#its funny even as a pro endo

[pro-endo-culture-is]

some positivity from a willogenic system!!!

pro endos should def get paid cs yall put in work and stand on business when it comes to being pro endo and defending them. like i love yall sm its not even funny u guys deserve nothing less than love and support

RAAAAAAAAH /POS *dies of affirmation*

EVERY PRO ENDO READ THIS RIGHT NOW!!!!

Also willogenics also deserve the WORLD you're like the most hated of all endo systems- the amount of people comparing you to radqueers or calling you specifically roleplayers is just akdkrkrkrifjf /neg

I SAY WE BOMK THEM ALL WITH THE STICK!!!

Pro endos 🤝 willogenics

[sophieinwonderland]

When you’ve reached the point in syscourse where you’re sending screenshots of yourself to a cringe blog in order to be able to respond to it, that. That doesn’t seem at all healthy.

I really hope you’re taking care of yourself.

Thanks for the concern but I'm actually good.

I want to be totally upfront about the tactics I'm using. Someone once affectionately described viewing my blog as the morning news. But it's also true in a more negative way.

There's a great video by CGP Grey discussing how loud arguments will attract more bystanders and cause both sides to grow.

This is a great illustration of a big part of why I tend to argue with anti-endos so much.

If you watched what happened with "The Future is Plural," anti-endos took a slogan that only a handful of people were actually using, manufactured a controversy around it with loud and ridiculous accusations of this phrase being a call to traumatize children, then pro-endos pushed back in large swathes and the phrase became a rallying cry for our community. The more anti-endos attacked it, the stronger our resolve became to defend it.

It was amazing and we couldn't have gotten to the point where so many pro-endos adopted it if not for the anti-endos creating this opposition.

Other people view anti-endos as enemies. And I do too to an extent. They hurt so many of us and cause so much harm to innocent people.

But in the grand scheme of things, I also see them as the butterflies to our garden of flowers.

If I'm sending anti-endos images of upsetting posts from my blog to intentionally make anti-endos angry at me personally, it's because I think making them angry is the best way to propagate and spread my ideology.

(And more selfishly, advertise my own blog. But like, I wouldn't send sysmeds images of anyone else's blog out of fear of another pro-endo getting harassment they might not be able to handle. But if I'm sent harassment personally... that's just more pollination.)

Our actual biggest struggle as plurals right now is awareness. The reason so many plural children grow up without knowing what's happening to them is because the general population doesn't know much about plurality. They don't even know the sides to this argument.

Anti-endos are an enemy in a sense... but I also view them as a tool. A means to an end. Our toxic relationship with its constant fighting is one that, when utilized properly, can be of symbiosis that I think will result in greater awareness of plurality and will ultimately benefit all plurals in the future.

But to achieve this, I need them mad. I need them angry at me.

I need them to see my posts bragging about teaching people to dissociate and hallucinate because when they do, it turns me into a threat in their eyes. They view me, personally, as someone who is dangerous. And then they can't ignore me, because if they believe I'm hurting people and they do nothing, they'll be allowing me to hurt people.

When a pro-endo sees me talking about teaching people to dissociate and hallucinate, they're familiar with our practices and know these things are harmless. It has no affect on them.

When an anti-endos does, they see these scary words and see dangerous evil cult indoctrination inducing mental illness in innocent people and I'm the monster that they need to destroy.

And finally, I wouldn't say that I sent that ask because I wanted to respond to it. I sent the ask because I wanted that post I made to be visible in anti-endo tags by a blog the hardcore anti-endos follow and will see. I responded to that post to help it get more notes and appear higher up in the anti-endo tags.

And I'll confess... maybe I find it funny too. I enjoy seeing their absurdly over-the-top reactions to scary descriptions of basic tulpamancy practices. It's comic relief for me.

[munchcrvnch]

Sometimes friendships can be hard. And it takes work to maintain them. But without friends, things can be a lot harder.

Hello! I'm Munch! I'm 22, so you know. I'm an artist that does art related to my current interests and I do also adore horror art! We love drawing gore art and things that are a little scary lol

We are a DID system of at least 30 members, but there are most likely more of us. Our collective pronouns are they/xe and our collective sexuality/gender identity is queer and nebularomantic and Ambiamorous! I'm in a polyamorus relationship with 3 people and I love all of them so dearly.

We do have a system blog! It's @fries-collective ! We mostly just shitpost on there and ramble. This account is our main blog and we post art on here!

ABOUT SOME TAGS WE USE

reblog - just a general reblog tag, if you wanna see just my original posts, you can mute this

queer reblog - a variant of my reblog tag (always added in never alone) for queer content, not all of my queer centered posts have this tag but my recent ones do

important reblog - a variant of my reblog tag for content i deem important, like go fund mes, news, and things i just feel like people need to know

xenogender reblog - a variant of my reblog tag for my xenogenders! ....pretty much just that lol

art reblog - a variant of my reblog tag for art!

horror reblog - a variant of my reblog tag for horror content, this may range from digital horror like lacey's games to slashers to horror movies. this tag does contain topics of violence, images of gore/guns/blood, and other potentially disturbing content (but its always tagged with a tw or a cw)

funny shit - things we find funny lol

messing with mutuals - me reblogging stuff from my mutuals and mostly clowning on them, mutualposting if you will

save - stuff i wanna either save for later or keep on hand, recently started using this lol

SOME INFO ABOUT OUR ACCOUNT + BYF

⛧I post art underneath #munch art and any asks are under #munch asks !!!

⛧I block racists, TERFs, homophobes/transphobes, zionists, and ableists. I hold no empathy for people who choose to be horrible to people.

⛧We as a collective are very mentally ill (BPD, DID, Autism, PTSD, and possibly OCD) and we were very severely abused for most of my childhood and teenage years, as well as neglected emotionally for most of my life. Outbusts can happen on here and I do apologize for that in advance.

⛧We are severely paranoid and thus we hate unprompted DMs or @/s. If you do want to get into contact with me, you can send an ask about it. But keep in mind that if you are under 18, I will not befriend you due to me being 22.

⛧Despite wanting people to be 18+ to befriend, my account is 16+ due to holding some potentially mature topics!

⛧My account does hold topics of religious imagery and satanic topics. This is how we cope with our religious trauma.

⛧We are susceptible to delusions and paranoid thoughts. Please interact with care especially regarding some intense topics.

⛧I try my best to trigger tag things but if I miss something, please tell me so I can correct it!

⛧I struggle with tone so tone tags are so so needed!

⛧I block freely and often for little reason. I often block even if I simply do not like one of your posts.

⛧I interact with both anti-endo and pro-endo, I'm going to only DNI if you have "endo neutral" on your DNI.

⛧Do not bring LGBT discourse or syscourse into our dms or proship/antiship discourse. I have friends who are bi lesbians and who are lesboys. I do not care. Bringing those topics up to me will result in an immediate block.

⛧Please do not ask me to participate in callouts! You'll be blocked if you keep trying. (If we have an abuser in common, I'd also ask that you please not talk about it with me. I am not comfortable talking about my abusers with people I do not trust.)

Alt Blog:

System Blog: @fries-collective

MDNI BLOGS (DO NOT INTERACT WITH THESE BLOGS IF YOU ARE A MINOR!!):

General NSFW/hornyposting lol: @fuzzybnnuy

Senshi dedicated Blog: @senshilover2002

USERBOXES (I LOVE THESE!!)

[endo-haven]

The atlas duo thing is very funny. to me

Like I simply cannot care enough to bother. Making an app/website is! Hard! You need to know how to code and have money and I genuinely wish them the best of luck. But also the entire reason of why atlas duo is being created is just so comediecally hateful and vindictive its actually funny. You're just making PK/SP again. But this time the "scary endos" can't use it

It's such a big overreaction. No pro-endo ever is going to say "you can't use sp/pk because you're anti-endo". If people are really that angry because the two biggest plural resources in the community include endogenic systems, then that's a them problem </3

exactly! its actively encouraged that anyone can use it, even anti endos. and the fact is this is pointless because there’s no way to stop endos from using resources, but we’ll just all use the better made ones such as pk/sp.

and you’re right about the having to code. ive coded my own bots before on discord and it’s HARD. a friend of mine joined their discord server and they are STRUGGLING and promising so much they cant do just to seem cooler and better than endos

its just really really sad

[megatronsmegatitties]

———🍄——————🍄🍄——————🍄———

WOO!!! INTRO TIIIIIIME

Hello there! We are the Timekeeper System!

We collectively go by the name Alex/Forest or you can call us Timekeeper or Time if you want! We go by any pronouns other than she/her (including any neos, so feel free to violently neopronoun us :D) and identify as transmasc and biromantic asexual. We are an OSDD-B1 system (undiagnosed bc we’re minor bodied) of far too many/hj and likely have autism, adhd and the parents think we have dyslexia so mayhaps that too. :D oh yeah and tics (likely Tourettes but we can’t get the diagnosed quite yet)

———🪷——————🪷🪷——————🪷———

The alter you’ll likely be interacting with the most is me I go by Blood Lust (just call me Lust, it’s easier yk) or Moth. I use any pronouns (again including neos so pls use those) I am our current host! I am pansexual, demitomantic and alexigender (genderfluid +more confusion/hj) I’m also polyamorus (why have one bitch when you can have 5? FIVE??? Why have 5 bitches when you can have 9? NINE???/ref) no but seriously, I’m dating 9 people XD I have become that audio XDD

———🌸——————🌸🌸——————🌸———

DISCLAIMERS

•We are queer

•We are a system

•We are very much mentally ill

•We aren’t going to mask for your personal comfort, that’s your problem not mine

•We use xenogenders and neopronouns (shocker I know/sar)

•We are a minor

•I am not going to be nice to anyone who knowingly breaks out DNI

———🍁——————🍁🍁——————🍁———

Please Interact

•One Punch Man fans

•Demon Slayer fans

•Cookie Run Kingdom players (screw devshitters though)

•Cookie Run Ovenbreak players (same as above)

•A Series Of Unfortunate Events Fans (bonus points of you’ve read the books)

•The Batman (2022) fans

•Fresh (2022) fans

•Hazbin Hotel fans (I don’t support the creator, I just like the series)

•helluva Boss fans (still don’t support the creator)

•Doors fans/players

•Danganronpa fans (also don’t support the creator)

•Corpse Party fans (PLEASE INTERACT I LOVE CORPSE PARTY SM BUT THE FANDOM IS SO DEAD ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY ANYMORE)

•DDLC fans

•Cooking Companions fans

•Omori fans

•YTTD fans

•HTTYD fans

•Fans of the show ‘Ghosts’

•Fans of the band ‘Ghost’

•Fans of the character ‘Ghost’

•CoD fans (the babygirlification ones)

•Xenogender/neopronoun/xenopronoun users

•Mentally ill people

•The Gays

•Systems

•Pet/Age regressors

•Therians

•furrys

•Cosplayers

•Basically anyone deemed “cringe”

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Thin ice bro

•Non-Endo supporters (you aren’t one but support them, idk how to word it)

•People we know IRL (minus like- 3 people)

•Dislike any media stated in the please interact (if you don’t like it bc of the creators that’s fine though, I completely understand that)

•Christians (nothing personal, religious trauma)

•cishet allosexexual, alloromantic, monogamous allistic people (not trans, heterosexual, non-asexual spectrum, non-aromantic spectum, non polyamorus non-autistic people)

•if you dislike moths, cats, bats, cacti and/or Halloween

•“Cats<dogs”

•MHA fans

•The new ST fans (yk the ones)

•Genshin Impact Fans

———🥀——————🥀🥀——————🥀———

Holy Shit DNI Dude

•Proshitters

•Transphobes, Homophobes, Abelists, Rascists ect.

•Transmeds/TERFs/TWERTs

•Anti xenogenders/neopronouns ect.

• Anti otherkin, age/pet regre, therian ect.

•Anti self-diagnosis

•Fakeclaimers

•Beleive in disorder abuse (narcissistic abuse ect)

•Misuse tone tags

•Pro-Life/Anti-Abortion

•Make fun of Triggers/TWs

•General assholes

• Claim to be a system and are anything other than traumagenic

———🌲——————🌲🌲——————🌲———

More about us (because why not)

Fave music artists/bands:

•Ghost

•Mother Mother

•The Living Tombstone

•Jazmin Bean

•Poppy

•David Bowie

•Night Club

•Rabbit Junk

•Crim3s

•Grimes

•Mitski

•Crawlers

Hyperfixations:

•Doors

•Demon Slayer

•One Punch Man

•CRK

•CROB

•Corpse Party

•Anything related to Horror/True Crime

Frequent fronters

-Lust

-Genos

-Saitama

-Venom

-Darth Maul

-Rusty Venture

-Sergeant Hatred

-Calculester

-The Spot

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[queerautism]

someone fr sent us an ask "warning" us bc we reblogged from u, stating that you apparently

"encouraging people to leave therapy" which, good for those ppl. if its not helping you, find better coping skillls

"[encouraging people to] stop meds without medical guidance" thats a lie but like ok. just ignore the fact that u helped someone and reminded them to get a doctor emergency perscription. ok

"harrassing and attacking sysmeds despite their dni's" i understand dni's are fair and valid at times but at other times... they're not some kinda block for you to be a jerk and for a lot of posts i've seen u reblog that are from sysmeds w "dni pro endo" stuff, they're being jerks and expecting not to get consequences

"directly encouraging the violent and inappropriate behavior of its headmate and veiling with 'it's just [xer] role'" which. 1 they DID misgender hyaena which felt really gross and 2 the blog is fine?? like we don't know really what's going on over there since we don't engage TOO much in syscourse and stuff, but like... the sysmeds sound MUCH more scary and unsafe right now.

i dont even know why we're bringing this up to you. it was an anon and im also on anon so like nothing rly matters here. i just find it so funny (and im pretty sure we just reblogged something genericly system related too so like. why do they CARE lmao)

idk. i hope you have a good day. i guess we just wanted to let you know what people r saying abt u apparently.

Thank you for not just believing the lies like some people are apparently doing? It's good to know they're actively going around spreading this bullshit yeah

[decomposedfae]

DecomposedFae's About Me!

Hi! My name is Benji, you can call me that or "Fae" ♡ I haven't actually made an official "about me" to pin yet even though i've had this account for so long.

I am 19 years old, gay, genderfaun/genderqueer, and engaged

I use mainly it/its pronouns, but i also use xe/xim/xeir/xeirs, and he/him for those uncomfortable with my pronouns 🤷

I am chronically ill and neurodivergent. I am autistic, I have fibromyalgia, pcos, cptsd, bpd, anxiety, arfid, and i experience hallucinations and delusions frequently, im not entirely sure what is causing them atm though

I have recently started working with the Fae and Tarot, and I do believe faeries exist and protect over me. Please DNI if you're going to be weird over my spiritual beliefs.

Generally I would rather if you are 16+ to view my account. It is not a NSFT account, however I do talk about 🍃 along with having the possibility of discussing my hypersexuality, from now on (6/19/23) I will be tagging these posts with #decomposedfaded🍃 and/or #fae hs🔞 , please put those in your hidden tags if you don't want to see those

Likes: Frogs, Sanrio, faeries, crystals/crystal work, tarot, spirituality in general, gardening, foraging, horror games, markiplier, Baby Bugs (BEST BAND), age regression/decopacis (i plan to possibly open a shop in the future!!!)

Dislikes: Sloths, ageplayers and every variant of ageplayers (i think you're gross), gatekeeping, dsmp, being infantilized, flag discourse, "stuffed" taxidermy

DM Do's and Dont's

DO: use tone tags, send gifs/funny memes, send funny or interesting youtube videos (ESP HORROR GAMES), tell me ab ur day, discuss interests, tell me ab UR interests (even if idk what it is i love listening!!), send me music, discuss 🍃 and/or 🍄!!!

DONT: OVERuse tone tags, be under 18, talk ab nsft things without asking, vent without asking, rush me to answer, discuss sh/eds, send taxidermy, make fun of my interests/beliefs, treat me like im stupid, discuss drugs other than 🍃 or 🍄

DNI

transmedicalists, terfs, transphobes/homophobes, '"LGB" without the T', "endo"genic systems (you have to have repeated trauma in your childhood to be a system), anti-neo/xeno pronouns or xenogenders, XDLX (ddlg + variants) or support, age players or support, abdl and variants or support, anti-agere, dsmp fans, or fans of those associated with dsmp, proshippers, lolicons, pedos/"MAP", zoophiles, thinspo/pro-ana, users that call the ocean gay flag the "toothpaste" flag and attack men/nb/gnc users ab it, if you shame anyone for being attracted to men, if you're going to randomly treat me like a child

i am likely going to add more as i remember things.

Carrd: decomposedfaerie.carrd.co

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[thecirculararchive]

Bleh. I would put this on a read more or whatever but 1, mobile never cooperates with me when I try that, and 2, I just kinda wanna get this done with.

Look. I would say I don’t give a shit what people think about me on this blog, but that’s a lie. I would say I won’t interact with syscourse, but it’s never worked when I try. I always come back, and y’all drag me back so easily.

It’s not hard to scroll back a year and see how pro-endo I was. Hell, I do to this day. I scroll back and see how much of an asshole I used to be. How I used to be as aggressive and batshit as so many of the hate anons have been @ me lately. I’m glad I’ve grown. But I still believe Endogenics COULD exist.

But I’m not going to just discredit the science that got us here. And I’m not going to ignore the fact that the instant I was no longer radically inclusive - the instant I said “I would love to see sources on this topic!” the community that had loved, fostered, and cared for me while anti-endos called for my blood suddenly HATED me. Suddenly dragged me headfirst into syscourse. Suddenly, I was a disgusting sysmed.

I am so, so tired of having to be Online 24/7. If I choose not to reply to someone - for example, today, with navel - due to the lack of energy caused by syscourse and the drama and also the fact that, oh yeah, it’s been 3 months since I last fronted, and I usually go years between fronting… I thought it would be okay to say “I don’t have the energy to waste here” in the quick 4 minute class change.

Instead, I decide to check back in during lunch, to see they’ve once again twisted my words, and decided to “reality check” me during my “pity party.”

I’m so sorry I’m suicidal, traumatized, and lack energy. I’m so sorry that I can’t engage with syscourse constantly. And yes, people on both sides say that “you can just leave.” But when I do that, I get messages of “are you ever going to address this” and “I guess you’re just okay with this heinous thing.” Fuck man, I literally just went to bat today for someone who didn’t have the energy to respond to someone else’s bullshit, because they shouldn’t need to be in syscourse 24/7, and someone else was still mentioning an event ages after it happened - all because they never got a response.

Not even a few months ago, I said I would move away from syscourse and try to make memes. But I can’t anymore. I don’t have the Funny Haha bone anymore. This whole syscourse thing took it out of me. I can’t even grasp how fucked up this whole culture is.

And the worst part is, I enjoy educating others. I’m a teacher. It’s my job. I enjoy discussing what I know from my years of being pro-endo, and what I know now about OSDDID. But all I’ve been getting lately is endogenic hate, and anti-endo positivity. Of course that’s what my blog will become geared towards when all the endo community is giving me lately is hatred, harassment, and dragging me endlessly back into syscourse.

I’m even making a new blog to start over soon. Something less polarized and without bias. So. Expect this blog to become a dumping ground I guess? Ugh fuck I’m rambling, I just need these thoughts out of my head.

Tl;Dr: I’m tired of syscourse, and while I would like to step away from it, it’s hard when people constantly drag me back in. Furthermore, I work to educate, and misinformation keeps finding its way on my dash. I’m going to try and correct it when I see it. I am *actually* genuinely sorry that I can’t be better for my followers and for those who want more from me. I do try my best.

That’s all. I’m good now. Thx

[kipandkandicore]

love how they say "endos dont have did/osdd" like most of the time yeah lol (in terms of nondisordered) thats why we call ourselves non disordered. Plus uh please state where in the DSM where it says you need trauma to have a dissociative disorder, (which is, by word, not a trauma disorder)

also lmao its so funny when people say "stfu disorder faker" or "you dont have did" like bro we, we call ourselves non disordered, so this means nothing??? Also when they say endos invade traumagenic and / or did/osdd spaces when ive never seen a (non disordered) endo in a traumagenic space, like we call ourselves endogenic because we do not want to be in traumagenic or did/osdd spaces because they arent ours. and then they proceed to raid our servers, invade our boundaries and post their hate in our tags.

also like what are they gonna say to an endogenic who is diagnosed with did/osdd? like "yeah the psychologist with many many years of schooling is wrong trust me im a guy on the internet and you do not have this disorder which you have many / all symptoms of and have been diagnosed with"

also i will be roaming this blog as i like it, i might send a good few asks, feel free to call me / tag me as some cool nickname

sure we’ll tag you as “morpho knight anon” because that’s cool and one of our headmates suggested it haha

yeah, it’s getting increasingly harder to find common ground with endophobes. like we used to be able to have real honest discussions on here, and we still can sometimes, it just seems like mostly we’re met with anger and baseless vitriol through anonymous asks these days.

we understand that a lot of bad stuff has been happening in the world lately and people are wound up and pissed off. we personally think these anti endos are taking out their hate and frustration at the ableism they face daily on pro endos who literally play no role in the ableism they suffer through (if that makes sense…).

we think endophobes would likely say someone isn’t endogenic even if they claim to be, whether or not they have a did/osdd diagnosis. most of the arguments we’ve seen from anti endos are just fakeclaims and ableist dog whistles. it’s really getting old tbh!

we’re actually putting together some statistics on plural tags to try and determine if nontraumagenic systems are posting in disordered specific tags and vice versa! it’s going to take us a while to put together, but we’re looking forward to seeing the results.

[kitkatmelon]

FREE PALESTINE!!!!！ IF YOU DISAGREE - DIE!

[pt: FREE PALESTINE!!!!！ IF YOU DISAGREE - DIE!]

It/void/disc/rot & Any pronouns in Croatian

Other info (link) (clickey) badly made incomplete art page i also make music but its uhhhhhh so ask me for the link if youre curious cuz i do also have that up

LUNAR VOW:CRIMSON LOVE HAVER !!!!!

[pt: LUNAR VOW:CRIMSON LOVE HAVER !!!!!]

Monikaromantic/hj

i hate cops theyre useless

WII U ENTHUSIAST

Friend code: SW-8476-2310-8811 (i barely use my switch anymore bc i dont like paying for games)

HI3 UID: 204621479 (EU server)

let me be annoying it restores hp

Discord is just @kitkatmelon <-NOT RIGHT NOW ITS MITHRILLING TIL MY OLD ACCOUNT DELETES SO I CAN GET KITKATMELON AGAIN OKAY ITS KITKATMELON AGAIN

✦/✧ (not pronouns)

DONT SOFT-BLOCK ME ILL FORGET OR NOT REALIZE PLEASE JUST BLOCK ME

[pt: DONT SOFT-BLOCK ME ILL FORGET OR NOT REALIZE PLEASE JUST BLOCK ME]

@herrscherofasterite is one of the blogs i made when this one was terminated that i guess they also unbanned 😭 there's i think 3 other ones still banned that might spawn back into the orbit at some point

Both my profile picture and banner are my edits of Sirin from the Second Eruption manga ONLY FOR MYSELF. NO USE EVEN WITH CREDIT. NONE. MY EDIT GRRR forgot to remove this after changing theme but yea. Point still stands for anything original in my layout (currently just the luna image)

[pt: Both my profile picture and banner are my edits of Sirin from the Second Eruption manga ONLY FOR MYSELF. NO USE EVEN WITH CREDIT. NONE. MY EDIT GRRR]

i now tag triggers most of the time but. Beware

[pt: i now tag triggers most of the time but. Beware ]

DNI: ASSHOLES AND PRO-CONTACT PEDO/ZOO/NECROPHILES. ASSHOLES INCLUDES ANTI MOGAI AND ANTI ENDO.

[pt: DNI: ASSHOLES AND PRO-CONTACT PEDO/ZOO/NECROPHILES . ASSHOLES INCLUDES ANTI MOGAI AND ANTI ENDO.]

Tagging system*:

hhh = neutral bookmark tag. Most common save tag (most things in it)

Good post = bookmark tag that means i either find the post genuinely good or funny.

Best post =advanced good post

Save = like hhh but slightly less common and older

Save 2 = old hhh

A = old hhh

Postpost = kinda like hhh basically only used for a few posts

Bad fucking post = the post is bad. I had a bad experience reading it and the poster is at fault.

kill= the post is about bad things that make me angry

Worst post = usually more well known bad fucking posts

Old post = up until 2019 with exceptions if thw post has a lot of notes and has old post vibes

Resources = anything really. Mostly for myself. Mostly links

Save forever = mostly like very important advice etc.

L8r = bookmark for when i cant engage w/ the post (fully read, watch video, listen to attached audio etc.) at the moment so I mark it for later. This tag has multiple variations that are just an older version of it no longer in use.

Reminder = for myself, usually to send the post to someone

Png = for images but inconsistent

Txt= original text posts. occasionally with images

Askmelon = my asks

Balkan posting = self explanatory

Technology hates me = if you wanna be tech support for me this one's for you. Some of it is me asking for help and some of it is just ranting.

Q/queue = queued posts. Not all queued posts are tagged only ones that would be confusing if it's not clarified

Layouts= icons, headers, wallpapers etc. I didn't want a separate tag for each thing so. Layouts.

blorboposting- yeah

desktop update - what my desktop wallpaper is like at the moment (yes i went and edited all the old ones to tag it)

Incomprehensible = people not very online wouldn't know what it was about much

[eraserheadbabys]

watching a popular pro endo blogger make up a guy to get mad at and insisting that definitely every anti endo is this guy even though its blatantly not true and not what literally anyone thinks is so funny

[goodvibesatpeace]

10 Secrets Marijuana Smokers Won’t Tell You

10 secrets Marijuana smokers won’t tell you... “but why Will”.. “I don’t know they are too busy getting high”

I know it’s not.. but happy 4/20 by the way... and for those that don’t know, 4/20 is like a super happy worldwide Marijuana holiday. Everybody is getting high.. they are getting high in the bathroom, in the kitchen.. even in the garage :)

So 4/20 where did that come from? In the 1920′s, a group of Friends were like “hey, let’s meet up everyday at 4:20pm and get high”... What a great idea, little did they know that they would be the inspiration for a massive holiday.

People often ask me

“Will, do you smoke Marijuana”  

I don’t smoke Marijuana, I have a lot of Friends that smoke Marijuana and I see what it does to them... I have had an experience with two massive weed cookies and, guess what, I didn’t even know they were weed cookies.... so they kicked in like an hour later when I was in whole foods and I was getting really thirsty... and I am like

“Where did I park my car” 

Ok, we have a lot to dive into... this 4/20 I have a lot of people writing into me saying

“Marijuana has really helped them along their journey”

and some people write into me saying they want to stop altogether... and some people are just curious.

I get my energy from the natural good ass Prana... at the same time, I know the benefits of Marijuana. So we are going to dive into everything, the pros and the cons.

Cannabis sativa, one of the oldest crops cultivated by man... our Ancestors, yeah, were getting high big time. 10,000 BC in Ancient China, there is Archaeological evidence... ropes being imprinted in broken pottery. In Ancient Egypt, the goddess Seshat... goddess of writing... wait a minute.... what’s above her head? A massive cannabis leaf, she wasn’t even hiding it either, she was getting high... So our Ancestors were getting high. 

Hemp has over 50,000 uses and the 7 day vegan challenge, that is why I am always eating Hemp baby... I am always eating Hemp.

What is the first secret that Marijuana smokers won’t tell you.... Do you know someone that has taken Marijuana recently? What are they like? Be honest.... It’s mind altering... it break’s down mind structure and my experience eating two giant weed cookies was like “Wow”... it was almost as if my ego was dissolving and reality was looking very strange, very different... I could almost see the illusion of the world we all are living in. And I have a lot of Friends that smoke Marijuana regularly and they tell me that it is so mind altering and this could be because of THC... the active compound chemical in Cannabis.... the Cannabinoids. Cannabis is illegal in a lot of countries but it has recently become legalized in some US states... and it gives people paradigm shifts. A lot of people that take Marijuana regularly often fell like things aren’t as real as they appear to be and that could be because of the THC. It gives us that natural high, it is natural because it’s a plant... do you know that our Brain can actually produce our own Cannabinoids? We have an Endo-Cannabinoid system.... so it’s mind altering, you start to see reality in a whole new way.

What is the second secret that Marijuana smokers won’t tell you... that there was a study by Canadian researchers from the Journal of Drug and Alcohol Review which showed that if you are consuming Weed you don’t have a big need for Alcohol. It reduces the need for Alcohol, prescription Drugs, illicit Drugs.... it found 80% substituted in for prescription Drugs, 50% substituted it for Alcohol and 32% substituted it for illicit Drugs. So many people who are taking Marijuana, it is helping them not become addicted to Alcohol, prescription Drugs and illicit Drugs.... so it is doing a lot of good.

What is the third secret that Marijuana smokers won’t tell you... This is where we are going to talk about a con because I am always talking about the benefits of Marijuana. Staci Gruber, a neuro-scientist, she talk’s about how teenagers and young adults consuming a lot of Marijuana, smoking a lot of Marijuana.... they exhibit more impulsive behavior than their peers, she also went on to show how they have a different Brain, white matter. And also how they have a poorer cognitive and executive functioning.... now a lot of people who are smoking right now are probably thinking “What” and I often find this fascinating that... sometimes people that smoke Marijuana might perform poorer when it comes to cognitive tasks. But what I really feel about this is that, many people who are smoking a lot of Marijuana.... reality starts to look funny, period... You are not going to want to sit all the time in School because you are starting to realize so much of what we have been told has been a lie. So Marijuana is really helping you open your mind... but always be aware of other research which you may not like to hear because it could open your mind to something you didn’t see before. 

What is the fourth secret... Marijuana helps people with chronic pain... and this is because of the Cannabinoids, Arthritis because Cannabis, the Cannabidiol... What happens? It reduces the inflammation so it’s a powerful Medicine for people who have pain problems... it does wonders.

What is the fifth secret... There was this famous study in the British Journal of Cancer which showed that the THC in Marijuana actually inhibited tumor growth, brain tumor growth, so scientists all around the world are already starting to see the benefits of Marijuana when it comes to tumor growth and reducing it

What is the sixth secret.... Breast Cancer... The US National Library of Medicine.. they published a study which was conducted by the California Pacific Medical Center, and they found that, guess what, the Cannabinoids in Marijuana inhibited Breast Cancer. Self proliferation and and invasion... and it also reduced the tumor mass... so Marijuana is doing wonders for people with Breast Cancer.

What is the seventh secret... Colorado Researchers found that people who were smoking Marijuana a lot had decreased amount of Migraines. So it helps people dealing with Migraines.... so if you are someone that is getting high right now as your reading this post... Do you have a Migraine? No.. OK :) That is a huge benefits, Headaches and Migraines, it helps a lot.

What is the eight secret... Now this is another con... Scientists have found, even in Harvard, Stanford... that Marijuana may cause people to become more paranoid which may even lead to Schizophrenia...Don’t tell me that :). My experience taking them two massive weed cookies, I was becoming a little bit jittery but I feel that... my Friends who smoke Marijuana a lot, they have been doing for so long that their just chill all the time as their body is used to it. And I feel it depends on Why you are smoking Marijuana for.... I have a Friend who is doing it that says when they are smoking it, it is like they are entering oneness, there is no separation. But, a lot of research shows that it can cause paranoia so just remind yourself... if you have Friends around you who are always pressurizing you to taking it, don’t take it because they are taking it... follow your Heart and do what works for you. I know that, when I had taken those cookies... I was driving and it was hard for me to concentrate and, luckily, I pulled over and then I went to the Hospital. But, the research shows as well that people who are consuming a lot of Marijuana have a increased risk of car accidents... if they are high and driving at the same time. So sometimes you have got to become aware of this kind of research because it’s so important.

What is the ninth secret... Their is a Marijuana based drug called Epidiolex which has been found to reduce compulsive Seizures in people who have Epilepsy. I actually saw a video of a guy who has Epilepsy and they gave him some Marijuana and he just calmed down a few minutes afterwards... it was a viral video. So the benefits, what Marijuana is doing for people... it is helping them heal, it is helping people who have Seizures... this can only be a positive thing, it can only be something to be celebrated.

And what the the tenth secret baby.... Marijuana reduces Nausea and Vomiting associated with Chemotherapy. So, once again, we are seeing how Marijuana is like The Great Healer.. can we just have a moment of silence for Marijuana right now :)... especially on 4/20................Ok, thats good :)

But we are told in our Society that it is a Drug.. no no.. nobody has ever died from smoking Marijuana but, every year, 6 million people die from Tobacco.

And there saying, by the end of the century.... Tobacco related diseases could kill up to 1 billion people.

So when I look at it like “Oh, I get it”... because when I took them two massive weed cookies it was almost as if I would see the TV and see all the lies inside of it... Tel-li-vision, Tell Lie Vision.. Tells lies to your vision.. ummm :)

Could you imagine if everybody was smoking Marijuana? Everywhere you looked... what kind of a society do you think we would be living in? Probably a more civilized one :)

So there you have it... 10 secrets that Marijuana smokers won’t tell you... Once again, do your own research. As I see... I don’t even smoke Marijuana but I realize I might have to use it. I might have to smoke it if I have chronic pain because there are so many benefits of Marijuana and more evidence is coming out as we speak.

So a happy 4/20 to those deep divers right now, even though its not 4/20 :) I celebrate with you... and all that happens is you just say

Feels so good to be alive Baby!”

You are Worthy…You are Enough… You are Beautiful… You are Powerful….just the way you are!

Have a wonderful day!

Much Love to all… There are many deep waters out there!!.. go in peace my friends :)

[sophieinwonderland]

oh my gosh how DARE an adult have a porn blog relating to systemhood? :O /sarcasm

its weird to see someone just send you a random anon ask about someone elses blog like... so what circular has a porn blog? why does that matter unless the blog has posted some interesting syscourse stuff lol

Yeah, it's really weird. LOL!

It's not like this is a puritan community, even if I try to keep my own blog relatively clean most of the time. (There have been what I view as necessary exceptions.)

I remember this happening last year, too. Only, it was anti-endos witch-hunting a prominent pro-endo system for having an 18+ blog.

And it's funny seeing that anon asking what syscourse is coming to, because I imagine they must have not been on Tumblr when syscourse overlapped with kink at pride discourse, anti-endos were demonizing a pro-endo for having a technically-SFW picture of a person in a dog mask on their 18+ blog that showed less skin than most people show at the Beach, and one anti-endo systems' little threatened to physically assault queer people at Pride showing kinks.

That certainly made for some very dramatic syscourse.

Anyway, yeah. My blog is mostly clean, but overall, I'm sex positive. And while their blog isn't an actual porn blog, I really wouldn't care if it was unless it was. 🤷‍♀️

[queerautism]

Also i dont even like to call myself pro-endo like its an ideology and not the regular state of going "other ppls identity is none of my business actually it is whatever they say it is"

It's not a funny discourse topic its ppls lives its r3al