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dovewingkinnie · 1 year

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hands you a au that would come out of 2016 Dont mind that they’re all cats im going to draw their human forms later this is just my designing process its normal i swear!!!! i’ve been feeling nostalgic so i wanted to design all the known characters from the original trilogy (john is just the fnaf 3 guard i just made him up cause there was no design for a fnaf 3 guard) no this doesnt follow modern fnaf lore its just if the only games were the original trilogy

#purplephone will be real #mike schmidt is the most normal #theres lore behind this au #its been around since last year actually #its so goofy #phone dude is new #hes a iphone #mike schmidt #jeremy fitzgerald #fritz smith #william afton #purple guy #phone guy #fnaf #fnaf au

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fatedroses · 1 month

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And some days, I just wish you wouldn't look at me at all.

#ffxiv #sketch #wol #meteor survivor #zenos yae galvus #adventurer zenos #oh no #its the consequences of his actions #everything is fine until the only man on the star you care about looks at you with the same contempt your father did #(Meteor's not doing it intentionally- its a reflex after he comes back for quite a bit)#and zenos is getting bodied because its been a while since... you know... him being able to really feel anything at all #and no- its not him regretting anything that had to do with varis- just him regretting the thought meteor could look at him like that #little does Meteor know he's emotionally bodying the man he's trying to be cordial with #its a little okay because in how I write adventurer zenos this serves as one of his main wake-up calls to make some changes #and realizing both the mistakes he's made with meteor and that meteor hating him in any way is actually -not at all- what he wants #but not okay on the end that every time meteor does this he has to watch zenos actively dissociate right in front of him #until zenos just kinda autopilots and walks away #the second time (or perhaps third) in the last 11 years that zenos has felt regret to any major capacity-#on meteor's end I just enjoy seeing the progression of the WoL through subtext #and why meteor is willing to even entertain the idea despite how much he hates zenos- his decisions and the path he's walked #is the realization that there is high chance that he could actually be a direct catalyst for zenos' growth #and the realization the wol has that they were the only one zenos has ever genuinely reached out to #besides- i just like the idea of having your equal other half fighting back to back with you- or being able to handle threats you cant #and i find their dynamic neat- of meteor not forgiving zenos but giving him his last chance- and growing to enjoy being around him #and zenos being able to work on moving past being the weapon or the monster- finding the connections he's longed for #and giving himself purpose to finally truly just live- for him to learn to experience and have the freedom to find what he enjoys #(and curiously him having estinien's brand of accidently helping people even in StB gives me ideas...)#but enough tag ranting- ill get to zenos' actual adventuring in another post lol

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atariaaren · 1 month

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some icons for my toonkind characters dnd sheets

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sunsetsandsunshine · 1 month

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okaY OKAY OKAY WHO THE HELL WAS GONNA TELL ME TMNT IDW HAS 150 ISSUES NOW⁉️⁉️⁉️

#Last year I took a break bc the plot was getting so freaking lost #I think it was after the Armaddegan games (idk how to spell it…)#But I wanted to see where it was #For old times sake #WHY IS THERE 150 #HOW #WHEN #AND WHERE #AND WHY??????#Y’ALL ITS BEEN AROUND SINCE 2011 LET IT GO 😭🤚🏾#Legit five to six TMNT TV iterations has been made during that time…#Think abt that #Tmnt IDW #Tmnt Idw #Bro let me binge this shit actually #It goes so hard for no reason

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marcmorrigan · 1 year

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i finished the duel monsters dub for the first time ever last night (!!!) so i figured i oughta lock down my faces for the aibous... what a show, man

#yugi muto #yami yugi #atem #puzzleshipping #yugioh #ygo #ygo dm #duel monsters #my art #ive had atems face pretty set for literally years but ive never managed a yugi i was 100% happy with... this one is MUCH closer tho #i might render this later + experiment with some other hairstyles for them... i prefer drawing them with afrotextured hair #sketch #there are so many other yugioh artists who do such PHENOMENAL interpretations of ygo hairstyles in diff textures & styles!!!#i dont think ill be bringing anything new or revolutionary to the table hsdfghjkl. but i wanna play around w it!#i wanna experiment with‚‚‚ atem mullet‚‚‚ similar to how i did it in my yami jareth art. the super long jellyfish mullet is so cute on him #also!!! its so crazy to me to be done w the DM dub!!! ive loved yugioh for ages but had never managed to finish the show #but i decided some time last year/the year before that i was gonna try again in Earnest and!!! wow!!! call me matchbox 20 #because how far weve come...#this is a big deal to me ive been into yugioh (as an adult) since like 2014ish so this has been a long time coming!!!#im gonna read the DM manga next and i think we are gonna do DSOD this week #then i guess jump right into GX!!! ive been cosplaying jaden for so long its gonna be crazy to watch his actual series...#i only know him from bonds beyond time hsdfghjkl. AND BBT ABRIDGED... MY AUTISM MOVIE...#anyway. yugioh. 🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖😭😭😭💕💕💕

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no27-autonation-honda · 27 days

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another weekend, another job rejection!

#and now no more positions are open to apply to! for now at least. some more will probably drop soon. fuck i hope so.#love just. being fucking unable to even make it into the interview phase for my extraordinarily lofty career goal #Of Working In A Fucking Library #just. so thrilled.#kazoo noises #anyway tomorrow morning i have to find a time to talk to my rabbis bc if i dont figure shit out i have to pick between becoming jewish or #graduating on time and i have fucking NO ONE i can talk to this about and ive used up like all of my good will in all of my personal #relationships already and i am So Fucking Sick of feeling mean and petty and evil all the time but my options are either fucking smile and #be noticeably fake optimistic when i get called on my bullshit or burn like all three of my last remaining bridges #i just dont see why i cant even make it to interviews. like i can accept not being the right fit or whatever. but like. it really kinda is #everyone but me whos employed by now.#man. like listen. its not my professors fault. i get that i've got her in a bad position.#but she said ''sometimes we have to pick between sources of joy'' like MAN--#do NOT speak to me about that. absolutely the FUCK not.#you! are employed and have been in this field for over a decade and i work in a grocery store with no sign of luck changing.#i need to be in this section bc 1) im not fucking doing academia with a gun pulled on me #2) i need to actually get some kind of professional experience since its clear i can't actually get a job on merit so i guess i will pay to #go further into debt #anyway no one is around to talk to me about this and i hate bitching to my friends about how fucking hopeless i feel all the fucking time s #everyone please look away from my diary posting and think of me as sexy and fun and bubbly <3333 #like. its literally no ones fault so i should not be this fucking resentful.#and yet.#yeah im probably not getting classed as a good person for another several years. shame. ive always wanted to be good.#library travails

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trans-estinien · 5 months

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i love being autistic cause sometimes i get a glimpse into how regular people perceive things and its like. what the fuck. what the fuck is that? you live like this? and its normal?? i think YOURE the weird one actually. im fine. thanks though.

#THERES SO MANY WEIRD RULES #LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN PEOPLE PAY ATTENTION TO HOW SOMEONE WALKS LIKE HUH????? WHY????????????#can someone fucking explain the dude head nod thing to me why do we do that. whats that about. ive never seen anyone do that irl before #is that an american thing or do i just hang around too many afab people #i am learning the intricacies of cis people gender rules and i am. what fucking planet have i been on the last 17 years like what is this #was there some like. rulebook they handed out at somepoint they forgot to give to me or something #“best way to learn is to observe the men around you” OBSERVE WHAT. YOU PEOPLE PAY THAT MUCH ATTENTION TO EVERY LITTLE MOVEMENT????#bruh i can barely make eye contact w people...#my ass has never intentionally copied someones mannerisms ever.#i do it subconsciously. but doing it actively feels weird and wrong and like im breaking someones boundaries #“men dont smile at people.” well they should.#ive decided cishet men are the most boring people on the planet #“dont move with your hands” YOURE BREAKING MY POOR THEATER KID HEART #i need to meet more gay men irl to absorb the vibe of cause i only know like two. not counting myself #i want people to look at me and go. ah yes. fruit.#at this point im just going to accept being misgendered for the rest of eternity. id rather die than be boring in the way cishet men are #my flavor of being trans is so influenced by my autism cause my perception of genders is completely off from what everyone else is doing #im like. yeah i want to be a man. and then i look at what the majority of men are actually like and its like. wait no. not like that #shoutout to flamboyant gay men where would i be without them #i think the thing that bothers me the most is that like #in my mind peoples genders are just. the way they express themselves.#its not like. this super big complex deal like how everyone else treats it. if that makes sense? like.#regular people have so many rules for what counts as a man or what counts as a woman or what counts as neither and its like???#you can do what you want???? why do we care????#and ive been doing this since i was little. on account of the autism #i just. dont get why its such a big deal to people.#i cant wrap my head around it at all #not nonbinary not a girl not aegender not a man but a secret fourth thing #(man but i do it my way instead of everyone elses way)#unfortunately doing it my way just. leads to the misgendering dimension. for some reason

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hecksupremechips · 26 days

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re: udg reblog,

clearly the solution to “oh i love this but i don’t think anyone should play it” is to write a fic with only the good parts and none of the bad parts but then you have this big empty space where the bad parts were so you just make something up that seems vaguely believable

that seems like a normal thing normal people do right?

RIGHT?

It’s always correct and totally won’t ever lead to agony as you look at the canon and scream because my god how are you supposed to salvage something this stupid why are you doing this you used to be so normal and not care oh god why does attacking the little girl make her pants fly off oh god why is delta a character

#ask #i love zwg truly. but i understand the agony #if i wanted to make a better version of udg or really any dr game i have no clue where id start my god theres so much happening #obviously the clown nonsense that is komaeda in that game needs to stay because theres really nothing better than seeing him be bullied #by a bunch of grade schoolers who throw milkshakes at him and draw on his face with sharpie #oh oh and the sexy byakuya fantasies need to stay too because if youre bad at the puzzles like me he just bullies you #its dry catered to the shit me and my sister meme about akjsks #the shit with the kids though..........yikes #also fuck shirokuma i cant stand him literally the most obnoxious character ever created #it felt good to kill him #i was doing a proper playthrough of udg last year see cuz id never played it myself #just watched playthroughs when i was 14 and edgy and had no frame of reference for good writing yet #so it was fun not only re experiencing the utter. obscenity that is this game and also trying to figure out the mechanics #its kinda fun sometimes until the boss fights happen then its like actually the worst thing ever i may have needed to walk around angrily #and basically i was on ch4 and stopped when there was a mission with haiji cuz i just. needed to stop #havent played since im too frightened aksjks #and yeah the agony of trying to rewrite a game is shared cuz im going through it with p3 #and basically basically i have been trying so hard and was in a good zone but basically i snapped recently #cuz the kirijo group stuff my god its just so bad that i like theres just no way i can make this game make sense #i have the one project where everything is restructured but then i have the stuff where like. I have to make this fit the game structure #loosely cuz it was just supposed to be a character analysis fic but basically my brain hath broken its kaboom #though p3 is a lot more workable than ztd is my god theres just too much happening at once there aksjks #you are so brave for what youve done Kay 🙏#and to any poor soul who wants to do a rewrite of a frustrating story......have fun. but watch out

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nerdie-faerie · 9 months

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Currently thinking about the last time I met up with my college friends, and we went around the table reintroducing ourselves with names and pronouns, cus it gets like that. And every time it would come around to me, I would deflect and distract instead of answering because I hadn't actually figured it out yet. It's coming up on a year since then, I still have no idea what the answer would be

#Queer gang #it was literally this time last year cus it was the last time i went home for winter break that i saw them all #i panicked and got distracted the first time i was supposed to introduce myself despite the fact theyre the last people who would judge #but were a bunch of very easily distracted fckers so it wasnt even that noticeable that i hadnt answered at first #but then one of them realised id never actually introduced myself and i cant even remember how i changed the topic #but someone would always realise in the middle of someones story so id just redirect the attention to what we were already discussing #to buy myself time to think but i never actually came up with an answer and im stuck on a coach rn so my brain has all this time to think #and im just. its been a year since that incident its been several years since i started to think maybe my gender didnt entirely fit #but every time i try to figure it out like a puzzle like i did with my sexuality the first time i realise i dont really have an answer #its not that i feel that something else would fit better and i cant figure out why it doesnt feel right in the first place #is it because i was raised hyperfeminine despite growing up predominantly around brothers?#is it because tradition gender roles dont fit anyway when yoyre queer because so much of gender is tangled up in sexuality?#is it because im taking too much of a theoretical/whatever approach to it when i know gender is predominantly a social construct?#is it because its just not that deep and i dont care? or do i care and i just havent figured it out yet? idk

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hiveswap · 1 year

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Being an older sister in a dysfunctional family living separately from the parent who is raising the kid is like actually being subjected to all circles of hell whenever you think about family too hard

#i want to be a good sister but i have absoutely no time i dont know when they want me around either because they wont call #and i mean. the kid is half a year old already. fuck #i want to help!!! i want to go hang out!! i want the sort of family my peers have!!#its 12th year i need to study so much and they dont live in the same city as i do.#i have to take the bus back home and then keep going from there to another city if i want to visit #last time my father spoke to me it was a text on my birthday asking if im home. when i said no he didnt even respond #last 2 times i visited them it was me initiating despite him promising he'd also call more #i dont feel like he actually wants me around. thats fucking stupid but like the guy has a baby now why would he need a grown ass adult kid #before she was born i wouldnt have give a fuck honestly cause he sucks. but combined with the fact that again i wanna be involved.#and im worried about his parenting bc he 'parented' me so hard im an avid tumblr user now #im certainly in a mental state today bc ive been thinking about this since i heard a baby make cute baby noises on the bus today.... :(

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be-good-to-bugs · 4 months

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FUCK YEAH its raining

#the bin #its also storming thunder n lightning which is cool too #i love rain so much. i always enjoy it in general but roght now it has an added bonus bc it makes it darker outside!!!#not having to see the stupis sun is great. esp bc it gets loght out so early and it only gets dark around 9pm now #theres hardly any nighttime :/ horrible time of year for sun haters.#ughhh im so annoyed my apartment decedied once again to only give me 3 days notice for the exterminator coming #couldnt they wait till i move out? its been awhile since the last visit anyway. n i have to be out in just 10 days. bleh. actually i was #originally hoping to be out by the time theyre even gonna be here but that aint possible #oh well. you would think theyd prefer to do it after we moved out but guess not. whateverrr

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lotussokka · 1 year

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Tagged by @kittlyns (back in march lol) to share my lock screen, last song played, and last picture saved

it didnt specify how many people to tag so im going to tag 10 people bc kittlyn tagged me on my blog's 10th anniversary: @girlwwx @rudiecantfail @yokoyas @glitteratti @booksnbarricades @sonyachni @ettelwenailinon @smiliestboye @sisyphuslnabyss and @hopefulqueer

#i found this it in my activity and i knew i would never have a better last photo than i do at this moment in time #(well the actual most recent photo is just a png of the 2 lime green Xs that i separated out to make future versions of this easier)#the context of the meme is talking about songs being stuck in my head‚ not my general feelings toward them #and its about the great comet of 1813.mp3 not the entirety of great comet #also the pallas cat represents me bc my discord profile is that photo #you dont care #tag games #if you saw this on discord… um hello?? im trying to keep these 2 identities /Vaguely/ separate so pls like… dont share this blog over there #but youre welcome to stay and look around at... my 10 years of complaining and oversharing in the notes 😬#for the people i tagged: i chose you bc youre all people that i interact with/have interacted with in the past #thank you for being here. you obviously dont have to do this if you dont want to!#sorry im never on here anymore its bc i access ao3 through the tumblr app rather than a regular mobile browser so i cant really use mobile #and my internet makes it difficult to use tumblr on desktop #not me being like 'damn i cant believe NONE of them saw this yet' only to realize its been in my drafts for 3hrs #since i wrote this up i listened to zayn's leaked demo 'hurt' but im not updating this now #partially bc the idea of writing the alt text for the album cover i made makes me irrationally nervous

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arolesbianism · 5 months

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I'm starting to see ppl talk abt updating their artfight pages and at first I was like what why it's still months away and then it hit me that by months it was two months and now I'm just silently sweating as my anual side project to remake the eternal gales refs and give them all icons comes back to haunt me

#rat rambles #oc posting #well I mean the good news is that all the staliens are already done and Ive already started on the human kids #the bad news is that theres still 5 more refs for me to remake and 9 icons if I decide to commit to that #the only one Ill probably force myself to do is sprinkles since shes the only stalien that doesnt have one and I dont want to leave her out #the human kids might just not get them tho especially since theres other characters Id like to make refs and icons for too #not as many newbies to the field this year which is a good thing since I do not have a lot of space left for new characters lol #Im probably going to take it easy this year in terms of my goals for artfight since last year I crashed and burned Hard #hopefully Ill have the time and motivation to draw a decent amount but if I dont Ill try not to be too broken up about it #especially since Ill probably burn myself out a bit doing the last minute ref rush lol #its not necessary especially since all the guys who needed the new refs most got theirs but Id like for them to be on the same page #I also went ahead and cleaned up my page a lil bit to make my life easier in the future #I should probably update bios and stuff but I dont feel like it Im too tired #tomorrow Im definitely going to need to clean some more as I have been for nearly every day #I mean guess thats why Im here in part #last week of pet sitting tho so soon Ill be back home again #Im not sure if Im excited or dreading it cause while I miss my family I also have been rly enjoying a house to myself #like its not necessary easy to do all the chores and stuff but it's a lot easier to do said chores when Im alone #and Ive actually been waking up at reasonable times too like not having my mom floating around is doing wonders #its almost making me rethink my insistence that I couldnt live alone but I definitely think itd get to me in the long term I need people #I just wish there was a better middleground since having people constantly in the house stresses me out so bad #it leads to me hiding out all day in my room and that's just not good for me #but its not like I could live by myself even if I wanted to #at this rate I dont think Ill ever move out but lets not think abt how much worse that could be for me thats future me's problem

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skyllion-uwu · 8 months

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#i think i accidentally rediscovered another trauma related memory. or im making it up in my head.#but it feels real. i god modded to get out of it if i remember right. but its worse now #she TRIED TO HURT ME THROUGH MY CHARACTER TOO #and if its around when i think it was... i told her i had a crush on her (i was 12 and thought i was gay. didnt even know aroace was thing)#its muddy but theres a possibility that happened after i told her. what the actual fucking hell.#i hope shes a better person now since its been about 6 years since i talked to her last. i never want to hear from her again.#sky vents like amogus

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freedthedark · 1 year

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#you guys.. its so wild its been three (3) years since I last posted sth ic on here and its been even longer since regular activity #how to even rp anymore and I already saw that tumblr changed the editor again #also ive already seen the one or other familiar face around here which is!! so nice and nostalgic omg #pls come at me #but all in all my dash is super empty and I need to find all the new and moved blogs aaaah #I would love to actually rp again but id also need to update stuff on my blog and all #but maybe until then I'll-- just ivade asks with Freed??#love you guys!!!#outofrunes

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saviorkink · 7 months

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#so its been 3 months exactly since me & my ex like... said farewell #very dramatically #i just found out he blocked me on tiktok. 2 months ago i would've been devastated but now i just feel kinda bummed out #like is this really how 4 years of best friendship & 1 year of dating fuckery ends? damn lol it wasn't even all that #but mostly i just think its extremely pathetic & childish and LOSERRRR BEHAVIORRRR . for a 100k tiktok acc #to block a 150 follower account that doesnt even follow him + doesnt interact #like ok you said you weren't in love with me?? yet you feel the need to block me 3 months after the fact #im minding my business unless he breaks first (which has been the case a few times)#its still hard to get over him but he's making it easier every day!#just yesterday i was on the train On my way! to a concert & i remembered the afternoon before my harry concert in june last night #the mutual interest if you will had been re-established like a week prior & i texted him if he wanted to hang out and he said yes (ofc)#and the tension.......... GOD I MISS THATHSFDJKFS #walking around decathlon flirting oh it was SO STUPIDDD. THE GIGGLES. personally i've never really experienced that on that level before bc #like it's the best friends to lovers thing its the fact that we both felt the energy shift very clearly and were leaning into it #but not actually doing anything about it yet #just making stupid jokes flirting giggling but acting like actually nothing is going on #when i damn well know that if any of my friends saw us that afternoon they would've side eyed us SOOOOO HAARDDDDD #not to wax poetic over the guy who fucked me over so many times but. the electric energy .....#i'm probably not going to feel That ever again #whatever! whatever #txt

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