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Not At Odds
Ceasefire Now + Bring Them Home Now
Jewish & Palestinian safety & freedom are not at odds with each other; they are interconnected. These things can must coexist.
#feel free to use#I know it’s not simple let alone easy#but safety & freedom for the Palestinian & Israeli people are not at odds. they are interconnected.#ceasefire now#bring them home now#let my people go#peace#pro-peace#coexistence#coexist#i/p#standing together#free palestine from hamas#queer pride#pride#return the hostages#jumblr#fuck bibi#fuck likud#fuck netanyahu#none of us are free until all of us are free#israeli palestinian solidarity#solidarity#bring the hostages home#bring them back#bring them all home
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("Always. Continuously. With increasing apprehension, and decreasing hope. I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday. I will love you as a corpse loves the beak of the vulture. I will love you no matter what happens to you, and no matter how I discover what happens to you, and no matter what happens to me as I discover this." -- paraphrased from The Beatrice Letters, Lemony Snicket)
#svsss#bingqiu#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#lbh#sqq#i've been working through the series of unfortunate events and somehow that series has paired really nicely with svsss#the themes of cycling violence and what's justified and what isn't and what can possibly be done differently#and how trying to bring love and honour into the midst of it really changes nothing but also changes everything#it's just *chef's kiss*#i don't know how i can quite do my thoughts justice but i've spent the past few weeks quietly going between the two series (and mdzs and tg#as well if we're being honest they all hit similar questions and themes) and just reveling in the pain and ambiguity of it#everything is interconnected and it means you can never know what trauma and pain and necessity has shaped a person#each story goes too far back to ever ever EVER possibly see the full extent of it#at that level even communication itself is nearly impossible.#and because of that it's almost impossible to change anything. beat yourself apart and the outcome is the same#and yet ATTEMPTING to change things ATTEMPTING to do the kind thing the honourable thing is absolutely critical#because while you can change nothing you also have the capacity to change EVERYTHING#aaaaaaah i don't even know what i'm saying#but i read the beatrice letters today and the love letter just. killed me.#(obviously i cherrypicked some lines because it's three pages long but those ones felt right)#''i love you like a corpse loves a vulture's beak'' i just. can't get over that line.#to be completely changed. altered. destroyed. redeemed. purified. desecrated. reduced to nothing yet entirely necessary for another's life.#what a FUCKING line#anyway i was either going to blow up from thinking about it or else i had to exorcise it via art from an entirely different series#i've already done svsss and discworld why not throw a series of unfortunate events into the mix#i'll be honest folks i did not expect svsss to be the mxtx series that would fuck me up the most about the main ship#bingqiu is something else. i don't even know how to begin to approach my feelings on it. impossibility and necessity all at once#bizarre#my art
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Val probably learned from Angel somehow but kept it hidden from Vox because, well, Alastor Budget
(referring to this ask)
NOT THE FUCKING ALASTOR BUDGET AGAISNDIMMSFH
(and context for the budget is this ask.)
#ask#osrs.txt#can't fucking escape it no matter what.#radiostatic#staticradio#onewaybroadcast#lucifer's commissions saga#vaguely. it's all interconnected
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another thing tumblr theorists (at least a certain collection of them) Get that i don’t remember any big youtube theorists ever really getting into (so far): The Existential Horror Of Being A Darkner
#deltarune#there are a fair amount of videos on what the darkners actually are but not really any on what it *means*. ya know?#there are a few like that about spamton but you rarely see that extended to ‘and this is the fate of all darkners. isn’t that fucked too?’#kinda weird how little focus the darkners get from the wider fandom (other than those obvious standouts)#like even with me; my faves are kris and noelle (and the dess that lives in my head) and i think more about them than any darkners#but the darkner cast is just as well written as the lightner cast and deserves a matching amount of appreciation and analysis#especially because the themes being explored with both are clearly interconnected#(this post is really just me saying how good officialralsei and tvlandofficial are again. so be it.)
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interesting cave
#these caves are so fucking huge#i wouldnt be surprised if its interconnected with all the other caves on the server#leaf's posts#minecraft#mineblr#minecraft screenshots
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i wanna develop a game so baaaaaad but in order to do that i need to learn programming and blender modeling and animation and foley sound design and music design and
#its all interconnected...#i guess the best place to start learning would be with using very simple assets#and also using free audio and music samples online..#wanna learn so BADDD#you guys NEED to see my horror game ideas#...fuck i gotta learn how to make a horror game actually scary JEBJS#crow rambles
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#oh#we found a six year old fanfic that we never finished boys#pack it up what the fuck#at first i was like 'wow this is some fucking dark subject matter theres no way past me was handling that thoughtfully'#past me as it turns out was. well.#im not sure present me could have even dreamed of writing this#its not finished and i dont know what i had planned for the ending#but im sitting here experiencing An Emotion from something i wrote 6 years ago#there are notes at the beginning about a whole verse of interconnected stories here#were they all meant to be Like This#was i insane#actually i think this might be more than six years old#because i had that goofy little disclaimer at the beginning... i havent done that since i was 17#pack it up boys this fic is 11 years old
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When you realize Beau and Yasha discussed adopting children after the events of Reunited so not only is Yasha waiting for Beau to come home but possibly so are their children waiting on their mom
#the whole Beau and Caleb being alone during their reconnaissance mission with the grim verity bugged me#because they should totally have contingency plans in case they went silent for too long and that’s what I’m hoping they did#because with the way the nein were so interconnected so cannot tell me even a decade after the campaign#they would not be constantly messaging every one and I’m hoping they did that because if not their fucked and I will kill them for it#also here’s hoping Yasha and Essek charge in pissed off as hell and ready to beat an old man for their partners#currently on c3 ep57 so if we know what happened to all the previous pcs I don’t know as of yet#yasha nydoorin#cr spoilers#critical role#beauregard lionett
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loudly bitching about someone over the phone for 40 minutes straight at work while coworkers sideeye me. sorry. i have never shown this behavior before and itll be another two years before i do it again
#THERAPEUTIC. incredible things happening.#this person. me and this guy both love this person. but Oh my God.#he called to tell me abt something that kind of pissed him off last night and i started talking about a month and a half ago#why are we handholding this grown ass person thru fomo and massive control issues. well. it's not a dealbreaker but i might blow up one day#oscillating between 'yes i love them' and 'i've been pissed for a month and a half'#the horrors of having a interconnected friend group? it's really just two people i would really really hate to lose. others wouldn't be as#affected but those two. i love them. and AGAIN it's not a dealbreaker it's just kind of a buildup of behaviors. anyone remember my bitchy#post about the fomo/anxiety essay#also smaller things like Why are you trying to micromanage two disc servers that you dont have to lift a fucking finger in#um. my beloved irl if you see this. you didn't. i do love her to death. you know i do#the issue is if i put out all my issues they would take it really badly like they would act like it's the end of the fucking world#when i'm just like hey i am not your mother or your therapist and also stop trying to tell me what to fucking do#they would. um. lose it.#and some people are gonna get hit in the crossfire and i don't want to cause that. even tho it. wouldnt really be me.
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I originally wrote after seeing a post joking about a very serious thing that happened to dan and phil back in 2012.
I wrote it because the post triggered some really upsetting memories for me. I had gone through that exact thing on a smaller scale and it ruined my life for a long time.
I was going to delete it because it seemed too far and too personal.
But, I think people should read it anyway.
imagine if you posted private thoughts & photos of yourself to a place where you are certain only you and maybe, at most, 20 or so people will see them-
its your only safe place...
now imagine if suddenly a lot more than 20 people find out who you are. like millions of people. and, despite your best efforts, they find what you thought was your most deeply hidden secrets.
oh shit...
your employers see them. your coworkers see them. your friends all know now. oh god your fucking family have now seen that. All of it sent to them by some of the many complete strangers that watch you online.
oh fuck nonono...
What do you even do? What do you even say? You have no idea who or how many have seen.
maybe everyone has.....
There is nothing you can do but try to minimize the damage being done. all by yourself.
its just impossible..
what feels like the entire planet is pointing, laughing, calling you slurs and telling you to kys
you seriously consider it for a moment...
you have to just go on silently pretending that nothing happened at all. Live. On. Camera. in front of the entire fuckin world
How the fuck would you feel?
#let those damn photos die please#sorry this isn't directed at any one specific#i feel like people just have zero understanding of how bad things got for dan here#like social media was far more interconnected than it is now#it took no time at all for everyone to collectively find out about all of this it was like watching a wildfire going out of control#this was a small part of a really heartbreaking series of unfortunate events around the time#dan has repeatedly stated how traumatic this time period was for him#please let these men finally have some peace and safety for once let certain things go into the abyss#just really wish people understood how it actually feels to be in this position#from personal experience#it fucking sucks it makes you feel so so bad about yourself and dirty and exposed it never leaves your mind#it was supposed to be safe..#in reference to d+p
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okay four episodes into flux and i am so fucking confused.
there are eighty seven characters and each of them has their own plotline to keep track of and i'm still hung up on fucking brendan.
if i ever meet chris chibnall i am going to pin him down and tattoo show don't tell onto his forehead so maybe then he will understand that the medium of tv exists for a reason and you don't need to spell out every visual clue.
please. for my sanity. if i have to hear another line like 'we're coming for you. me and your as of yet unborn child' i am going to spontaneously combust with fury. what the fuck.
i can tell there's a story being told here but i can't follow it, and we're spending so much time focusing on characters who are not the doctor when they don't appear to matter to the story.
every episode feels like a sidequest deterrent from the main plotline.
also, as much as i do think there's something in the plotline of the doctor getting lost in the rabbithole of figuring out her past, i don't love that they're framing it like it ruins everything she ever knew about herself? like oh, who is she without her memories–i dunno i thought we'd fucking resolved that already.
and i know it doesn't work as easy as that in real life but this is a tv show and so her having like eight heart to hearts about how she's the doctor now even if she doesn't know who she was and having the moment with the daleks just being thrown out the window so we can have this goddamn mess of exposition and cameos and confusion that is flux upsets me.
god.
as of yet unborn child? seriously? i don't know how much they paid that actor to say that, but it definitely wasn't enough.
#i want to like thirteen!#i do like thirteen!#i feel like yaz definitely doesn't get enough focus or characterization#mainly because we keep doing all this fucking SIDEWORK#but everything is just so big and complicated and interconnected ans plot focused and i don't like it!#there is not a single bit of goofiness in all this to cut thr constant deluge of exposition#and i'm sick of it#thirteenth doctor#doctor who#yasmin khan#the flux
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HOTD is actually the most insane agonising piece of shit created for the sheer amounts of freaky incest in it. You’ve got Targaryens obviously but Daemon has that weird thing for Viserys and then Rhaenyra falls for her uncle but also has a crush on the girl who becomes her stepmother and then names her son after the father she so deeply needed the validation from and then in the books Daemon was rumoured to have slept with Alicent who is his sister in law but also step mother in law, and t h e n you’ve got Baela, Rhaena, Luke and Jace becoming wedded and in laws, Daemon is the Black kids uncle and stepfather, Rhaenys Is the Black kids’ grandaunt, grand mother in law, and first cousin once removed, Laena is her brother’s mother in law and vice versa, and T H E N you have all the show stuff of the tension between Aemond and Alicent, Aemond and Aegon, Aemond and Helaena, you have Otto and Alicent, Otto saying that Alicent takes after his late wife and asking her to wear her dresses. Alicent is Viserys’ wife and mother in law to him and her kids etc etc etc. Jaehaerys and Jaecaera are cousins and twin siblings.
#it goes on and fucking on#they’re all interconnected the family tree is a fucking cylinder#god I hate them I hate them all#hotd#house of the dragon#shitpost#alicent hightower#daemon Targaryen#viserys targaryen#aemma targaryen#helaena targaryen#aemond targaryen#aegon ii Targaryen#laena velaryon#leanor velaryon#rhaenyra targaryen#rhaenys targaryen#corlys velaryon#actually tbh this kinda feels like my extended Asian family#and that is the exact reason as to why I’m not in contact with em#rhaena targaryen#baela targaryen#jacarys Targaryen#lucerys targaryen#why do we have three pairs of twins btw
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everyone be thankful for a functioning neck rn. it’s not until you get a trapped nerve or pull a muscle in the front of ur neck that u realise how many tiny movements you make 💀
#i somehow pulled the front part of my neck laying down and couldn’t swallow 🤩#YIPEEE#i had to quit the kä live i thought i was having some kind of weird reaction#i think I’m ok now i can swallow#but i sure learnt quickly how interconnected everything is like the pain shot all the way up to my ear#it was that feeling where ur trying to hold back tears in ur throat that painful ache#mixed with the feeling of having a marble stuck in your throat#all because I fucking switched positions.#i need to move my muscles more during the day….#personal
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You know it's usually a metaphor that you can feel the rage dripping off of people but I think the closest I've ever seen was today when my douchebag cousin turned up to his own grandmother's funeral in jeans and a tshirt.
#i have one aunt and she's horrible and that clearly jumped over in her son. he git married this year and it was trashy as shit#it would have been his turn to carry the urn with me and he refused. good for me tbh#it's really warm rn i get it but even a black polo shirt would have been better#also my aunt took along two of her friends who have no fucking business being here aside from earing on other people's dime#it's so weird because my mim tild be hiw interconnected and helpful the wider family was bacj when she was a kid#meanwhile i didn't even consider asking my aunt to drive over when i lost something at a festival ten km from her place#i think my mom is going scorched earth after this. she doesn't have to take care if my grandma anymore after all.#which her sister didn't help with either btw#foxy speaks
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#really randomly fell down a weird rabbit hole today#i was watching the X-Files and finally felt like reading up on david duchovny#like i see u fellow slav what kind of slav are you#so i opened up his wikipedia article and saw that his dad was jewish and from ukraine and went like AHA WE ARE THE SAME#and just out of curiosity looked up the place he's from because im curious about jewish shtetls in the ukraine#because my whole family except my biological father is from several of them and i thought hey maybe they were neighbors#which they fucking are omg theyre just 20km apart#my greatgreatgrandma is from makhnivka which i even found articles and history about and how the jewish population grew & declined#even though i did not find any steinbergs in the archives#anyway when i read up on Berdychiv where duchovnys family is from it said#early settlement by the Chernyakhov Culture#which was an archeological culture between 200 and 500 CE existing at the same time as the roman empire#....... is this how i finally find out where my name is from??????? like?????????#i wish i knew so much more than i do#like i only found out that im not russian i was just born in russia like 7 years ago or so??? because my mom never tells me anything#all the information about my great great grandparents and where theyre from is from my grandma#and her dementia is really bad now and shes just angry and screams and calls people names#my russian is too bad to properly read up on stuff like that and theres barely anything in english or german#i just want to know idk#but genetic testing is too expensive and also very america centric and the only family i have in the us is super conservative#i had to block them on facebook when my grandma made me write to them once over 10 years agl#and i know a huge chunk of my grandmas family moved to israel too so i dont want anything to do with that either#although id be curious if it would actually find my half siblings i found out about also like 8 years ago#i just wish there were more archives and more people i could talk to about this#on my grandfathers side theres nothing really left#my grandfather passed suddenly and apparently before he did he took ALL THE FAMILY PHOTOS AND DOCUMENTS somewhere to maybe digitalise them#but we dont know where so theyre literally gone for ever#but his whole family was from kiev and is apparently named after this culture era#his dad was a higher up at a sugar factory and i still cant find anything#my grandma had so many cousins and they were so interconnected and knew so much and i literally just have my mom and no one else
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Having to refrain from writing giant text walls even though that’s just my tumblr at this point but my brain is rotating at the speed of light because my friends and I dug up the original concept pitch for Getter: It was going to be about three cyborgs who merge to become the robot, it was meant to be a toku due to the kamen rider boom but it took inspiration from shit like gatchaman AND the cyborg factor was possibly ripped from CASSHAN-
All my interests are fucking interconnected and even though this isn’t the getter we got this is SCARILY similar to my crossover fic in some ways. I’m just psychic ig😭😭
#meg text#big big day for Meg autism#I knew about this for awhile but I didn’t look into it further until I realized “wait some of this information doesn’t make sense”#But the Gish it was this idea first then they changed it to a full on mecha because the genre started booming#and also I wouldn’t be shocked if this was a factor of if this was meant to be live action it be too costly#since mecha was meant to replace kaiju due to money even if that genre still lived on#but also the FACT my interests are fucking interconnected is crazy#since this original idea also likely inspired Jeeg but casshan possibly influencing getter wasn’t something I expected#even if I know his show was still a big deal despite the fact the og show had a super rushed ending and budget restraints#It’s really just a fact all robot animes are connected in some ways regardless if theyre big robots or small robots#Or how much more toku influence they take over mecha#goooood I love old anime even if I only know stuff specifically about what I like lol#Also end up putting a text wall in tags but if anyone wants the source to this I can reblog it
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