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Watching a trans guy react to transvestigator posts and I havent really looked too close at any of that for my own sanity but fuck dude
I need to go lie down
#they reverse transvestigated dylan mulvaney#they claim she was initially born a girl#forced to transition to a boy. then transitioned back to a girl.#worstie literally what the fuck#this is some hardcore conspiracy theory shit#do you just...spend all your time obsessing over trans people? like get a fucking hobby you weirdos#go spend some time in nature#look at a tree#stop staring at pictures of celebrities and trying to find features that prove that theyre trans#there...theres a transvestigator facebook group....and they took a random local family#and transvestigated them#bro#its weird to do it with celebrities but ffs it is fucking creepy to do that to random people in your town#i have a headache#i feel like i aged 10 years watching that#how do these people have energy for anything#how are you not fucking exhausted living like this#like idk maybe its the transness but like#how are you looking at all these people that dont fit neatly into the gender/sex binary#and instead of being like “wow guess thats all kinda bullshit and humans are much more varied and diverse than that and men and women#arent actually all that different to begin with“ and instead go to ”ALL THESE PEOPLE ARE ACTUALLY TRANS AND ARE LYING ABOUT IT#AND WANT TO TRANS YOUR CHILDREN.“ like bro what#i mean i guess thats true of any conspiracy theory type thinking#like. how did you get to that#and because im me im just sitting here trying to understand how they got to this point which is a fruitless endeavor#and kind of a waste of time#its fear mostly#fear and hatred#what were conspiracy theorists like pre internet
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I love Tumblr because nothing matters here truly. There are no influencers. Having followers doesn’t mean anything. It’s just a site where people post their sporadic thoughts and rb pretty pictures. Anyone who thinks any of this matters is woefully missing the point
#I joined tumblr for the aesthetics and now I’m here bc it’s the most low pressure social media to be on#Instagram is ppl’s highlight reel but Tumblr is where u see their pure thoughts unobstructed and I adore that#It’s very nice to have people to relate to and is def the main appeal to me but I don’t think there’s much more to it than that genuinely#Monetization on tumblr isn’t a thing and probably won’t be so it feels stupid to put more stake than necessary in it. Like you’re in the#Trenches over tumblr of all things. Embarrassing#I know chronically online people exist bc I have seen them in my or somebody else’s inbox but imagine waking up at 70 one day and the#Realization hitting u like a freight time that u wasted all ur time thinking tumblr. TUMBLR. This dying website. Has enough weight for u to#be sending anon hate or reviewing ppl’s blogs like they’re some kind of product. Brother this is licherally tumblr#I choose to laugh at this behavior than take it seriously bc absolutely no one is driving me crazy on my OWN blog. On tumblr dot com.#I refuse#I will do whatever I want forever etc
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horrible truth bomb dropped on my head 20 min ago
#I DIDNT KNOW I DIDNT KNOWWWWW#when i say damn thats crazy its bc i DO think its crazy i think a lot of things are crazy. like how birds have cloacas#or the way ppl draw a five pointed star in different ways and everyone assumes their way of doing it is how everyone does it#my brother is not letting me live this down btw he literally shouted at me like HOW DID YOU LIVE THIS LONG AND NOT PICK UP ON THAT#IDK!!! IDK I THOUGHT SOMETIMES IT COULD BE USED TO EXPRESS GENUINE SHOCK??????#he says its my delivery that makes it sound insincere bc i say it in a monotonous voice which when i think abt it YEAH....#THAT DOES MAKE IT LOOK KINDA BAD IN HINDSIGHT.....#and then i told him i keep a list of phrases that tickle my brain so i can remember to use them in conversation and apparently#most ppl dont do that bc he was like ???? stop doing that??? just let the conversation flow naturally it sounds fake>????#idk man i feel like if i did that and blurted out 'i forgot people find stuff like underwear arousing for some reason' instead of#smth like 'i wonder what kind of ppl find this kind of stuff the bees knees' like i normally do. it would. not go so well.#ALSO THE FLOW CHARTS ARENT NORMAL? i make flow charts before i call the bank or smth so i know what to say#its not just to blend in its also so i dont waste ppls time going uhhhhh as i think of how i put smth into words#its called stalling for time and i dont care if i have to say smth like thats just how the cookie crumbles if it gives me#5 more seconds to process whatever the fuck someone said without letting them think im not paying attention#doodles#diary#sona#puppysona#comics
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anyway i think i got more followers since the last time i mentioned this! and it is one of the funniest parts of dai, to me. everyone needs to know about the temple(?) jail(?) where solas pretends to be illiterate
"indecipherable" yeah. i'm sure.
#txt#solas#''this sign won't blow my cover if i can't read 😌'' -solas presumably#i wish you could have gone back to fact check him with the well bc it was weighing on me... academic malpractice..........#what's [indecipherable] and why did he pretend to be illiterate for it. smh.#surely pretending to be illiterate is a blow to his ego and he wouldn't do it for no reason#did he steal an orb?? did he try to take a dragon form?? just regular dread wolf crimes??#is that pride demon a ''gnaws off leg to escape trap'' kind of remnant and used to be part of him?#unfortunately this one codex entry has weighed on me for so long and will never be explained now. alas#this is also why i think solas' fresco hobby is Hilarious bc some might have survived#but i don't think any respectable artist would like their own work from 5000 years ago#so presumably he's just grinding his teeth the whole time#the inquisitor: ''wow what an amazing ancient fresco! so cool :)''#solas [seething internally bc he doesn't like the colours anymore]: ''this is a waste of time. can we move on :/''#the inquisitor: ''so rude and snooty. are you just jealous bc this fresco is nicer than yours? 🙄''#this puts him back into uthenera from psychic damage
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yes i think they didn't change tuvok's uniform into command one in resolutions + didn't give him captain's pips because they probably didn't want to make a different uniform for him just for one episode but i also think that he preferred not to change it bc it was his way of clinging to the hope of getting his friend back. he probably justified it by not wanting to waste the ship's resources or something
#sorry guys accidentally replicated a whole bunch of security uniforms enough for two month. dont want to put it to waste!#welcome to my nth rewatch of resolutions#this time i got pissed off that they kind of kept repeating we need to get our captain back... yeah... how about the other one...#but it was also fitting that when harry came to tuvok's quarter he would only mention janeway. like of course he would#star trek voyager#tuvok#kathryn janeway#they are best friends ☹️
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bayek, doing some exploring :)
#assassin's creed#assassin's creed origins#bayek of siwa#SHRHSERHGHGHHhhhGHHGHH#manifesting a 2025 where i can achieve some kind of financial stability that lets me periodically justify taking a weekend off#to just draw some stuff and not feel some kind of awful chest crushing anxiety doom spiral about time wasted#anyway ive been chipping away at this one bc it took a million years to figure out how to achieve the sense of scale#i was imagining. also i read a book about akhenaten and it made my brain feel like it was turned to mush BUT it was extremely#interesting and now im deeply invested in a handful of egyptian dynasties#and somewhere in all of that i outlined two ac origins fan comics. after Acquiring Information on things#@ 2025 please PLEASE. give me a weekend where i can spend it all doing bayek fan comics#also i wish to acquire a new spine. i think. i slept on a much softer pillow than im used to and my entire body has been fucked for a week#like. my neck feels like a jenga tower where everything is out of place. and somehow. my hip feels TERRIBLE#i want to give my body some kind of deus ex upgrade. ehghhh
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Applied for a job yesterday that I REALLY hope I get (or at least, that I hope I get if I don't get any grad school offers this application cycle, which is seeming pretty likely), so please continue to send good vibes in my direction, if you are so inclined. I personally would love to have secure and reasonably-paying employment in my field for a year while I wait to throw grad applications at various school again.
#it's actually kind of a weirdly great fit for me -- an early career archives thing aimed at recent graduates#and it was very weird to apply to a Real Job and be like i.... check all the boxes? i do have the necessary relevant experience?#so we will see what comes of that#but i did get a tiny emotional boost out of being like oh. i have not completely wasted my time in college. imagine that
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i still think that the conclusion to daniels downward spiral in season 5 shouldnt have been everyone getting together to be there for him. the issue isnt that people were unwilling to meet daniel halfway, the issue is that daniel never expressed his trauma. he spent three seasons avoiding mentioning terry silver by name, only vaguely referencing the events of karate kid 3 without much detail. and when he does to johnny in season 4, it's off screen, which makes me sincerely doubt that daniel actually talked about how that fucked him up emotionally.
daniels trauma with silver is just a fairy tale to sam and the rest of the miyagi-do's. he tells it like a story, one where he pulled away from the dark and one where he triumphed over fear. but he leaves out the bitter, ugly truths, the way it has damaged him even after all this time, leaves out the details, the blood, the pain. the only people who were there at the time dont even really truly understand the extent of it, either, and i doubt daniel wouldve opened up to either jessica or miyagi about how badly terry silver traumatized and hurt him. no one gets it, and no one will--except, well, maybe one person.
with that, i think that it wouldve been more appropriate to tie that arc into johnnys with kreese by making johnny the person daniel actually confesses the extent of his trauma to after the events at stingrays apartment. have the emotional breakdown, or whatever, and have johnny relate, because they have similar experiences! and it tightens the narrative conceivably more because ultimately the catalyst for johnnys regression over the decades was his trauma with kreese, and daniels behavior in ck was due to his trauma with silver. they were both badly abused by these guys! they both developed massive trust issues! it also makes johnny remain significant in season 5 if it remained daniel centric in its plot points, but thematically you still tied johnny into it with kreese.
and, like, it makes sense then that this would be the true start of their friendship, because they recognize they are similar not only in their personalities, but in their trauma, in the ways they hurt, and finally, a recognition of why the other does the things they do. that recognition of "oh, you were a hurt kid too.", and like... you can tie it back to johnnys cobra kai, the refusal to stay the fuck down, because why should they let their abusers have the satisfaction of watching them give up??? and THAT revives daniels drive, and even with a miyagi-do heavy season its still a call back to the (supposed) core of the show
then, you can have the whole getting the gang back together thing for miyagi-fang or whatever lol idk i think there was a ton of missed potential there
#march talks#johnny lawrence#daniel larusso#lawrusso#sorta#cobra kai#terry silver#john kreese#the show really needed to differentiate johnnys cobra kai better from kreeses#still do like the fact that daniel defeats silver with the crane kick though#the show kind of wastes a lot of screen time on things that dont really serve any narrative purpose#not egregiously so#but you can really tighten the narrative and its themes with just a few tweaks#i still deeply enjoy the show but this is just one of the things that leave it short from actual masterpiece status to me#like if ck wants to be a subversion of the original trilogy there were a lot of things they couldve done to make that more effective#both artistically and like. as nostalgia bait lol
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Since the modern Machete and Vasco are reincarnations of their former selves, do you think they might occasionally experience remnants from their past lives in the form of things like vague memories/dreams or feelings that they can't quite explain?
Such as how maybe Machete wouldn't be able to watch stabbing scenes in shows/movies without getting a faint ache in his chest, or an imaginary metallic taste in his mouth. Maybe Vasco would tend to get especially clingy and oddly concerned about Machete's well-being during a particular time of year(around whenever the previous Machete was assassinated).
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#muffled wailing#it would be kind of waste if they didn't experience vague déjà vus on occasion#answered#anonymous#Vaschete scenarios#modern au#but it could be positive vibes just as well#unintentionally visiting places that used to have significance to them#and getting that unreal feeling like you've been there before#not to mention passing by their previous homes (if the buildings survived to modern day)#when they visit Venice together for the first time both are secretly a little weirded out by how familiar some corners of the city feel#but don't bring it up because it seems silly
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When you finally figured out how to escape the loops. (You just have to defeat the king and deal the final blow!!!! Don’t listen to silly Loop, they don’t know what they’re talking about!)
Imsocringeforthis
#i’m cringe but i’m free#in stars and time#isat#isat fanart#in stars and time siffrin#isat siffrin#siffrin fanart#hakari dance#y’all I had to FULLY google this meme cause#I wanted to make sure I knew what it was actually about lol#It seemed in the original it was a taunting dance kind of?#not a jujutsu kaisen fan so sorry if I’m wrong#digital art#artists on tumblr#art#animation#or at least an attempt at it#I’m not an animator don’t expect high quality work from me y’all#I at least TRIED for the first half#this is act 5 Siffrin btw#I was originally gunna do a whole “Siffrin has separation anxiety thing#but the second half of the dance looked akward without the smile and it looked like he was taunting someone so I went with the delulu Siff#fighting a sadness idea instead#lonely lonely i guess i'm lonely#something something in russian dada da da dee da do#lonely lonelyyy I guess I’m lonelyyy#more Russian lyricsssss#this song is stuck in my head#I’m actually low key embarrassed to post this#but I worked so hard on the first two animations so it’d be a waste of time and effort if I didn’ttttt
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he sits in his corner and draw...
...some pretty fucked up stuff
#this is a proper setting in my au btw he's just gonna draw in the corner from now on#he doesn't look like the one who draws tho...#...which is exactly the reason why i made him do that#ramble time#i think im in some kind of art block state#yes. again. very surprising.#i just think i somehow fucked up a ton of drawings recently#i think it kinda started after the apple vendor gun comic?#idk why but its going downhill from there#probably have to delay all planned comics because i don't wanna waste ideas by completely ruining the drawing part#warframe#warframe nekros#warframe nidus#(yes that is nidus he's actually kinda cute i wanna draw him)#and there's definitely no other characters in there#my art
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mild warning for violence.
thinking about a really self indulgent au where hiccup is captured by the dragon hunters in their base, and a small group of them take the opportunity to get some payback. toothless can hear the sounds of violence from the other side of the camp, and starts thrashing against the chains.
viggo and ryker, who were in the vicinity of the night fury, see this and are a bit confused. viggo realizes quickly that the only reason toothless would act like that is if hiccup's in danger, and internally he just groans and curses because by thor can't anyone here follow simple orders??
the three hunters who beat hiccup up are gone by the time viggo and his men get there, and though hiccup luckily isn't too injured, they did bruise his ribs and caused some injuries to the face. ryker asks if viggo wants to put a search party on the deserting hunters, which could take a while, but viggo has a better idea. one of the hunters left their weapon behind, splatters of hiccup's blood still on it, and viggo takes it with him.
ryker is confused, and even more so when viggo goes to the night fury and holds up the weapon in front of it. the night fury's pupils draw to slits when it smells the blood, before it scents the hilt where the hunter held it. viggo just smiles, and says he expects the dragon knows what to do. then he orders ryker to have the night fury be released.
for a moment, ryker considers mutiny as well, but whatever, whatever, if this is what viggo wants then he guesses this is what they're gonna do, just don't start crying when the night fury kills them all! the hunters undo the chains, and the night fury just stands there for a few, achingly long seconds, before it sprints off into the forest, tearing away from the camp at break neck speeds.
"well," ryker says, "guess it's gonna take us an entire day to get that dragon back."
viggo just smiles and tells him to be patient.
they wait in silence, and wait and wait. minutes go by, but just as ryker is about to ask what the hell they're waiting for, there's a chorus of blood curdling screams from the forest, followed by the unholy shriek of an angry night fury. there's a blast that lights up the trees, followed by more screams. then, it goes silent.
a little later, the night fury reappears from the forest. there's blood dripping from its maw, a fierce look in its eyes. it walks right up to viggo, and spits out a dismembered hand onto the ground in front of him.
#enemy of my enemy kind of thing i suppose#viggo knows exactly how intelligent toothless is and uses that in his favor#why waste your men and days of your time when you can set a furious dragon on their trail?#i love it when toothless is fiercely protective and absolutely lethal#you touch his human he's going to tear off your hand#and drop it in front of viggo to send a message#the reason toothless came back is also bc he knows the hunters have hiccup#and toothless would rather be there than out in the forest where theyll catch him anyway#viggo knows that too#httyd#hiccup haddock#viggo grimborn#toothless#rtte#httyd au#race to the edge#whump
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Do you think there’s beauty in anger as well? Do you think kipperlilly saw something beautiful in the face of love’s rage?
#I thought the idea of kipperlilly genuinely loving ankarna even while being manipulated interesting#when a beautiful woman cradles you and tells you your biggest insecurity and flaw is a strength??#seeing something beautiful come from rage for the first time?#horrid. her potential was wasted#I call this piece#i redownloaded procreate because I was sick of using ibis paint and forgot I already bought it three years ago so I could just download it#wanted to flex some shading/coloring muscles I haven’t used in a while.#kind of a workout this one was!! a program I hadn’t used in a while and a style I hadn’t used in a while#I actually really like this tho#four draws tag#fantasy high#fantasy high dimension 20#d20 fantasy high#kipperlilly copperkettle#klck#fantasy high fanart
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rtd casting billie piper as the doctor like actually solidified for me that he's not planning to do anything new or interesting with the series and he'll just keep burying his nose in nostalgia for his own fucking run of this goddamn show. like oh my god!
#i don't know if ncuti wanted to do other things (i find that kind of hard to believe considering he's such a fan of the show) but#even if he had. literally any other person than the actress who played one of the most beloved companions of all time. could probably do it#and also a personal gripe of them having this absolutely electric chemistry between the doctor and rogue and just completely wasting it???#lol lmao even#dw spoilers#i do have to say that i havent watched the episode i just looked at the tag
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Brooklynn saved Soyona's life, but couldn't fix it.
Soyona fixed Brooklynn's life, but couldn't destroy it.
#the only thing better than toxic yuri or doomed yuri#is doomed toxic yuri#actually no wait that's worse#but the GOOD KIND of worse#brooklynn#soyona santos#brokelynn#brokerlynn#lab partners#jwct#chaos theory#the important thing to remember is that the hit on brooklynn wasn't personal#she got in over her head and was already destroying her relationships and isolating herself#but Soyona wasn't good enough to put her out permanently#meanwhile brooklynn knew that people could be messed up in life but could change#but she was born twenty years too late to get soyona to do the right thing#so she didn't waste her time#but in the time they spent together#soyona didn't end up devoured by the voracious pet of a mad scientist#and Brooklynn was able to find herself and touch dinosaurs again#using the same therapy she directed yaz toward#it's the Good Stuff
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They're playing The Mortuary Assistant






inspired by + outfit/headset design : this
#they would love this game ; change my mind#how are you doing fellow humans welcome back to the channel#my art#digital art#quaestor valdemar#the arcana#the arcana game#the arcana valdemar#they actually are the demon from the game lmao#Their grip on that mic is deadly#my artstyle#fanart#artists on tumblr#the arcana au#modern au#valdemart#shitpost#kind of#the arcana memes#quaestor valdemar au#sorry for the inactivity lmao I wasted time trying to work on a project not at all related to the arcana#I added the horns because I could and because ppl on youtube do what they want with the costume#I had a lot of fun
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