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Watching a trans guy react to transvestigator posts and I havent really looked too close at any of that for my own sanity but fuck dude
I need to go lie down
#they reverse transvestigated dylan mulvaney#they claim she was initially born a girl#forced to transition to a boy. then transitioned back to a girl.#worstie literally what the fuck#this is some hardcore conspiracy theory shit#do you just...spend all your time obsessing over trans people? like get a fucking hobby you weirdos#go spend some time in nature#look at a tree#stop staring at pictures of celebrities and trying to find features that prove that theyre trans#there...theres a transvestigator facebook group....and they took a random local family#and transvestigated them#bro#its weird to do it with celebrities but ffs it is fucking creepy to do that to random people in your town#i have a headache#i feel like i aged 10 years watching that#how do these people have energy for anything#how are you not fucking exhausted living like this#like idk maybe its the transness but like#how are you looking at all these people that dont fit neatly into the gender/sex binary#and instead of being like “wow guess thats all kinda bullshit and humans are much more varied and diverse than that and men and women#arent actually all that different to begin with“ and instead go to ”ALL THESE PEOPLE ARE ACTUALLY TRANS AND ARE LYING ABOUT IT#AND WANT TO TRANS YOUR CHILDREN.“ like bro what#i mean i guess thats true of any conspiracy theory type thinking#like. how did you get to that#and because im me im just sitting here trying to understand how they got to this point which is a fruitless endeavor#and kind of a waste of time#its fear mostly#fear and hatred#what were conspiracy theorists like pre internet
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That's how it went
#tma#the magnus archives#tma podcast#magpod#mag 160#tma spoilers#tma s4#tma season four#jonathan sims#elias bouchard#my stuff#thats all i could think of after hearing elias talk abt jon being an archive#all jokes aside it makes me so sad and crazy to think abt it#like theres a lot in tma about losing ones humanity#and jons choices surely contribute to him losing it as well#but for the most part its him being dehumanised by others#well mostly elias and his plans of creating an archive of fear#jon going from 'a person having a position (the head archivist)' -> 'a person being a position (the archivist)' and finally to 'a position#(an archive)#its just so sad#and the fact that it ties with him losing bodily autonomy and being viewed like an object instead of a person#im dead on the floor crying#okay im done sorry#tma shitpost
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Here's the comic I made for War Never Changes, a Fallout charity zine that's still available to puchase digitally here: link.
The captions are lyrics from Autopsy Garland by the Mountain Goats. I've been dreaming of making this for literal Years, and the mods for the zine let me do it for them! I'm still pretty proud of it, and only regret that I completely forgot to replace Col. Hsu with General Lee Oliver in the final. Sorry man.
#fallout#fallout new vegas#fnv#fnv fanart#caesars legion#ncr#mr house#the house always wins at... producing my best panels?#art#digital art#artists on tumblr#my latest and biggest love letter to fallout. i fear there will be more#oh shittt i have the xkit extension that makes your posts your blog's bg color and it matches PERFECTLY.... i can never change from yellow#500#now that its been out a minute LOL some of my coloring thoughts <33#first page for each of the factions shows them more as they present themselves#second as what they truly are#the NCR's appearance as the bright sunny day and their reality as dark with shiny old school faces set up as figures to emulate#House/Vegas present themselves as shiny if seedy#and they actually Are highlighted mostly by the things they want to keep hidden#and the legion is clean and pure (if violent its necessary) but get murky when you look at their past#and caeser's buckling ideology#i also wanted the last caesar panels to feel like theyre burning/searing details in your eyes. the trauma of their clean image. nodding.#1k
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ehehehehe isaters but . smeefmeef art style
#roxx art#isat siffrin#isat mirabelle#isat#in stars and time#smile for me#I WOULDVE DONE. GGG. BUT#im too scared to look for refs HFKJSD for fear o spoilers#plus the artstyles are similar enough its mostly in the lines that theres a difference#anyway#take my sillies
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this is the end of episode 7 in my stupid and idiot mind
#minecraft story mode#mcsm#mcsm fanart#mcsm jesse#mcsm lukas#mcsm m!jesse#lukas mcsm#jesse mcsm#mcsm male jesse#jesskas#mcsm jesskas#<- not inherently but i love me some delicious reach#its lukas and not petra cause i base everything on my playthrough(s) mostly#and i love me some delicious yaoi angst#i fear we're losing the topic#shitpost#pokeyartz#i made this in fucking ms paint as usual thats the only way i ever get these things done
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Hey did you know you got mention in RyeToast's Freddy Fazbear's Pizza Podcast?
The one about the timeline, in the michael section
JAWDROP… I’m so flattered actually
#ask reply#ITS SO CRAZY anytime mentions me in this fandom like how do you know me#ITS EASY to forget that people actually see and enjoy these comics#IM GLAD THEY LIKE my post scooped Michael design#WHICH btw i actually do believe Michael could be fully healed too#like remnant can just heal people and we even see it heal Michael instantly#in the walking down the street minigame#I mostly draw purple Michael cause it’s a fun design BAHA#I love messing with the zombie concept#love this I feel so honoured#so fearful to be known though too
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doing chibi is a good design exercise bc it forces u to think on shapes n essential details, essentially thumbnailing ur designs. its also a terrible design exercise bc it ends up looking cute no matter what
#dimension 20#fantasy high#riz gukgak#very specifically class swap bard!riz#fh class quangle#mm. I may need tags for all the asides Ive been doing lmao#riz's canon design is so coherent and thematically clean that I genuinely struggle to keep up...#bard!riz's whole thing is working out his identity through abject fear so it kiiiinda makes sense that hes got a different thing going#on every year I guess? like lmao the directive I go into each of these designs with changes vastly#freshman bard!riz has to look extremely nonthreatening. and also make you wanna pick him up and chuck him at a wall#annoyingly inoffensive. slides off your memory pretty much immediately. a void of an experience#crucially Does Not Show Teeth While Smiling#sophomore year bard!riz I have been keeping the like. cameraman direction for#I want him to be swimming in clothes a little bit... he kinda lands at like. 80s/90s shlocky horror protag too which I do like#bc what is season 2 to riz if not a horror story lmao#junior year bard!riz I want to be somewhere between clark kent and tintin#the journalist aesthetics is not so clear and easy to build as the detective or spy aesthetics...#but also I just. really like boy journalist lmao this is the BD blood speaking again#and! I actually do draw his hair differently than in my canon junior year riz stuff. its a bit shorter here so it doesn't#obscure as much of his face#its so funny actually going from drawing canon stuff to class swap esp. with riz bc he's smiling SO much here#and it's 100% trained like its crucial for u guys to know he is equally if not more fucked up as a bard#barely anybody can wrangle him in canon it's already been mostly him keeping himself on track. imagine if he actually learned how to act#mmm. I think these designs are still gonna soft change as I draw them. thats fine we have fun#drawing sophomore year bard!riz for those comiclets was fun as hell. I think on this factor alone I call it a success lol
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I have been having thoughts.
They have an unhealthy binding competition going on and wins only pain.
I can't quickly correct the fucking typo but I promise you I meant "bread".
#> tired fanart#joel is more of 'amplification of bad traits' and eefo is more of 'opposite to hermit' type of helsians#joel is very angry and feral very wild if I might#to the point its hard for him to form sentences most of the times so he is mostly non verbal#eefo as in opposite to the hermit is a bit of an adrenaline junkie a bit in need of an adventure on his neck#no fear full bloodlust type deal#but he sympathizes a lot with joel#he carried over his defiance of authority so when hels!gem took over the fighting district he quickly ran to cause chaos#and joel in direct 'care' of gems for 'personal training'#so eefo is sneaking him food because he hates gems authoritarian rulings and because he likes joel#you can say he bets on losing dogs
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breaking my silence. my rly truly nit pick about the cr character designs is the weird abundance of skin-tight trousers. corsets and very fitted shirts whatevre. but rly skintight trousers is crazy to me i reject the idea that exandria has invented elastane or spandex when theres not a single other plastic item in the show . they dont even have seams or lacing or anything a lot of the time. how aer they getting them on over their feet. why is yasha wearing jeggings
#overall does not effect my enjoyment of the show. but i like costume i like textiles and i care abt this truly#idcccc if you like the designs . theres something weird and modern but dated about some of them . BUT mostly its just odd modern#items that im like . well you couldve done something else and it wouldve been more interesting. instead if looks like faux leather#one day ill redesign the winter outfits. the tmn ones i fear the bells hells ones cant be fixed. theyd be entirely new outfits#kiddo say#shaking and quaking because textiles are so fantastic and costume designs can (should) tell such a story i love them sm
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It's been a long, strange year...
#this is a slight exaggeration. sometimes it does feel like sadness but not like exceptionally so. it just feels sad the way a lot of things#feel sad. i thought it would be a special sort of pain but its not and it freaks me out#mostly its just made me more sensative to death themes. like i appreciate them more. coco made me cry bc the memories of the dead live on#i dunno. i feel like im supposed to be in more pain and i can't tell if ive just calcified around it or if i just very quickly adjusted#the existential fear remains tho haha#its funny. in the tags of the other runaway bunny art i drew i go: lol ill b so sad when my mom is dead#well here we r bitch. one whole year later :-/#my dads gonna get together with my sisters but im stuck out here. but whatever 🙄#runaway bunny#art#grief#grief art#is that a thing? i tried to look it up and saw a bunch of drawings of ppl curled up and crying and was like. hm this does not resonate#but whatever
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just the general concept of the grim reaper or a specific version you'd be selfshipping with
I'll let you take a guess
#I genuinely had a romantic fixation on the concept of death and its personification#this led to a complete maladaptive lack of fear of death until I mostly grew out of it#I collected black hooded robes and had ceramics and everything
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do you think operator & drifter treat their warframes wildly differently?
somewhat insufficient TLDR: i think the operator and drifter are emotionally attached but in vastly, strikingly different ways, and it manifested very, very differently too.
in operator's case, it isn't that they dont *care*, but they know how durable a warframe is. they know they can take one hell of a hit, and they'll be okay because that warframe takes the brunt of it (albeit with some phantom pain if the damage is bad enough). theyre less comfortable outside the confines of those large, bulky war machines because they know they're ultimately safe. those warframes can take hits. they cannot. the operator knows they were people, but they never met those people before the tragedy. besides... a lot of them really are just empty shells. they're hardly the people they once were, especially since they recreated those warframes from blueprints. don't get me wrong, they do remember the anguish of the originals - they were there, they lived it, and they still have empathy for them... but the operator knows the limits of every warframe like the back of their hand - they can maneuver however they want, they can take hits, they can run into armies and not be too afraid because they (as in the operator and the warframe this time) be fine. even if the warframe is damaged, they can fix the damage, so no harm done.
but drifter on the other hand? at first i think they never really realised the power they had. in their mind they were still them, just running, rolling on the occasion, it took them ages to maneuver those things *properly*, and probably only ever really learned with the operator's guidance. they would not let a warframe take a hit, not because they felt empathy for it (at least not a lot, last i checked you kind of need at least *some* to have effective transference?) but because they were so used to walking around vulnerable. yknow, not inside a killing machine. but what would've really solidified the difference was after they went to 1999. sure, hearing that these things used to be people is one thing, but at the end of the day, to drifter, they're still just machines. drifter never got to experience what the tenno did, they never had to deal with reaching into their freshly scarred minds to ease their anger, sorrow, fear, rein them in like the terrified animals they were turning into and hush their cries with understanding - they only knew the dead inside remnants... but it's an entirely other thing when you go to the past and see the people who were hurt. you meet them and you get to know them, become their best friends - maybe even date one of them - and it hit drifter like a fuckin' freight train. they have this entirely different view on warframes from that cold perspective they had at first. they weren't just war machines. those are people. every time they go into the head of those machines, they're looking through the eyes of *people.* people who had families and desires and hobbies, things they looked forward to, entire futures ahead of them that were snuffed out. people who were scared, people who didn't know what was happening. people who knew what was happening, who lived in fear knowing they weren't able to stop it... people who lived in fear of losing themselves. and i think it hit drifter a lot harder than they'd ever admit.
but thats not to say one of them is more attached than the other - both of them care deeply about their warframes. it's just that, they have different ways of looking at them. after all their experiences were so vastly different, it'd be impossible to look at them the same way.
(too lazy to type it out all over, but i have an example in the tags i think kinda helps pull it together more)
#i hope i worded operator's part correctly#because i dont want to be saying like#oh the operator doesnt care#they see them as just tools#because thats not what i mean#its hard for me to explain#the operator loves them too#but its like... when you sympathize with people you dont know.#you hear of a tragedy that happened to a stranger#and you feel sorrow. but not the same amount as if it happened to a friend. you dont feel that encompassing sickness.#the operator did meet them.. kind of#but it was only remnants. people whos minds were lost to the infestation and were going nuts#the drifter though?#they got to know the people after theyd been warframe-ified but who still had their minds.#they were still... them.#mostly.#and the blanks. the things that were lost and the drifter wouldnt have known on their own. were filled in by **their friends.**#and ig i think the drifter mightve seen themselves too. what with being alone and scared. fearing youll lose yourself#but i wasnt sure how to include that in the post itself#but yeah thats my yapping#hope it made sense#✛ posts#warframe#warframe 1999#warframe 1999 spoilers#wf 1999#warframe community#warframe the drifter#warframe drifter#warframe the operator
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more brother au
teddy and his evil drama
#tkk brother au😈😈#the karate kid#tkk#the outsiders#cuba and his teddy bear#eight is enough#daniel larusso#johnny lawrence#johnny cade#teddy cuba#jeremy andretti#i fear its mostly teddy stuff this time#teddy cuba brain rot i fear#I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE....!!!!!!#ralph macchio
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I know i like to joke around that haha tsukasa scared of bugs haha funny loser, but please do remember and be mindful of people irl with fears that might seem silly or petty to you, because you never know how it truly makes them feel
#not meant to be a tks angst post necessarily i just relate to his fear a bit so hes a good outlet#its just something i think about sometimes#bc ive had ppl esp family laugh at me for being scared of bugs#and sometimes i laugh too! especially if i made the joke first#but sometimes its frustrating because it really can make you Feel Bad and Scared and Filthy. and they laugh like those feelings dont matter#so this is moreso just me kind of. setting a reminder to be respectful and kind of any kind of fear someone expresses#no matter if you understand it or not or if it feels stupid to you or not#its Their feelings#this doesnt mean im mad at anyone for any jokes and in fact i do like to joke about it too sometimes!! so its not a sign to stop#im just moreso saying. if someone says its not funny at the given moment then its not. period#bc i alsohave moments when it rly isnt funny. and then laughing at it just. yeah. isnt fun#anyway this is just a ramble bc its just been on my mind for a while#and maybe at times i feel annoyed at how tsukasa's fear is played off for jokes in the game more often than not#esp since akito's fear of dogs is not as much. and even got a whole event abt it. yk#like theyre Different but also Not Really#so i wish someone other than toya was more kind about it instead of. throwing bugs at him more. yk. at least sometimes#im mostly saying this in reference to real people though of course. please dont take this too seriously as a tks post 😭 do keep making fun#its not that serious and im probbaly just projecting onto him lmao#anyway ramble over peace off#tw bugs#cw bug#its not super graphic but yk#prsk#tenma tsukasa#akito shinonome#kerizart#project sekai#prsk fa
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something I guess‼️ he is sleepin on the freakin flooorrr right now for a multitude of reassonnss ; a minor one being i just kinda wanted to doodle which i guess not much of a reason but...but.......
#because i cannn but also because he is NOT going to go all the way back to the good dumpster right now he is crashing out on#the floor or the desk no inbetween#i feel a little obligated to but screw that its mostly just because i felt like it and i keep thinking about it#scheduling this for dead midnight so i dont face my fears :-3 /j
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MAD MINUTIAE
#theres somethigg about characters looking over their shoulder in fear#and only ONE eye is visible#this is mostly an experiment#there are some parts that i wanna change now that im looking at it#but#its whatever#btw it’s officially been over a year since i first watched tri98 yay#have yall seen that one midvalley fanart???? anyway that fanart inspired this fanart#trigun#trigun maximum#my art#legato bluesummers#cw eyestrain
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