#it jsut keeps happening

[l0gitex]

normal normal normal it’s normal we’re normal and it is fine. lookat my tags boy.

[dizzybizz]

sleepy gill and gill with the bubbled evil cat

[writer-room]

Hey. The Finders have no idea that Bonzle was captured. Fritz and Spitz are still waiting, playing video games in the Monastery, for Cole to bring their sister out of hiding now that the blood moon is over. Geo is still sitting by the window, watching and waiting for a dragon on the horizon to return his kid safe and sound. Cole took a very unsure Bonzle, assured them all everything would be okay, and they'd be back soon. He promised he'd find a way to protect her.

Don't think about how they'll smile when Cole finally trudges back, happy to know he's okay. Especially don't think about the Finders stopping, looking out over the group, and how Cole can't look them in the eyes when they turn to him and ask; where's Bonzle?

[ganondoodle]

its kinda weird to think but in my comics story ghirahim is probably the most 'normal' one of the main characters

he still has his dad master after all

[randomapplekey]

I'm conflicted about if I should push through finishing art comm or sleep

Have 3hrs of sleep or none? 🤔 (I have class tomorrow)

[infestedslime]

Ah fuck I think my voices of the void playthrough is softlocked

[green-mountain-goose]

no but like i'm too stubborn to live without things being right

[amygdalae]

another thing that made me shake my fist in anger at Pentiment's extremely tight autosave feature: two characters were gonna prank father thomas by putting a buncha frogs where he stores the eucharist. and i accidentally snitched on them to him because i didnt realize thats what the dialogue choice was gonna lead to. by the time i realized what happened it already autosaved. and they hate me now for telling on them. i gotta replay this game just to see the epic frog prank happen

[ryuseitai]

ijust had such a torturous tineloop nightmare that felt so so so long but it was only 2 hours.. im scared to go back to sleep but I have to wake up in 4 hours

[lovecoredeity]

due to my job hating me <3 I have all of next week off which is when I think I’m gonna get back to finishing my references for my inventory/item design commissions, I tried like earlier in June and was struggling rlly hard to like design another weapon for the ref sheets but I’ll have like a full week to do so if nothing comes up

[miserye]

i got pizza (on my dime) while having the worst time of my life driving (I HATE DOWNTOWN) and it was so mid (i still ate half in one sitting)

[the-cookie-of-doom]

I have!! successfully!!! replied to all my comments!!!

[aropride]

lost my seamripper again

[22degreehalo]

The thing about Gen Z fics though that always really throws me is a certain. Complete and total lack of self-consciousness around queerness.

Maybe it springs out to me extra hard because I have never not been self-conscious about anything in my Life, but sometimes it's honestly incredibly jarring? If it's not a really explicitly Modern Day Social Justice Teens type setting, and especially if it has otherwise realistic depictions of like mental health/abuse and the like.

Obviously it is a good thing if those writers really can't... understand that experience enough to depict it all that well. (Since I don't think this is always 100% intentional.)

But it still keeps feeling very. 'Oh. I see. It's one of these types of fics, huh.' every time.

[running-in-the-dark]

sooooo

I'm 32 now

when can I expect to finally grow out of getting obsessed with men people stuff? I'm waiting....

[dinitride-art]

hey fisher. thanks for ripping my heart out with that one post

I’m gonna assume this is about the s3 hug gif post. Listen, they didn’t have to make it like that and then hit us with the airport scene. And then s4 is Nancy telling Steve that they aren’t babies anymore and the kids learning about real relationships and feelings. And Lucas and max being like that and planning a date but it feels different from the times before because they’re old enough to start to realize that they mean something to each other.

And then there’s Mike and Will and they’re doing the same thing and realizing what their feelings are and what they mean and struggling. And Mike and Will, for the first time, are distancing themselves from each other emotionally and physically because they’re too old to not know what everything means. And they’re fighting about not keeping contact with each other and they’re trying to be normal and keep a safe distance and be as close as they’re allowed to be and find these new lines that they aren’t allowed to cross. And they can hold a phone at the same time and grab each other when they’re getting shot at but they can’t hold hands just to hold hands like they did when Will was possessed and they can’t be close to each other for longer than they’re allowed to be. But they keep gravitating towards each other and stepping back and forwards and they can’t fully step towards each other because they aren’t allowed to anymore but they can’t pull away because they need each other and they can’t help it. And Will can only reach out to Mike and put his hand on his back to tell him that he’s the heart, to tell him that he needs to save El.

Everything after that scene in season three is different. They’re kids still but they’re too old to not notice what’s allowed and what’s not. They’re starting to realize what real feelings are and what people mean to them. It all changes because Mike and Will can’t not notice their own feelings. They know what they mean now. They know that it’s not allowed. They’re so fucking scared. But they’re also really brave. Will makes Mike a painting, and while it might not go as he originally planned, he still tells Mike what he wanted to say. Even if he says it isn’t from him. And Mike’s questioning his and El’s relationship. He’s been pushing back against making it more serious, saying I love you, and he doesn’t give in when him and El fight about it. He’s trying so hard to be who he is, to be a good person, while protecting himself from what could happen if he was honest with her. They’re both figuring out how much they can have without being in danger. And this was all set up by the end of s3 with that hug. And hoppers letter voiceover. And the Byers moving. And castle byers being destroyed and the rain fight and all of it. Because they’re figuring out who they are now. And that changes everything,

And if they’d just hugged at the airport like normal I wouldn’t have had to write that addition to that post (or… all of this lol)