#its such a harrowing experience

[boeing747]

i think specifically the most difficult thing to articulate to straight people in your life is the extremely specific gay loneliness. like it's not so much even the lack of a social circle but the loneliness of exclusion from so many of the predetermined experiences that culture and society teaches us that we must have or whatever and then in turn the loneliness of the fact that cishet people will understand eachother through their relationships to these events that gay/trans people just have no access too. like of course this isn't always the case but ive often had the experience of talking to someone and knowing i see them as a fullly realized person and they find it difficult to do the same for me.

[thatneoncrisis]

would harrow baby trap Gideon

i cannot stress enough that there isnt a power in the known universe that would get harrow to make a baby with her fucking body let alone to keep some broad in her life. shed lock gideon in a bathroom saw style before it came to that

[eskildit]

i knowwwww its probably not gonna happen but truly i would give anything for a silas appearance in AtN. him in hell trying to find colums lost soul. harrow in hell doing whatever shes doing in act one. silas and harrow forced to walk together. metaphorical get along shirt.

[biblicalhorror]

Just got diagnosed with tooth ptsd lmfao

[jaxaliel]

robin hobb should be writing yuri

[bees-tes-blog]

big gore x vigilant spoilers

thinking about the way gore loses himself and commits atrocities for your sake when you’re separated in act 3, after repeatedly affirming in the beginning that he’s not a killer anymore. god. I mean, it is, in a twisted sort of way, really moving to see the lengths he’s willing to go for the player. but more importantly, after 10 years, no one would have had the right to blame him if he chose to move on. just. augh

[eternal-brainrot]

*voice of the mc from starmyu* I DONT KNOW HOW TO GIVE UP ON MY DREAMS!!! :D

rekindled my passion for theatre costume and refuse to give up despite failing to get contacts and a job out of uni and some of my teachers convincing me i was shit and the elitism of a lot of the costume industry ;^; it was my dream for so so long!!!! i tried so so so hard!!! why should it be too late!!! i am STUBBORN and DETERMINED it is my best and worst trait and i cant believe it failed me for a while BUT NOT ANYMORE

[hauntedwizardmoment]

enjoying alt rock while being a minority means finding an artist that makes really good songs, seeing theyre a white guy who has "christ is my king" in the artist bio on spotify, extensively googling and social media stalking to confirm that the guy isnt a white supremacist, finding out that his fiancee is a bisexual sex worker, and tentatively concluding for now that he's normal and chill

[selfcontainedunivcrse]

I think abt Evan and I get sad. Evan and his gradually less gratuitous tragic backstory but whatever i do he does remain 15

[solcarow]

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[ap-sadistics]

GOD.

H. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DIDNT EXPECT AN S RANK FR. hgbkdjfljsdlk. i am NOT good at hi fi rush (getting just timing specifically.) but i was attempting to get the 30x multiplier power up tower up challenge. and did not realize that the timing did not matter here. i think. the multiplier is what determines your rank.... bruh..... BUT AAAAAAAAAAA I DID IT I S RANKED POWER UP TOWER UP AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

also. ahdksjkdf looke at this

this was literally the previous attempt skdjfhkjdllk. i wasnt trying to the high score on this i was focusing on clearing the partner power up tower up challenge. so my score is shit. but *points*. look at my highest combo tho. going ham.

[lamphous]

do you guys remember puff the magic dragon. what the fuck was that. I don't think I've ever so much as thought about that song and not started crying. like cat's in the cradle for toddlers. what the hell was that.

[unproduciblesmackdown]

and i draw parallels solely on the cinematographic basis of “when my man is no more than a millimeter away from perturbation at all times but you give the Whole Right Half Of The Screen 3/4 Closeup of Harrowing Recontextualizations” like that’s right. we’re living it up

[heavencasteel420]

Not trying to be mean or catty, but I know it will come off as such so I’m tagging accordingly. The two ways I can realistically* see St*ncy playing out at this point are:

Jonathan dies and Steve gets a repressed bisexual Cat on a Hot Tin Roof thing going with Nancy (aka the Sad Stoncy scenario) (this might actually work eventually if they talk about their feelings).

Nancy gets with Steve because things are too complicated with Jonathan, who has his own issues to deal with and moves away from Hawkins. Only it turns out Steve has some of the very same issues re: not knowing what to do with his life. They’re not all tangled up in complicated family dynamics and ACEs, which should make things simpler, but they’re also harder to address because Steve is just fundamentally not that invested in deriving a lot of meaning from a career/education at this point in his life. He was kind of hoping that being with Nancy would change that, too, so he’s pretty frustrated himself! She tries to encourage him to go to community college or find something to do near Emerson, but he keeps putting it off. Worse case scenario, he gets it into his head that the solution to everything is to get back into his dad’s good graces and take a position at the…business factory? Which is obviously way worse to Nancy than her 20yo boyfriend goofing off for a while. They break up during the summer after her first year at Emerson after having an argument prompted by the movie St. Elmo’s Fire. It’s a relief to both of them at that point.

*Realistically to me personally. I don’t expect the show to share my vision.

[daisythornes]

i have finished brutes and holy jesus that book was fucked. i love it.

[doebt]

Im fr i genuinely like dont hate retail. YES i havent worked there very long but its nice being able to help people and see all the different people and be able to show them where the baby shampoo is or whatever. i like it TBH