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[life-spire]

@ Laura Chouette

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[en-la-honestidad-de-un-poeta]

¿Estación del año preferida?

Hola hola Anonim@, agradezco infinitamente tu pregunta.

Invierno, tengo mis mejores recuerdos llenos de un café, taquicardia, ilusiones, envolturas de recuerdos rompiéndose, cenas calientitas y abrazos llenos de honestidad.

Adoro el frío golpeando mi cara y mi nariz como la de cierto personaje de villancico ( Rodolfo el Reno), me fascinan las bufandas, los guantes y abrigos grandes.

El chocolate con bombones, es una de las cosas mas mágicas que pueden existir.

¿Cuál es tu estación favorita del año?

[ia-acc-yeah]

17.12.2023

I once again forgot to write a journal yesterday. But this time it was because it was 3am and I was to tired.

I watched 20 episodes of anime yesterday, which is a lot. I finished Noragami Aragato and it's ovas also watched the entire She and Her Cat -Everything Flows, She and Her Cat: Their Standing Points, ROAD OF NARUTO. I watched single episode of Jujutsu Kaisen season 2, two episodes of The Apothecary Diaries, two episodes of Inuyasha and two episodes of Pokemon Horizons. I had a lot of fun with watching this much of anime. I also plan on writing some reviews about them, or at least for sure a review of Noragami Aragoto because it was great and I have a lot of thoughts regarding it.

[shehzadi]

people who wear maxi skirts do u know any places i can get some that aren’t dodgy sites like shein

[dailyangelrant]

Karma is a freaky thing. I got a text from Theo today saying that our friendship is pretty much over. He told me how he’s been putting more into our friendship than I have. I just feel like the timing was really weird on this one. I was just talking about everything with Baz and then i get this text a few hours later. I’m really sad. Theo is my best friend and I feel like I’ve been a bad friend to him. I wish there was something I could do but I think I just need to come to terms with it. Him and i are different people who need different things from friendships. He needs to talk to people a lot and I don’t. I think he faults others for not putting in as much effort as him, but he should understand that jot everybody needs the same thing as he does. I put in effort. I set alarms to talk to him once a week. That might not have been much to him but it was effort from me. I have a lot going on. I tried my bed to maintain that friendship. He had to let go for his mental and physical health and i don’t blame him. I wish the best for him. I’ll still love him and be there for him either way.

[some-one-thing]

Dang it's really working out for me, i actually thought i would have smb at least see my one if my posts but i can actually use this as a form of journal and not have to worry that anybody will see this.

Anyway things go uneventful during the weekend, finals are coming soon and i am not prepared at all while stressing ab it and still doing nothing.

But i guess i am not alone in this.

Anyway, things go well for me i guess but they will stop soon, balance of good events and bad ones always leans to the favour of the bad events. But that just means the good events are that much more satisfying to expirience.

Hope future me remembers this.

[artsyimp]

5 posts!

[greyerandd]

I’m not going to tell lies anymore, but I will continue to sustain and feed all the lies I have already committed to.

[jayeshapatil]

It's the same - Day 39

I just wasted another day and I am totally back to the broken routine. Today I was so out of mind reading the novel that I even forgot to do basic things like writing this journal. I can’t describe how much I wasted time, it’s so shameful. I am embarrassed to even think about it. I will get back to the routine tomorrow. Whatever it takes. — I slept at 2 am yesterday because I was reading a…

[tracey-cauchemar]

Me: I’m so normal and levelheaded about these characters

Also me: do you think they ever explored each others’ bodies

[kinsjournal]

Kin’s Journal, Entry 10 Knighthaven S. Neph’anis. Mount Hyjal.

Another old picture of the night elf druid, Knighthaven S. Neph’anis has appeared in his journal, but of himself standing on a ledge in Mount Hyjal of Kalimdor and quite possibly, behind the House of Neph’anis. He also appeared calmed in this picture just like the last, silently standing on the ledge of which overlooked the rest of Mount Hyjal with his staff in hand and held up. His head and chin higher than normal again. His golden eyes were closed and he was taking in the air of the forest, letting the mountain’s breeze blow against him and his hair in the image.

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[letmetellyoumysecrets]

October 9th, 2020

I just wanted to take a minute to reflect on my life. I feel like I’m closing a chapter of my life and I think I’m about to start a new one. 

First of all I wanted to say thank you. Thank you to that one person who changed my perspective. We met online and you became someone who I will be forever grateful for. I will always have a place of love for you in my heart, because you truly saved my life. You were one of my miracles. I don’t know where I would be right now if I never met you. You completely changed my life and I will forever be grateful for that. I wouldn’t have ever even guessed that the amount of happiness I have today would have been achievable.

Next, I wanted to say goodbye to my past. Thank you for letting me reflect and grow from my experiences. I know we really struggled and went through some pretty tough shit. But, I wanted to say thank you for giving me that chance to grow. Thank you for allowing me to become the person I am today. I am amazed at the amount of progress I have made in my life and with my own personal happiness. You will always be a part of me, but I am ready to finally leave you where you belong. In my memories. 

To my mom. We have experienced a lot of changed over the past few years. I respect you as a person and I’m sure you believed you were doing things with the best intentions. But I told you then, and I still believe now, that the choices you made were not what was best for me. I’m sorry that you felt lost during that time, but I hope one day you will be able to grow and understand just how hard it was for me. I’m sorry for any of the things that I said or did during that time that may have hurt you. I just need you to understand that at that time in my life I felt completely lost, forgotten and most of all really hurt. You hurt me in ways I’m not sure I will ever really heal from. 

To my dad. Thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you a million times over. You have been my rock in my darkest moments. My one reason for even continuing to stay alive. Thank you for listening to me, being there for me and supporting me. I know our relationship isn’t the best that it could be, but I want you to know how much I love you. I hope I can work on myself and grow into a better person and that our relationship can grow with that. You have been there for me in moments that you probably don’t even remember. You are somone that I never want to lose. Thank you for always making me feel heard even in times when I felt like nobody else cared. You couldn’t do much, but what you did do for me mattered so much more to me than any amount of money could but. You loved me and gave me the space to feel safe even if you couldn’t do anything to change the situation I was in. Thank you so so much

[xaviergalatis]

[dailyangelrant]

Things have been great lately. I just spent my birthday weekend with Baz. It was all so amazing. He just makes me feel so loved it’s insane. He got here Thursday night. We went to sleep pretty soon after that. On Friday, we went to breakfast at my dining hall and then went to the Presidential botanical gardens for a few hours. Afterwards, we went to the mall for a bit. I got some chocolate and then we came back to my dorm and built legos and chilled. On Saturday, we went and got some flowers for the front desk lady of our air bnb. Baz left me at a Starbucks so he could go do some surprise thing for my birthday. He somehow left me at a signing Starbucks where everyone there was signing their order and I had no idea until it was my turn to order and i was super confused as to what the guy was trying to communicate to me. He ended up handing me a board to write my order on. That was definitely an experience. Soon after, he picked me up and we went and checked into the hotel/air bnb. When we got to the room, he had surprised me with a cake and flowers. That gesture meant so much to me. No one has ever put that kind of thought into things for me before. He’s just so good to me. We then got ready soon after that for the concert we planned on going to. He got me tickets to one of my top artists, five finger death punch, and it was amazing. I had so much fun and even though he isn’t a fan of that type of music, he was such a good sport about it. He took tons of pictures and videos for me because he said he knew I wouldn’t since I was enjoying the experience. He just puts so much thought into things and i love and appreciate him for it immensely. After the concert, we tried going to a Buffalo Wild Wings to get some food and watch the ufc fight but it was packed there so we ended up driving back towards our hotel. We ended up finding this spot to get some takeout. We got wings and a chicken sandwich. We took it back to the hotel and ate dinner and then chilled and went to bed soon after. The food was pretty amazing actually. On Sunday, we were pretty lazy all day. I’m pretty sure we didn’t even leave the hotel until like 2/3. When we did, we went back to that one takeout place and got lunch again. This time, we went to the roof top of our hotel and ate lunch together. Then, we went back to the room and chilled for a bit and then got ready for dinner. We went to this super fancy Italian place and it was amazing. The atmosphere was super cool and Baz and I looked amazing. I was in a short, sparkly, cocktail dress and he was in a full suit. The food was great and there were halloween decorations up. Him and I have already decided we want to go back for Christmas time. It was kind of funny though because they served us alcohol thinking we were older simply because of how nicely we were dressed. I thought that was pretty amusing. After that, we walked around a bit and then drove to the monuments. We got pictures in front of the Lincoln but we were both pretty tired so we went back to the hotel. We got a few more pictures there and then went to bed. I honestly clonked out. Normally, we’d talk and hangout for a bit, but not last night, I was gone. This morning, Baz woke up and felt horrible. He had been sniffling off and on a little but we wrote it off as seasonal allergies. However, today, he felt fatigue, had a headache, and just felt crappy overall. We were checking out this morning so we had no choice but to get up. Once we got all of our bags packed, I forced him to stop at a CVS on the way to dropping me back off at my dorm. I went inside and got him some cold medicine and then some snacks and drinks for the road. I made sure it was the non-drowsy stuff since I knew he had about 8 hours ahead of him. He dropped me off and then started his trek back home. I went into my room and fell asleep for about 2 hours. I honestly didn’t do anything today, unfortunately. When I woke up, I chilled around all afternoon until I decided to order dinner. GrubHub takes my schools dining card so I used that to place the order.

(Told me my paragraph was too long) I had to wait about an hour before my food got here. When it did, I was standing outside my building. Yet, i never saw my driver show up. I started walking around the buildings near-by hoping they dropped it outside one of them. 15 minutes went by and no luck. My slippers were wet since it had just rained and I was defeated. I reached out to customer service hoping i could get a refund. Instead, she offered to place a new order for me. Luckily, I wasn’t completely starving and knew I could make it another hour. While passing time, I called Theo. Him and I agreed to call on Mondays @ 8pm and I call my sister, Raine, Tuesdays @ 8pm. I just wanted to make sure I make time for the people I love. Anyway, so my food finally gets here and it’s amazing. It was such large portions and it was all so delicious. I’m super glad I got it.

After I finished eating, I called Baz so he could go to bed. I started looking at some of my school assignments and realized I missed this in-class assignment today and sort of flipped out. I just rewatched the lecture I missed and completed the assignment. I’m pretty sure he doesn’t take late work but we’ll see. There was just a lot of stress all at once. I get stressed out easily when I feel like I don’t have enough time and there’s too much to do. I think I need to work on some of my stress handling techniques.

I think that’s it for tonight. Pretty much an update of the past few days. Peace out

[some-one-thing]

I have the weirdest feeling right now, and it's hard to describe but i want to remember this so here it goes:

It's like a feeling that you forgot smth, like you think you forgot to do smth today or forgot to take something, yet you can't figure out what it is.

It's like that but combine it with like... feeling of freedom? Like it's chill and nothing is weighing on me? First time in a while i can actually go to sleep without having to black negative thoughts.

Pls is it normal? If smb actually finds this and knows enough ab it or expirienced smth similar i would love to hear them out.