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#lizzy speaks#polls#for honesty's sake i have 97 tabs on firefox!#new years resolution is to have less than 5 tabs every time i close firefox...#it was over 100 earlier...#im trying to clean them up right now bc my computer crashed presumably from a memory overload while drawing and i dont like that#feel free to vote and reblog or whatever i just thought this would be funny since im in a predicament right now LOL#me and my tabs staring at each other lovingly (its mostly just tumblr and art references)#if we were going by my phone though i have 16 tabs lol. would probably have more if i was in a fic reading mood though
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skybound megatron when i catch you.... when i FUCKING catch you...............
#ILL KILL HIM WITH MY OWN HANDS IDGAF IF HES A GIANT ROBOT ALIEN THAT LEADS THE DECEPTICONS#âyou know the limits of my powerâ YOU HAVE A CANON ON YOUR ARM WTF DO YOU MEANNN đđđđđ#sighhhh i was laughing at star's interactions with the humans like 1 page earlier and then bam they hit me with this...........#âwhat you desire matters not you are mine nowâ this killed me#user ironladders found dead in a ditch cause of death transformers comics 100% true not clickbait#god i have soo many thoughts abt this issue#sorry to the ppl who follow my spam twt bc i am going crazy over it rn#transformers#starscream#megatron#skybound spoilers
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"Oh my gods, Will."
"One fire extinguisher? Two? Two. You can never go wrong with being prepared. Can you pass me the power adapter --"
"We are going on a two day errand."
Will continues to mutter to himself, trying to squeeze the zipper closed on his third duffle bag. Nico drags his hand down his face.
"Will. Sweetheart. We are going one state over, they have the same charging outlets."
Nico knew this was a bad idea. He knew it. He told Chiron it was too far, he told Mr. D it was too soon, but does anyone listen to him? Nooooo. It's all this was your idea, boy and Nico, dear, I really think exposure is the only thing that will help.
Nico is getting very tired of exposure.
"This is your fault, Lester," he mutters to himself. "I'm not sure how exactly but I will arrive there shortly." Mentally, he adds it to the list of things he will read in an accusing voice at Apollo next time he visits for his monthly penance. Maybe he'll enlist Kayla's help, she'll love that. She can shoot rubber arrows for emphasis as Nico reads off his crimes.
"Will." He stands up from his boyfriend's once meticulously made but now mussed bunk and walking over to the dresser, kicking aside his one backpack to rest against the several Will has packed. "Will, that's enough."
It takes his hands on Will's scarred ones, but eventually he stops. Nico can feel his muscles spasming slightly, but he holds firm, waiting crouched next to the healer until his face stops twitching and the muttering fades to clunky, heavy silence.
"Where are we at, sweetheart?"
Will lets out a shaky breath. His eyes move rapidly under his eyelids, face so tense Nico can feel the tension headache in his own brow.
"Green," he admits, voice small.
Nico cannot bite back a sigh. He regrets it, when Will shrinks back; he runs his thumbs over the crests of Will's wrists to soothe.
"I need you to start telling me before we get to green," he chides, as gently as he can manage. "Whatever color is the step before green, I need to know then."
"There's no -- other color. I'm fine, and then I'm probably fine, and then I blink for a second and when I open my eyes three hours have gone by and my wrists are bleeding. So."
There are tears in Will's glaring eyes and Nico aches for him. He aches for this boy who is plagued, in more ways than one, and has no war to distract him from the consequences of it. He aches for this boy who is trying so hard to unlearn everything that is hurting him.
Nico slides down to the floor next to him, gently working the fire extinguisher out of Will's hands. It takes a few tries, but he gets it, finally, and when he has tossed it far enough that Will can't grab it again he massages the stiffness out of Will's bloodless fingers, holds him through the new round of twitching.
"Connecticut has statewide problems with their firefighting programs," Will mumbles. "Lawmakers frequently put forth bills that affect volunteer liability."
"We're not going to get caught in a fire," Nico promises.
Will only shakes his head, sagging into Nico's hold. He breathes jaggedly. When he twists his fingers into Nico's shirt, Nico curls against him, holding tightly, imagining that he can take all the terror that lives in Will's head, all the visions, and banish them to the depths of Tartarus where they belong. He imagines that he can hold his boyfriend tight enough that the tension of terror that plagues him so constantly snaps. He imagines that his hands are cool enough they freeze through the inferno of uncertainty that blazes so brightly in the dead center of Will's chest.
"Repeat it after me," Nico says quietly. "We are not going to get caught in a fire anywhere that doesn't already have an extinguisher nearby."
"More fires occur in wildlife areas than in --"
"Repeat it, Will."
"We are not going to get caught in a fire," Will repeats. He purses his lips, eyebrows furrowing stubbornly. "...Probably."
Nico, despite himself, smiles. That is as good as he is going to get.
"We're absolutely killing step one. Step two is going to be choosing which two pairs of socks you are going to bring on our two day errand."
"What?! You don't only bring two pairs of socks anywhere!"
You don't, and he's right, or so Nico has been told. At the very least he got the Raised Eyebrow of Judgement from Reyna last time he visited and brought one (1) stick of deodorant and his DS in his backpack, but it's fun to see this version of Will -- the hot, indignant one, who stands with his hands on his lips, full Southern pout, and explains listing on his fingers all the ways Nico was raised in a barn.
(It is a relief, too. But Nico tries to focus on the fun.)
"--s'pose you'll tell me no water bottles next! I'm --"
"You can buy a water bottle literally anywhere."
"That is not the point!"
Slowly, as Will rants, Nico reaches for his bags. The wilder stuff he puts back -- the fourth pair of jeans, despite the fact that Nico has never seen him wear hip to ankle anything in all the time he's known him; the six different pairs of extra shoelaces; the defibrillator; the iron supplements; the aforementioned power adapter. Anything that can be purchased at a corner store or lifted, if necessary and Will is distracted, from the nearest Walmart.
He keeps the old, faded photograph. And leaves the three pairs of cargo shorts, even though it is January and it physically pains him.
"Put the hoodies back," Will frets. "I don't -- Chiron wouldn't let me check the weather."
"I'll put one back."
"Two?"
"One, and if you get cold, you can borrow mine."
"What if you get cold?"
"My frigid heart and I are used to it," Nico says drily. Will snorts, and -- a genuine thanks to the gods -- the cloudiness in his eyes starts to fade, the tension melts from his shoulders. Nico feels his own head begin to sag.
"You are not frigid," Will says. He shuffles back over and leans on Nico's side as he works. "Thank you. You make it -- easier."
Nico presses a kiss to the side of his head.
"Any time," he promises, and in his head he swears it. He rocks them, slightly, and relishes in Will's limp, tired arms wrapped around his elbow, in Will's slow, deliberate breathing. He pushes the bag to the side and turns into him fully, pressing his lips to Will's forehead and lingering, holding, breathing in the windswept smell of his hair and the warmth of his body. "Anything, as long as you need it."
#this is kindof a companion fic to that one i wrote earlier#w will spiralling over nico shadow travelling#ocd will made worse by prophecy powers i love u ur so precious to me#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo#heroes of olympus#hoo#nico di angelo#will solace#nico di angelo/will solace#nico/will#will/nico#will solace angst#hurt/comfort#ocd will#ocd will solace#established solangelo#solangelo#100 ways#100 ways to say i love you#technically#pjo hoo toa#my writing#fic#longpost
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KlaoWarich + hands part two/leftovers (part one)
#klaowarich#perfect 10 liners#perfect10 liners#p10ledit#aouboom#asianlgbtdrama#aou thanaboon#boom tharatorn#thai bl#gif*#*#parallels#p10l*#once again i could've added 100 more lol#but these are just the ones i had left over#hoping no one saw me post these earlier...
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My display dawls btwww. None of them are reproductions btwwwwwww
#i still have more basic dolls in bins but i lost most of my childhood collection in a basement oil flood. oh well#i just narrowed it down to strong nostalgia dolls with some dolls i think just look cool#and also cupid as a flex cuz shes like $100-200 oob on ebay now lol#i was going to say theyre all original release but idk if thats true.#i know clawdeen had an earlier doll with different ears and hands#i know older dolls had elastic hip joints and i can see frankie does but its black and im seeing people argue on reddit#over if gold vs black means anything. gold elastic might mean its an earlier release. idfk.#whatever. i feel cool enough. maybe ill check more for gold elastic but i dont feel like undressing any rn#i started collecting in 2011 so like a year into it. idk.#the kat goes meow
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i miss carpisuns sometimes </3
#not necessarily that I regret switching over but i just get like nostalgic for an earlier time in the ml fandom#s3 was soooo much fun for me#and the long hiatus before s4 was also the best. so good wasnât ready for it to end when it did haha#things just feel so different in the fandom now#both the fandom has changed and I have changed#and of course the STORY has changed#and I like donât know what to do about that or how to react#cause I am used to being one of the guys who is defending mlâs honor with my life lol#committed to spreading positivity#and I still want to be that guy!#but itâs like. idk. I donât recognize this story anymore#this isnât the same story that I fell in love with years ago. but I donât want to just like Leave??#I do want to see how things play out bc I am still invested in these characters#and I would love to still be part of the fan community and connect with people over a mutual love for this thing#that has been important to me for years and has inspired me to create and learn new skills and make new friends!#but I also donât just want to shut up and pretend Iâm happy about things I am decidedly unhappy about lol#like itâs honestly surprising to me that a only a small minority of the fandom seems to feel the way I do?#and the majority are still super pumped and frustrated at the people who are complaining#and really. I donât WANT to rain on anyoneâs parade. I honestly donât#I was part of the parade for years! I had the best time in the parade! I donât want to ruin the good time!#so i try not to be too salty on main ? but i feel like Iâm going a little crazy lmao! like Iâm just one bitter little miser fhdjjd#i mean i guess itâs kind of a good thing that I moved blogs tbh lol#cause now when i whine only a fraction of the people have to be exposed to it đ#but man i hate knowing that people might think of me as a salter#I mean itâs valid if people are trying to have fun and do not want to hear my complaining haha#but also do i automatically have to be a salter. are the only options support and defend ml 100% at all times or Be A Salter#or can there be a third category of certified ml lover that is just disappointed in recent events & disagrees with the new writing direction#is that too much nuance for tumblr lol#see maybe thatâs why I miss carpisuns. she didnât have to ask this question. she was only full of LOVE!#but therein lies the ironyâŚlike marinette I have made this choice out of loveâŚfor what the story once wasâŚwhat is to become of me nowâŚ
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mmmmmm poetryyyy :))
#wrote two more poems today!#the goal is to end maypowrimo with 50 poems i've decided and that is 100% doable#just need two more!#i looked over one of the ones i'd written earlier today and yknow what? i may actually Like it :0#wild i know#i do love poetry. i love writing it and reading it and thinking about it and talking about it :)))#elle rambles#on poetry#napowrimo
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Shigeo still doesnât know how to answer. He hasnât answered, and he knows thatâs weird, and maybe a bit creepy, but itâs also characteristic of him, so maybe he doesnât need to stress over it. He simply sits there in the heavy rain instead and watches Reigenâs pink tie get dragged by the gales. And then Serizawa crouches down, lowers his hand out, and shelters Shigeoâs head with the draped fabric of a clear umbrella. In Shigeoâs world, the rain stops.
scene from my wip fic recondite :]
#qkdraws#id in alt#jay you've GOTTA stop jumping into projects u don't know how to do . rainwater on Any surface is not ur specialty#actually ykw scratch that. that's how u learn#follow ur dreams kids#im so happy i can finish big pieces in one day now. started this just earlier today#i've always wanted to do that and now i can. success <3#also i've realized over the years that sometimes u jump into a project and expect one part to be hard#but that part is actually the easiest bit and some other trivial bullshit is the issue. yeah the umbrella#doing the umbrella was fine. doing the rainwater ? uhm i did my best#ALSO also sorry that this is the same snippet i posted a while ago i just think this scene means a lot to the both of them#and i think abt it a good bit#mob psycho 100#mp100#mob psycho#shigeo kageyama#mp100 shigeo#mp100 mob#serizawa katsuya#mp100 serizawa#ayyyee two for two on actual backgrounds in art for this fic. wowie
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my dad got me the new hunger games book (he jokingly informed me it was to get me to stop thinking and talking about a Certain tv show literally 24/7) but i'd been meaning to reread thg anyway so i'm now reading everything starting with the original trilogy and it's made me realise i never actually finished mockingjay. i watched the movies so i know how the story ends but i didn't think i ever read the entire book and lo and behold, there's still a bookmark from 10+ years ago stuck in my copy. time to go read the hunger games for THE FIRST TIME EVER i guess
#i'm not 100% sure why i didnt finish it i think it was bc in 2015 i was really starting to struggle with school so i kind of stopped reading#and i since had already seen the movie i would have probably chosen to read a new story instead#probably john green. i also read tmi in 2013/14 but that was earlier in the year#2014 was a massive brain altering year for me i cant lie. tmi thg percy jackson and those john green books all in 1 year... wild#only to then go to maybe 3 books a year </3 school really steamrolled over my brain and squeezed all joy out of it#personal#dads mission failed btw there was a firetruck in our street just now and the first thing i said to him was 'wow it's just like 911 đ'
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jackles is so deeply unserious
[jensen: hey guys me: howdy jensen: no, no *puts his hand out* don't get up]
#also i somehow didn;t hear this person say hi jensen so that's my live slug reaction#bro came out of NOWHERE day programing was over i guess he was done with his autos#(also if you can't tell he is 100% fucking with us and being a little diva he said hi earlier in the day and knows we're unbothered)#face.png#for those of you who don't know what i look like i'm the faggot on the floor
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my beloved beautiful youtube womanâs sweatpants are dropping this week legit put it on my google calendar so i will get a notification 10 mins before to ensure that i can spend likely over $100 to support my queen â¤ď¸
#michelle speaks#itâs not just sweatpants itâs a SET w#a top and a sweatshirt tooâŚâŚanyway i am supporting a small woman owned business. as we all should!!!!!!!!!#me legit earlier today like i have to stop spending money immediately vs me being like ok in 5 days i will spend over $100 on sweatpants#i am banning myself from buying more clothes after this tho đŠ i also bought a sweater & pair of pants secondhand like 2 days ago#but i have to stop money or i will start throwing up blood when i look at my bank accountâŚ.#even tho i literally have money that i need to just go deposit at the bank & i wont feel so bad anymore đŠ#but i hate going to the bank bc they make me feel like iâm committing a felony by being in there#they look at you like đď¸đď¸ and itâs all pristine in there like dystopian feelingâŚâŚbut it#âs literally across the street from the metro stop so đ i just donât want to go. but itâs fine. itâs FINE.
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Cowboy boots have come so far in terms of technology but they are getting uglier.
#chit chat#did you know you can get composite toes in your cowboy boots now?#only the ugly ones tho#went shoe shopping earlier today and bought nothing out of disappointment#what do you mean all of these are over $100 and not one is nice looking#tf#i wish i wore like a size six so that i could get useless women's shoes that look halfway nice#i wear sizes that come in men's ugly and don't come in women's sizes at all#i need to just hire a renaissance fair artist to custom make me shoes i think#if i have to special order the shoes anyway i might as well have it exactly the way i want it right
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as much as i feel bad for cangxuan, i also am like⌠buddy you couldâve told xiao yao you liked her YEARS ago like sooo long ago and you didnât and went and married other women which you know is a big no no for xiao yao
#sure heâs the king#but#if he had confessed way earlier#he definitely couldâve won over xiao yaoâs heart#100%#especially because literally she knows that heâs the one man who she can always rely on#like sheâs always saying that#gege is the best#but cangxuan never confessed in all those times#he just uses her to get to his end goal#which is a little annoying#tushan jing#would probably be nicer to xiao yao#I donât care for chishui fenglong#xiao yao obviously has feelings for Xiang liu#but she doesnât seem to want to act on them#so um heâs mine#that leaves Tushan jing#chinese#cdrama#lost you forever s2#lost you forever#chang xiang si
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ups guy delivering my ps5 unfortunately asked what ive been playing recently and was subjected to a 20 minute rant on the crimes of kcd1
#ive been playing this fuckin game for over a MONTH it is UNBEARABLE#fully 30% of my play time is dealing with freezes and crashes and the subsequent reloads#prolly another 10% is replaying time lost from those crashes#it's been over 300 hours#that is 100 hours reloading this fucking game!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! one hundred fucking hours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#if i ever meet any warhorse dev it is on sight#the worst problem i had with it so far was an extremely bugged quest that had so many plot dependencies#i knew beforehand from the previous 200 hours to save frequently and NOT do any other quests while waiting for time to pass in game#and it still fucked everything up so bad i had to go back to a save from 3 days earlier#anyway now im just playing til the first crash and then i turn it off for the next 24h. that's usually around 20 minutes#i predict i will finish sometime in 2032#one idiot's journey
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Huh.
Thanks to all the strangers who liked a single post, and thanks to all the weirdos who stuck around.
But also, what? I pretty much do nothing.
I occasionally reblog stuff, sure, but not a whole lot.
Sorry for the long tags. I'm just going slightly insane and didn't want to make a mile long post. (Also, did anyone know that there's a tag limit??? It's 30 tags apparently.) (also also, because tmi, im disabling reblogs.)
#100 likes#tumblr milestone#thank you#dont worry it hasn't gone to my head too much#i was going to write a whole bunch about how âoh but i don't do anything!â#but i realized that that would be dumb#this definitely feels undeserved. but considering that its cumulative over a long time it's not that crazy#i was also going to write about how most of my posts are just because I want attention. but that's kinda the point of social media.#also i need to unpack that more. probably not online.#i feel like a faximile of all the wrong parts of the blogs i like#i simultaneously need more and less inhibitions#i was writing a whole bunch of stuff (like a LOT) but then i remembered this isn't quite an endless void to yell into#I've definitely got problems and tumblr seems like an inadvisable solution#ugh. i promise that i am actually loved and stuff irl. i just struggle to ask for help and I'm too stoic for my own good#it'd just be awkward to start asking for help because I've dug myself in too deep without asking for help#edit: where i said stoic earlier also add stubborn.#whoops. starting treating this like a void again#I'm probably just burnt out too. I've heard that's common for gifted kids. (new lore: i was labeled as gifted)#I'm going to stop writing this in the tags of a random ass post#some of what I've written would make more sense with the tags i deleted. whatever.#im just#yelling into the not-quite void#so i don't want to start a conversation about any of this because I'm just thinking about it myself#after re-reading this i have determined that its incomprehensible. too bad. I've gotta get some sleep#y'know what? heres a summary of the tags i deleted#i overcomplicate things and will likely not stop#im bad at talking about stuff because i verbalize it and then think more and then negate what I've already said#I'm failing an English class because of the aforementioned overcomplication of things#all of this is almost certainly TMI but too bad. its incomprehensible anyway.#re: more/less inhibitions. more as in no tmi. less as in i should reblog more. (eg: i have 69670 liked posts vs 486 posts)
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#mielmoto#a sleeved hand reaches out for her wrist: stop that. now.#/THE WAY I GOT LIKE???? OVER 100+ BOOPS?!?! ALL FROM YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU#/THE LEVEL OF H UB RIS#/I love this i've been laughing about it since earlier today#/UR INSANEEEEEEEEEEEE#;a.sclepius#;crack#crack
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