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transgnckon · 8 months

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I can’t even lie that a little bit of the reason I felt more motivated to cut my hair is bc my cousin. Like I know he’s trans. Has he told anyone?? No, but like he carries around his trans pride stuff with little pronoun charms so when he cut his hair like against his like his moms own wishes every time I look at him I just wanted to cry

#txt #he looks so good soo good #super cool hair cut fr #it’s kinda like a mullet #I’m glad that his like older sister supports him & gets him clothes that he wants #bc like. when I came out to her as bi she told me how my aunt treats him & UGH #you know never in a million years did I think I’d have younger ppl in my family coming to me for comfort abt these things #it feels kinda. unreal.#& I still can’t believe it.

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ink-the-artist · 2 months

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hi! hope you’re having a good day/night. wondering if you had any tip for achieving phosphorescence/fluorescence with colored pencils? i’ve been getting back into drawing after a long art block and wanted to draw some glow in the dark toys but i’ve been struggling to give a good actual green glow on a dark background. thought i’d ask since you’re incredible with colored pencil!

oh prismacolor neon colored pencils are perfect for this, they only have 3 colors (orange, yellow, and pink) but i think this is the closest thing to what ur describing that ive used in my own art

some of these are more subdued than others, i blend the neon color and a regular color (the neon pencils also have harder lead so are good for blending with) it creates this really nice underglow that i cant achieve with the regular colors. the more subtle ones have less of the neon color blended in and the brighter ones have more. the neon colors are really bright and vibrant it surprised me the first time i used one. my scanner does not pick up neon colors tho (idk if all scanners are like that) so I have to photograph the art instead whenever i use neon colors

im sure other brands have neon colors u can do this with (and other mediums too) this is just what i do

#the neon green in the second to last one is just a regular light blue color mixed with neon yellow #they dont actually have a neon green color #prismacolor electric blue is the closest color they have to a neon blue but its not really neon #mixing neon colors with regular colors is awesome i def reccomend trying it #you can use it in art you wouldnt expect to have neon colors you just blend a little in to give it a slight glow #it doesnt read to your eyes like neon it just has an effect where it looks a bit unreal and dreamy almost #it feels a bit like cheating lmao it can enhance a drawing so much so easily its kinda magic #ive tried it with paint before but it was kinda cheap so wasnt the best result but still cool #ill likely buy some better quality neon paint to try this in paintings more #art help

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c-a-s-s-i-s · 5 months

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In a world full of darkness and hopelessness you created something beautiful. People who can do that live forever.

#reita #the gazette #yeah i will never be over him #i was thinking what to put in the desc #like... i never knew hum personally but the fact he existed changed my life for the better in so many ways #and it is still so unreal to me that he is... gone.#i found so much solace in their music i know i kinda abandoned this blog but god knows my mp3 player is full of tG live rips #i've been rewatching their lives recently and looking forward to MASS. and then... this. i can't imagine how his family feels. and the band #idek anymore. may he rest in piece. i have no words. heaven couldn't wait with this one.

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eden-3000 · 5 months

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Too sweet this, too sweet that.

Why is noone talking about the other songs?!

Empire Now is a BANGER and absolutely Epic!

Fare Well is sooooo beautiful.

Don't even get me started on Wildflower and Barley! Useful as dirt, put my body to work?! Unreal Unherad? Allison Russel's voice?!

Also, wtf is wrong with the world that Would that I isn't in the top 5 anymore?!

#hozier #unreal unearth #too sweet #andrew hozier byrne #unheard #Kinda wanna gatekeep Hozier #I feel bad for it #No I don't #The Internet can go f itself #Sorry

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spitdrunken · 30 days

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do u think bill would maybe enjoy. umm. sex. if he was being hurt during it? specifically him fucking someone (me, preferably) while getting bitten like to the point of blood? or getting scratched really hard like tearing skin. sorry i try to limit myself to one ask/request per blog but your bill content is so yummy

notes: masochism, blood, unreality (!!!)

pleaaaase don't worry please spam me with asks HAHAHA your mind is incredible and i wanna ramble abt this guy rn so i am!! only happy to receive this!! <33 brainrot real

to answer your question, i haven't thought about this before BUT i think it

ALRIGHT, ALRIGHT. That's enough out of you, nerd. What's better than an answer straight from the source, huh? Maybe stop desperately wishing for the manifestation of an idea if you don't want it to appear! You're all like a pack of werewolves foaming at the mouth, gathered around a slab of meat over here! I'm flattered, I really am! You've got good taste! (You can't see it, but I'm winking at you!)

Anyway, the point is... I can enjoy some good old meatslapping just fine, as long as the other person makes it worth the whole hassle! (And we have yet to see about that!!) Either way, the pain would be a plus, nothing like being covered in your own blood! But unless you're ready to take out a knife and start carving away, I'm not sure yet if it's worth my time. Hint hint.

Love and fear are neighbors in the brain, but so are pain and pleasure. The last guy I tortured seems to disagree, though!

#bill cipher x reader #gravity falls x reader #cha.bill #⚠⚠⚠#SHRUGS i like doing 4th wall breaking stuff. feel free to send asks directed at bill. or not! he might still be there #he might be mean tho. . . its part of his vibe . to me.#anyway anon i hope u don tmind i was kinda building up to some shenanigans via last post #unreality #cw unreality #cw.unreality #tw unreality

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13eyond13 · 8 months

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love it when a character that's hard to read intuitively for you has like a dedicated fandom interpreter who can just glance at their blank face in a panel and then give you a 3k word essay on their innermost thoughts & desires & fears and neatly tie it back into the themes & whatnot as if it's the most obvious thing in the world

#im talking about griffith btw #guts i feel i get intuitively - maybe because i have some personality traits in common with him #and we get more about his life concretely told to us in canon. so he is a bit easier to pin down as a character and feel attached to for me #but whenever i was reading the manga i just kept wanting more insight about griffith's actions and feelings #like ok yeah its fun to have mysterious antagonists and suspense /tension etc but its also fun to feel like you deeply understand them too #and i felt like that was a bit missing from him for me in canon #so reading about him in analysis and fics is the most fun for me rn #he always felt kinda half unreal to me- which maybe was the point of him - but i wanted a bit more about his childhood or something?#and wished we had more stuff explicitly from his pov in the story to read or explanation about his transformation or wtv #and now he's so much more closed off to me even than he was in the golden age. i keep waiting for him to explain stuff and he does not #ANYWAYS all this rambling to say some people out there are very good at interpreting him and making his like. insecurities #more obvious to me bc i didnt really get that side of him from canon intuitively well #also im really enjoying reading the first few berserk fics ive read #there may not be a ton of them out there but there is def writing talent in the fandom #i'll share some recs once i'm done sifting through most of what's out there to read #also (not to tie everything back to death note but it IS my home fandom after all)#i feel griffith is obvs the more light-like character here and L maybe a bit guts-like? but unlike berserk in death note #light is the one you get to know best and L is the mysterious / unreal one you don't get a lot of concrete insight into #and in the DN fandom I can read the more mysterious character intuitively but had to warm up to the less mysterious one instead #and the mystery of L makes sense to me and doesnt bug me as much due to like - he HAS to hide a lot about himself or else he will die lol #so some similarities there but also some opposite feels as well #berserk spoilers #p

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mxnster-soul · 11 days

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how’s the lil guy doing? Is he Alr?

The cracks are covered. Ran outta bandages so i had to use duct tape and paper towel 💀

He's sniffling a little (no clue how, has no nose)

Thankfully, he's slightly responsive now.

Lad's still pretty out of it. Might even be hallucinating(?)

Still hella weak, reaching out at nothing. Making sure he's bundled up well.

Any tips on how to comfort a barely aware/awake triangle dude?

#the bad eye kinda feels like im lookin through 3d glasses #maybe IM the one tripping bawls. lmao #[blog with bill]#((#unreality #bill cipher #gravity falls #book of bill #the book of bill #gravity falls au #))

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mygh0stisr0tting · 9 months

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HELLO????? HES LEAVING????

#this feels so unreal #hes been such a big part of my childhood #i kinda feel for him while watching this #matpat #game theory #five nights at freddy's #im fine to add that tag right? 💀#technically its related i think #Youtube

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furiosophie · 1 year

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>> memory fragment \ not categorized

Now when he snaps awake it’s to his heart racing in his chest, sweat prickling across his skin like shards of ice, and Bridger staring at him wide awake from across the fire.

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Thrawn reflects on his time trying to get back to Eli's side.

POST·MOR·TEM // FILE 03 [READ ON AO3]

ship: Thrawn | Mitth'raw'nuruodo/Eli Vanto

words: 80 490, completed

tags: minor character death, it's ronan, sorry to all the ronan stans but he drew the short straw on plot armor unfortunately, canon-typical violence, hurt/comfort, angst with a happy ending, this time for real, post-star wars: rebels, thrawn and ezras whacky space adventures, reluctant bonding over childhood trauma, little bit of whump, and mentions of torture, not gore but gore adjacent, literally everyone commits murder in this, epistolary elements, pov thrawn as usual, five stages of grief but they're at war so they're only doing anger, thrawn gets absolutely dragged for his crimes, mutual pinning (angry version), i promise it's not miscommunication it's just ptsd, they'll get there eventually, somehow still canon compliant

series: pt 3/3 of postmortem - excerpts from former grand admiral mitth'raw'nuruodo’s private journal of catalogued memories

FILE 01 | FILE 02 | BORIKA INTERLUDE | FILE 03

#thranto #thrawn #eli vanto #it's done!!!!!#i did it #the happy end for real this time #thank you to everyone who's been on this journey with me!!#honestly still feel a bit unreal about the response #and about the fact that i'm done now??#kinda bittersweet #anyway #thank you for reading #i's not letting me post alt text again i'm so sorry

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cherrysodabear · 2 months

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🎉10 years of freddy!!🎉

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robinparravel · 2 months

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Mental health win! After 3 days of having barely enough energy to make myself a sandwich, today I managed to:

take a shower

get (properly) dressed

go outside (for longer than 5 minutes)

go to the grocery shop

eat a (proper) meal

tidy my bedroom a bit (this is a big one)

hang out with another human for a bit (my brother came to visit)

#I'm a bit proud #like. I did all that. in half a day #I actually feel kinda good for the first time in days #it feels almost unreal #mental health #mental health win

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puppyeared · 6 months

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Ouhhhh friendship I love friendship……..

#I’m reading volumes 14-16 of the ouran manga OOUGHHH MY HEART #I love this weird little friend group so much its unreal #like u have this charming sweeps you off your feet prince but he’s actually a huge lovable idiot with a kind heart and his friends #who are all misfits that he reached out to and drew in because of his kindness and own weirdness like that shits TIGHT BRO #and the trauma part where he has some deep seated issues with love bc he thinks that itll break a family apart like with his mom #how his family isnt allowed to be together because his mom and dad fell in love and how he says he wants to build a big house #so that way one day everyone will get along as a family like. all he wants is not to lose everyone and the only way to do that is #by maintaining a certain order.. he both wants a complete family so bad and doesnt want anything to sour between anyone #so he assigns each of his friends a family role based on how he sees them and YEAH its mostly played for giggles and tamakis #already weird so its his way of showing theyre close to him but. god damn this boy has LAYERS #it also feels kinda meta towards how found family tends to get thrown around to assign characters as 'siblings' or family roles instead of #using it to describe characters who are close enough to be each others family. cuz tamakis doing that EXACT THING in a way tht #ties in with his character and i have to say its fascinating using that within the story itself and its completely plausible #theres a lot of things i can say about ouran that are good bad and questionable but. god i love it when characters are niceys to each other #i remember i really liked the mall episode bc kyoya and haruhi got to spend time together and their relationship isnt very close #but it was really nice to see their personalities bounce off each other. i think i also wouldve liked to see haruhi alone with kaoru #i also firmly believe all of the hosts are at least a little in love with haruhi and this can be anything like endearing romantic cuz like #who DOESNT love haruhi. kyoya i think would want to study her under a microscope like his fascination with her draws him in #but im fucking obsessed with whatever haruhi and tamaki have going on because YES hes obsessed with her YES he jumps at the chance to #put her in a cute costume but haruhi? she just fucking goes with it because she knows hes fun to be around even if hes a little wacky abt i #theyre all so. NNGGHHHH #ouran #ohshc #yapping

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diremoone · 22 days

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Another birthday, another year older, which means it’s another year I’ve got to make my coffee stronger than last year lmao 😂

#can’t believe it’s 2024 it’s kinda unreal #feels like yesterday it was 2014 fr #And now I’m 24 and I’m like jesus christ where did time go?#eat cake and sleep in are my goals for today but maybe I’ll try and be productive lol #hazel tysm for popping into dms ten minutes after midnight last night to wish me a happy birthday 😉 ty bestie!#I hope everyone has a wonderful and productive day today. I think I’m gonna reblog several old fics of mine to refresh my dash #and then I’m gonna get to work on a couple fics from the “hands (tomorrow & forever)” masterlist lmao #and ofc spend resin aha~

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spyderschaos · 23 days

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You ever think about

#it feels kinda unreal ngl #spyder’s chaos #art #art improvement

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cannibal-nightmares · 7 months

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"I wish I could live like there was nothing to hide Will you stay or will you turn away from me like them When you start to understand how cynical I am?"

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#i wanted to link “Hindlopp Stat” by Of Montreal but even i cant listen to it all the time even though its one of my favourites #cause tw for overlapping distant vocals and strong unreality lyrical themes #limited tags cause sheeesh this was a mess of a process #in that i sat down to make some sort of vent/de-stress art but ended up just falling into my Of Montreal pit again #and this is kinda niche and barely even him #feel free to rb as stein but otherwise--#im telling you nothing has changed so why is it that youre not looking at me the same?#why does it feel like the choir is weeping and the conductor is reeling?#soul eater stein #stein #franken stein #my art #background is a re-draw of an Of Montreal album cover

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botanicalbasil · 18 days

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I SAW HOZIER AT THE WORLDS PRETTIEST VENUE (PROBABLY) AAAAAAA

HE'S LITERALLY SUCH A BEAUTIFU: MAN HOOOOOLY SHIT

#I'm a little salty that he didn't play swan upon leda but. I'll get over it #HE'S SO FUCKING ANGELLIC #watching him play that guitar has me feeling a certain kinda way 😳#hozier #the gorge amphitheatre #the unreal unearth tour

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