#is this really what's goin down
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heeyyy gaaanggg
the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.
#my art#digital art#digital painting#fanart#resident evil 7#ethan winters#goddd PLEAAASEEEE#i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to#NOT post it. embarrassment be damned#but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE#I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING#HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this#happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly#thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin#about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD#im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss#i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it#like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much#never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd#ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and#that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING#anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.
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A lil guy !
#honkai star rail#dan heng#genuinely have a million things i wanna draw and then zero energy#so dan heng in a hoodie#now i gotta go get dinner sooooo maybe that will give energy and then i can draw more of what i actually wanna draw#but i kinda spent like ... hours ? talking to my mom earlier today#since shes been in the hospital for many many days#so i was catching her up on whats been goin on and showed her silly lil videos#and telling her how hyped i was for summer hrid and she (very patient with my fe talk)#was like you always tell me about banners being bad so it must have made you REALLY happy to say the whole banner is good#and im like yeah and i had multiple people on multiple sites like hey salmon/moeblob did ya see the banner#and she was like thats so cool that people acknowledge who you like and im like yeah it is p cool#and then i told her how mad i was at the absolutely criminal act of limiting how you can watch clue (1985 hit movie)#like i told her yeah sure i own it twice on dvd and once on itunes and that the only way to watch those#are either desktop or ps2 and how i dont have access to my itunes email#and i dont have it on my laptop so i sadly would have to rebuy the movie on itunes under a new acct#then i said how i loved that it was free to watch with ads on yt and id watched it twice that way#but then recently wanted to watch it on there but laptop and hoo boy you have to buy or rent it now#so i v angrily was like fine whatever ill do the thing and leave my room and go watch it on my moms tv#while she isnt around and use her amazon prime where it should be included except ! IT WASNT!#YOU HAVE TO HAVE PRIME TO BUY OR RENT IT NOW TOO!#HOW ARE THEY DOING THIS AND WHY ! who in the world is watching this movie so much that isnt me that they have to charge for it now#on all platforms unless you straight up pirate it#and hey why would i of all people be needing to pirate a movie i own physically two times and digitally once#this is literally a personalized attack to me#and my mom was like i understand how you feel cause yeah thats really weird to do to a 1985 movie#and im like yes exactly i have morals and principles that make me opposed to this and its v maddening#and she said she understood and its ok next time we are having power issues and i have to shut down#that if i really wanna watch it i can rent it on her amazon account and i looked at her and shes like oh you feel v strongly about this#and i do! I HAVE HAD IT GIFTED TO ME TWICE ! I BOUGHT IT ONCE! WHY DO I HAVE TO RENT IT FOR MORE MONEY!
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fanciful stories (you're way too good at this)
(that's not what it's about. being good at it)
#pokemon#swsh#champion leon#gym leader raihan#assistant sonia#three parts of a whole idiot#hi. this is mostly me testing just goin at it with ink again. its wonky but! thats not what its about!#thinking abt little boy... in the arena with a set of league uniform a size too big. winning because it's fun#leon truly is like a recurring nightmare I have. every other month I wake up in the middle of the night like oh shit leon pokemon#also reintroducing the dragonfly motif for raihan... I debuted it for leon but tbh? it fits raihan better#this is like magical girl to me. the image genre of using kids toys to do archetypal hero things#man. I really need to draw a very specific thing for gloria. leon may be in it but I want it to be for gloria#we'll see! Im so fucking sleepy rn#theres a feast to be made tomorrow. I need to lay down n save up my energy for cookin#have a good night lads! remember: making bad art is fucking awesome
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i think my least favorite smut-word is 'turgid'. that is not a sexy word.
#i know i'm asexual and therefore shouldn't much care. but. 'turgid member' just feels. bad.#yeah sure whatever it means swollen but it feels very specifically like the type of swollen at risk of bursting.#not in a sexy way. there's (external) blood.#ok yeah i know some of you are into that (eyeing my garashir people suspiciously). but that's not what the author is goin for y'know?#this is not a bloody sex scene. it's supposed to be sweet. blood-free. zero members are exploding.#NOT that you would know that from the word 'turgid'!#it feels uncomfortable! it's an uncomfy word!#painful to the touch!#it's like. a fuckin pimple that really needs to pop. or an overstretched water balloon which can't take its own weight.#gonna split down the middle from the pressure within.#NOT A DICK. DICKS SHOULDN'T DO THAT.#not trek
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you are expendable, you are not expected to return
#i know i said id try to keep pressure stuff in containment but this is more of a vent piece than pressure fanart#and it felt wrong posting it on the side blog since thats really more of a fandom space than a soap space#kinda need the catharsis of strangers knowin whats goin on with me bc ive been kind of MIA on all platforms in terms of new 3D art..#i had something really insane happen that was a major permanent change to my life in september/august (cant talk about it) and#i havent really been handling it well at all#pressures been like the sole thing thats kind of keeping me above water mentally#but simultaneously like the level of obsession im at is insanely unhealthy it is ruining everything else in my life. but i just dont know#what else i can really do to stay sane. log on roblox think about my gay fishes and then go to bed#normally i try to ride out little mental health bumps like these and get back to work but its been like 3 months now and#im still struggling to be able to focus on client work. i can take it easy on myself just fine but i really dont want to let clients down#anyways thats whats been going on with me if anyones noticed the absence#soap talks#my art#roblox pressure#hopefully that doesnt put it in the main tags i try to tag fandoms so ppl are able to block them#raine
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and this would (probably) mark the last of these death note musical drawings... I can finally get this out of my head.
They're really fitting in intriguing ways. Makes me think a crossover would ACTUALLY work but even with that aside, the songs themselves were great to listen to! I recommend giving them a listen
links to the songs in respective order!: 1/2/3
#oshi no ko#oshi no ko spoilers#hikaai#hikaru kamiki#ai hoshino#guys I'm really serious#I think those two really WERE reincarnations of the shinto god couple of entertainment I'm not kidding#the god who stands for Ai(the one that loves people) probably just.. hopped down on a whim to try and do that as a person#that's how she's the “reincarnation of the morning star”#and her man came down to find her but they both forgot who they were and he only remembered after she died#that's why he went and tried to collect the stars in people's eyes THAT'S SERIOUSLY WHAT'S BEEN GOIN ON. I KNOW HOW RIDICULOUS IT SOUNDS#BUT THAT'S THE TRUTH#I'm seriously really tired of bringing this up over and over this will NEVER get through because how fantasy it is#doodle#spoilers#I need to work on my own stories oh my god.. it's just.. this is so stressful
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Eskew: /whipping out every unimagineable horror in the book
David: 😐
Eskew: /puts him on a plane and gives him a tuna sandwich
David: 😐
Eskew: WHY DO YOU NEVER TELL ME YOU LOVE ME ANYMORE!?
#i am in eskew#I am in Eskew podcast#No one does it like them#Really have a good time with this one#I’m almost finished#David Ward#Eskew#Whats their ship name?#cause I’m down for whatever they got goin on
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y'know i was pretty confident that I didn't have depression, until i started learning (about 15 minutes ago) that apparently there's more flavors of depression than the usual Major Depressive Disorder.
so that's...
yeah.
okay.
sure.
:)))))))))
#i need to share some of these random thoughts with someone ASAP or I'll fucking explode so here y'all go lmao#apparently there's a few other disorders/conditions that align with MDD but aren't characterized by such brief and strong symptoms#one being Dysthymia/Persistent-Depressive-Disorder (PDD) and the other being Cyclothymia#i really need to sit down and just make a big giant chart and label all these different conditions and study their symptoms and treatments#then go to my therpaist and be like “hey wtf is all this??? can you help me figure out what tf is goin' on w/ me??”#then go to my psychiatrist and be like “hey so i did all this research and then ran things by my therapist so uhhh how do we fix me??”#I am not one to self-diagnose per se but I still think I need to make an effort to research this on my own first#i love both my therapist and my psychiatrist and they've been great help...#...but also i don't think they had the experience necessary to see past my autistic facade#because unfortunately I'm extremely good at pretending things are okay when they are absolutely not okay#and uhhh hit's kinda fucking killing me IRL and i'm not exaggerating when I say that#in a word where a person must expend their own mental energy to seek education and employment to gain financial capital to afford living...#...and where even personal hobbies involve the self-motivation and energy reserves necessary to engage w/ the things you like to create...#...then i kinda need to figure out the true underlying cause of the “low energy and bad at doing everything” situation I have going on#and fix that ASAP#okay thanks for coming to my ted talk comrades
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Very important conferences.
#witch hat tag#orufrey#some real serious discussions goin on in this atelier today. dont u doubt it.#agott is the only one who has ever thought about this because she is a 12 year old lesbian and UMM..FRIEND? LIKE FRIEND? IS THAT..LEGAL???#this is all i drew today because silly things like this take hours lol. at least it's practice for poses -_-#i got the pattern of the girls' dresses wrong but i couldn't be bothered to change halfway through.#don't worry if you're like what is the naakiwan downs. is that name even mentioned in the main manga#ANYWAY i KEEP thinking about what if it's actually banned for professors and watchful eyes to date like that would make a lot of sense.#like maybe it should be banned. SO??? are they just low-key Aware of what the deal is and they're just Putting their feelings aside#until graduation??? take my tassel as an unspoken reminder of how i feel?? living together trial period?? this feels like it's truly it#When we're free to be together........ Sensei loves homophobia parallels without there actually being homophobia#Let's invent reasons why men cant be together. Ummm well whatever. i'm screaming in my head but it's fine.#this will probably form the theme of my orufrey for a while. i've thought of this before but for some reason today it's big for me.#i guess the tassels might not specifically be a part of that since they exchanged them before tower of books#and qifrey made his mysterious decision to be a teacher after that and..well whatever. I need more of backstory and just..everything?#But i also don't mind when vinanna interrupts my wishes with just a chapter of just being really dreamy? I love witch hat?
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"Sure...likewise...? (is this some kind of trap..?)" "Did.. hold on were you following me through the bushes?—"
"Don't worry about it! Come 'nd sit, we can all chat!"
(Lodi is fascinated with this new stranger, Damascus has mixed feelings.)
#misfits of war#[Lodi either watches people without their knowledge or snipes them clean shot. Damascus is the strangest objecthead he's ever seen]#[Damascus IS strange for his even for his kind so that's fair tbh. Lodi really saw him and went 'I like this weird one having a crisis']#[The introverted sword is getting claimed by the extroverted apple. They are not even on the same side of the war]#[Not that that will stop Lodi; They do what they want regardless of the politics in any given area or who's side you come from]#[They don't discriminate much. This is both a good and a bad thing depending on the situation or their opinion. Or both]#[Damascus just had the daylights scared out of him and doesn't know how to feel about this fruitfolk; He's never seen or met one like Lodi]#[He'd seen and met a few in passing before the war but never knew any particularly well; He's never met one so...whatever Lodi has goin on]#[Damascus will become very concerned with them and their methods very quickly]#c.damascus parastin#c.lodi moros#art.post#comic.post#art#comic#Unrelated SORRY THIS TOOK LIKE. DAYS. Adhd is not kind 2 me#It took a while but not THAT long to do mannn. I had the script in my head sorted and the thing laid out in my brain#It was the Sitting Down And Doing It part that took forever#Managed to hype myself up n get it done. I should've just taken my Adhd meds that would've worked better but I forgot </3
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i think theres some sort of issue with education on taxes. many people seem to have no idea how taxes are calculated or how that money is allocated. they really think that because 1% of the federal budget went to y last year, that means 1% of their personal annual income was used on it
#had to use y instead of x to avoid confusion. due to recent events.#like im not an expert on how it all breaks down by any means. but i know thats not really whats goin on
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I might just be dumb but I don't really understand making fun of you partners? I don't understand introducing them to your family like "gets my stupid asshole "I don't understand the play fighting I get teasing on some stuff is fun n cute if your both into that???? but?????my wife's smart I'm not gonna call em dumb to be funny and I'd cry if my wife told their friends I was super dumb n annoying? Yeah people are gonna do stupid things and no one's perfect I know I'm gonna do something that's gonna be annoying and stupid same with my wife n friends n family and well really anyone I just don't get when people talk down their partners to they're friends? Like do you want your friends to think low of your partner Do you want your friend to really think they're stupid and smelly and hate them????Do you actually like the person you dating???? Then why are you telling your friends and family what a stupid irresponsible jerk they are and how you can't stand them????????????? Am I missing a joke goin on is this a humor thing or social thing in just out of the loop on???????
#like it's not even venting it's just a joke?#i hate my wife joke?#couldn't be me? my wifes the best they're smart and talented and hot as the sun and they treat me very kind n patient they're my bestfriend#i get maybe venting maybe i get Getting frustrated and annoyed over some things but it's kinda scary how many people i know....#who just..... don't actually like they're partners... like they're not even friends??????????????#i don't get it?????????? i really don't understand why would you date someone you wouldn't be friends with???????#like i get maybe venting but this isn't venting and honestly you should talk to your partner about things if they're upsetting you so much#i think I'm just dumb because it happens a lot my siblings my coworkers one of my friends they just....talk shit about their partners like#they don't like them and I'm my coworkers case they really should leave their husbands are shit if everything they're saying is true#idk i just can't imagine introducing my wife m being like 'hers my bitch ass nag wife they're an asshole and they're stupid' to my friend#that's????? what???? are you both ok?????#i get like if you needed to like talk to your friend about something for another view just to make sure you aren't in the wrong#an unbiased option if there's a fight or to validate you if your goin through something like my coworkers xonfide in me about her husband's#cheating and financially irresponsible bullshit and frankly i told her he's probably not goin to stop cheating after three times and#like that makes sense#but just talking your boyfriend down to your friends why?#don't get it
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Dum de dum dum
Gonna add max tags and max characters to each cause who cares
#the limit to the number of characters is 140 and I can’t use the same tag twice so this may take time. also I can’t add commas easily so sor#ry for the run on sentences. I doubt anyone will read all this. it’s gonna take a while to write. maybe I just keyboard smash. but that seem#s unoriginal or cheating. and I also wanna use chat gpt but that feels kinda lame? it’s frowned on so much and I don’t wanna be frowned on a#nd idk. I guess I care about what strangers on the internet care about more than myself. which I shouldn’t. I’ll be better tho. anyway i ams#going to be rambling a bit here. but I don’t care. probably no one will read this anyways. maybe I can try some constrained writing prompts.#what with only 140 characters. people usually write a lot of stuff and better under constraints. cause humans be weird sometimes. why on ear#th did I do this to myself???? maybe I will smash!!! agdkdgakfhs!!!! SHDOAGSKFHSJ!!!! bleaugholofomodowopoidk!!! weeepeedeepeedooooooo!! idk#this is boring. I’m only 8 tags in and I’m tired. who knows why I do these things. the mind is a mysterious place. who knows why we do wha w#e do. …. …. idk man. I was gonna say some more stuff about the mind and how weird it is. but I forgor ): now I feel a bit s#ad. but maybe I will remember before the end of this…. spaces make it easier so#spaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaceeeeeeesssssss. lol#gonna copy paste 138 spaces in a row and copy paste. then add number at end to make each unique… then this would go so fast…. but is#that cheating? I mean I put these rules on myself. only I would really care if I broke them. but it feels wrong to#so maybe I’ll get this done naturally. with a whole bunch’s spaces to replace a comma. it’ll go so much faster. (:#tag 15. halfway there. goin faster than I thought it would. time flies or something ig. I have an idea#imma try to say all the copypastas I kinda know by memory cause who fucking cares: firstly first. I am gonna do the one about the fitnes#“the fitness gram pace test is a multilevel test that involves many things. like running and sit-ups and push ups and jumping jack eh idk#now for rick roll copypasta. not a real rickroll tho cause there is warning so it’s all cool. I think I’ll stop early like line six or I d k#you know the rules and so do I! a full commitment is what I’m looking for. you know the rules and I do too. never goin to give you up or let#you down or dessert you or anything like that. (I’m jokingly doing it wrong. I actually know them alr. cause been roled a bit.) gon stop now#I know just the starting quote kinda of bee movie. but non else. idk what to say. am tired. is late so idk. idk#this post is taking way to long. I’m on like the second day typing it out ):. I don’t know how much more I can take…. but I must per#servere!!! if I add spaces. then it’ll be done. much quicker. (:(:(: plus I can spam emoticons for fun. :3#:3:3:3:3:3:3:3. (:(:(:(: (;(; :/:/. -_- \: 0: [:<. :>]. =). $). ^_^. *_*. (: I love emoticons#~_~. :p :P. :D. d: :b. q: i-i. T-T. T_T. j-j. -w- uwu. owo. ö. ü. :B. :ß. :oo#:O. :1). QwQ. k: 8ooo>. (|). or i guess (:) might be more anatomically accurate. :+|. •_•. .-. ._. :7). :)#27 tag hereeeeee almost donnn eeeeee. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. heheh. fun. not actually to bad. this was kinda nice.#yayayayayya. we about finished. Twas a fun time. idk why i did this. ig it was kinda fun. noiceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee#words words words. just mostly nonsense. fun fun fun. idk idk din. ooooo. wwww. owowow. nyaaaaa. meow#3030303030!!! 30!!!! last one woot woot. fun’s. hope reading was fun. i liked typing it. so long and thanks for all the fish.(:
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ggoyrghhh
#just me hi#oh man fbshf#was up til 6 last night. why? well there were a couple factors but it all boils down to i wasn't paying attention and zero care to do#anything about it loll#some things make my brain moldy. others make it slime. and baby there's No foam in that thing#the structural integrity is Bad hfsh :)#//anwyay despite the slime-mold brain condition i've got things i gotta be doin#like what? good question. i hope it let's me get some chips though that's all i'll say#//and aside from that. ye :3#zero thought rn. it's really just a black screen in my brain during this time#but there Is a ping-pong ball just goin back and forth across from it. Is it a thought? not enough evidence to confirm. i will continue to#observe though o7#toobles and poodles o/ -v-
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Simon teaches you how to cum
One month into your relationship with Simon, he was set to leave on his first mission since you’d gotten together. It wasn’t a long, just a little over two weeks but the moment he mentioned it, your face dropped, and your fingers curled into the hem of your shirt.
He noticed. Of course he did.
That night, he handed you a small black box, thumb brushing over your knuckles when you took it with hesitant fingers. A vibrator.
“Figured you’d need somethin’ to keep busy while I’m gone,” he said, half teasing, though the look in his eyes was anything but light.
You only nodded, biting your lip, avoiding his gaze.
“What’s wrong, birdie?” he asked gently, tilting your chin up with the curve of his knuckle.
You hesitated, cheeks burning. “I’ve just… never made myself cum before.”
He stared at you for a second longer before standing up, pulling you with him, murmuring, “C’mon then. Let’s fix that.”
He positioned you in front of your bedroom mirror, body bare, knees weak, thighs trembling already just from the heat of his gaze. One of his hands held your jaw in place, fingers curled under your chin, forcing you to watch.
“Eyes open, love,” he whispered, lips brushing your ear.
“Want you to see how your body works, how it should be touched.”
His other hand moved between your thighs, fingers pressing slow circles into your clit. You whimpered, eyes fluttering, only for him to tighten his grip on your face.
“Watch,” he chuckled. “See that? That’s how you like it, yeah?”
His fingers sank into you slowly, then faster, curling just right. Over and over, until your knees buckled and your breath hitched sharp in your throat. And when you finally came, gasping against the glass, he kissed your shoulder and hummed, “That’s it, lovie. Just like that.”
You got up, staggering toward the bed, legs shaking, ready to collapse into the mattress.
But Simon caught your wrist and gently tugged you back.
“Where you goin’, birdie?” he asked with a light chuckle. “I still gotta teach you how to cum on a vibrator.”
He guided you back down, spreading your legs, eyes wide as he held the toy up, his smirk lazy heavy with promise.
Maybe you really did need the lesson.
Or maybe Simon just had a thing for mirror sex.
Maybe Simon just loved his birdie too much and the thought of being away from you already ached more than he’d admit.
Either way, you weren’t getting any sleep that night.
Shit post.
#fanfic#ghost cod#call of duty#simon ghost riley#bored af#one shot#simon riley headcanons#cod fanfic#simon riley#simon riley fanfic#simon riley x y/n#johnny soap mactavish#simon riley x you#simon riley x reader#simon ghost smut#smut#oneshot#shinoko oshi#simon ghost x reader#cod ghosts#ghost call of duty#ghost#cod x reader#cod fic
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hey so since i’m in the season of ovulation here is degrading simon riley feeding my size kink. i’m not ok send regrets. 18+
“beggin little whore f’me. not so smart now that i’ve got your brain leakin outta your cunt.”
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yeah. you’ve pushed it. simple as that.
and god, you knew better. you really did. but some might say you’re a sucker for punishment. others might say you’re a masochist.
you think it’s probably a bit of both, when it comes to simon.
maybe it’s because he’s a big mean brute. emotionless. big ol wall of mass and muscle. tough bloke like him don’t feel a thing, yeah? at least in your mind. makes it easy to needle - easy to poke and prod and toss little jabs about his eyes or mask or whatever slivered sign of life he might be displaying that day.
he’s contractually obligated not to kill you, might you add. that brings a level of safety you got comfortable with.
but what you didn’t get comfortable with — what you couldn’t possibly ever get comfortable with, is the size of him in your fucking guts. the growl of him in your ear. the clutch of him around your throat.
even big dead-eyed men like simon have a limit. and by the grace of god, you’d found it. the bottom of this particular mine shaft, if you will—
“y’alright down there?” his voice is slick. fuckin slick with glee. a first for him, you’re sure. “still with me, sweet’eart?”
you can practically feel the smirk barring those teeth to your neck. you try to toss something smart assed back, something to keep it goin, but he’s got your wrists pinned behind your back and his cock stretchin your walls in a way that screams he shouldn’t even be able to fit — yet you’re clenching around him like you’d die without it.
all that comes outta you is a moan.
and he laughs. bastard. fuckin filthy rasp right against your ear. “tha’s what i thought. mm. s’what i fucken wanted.”
your eyes roll. he’s so deep your hips hurt. he presses a palm between your shoulder blades to pin you harder to the floor of his barracks. all that pent up aggressions got you leakin down your thighs. pathetic. humiliating. delicious.
“tha’s it. fucken stunned now, yeah?” he thrusts deeper. free hand smacking your ass til it stings. “always mouthin off. startin shit—fuck—y’knew what this was. you’ve always known what’d it take t’shut you up.”
you hiccup when he hits your gspot. over and over. so goddamn good it hurts. “fuck—fuck you—“
“yeah. y’are.” his hips jerk, hissing against the back of your neck. “feelin every inch of me, aren’t you? go on. fuckin tell me how i feel. wanna hear y’say it.”
you bite your tongue. squeeze your eyes shut. he fucks deeper. harder.
“say it.” another smack to your ass.
“big—“ you gasp, choking on it. “fucking—huge—“
he growls like you’ve fed him. “tha’s right. eight inches buried so deep in your tight little cunt y’forgot how to lie.”
youve never heard him talk like this and all you can do is whimper - the airs gone thin. every inhale is like sandpaper scratching at your throat. every thrust is like being punched open. and when every sound you make comes out as something pathetic you know you’ve lost.
you twist your head to try and adjust for reprieve but he fists your hair to still you. “y’wanna tell me again you can’t take it? huh? wanna tell me m’too big?”
he is. he totally is. but it’s delicious pain. makes your eyes water and your walls flutter. something about you can’t help but egg him on.
“s-shut up—“
he slams forward. breath cuts sharp against your neck. “wrong answer.”
you jolt. cry out. the heat is a wildfire across your skin. “s-si-mon—“
“try again.” he breathes, curling his fingers from your hair to your jaw. “or i’ll just keep pushin till y’feel it in your fuckin spine.”
he makes good on the promise with a bruising thrust. you wail with it. vision blurring blue. “fuck! fuck i wanted this—but you’re so—you’re too—fuck please—“
and it’s that last little word. the syllables that slip past your teeth presenting pleas on a silver platter, that make him moan. fucking moan.
“oh yeah. shit. now we’re gettin somewhere.” he exhales with it, shifting just to drag at your walls and angle deeper. “beggin little whore f’me. not so smart now that i’ve got your brain leakin outta your cunt.”
you long to tell him to shut up, fuck off, goto hell — any other circumstances you might have. but the first fuck with simon riley after months of pushing and prodding ain’t one to be won. you’ll be lucky to walk tomorrow. the monster can only be poked so many times before it wakes with vengeance.
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