in therapy today i just talked about the dark urge and astarion and my therapist was elated about it. it was fantastic. “wow you’ve really been using this story and those characters to process things. that’s amazing!”
the era of being ashamed of my interests is over. it’s apparently Cool and Healthy to use fiction to cope. i wish i could tell fifteen year old me about this it would blow her mind
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hey everyone here’s a basic fact it took me five years to properly understand for some fucking reason. this is an excellent achievement because now i can form proper connections with people without having panic attacks about THEIR trauma which was a big bruh moment in my personal history methinks. wouldve preferred if there was less collateral damage involved in the Character Development but at least the character fucking developed. here’s a shitty victory drawing. fun fact i’m a fourteen year old girl.
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Dear Sun,
I think you may have missed the memo, but just to let you know that it is currently *checks calendar* September, which usually marks the beginning of Autumn. Which coincides with the... the end of summer. Which is when typically, the temperature... the temperature goes... y-y'see where I'm getting at with this, Sun...? D-d'ya see-
WHY IS IT THIRTY FREAKING DEGREES CELCIUS OUTSIDE, SUN? WHY IS THE FLESH MELTING FROM MY BONES LIKE A HUMAN-SCENTED CANDLE, SUN?! Are you on a timeshare or something? Running behind on the rent? Can't really blame you there, not in this economy but also C'MON SUN IT'S NOT MEANT TO BE THIS HOT NOW OKAY
Sincerely,
A very distressed British human
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At the risk of sounding stupid, I wish so much that there was some end in sight to all of this mass suffering and pain. Society and technology is so advanced yet so regressed, and I feel like this modern lifestyle we all live of self serving and convenience and feudal thinking is only going to push us further into cynicism and apathy and it’s just this never ending pit that we’ll never get out of.
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