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ghost-proofbaby · 1 year

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asking about so mordor it is during 24/7 hype is like asking the teacher if there’s hw at the end of class HAHA

nooooo never!!! mordor is my baby

i will be honest — i’ve been avoiding asks about it due to a few unkind ones i’ve gotten recently where people haven’t been the… nicest in the way they expressed wanting an update (but most of you are lovely who ask!! even simple “hey how’s mordor going” is welcome <3). i just haven’t known how to respond i guess.

the short answer is: it’s going! i wish i could give a more definitive answer regarding the next update because i love writing that fic very dearly, but i’ve just worked the last few days and haven’t gotten the chance to sit down and finish the final scene for the next chapter. 😭

the longer answer, which it’s not specifically you that has mentioned this nonnie, but others, is that my process with mordor just takes longer than 24. it’s more involved. when i say i’m working on mordor, it means i am rewatching the show, i am meticulously researching, i am rereading shire and going over my plot specifically for mordor. it’s just a lot more brain power required, which i fully brought upon myself and don’t mind because like i said, i love this fic and getting to write it and share it with you all!! it just means there’s a lot more happening behind the scenes with it on my end. i know it may not seem that way to all of you (as some people have expressed), and i know that maybe some don’t find the writing reflecting all that effort/being up to par, but at the end of the day… i’m trying my best and i’m most worried with my enjoyment. if i’m not enjoying it anymore, then it’ll show in the writing, and that just… isn’t what i want for my fic, y’know?

i really am sorry that updates on mordor take longer, and i am so endlessly appreciative to those of you who are patient enough to wait it out and still show so much support <3 i love y’all. thank you for taking a story that has turned into a very vulnerable part of my heart, and for treating it with care. 🖤

also i’m so sorry for picking on you specifically nonnie you’re just one of the nicer asks i’ve received recently regarding it and i’d rather extend an answer to you then someone being rude!!! <3 thank you for reading and thank you for being excited about it haha ily <3

#basically this is me gently asking to certain anons to not tell me my writing sucks #or that it’s overhyped #or other unkind things i’d rather not ruminate on rn #things like that don’t motivate me as a writer at all #it makes me wanna delete all my work and disappear into a hole lol #which is a tad bit dramatic but oh well #just pls be kind #because i was actually planning to update it very soon now that i have tomorrow off #thank u ily #mordor #AGAIN IM SORRY FOR PICKING ON YOU SPECIFICALLY NONNIE YOU DID NOTHING WRONG IN THIS ASK!!!#it made me laugh!!!#sorry that answer was a lot and really long #it’s possible i’ll delete this later #i sound like a whiny crybaby hahaaaaaaaaaa #also i have gotten a several asks that ARENT rude on anon!!#if you sent in questions about mordor this isn’t about you unless you’ve sent me a whole essay 😅#the rude asks were significantly longer so please know this isn’t about the short and simple and sweet ones!!!!

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stealthysteveharrington · 3 months

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I’m in the mood to read a specific type of steddie fic.

I’m looking for a multichaptered canon divergence where the boys meet/get together in season 2 or 3

Does any one have any recommendations?

#steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #stranger things #stranger things fic #I hope this isn’t annoying #I’ll possibly delete this later

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shaykai · 10 months

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Have a line from a WIP that I find mildly entertaining every time I read it

#said WIP will never be posted because it’s a script for a comic #that I don’t think I’ll be drawing out any time soon (or ever. possibly)#delete later #?

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outofthiisworld · 5 months

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🚬👽// celebrating a very important day today with buds (hey-oo) so i’ll prob be quiet on the actual writing side of things, but as always— i’ll be lurking around like an ominous cryptid that’s haunting your local gas station <3

#👽 … ooc #👽 ... delete later #//maybe i’ll get ✨silly✨ and reblog memes or maybe I’ll get 💤sleepy💤 and pass out on my besties couch #//possibilities are endless #weed tw

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my-maehem · 1 year

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I’m having another style crisis 😀

And here is a wip im doing for a Twitter collab… Sausage is mad at Hemera 🫢

I’ve been wanting to draw for days now but it feels like I can’t draw— then FFXVI came out and Clive is giving me emotional damage

#is it embarrassing that I cried when I played the demo?#I’m a very emotional person— don’t fight me #ngl it was such a refresher to do a bit of realism #anyways… I’ll probably be in my hole for a little longer #gotta finish FFXVI and possibly make fan art of it idk #hphl #hphl mc #hphl oc #hemera fotia #might delete this later— I honestly just wanted to post something because I feel bad for just going silent

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jinstronaut · 8 months

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#after the jin series i’m not doing anything for a long while lmao #it feels so fruitless sometimes like i just #i cant #i’m so eager to do it but it just never feels like what i do is enough #like what else can i do what else could i possibly do #idk i’ll delete this later i’m tired i worked 6 days in a row #i just wish i felt better lmao #truly i can make over 400 gif sets every day for over a year and just #yeah

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ectoplasmer · 2 months

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okay back to playing new vegas for seven hours straight

#i’ll stop falling off the face of the earth eventually i just have to. play three more dlcs and get four more comapnion quests and #first playthrough but i’m going to get Everything if possible (lie)#delete later

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niko-jpeg · 3 months

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Someone brought it up in a server I’m in and I think it’s funny that there are symptoms of my condition I’m entirely too afraid to confront because I’m afraid people won’t like me anymore or view me as less or unstable. I fear I will never find a safe place to divulge this stuff for fear of being shamed because that’s just kind of how it’s happened before.

#and not only am I too scared to acknowledge it im also too scared to learn more #to find out if I really do suffer from delusions. to figure out how to save myself from maladaptive daydreaming. to confirm the possibility #of a mood disorder.#im terrified to learn more about otherkin and stuff because im terrified I’ll see myself #and that’s part of why Chris Chan’s story scares me so much. I can see parts of myself in certain parts of the story #I cannot believe I am admitting this shit out loud #shut up Niko #DELETE LATER #I’m leaving this post up for an hour at most. I don’t want the wrong people to find it and bully me #either for thinking I could be suffering from delusions ‘you’re faking it and don’t have a diagnosis and etc’#or the same people who made me feel scared and ashamed of my own symptoms in the first place

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fever-project · 4 months

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trying to find a font similar to the one in Cadence of Hyrule and I want to cry. I could buy the font (it’s called Snuggle) for 5 bucks, but I could also use those 5 bucks for literally anything else. I just want to make my funky little comic in peace and for freeeeee

#fever rambles #maybe I should just remake the coh font myself. I like making fonts #idk man I guess don’t want to spend money that’s a me problem #cadence of hyrule #<-main tagging so I could possibly get some help. probs don’t need it tho I’ll figure out what to do eventually #might delete later

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autism-disco · 8 months

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exams really just go on forever and ever and ever and ever

#sorry about this one but it’s just hit me that i’m literally not getting a break cause of the german listening #3 days between them i guess and then that’s it we’re back with 6-7 hour school days #how the hell do they think this is sustainable we just don’t get to stop ever #what’s the line like. it keeps happening it fucking keeps happening and i just want to lie down without needing to be doing something else #hghhhgvhnbgghhbghnbghvvbvav #the biggest break it’s possible to get is one school week. 5 days without exams or revision sessions jesus christ what are they doing #and i know i know it’s not their fault and that ultimately it’s an inherent flaw within the way exams work #and that actually they probably don’t want this either. but could they at least say that to us at some point #if they just went hey this sucks but this is what you’ve gotta do and offered a shred of sympathy rather than just shitty #seemingly non genuine positivity i would feel so much better #ok. ok i’m more normal having said all those words probably still gonna post this but then like delete it later or something #i’ll be fine i’m just so tired and will apparently be so tired for the foreseeable fr #but then there’s the future beyond what’s foreseeable and it’ll all get better then. it’ll be fine #ezra’s real life rambles

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phantom-does-a-thing · 10 months

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It’s getting bad again 💪💪💪

#it’s possibly bc I haven’t showered since Sunday #but I don’t have the time to shower until tomorrow #so I just have to try to survive until then #but it’s getting bad again #I’ve been trying to get better and I don’t know how #it’s fine I’ll be fine I’m fine #maybe. I don’t know #everything is so overwhelming #and I’m feeling so many bad emotions that I think if I try to say anything I’ll explode #and I don’t want that to happen #rambling #phever dreams with phantom #vent #delete later

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