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raspberry-gloaming · 1 year

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HUUUUUUGHFHDJ I HATE THIS SO MUCH SORRY TO YELL WAIT NO IM NOT SORRY THIS IS SO UGH

AMAZON PRIME FUCK YOU! I LOVED BEING ABLE TO LISTEN TO SONGS I ACTUALLY WANTED TO LISTEN TO, ARTISTS I WANTED TO LISTEN TO! SONGS I COULD REPLAY IN THE BACKGROUND FOR HOURS ON REPEAT, JAMMING OUT TO MY FAVOURITE TUNES.

BEING ABLE TO GO BACK AND FOCUS ON A SONGS, BE LIKE, "ECHO GO BACK 20 SECONDS" BUT NOW? ITS ALL GONE! IF I WANTED SHUFFLING ID GO TO SPOTIFY THIS HURTS MY SOUL I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!!!!

IT EVEN ADDS SONGS I DONT WANT TO HERE TO MY PLAYLISTS THATS NOT WHAT I WANT PLEASE I HATE THIS I WANT TO CRY

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houseswife · 4 months

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transgender detector going haywire rn…

#the fact that this was in the down low (THEE gay episode) too #this is either transmasc chase getting pissed about being misgendered #or transfemme chase reacting in indignation to being outed #take your pick #this bad boy can fit soo much gender in them #house md #robert chase #gregory house #hatecrimes md #greg house #like I’m trying so hard not to see chase as anything but an annoying cishet man #but the sheer level of queer implications they throw at him makes it insanely difficult #remy thirteen hadley #the more I think about it the more canon it feels #because he doesn’t even have long hair anymore. he’s not so twinkishly pretty as to be mistaken for a girl at this age. so what was this!!!#he has STUBBLE #+ somebody mentioned in the rbs that this is also trans!remy proof and. omg ur so right #enby thirteen rights #or whatever other headcanons y’all have for ‘em!!#prodigal siblings #prodigal twins

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dangoulains-devotion · 23 days

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you mustn't blame yourself

#FF7 #FFVII #final fantasy 7 #final fantasy vii #advent children #aerith gainsborough #tifa lockhart #aerti #my art #<- i am moonlight elegy on twt #driving myself insane walking in circles thinking about how much guilt tifa must feel #i've already rambled about the weight of grief and other things that threatened to crush tifa so i wont do it again but man. MAN #girls who carry the world on their shoulders #also if anything in this looks fucky just close your eyes. take ur issues up with god. i dont wanna hear it LMAO #i had to cling to the phrase “trust the process” the entire time and buddy my trust was constantly wavering #but this is the best i can do with the idea #i went with tifa's AC fit specifically so that aerith would be holding the ribbon heehehehehe (crying sobbing throwing up)

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communistkenobi · 7 months

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Hey, I just wanted to thank you for your readthrough of Whipping Girl! You have a lot of excellent commentary on it, and although I've read the book many times myself and recommend it to all the other trans women I'm friends with, it rooted itself so deeply in my mind that I can't always tell when I'm drawing on Serano's argument. You've helped me to see the book in a new light.

thank you right back! It’s an incredible book and I’m learning a lot from it. It’s also a really good book to have productive disagreements with - I’m pretty skeptical of Serano’s conception of social constructions (or “the social” more broadly - basically, the social elements of gender) but that has more to do with the liberal framework of the book and her background as a biologist - every academic believes their field is the key to unlocking all other fields lol. I’m also sensitive to the fact that this is like a foundational text in trans theory and she has to deal with the biological essentialism embedded within virtually all discussions of gender, so i think reading her concessions to biology as charitably as possible is probably the best way to deal with those elements of the book

#asks #whipping girl #and also I’m just partial to butler’s argument that gender is all social #which I’m learning from posting about this that a lot of trans people disagree with lol #so that’s my own perspective. Which I think is more correct than biological conceptions of gender but that’s another discussion #I think it is the biggest limitation of Serano’s work but in a way that is like #ripe for exploration and further scholarship on #like it’s not a fatal flaw that gives you reason to dismiss the rest of the text #and given the hissy fits I’ve seen people throw over the concept of transmisogyny it makes me ultimately defensive and apologetic of #the work itself given how epistemically important it is as a concept and framework #anyway I’m rambling lol. Thanks :)

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khaotunq · 5 months

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"gets weirdly intense about houseplants" would definitely be in my bio if i were a character

#liz commented on my most recent fic #and reminded me i'm in a snit with my giant philo again #the girls are fighting #full respect to yt people and ig people who are like THIS IS HOW TO CARE FOR UR PLANTS #but my plants have unionised and at this point i am merely reacting to their whims #can and will kill every aloe i come into contact with #have accidentally kept 2 crotons and several monsteras alive for years #ficus hate being cold? my lil bitch is in the coldest room of my flat and throws a fit if i put her somewhere even slightly warmer #ferns are so easy to care for? dead. all of them dead.#string of x are so fussy!!! meanwhile i forget my turtles and hearts exist and they're Taking Over #alocasias are bastards though that's the truth i don't know what they want #anyway ignore me i'm yelling about plants #that's not even half of my collection rip 💀#so it is decreed

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villruu · 3 months

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trying to create fake discourse for a social media fic but i literally cannot be mean about it

#vrill talks #girl help how does discourse work #throwing random words at the wall like sphaguetti to see if one fits #there isnt a anon ask css tumblr work skin on ao3 and i feel so tempted to make one bc it would fit SO GOOD #i am so sorry c!eret but tumblr is absolutely fighting to death over your supposed problematic behaviour #half of the fake discourse is just people saying eret was involved w soot ajhdsgsjdgfsk bc thats like the only thing i can think about #i dont ship em but like... if this diary was released irl people would be shipping SO HARD this stuff #war-time co-parenting is just [holds gently like hamburguer]#anyways gonna drink a energy drink and see if that makes me evil #my vaper died so im just left with this sad energetic drink:(

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dana-chan-the-control-brain · 11 months

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You know that post about the sad pathetic wet meow meow pharmacist that's crying cus you're not taking headache meds?

That's me.

About my fics. So it's like....

I can't draw on my phone

#personal #honestly truely #take your time #if youre not in the mood to read depressing stuff and mind the trigger warnings #like take care of yourself #and i know my chaps are long and reading takes time #i just think cus the series is long and ongoing it doesnt get as much traction as it did when it started #but its hot girl summer i can be a little needy as a treat #sometimes you have to indulge in toddler hours and throw a fit about something in bad doodle hours #indulging toddler brain is healthy and highly recommend #seriously NEVER feel pressure from me to comment or engage with the fic at all if you dont want to #this is just dumb toddler hours for a bit lol #i can be patient and i love you all ❤️

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robocops-a-christ-allegory · 5 days

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Me 6 seconds after applying for one of those jobs where you work at a theme park but also you live in housing there

#Joking I have not done that.#I'd probably do it if every theme park werent somewhere hot.#The complete obliteration of self I'd have to go through to live in anything resembling dorm housing again #This girl I was talking to way back told me of a local place with that kind of setup and I keep thinking about it #when I am at my lowest but I think I'd throw a fit on day three.

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kimjiwoong · 8 months

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some skinny girls never truly understand lmao

#i follow this plus size girl that has a fashion brand that makes bigger clothes right?#and she got hate because her brand doesnt carry small sizes #and like girl idk go to therapy im sorry u can fathom not being the center of attention for once l #honestly dont get it #idk I'm like in the middle so some regular stores sometimes do carry my size and this girl's brand is too big on me pants-wise #but when she released it i didn't throw a fit #because im not insane #argentinian brands carry such tiny sizes most of the times its so heartbreaking #let bigger girls have something #im usually to big for straight sized stores and too small for plus size stores its a nightmare #and skinny girls being like ueue but what about ME #idk babes maybe go to... idk the other thousands of stores that make clothes for u #rose.txt #sighhhhhh #body image tw #just in case idk

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worstloki · 1 year

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I’m not much of a thorki shipper, but I have a feeling Thor would be soooooo jealous of Loki having cuddly/touchy partners, they’d kiss and he’d be like “where’s my kiss brother?”.

Everyone’s so busy accusing Loki of being jealous of Thor’s friends and Jane that they completely ignore that Loki has no friends. Thor’s friends favour Thor and if Loki had people valuing him like that Thor would simply lose it. He’d be sooooooo jelly he’d do things that throw him out of the hero classification.

#the only time I’ve seen people write Thor jealous is when he’s ‘protective’ and wants no potential love interests to get their hands on his #which ummmm the loss of potential???#make him jealous of Loki’s magic or smartness or that he’s better in some area of court or give him friends and have Thor burn about it #yknow yknow??#like you can’t show me Thor 1 Thor and tell me he wouldn’t throw a fit if Loki said he didn’t want to spend time with him.#let alone if it was because he wanted to spend time with someone else...#Loki is going to say he’s got a friend and Thor is going to start slandering and being mean to them and spreading rumours fr #and everyone will pass it off as fine because it’s Thor #it’s Thor he’ll get away with it #Thor: haha I’m so glad you’ve got friends Loki haha have fun with them! *loki leaves* ugh those fookin beaches #Thor is THE ultimate mean girl

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thedeadthree · 1 year

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lila thoughts under the read more <3 🥀✨🌹🎸

lila getting with griffin / g reign and having their little thing in “secret” not only bc it’s what her parents did to each other to get back at the other for slights and arguments but also bc she wanted to not only get back at seven but also to be like “oo look at me i can pull griffin freaking reign i won teehee.” and then the clown catches real feelings for griffin and calls jazz near in tears bc she’s just like her mom 🥀✨🎸🤡 and using someone she loves to get back at someone who she loved may or may not have even loved (i think she did but loved more the idea ? it’s complicated!) but loved the IDEA of seven loving her? dear you know it everyone knows it you want to be loved so bad!!!!!! the sooner you admit that lila the sooner you’ll be much happier my love! so excited to see where things go for her ! and things for her and her beloved g!!!!!

(x) for the divider <3

#oc: lilia laurent #long tags bc lila brainrot I APOLOGIZE 🥀✨😭 (i need to rb that ask game i need to yell about these dears🌹❣️!!!)#baby girl you literally wrote to live and die in la / aka gibson girl by ethel bc you wanted griffin to HEAR IT and pique his interest like #AND YOU DIDNT THINK YOU WOULD FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM???? and it’s the song you auditioned with too?#and jazz was likely like UHH I SAW THIS COMING ! she’s literally lilas voice of reason soizjxxh #caroline catch lila calling halle too at like 3 am sosjjzhx in the bathroom of griffins trailer akzjjzjx she’s a hot mess !!!!!! truly!#she has a panic moment because she’s just like her mother and now has to face to consequences of her actions! yikes!#i think she owns up to it you know? god i want to write a fic of that so bad too AHH #i am still going to be gaming HARD for vic and her to be friends at the end of it all u know?#and some more lore that’s a tad unrelated but maybe has some insight into why she does what she does to cope with things?#her parents spent more time socializing with their friends and playing mind games traveling and the etc then being parents to her?#so she spent a lot of time in beautiful homes alone throwing parties as they did because she was bored and that’s what they did too?#for someone who didn’t want to be her aristocratic messy parents she’s scared she’s turned into them 🥀✨😖#she’s like a nepo baby u wouldn’t think was a nepo baby bc her parents almost never are seen with her outside of a fashion campaign or too #or a tabloid RUMORING they had a daughter (those hurt her more than she admits) it bites to have famous supermodels for parents 🥀😵‍💫#she wants friends and parental figures more badly than she cares to admit (she won’t akzjzjjz but! she does! really bad!)#this baby girl can fit SO many parental issues 🥀✨😌#(also aj she might yank griffin along to visit Flor and her grandma bc of that 🥀✨😖)#leg.txt #your not as much of a manipulative snake as you think you are lila ! you want to be loved !!!!! really bad!#ofc this all could change as the story develops and her arc unfolds but oh my god i love lila so much thats my hot mess express!#jazz being like ‘you aren’t going to like this you’ll block me for a months for this but u need to hear this.. ur a mess my dear’ SHES RIGH #(me hoping this isn’t too ooc GAHH 🥀✨😭)

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pebblezone · 1 year

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this Tylenol ain’t shit w

#talkingcore #emotions. man.#there’s so much music that I just haven’t listened to in a bit and it’s making me feel things it’s not even like sad things I’m like damn #how long has it been since I’ve listened to beautiful stranger by Madonna as featured in Austin powers international man of mystery #but also something in my brain feels like it needs to cry like I don’t feel like I physically can but something needs to be released #so do I go pet sounds? smile? falsettos? I feel like I need to be in a sleeping bag and Contemplate #fun fact! Kendra Morris has an absolutely stunning cover of don’t talk (put your head on my shoulders)#I’m pretty neutral on beach boys covers tbh I’m never crazy about them since like they really never measure up #how many mid covers of god only knows can I take? not many. but like she & him have their little Brian Wilson tribute I like that.#the covers are a lot better when they don’t try to perfectly replicate whatever the fuck Brian Wilson was doing they aren’t him #brain wants to go melancholy mode but I’ve no clue over what. girl just tell me what I’m supposed to be sad over I’ll commit to the bit #need to keep listening to new stuff but also need old stuff Maybe that’s it maybe I just need old stuff again? like routine?? shit idk #also like at 5 am I woke up and remembered how in choir people kept comparing me to the director they had the year before me #and the thing is she had the same name as someone else in choir that was student teaching my first semester so I kept thinking they were #referring to her Id be in my choir fit my silly suit my proud butch uniform and they’d be like oh this is so ‘insert name’!#and it kept throwing me off because the student teacher was like. not like me at all so I was like fuck #what kind of girl core energies am I accidentally emitting this is Bad. so anyway 5 am I’m like fuck it I need to research this person #I search. find her. she’s butch. I’m blessed. they weren’t lying like man we do such a good job at being generic! yay!#butch And in choir! love to see it! keep thinking how I am destined to be like in my 40s doing mundane tasks #I’m gonna be soooooo good at watering plants and putting salt on the sidewalk before it snows and cleaning drains #need to be a dad mom so fucking bad you don’t get it I need to drive carpool and take off work for dentist trips and watch hgtv #AHHHH i think that got rid of some of the sad lfg💥💥💥💥this must be super long god damn sorry

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weenhands · 1 year

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ok might start exiting that phase of Me severly doubting and gaslighting myself on being possibly autismal because yea when i go research mode it all adds up but even when im assessing myself carefully on DSMV criteria it gets to a point where it's like ash ...... please stop playing dumb this is rlly serious

#its like. all of the criteria. all of it. To a very confident degree #i fit it so perfectly #and sometimes im like OK BUT its normal (gaslighting myself) to have abnormal interests at times (gaslighting myelf😁)#and to just have it be your whole identity (gaslighting yourself! age 9 all you could think about was little big planet 24/7 with #no exaggeration whatsoever it impaired your school life and temporarily your relationship with your brother:) youd throw intense meltdowns #when mom and dad said go to bed after playing all day:) you refused to get up and pee when you really had to!#age 13 you would rewatch my little pony equestria girls every single day after coming back from school. age 14 you became a knowledge bank #for every single youtuber/micro influencer on instagram who you admired and spent intense amount of study and focus trying to copy to a tea #in order to mask. age 16 and you oftentimes explain your extensive knowledge to haircare as you yoursef probably able to deal with a wide #variety of hair textures and porosities and types because you spent an entire year learning about nothing else but haircair #and stayed up till 6am every night doing so. unable to stop.#age 18-19 you became so fixated on tarot the passage of time didnt exist. you almot forgot to eat for an entire 10 hours when you got your #first deck. if you were to pick up a deck at that time you wouldnt be able to stop yourself. age 20 your fixation on makeup is so strong #youve probably spent a total of 4k on makeup in the past year. you couldnt stop infodumping on both haircare for HOURS and on makeup #it is the only thing you want to talk about)#but no. its normal that EVERY SINGLE interest ive had ive had it to an abnormal extent #and its not just that. its the fact that i also have Other criteria.#my friend robin could hypothetically have interests to a weirder extent than me #but she doesnt struggle with friendships and conversations. it causes me severe distress with the way how i cant manage either #and its obvious on here too #the echolalia i have. the movements. the COUNTLESS fixations ive had since i was little (rubbing my mouth and humming whenever i heard #something uncomfortable so the vibrations would calm me down. always hating motorbikes. hating the sound of plates. bright lights.)#my teacher reporting i had poor motor skills but my parents going like chile anyways #and the way how ive always been embarrased throwing quote on quote tantrums at an age i wasnt supposed to anymore #which were basically meltdowns lol like its not nomal to feel like a danger to yourself when you're angry and want to punch mirrors when #ur makeup routine isnt going to plan #theres more but yewh hehshdhfjfj #just. i keep telling myself ok but Ash anyone can have this....YEAH BUT BITCH UR TICKING ALL THE BOXES!#also i made mistakes on saying fixation instead of stims and also listing my sensory issues #im just venting and 👍👍👍 yeah

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lazyexjock · 7 months

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something real hot about getting fatter even when I'm not trying to... Like I occasionally feel the need to take a break from the stuffings, reassess my life decisions, and maybe consider getting back into shape... But the alarm only lasts for so long before I find myself relaxing into hedonism again without even realizing it... sitting on the couch high and and mindlessly munching my way through a family bag of doritos that I only just opened an hour ago... I just enjoy being lazy and overeating so much! It feels so natural to me... And feeling throughout the day little reminders and indications of my ever growing lack of resolve... how my stomach naturally sticks out farther from my body now than it ever has before, or the way my bottom belly roll bulges over my waist band when I'm sitting, more grabbable and substantial than it was the week prior, or watching with dread and excitement how the numbers on the scale continue to tick rythymically upward on the rare occasionas when I have access to a scale..all subtle enjoyable encouragements to keep going... continue getting fatter... I can change my mind in a month if I really want to...

#I really just want to find a girl to completely take over my diet and fitness so I dont have to worry about it anymore #like enable the natural lazy pig in me #just take me past the point of no return #and be sure to tease and abuse me for throwing my body away the whole time #swett thanks

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theguardianace · 1 year

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gender my beloved behated

#love how ive been using multiple pronouns for like two years now and he/him for over a year and only now am like Wait #idk i think i started using she/they out of a rejection of the traditional views of femininity and disconnect from aroaceness #and i do really like that choice i made! it fit me for a while. it sounds nice.#i did feel kind of bad about it at first. like i was copying people to fit in. despite the fact i genuinely liked she/they.#i felt so guilty when people used they/them bc i thought i was faking it #but i did grow out of that thankfully #and then in math class one day i was like hm i would not object to he/him so why not just. add it.#just as a thing to throw in there. girl in a guy way.#cue rinse and repeat the they/them thing.#and then i kinda didn't think about it for a while? it just was?#every once in a while that “you're faking it” voice would come back.#and then a new one came in.#why would i be faking it. i dont think most cis people think like this #most cis people dont have problems looking in the mirror working out.#most cis people dont dread looking in the window with a backpack on.#most cis people dont have nights where they sit there and go “guy”.#i dont really know what my gender even would be #my gender isnt girl. i know that. i don't mind being perceived as one though.#i dont have any issue playing girls sports and hanging out with girls and identifying as sapphic/lesbian #but i also dont think im just a guy. i dont connect with all of masculinity. some sure. but not a whole lot.#i used to consider agender but i dont think that applies anymore bc there is definitely something there.#i dont really like a lot of other labels. none of them fit #i like just identifying as me. im just me! your good friend aura. someone who is kind and passionate and hard working #i just wish i had the language to figure out what it is im feeling.#i know my preferences for pronoun order changes! its just scary when he/him is the favorite for this long.#i like she/her. it's familiar and soft and kind.#they/them is cool too! its yellow. a nice one.#i dont know how to feel about he/him yet. it feels forbidden. like im not allowed to like it.#but i do anyways #idk. i'll figure it out. or not. i just wanted to put this out there.

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vinyls-and-valentines · 7 months

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Hm. There appears to be a ghost AU cooking in my brain right now. Unfortunate

#girlie making besties with ghost!ghoul and ghost!jet immediately getting jealous and trying to get her check out his room also because it's #soooo much cooler than ghoul's and the girl just. having to mediate ghost bickering she can't ever hear is so so sweet and funny to me <3 #ghost!kobra tries to scare volume but ends up just having a conversation about their favourite bands by using cd cases #vamos and vaya try to have a ouija conversation with ghost!poison and poison tries eir best to be like. ominous and shit but then they end #exchanging ghost gossip #also the twins are 10000% down with trying to find a way to help the 4 move on #still trying to picture how vinyl (chronic introvert) and val (defensive as shit around people he doesn't know alive or dead) fit into this #picture but yeah. have some silly ghost au thoughts i've been throwing at the metaphorical wall while enjoying my silly little movie #boo rambles #killjoys

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