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motheyes · 2 years

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sometimes i forget how gut wrenching dysphoria can be

#it’s like this constant back and forth #my main thing u deal with everyday of my life is my chest dysphoria #i think about it everyday. it effects me everyday of my life #it’s so crazy to think about. sometimes i think it’s like not a big deal #but it is. it’s always on my mind #wearing a binder helps soooo much like i’m very lucky #it feels so nice to feel my flat chest its amazibg #but it costs me my comfort :( i cant wear mine that long i always take it off when i’m just hanging at home #and it feels so freeing to not wear one. like physically #but it’s mentally rlly hard #i see my brother wear the sleep shirt he got for christmas and feel horrible #knowing i can’t wear mine :( it’s too tight #only on my chest. i just hate it #it’s such a fucking battle and its tears me up so bad #when i put mine on today right after i had washed it and it was so clean and fresh and nice and tight #and it was so nice to feel my chest #but then just immediately going :( knowing how much of a physical nuisance it is #it’s uncomfortable to sit and lay in #it shows around the collar of my shirt which makes me dysphoric #it’s makes my back and ribs hurt more then they already do #it’s just. a horrible mind game #ok well. im freakibg sleepy #gn

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beannary · 1 year

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Redrew the little prince au drawing that i made for the tmnt separated au comp because i had drawn the original in like two seconds after not drawing for two weeks so not like the most ideal situation for making a good drawing sakdjlhfasdl

Im including the original under the cut but trigger warning for bad art that i dont like and i actually hate and think is awful

oh my god i dont have the original png so this looks so blurry oh no its even worse now alkdsjfhsad

#my art #tmnt #tmnt 2018 #2018 tmnt #tmnt 2k18 #2k18 tmnt #rottmnt #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt donatello #tmnt donnie #tmnt donatello #tlp au #the little prince separated au #also i dont think the original is actually that bad #i was just in a ROUGH drawing position at the time #sitting on a bed with no arm support so i was drawing in an uncomfortable way #my sister laying down in bed next to me heckling me for drawing turtles #also i was in france and it was approximately a million degrees outside and i had walked ten miles that day #so i was IN THE TRENCHES

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sergle · 10 months

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I really really REALLY enjoy when Hugo gets to meet people/kids and gets petted. It's fun for me to just stand back and watch, especially since he'll happily let kids get all up in his face.

#he has no Boundary limit with small kids the way a reasonable dog might.#by that I mean. when dogs feel uncomfortable or threatened and maybe pop off a little growl #because you got too close to their face or maybe touched someplace they dislike (tails or paws or closed their beak)#or warning bite in worst case scenarios #where kids that are too small really shouldn't be left alone. with some dogs it's *hard* to reach that point- for hugo it is impossible.#sometimes someone will come on too strong (they normally have to be An Adult) and he'll get a little intimidated and walk back to me?#that's about as far as we get.#I've seen kids sit on him / lay on him with their full body weight - speak directly into his ear - be nose-to-nose with him #talk into his nose basically #hold his beak with both hands - pet him wrong - hug him kiss him etc #and he's like well I'm just happy to be here.#sergle.txt

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consider-your-potatoes-mashed · 9 months

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Ya know I really wish sitting didn’t feel like I was fucking sprinting. Why for the love of everything does my heart rate decide to be 140 when all I’ve been doing for the last 20(? probably more) minutes is be sitting down. Fuck I hate disautonomia

#disabled #disability #actually disabled #chronic illness #physical disability #pots #pots syndrome #disautonomia #high heart rate #heart rate #postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome #I’m not even doing anything #I’m literally just sitting here #well now I’m laying down because sitting was too uncomfortable #but anyway fuck this shit

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impossible-rat-babies · 4 months

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I wonder if the scion split is gonna be friendly competition bc I dunno if eyrie is gonna take it well otherwise

#eyrie still incredibly traumatized from the events of EW sitting there like 🧍‍♂️#eyrie voice so I’m gonna do lay face down in the water over here for a little bit okay thanks bye #the scions are eyrie’s family and yes family does squabble #but it doesn’t make the divide hurt less. or be less uncomfortable #we’ll see! I ain’t planing anything just yet beyond some few dyanmics from post-EE #*post-EW #mostly eyrie and Estinien’s romance turned back to a friendship #and the rift between eyrie and alisaie slowly patching up #the distance did the two of them some good #both having time to be apart and worry about other things #oc: eyrie kisne

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the-dye-stained-socialite · 26 days

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truest way of letting someone know you care aboit and trust them: repeatedly falling asleep on them

#i have really severe ptsd i don't fall asleep around people easily!!! hard to trust!#there is a very scant handful of people i have been able to fall asleep on without having first exhausted myself through insomnia!#i do not usually lay diwn and get confu cozy and then immediately snz #though sometimes this means i run the risk of trapping them on a discord call or in an uncomfortable sitting/laying position

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floral-hex · 4 months

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ayyyyyyy I set up an appointment for medication this Friday (telemedicine but whatever) and I get to see my former therapist again later this month. I’m kind of excited. More than kind of. Little sad, but I’m lonely and want to talk to someone. He’s a real cool dude. I’m a little worried to trauma dump the last 6 months on him, but whatever, it beats sitting there for an hour feeling like I’m wasting his time and struggling to think of things to say. dang dang dang, I’m excited.

#I’m excited to tell him about my mom’s transplant. less so to mention all my dark moments since we last spoke.#ok so I gotta wait a week for antidepressants and then a couple of weeks for them to take effect #that’s a lot of waiting #especially with how rough I’ve been these last couple of weeks #I probably have more appointments I should schedule but we’ll see #I’ve only been able to sleep sitting up #like the dang elephantman #something about laying down freaks me out #it’s uncomfortable and not very restful and just thinking about sleep gives me anxiety #brains are fucky #oof… now it’s setting in. I’ve got an appointment but it’s 5 days away #5 days of… this. anxiety and distraction and my sick brain #this is my fault #well… no. yes. I don’t want to COMPLETELY beat myself up for it #I should have been managing my mental health better instead of waiting until I spiraled out #I should have been managing my health better in general!#this isn’t sexy to say but I hate my body. I’ve run it down. and it’s going to be so much harder getting back to something semi healthy #but I’m trying now 😕 so maybe that’ll count for something #I’ve been realizing that I really really miss going to the gym late at night #that’s what I need now. been doing these little drives at night to distract myself but having an actual place to go would be much better #BUT! too expensive. need to work and make some money. not excited for that but I needs it. I neeeeeeds money. for burgers. and distractions #this is too rambly. I’m sorry. I thought about counseling and got too excited to talk and talk #I talk too much #you can ignore this #text

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thoustve · 7 months

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ugh it has been so uncomfortable every time i try to get to sleep lately

#i dont feel it whenever im sitting up for the most part #but everytime i lay down i get this weird thumping feeling in my chest that just #makes me cough and feels like my heart thumped wrong even tho its probably not my heart lol #not to mention not being able to sleep on my sides cause it hurts #but i can handle laying on my back w that #but i have to SIT UP to stop the weird thumping enough to sleep #but its sooo uncomfortable and takes longer lmao #ill survive but i am Suffering

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fecto-forgo · 6 months

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btw i still dont know why back during in person high school i was plagued by mysterious headaches n acid reflux after meals to an uncommon degree.ig my body got its shit together when it stopped being overwhelmed by being physically present in school bc that shit all ceased when online classes started n never came back.it wasnt anxiety btw if you say that im gonna bite you

#analiceoriginal.txt #i still get them sometimes but back then they were like REAL bad #my headaches i know r often bc of my neck but like.i dont get how being in school affected that?? has it to do w my mysterious urges to #constantly lay down bc sitting gets uncomfortable wait its that isnt it #girl what the FUCK do i have!!!

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tittyinfinity · 6 months

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#how is it that i can't sleep or stay awake at the same time #falling asleep while sitting up but the second i lay down i'm too uncomfortable #i took the spottiest 2 hour nap i feel so much worse #it's noon so i have to stay up now anyway #.bdo

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toughtink · 6 months

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hurt my hip again yesterday while hiking in a canyon and now i gotta navigate multiple airports and airplanes with a gimpy hip. :/

#is gimpy offensive to say #it feels nicer than dogshit hip #its my gimpy hip tho #life #anyways it hurts to stand and walk and is uncomfortable to sit like this #laying down is best but moving between positions to get there is terrible #the problem is it takes heat and stretching and laying down for a while to get it back to normal #and i can’t do that for like 9 hours

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konstantya · 7 months

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Pulled my ribs (well, rib muscles, obvs) for the first time ever earlier today, and it looks like sleeping will be the hardest part of the recovery. 🫠

#still don't know how i did it tbh #i guess i was just like hunched over in a weird way at some point?#anyway yeah i was doing okay until i got into bed and then i discovered literally EVERY position is uncomfortable ahahahaha #like seriously simply laying down is the most painful thing; when i'm standing or sitting i'm basically fine?#anyway i took some ibuprofen and am currently propped up on an extra pillow which is kinda sorta working #i did some research and other people who have had rib injuries are like ''yeah i had to sleep in an easy chair for two weeks''#fingers crossed that it won't come to that pfft #personal

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that-was-anticlimactic · 2 years

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waiting for my period to start is literal terror like i can hear the metaphorical suspenseful music playing and feel nervous and can’t stop checking to see if he’s here and can’t stop thinking about when will it come? will i need to throw away any underwear this time? what if it comes in the middle of the night? should i just sleep on a towel?

#this post is really dramatic but i really hate my period so like it's okay methinks #sometimes you just have to be really dramatic about your period. you know. coping.#okay no look sometimes i throw underwear away that prolly doesn't Need to be thrown away but i have a weird thing with stains so if the #blood doesn't Completely come out - like if i can still see it - then i will never wear it again iuyghtfvdghyuiuytfgdw i hate stains SO MUCH #that's why i set aside specific underwear to wear when i'm on my period and that's the Only time i ever wear it #because they're black and like smaller than the usual underwear i wear so that way there's less fabric to bleed onto #i keep checking because i kNOW HE'S COMING my last one started dec thirtieth and it's always early #it was like five or six days early last month so i know he'll be here early this month ahhhhhhhhh #i just. hate being on my period lol i mean who likes it?#not to be dramatic on main but like. stop tormenting me and just come!!! why can't periods just have a scheduled date so you Know and like a #date that never changes pls and thank you or better yet how about no #periods whatsoever that sounds great omg typing these tags just made me remember why i felt so uncomfortable when i woke up the other day -#i had a dream about stains being all over all the sheets/surfaces i was sitting/laying on omg that's fricking it what the heck #ahem anyways #paul tag #tw periods

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rosasappho · 9 months

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chronic pain sucks bcus the pain itself is already bad enough but i fear i might dislike the just “general discomfort” days even more.

#ari.txt #pain i’m like well shit my day sucks and i just lay on bed #but being uncomfortable just ruins the whole day bcus i can’t do ANYTHING for too long #sitting? feels weird and starts to hurt.#standing? my leg and hip are on fire that’s weird #laying down? Why Is My Body Tingling.

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ohsilverplease · 1 year

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I drank a beer and ate pizza last night and I’m paying for it now. I’ve been up for 3.5 hours with gnarly stomach gas. Cool, thanks, body.

#I’ve tried tums and squats and stretches and warm ginger tea and peppermint #I’ve tried pacing and laying on the floor and sleeping sitting up and a hot shower #i’m losing my marbles #it’d be fine to be uncomfortable but this is painful #help me 😩

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risingsunresistance · 2 years

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moved my pinned back to my bio bc i was tired of staring at it 👍

#pinned is irrelevant anyways no one is following which is fine by me lmao #also rearranged my pronouns bc no one says they/he it's all about he/theys nowadays jfhkfj #temporary doodle as pinned i might make it a clip or something idk i might just leave it #chat #i need to lay bcak down but i cant close my eyes i just Squirm Around #tomorrow is gonna suck im gonna be so tired #ehh this happens like. every other month or so #throwback to when i was awake until 9am before my speech for my public speaking class #on the bright side: at least i can breathe #anyone else occasionally struggle to breathe when they're laying down #i go through bouts of having to sleep sitting up >:( very uncomfortable

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