#john watson roleplay

[docjwatsonmdblog]

Did you get a Valentine's Day gift?

I don't think the dismembered goat's heart Sherlock left on the kitchen table was supposed to be a gift. I'm worried about what kind of goat diseases we might get now. But Mariana and I have exchanged a few chocolates. And Archie gave me a big cuddle, that's a gift too.

[consult-sherlockholmes]

Many happy returns (to Tumblr)

Happy Birthday, @consult-johnhwatson. How poetic to create or 'birth' a new blog on your birthday. Welcome back to Tumblr. May your return to Tumblr be calm and blessed. And may your adversaries become hypoxic with envy.

Raise your glasses. I hope you enjoyed your party tonight.

[dr-johnhwatson]

My new flatmate

So, last night I went to look at the flat. It’s pretty decent actually. Sherlock had already moved in so it was a bit of a mess but that ’s actually a nice change from where I was before.

And the madman himself? He’s fascinating…

Arrogant, imperious, pompous. He’s not safe, I know that much. I’m not going to be bored and I doubt we’re going to be arguing about whose turn it is to pay the gas bill or what we’re going to watch on the telly. And yeah, he is probably most likely definitely mad. But, he knows a couple of nice restaurants so he’s not all bad.

So yes, we had a quick look at the flat and chatted to the landlady. Then the police came and asked Sherlock to look at a body so we went along to a crime scene, then we chased through the streets of London after a killer and Sherlock solved the serial suicides/murder thing.

And then we went to this great Chinese restaurant where my fortune cookie said ‘There is nothing new under the sun. It has all been done before. ’ After the night I’d had, I beg to differ.

[consult-johnhwatson]

Many New Beginnings

I hardly feel I deserve so many. Multiple times in my life have I made some truly, awful, mistakes. In the past I always found myself trailing after Sherlock, and being fulfilled in ways I never thought would be possible again after Afghanistan. The very first time I was caught up in the shadow that was Sherlock, I ended up following after him - after he continuously abandoned me! I might add - only to save his arse.

So, for a long time, our relationship was as follows; He might give me a vague hint on where he would dash off to next, I'd scurry to catch up, only to find if he would have waited for me or communicate with me, the situation would have went far smoother!

I'm not sure when it started changing, or originally. If I had to pin point, it might have been around the time we first got up close and personal with a Mr. Jim Moriarty.

Sherlock must have realized, the value in communication. Something that, on surface level we managed well. On a deeper level, you've all seen us struggle with ourselves emotionally. We only grew closer, until-

The fall, everyone loves to dub it.

I had fallen into such devastation by this betrayal of trust and communication, the only thing I felt I could once trust in Sherlock, I simply forgot that this man was suffering the same as I was. That he was completely alone for those two years as well.

Only, I wasn't truly alone. I met Mary, and I would not be here today without her. I know that. So would it be a crime when I say to keep it polite about her? I loved her and she was my life. Just as much as Sherlock is my life.

Sherlock forced me to accept his apology that day in the train, but it was as genuine as I can be. This anger's always been so hard to ignore, it would come out at Mary, and it's only grown over time. Sherlock would always try to communicate, he always spoke to me. Even if it was something so unbelievable, I trusted him. For awhile, he understood. He couldn't run off without me.

This was years ago still. I know it all started declining after... Well, Culverton Smith. I wonder if I properly wrote up that case, there was so much we would love to have forgotten. Sherlock and I.

I almost lost him, and not only by the hand of Mr. Smith.

Our relationship since, has been rocky at best. I never gave up, and in his own ways neither did he. Somewhere, we fell back into this dynamic. He runs off without me, and I let him. Neither of us would have been able to tell you who started it, but relationships are 50/50, you know.

When I finally had, so hesitatingly, just gotten this relationship? I wasn't prepared, but I'd have been out of my mind to not accept what we'd always worked on wanting.

Only to see him run off with Mr. Jim Moriarty, the man who single handedly started our path of love and destruction. The fall is a sore subject, a raw wound barely treated. I was so overwhelmed with - I wasn't there to protect him! - danger, betrayal, mistrust, lack of communication, all over again!

I said and did things that are unacceptable, and I'll be remorseful for them for as long as I live. This anger, I can't guarantee I'll get rid of it completely, and I've found I was in need of professional help in this regard. It may still come out, but I am working on this. We are working on this. I am working on making sure this will not be a repeated event; but this includes working on the communication between Sherlock and I again.

I stepped back to work on this, on myself, but now I am willing to open up and look back on this space. Where we can go forward, together, in this new time. I hope that, while it's not been a long amount of time, but two months away from this all has really helped thus far. I'm happy to be back here with you, and to grow by Sherlock's side once more.

[sherlockbbc-rp]

That’s. Because. I. Wanted. To. Quit. With. Consult-sherlockholmes. Leaving Tumblr. Because of them.

Thank god I didn’t.

What’s so damn difficult to understand?

I get to decide whether I want to quit a negative relationship. There have been so many John and Sherlocks in our inboxes these years and you, consult-sherlockholmes, you know. Yes, I shouldn’t have replied to them considering the circumstances, even though I explained why to you and even apologised… Do you know what that is? Apologising? That’s when you realise you’ve been an ass and should have acted differently. That doesn’t ring a bell, does it? You’re making it so damn hard not to bring the behind the scenes issues on the scene, consult-sherlockholmes. Is that why you blocked me from your mod account? Afraid that I will call you out? Pathetic, really.

You requested to be left alone. On. Your. Sherlock. Blog. Ignoring all my messages in our private chat. Ghosting me when you realised I was a lost game to you. That I would leave anyway, without giving you access to my account, my files. That’s not a real nice ending to a relationship, is it? Probably to you it is.

Oh yes, the blocking. Yes. I blocked everyone who incited the harassment. Whether they sent asks, likes or reblogs on hurtful posts. There was some collateral damage, probably.

My narrative has always been the same except for one thing: not bashing you in public, which you are doing to me from the very start of my decision. Thanks ever so much.

John

Ps. Excuse my language (or not). Bring it on. I am done with this bullshit. Oh wait. Shit. I am probably the aggressor now for defending myself right? I shouldn’t do that. I should let this slander continue. Well. No. Fucking. Way. Excuse my language, again (or not).

I cannot reblog, so going to tag you all. Unfortunately. @consult-sherlockholmes @bewitched-bullet @xx-sonofabitch-xx

[detectivesholmes]

John convinced me, or rather pestered me, to join this social media website. He told me that the listeners of his podcast want to see me here. One listener has been particularly persistent. I think John called them something along the lines of a chaotic frying pan. Whatever that means. So here I am. Don't make me regret this.

[artofdeductionbysholmes]

what’s your favourite photo of john

I have too many photos that I adore, so narrowing it down to just one is not easy.

Perhaps this one.

[starfruitsomething]

I can die happy now

[docjwatsonmdblogposts]

@marianaametxazurra D’you reckon this could fit in the office?

[docjwatsonmdblog]

I'm sorry I've been a bit absent. But I have a good explanation: it's because we solved our first case! And what a case it was. It sure was something. This time I was lucky enough to be able to record it all. We were contacted by quite the illustrious client, so we'll have to keep their identity a secret. Took me ages to bleep out all the names in the recording. But it's worth a listen, even with all that bleeping. It has everything a true crime podcaster's heart desires. Mystery, murder and ming pottery. The three M's. I can't say too much without spoiling it. So go on and give it a listen.

[consult-sherlockholmes]

I, Sherlock Holmes, apologise deeply to John and Charlie. I am a mean, jealous fool, and I don’t deserve John at all considering all the things I’ve done to him. From now on, I promise to leave Charlie alone. He isn’t even such a bad guy. A tad oversensitive but he’s nice. And more importantly, I also promise not to use drugs anymore. Because drugs are really bad and no one should do drugs. My cheekbones don’t even look that good, they are photoshopped. I am also not as tall as I seem. Annd from now on, I will clean the kitchen and not let body parts rot in the fridge anymore. 

[dr-johnhwatson]

My mad flatmate

He’s definitely a bit mad. Maybe more than a bit. But I’m never bored living with him. He keeps me on my toes. I’ll write soon about what happened on the 29th. The last days have been a whirlwind with Sherlock. I could barely rest.

[consult-johnhwatson]

@consult-sherlockholmes Even got us trending! Amazing. Not as amazing as you, though. Thank you for the birthday, it was great, really.

[consultjohnwatson]

Celebrating I turned 28 again today.

Have a lovely Sunday everyone.

[medstudwatson]

There's nothing to say about me. I made this blog instead of studying, and now I will browse this website... instead of studying.

[artofdeductionbysholmes]

Hi Sherlock, could you please find some excuses and destroy John's burgundy cardigan? Thank you! I hate that one. He looks like my grandpa wearing it.

That one?

That issue has already been resolved.