#jay and keeley this is entirely for you

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Ted Kravitz gets distracted by the Las Vegas monorail while filming Ted's Qualifying Notebook at the Las Vegas Grand Prix 2023

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In The Static | Ted Lasso

Pairing: Ted Lasso x reader (no y/n) Wordcount: 2.1k Warnings: panic attack/talks of panic attacks, vague mentions of trauma. That's about it I think, it's a touch angst and hurt/comfort I suppose. Fluff. Summary: Ted thought he was past his panic attacks until he encounters another, and you follow him to make sure he's okay. A/N: "now jay" you might be saying "wasn't the last thing you posted smut almost a year ago?" and the answer is yes. But i've recently become insanely attached to Ted Lasso, and I dipped my toe into writing more than a wip. SO here's my middle aged white man of the month. Enjoy :)

“REFEREE!!!” Keeley stands with a force that causes her to latch onto your arm to keep from falling forward. It continues to astound you that for such a tiny lady, she really contains an insane amount of spunk. One of the opposing team’s men had just slid Sam’s legs out from under himself, causing him to land hard on his shoulder. The game had been a rough one so far, more aggressive and bitter than most. Richmond had been respectful at first (as per usual) but the second their opponents had started playing violent and dirty, that changed.

Roy and Beard were obviously shouting and pointing angrily, though you couldn’t make out what they were saying from your seat in the box. Ted, however, was standing stiffly with his balled fists shoved into the pockets of his Richmond zip-up. You can feel that something is off. Even if you can’t see his face, you know him well enough to read his body language. There’s mere minutes left in the game and the teams are tied.

Rebecca is already standing and gathering her belongings to head back in, gesturing for the lot of you to follow. That’s exactly what you begin to do before the crowd goes ape-shit, jumping from their seats and screaming so loud it makes your head thrum. 

“ROJAS INTERCEPTS THE KICK AND PASSES TO TARTT AND JUST LIKE THAT-”

You turn just in time to watch Jamie kick the ball into the net, the stadium erupting in cheers that shake the ground.

“AFC RICHMOND TAKES ANOTHER VICTORY 2-1 IN A SHOCKING LAST SECOND SCORE”

Keeley, Higgins, and Rebecca rejoice, grabbing at each other in shock. Placing your fingers between your lips you let out a piercing whistle, jumping up and down as thousands of chants echo. You look down to your coaches, expecting to see all three soaking in the sweet relief of not gaining another loss. Instead, you see Ted darting for the locker room, head down with his phone held two inches from his face. It was obvious to you that he was trying to use it as a cover. 

“I’ll meet back with you guys later, I’ve gotta check something real quick.” 

They smile and wave you off, relishing in the buzzing excitement clearly felt throughout the facility. As much as you wish you could join them in celebration, you were pretty sure Ted needed you more. So you slip through the small crowds with ease, having much practice during your time with Richmond, taking the back staircase to the locker room hallway. 

At first you check his office, finding only his jacket laying on the floor. The second spot you search is the right one, opening the door to darkness. You almost turn and leave but a staggered breath gives him away. 

“Ted?” you whisper, stepping into the boot room and closing the door gently. He sniffles almost silently and hums in response, curling in on himself when the lights flicker on at your touch.. You’ve never seen him look so small before, his entire body condensed into half of his height in the corner of the room, the sight moving you to shut the lights back off for his sake.

“Hey,” you murmur softly, walking over to kneel in front of him. He has his head placed between his knees, hands on the back of head with his fingers intertwined tightly. As much as you know of his panic attacks, you’ve never been present for one. Something tells you he tends to keep it that way with everyone around him. 

However, you’re well versed with them yourself.

“I’m gonna sit beside you, but I won’t touch you unless you say it’s okay.”

You lower yourself onto the ground, the floor cold beneath your already freezing ass. England's weather was not kind to the warm blooded. Ted doesn’t lift his head all the way, simply angles it towards you just enough for an eye to peek out from behind his arm. He looks at you with the gaze of a wounded puppy, eyes red and wet, smeared with warm tears.

The silence that follows is deafening, a faint ringing the only thing you hear. Ted looks like he wants to say something, but thinks better of it. It’s not like you can blame him. The last time he opened up to someone he considered close about his panic attacks, it ended up plastered on every magazine and tabloid across the country. Trust within himself and others had been fractured- not broken. No one could ever betray Coach Lasso enough to break that within him, it was fundamental to who he was as a person.

After a few more minutes of silence his foot slides over to yours, just barely nudging it. He lifts his head and sniffles, using his sleeve to wipe the mix of tears and snot off his face.

“I want to tell you about it, I do. I’m just… stuck. Feels like if I tell you, it’ll be too much,” he murmurs, keeping his foot pressed to yours.

“I understand, Ted,” you whisper. “I started having panic attacks before I was even a teenager. I’d been through things- rough things -and they plagued me for years.” He begins to unfurl himself, listening intently to every word you say, the blatant honesty and vulnerability easing his anxiety. “It took me a while to open up to anyone about them, let alone a therapist. I spent so long trying to hide them, that when I finally did get help I felt like a fake.” 

Ted adjusts himself to sit up straighter, shimmying closer so your shoulders touch. You can tell he’s trying to be inconspicuous about it, but the man is known to be anything but subtle.  Outside you can hear the boys begin filing into the hallway, headed for the locker room surely for some type of victory activity. Their shadows dance across the wall in the darkened boot room, slashed into segments by the blinds slanted slightly open. Both of you seemed to have held your breaths as they passed, because as soon as they’re gone there’s a simultaneous exhale of relief.

An amused breath comes from Ted, palm pressing from the corner of his eye to the tip of his cheekbone to wipe away the stray tears. He knocks his knee against yours and dares to glance at you, opening up enough to make eye contact. Here in this room, he looks more human than you think you’ve ever seen him. For the most part he keeps his mood insanely optimistic, tending to care more about others happiness than his own. It gave him an almost otherworldly bounce to his step and light to his eyes. 

But now that he’s sat no more than two inches in front of you with puffy eyes and a chewed lip, Ted is just… a broken man. 

“You’ll never be too much, Ted. It’s normal to feel stuck, and it’s okay to not be able to talk about it yet.” His eyes flick to your hand when you lift it towards him, a lifeline of trust, openness in the form of warm skin and an upward facing palm. Internal conflict tugs at his lungs, his breath hitching as he weighs his options for all of five seconds before taking your hand. You are someone Ted knows he can always find solace in. 

Someone who he could spot in a crowd of thousands, someone who he will always seek out. 

His other hand reaches to pat the top of yours, rubbing his thumb against your skin in soothing circles. A shuddered breath begins to pass his lips, but he smothers it to ashes with the cool press of a kiss to your wrist. 

Humming amusedly at the feeling of his mustache tickling your skin, you lean your head on his shoulder, moving slightly as they lift with the intake of air into his lungs. “I suppose you’re right. I just feel bad that I haven’t spoken to you ‘bout it,” he tsk’s softly to himself, carefully navigating his brain for the right words. 

“I was fine out there, y’know? I’ve been doin’ better, Sharon’s helped a lot. But it just got so loud, and everything felt out of my control- out of any of our boys’ control and I- I just couldn’t breathe. Tunnel vision, boom, just like that.”

You whisper encouragements softly under your breath, murmurs of ‘it’s okay’ and ‘you can keep going’ pushing him gently in the right direction. Voices can be heard from the locker room, loud cheering and chanting from the team acting as muffled background noise for Ted’s moment of vulnerability. 

“After everything that happened with Nate, I learned to mask it a bit better I guess. That’s the fancy word Doc told me about,” the corner of his lips quirks up “I figured I’d be okay in here for a bit anyway, then you walked in.” Your brows furrow and you pull away from his shoulder, opening your mouth to apologize for intruding but he beats you to it.

“No, no, that sounded different than I meant. I am very glad that you found me here. I needed you even if I didn’t know it,” he traces the details of your face with his eyes, not stopping you when you move your head back down to his shoulder. 

“I think you’ve worked on it so much quicker than you realize, Ted. It wasn’t that long ago, yeah? Healing and improving takes time, and it’s okay that it takes time. I certainly took my time,” you muse, channeling your own therapist’s word. “But I think it’s right on par with who you are, who I know you to be, that you got on it as fast as you did. Even if it was begrudgingly at first.”

“Yeah, Doc definitely had her work cut out.”

You laugh, normally at first but then Ted snorts and you both lose it, bodies bumping against each other with the shakes that come with post-meltdown laughs. Soon enough you’re both wiping away tears of a different variety, the air in the room much lighter than before. You take that moment to push yourself up and off the floor, lending a hand to Ted to pull him up.

“I am immensely proud of you, Coach Lasso. So is the team. You have a very large family backing you up, as unorthodox as said family is.” You take one step closer, hand still holding onto his, pressed between your bodies. Taking your free hand, you hold the side of his face and lean in to kiss his cheek, thumb stroking his jaw. 

Ted presses into your lips, chasing your touch even when you turn to the door. Twisting the knob open you find Will standing there, boots tied by their laces hanging over his shoulder, hand outreached to grab the now absent handle. 

He blinks at the two of you for a second, gaze one of vague shock, before curling his lips in an embarrassed smile and stepping out of the way.

“Not a word, Will,” you sing-song when he opens his mouth, pulling Ted down the hall to stand outside of the locker room door. 

You can hear Roy in the middle of a somehow happy/angry sounding congratulation speech that only he is capable of, grinning and turning to face your Coach once more. “Now, get your butt in there and relish in the sweet taste of winning.”

“I mean, relish is pretty tasty-”

“Ted.”

“Yep,” Ted takes a deep breath and nods, squeezing your hand “you coming in with me?” 

“I don’t want to intrude on your moment, Coach.”

He rolls his eyes exaggeratedly and pushes the door open, dragging you with him. The boys’ faces light up, immediately rushing to storm him, all reaching to touch him and jumping up and down. Their team song buzzing and bouncing along with them.

“WE’RE RICHMOND TILL WE DIE, WE’RE RICHMOND TILL WE DIE, WE KNOW WE ARE, WE’RE SURE WE ARE, WE’RE RICHMOND TILL WE DIE”

You slide past the group, safely reaching Roy and Beard without your feet being stomped on. The smile on your face is one of pure joy and contentment, not faltering when Beard slides to your side, bumping your elbow. 

“Thanks,” he speaks, nodding towards Ted. It’s easy to know what he means immediately, always one to be of few words. 

“No need to thank me,” you reply easily, watching your family bond even more “it’s what we do.”

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Filthy Sweet Part 3

The entire house smelled like sex. Every inch. Even from the farthest room the smacking sounds echoed through the house emanating from Jamie’s bedroom. 

It was the final day of Jamie’s heat. He was drunk off happiness and the scent of Roy’s cum where it covered the insides of his thighs and soaked into the bedding. Keeley’s own warm scent was overwhelming as the omega smiled into her, tongue as deep as he could get it. Keeley had her hands in his hair, holding him against her as she bucked against his mouth, reaching her climax. He could help but moan, Roy was driving into him, cock sliding in and out easily, Keeley was twitching against his tongue, it was heaven. 

Jamie was soaked through with slick and cum, stretched out from knots, real and fake, and completely relaxed. There was no way to squeeze out another orgasm from his body but he was happy to be the tool to give his alpha one more, to give his mommy one more. 

“Are you giggling down there?” Keeley asked as he caught her breath. She pulled his face up by his hair, he shoved himself up on his arms, smiling as more giggles shook their way from his chest. He rocked with the even rhythm Roy had created, smile wide on his face, eyes glowing gold and unfocused. Keeley watched him as his smile melted down into a face of pure pleasure as Roy bit into his shoulder, cumming inside for the who-knows-how-many-th time. 

“That feel good Jamie? You cum?” Keeley asked as Roy laid across the omega’s back, out of breath and shaky. Jamie just went back to smiling, tears in his eyes. He shook his head before laying it on Keeley’s belly. 

“You didn’t cum?” She asked and started playing with his hair. He shook his head again, one hand reaching up to rub and down her side. Roy purred where he was nearly passed out on top of Jamie, he didn’t knot but he liked being inside of the omega. 

“Can’t. Nothing left. Heat’s over.” Jamie mumbled and Roy hummed, sitting up and slowly pulling out. Keeley let her eyes close as a sigh of relief left her. It had been a good, no, great few days. But it was also very very tiring. And she was sore . 

Jamie just purred and stayed where he was. Best. Heat. Ever. He never felt that good before. He was relaxed, warm and worn, stuffed full and dripping, face and mouth sticky from cum and tears and sweat. He felt fucking disgusting. It was perfect. 

“He’s so gone. I’ll get a shower in the guest bath if you wanna get him in the bath. He’s gonna need a far more throughout washing than what I’m up for right now. Be a good alpha and wash him up, yeah?” Keeley asked and looked at Roy’s amber eyes. She could tell he was starting to feel his rut coming on. He flexed his jaw and nodded, not even attempting a grunt in response. He would go nonverbal soon enough, lost to the rolling need to bite and mark and mate.  

Roy got his hands under Jamie’s arms, pulling him up onto his knees, letting Keeley untangle herself from the nest. 

“Be good for Daddy, Jay, he’s starting to feel a little emotional. He’s going to wash you up in the tub while I get a shower. Okay?” Keeley explained as Roy nosed at the back of Jamie’s neck, arms wrapped tightly around the omega’s body so they were chest to back, Jamie hanging onto Roy’s arms lightly. Jamie smiled, so pretty, lips and face still covered with Keeley’s slick. 

“Okay, Mommy. Inside too?” The omega looked down at himself. He only got hard once, his cock had given a weak twitch and he’d cum over his own belly. He didn’t like smelling like his own spend. He loved the scent that overpowered it all though. Roy’s cum. It was filling him, leaking out of him, covering his skin. 

Keeley ran her hands through Jamie’s hair before pulling Roy’s curls, making him face her. He was drunk, mouth open, drool starting to pool just inside his lips, eye’s aflame. He looked at her, eye’s far away, arms squeezing ever closer to his omega. 

“You need to wash him inside. Not just your mouth, get him as clean as you can. If you do a good job, I’ll get you a cigarette. You’d love that wouldn’t you? A nice cigarette out on the back patio, your omega nice and warm in the sun, I’ll get a soda and split it between us. Do a good job and I’ll let you have that.” Keeley said, leaning in to mouth at Roy’s ears and neck, trying to avoid the bristly beard that had formed over the few days of not shaving. 

“Fuck, yes, gonna make him so perfect. Clean and warm. Fuckin’ perfect.” Roy growled out, moving his face to lip at Keeley’s wrist. Jamie broke out in another round of giggles, loving the way he was talked around rather than to . Keeley scratched at Roy’s beard for a moment before pressing a kiss to both of her boys’s foreheads. She stretched for a moment, ignoring the fact both of the men were looking at her naked body with pure focus and love, before walking to the guest room and getting into the shower. 

Roy liked sitting with Jamie. He liked the scent of himself minging with the omega’s sweet slick smell. He liked hearing the omega’s strong purrs. He liked the fact Jamie was relaxed and warm and used and happy in his arms. It took a few minutes of just sitting up on their knees for Roy to finally get out of bed, hauling Jamie up onto his feet, and stumble to the ensuite. 

“Stay” Roy growled out as he sat Jamie on the sink counter. Jamie just smiled and reached for his toothbrush, lazily brushing his teeth as he watched Roy tinker with the tub before getting settled and watching it fill. Roy came back to Jamie, taking the brush from his hand. Jamie made a confused noise until Roy was brushing his teeth for him. Jamie couldn’t help but smile as Roy took control over him, taking care of him. 

“Spit” Roy ordered and pushed Jamie over the sink bowl by the back of his neck. Jamie complied and closed his eyes when he noticed Roy wetting a cloth to wipe his face with. 

“In, C’mon” Roy mumbled and pulled at Jamie to get him into the tub. Roy climbed in first, pushing his back to the very back of the large garden tub, leaving space for Jamie between his legs. Jamie was more than happy to lay back against Roy’s chest, turning so his head was right over the alpha’s heart. 

He felt the fuzzy headspace that covered him during his heat start to slip away. He couldn’t make himself care though. 

Roy moved easily, pulling body wash down from the little self beside the tub and a cloth. He scrubbed at Jamie’s skin as gently as he could. Getting the layers of slick, cum, and sweat off his soft pale skin, leaving red tracks in his wake. Jamie just hummed and closed his eyes, moving when Roy shoved at him. It felt good, the water was perfectly warm, Roy’s hands were rough yet gentle, stern but caring. It was calm, Jamie was drifting off, mind completely at ease, body relaxed. 

That was until he was leaning forward onto his hands and Roy’s fingers were at his hole again, pushing at the loose muscle. Jamie whined and leaned up on his knees, reaching to lean up against the edge of the tub, grabbing the edge. Roy grabbed up his hip, keeping the omega still as he slipped his fingers back into Jamie’s body. 

“Daddy, Roy… sensitive” Jamie whined, high pitched and bratty. Roy just slid his hand up from holding the younger’s hip to rub across his torso, hoping to take the edge off the oversensitivity. Jamie whined, long keens, as Roy spread his fingers inside the omega’s body, coaxing more and more slick and cum out of him and into the water which was quickly growing foggy. 

“Pretty baby, such a good boy, good omega” Roy growled into Jamie’s shoulder when the boy began to shake and clench up. Jamie let out a sob and Roy pulled out of him, pulling the drain. Jamie stayed holding onto the edge of the tub, breathing heavily. 

Roy stood up, grabbing the shower hand-held. He made quick work of rinsing off himself and Jamie, making sure to rinse away all the cum that was slipping out of him still. Jamie was taking in big breaths, trying to get his head screwed back on, he didn’t even notice himself being moved or dressed. He came to himself, he was laying in bed, curled up with Roy, Keeley at his back, wearing his soft blue robe. 

“Is this a one off?” Jamie said, his voice was raspy, worn out. Keeley huffed a laugh behind him and Roy growled, hands grabbing onto the omega roughly. 

“Better not be, pretty sure Roy would throw himself off a cliff if he doesn’t get to fuck that cute little ass again. Pretty good couple of days, yeah?” Keeley asked, and Jame nodded, nuzzling deeper into Roy’s chest. 

“Yeah, really good. Thanks Mommy, thanks Alpha.” Jamie said and he was drifting back to sleep, not catching any of the words exchanged around him. 

~~~~~~

It was a week after Roy’s rut rolled through him like a thunderstorm. Keeley was wearing a nice sundress in one of the chase lounges, sipping on something alcoholic and sweet. She was thoroughly comfortable and enjoying the sun from under her huge hat. Jamie was sitting in a tiny pair of trunks, if they could be called that, sunglasses shielding his sleeping eyes, full sugar coke abandoned at his hip as he laid out on a brightly colored towel from a luxury brand. He was warm and worn out from practice, comfortable with the sun tanning his sunscreen covered skin. 

And Roy was sitting in his blue pool chair under the tree in the corner of the backyard, in his back swim trunks, light black linen button up thrown over him but unbuttoned, and pair of black flip flops. The shade of the tree let him leave his sunglasses hanging from his pocket, to really enjoy the site before him. He took another slow drag from the cigarette between his fingers, savoring it, as he watched the grass catch the slow breeze, as Jamie slowly dried off in the sun, as Keeley moved her foot to the music playing lightly in the background. It was heaven. It was indulgence. His beautiful and brilliant girlfriend and his strong caring boyfriend.

It was just how it was supposed to be, guess everything works out in the end for once.   

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Spn Meant To Be Masterlist - 2009

Here is the roundup of the very first challenge. Please keep in mind, this challenge was ten years ago. Every effort has been made to find current/existing links, but some authors have packed up their work and not allowed it to be shared. Those entries are here to be preserved for posterity, but the download link and title will have a strike-through. Without further ado, this way to the happy endings!

RPS

Title: Better than Cherry Pie Author: mina_rox Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Jared/Jensen Summary: Accountant Keeley Davis has been hired to find out who's been bilking money from the well-respected Bingham Bros. investment firm. To do so, Keeley will have to don a disguise and work closely with tastier-than-homemade-cherry-pie controller Dane Weiss! As Keeley tramps herself up as Dane's personal assistant "Cherry Smith," her calculations start paying off big dividends—like when she serves up a hot plate of Dane à la mode. But as things start to really sizzle, Keeley wonders whether she can keep her eyes on the bottom line…when all she can think of is keeping Dane in her bed? Link to Fic: Better than Cherry Pie

Title: Small Moments Author: hunters_retreat Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Jared/Jensen Summary: Ten year anniversary celebrations weren't something to miss, so Jensen agreed to going to his friend Chris and Steve's week long get away. Only he hadn't expect his partner to go along and demand they leave two days into it. Still, he didn't have to put up with it much longer because they both knew it was over. That was, until they got trapped in a cabin all by themselves and come face to face with themselves, their failing relationship, and the truth they've both refused to see. Link to Fic: Small Moments

Title: I Can Almost See a Skyline Author: poor_choices Rating: PG-13 Pairing: Jared/Jensen, past Jensen/Misha Summary: Jensen Ackles is the number one surgeon at the most prestigious plastic surgery practice in LA. After a number of threats, his bosses decide to hire him a bodyguard, one Jared Padalecki, who sweeps in and turns his life completely upside down. Link to Fic: I Can Almost See a Skyline 

Title: Sometimes It's Hard to Keep On Running Author: matalinolukaret Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Jared/Jensen Warnings: Sex, language Summary: Jensen's running from a past he doesn't want to face. Jared's moving on in his life, doing what he can for his daughter. What happens when Jensen stops running away from what he wants, and turns toward his future? Link to Fic: Sometimes It's Hard to Keep on Running   

Title: My New Life is Waiting Author: neros_violin Rating: Adult Pairing: Jensen/Jared Warnings: Past character death Summary: Jared and his daughter Hannah are used to depending only on each other. Their life at the cabin on the lake isn't exciting, but it's safe. Until the night Hannah goes outside, drawn by the soft sounds of a guitar. While Jared is drawn to the music, the guitar player is too close for comfort. But something in music inexorably attracts Jared and his little girl, and they finally reach out to their new neighbor. Jensen seems like the perfect guy, and he is the perfect guy. But like Jared, he has secrets to keep and reasons not to trust. Can they move beyond their pasts to make a life together, away from the isolated shores of the lake? Link to Fic: My New Life is Waiting

Title: Laughing Down Lonely Canyon Author: calamitycrow Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Jared/Jensen Summary: Jared’s entire life centers around the rodeo, until an injury sidelines him for the rest of the season. And then to complicate things more, he gets guardianship of four-year Cody. Meanwhile, world-weary businessman Jensen heads to his Montana ranch to escape the pressure of his life for a couple of weeks. What he’s not expecting is a bout with pneumonia or falling for his foreman’s little brother. Link to Fic: Laughing Down Lonely Canyons 

Title: Pom Poms and Circumstance Author: agt_bush Rating: PG-13 Pairing: Jared/Jensen, brief Jensen/Tom Summary: Jared Padalecki and Chad Michael Murray ditch their friends so they can spend the summer surrounded by beautiful girls at cheer camp. The plan works perfectly until Jared realizes he is falling for the gorgeous, and very male head cheerleader, Jensen. Loosely based on Fired Up. Link to Fic: Pom Poms and Circumstance

Title: What Would Rick Do? Author: gottalovev Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Jared/Jensen, minor OMC/OFC and OMC/OMC Warnings: Sex, language Summary: Jared works as a research assistant for Liberty Production but writes sexy columns, The Ten-Minute Seduction about playboy Rick St-Clair, to help pay the bills. When he meets his porn-muse-slash-fantasy-man for real, the gorgeous Jensen Ackles, Jared is almost too nervous to function until he pretends to be his main character. They hit it off, but can they make it work if everything is based on a lie? Link to Fic: What Would Rick Do? 

Title: Chisel Me Down Until I'm Clean Author: orphan_project Rating: Hard R Pairing: Jensen/Jared, implied Jared/Chad, implied Jared/OMC, brief Misha/Jared & Zac Efron/Jared, Jensen/Jeff Warnings: Blow jobs, drug use, gender change, swearing Summary: Jared and Jennifer have been friends for years. All though high school and into adult hood. Yet Jennifer has been going on secret doctor trips since they graduated. Jennifer is gone for a month with her most recent, and when Jared returns to work on the day she's suppose to be back, there's a new man sitting there where she should be. What if there is no one beside you when your soul embarks. What if you simply never knew they were there until this moment in time? Link to Fic: Chisel Me Down Until I'm Clean  

Title: Ripped Apart Author: my_sam_dean Rating: R Pairing: Jared/OFC Warnings: Character death Summary: Jared and Jewel are a happy family with three children until a tornado tears through town. Separated by grief, can they repair their broken home? Link to Fic: Ripped Apart   

Title: Another Start Author: joans23 Rating: soft R Pairing: Jared/Jensen Summary: This was supposed to be their happily ever after, but life turned out a little differently than they planned. Despite how painful it is, Jared decides to try and reclaim his life and Jensen ... well, Jensen just wants Jared back. Link to Fic: Another Start

Title: Too Far to Care Author: goddamnbatman & karabou Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Jared/Jensen Warnings: House fire Summary: Jensen was eighteen years old when his family home burned to the ground, taking all but his baby sister with it. Now grown, with a man's responsibilities and a chip on his shoulder a mile wide, he's faced with the last thing he ever expected - a growing attraction to the son of the man responsible for it all. Link to Fic: Too Far to Care 

Title: Nip/Tuck Author: i_o_r_h_a_e_l Rating: PG-13 Pairing: Jared/Jensen, Jared/OMC Summary: After an accident that had left his face scarred and killed his boyfriend, Jared never went out or left his mansion. Nor did he intend to have his disfigurement fixed. Until one day he found a plastic surgeon that reminded him a lot of his late boyfriend, and decided that Jensen should come over, without realizing danger looming over their lives. Link to Fic: Nip/Tuck   

Title: The Slow and Steady Rush Author: cookiemonsta Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Jared/Jensen Warnings: Sexin' and cussin'. You know, the usual. Summary: Jensen spends his days on the family ranch, bitter and lonely after his stint in the air force. When the friendly stranger Jared arrives as the new ranch hand, can Jensen learn to move past his brooding nature and let Jared in? And more importantly, what secret is Jared hiding that could ruin Jensen's family forever? Link to Fic: The Slow and Steady Rush

Title: Tell Me You Love Me Author: juice817 Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Jared/Jensen Summary: Jared has loved his brother Jeff's best friend Jensen for as long as he can remember, but when Jensen turns him down on his 23rd birthday, Jared flees to Corfu in an attempt to get laid and get on with his life - as far away from Jensen as he can get. But Jensen seems to have other ideas... Link to Fic: Tell Me You Love Me 

Title: Cherish Author: breea1 Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Jared/Jensen, Tom/Mike, Steve/Chris Summary: Many years before six boys had sworn they would always be together, despite differing backgrounds and outside pressures, but one summer something happened to change that. Jared, Tom and Steve had eventually left Cherish, Texas to follow their dreams - but not their hearts - and Jensen, Mike and Chris had settled in to make what lives they could for themselves in a town that didn't want them but that they couldn't leave. Now the past is rearing its ugly head and three men are coming home to find answers that had been denied them and to claim the men that they'd never stopped believing belonged with them. Cherish's most beloved sons have been out in the wide world for a long time and they've got a few tricks up their sleeves - and no intention of taking no for any answer this time. Jensen, Mike and Chris - and Cherish - aren't going to know what's hit them! Link to Fic: Cherish   

Title: Awaiting on You Author: saklani2 & myficjournal Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Jared/Jensen Summary: Shy, awkward Jensen Ackles attends his sister’s debut party and is saved from the unwanted advances of Lady Jessica Alba by the dashing Jared Padalecki. He is grateful, especially when Jared makes an effort to befriend him and bring him out of his shell. Little does he suspect that Jared has an agenda of his own. Link to Fic: Awaiting on You 

Title: Save me, I will rescue you Author: trinipedia Rating: R Pairing: Jared/Jensen Summary: Who said you only get one shot at true love? Link to Fic: Save me, I will rescue you   

Title: Never Will Run Smooth Author: kelleigh Rating: PG-13 Pairing: Jared/Jensen Summary: When he was six, JR Ackles met Jared Anderson—his best friend and future husband. Twenty years later, Jensen meets Jay Padalecki. Link to Fic: Never Will Run Smooth 

Title: You Can't Quantify Love Author: hildigunnur Rating: Hard R Pairing: Jared/Jensen Summary: Jared Padalecki has started a new life as a Ph.D. student, hoping it will help him forget how Jensen Ackles broke his heart. It seems to be working until Jensen shows up where Jared least expects it. Link to Fic: You Can't Quantify Love   

Title: Sunshine and Raindrops Author: the_milky_way Rating: PG-13 Pairing: Jared/Jensen Summary: Jensen is sort of oblivious, Jared a good guy and Mike is just too greedy. Link to Fic: Sunshine and Raindrops 

Title: If You'll Say You're Mine, I'll Say I'm Yours Author: zams Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Jared/Jensen Summary: At a charity auction, Jensen Ackles wins a date with Jared Padalecki, the head nurse at the county hospital, the winning bid a birthday present from his closest friends. Jensen is shy, but Jared’s dimpled smile and earnest eyes charm him effortlessly, and a simple date leads to more than either expected. Link to Fic: If You'll Say You're Mine, I'll Say I'm Yours

Title: You Can Help Yourself, But Don't Take Too Much Author: withdiamonds Rating: R Pairing: Jared/Jensen Summary: Coming to the rescue of handsome nurse Jared Padalecki when someone tried to murder him wasn't the encounter Dr. Jensen Ackles had in mind when he first set eyes on him. Given that he recognized Jared's attackers, coupled with the chilling death threats, he knew the attack wasn't random. Although Jensen was an expert at covering up his tragic past, clues proved Jared's attack was connected to Jensen's former life. But as much as he wanted the sexy brunet in his bed, Jensen didn't want to admit he was connected in any way to who or what was endangering Jared's life. Will either of them live long enough to pursue their new romance? Link to Fic: You Can Help Yourself, But Don't Take Too Much 

Title: Love and Other Sports Injuries Author: bonspiel Rating: R Pairing: Jared/Jensen Summary: After a childhood spent moving all over the US and Canada, living with his uncle Jeff, a professional hockey player and then coach, Jensen Ackles tries to avoid hockey whenever possible. Too bad that his hot one night stand turns out not only to be a hockey player, but one coached by his uncle. Jensen came to Kansas City to give a little family moral support, but now he's stuck in the middle of a team going bankrupt, with a defenseman determined to woo him, and worst of all, he doesn't miss his previous staid, hockey-free existence one bit. Link to Fic: Love and Other Sports Injuries   

Title: In the Eye of the Beholder Author: surevesta Rating: PG-13 Pairing: Jared/Jensen, Jensen/Danneel, Jared/Sandy Summary: Excerpts from the baby book of Felicity Jaide Ackles. He gained a daughter and lost a wife. He gained a daughter and found a family. Link to Fic: In the Eye of the Beholder  

Title: Where the Heart Is Author: cjmarlowe Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Jared/Jensen Summary: Chicago cop Jensen Ackles returns to his Oklahoma hometown after the death of his father, with his young son in tow and a chip on his shoulder about all things love. But his work isn't so easily left behind, and love isn't so easily dismissed when Jared Padalecki comes back into his life. Link to Fic: Where the Heart Is 

Title: Lost and Found Author: apreludetoanend Rating: PG-13 Pairing: Jared/Jensen Summary: Jared and Jensen were best friends until an argument tore them apart. When they find each other again, years later, will they become more? Link to Fic: Lost and Found   

Title: Silver Star Author: topaz119 Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Jensen/Jeffrey Dean Morgan Summary: As a Texas Ranger, Hayes Keller was used to tough assignments. But protecting Taylor Landis after a recent attack and keeping his professional distance was the most challenging job Hayes had ever faced. Every instinct told him not to let her get under his skin, but sticking by her side--all day and through the hot summer night--was pushing him to the limit. Link to Fic: Silver Star 

Title: Just Over the Horizon Author: starless_riot Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Jared/Jensen Summary: In order to pay back a favor, Jared Padalecki agrees to spy on rival attorney Jensen Ackles--who suddenly decides to take an international vacation one week before the biggest trial of his career. Jared didn't count on even liking the guy, much less falling into lust with him. When Jared's lies and deceit finally come to light, will Jensen give him a second chance or is their budding romance headed for failure from the start? Link to Fic: Just Over the Horizon   

Supernatural

Title: Alone, Baby, There Ain't No Peace of Mind Author: dreamlittleyo Rating: R Pairing: Sam/Dean Summary: Sam is touched that his sisters have arranged a holiday for him, and he looks forward to some time alone in an isolated cabin on Lake Superior. His only neighbor for miles is the taciturn, if incredibly attractive, Dean Johnson. Sam can't help but be intrigued by this solitary man… and with his warm personality and culinaryy talents, Sam is determined to pick away at the iron padlock around his heart. Link to Fic: Alone, Baby, There Ain't No Peace of Mind 

Title: Two Men, One Face Author: rule_number_7 Rating: PG Pairing: Dean/Jimmy with mentions of Dean/Castiel Summary: Dean is called to Pontiac, Illinois for a hunt and is reunited with Jimmy for the first time since driving him home after Castiel's return to heaven after the war. Despite his efforts to get in and out of town as quickly as possible with as little contact with Jimmy as he can manage, Dean doesn’t seem to be able to avoid the other man. Link to Fic: Two Men, One Face   

Title: The Dare Author: winged_dreams Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Sam/Dean Warnings: Vaguely AU for S1 Summary: Dean’s on a job that takes him to Palo Alto. He’s lonely and the girl at the bar wants to help. Link to Fic: The Dare 

Title: Your Comment is Awaiting Moderation Author: latentfunction Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Sam/Dean, Sam/OCs Summary: Going by the dates on the blog, Sam hadn't even waited a month after the fall-out from Ruby before finding something else to keep secret. Link to Fic: Your Comment is Awaiting Moderation   

Title: Set Me As a Seal Author: dessert_first Rating: PG Pairing: Dean/Castiel Summary: Set me as a seal upon thine heart, as a seal upon thine arm: for love is strong as death… (Song of Solomon) Link to Fic: Set Me As a Seal

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Follow Forever (2k Followers)

So recently I reached over 2,000 followers pretty quick. So I’m going to list my favourite people here on TumbleWeed with a special message. Please don’t be upset if you’re not on this. I love my mutuals but I want this to be for those who’ve personally become much more than a mutual. So here we go (alphabetical):

@ajgemmell21o1 : Thank you for being here with me since pretty much the beginning. For letting me share my story with you as you did with me :) we aren’t super duper friends but you are more than just a mutual to me. Thank you for brightening up my life a little bit more with your existence on my dash!!

@ashy-le-mashy : Ash, Ashy Bear. What can I say? You girl are one beautiful and talented human being that I have been blessed to meet. All the struggles last year brought I am so glad I could be there just to lend a hand out to you. Thank you for wanting to get to know me, talking to me and just being the beautiful you that you are. I will always be here for you no matter what!! Keep doing what you are doing lovely. Because what you’re doing is spreading so much happiness into this world that we need more of. Life isn’t easy but you’re a fighter.

@asyasyakura : To this beautiful sister right here, Asalamu Alaykum! Thank you for always spreading smiles and positivity into my life. You are one of the cutest sister I’ve met and your smile just lights up my heart. May Allah continue to grant you ease and reward you for the good you are putting out into this awful world. May we meet one day in Jannah. 

@bichaelwheeler : Thank you for our conversations and the cuteness that is your whole existence!! For calling me the moon that one time and making me smile when I didn’t feel like it on certain days. We don’t talk much anymore but you’ve made a stamp on my heart and I will always consider you such an amazing friend!!

@byeers : Liz, my lil donut. You are such a wonderful friend!! Thank you for allowing me into your life and just letting me be there for you whenever you were in a time of need or comfort. Not a lot of people would be so easy to let some stranger help them out. You are so talented, strong, beautiful and kind. Your writing ability astounds me. Your creativity that you’ve put out onto the internet that I’ve been able to read or view is a blessing. Your strength to push on through your struggles at home and school inspire me so much. Thank you for being my friend and for letting me into your life. I truly admire and love you.

@cherrysconesandtea : Jay. omgosh, Jay. You are one magical and adorable human being. Human? Hmm you seem more than that to me. I don’t know much about you personally but I do know you as a friend who’ve I’ve gotten to know about (interests ect). I can tell that you’ve been through a lot but you’ve allowed it to shape you into someone who is so full of kindness and caring towards others. This I admire so much. You create your own path, you push on through, you conquer the struggles this life offers. You are someone I admire greatly for just how you treat others. I love you so very much!!

@eggogorgon : Blake. Blakepedia and also Blaketopia (coming soon 2020). Thank you for sharing all of the memes, being a source for all the memes and just living your meme life. You have been the reason for so many laughs and smiles I have produced on this silly face of mine. I am in awe of your natural talents with this new found gif making. Your edits have me in awe. Never stop doing them!! Keep being the amazing you Blake :) 

@elevnns : To the beautiful blue. Keep being the amazing you. Thank you for the multiple deep convos where we have been able to connect and share. Oh boy oh boy you are one tough cookie with a soft exterior and interior. With the right amount of tough in between to send the bad bouncing away. You’ve a lot to conquer still but I can see you pushing through. You are a grace that walk this earth. You don’t understand your overall beauty and softness that all of us else see but one day maybe you will, I hope so. Keep pushing on, keep being the strong and soft you :) I am always here for you, Oh and I expect to see you get over to hobbiton and send all of the pictures :’)

@flea-and-the-acrobat: Sam, HEY!!! Oh wow what can I say about you? Um ... just that you are flipping amazing!! I have been so blessed to have stumbled upon your existence in this world that is Tumblr. Wow. I love talking to you. There’s never a dull moment and you are such an interesting, uplifting and intriguing person. I love how excited and happy you get over things that are your passion. I’m always so eager and happy to talk to you when we are awake and online at the same time :D Never change the unique you!!

@fortheloveofeggos: Lauren omgosh. Honestly you are a blessing to see on my dash! I love you personality so much!! You are a walking and living aesthetic :) We aren’t very close in terms of talking and getting to know one another but you are a part of my life, you are my friend and someone I would miss if you ever just randomly disappeared. Thank you for always showing me kindness. Especially when I’m being silly and gushing over how amazing of a human being you are. I love you so so much :) keep being yourself. I love and admire how you keep trying different things with your hair and I love your style :D

@hothmess : Thank you for being the beautiful you :) I’ve loved being able to just talk with you whether it be about ST, Reylo, personal things ect. You’re worth so much more than how anyone has ever treated you. I honestly wish I could just see you in person and give you the biggest hug. I love how despite the past you’ve been able to push through the bad side of tumblr that’s been pushed onto you. I love how we could connect over such simple things. I admire your strength and how beautifully unique you are compared to others I have met on here. I wouldn’t want you any other way :)

@icywinchester: Keeley!!! Thank you for sticking around with me since the beginning :) yeah you’re blog has changed but I still love knowing and seeing you on my dash :D I do worry sometimes that you’re not feeling the happiest. I notice your posts and wonder. But you’ve shown me in different way just how you’re managing to just push on through life. I think you’re just one of the few people who just gets it. That despite life being sucky sometimes that there’s more out there to be admired and explored and living for. Maybe I am totally wrong and read wrong but I just get those vibes from you. Keep being the amazing and beautiful you lovely <3

@promiseleven: Oh hey there the beautiful Kyy!! Oh wow. I could go on and on about you :) but all in a good way of course. Honestly I want to just take you away from this cruel world, wrap you in a blanket, pop on a movie and protect you forever. You are such an adorable lil angel. There is none out there worthy enough of you and your golden heart. I love being able to talk to you and it’s been amazing having you as one of my friends :) I wish I could give you the world but that would never be enough for what you deserve. 

@protectmike: Cait :) Ahhh the makeup queen who can do such beautiful art work on simply just her face!! Gosh you are naturally such a beautiful being but I love seeing even more of your personality and happiness come to life when you put on your makeup. I love the passion and joy it brings you. You are such a funny, caring and bright girl. I also want to whisk you away from everyone and protect you. You are deserving of much more than what you’ve been handed in life but I can’t ignore that the bad leads us to the good. Despite wanting to always protect you and never have you cry again. Thank you for giving me so many smiles and laughs. I love your stories and your cute accent!! Ahh you are such an amazing friend and I wish this year treats you better <3

@raesberri: RAE BEAR!! LOVE OF MY LIFE!! PRINCESS!!! AHHH!!! Thank you for being a blessing ot my whole entire flipping existence! I love you so so much :) You are such a cute little aesthetic muffin and I adore you with my whole heart. I love being able to message you and Reeda everyday.  You’ve been a bright light in my life ever since I met you. One day I wish we can meet and I can give you all the hugs you deserve. There’s not enough words that exist to be able to type the gratitude and love I have for you. You are my best friend. You are so genuine and real and yet so unreal!! I love you so so much!!!

@reallylikeseggos: ALLI!!!!! The first time I saw you on my feed was because of your dang beautiful selfie!  I can’t believe we’ve actually been able to talk and become friends. I thought you were just too cool for me :’) I love seeing yo uon my Tumblr and Insta. You are so funny!! I wouldn’t ever want you to change, you’re too precious :) I love you so much and I will always be here for you!!

@reedstrangerthings: REEDA! Wow I honestly don’t even know what to say. Out of literally everyone I’ve met no one has come close to how much you have touched my heart and helped me grow as a person. You have literally become my family and a part of my life on such a more meaningful level than just someone I spoke to on tumblr. I’m trying so hard not to cry while I write this. You’ve been there for me more than any of my friends ever in my life have. You’ve shared so much wisdom and love I can’t deal. I’ve learnt so much from you in such a short time. Because of you I have learnt, loved, grown and been able to make a life changing friend. You’ve opened up your arms and heart to me in such a selfless manner. The conversations I’ve had with you I can’t have with any other friend. You are such a beautiful person, inside and out. I can’t believe I’ve been able to find a genuine best friend and family member because of a TV show. You are my world <3 I will always cherish and love you. You will always be in my Dua’s. If we can’t meet in this Dunya, I hope we can meet in Jannah. I could write a whole book about you but I need to stop here before I ball my eyes out Wallah.

@shesavedus: syd!! Thank you for becoming my friend :) I love hearing about your passion for photography and bands. How they’ve shaped you into the beautiful being you are. I’ve never met a real life tumblr girl, living and walking aesthetic goals that literally everyone envies and says are ‘goals’. You pull of such a unique style but at the same time it’s just your own. I admire your care free personality and your creativity that just flows wherever you walk. 

@spideymans: MARVIN :D omgosh!! Thank you for being an amazing friend!! Honestly never in a million years would I have thought we would actually talk and be friends. You’re iconic :) Thank you for teaching me about those gaining and shedding seasons if I remember correctly :’) !! I’ve learnt more about the Gym life from you than anyone else whose been a ‘gym enthusiast’. I can’t help but always admire one of your edits when I see them on my dash. They are beyond quality and talent. Overall you’re just an amazing and talented person. You’re such fun to talk to :) You deserve the followers you have and so much more!! Thank you fro being one of my closest friends :D

@strangehorcrux: SHELLY!! Ahh you’re such abeautiful and nurturing soul. I love you so much and thank you for all the beautiful pet pictures in the group chat :D I have to stop myself from jumping up and down every time you post a picture!! Thank you for being such an amazing person and a quality friend!! You’ve been quite the blessing to my dash and my life :) 

@telekineticeggos: Tele!!! I cannot comprehend how someone is so adorable such as you are!! Not only that but the talent you have with your drawings :O I cannot fathom I know someone as beautiful and creative as you are whose able to make something as awesome as what you do!! That probably was confusing but in summary, WOW! Thank you for being in my life, for being my friend and being someone I’ve been able to get to know <3 I will always be there for you no matter what :) 

@the-fifth-movement: Oh hey there <3 Thank you for getting to know me and letting me get to know you :D I know we’ve only recently started properly talking but I’ve had the blessing of you being on my dash for a while now and I have no regrets about that :D I love how you compliment me on a whole other level every time I post a photo :’) your kindness is something I admire and adore more than anything!! You are so unique and I love all your styles that fit what you are feeling no matter what day :D you honestly slay. You’re such a beautiful being!! I love you so very much! :D

@the-weirdo-on-maple-street: Em!! Thank you for being the first friend I have ever made here on Tumblr. I was shook™ at how kind you were to me from the get go. You are such a beautiful soul and it’s been a pleasure to get to know you and call you my friend :) you’re always there for everyone and I admire you for how open and loving you are just naturally!! Thank you for all you’ve done and helped and motivated with me. I will always be here to do the same for you!!

@themikewheelers: Oh Tori, my daughter. Yes you’ve said some very ... very weird things but I love you so very much. Your voice just makes me smile and I love hearing you rambling and talk about things. It can get quite interesting, sometimes disturbing but it’s quite the experience :’) Thank you for being an amazing girl. I also would like to steal you away from all the problems you face in this world. I can’t believe the disgusting things you go through due to other people in your life. You never ever ever ever deserve that! I don’t want anyone touching you unless it’s to give you a consensual hug. I love you bunches <3 I will always be here for you!!