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ciderjacks · 2 months

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dad issues

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(I think they were all fundamentally affected by what they saw and just collectively decided not to share the upsetting details)

#dungeon meshi #aj art #chilchuck #chilchuck backstory stuff #sorta #comic #tw alchoholism #tw death #tw parent death #dont generally tag for death stuff but in this he straight up dies on screen so I thought I should #Uhh I think they all had extremely grim visions bc I think that’s sort of the nature of ghost attacks #I mean Laios’ was basically just him being like “I should’ve died no one would care if i died”#I think Marcille’s would be. Horrifying. Given all her baggage around death.#Tho iirc this would be before Falin’s backfired resurrection #But anyway the mentioning of his father got me thinking #Since at least judging by Laios’ vision #They focus on people who’s death you have baggage around #Especially since Falin wasn’t ever like. Dead dead.#And Chilchuck does mention his father multiple times #Specifically he mentions his death and how he died #Like it seems like that specifically is a notable memory for him #Like you never see him like “my dad taught me to do this”#It seems like he remembers his dad *for* his death #So I anyway I made an extremely grim comic about it #beabell

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ruushes · 4 months

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sleepy space alien NO MATCH for the faerunian “snuggle”

#lae'zel #nox #bg3 #my art #my ocs #so many comic ideas but all i can focus on drawing is comfy cozy #im always like comics are so much work and take so long but I could’ve finished one in the time it took me to do all this 😑

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cthulhum · 5 months

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does anyone realize how crazy it is to have the actor of a mostly headcanoned queer ship say the fans were never crazy and they were right all along after 10+ years of everyone just absolutely going nuts over the said queerbaited ship

#supernatural #dean winchester #spn #destiel #castiel #deancas #misha collins #im 20 i have been Experiencing supernatural and johnlock since i was 12 and merthur since wayy before that i have fought Wars #this is crazy #i love u hannibal i love u 911 (if u make eddie gay)#for the love of god by 'mostly headcanoned' i dont mean that it was never intentional #i am aware that they put the subtext in on purpose #they knew what they were doing #but my focus here is on the actor actually saying it because like #if its not mostly headcanoned then y was the entire cast denying it for years AND YEARS #like do yall not remember what jared and jenesn used to say #there have been many many many instances where the cast has made us feel crazy/stupid for saying anything abt destiel #im just saying TO ME its crazy that actors and creators talk so openly about these things now !!! again i was raised on merlin and sherlock #ok also im confused on the queerbaiting part #everyones saying its queer coding and not queer baiting but cant they be true at the same time ?#im not being dumb on purpose i swear im just confused #like yes dean is very much bi coded and their relationship is queer coded but if the creators deny everything #and we only get a last minute confession after 11 years #that doesnt count as queer baiting ?#someone smart explain this to me 🙏

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stil-lindigo · 7 months

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HELP PALESTINIAN ARCHITECT EVACUATE HER FAMILY FROM GAZA

This is a verified fundraiser for a family of four to evacuate to Cairo. The fund's creator, Amal Abu Shammala, reached out to me personally to share this since she's failed to get her fund on Operation Olive Branch and Let's Talk Palestine's fundraising linktree.

As of right now, she has raised €2,397/ €42,000. You can see the breakdown of what the money will be used for in the fund description.

Please give generously!

#ive talked to amal myself and can vouch for her #she was so understanding about me having to verify her story first #its so bullshit how people have used the tragedy of a genocide to masquerade as palestinians in need #perhaps its selfish for me to personally advocate for only a few families in need when so many people require help #but i feel like the way i stay sane is to just. focus on one family at a time #im gonna try to do another fundraising event (?) soon idk how successful it'll be #i just dont have enough money man #palestine #free palestine #free gaza #donations #gaza #rafah #khan younis

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xxplastic-cubexx · 10 days

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brain please wake up and draw

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#mcu #marvel cinematic universe #xmen #xmen movies #xmen dofp #cherik #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #professor x #magneto #logan howlett #wolverine #snap sketches #usually i have a vague sense of a scenario or 'plot' behind my doodles but i do not have one !!!!#i just needed to draw something to get my brain going so i can focus on bigger things i wanted to draw #im like 50/50 on if i particularly like this BUT it did well for a warm up so im content with it #at least the logan doodle is making me chortle to myself velkvjeal #alright bye im gonna go think my friend cancelled our plans so i have a lot more time before i watch speak no evil #heres to hoping i get. literally anything done vjAEK

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foervraengd · 1 year

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Must be exhausting walking around in all that armor.

#art #totk #botw #legend of zelda #link #fanart #nintendo #mirre arts #this took me 17 hours idc if i missed a spot this mf i DONE #kinda just realized this is the second time ive drawn link sitting down in grass w focus on his outfit

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hyolks · 2 months

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overgrowth

#dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #marcille #marcille donato #dunmeshi #the vision came to me and i drew this in a day. record time #once again i draw a whole image and then crop it to high hell. but lucky for me i didn't render everything outside of the main focus :^)#dungeon meshi spoilers #spoilers #dunmeshi spoilers #delicious in dungeon spoilers

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juniemunie · 4 months

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[Abandoned by the Lightners, his heart became cracked with hatred.]

Hitting a lil' too close to home?

#junie art post #ink sans #error sans #utmv #errorink #implied. but yea not the focus #this has been turning around in my mind for quite some time. im glad to finish it lmao idk if my ramblings make sense even.#so like listen. do you ever think about how similar the function of the utmv is to the dark worlds in deltarune.#in a meta narrative to fandom sense? idk the word #we are making exaggerated expanded worlds of the ordinary tools and entertainment of the real world and make it into something more #isnt that very very interesting?#and we explore every sort of possibility in that creation. both good and bad #and when all is said and done. every possibility found and the entertainment and secrets has all run out #we put it away. abandon and leave it behind #what is left? what happens to the world and characters we have created? can it sustain without us?#what of the ones left in the dark?#idk if yall saw me a few months ago but i reblogged comyet's old post of ink begging us not to leave him alone and to keep creating #yea that never left me #and seeing exactly THAT SCENARIO in deltarune made my brain iTCH #imagine an ink in King's position.... wait isnt that just underverse #mmmmmmm. darkner ink.....#also error is here too. not just for errorink or that i can't separate these two to save my life #but error is also one of the few people to be able to GET IT?? he can hear the creators too. ink cant #but hes pretty much programmed himself to avoid having a mental break down to this via reboot memory loss.#and ink has his own internal coping mechanism (hooray for short term memory loss)#these two idiots will do anything but confront truths lmfao #ahhh my favorite idiots. never change #mmmmm #deltarune

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persona-brainrot-real · 14 days

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Sae Niijima is such a good character it drives me insane a little. She's not a mother nor a maternal or doting older sister but instead a twenty four year old who was thrown into a position of responsibility that she never asked for. She loves Makoto just as much as she resents her and its so apparent every time they talk up until November. "Are you studying?" (I want you to do well) (I need you to get a job and stop making my life harder) "I'll use any method necessary to get this promotion" (Life will be easier for us) (So stop distracting me with your problems) "Focus on your future" (I know that you're capable) (I can't afford to waste my time on you, so stop wasting time on others)

Makoto is not only the sole reason she pushes as hard as she does for a promotion, for success, and the reason that she loses herself in her animosity over her fathers death, but also someone she can't stand for so long. Makoto was 14-15 when their father died. Sae was 21. As soon as she got the career she wanted and things started to look up, her stability was robbed from her and she was disillusioned with the system that her father had taught her to rely on and completely adhere to. How do you manage, the daughter of a cop, following his footsteps towards law enforcement, when you're suddenly reminded of how unfair it is? You can't quit, your little sister relies on you and she's so young and struggling just as badly with this grief. So you pick yourself up and you get moving again. You push harder, press further. You abandon your morals and your ethics because punishing criminals (guilty or not) is almost like punishing the man who killed your father.

And the whole time she's fighting for promotions, going for drinks with the SIU Director to make herself more favourable for promotions, trying to navigate being a woman in a competitive, suffocating, male-dominated field, falling behind despite doing so much where others are promoted for doing so little - all the while your little sister comes back from school and her biggest issues are so small compared to yours.

Persona 5 revolves so heavily around grief and loss and change and Sae embodies all of that so well, all of the sharp and unpleasant and jagged parts of grief.

#sae niijima #persona brainrot real #idk what possessed me for this i jsut love her #beyond her being rlly hot and such a driven and compelling character #the way that we see her on screen is so heavily shaped and influenced by grief that its almost crushing when you notice it #she focuses on work because if she falls behind it could cost her and her sister everything #yet she lives in her fathers house. works a job her father would be proud of. is praised through her proximity to her father.#her sister idolises her and relies on her like a parent. sae was never supposed to be that to her #how am i meant to be your mother and your father? how am i meant to be the source of stability in your life when im not stable in mine #and the whole time your little sister sits there and where shes actually putting on a brave face and forcing through her own grief #struggling to put a life without her father into perspective #to you she just looks ... complacent. willfully ignorant to the situation that you're both in and the struggles you're both facing #why WOULDNT you hate her?#and then you realise that shes not ignorant. shes not as stupid or as oblivious as you thought #every time she was being distracting and asking pointless questions she was just reaching out to you #and each time you had to push her hand away and tell her not now. focus. study.#they drive me insane actually #persona 5 #p5r #persona 5 royal #makoto niijima

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opikiquu · 2 months

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my life a movie (PSYCHOLOGICAL HORROR)

#when i die imma go to adhd heaven 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#★ my art #art #dandys world #dandy’s world #dandys world astro #dandys world goob #dandys world toodles #dandys world oc #★ arin rambles #Literally ive only gotten twisted astro 2 times in my life and both of them ended in tragedy #the first one was a blackout So i died (i suck at blackouts) i didnt even see him i almost cried #the second one……. Well…. i was in a game w my bestie and some random rodger #and he goes in chat #‘its astro. be careful on that machine’ BOY I READ THAT MESSAGE IN CHAT AND FUMBLED SO BAD #I MESSED UP THE CALLIBRATION AND SHRIMPO FOUND ME. I GOT BODIED. JUMPED. ATTACKED.#I DIDNT EVEN GET TO LOOK AT HIMMMMMM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#my bestie let me spectate her getting chased by him so i was in adhd heaven but Man i was so mad.#i fumbled so hard im so embarrassing i was SO HAPPY when i saw it was astro I COULDNT FOCUS ON ANYTHIGN #i always add goob Somwhere in my doodles #Hi Goob !!!!!!!!

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misstoodles-doodles · 1 month

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Safe & Sound 💙

I just really wanted someone to give Echo a blanket so why not let it be Rex

Closeups T-T:

Bonus Doodle:

#swaddle him with love #star wars #captain rex #arc trooper echo #echo tbb #echo tcw #the clone wars #fanart #artists on tumblr #2024 #yes those are tears in his eyes i liKED the detail #next time i draw the Marauder it will be in spot with better ref;-;#this came to me in a dream #drawing all his ports and wires made me cry a little ngl #but i had to focus on the goal #which is echo getting the blanket he deserved #rex has gotta help him cuz he's just got the one hand ;;#i wanted Rex's experession to be struggling to stay controlled #we all know how much having Echo alive means to him #but he's gotta keep it together cuz he's Rex and thats how he is #but in the knit of his eyebrows and his smile i wanted there to be something underneath #i hope i got that across #for Echo I was channeling the awkward charm of his headache line #and chibis are all in good fun #shhh if u saw me post this early no u didnt

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sabertoothwalrus · 12 days

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god I have like a billion dungeon meshi comic ideas, some even thumbed/scripted, but I can’t stop drawing chilshi hdhshdhsj the downside of being fond of a smaller ship is you have to make all the content yourself…

#i also noticed the dungeon meshi fandom like. died. almost completely.#the tags are sooooo inactive now compared to just a month or so ago #i miss when fandoms wouldn’t fall off during hiatuses #if there are any specific characters/ships you’d like to see me focus on just lmk :3c #i am getting way busier and do NOT have time for requests but I’d still like to know what people wanna see

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nonbinary-vents · 2 months

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This has been an absolutely horrible couple weeks for the Jewish and Israeli community, so I want to throw in at least a tiny bit of hope in here. Amina Hassouna, the Bedouin girl who was severely hurt in Iran’s missile attacks, has been recovering well and seems to be in good condition! She is described as being ‘fully conscious’ and ‘communicating and smiling’. Two bomb shelters have been placed in Al-Fura, the town that she and her family are from, as well.

#ישראבלר #ישראל #jumblr #(I know technically it’s not but I think people will be happy to see this)#also #putting this in the tags— I don’t want to focus on politics because this news is more important right now #but I do truly hope that this will initiate stronger moves towards protecting Bedouin towns and villages #many of them are unrecognised and do not have bomb shelters despite being there for decades #the treatment of Bedouins by the government in general needs to vastly improve #hopefully there will be proper steps in the future towards improving conditions for these towns #like I’m trying to be mild about this because it’s a subject that makes me very upset and I don’t want to go on an angry rant lol #like I said— hopefully things’ll to start change in a few years if the next government can please form a coalition not full of crazy people #if you want to read more about Amina and her family the Times of Israel has quite a few articles btw

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heraldofsomething · 5 months

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