#it makes me super uncomfy XD

[the-crimson]

(All talk about the characters not the ccs)

I’m finally watching bbh’s June 19th stream (day after Father’s Day) and he’s talking about removing everyone’s access to his base. I’ve seen people talking about how this could cause problems and lose him Forever and Bagerah’s trust but I think people - including Forever and Bagerah - are forgetting a crucial fact

Bbh is a single parent and has been from the start.

He has to be incredibly paranoid to keep Dapper safe. His paranoia is the only reason Dapper -and many of the other eggs - are still alive.

He can’t rely on other people to keep Dapper safe. He can’t tell Dapper to go live with another parent if his house is compromised. That’s why he has five different houses and keeps building more when too many people gain access.

I don’t think Forever or Bagerah have a right to complain about this considering they have 3/4 other parents/houses to keep their egg safe. They have a family structure that allows them a sense of safety that bbh has NEVER had.

Like yea, I understand why they would feel betrayed but from an objective pov, they have zero ground to stand on to protest because they have NO idea what bbh has gone through raising dapper alone, how could they? They have always had 3/4 other parents at their beck and call.

Trust doesn’t mean letting someone run rampantly through your house/safe space just because they feel entitled to it. Trust means having faith that if bbh is closing off his/Dapper’s house to you, he has a legitimate reason that doesn’t have anything to do with you personally.

Bbh has done so much for team friendship and taken down so many of his walls and boundaries for them that the fact THEY don’t have faith in him makes me sad. I trust team friendship and the q-ommunication smp to work everything out but I just hope Bagerah and Forever come to respect bbh’s boundaries a bit more :D

[dragoncxv360]

Drew Sun in this outfit from twitter yesterday

The outfit is drawn by @/Potari_vt on twitter, I would link it but they have minors dni in their bio so I assume there’s nsfw on their account and I’d rather not link it to be safe, just in case

Also got other people to draw it too XD (idk who all plans on sharing their version tho, they actually made theirs before I made mine tho, I just shared the outfit saying I was gonna draw Sun and Moon in it and people went ham XD)

I’ll prob draw Moon in it too at some point since it was really fun, I def wanna dress them both up more

Also I used oobbbear’s brushes for this and it was super super fun (not tagging them ‘cause I’m too nervous atm lol)

Small note under the readmore

Also a small request, while Sun is genderfluid in this au and goes by she/they/he, I would prefer people use she/they when making general comments about her since she rarely uses he/him. I understand that most suns go by he/him and that it’s not technically misgendering but it still makes me a bit uncomfy ‘cause she’s transfem and those aren’t her main pronouns, so I figure I should say something rather than continuing to be uncomfy. (Using he/him in like fic comments where she’s actually using he/him is totally fine, it’s just when it’s general convos about her that I would prefer she/they used rather than he/him).

It’s not anybody specific doing this, it’s just a general assumption that people make that Sun uses he/him so I’m gonna start clarifying when posting art that she goes by she/they mainly. If you have used he/him before, there’s no need to apologize, I don’t remember any specifics of who has and hasn’t used he/him. I just figure since it makes me a bit uncomfy, I should say something rather than letting it slide because on a technicality, it’s not misgendering.

Tbh it’s less so the pronouns themselves that bother me and more so that I know most people who see the art without knowing the au and her gender say he/him thinking that Sun is a guy. Which is an extremely understandable assumption, canonically Sun and Moon seem to go by he/it, and they/them as Eclipse. I 100% don’t blame anyone for assuming my Sun’s gender or pronouns. Which is why I wanted to clarify things, so people aren’t confused and unintentionally/accidentally making me a bit uncomfortable.

[factual-fantasy]

28 ASKS! THANKS AGAIN YALL!! 🥰💥

I've thought about this a bit actually :00

Way back when the crew was only four people, (Seafoam, Octo, Ellie and Louis) they got caught in a great storm while out at sea. Becuase there was only four of them, they didn't have enough hands on deck to control the ship.

Blue Beauty saw this ship clearly struggling and in danger so she helped guide the ship back to calmer waters. It was her help alone that prevented the ship from sinking. Seafoam thanked her profusely. She hadn't been treated so kindly before.. So she secretly followed them around for a while before making herself more known and officially joining the crew. :}

XD I imagine that wouldn't fare well for Blue Beauty-

XD Foxy would be like "..Am I malfunctioning or are those cookie talking--"

Hmm.. I assume the textures all relate to the food/animal they're based on. Or maybe their personality..? <:0 I don't know!

OOO these are so good!! Thank you! :DD

XDD Its really tough for me ngl. I've never been the best with names-

@luna-purple454 (Post in question)

The Undyne one is a bit vague.. I pictured the group has a run in with an Undyne. She is able to maybe separate Papyrus from the group and even capture him. Maybe her Papyrus is dead or he's on the other side of the underground. For one reason or another she knows this is "not Papyrus". So she questions this imposter to his face.

..But Papyrus is silent. Its been so long since he's heard Undyne's voice.. he suddenly cant speak..

Now the Alphys is actually an older character in the AU. I mentioned that at some point early on the gang found an AU with an old Alphys. This Alphys had made a bunch of robotic arms for Monster Kid in all different sizes.

Well since MK is all grown up, some of the smaller arm models don't fit him anymore. So she gave some to Goner Kid! I didn't really have intentions for her to come back into the AU in any major way. I just felt like drawing her :)

Oooo that sounds cool!! :DD

ASKJANJ SALTY TENTACLES XDDD THATS AMAZING!

Also thank you so much!! :DD

XDD Well "actively", I don't tend to dip my toes in that fandom too much anymore. I've dealt with a surprising amount of uncomfy stuff there so I'd rather mostly stay away from it-

But I have drawn a decent amount for it none the less! And I'm glad you like what you see so far! <XDD

Oh boy, the Jevil gang wouldn't stay there then! <XDD

@astaherussy

I unfortunately still to this day have not watched the Mario movie. So I cannot answer the first part of that question :( I think I have a problem upstairs-

As for Peach or Daisy breaking down, I believe they would approach them the same way Luigi did Rosalina :00 Very gently and try to figure out what's wrong 🥺

@neo-metalscottic

Thank you!! :DD I'm glad you liked what you saw! And I'll keep Jevil and the gang in mind! :))

AND YESSSS THE CALICO JACK IDEA WAS SO GOOD!! Thank you so much!! :D

And once again- thank you for the compliments to my Toadsworth drawing! I was rather proud of that one! XD When it comes to his relationship with Peach,, that is a good question.. I was thinking it was an Alfred Pennyworth situation. Kind'a a royal advisor turned father figure situation.? :0 He was running the Kingdom while Peach was gone, and he was overjoyed to see her returned safe and sound!

(Post in question)

XD Just wait till you find my Super mario bros tag and all the comics and angst under it

(Also thank you!! :}}} )

@rotting-glitter-corpse (Link in ask)

I NEED!! TO LIVE THERE!!! RIGHT NOW!! 💥💥

Oh man, he'd do everything he could. I'm not sure what kind of demands he would make to the rest of the group. But if there was something they could do to help he would absolutely demand they to it :0

@fawncr33k

<XD I don't know if Seafoam would want to have kids at his age- but its a good question. I'm not sure what a child between them would look like, considering that Blue is a mermaid- :0

@pinkbomb08 (Post in question)

My Welcome Home AU is kind'a all over the place becuase of some changes I'm making to Sally and Poppy.. <XD But I can talk a bit about Julie! She hasn't changed much--

The idea I have for Julie is that her and her sisters are actually these huge grotesque monsters.. much more horrific looking than they are in canon. Anytime anyone saw them they'd run away screaming.. Julie grew up knowing that she was scary and people are afraid of her becuase of her appearance..

Now at some point when she was little, she discovered the Neighborhood. She would see Wally, Barnaby, Poppy and Eddie walking around every now and again. She wasn't sure why.. but she was so fascinated by them and their lives. Something about the way they walked, the way the talked, how they dressed, how they sounded, how they looked. She loved all of it.

She was so fascinated by the Neighborhood and she dreamed of becoming apart of it one day. But she knew that she couldn't show up looking like.. this.. so she used the Neighbors as a reference and began to drastically alter her appearance.

No one has horns, so she was able to greatly shorten hers and make them look more.. cute! All the residents have 2 eyes so she shall as well! Poppy has pretty eyelashes.. so shall she! She cant get rid of her tail but she can make it shorter and cuter! Wally, Eddie and Barnaby all have 4 fingers. So she shall as well!

Now the feet.. She never saw Wally or Eddie without shoes on.. but Barnaby is always bare foot. So feet paws she shall have! A lot of her form was transfered to her mane-hair! To her hair- :DD

Now she was trying to get her legs to be shaped more like Wally's. So she altered them a bit and began to practice walking. But she tripped and fell, letting out a yelp!

Someone heard her, and came looking.. Since she couldn't use her new legs yet- she couldn't escape-

..Poppy found her. .

Julie hadn't completed her transformation from "monster" to "person" yet! So when Poppy saw her she thought she blew it. Surly Poppy would run away screaming upon seeing this horrible monster.. Julie started to cry.. but Poppy didn't run. She saw this poor little child covered in mud and with a scraped knee. She quickly jumped into action, "Oh dear! You poor thing, here sweetie let me help you up," Poppy guided Julie out of the woods. After she was cleaned and patched, they talked a bit about Julies situation.

"Where are your parents, dear?"

"..I don't have parents.."

Suddenly Poppy had adoption papers in her hand XD Huh, wonder how those got there-

(Post in question)

I mean... I got my skin back at least.. 🥺

thh... thank yoiuuuu!!! :33 ✨💖✨

I don't know.. is it offensive in the games for a character to be called a cracker? Are there cracker characters?? <:00

Oooo I'll keep this in mind! :00 Thank you!

@djadecutie

AKJJSD CRIMINAL XDDD

@storylover2

<XD Oh man, I looked through some doodle dumps and found I drew that creature at least 20 times. None of which looked the way I saw it in my head.💀I gave up on drawing Chain Chomp a looong time ago.. 💔💔

(Thank you for the suggestion though! :000 )

I'm not sure <XD Google doesn't want to tell me what real seafoam tastes like. Its only showing me what the candy seafoam tastes like!

I cant really remember much of that movie,, so I'm not sure how they would interact with the residents there. But a world made of candy? I'm sure they'd feel right at home! XD

@beryl-shade

Oh yeah for sure :0 that could be what happened to Tuna! 😱

(Also sorry for not including the gifs! There wasn't a way I could paste them into this ask post :((( )

@yourstrulylightstar283

Aww! That's adorable! :D

[s1lly-sc3n3-gh0zt]

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SO IM @s1lly-gh02tz AND @s1lly-gh02tz-ev1l-cl0ne

LIKE ALWAYZ I USE HE/THEY/IT PRONOUNZ

I AM A MINOR SO DONT BE WEIRD XD

THIZ IZ GONNA BE ANOTHER SIDE BLOG!!

AS YOU CAN SEE I TYPE KINDA FUNKY SO I ASK FOR TRANSLATIONZ!! BUT TO SIMPLIFY IT, ILL CHANGE THE LETTERZ TO BE RAINBOW AND USE Z INSTEAD OF S AND SOMETIMEZ 3 IMSTEAD OF E (maybe not becauz I understand how weird it can be to read XD)

IM PROBZ JUST GONNA POST MY KANDI, RB COOL SCENE STUFF, TALK ABT MUSIC AND STUFF LIKE THAT!!! HOWEVER FEEL FREE TO SEND IN SOME ASKZ!!!!

IM REALLY INTO INVADER ZIM AND ANYTHING IN THE JTHM SERIES RN BUT I ALSO LOVE DELTARUNE SO U CAN TALK TO ME ABT THAT^^ (check my main blog’s description for all the fandoms I am or was in>:3)

YOU CAN MSG ME IF YOU WANT BUT I MIGHT NOT RESPOND BECUZ IT MAKEZ ME A LITTLE UNCOMFY TwT

IM GONNA TAG STUFF IN A SPECIFIC WAY SO HEREZ HOW ITZ GONNA BE:

#kewl stuffz: cool aesthetic pics/reblogz

#luciferz Kandi: my Kandi!!!

#lucifer talkz: me taking !!

#not my Kandi: it’s in the name lolz

#music rambles: cool songz and stuff X3

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AND YEAH THATZ IT ILL ADD TO IT IF I CHANGE MY MIND!!

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If you are going to ask me for money. As I previously stated, I am a minor. There is no possible way for me to give you money.

That’s really all but if you make me uncomfortable I will block and not interact with you anymore

[evangelina830]

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Hello! I’m Evangelina, but you can call me Evan! (Or any nickname of that ehe idm!)

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[jossujb]

I got myself a gender queer pride flag pin online, thinking it's a small one I can put on my bag, but it's as big as my palm xD

I guess I am putting on my winter coat instead. And here I thought I get something small and super subtle.

Tho, to be real with you guys, Finnish don't really use that flag anyway, you see nonbinary flag sometimes, but that doesn't speak to me.

Some ways Finnish terminology around identities is easier that way that there is mostly just umbrella terms and there's not really that English speaking need to get really down to specifics. Makes it less hassle on most context.

But then again, just about the only term used for nonbinary means "other" and I more in a boat of gender I don't know her trololololo I am any which way attraction to me makes you uncomfy.

I actually tend to use word for "genderconfused" to myself more than anything cos that's like, not necessarily nice way to put it, but you know, gender queer means absolutely nothing to most Finnish.

Oh which pride flag is that in your pin? Gender what lol and I just say yeah yeah it just mean confusing - to you, to me, get it don't I don't care xD

[jaynnie-jane]

This is such a strange feeling. I don't know if it was ending things (common sense would tell me it's probably that) or if it's medication, hormones or just a very deep and entire acceptance that happened yesterday and today. I am not afraid to loose you all of a sudden. I still really want to work on us, I still want to take the time to do it and I still don't like the way my future looks without you in it but I am not afraid of it.

I think it was that post about not destroying the thing we love honestly. I love him, plain and simple and I want BOTH of us to thrive. I want BOTH of us to be the best version of ourselves that we can be.

Figuratively, on Monday I said "fuck that third entity that is the relationship" and in doing so I can now see the people that were suffering because of it. And I really do think it turned into a twisted mess because we were both too afraid of hurting each other, we were both too afraid of destroying "the relationship".

And it's strange because while I still want and really hope that we could still be together, I also look at some of my friendships and my more than friendships but not quite in a monagamous, committed, eternal relationship, relationships and I think yeah, there's no reason on my end why I wouldn't enjoy that.

I know the transition TO that will be difficult coz theres a lot of difference in expectation that I feel there... heck, maybe that's SUPER unhealthy but I know I have had some really loving, genuine, accepting relationships like that.

Maybe its a me thing and when I am wearing that hat and have those expectations, my codependency doesn't destroy shit.

Coz that's the other thing I'm feeling at the moment: very little expectation, I don't feel a NEED to be understood or a NEED for the "correct" apology.

It's just like this weird "it's all g, we are all different, we're just here to experience and enjoy what we can. Oh you feeling down, here let me spread some love".

Am I fucking high on quetiapine? Though, last time I thought it was fucking with me it made me weirdly dismissive of everyone else and now I think it's making me weirdly dismissive of me??

Hahaha just ran through a fantasy to check that assumption; wait so, if I am being weirdly dismissive of my own needs and feelings, does that mean I am not afraid to work..? Checked against the idea of being a peer support person and was like okay, yeah that seems cool. Turned up the heat a bit and thought through the process of going to work 9-5, 5 days a week and was like ooo that's getting uncomfy, don't think I wanna do that so turned it up even more just to really stress test and just had one word "homecraft?". My brain INSTANTLY RECOILED and said a big old naaaaah MAAAATE.

Hahaha brains are dumb XD.

But yeah, in this moment I just kinda feel.. good? Like I could actually be honest about what I want instead of being too afraid to ask/tell or be worried about what might seem like a double standard.

I shall monitor this feeling closely. How long do we rekon it's gonna last Tumbls?

Confusion, hope, desire, confident, curious, 😴 sleepy, silly, empathy, smol guilt, "like me", wary, medium guilt, suspisciously stable... unstable XD

[icyfox17]

1, 4, 8, 22, 26, 29, 30, 32, 35, 40, 52, 58 (It’s Golden Hour Somewhere :) and 61 (Wilbur Soot and Lovejoy!)

I know that’s a hekkin ton, so you don’t have to answer all of them XD

1. Are you an albums person or a singles person?

Albums !!! I think . askdfjksd

4. Is there a song you love but don't like its music video?

oh i am sure there are lots... especially songs from when i was a kid bc radio music always has hypersexualised music videos and those always made me feel so so uncomfy... can't think of an example rn though :0

8. Is there an artist or song that you like, despite being of a genre you don't usually like?

OOOHH HTHIS IS AN INTERESTING QUESTION HMM

Scared of the Dark by lil wayna, ty dollar sign, and xxx. i do Not like mumble rap and i really didn't like the verses but the CHORUS WAS SOOO GOUGHOGHOUGHOG EXPLODES that i listened to it on repeat and now i love the song (even tho i find the guys voice in the verse funny)

29. Songs you love to dance to:

funny you should ask that bc i have a playlist~ ... I JUST DELETED IT BY ACCIDENT FUCKKKKKK AWOFEIJAWEFLK

anyways. i will fix that later welp KFJSAKDJF

come on eileen by dexys midnight runners is A CLASSIC AND MUST BE ADDED IT'S THE BEST DANCING SONG EVER IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY AND EVER SINCE I READ BEES FIC HONEY AND TANGERINES IT MADE IT EVEN BETTER I CANNOT DO THIS RAHSSSSSS

disco by surf curse is another song that is just INSTANT DANCE VIBES how can u NOT dance to it

kiss goodnight by IDKHOW is another really lovely song that always makes me want to dance :)))

30. Songs you love to sing along to:

now this one i ALSO have a playlist and i will NOT delete it this time ohmgyod im actually so sad i loved my dancing playlist HELPS FDKJKJD

songs that are Simply Bangers hehehe this one's for when i just wanna shout lyrics at the top of my lungs

but for specific onesssss

Locked Outta Heaven by Bruno Mars // IT'S SO GOOD IT MAKES ME FEEL UNHINGED IL OVE IT SO MCHUH ABRKARKJWBAEKAWJKB unfortunately the lyrics make me feel Uncomfortable singing bc . major ace here woOOO but it's fine i just live in denial and try to remind myself that most ppl are actually yknow normal about sex unlike me LMAOFASJKFKJ

You Make My Dreams by Hall & Oats // literally any 80s song makes me so inexplicably happy and i Need to sing the lyrics aloud at the top of my lungs man

40. Which was the best concert you’ve ever been to?

i love ALL of the concerts ive been to but... half alive . half alive was SO FRICKEN COOL DAWGWGAOJIAWEAAEWR THE LIGHTS THE DANCING I CANT I CANNOT GET OVER IT IT WAS ONE OF THE GREATEST MOMENTS OF MY LIFE /SRS IT WAS INCREDIBLE OHMYOGDDD

52. Do you make playlists to be listened to in a specific order or in shuffle? Or both?

so i used to. hate shuffling. bc i am very very picky about the order of songs i listen to (like when i shuffle i will just . look at the queue and edit it intensely). so i used to make them for a specific order and actually one of my favourite things to do is figure out songs that transition super super nicely into each other oguhoguhgo so making a playlist that is perfect from start to finish is my dream... however rn i have such a big?? music taste??? that the playlists are so long and curating it to be the Perfect Experience would take too much time so now i just add shit and shuffle ofssdlkfd

58. Send me a song and I'll tell you the colors it made me think of, without looking at cover arts or music videos.

well that's just kinda unfair the word gold is literally in the title HELPPP but i picture the field that's in the music video (wait help "without looking at the music video" too late for that buddy it's engrained in my memory with how many times ive watched it), like that greenish colour that's what i think of yellowish green

but okay okay im turning it on now and the colours i get while listening to it is faded pastel yellow from the guitar intro, it turns more brownish orange in the verses, DEF a deep yellow/brown when the bass comes in

the chorus is green to me, the ooOooOOo is green and yellow to me

gosh i love golden hour

61. Make me choose between two artists/songs/albums.

ooohhh this one is hard bc like lovejoy has so much more stuff but wilbur soot changed my life

im choosing wilbur bc of since i saw vienna but do know that this hurt me asdjkfasdjkhf

[ikeservant]

hellooooo i have returned to humbly ask for more ikerev boys. okay so ik piercings can make some people uncomfy but if you're okay with it, can we get a little bit of Jonah and Blanc with a fem s/o with snake bite hoops and angel fangs, so when they kiss it gives them a dull little pokey and the boys are like "ow, wait no i like it do it again-"

Hello welcome back!! I never heard of those before and had to do research so I learned all about piercing terminology. Whoever said you don’t learn anything from writing headcanons XD Jonah - He’d be super stunned and worried at first when he noticed the piercings since they’re around your mouth and would be hesitant to do anything that would cause her pain. “Won’t my lips push and pull on them I don’t want to cause an infection I think…”, she had to shut him up by smashing her lips onto his. The light bumps and sensation on his lips felt so new and…exciting to the prim and proper queen of hearts. “I hope they didn’t poke you too hard I’ll try to be more gentle next time I..”, now it was his turn to pull her in to pay for awakening this in him. If they started French kissing OHH BOY he can’t get enough. He likes it a lil too much, to the point Kyle got visited by a very red faced Jonah asking for ointment to help heal the marks around his mouth. Eager boy will never learn, nor should he have to.

Blanc - Immediately when meeting her his thoughts were what it would feel like to make out with her when he saw her piercings around her mouth. Before they kissed he asked her if he needed to be careful around them just in case. “They’re not going to hurt me, question is whether you want them to hurt you.” *yes ma’am* he thought before they dove in. It definitely felt new and different and was glad that, although emotionally his feelings of kissing his s/o were special, that physically it’s unique from all the previous kisses he’s had in the past. Loves the lil pressure and pokes it’s so new and keeps him present in the moment. Oliver looks at him in disgust when Blanc walks by with little imprints around his mouth but Blanc wears that proudly and will walk outside with no shame right after

[faccal]

📃 Ever written something inspired by someone elses fic? 👽 Strangest fic you ever written? 😚 A fic you like writing more than other fics? 🌾 A fic you really want to write but you haven’t (yet)?

These are all from this post!

DUDE!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS ASK I'M SORRY I DIDN'T ANSWER IT SOONER. ALSO NOW I DON'T KNOW WHERE THE ACTUAL ASK LIST IS SO I CAN'T LIST IT BUT IF I FIND IT I WILL. SO SORRY AGAIN!!!

ALSO THANKS FOR HELPING ME FIND IT IN MY DRAFTS AFTER I LOST IT. I SHALL REMEMBER THAT TRICK FOR FUTURE STUFF. I'M SO GLAD I DIDN'T LOSE THIS!!!

📃 Ever written something inspired by someone else's fic?

So I think with this one, I wanted to write some Walruss inspired by other WalRuss lmao, and even a separate ship, but I never ended up writing it. I can't find any plans for it, so I must've never written anything down, so now i don't know what it was lol. I usually bookmark stuff on AO3 I really like or want to read, so I'll have to go through there sometime and see if i can find it. I do know years ago when i first joined the COD Ghosts fandom, I wanted to write a WalRuss fic inspired by another unfinished one. It was about Keegan being a hot rich sugar daddy to broke college student Logan. Fucking love that shit, idek why. Never wrote it though, didn't want to upset the original poster by having soemthing similar, i respect other authors and their ideas, and I always feel like a thief if I find out something of mine is similar to something else.

Also on this note, watching HOTD, there was a scene that was similar to something I'd already planned for a fic and I was like "oh no, can I still use this???" XD

👽 Strangest fic you've ever written?

HAHA, definitely The Tame and The Flame, it's first draft was HORRENDOUS, horrendously funny, and also just SUPER bad. I'm not talking first draft super bad, I'm talking Alpha Rorke forcing Logan to be this omega for him as his revenge for Elias not only mating with his actual mate (Hesh and Logan's mama) but also for allowing Rorke to fall of this cliff and "die" (his dumbass lived on a cliff. Wtf was he thinking?) he became a rogue alpha and was coming back to exact his revenge when Logan was actually Keegan's mate.

Also Keegan kept thinking of his late wife and mate while being SUPER horny for Logan (but that's normal behavior for him, let's be real)

The idea has since evolved into something MUCH better and actually worth the read/worth writing, I just haven't figured out the plot lol. The new idea is literally a 100% completely different fic lmao. I like it better, and also kind of accidentally ship Daniel Russ with Rorke, so there's that :D

(I apologize to everyone who read the original TTATF. I was rewriting and doing my best to make it soemthing that's actually good, and I just eventually gave up. Still have the old drafts saved LMAO.)

😚 A fic you like writing more than other fics?

Uhh, I think I have one, lmao. I enjoy writing the Dragon fic (still needs a damn title) but I haven't written much for it. I REALLY love planning/plotting for it though!!! Minus like one instance of referenced mpreg it's one of the most normal ones I have lmao. (And the mpreg fixed a plot hole, but accidentally brought back 2015 Wattpad era)

OH! THORNS AND ROSES!!! I have SO many plot twists and shiz, but I love this fic too and rewriting it (literally only had three chapters rip) has helped me flesh out the plot better and actually decide where I wanted it to go lol. I do think I need to fix the coronation scene, but other than that I love writing for this fic as well.

I used to love writing Infatuation, until i nitpicked it and then realized how weird and gross it was. Also high school? Fuck that. Despise high school. It was gross because high school lmao. I don't care if Logan was 19 in it, it started making me uncomfy LMAO. I may figure it all out one day, but I often despise my writings no matter what I do :/

🌾 A fic you really want to write but haven't (yet)?

DRAGON FIC DRAGON FIC DRAGON FIC!!!!!!! DID I SAY DRAGON FIC?!?!?!? ALSO GHOSTS FIC!!!!!!!! (and my marvel au @tokillamockingbird427 has been helping me figure out!) Like I ADORE my dragon fic man, Prince Keegan??? 😘👌🏻😘👌🏻😘👌🏻 Sexy farm boy Logan??? 😘👌🏻😘👌🏻😘👌🏻 Logan's badass grandmother??? 😘👌🏻😘👌🏻😘👌🏻 Hesh being flirted with by MULTIPLE hot dudes??? 😘👌🏻😘👌🏻😘👌🏻

Dude I can't wait to like explore this fic through rereading and writing but like I NEED TO WRITE IT!!!

My Ghosts fic is gonna be super dark too (not overly so, just certain topics) therefore I'm beyond excited for when I figure out what I want for it!

[alisheaburgess]

The Death of 'Me': A Travel Memoir Part 5 of "yes"

April 7, 2022 (So much happened...for me anyway...) (Full Journey Map)

This was by far the most influential day of my life. This rewrote everything I knew about myself and what I wanted.

To be clear, before this day…I thought I was an introvert. I am in fact not. LOL

I was also convinced that I didn’t even like people that much. I know now that this is ridiculous. People are one of me favorite things! I love connecting with people, maybe even more so if I don’t know them…(don’t ask me why, I don’t know)

I am super awkward though. Being around people has always been a bit weird for me. I am homeschooled (another topic, for a later date) as well as neurospicy, heavy on the spice. So I’m never super sure about what I’m getting into when joining groups or gatherings for the first time.

Since 2020 though I have been getting closer to who I think I am at my core. I woke up on this day hella determined to have fun! (and get a hoodie…) This day was special because it is the day before the first concert (they had 4 in total over 2 weekends). It was also the day that the merch stand opened up. I had only one object for this whole week besides seeing the concert. It was to get a hoodie!

I have been to a lot of concerts in my early childhood but never by myself (check out the other parts to see that I’ve never done anything by myself lol). They were all Christian bands or festivals so it was a bit different in feeling.

This was also the first time I had to get a ride to something that wasn’t the hotel or airport. I was a bit nervous, but also SO ready!

I have always been a lover of clothes and shoes and things (Libra Rising and 2nd house stelium :). I make myself so frustrated every time by picking something horribly uncomfy, or something that does not look good from more than one angle. I really took my time with this one. Very adult LOL. I just wore shorts and a tank top with tennis shoes XD but I did tie up the tank into a crop for the first time in my life. I’ve done it around the house but never to be worn out. Huge move for me.

I do have a photo of this outfit but it’s not really a shareable one because I wasn’t expecting myself to make travel posts… oops now I know for future. I like to talk about everything apparently.

The hotel had an underground-ish parking lot for ride share pickup. I thought that was really cool. There always quite a bit of traffic in there too. I of course followed all the precautions the app I was using told me to. My driver was super nice!

When we got to the drop off there was staff there to tell us where to go (thank goodnes! XD). I still misunderstood what they said and almost went the wrong way. Luckily it was just a giant parking lot that we were in so they just hollard at me to go the other way. Oops… lol

As I was walking towards the stadium, I re-asked the universe to bring me to someone where I could talk and connect. Within seconds of crossing the road to the side of the building I saw a couple of people talking to more staff. Something I was also about to do because it was hard to tell exactly where the merch stands would be based on the website.

As I was walking up they were starting to head that way and spoke out to me first. They invited me to go with them for the line. The stands were on the other side of the stadium so we had to walk around it to get there. We were just chatting away the whole time. It was a mother and daughter duo. They were so kind and fun!

The line filled up pretty quickly behind us. As we were slowly moving up and chatting the mom and daughter duo behind us joined in as well. I can not remember what we were talking about per se, but we were talking for the majority of the 3 hours that we were in line. It was so much fun and one of my fondest memories from the trip.

But as I said this was 3 hours of standing in the Vegas sun. Luckily it was April and not super duper hot and I remembered to wear sunscreen. I did have to shield my face that I had already irritated though. My arms were both very tired by the end of this. The line wound around like a very tight ‘S’ with the sun just off center. So… we were basically roasting on a spit as we went around. My arms did very much appreciate when the sun was to our backs though. I’m fairly certain they would’ve fallen off if they hadn’t had the break!

I didn’t bring a water because I was super smart and realized they probably wouldn’t have a bathroom… Not so smart when you consider that I had already been dehydrated and going to stand in the sun for who knows how long… Luckily they had little water barrel thingy majiggies. That was cool. They also had a giant fan and a mist that never made it past whoever was standing in front of it. It was really odd to watch everyone get worried about their hair all of a sudden when they were stuck in front of it. It did feel nice though! Again, it wasn’t too hot but the sun was a lot.

The end of the line was so near we were on the last corner. The duo I met at beginning had been hoping for awhile now that we would make it to the stand in time. They had a reservation at the cafe that was set up for ARMY. They had to leave 20-30 before we got to the stands at most. The other duo offered to help them out with getting what they were going for.

This is something I love about ARMY. Everyone is so kind and sweet! There was a couple of people passing stuff out in line as well. All so generous with the time, energy, and resources.

By the time we get to the stands I am thoroughly burnt. Lookin’ like a ripe tomato for sure! At the stands I got my hoodie that I had been super set on. And not a moment too soon! There was only two more after mine. Fortunately for the girl behind the counter, when she told me that the ladies behind me made her go get the other two for them. The look she had said that she knew she shouldn’t have said anything, the poor thing. She did get them for them after a moment though. She was just trying to make conversation! She had so many people come through and still so many more to come.

I haven’t worked a merch stand before, but I have worked a concession stand for a big baseball team… it’s insanity.

But I got my HOOODIEEEEE!!!! Mwahahahahaha

When I started heading back towards the stadium and pickup area I was greeted by the duo who had waited after they got their items from the stands. I got invited to go to lunch with them!!! They were so sweet!

We stood there and waited until this came back around 😅😂 it took awhile.

We worked out that we really didn’t know where we should go. We had to be careful about my gluten issue, they were super chill about it too. We knew that just across the bridge was a bunch of restaurants so we headed across.

I believe it’s called Mandalay Bay…or it was in that area. It was yet again a giant hotel, cassino with an actual mall type place in it! We walked around for a bit looking to see what was in there. We found the cafe that was part of the festivities. But it was fairly full. So we went to another place. I cannot remember the name of it now. But it was a sports pub type place with wagyu burgers! Spoiler, they were yummy!!!

I don’t have any pictures of this because, a. I was starving and b. I’m not used to eating around other people much less WITH other people! This was such a great experience.

When we got to the restaurant we went to the restroom and I got to see just how red I was. The funniest part though wasn’t that I was burnt. It was that the sunscreen did in fact work…in the places that I put it on well. Apparently, I really suck at putting on sunscreen (I didn’t know that was possible). I had (and still sort of have the remnants of) a curvy and splotchy tomato red line running down my arm. It was the funniest thing that happened to me the entire trip I think.

Hehehe

Anyway, back to the fact that we were starving. I got a burger and a salad, which was divine! I don’t normally like salads (have never until this point!). I’m so glad we went there. I believe it was some sort of balsamic vinaigrette (neither of which I just spelled without help lol). It was so good and I now like salads. That might not sound like a big deal but I always wanted to like salads and just couldn’t stomach the idea of them… And now I can! I owe it all to this trip, the instances that took place and that lovely little burger place! :)

After we ate we made plans to meet up for the Fountain event that was happening that night. It was one of the things scheduled for ARMY and I really wanted to see it! And it was FREE!!! =)

It wouldn’t be for a few hours though so we parted ways for now. I went back to my hotel. I was gonna walk but it was far enough away and it had been a long day. I ended up taking a ride back. I had planned for it anyway, but the idea of being able to walk back through the city was fun.

The first thing on my list when I got back was to figure out how to make the red gift from the sun STOP BURNING!!!! It hurt so bad lol. I have had sunburn before, plenty of times. But it has been awhile so I was done with it pretty quick.

So I put on my hoodie (without washing it like you are supposed to) to go out and get some boo boo repair! Luckily for me, there was an entire mall right at my finger tips. And it’s set up for tourists right, so they already knew we would need sunburn stuff! XD I appreciate it!

I got myself fixed up and smelling like I don’t know what I’m doin’! That what aloe vera smells like to me hehe like sunburn repair XD

The best part about my sunburn though is that it was just my arms and a bit on my stomach. (yay for wearing a crop top hehehe I actually smiled every time I saw the burn on my stomach because it reminded me that I finally wore what I wanted!) My legs, even though they were the most exposed, were untouched! My face was mostly untouched because I was doing my best to keep it covered. So my arms were BRIGHT red…all alone LOL

The jacket was heavy, almost too heavy to wear over the burn because it hurt…but I wasn’t taking it off. I also needed to make sure that I covered the burns to go out to the fountain! But mostly I just wanted to wear my jacket!

I am a planner, so I checked how far away the fountain was from me and if I could get there on foot. I was staying at the Linq so it wasn’t far. The coolest part of the strip is the bridges to cross the road. Such a cool idea! There is so much to see there and it’s great that you don’t have to worry about crossing that road.

I about 30 mins early because…anxiety XD When I left the Linq I planned to go through one of the other hotels right by me. I got lost!!! Hehehe I just asked someone who was working at a desk how to get to the road for the fountain. They were super sweet and pointed me in the right direction. It was just one straight hallway to get back to the road but I was headed in the wrong way before.

Then it was just a matter of taking the beautiful bridge across to the fountain. The way down from the bridge on the fountain side was inside a really luxe feeling building. It was a part of the hotel that owns the fountain…I think. I could be wrong about that though. It was so pretty though!

We did get to meet up at the fountain. I got there so early that I got to see 2-3 other songs I believe. They were all really cool. The one for BTS didn’t show until a bit later than we thought it would but that all good. It was such a fun experience! I have a video that should be linked in this post =)

Just behind us was a little (not little to me, but in caparison to the real tower) was an Eiffel Tower that would turn purple for BTS and ARMY!! It was so cool to see the whole city turning purple.

Looking back, this day showed me that I don’t have to change to be happy. I’m already the person that I want to be. I just need to put myself in a place where I am safe to be so.

Sorry about the shaky camera XD this was originally just for my own memory!

This was such a beautiful day! I for the very first time got to actually go out into the world and explore while feeling safe.

Thank you BTS and Hybe for setting up such a fun environment for ARMY!!! The feeling of community I got from this trip can never be replaced 💜💜💜

Once again... I try not to edit these too much. It's just a journal of my thoughts about my trip. Please have mercy! 😅😂

[kitkatwinchester]

WHAT THE F*CK WHAT THE F*CK WHAT THE F*CK!!

THERE'S SO MUCH TO UNPACK ABOUT THAT PARTY SCENE AND MY BRAIN IS FIRING ON ALL CYLINDERS WITH SO MANY DIFFERENT EMOTIONS RIGHT NOW AND WHAT THE F*CK WHAT THE F*CK WHAT THE F*CK?!

Okay uh...good stuff first? Bad stuff first??

How about sort of backwards order of events because the bad and good stuff kind of go hand in hand sometimes, but it started good and I wanna end this post mostly happy.

LEAVE LYDIA ALONE I SWEAR TO GOD WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS PLEASE GO AWAY!

They literally took her scream?? Wtf?? WHO ARE THEY?! WHAT ARE THEY?! WHY CAN THEY DO THAT?! WHY ARE THEY HURTING OUR PACK?!

AND WHERE IS ETHAN AND WHY HASN'T ANYONE NOTICED HE'S MISSING YET?!

That said, can we appreciate EVERYTHING about Lydia leading up to that moment?

"*looks at Allisaac* Ugh, finally. *looks at Stiles* Awkwardly. *looks at Aiden* Predictably."

I love this girl so much and she is VERY quickly making her way up on the favorite characters list. She's just so observant and so clever and smart and knows all of her friends so well and I just...I love her.

Also can we talk about the fact that when she heard/saw the whatever-the-f*cks they are, she immediately called out for Scott? Like, I just...why does that make my heart clench so much? Ahhh this little pack family I love them and I need them all to be okay.

Speaking of Scott...

WE WERE SO CLOSE!! He and Kira were HOLDING HANDS! They were SO CLOSE! Their faces practically touched TWICE! It was SO CUTE!!

I have never been SO MAD to see Allison I swear to god.

And why did she look at him like that?? Like she was somehow offended by the fact that he was with another girl. YOU'RE BASICALLY WITH ANOTHER GUY ("ANOTHER WEREWOLF?!" XD) ALLISON! STOP IT!

And I feel so bad for Kira, because Scott couldn't help the way his eyes caught Allison and he stared, but then can we just talk about the fact that he then immediately tried to find her again using his Alpha eyes, and then when he spotted her, and she was surrounded in her little firey halo thing (and...some sort of animal figure? Yeah she's a LOT like Scott--THIS IS WHY THEY'RE PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER GOSH DARNAT!) he looked at her like she was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen?

PLEASE MAKE SCIRA CANON FOR THE LOVE OF GOD I CAN'T TAKE THESE SLOW BURNS! XD

Speaking of slow burns...

"Finally" is right, Lydia. As annoyed as I was at the gazes that Scott and Allison exchanged, that scene between Allison and Isaac was pure gold.

Like, okay, first of all, my heart clenched at Isaac's "I don't like keeping things from Scott". WE LOVE HIS LOYALTY TO HIS ALPHA LET'S GO!

But then Allison calling him with the whole "except for that one unspoken thing between us that we don't talk about, 'cause you definitely haven't told him about that" attitude.

THEY WERE MADE FOR EACH OTHER TOO GOSH DARNAT!

And then like, okay, usually, super sexual couples are not my thing. The asexual in me gets a little uncomfy and would much prefer soft, cute love to hot, sexy love.

But something about Allisaac dude...I am HERE for.

I mean...

"Do you want to talk about Scott, or do you want to paint my body?" "I wanna paint your body."

THAT WAS SO PERFECT I LOVE THEM!!

This is one of the few hot and sexy couples I will allow, because it works SO WELL for both of them. I love it. <3 <3

Anyways SOMEONE SAVE LYDIA!! SCOTT PLEASE TELL ME YOU HEARD HER!!

AND SAVE ETHAN WHILE YOU'RE AT IT!!

AHHHHH I HATE THIS!!

JUST LET ME ENJOY THE CUTE MOMENTS WITHOUT THE BAD ONES PLEASE AND THANK YOU!

(A set of Lydia gifs this time because she has been particularly wonderful these last couple of episodes and I am very quickly turning into a hardcore Lydia stan. <3 <3 <3)

[stuffdtothemaxxarchive]

who would you write for dangan?

I think it’ll be easier to list who I WON’T write XD so in order

THH

Chi//hiro (their backstory triggers me sometimes so I’d rather just avoid that

Hi//fumi (he’s ew)

SDR2

Mi//kan (same as Chi//hiro)

Teru//teru (major ew vibes again)

Hiy//oko (I know she’s over 18, but she still acts WAY too much like a child for me to be comfy with writing her)

V3

Kore//kiyo (he’s also very ew)

An//gie (bc she makes me ~super duper uncomfy~)

Him//iko (she’s the only character out of V3 who seems like she’s under 18, and even if she wasn’t, it’d be a similar situation to Hiy//oko)

Of course, I won’t do any of the Warriors of Hope, and I don’t write for the anime characters save for Ryota.

[kalloway]

FAUST

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(lore/blurb about him under the cut, if ur interested)

Suggestive joke & double entendre connoisseur, and the visitor to many a person’s bed, Faust is, perhaps, the friendliest and most personable person under the Professor’s employ. His entire character is generally summed up in two (three?) words -- sleazy cat-boy... but if you bother to get to know him on a personal level, you may realize that it’s just the tip of the iceberg.

He has a relatively carefree personality, trying to simply enjoy life one day at a time and prioritize having a good time over any kind of stressful work. That’s not to say he doesn’t do his job well though - there’s a reason the Professor trusts him enough to work for him, after all.

Faust is a hybrid - His cat-like features are a result of artificial replacements... and fate simply not favouring anything ‘ordinary’. A mix-up in an order for artificial optics gave him cat-like eyes, and beyond that point he simply decided ‘why not have some fun with it?’, thus trading in his partially-deaf sense of (human) hearing for enhanced auditory replacements.

Despite his optimism and outward ‘charm’, Faust is also a very lucky example of what can happen if you are ill-fated enough to be a victim of organ harvesting. Without the intervention of the Professor and Dr. Bernhardt (mostly the latter), he wouldn’t have survived. Even then, being clinically dead for almost three minutes before being revived was enough to give him rather severe amnesia -- ‘Faust’ is not his birth name. He has very little memory about who he used to be... and likes keeping it that way.

Whoever he used to be, isn’t who he is now, and he isn’t about to waste a chance to enjoy this newfound life of his by making himself miserable looking into who he was and what he can’t go back to.

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Faust is technically an (JJBA) Android AU insert/redesign of the Cat-Man character from my JoJo reader-insert fanfic 'Midnight Meetings with a Manticore' over on AO3. He was intended to be one big shitpost... but then he actually ended up being the one character my friend and I are super invested in fhfgdj He's a hella self-indulgent (and fun) character though... truly me rejecting the concept of 'cringe', even if his design makes me super embarrassed to share LOL

[dontmindmeinthegutter]

It’s “Do I Actually Have A Knife Kink Or Do Sharp Pretty Shiny Blades Just Make Magpie Brain Go Brrr” hours

[furshrimps]

I wonder if it's weird to ask my fellow fun agility handlers if they'd be willing to record my runs? Maybe in exchange to record their runs too if they desire?

I'd really love to have something recorded on that grass where Bats can go fast... both just for the record and to analyze later, and of course for my blog here.