claim all of him ravenously enveloped his entire being and the rational side of his mind shutting down completely. He operated on want and instincts now: and that was to claim the beautiful man beneath him in the form of Mitsuya Takashi.

A low growl escaped from his lips as Draken’s thrusts grew hungrier and voracious that soon turned into merciless pounding into him repeatedly. Mitsuya moaned out his name in throes of pleasure, the noises that he made melded with the swaying sounds of bed against their wild movements.

“Fuck… Just look at you Taka… So, fucking beautiful like this…! A complete fucking mess under me…!” Draken groaned out in pleasure as he plowed him recklessly on the mattress, his mouth latching down on the crook of his neck and started to suck and lick it hungrily which earned a soft mewl from the other male.

“Ken… Ken… Ken… There…! Keep going please…! Fuck why’re so big…!” Tears of pleasure started to stream out of his eyes as his tongue lolled out when Draken hit and abused his sweet spot several times which made him see stars in an instant.

“Maybe you’re the one to blame on this… You got me fucking excited and with a face like that begging to be fuck like there’s no tomorrow, I can’t fucking hold it in…!” Draken chuckled darkly before it was interrupted by a series of moans as Mitsuya’s nails raked down his back which brought pain and pleasure simultaneously across his veins.

“K-ken kiss me p-please—.”

His words were cut off as Draken’s mouth were on his in that instant, giving him an open-mouthed kiss that had him shivering and moaning out in delight. His tongue plundered the insides of his mouth wildly and explored the crevices beneath it a bit more roughly. Mitsuya could hold into him weakly as he easily melted into the kiss and let the other dominate his mouth just like he was dominating every inch of his body like he owned it in the first place. Drool started to trickle down their lips when one of Draken’s hands went into his neglected cock and started to stroke it furiously. A startled gasp slipped from Mitsuya’s lips, and he pulled away instantaneously to let out a wanton moan because of the pleasure and ecstasy being doubled against him as Draken fucked him vigorously on the bed while also stroking his cock eagerly.

“F-fuck…! K-ken if you keep d-doing t-that… I-I w-won’t last l-long…!” Mitsuya mewled out helplessly beneath him which earned a devious smirk from the other male.

“Then let go Taka and come for me… I know you want to…” He whispered huskily.

Hearing his words made Mitsuya keened and fell apart against him, screaming out in pleasure as he reached his climax and painted his hand and their chests with the splashes of his cum. Draken let go of his weeping cock and continued to rail him wildly on the bed, chasing his own release which had Mitsuya moaning out weakly against him.

With a few more deep thrusts, Draken reached his peak with a loud groan slipping from his lips and came inside of him which made Mitsuya mewling and moaning beneath him like a bitch in heat as he felt the hot load of his cum painting his fluttering walls in sheer white. He continued to milk his cock until he was filled up into his brim instantaneously.

Draken suddenly fell on top of him, breathing raggedly against his chest as he listened to Mitsuya’s heartbeat pounding heavily inside his ribcage. Mitsuya could only close his eyes slowly as he carded his fingers weakly into his scalp.

A few more minutes of silence would pass before he felt the other pulling away and he was being carried away from the bed.

“What’re you doing…?” Mitsuya slurred out as he peeked one of his eyes tiredly and looked up at him.

“Getting you a bath of course. Can’t let my precious guest sleep feeling sticky like that.” Draken chuckled throatily and Mitsuya could only smile sleepily at his words, letting the other placed him in a tub full of warm water.

His mind and body were slowly shutting down in exhaustion and intoxication when he felt his body being pulled gently and his back landed on the other’s chest.

“Hey, no sleeping in the tub Taka. It’s dangerous.” He whispered huskily as his hands gently rubbed his scalp with shampoo.

Mitsuya sighed out in delight and satisfaction. “Mmm… Can’t help it… You’ve worn me out Ken…” He rasped out and for a moment the only sound that he can hear was the gentle thrum of the water and the other’s soft humming which contributed to the sleepiness that he felt until his eyes shot up wide open when the other’s hand brushed teasingly along his dormant cock which was slowly rising back into life.

“W-what’re y-you d-doing…?” He stammered out.

“Well, I can’t let have my precious guest sleeping here in a tub full of water, can I? Your safety is my top priority, so I need you to be fully awake as I clean you.” Draken smiled innocently at him but the dark glint on his eyes made Mitsuya shivered deliciously against him.

“And h-how do you p-plan to do that?” Mitsuya asked faintly.

“By doing this.” Draken made turn to face him and situated him on his lap where he didn’t waste time as he made him wrapped his legs against his hips securely before plunging in and made him bounce on his raging erection mindlessly.

“Ngh… Fuck! Ken!” Mitsuya moaned out loudly as Draken sheathed himself inside of him again and felt the wide girth of his cock ramming into his walls which was still oversensitive from being fucked roughly against the bed a few moments ago.

“Now stay awake Taka as I clean you thoroughly, okay?” Draken smiled drunkenly at him as he succumbed to the want and lust of his body once again, letting himself get lost into Mitsuya’s warmth and got himself addicted to the feeling of his soft yet fiery walls sucking and milking out his cock with every hop and bounce that he made on his lap.

“Ah! Ah! Ah! Ken! Please! T-too much! I-I c-can’t!” Mitsuya mewled like a helpless kitten as he felt the other’s tongue do sinful things around his body and let him manipulate his speed as he jumped on his cock like a spinning top.

A grunt of pleasure slipped past Draken’s lips as he briefly pulled away and took him by his nape to bring him closer to his face. “Then I’ll simply help you to take it Taka. You’re not the only one who can be an accommodating host to their guest after all.” He whispered seductively as he crashed his lips him in a wild kiss which swallowed every moan that they made.

They spent several hours getting frisky with one another inside the bathroom, letting themselves get lost in the heat of the moment and enveloped the whole surroundings with the fog of lust and sounds of ecstasy ringing out against the four walls of the room.

“Draken, can you hand me the wrench please?” Inupi asked without looking up from the bike that he was currently fixing.

When a few seconds that passed to which no response can be heard from him, Inupi finally raised his head and look at Draken’s direction which made him rose an eyebrow.

He was staring at the cup of coffee placed in the middle of the table.

Or rather he was staring right through it.

“Oi Draken!” He called again and tried to snap his fingers right in front of him.

It made Draken jolted for a bit before he offered an apologetic smile at Inupi’s direction. “Sorry, what was that?”

“The wrench please? Give it to me.” Inupi furrowed his brows as he observed Draken’s distracted face with narrowed eyes.

“Here. What’s with that look?” Draken asked, raising an eyebrow.

“What’s bothering you? Or rather who’s bothering you?” Inupi asked bluntly.

“What’d you mean?” Draken sighed.

“You’re distracted and shit. It doesn’t happen very often. And you have that weird look on your face. It’s like an expression of a teenager thinking about their crush or something like that.” He pointed out.

The reaction was almost instantaneous. Draken tried not to sputter at his words, but he could feel the tips of his ears were turning into pinkish hues.

It’s been a while since Mitsuya, and Draken last seen each other. Or rather sleep with each other… after their brief rendezvous together when they were drunk.

Draken felt weird after that.

The silver haired male always invaded his thoughts. The way his mouth molded perfectly against his own. The way his body fit into him like missing pieces of a puzzle. And the way he cried out in pleasure every time he seized his quivering walls inside and let his length stretched his body to the limit.

The mere thought of Mitsuya being with someone else and doing these things with another person sent a nasty feeling inside of him.

Yet did he have a right to be feeling this way? What happened between the two of them was a mere one-night stand.

A quick fuck in the sheets under the influence of alcohol.

But he swore that night that he saw a multitude of emotions swirling beneath those lavender irises beneath the haziness of lust and want.

Or was Draken putting another meaning behind it just because he wanted to?

The last time that Mitsuya had talked to him was the morning after where they had a quick breakfast because the latter seemed to be rather busy that day.

Afterward, he hadn’t heard anything from him despite the other saying that he will contact him soon once his tight schedule permits it.

Should he make a move and call him?

What if Mitsuya thought that he was too presumptuous or some shit like that?

And if he called him, what would he say?

Should he say that he wanted to ask him out on a date and he was falling for him?

The revelation itself made Draken’s eyes go wide as saucers for a brief period.

What. The. Fuck.

“You like him, don’t you?” Inupi intoned frankly.

“What?” His words caught Draken’s attention and stared at him unbelievingly.

“Don’t play dumb. You’ve got it bad for that guy.” Inupi scoffed lightly. “You’re in love with Mitsuya. You had that look like he hung the moon or shit every time you look at him. You’re damn obvious sometimes despite your cool bravado that it’s surprising on why he hasn’t notice it yet.” He added pointedly.

“I’m not.” Draken denied despite the protestations of his heart inside his chest.

“Continue denying it and you’ll probably regret it in the end. Just go and tell him for fuck’s sake. You’re always distracted, and you had that dumb look on your face. It’s like I’m dealing with a teen who can’t even ask out his crush.” Inupi deadpanned.

“Oi. Watch it. I’m still your boss y’know.” Draken tried to pull out the rank argument to divert the topic away.

“Yeah. My boss who is head over heels with a guy and couldn’t confess to him.” Inupi shot back before he stood up and started to walk at the door. “Y’know what? I’ll just take my lunch now. If I, were you, I’ll man up and ask him out before somebody else does. He’s a hotshot y’know? I doubt that he is out of his admirers.” He finished before he left the shop before Draken could even retort.

His words made a bile rose something on his throat. Inupi’s right. Even if he denied it vehemently, he’s attracted to him and if he doesn’t do anything about it, someone might ask Mitsuya out on an exclusive date and his chance would be nil.

Draken took a deep breath. He needed to get his shit together and do something about it.

He picked up the phone and started to dial Mitsuya’s number, hoping he would answer his call.

Few seconds already that turned into a few minutes and Draken was about to give up and hung up when it was picked up suddenly on the other end of the line by none other than a breathless Mitsuya himself.

“Hello…?” His voice was low and throaty, and Draken ignored the way his heart jumped erratically inside his ribcage.

“Hey. It’s me.” Draken tried to sound cool even though he was gripping his phone tightly.

“Ken?” Draken couldn’t parse the tone from his voice but a twinge inside his heart wanted to become hopeful that the other was thinking and missing him too just like he does.

“I, uh, I hope that I didn’t call you at an inconvenient time.” Draken began hesitantly. “But if you’re kinda busy we can talk at another—.”

“No! That’s fine!” Mitsuya quickly intervened and cut him off midsentence. “Well, what I mean is I’m not really busy or something and we can talk if you want.” He added swiftly.

“Cool. Can I come over? I wanna talk to you but it would be best if I can say it to you personally rather than a call.” Draken replied.

“Sure. Just come over here if you want. I’ll be waiting. Just shoot me a text if you’re near or at the gate so that I can come and greet you to come inside.” Mitsuya responded casually.

“Got it. Meet you in a few minutes.” Draken bid a quick goodbye and hung up.

Unbeknownst to him, there was a small smile lingering on his face after his call with the other.

“Sorry our house is a mess. My sisters are away on a trip now and I’m the only one who’s currently managing the household.” Mitsuya offered him an apologetic grin as he ushered him inside the living room upon his arrival and quickly took some of the objects lying haphazardly on the ground.

“Nah. That’s fine. I should be the one saying sorry for coming over on a short notice.” Draken answered easily but he couldn’t help to notice how the other was fidgeting around him.

Did something happen?

“So, what would you like? Juice? Coffee? Tea? A cola? Or you would also want a clubhouse sandwich with—.”

“Taka.” Draken cut off his ramblings which made Mitsuya stopped midsentence and looked up at him, swallowing thickly.

“Yeah?”

“I think—. No. I like you. And I want to get to know more you better. So can I ask you out on a date?” Draken stared at him directly and kept his voice calm and cool even though he felt his hands getting clammy from the onslaught of anxiousness invading his mind and heart.

“W-what…?” Mitsuya stammered as he felt his heart stopped beating for a second upon hearing his confession and tried to absorb them.

“I really, really like you, Taka. And this is not me and my dick talking because of what happened that night but it’s just that I can’t stop myself from falling for you harder with each day that passed us by. And this may be cheesy but the saying that the absence makes the heart grow fonder maybe true because there wasn’t a day that I didn’t think about you when you’re not by my side. Also, realizing that if I didn’t do this I maybe one of the biggest idiots who let this opportunity pass because I’ve met this wonderful and kind person and couldn’t be brave enough to man up and confess my feelings towards him until he probably dates someone else when that opportunity has now passed.” Draken admitted, his voice growing softer and vulnerable.

But it only made Mtisuya backed away from him slowly.

“No. You don’t know what you’re saying Ken.” Mitsuya shook his head profusely.

It made Draken confused and bewildered in an instant.

“What do you mean Taka?”

“No. You’re just probably overwhelmed by what you feel towards me. It will pass Ken. I-I m-mean who could fall for someone like me? How could you fall for someone like me who has no bright future ahead of him and is a complete failure in life?” Mitsuya replied brokenly, he wasn’t crying but his eyes mirrored of a quiet desolation and sadness over him.

Draken frowned over his words and the look of sadness made a pang inside his heart that he can’t seem to ignore. “Taka I may not be the most emotionally adept person that you’ve ever met but even I know myself about what I feel for you. And I’m in love with you. I tried to deny it for so long, but I can’t ignore what my heart wants any longer. And that is only you. To be by your side as always.”

Something clenched painfully inside Mitsuya’s being.

“No. Just stop Ken.” Mitsuya replied weakly as he looked away from him, his eyes stinging from the incoming of tears.

“Why? Don’t you like me Taka? If you’re going to reject me that will be fine and—.”

“No! You don’t get it Ken! Don’t fall for a trash like me because you… you deserved better…!” Mitsuya cried out helplessly and ran past him to get out of the house.

“Taka wait! Stop! It’s raining outside damn it!” Draken tried to chase him outside with the heavy rainfall pouring upon them and quickly soaking their clothes.

The surroundings were blurry, but he could see the running form of Mitsuya outside from a distance and started to chase him determinedly.

“Stop following me around!”

“No, I won’t! Until you calmed down and see some reason! Please Taka just stop!” Draken yelled; his voice laced with desperate beseeching tone.

Mitsuya faltered for a bit but didn’t face him, his running speed had diminished until he came into a screeching halt in the pavement.

Draken had finally caught up to his side and gently grabbed his wrist to spun him around.

He was taken aback to see Mitsuya’s face was crying, silent tears mingled with the onslaught of rainfall down their faces.

“Taka…” He breathed out, his heart aching at the mere sight of seeing him in pain.

“Why? Why do you still bother with me Ken? I’m nothing compared to you… I have no future… I have no career to go back to… My life is a complete mess… I’m a fucking mess!” Mitsuya laughed in misery as broken sobs tore from his lips.

“Broken or not Taka I’d still want you. I don’t want anybody else. Just you is enough. So, what if you have no career to go back nor a future in Paris that you can turn into? You can start all over again and I’ll be there for you in every step of the way. I can’t fucking dictate my heart to who it might fall in love with. But once I’m sure of my feelings, I’m not giving up on that person on easily without a fight. Loving you will not be that easy, but I know that you’re worth it Taka. So please give us a chance?” Draken searched his face imploringly; his sable orbs were swirling with emotions and vulnerability.

Mitsuya couldn’t speak as his words pierced not only in his mind but through his heart as well.

“When you’re saying it like that, it makes me wanna hope. I don’t deserve you and your kindness. But I guess I don’t want to be a hypocrite either because you’re the only person that my heart yearns for Ken. So, I’ll give it to you. I love you and I’ll take a gamble with you. Please take care of my heart as always. I don’t think… I don’t think I can handle another heartbreak if you’re suddenly gone from my life.” Mitsuya shot him a watery smile despite the aching vulnerability shining in his lavender irises.

Draken leaned closer before stopping a few inches from his face as if seeking his permission.

“May I?” He whispered gently.

Mitsuya could only nod in response before he closed his eyes and let Draken cupped his face softly and captured his lips in a searing kiss that meant to pour out their pent-up emotions from being not together in the past few weeks.

They both know that it’s going to be a long way and they may face obstacles in their newfound relationship.

But they’re willing to gamble their hearts away because they knew that the love they found with one another was a lifetime opportunity for them that they shouldn’t miss.

(A/N: Not my best work tbh. But I wanted to write this out and give a conclusion to this short multi chaptered Doramitsu fic. Thanks again for the kind support and sticking out with me through the end. Reviews are much appreciated).

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