#js a thought teehee

[iiiiiiis-things]

okay bt like choso would fucking despise your vagina when you're on your period.. like man is so pussy whipped bt whenever that week or so comes around every month he wants to literally annihilate your little private part (and not in a good way) i mean seriously he's so pissed that something so wet and beautiful is causing you hella pain. how dare your vagina turn against his pretty girl giving you the most internal pain you've ever felt in your life time. worst of all ? no sex . it would be a lie if i said he hadn't tried to fuck you on your cycle but the day he actually did try and you harshly rejected him ?

that was the day your vagina declared war .

[misaerabl]

hear me out : abby who purposely gets hurt to see medic reader

a/n: just a short very rushed post TT (might turn it into a full fic teehee i love this idea) - I'll post my pending fics soon, one of them probably in a few hours cuz i js got home from uni n it's almost 8pm :3

The first time Abby saw you in the WLF’s medical bay, she couldn’t help but stare. You were standing over someone’s arm, stitching them up with practiced efficiency. Your face was calm, expression unreadable, and while you didn’t spare anyone more than a glance, there was something magnetic about you. Something she couldn’t place.

She knew she liked girls, knew it the same way she liked guys. It wasn’t new. But you? You were.

Maybe it was the way you carried yourself, unapologetic and unbothered by the chaos around you. You were nice enough when you needed to be, but there was a cold edge to your words that made people straighten up when you talked. Abby wasn’t sure why, but it made her want to keep watching.

The first time she came to see you, Manny was at her side. He was rattling on about how she could’ve dodged better during their patrol when Abby cut him off with a laugh. "It’s just a scratch." But it wasn’t just a scratch. She’d made sure of that.

You didn’t say much as you cleaned the cut on her arm. Just a quick "Sit still" when she fidgeted and a sharp "You’re not going to get far if you keep being reckless." Abby’s heart did something stupid when you said that. It felt like you’d seen right through her.

And maybe you had, because she found herself in your med bay again not long after. Then again. Each time, the injuries were small but deliberate—a scrape here, a bruise there. Enough to warrant a visit, not enough to stop her from heading back out.

"You keep showing up here," you said one day, not looking up from the gauze you were wrapping around her knuckles. "You’re either careless or stupid."

Abby smirked, ignoring the way her chest tightened at your tone. "Maybe I just like your company."

You glanced at her then, your expression unreadable as always. For a second, she thought you might laugh, but instead, you just shook your head and finished the bandage. "Try not to get hurt again, Anderson."

She didn't make any promises.

[dollivication]

oh dollyyyy

How do u think the dmc + leon (or js one, or an additional carlos if you're feeling spicy) would behave if their darling was hyperfeminine

bc i just KNOW Dante would be feral if ur makeup was almost always done, wearing pretty clean clothes and having a bow in ur hair more often than not

cwacked my knuckles 4 this 1 this specific ask made my pupils dilate sow…. MWAH thnak yew for asking this teehee :3 part 1!!!

nsfw for dante and slight nsfw 4 nero…. gulp….

DANTE SPARDA!

.he would be ALL for a hyperfeminine darling. encourages it even! he’d probably even ask trish to take you out shopping so you can come back looking flashier than ever >:3 whatever makes his baby happy!

.and you’re so right about that!!! he’s aware that you don’t really do it for him, but the monkey brain inside his head tends to tell him that it is. you just look so pretty with your makeup all done, surely you had him in mind while adjusting into your cute little outfits?

.he’s SUPER touchy, so if you really care about your clean appearance, stay away from dante. he WILL start to play with any ribbons he sees, be it on your hair or clothing—often causing them to undo and god knows that this idiot has no fucking clue how to re-tie them. rushes off before you can even say a word to him. ugh..

.and he just can’t help being dirty to you when you look like a living doll! :( yucky thoughts FUEL him. he’ll see a pattern in your clothing; cutesy, pastel, pink… and he will immediately think about if your panties are matching the whole thing you’ve got going on outside.

.he’ll try sneaking his hands under the dresses and skirts you wear, try and flip the fabric up to confirm his suspicions. even if you’re whining loudly about how gross he’s being, all that he can think about are your adorable frilly panties!!! i fear he would try to fuck you in whatever you’re wearing… (＞人＜;)

VERGIL SPARDA!

.i don’t think he would care much! it’s not his business how you choose to dress, and if that’s how you express yourself, who is he to judge? plus, you look damn well good while doing it, he’s not gonna stop you even if the whole thing is a bit foreign to him.

.vergil hasn’t really seen anyone dress like you do, but it’s a very pleasant change of pace for him. a darling who doesn’t conform to the typical lower-toned fashion? he can get behind that! especially because it brings his beloved dove joy.

.once in a blue moon, he’ll tell you that he likes the outfit you picked out that day. it reminds him of a tulip. and of course, if you’re experiencing any trouble in picking something out or struggling to get dressed up, vergil is at your side in the blink of an eye, ready to help you with whatever it is you need.

.need a ribbon tied? he’ll do his best for you. need something zipped up? he’s your guy!! don’t know if you should pick the long sleeve or the short sleeve? well, both look good on you, but it’s out hot and the short sleeve is definitely a favorite—and you can wear the former another day.

.i do think that he’d be far more gentle with a hyperfeminine darling than a darling who isn’t. theres a certain tranquility from seeing you so content and unashamed while donning the prettiest little dress, he would probably handle you carefully—to ruin your outfits would be to ruin your glee, and that is the last thing vergil wants. so he treats you and your belongings like fine china <3

NERO SPARDA!

.MESMERIZED!!! nero thinks you look like a literal fucking angel. he’s practically a puppy, eager to see how you’ll look the next day. and even if your closet is limited in options? that doesn’t matter! he’s still going to dote on you, kissing your forehead to be mindful of your makeup while rambling about how cute you are!!! each morning is a welcomed surprise :3

.it’s funny because he’ll be showing you off, but gets pissy when other people actually look at you. especially men!! he can understand a woman or kid staring, because you’re literally a sweet dream walking, but other guys??? na. but then nero looks at you again and realizes this fine babe is dating him, not them! it feeds his pride lols keep doing what you’re doing!!

.whenever he can, he’ll buy you a little plush that fits your style! anything remotely light pink or white automatically makes him think of you. its a bit of a problem… but hey, at least he’s got you and your tastes on the mind 24/7 !!!

.if you ever try to give him oral while wearing your outfits, he’s quick to refuse no matter how much you insist that it’s fine. he knows how much your clothes can cost, and how much you put hard work into your appearance that he doesn’t wanna fuck it up! lest he cums and stains the fabric on accident :(

.if by any chance, you do manage to convince him, and his worst fears do happen—nero will spend just about ALL of his savings to spoil you because he feels guilty LMFAO.. he’ll definitely give you a solid few bucks to go crazy the next time you guys go shopping, muttering about how he wanted to make things up to you. but it’s not all that bad, because now you can show off with more cute clothes and fluster him!! >.<

V SPARDA!

.he’s curious about your taste in fashion! not in a judgy way, no, but he’s actually intrigued by you! very fascinated at how you can capture an almost innocent side of being feminine using a certain arrangement of mere accessories and clothing. you’re always pleasant to look at, so don’t be surprised if you catch him stealing a few glances your way teehee!! all in all, he earnestly respects the grind and isn’t afraid to express it.

.the whole dynamic between you guys is just so comical.. especially because you two are polar opposites in the way you present yourselves. i do think that after V took his current clothes from that one thug, he developed a little taste in gothic-esque fashion, so you both will be getting a few stares in public together!

.hes,, unemployed,, i fear… so he cannot buy anything for you as he would have liked to—but i do think he would maybe ask griffon to fetch (steal) him a few strands of ribbon for you, and that goes for jewelry! pearl necklaces, lace chokers… just about everything else that you express interest in. he’ll probably keep doing it even if you tell him he doesn’t need to.

.you are NOT safe from hardcore compliments. v straight up glazes you in a way that like.. makes you feel vulnerable? he describes you in such a heartfelt manner using his poetry, all while basking in the sight of you. truly, you remind him of a lamb. carefree and joyful, and a symbol of purity. it’s very strange but in a nice way…

.does not take kindly to rude remarks directed at you! the way he sees it, all you’re doing is living a life that’s comfortable for you, and it’s not hurting anyone! he really doesn’t get why some people feel the need to look at you like you’re some kind of freak-show. if he sees that the harsh opinions of others visibly dampens your mood or get insecure, he’ll be quick to assure you that your fashion is nothing to be ashamed of—because it really isn’t. you’re a piece of art, not only to him, but all around.

[kortac-sweetheart]

Nikto is incredibly “Work Song” by hozier coded SENDDDDD TWEET . “no grave can hold my body down, I’ll crawl home to her” <- this is Nikto talking abt all of us btw he literally JUST told me so . also “I just think about my baby, I’m so full of love I could barely eat” + “But I swear I thought I dreamed her, she never asked me once about the wrong I did” yeahhhhh …. Anyway js wanted to share the brainworms with yew bc ur my fav nikto writer teehee have a FANTABULOUS day (¯ ³¯)

hi honey, i’m so sorry i took so long to answer this,,

have you heard of that poem by mahmoud darwish ?

“they asked ‘do you love her to death?’”

“i said ‘speak of her over my grave and watch how she brings me back to life’”

that’s what that song reminds me of, even when’s he’s battered and broken and bruised he’s going to crawl home to you and the sanctity of your home. you’re salvation to him, his little slice of heaven in exchange for all the hell that he went through in his life.

and if it was up to him? he’d relive that lifetime a thousand times if he meant that he’d always be with you.

you’re the light and the end of the tunnel, the reason to keep going when all he wants to do is curl up and die because then you’d be left all alone in this cruel world. and who will be there to take care of you if he isn’t?

he’ll always return home to you, blind and deaf, he’ll always recognize you. he doesn’t need his senses when it comes to you because you’re so ingrained into the very fabric of his being that his soul intrinsically recognizes you, in this lifetime and the next and the next and the next. wherever you go he will follow.

he could be the waves lapping at the shore and you’d be the glitter that reflects off the surface, he could be a willow tree and you, the wind that rustles his leaves, or you could be two dusty plushies that sit in the back of an antique shop together. it doesn’t matter what form your soul inhabits, he will be right next to you, no matter what.

[kireilien]

do u have some thoughts about more ddlg with maki pls

YES OF COURSE! WHO DO YOU THINK I AM?

tw/cw. nsfw content, cursing; soft dom!maki, sub!reader, fem!reader, race neutral reader, ddlg, body worship, praise, dirty talk, petting, heavily implied unprotected sex lol, use of “daddy,” “princess”

mmmmm daddy maki pill delicious remember to take them twice a day everyday for the best maximum results

not to toot my own horn, but i like to believe i quote on quote pioneered the daddy dom maki agenda, or even the dom maki agenda in general! teehee but i feel like it makes so much sense it js immediately clicks!

maki is such a classic daddy figure. i’ve talked a lot abt what he’d be like in this love letter (and my entire account), but i’m expanding more on the nsfw side of things! for one, despite contrary belief (my account), maki isn’t the type of daddy to force you to be the all girly, pink, bows, and frills type of sub for him. that’s honestly just a plus. he simply likes when you’re able to rest your mind and let daddy do the work for you! 

carefully setting you on his lap, he smiles at you. you’re not even doing anything, his pretty princess’ body is just so cute, maki can’t resist his hands off of you, “hmm, you’re gorgeous, princess.” you scrunch your brows, “daddy… i’m not even doing anything?”

maki clicks his tongue at you, “yeah, that’s the point,” his hands trail from your shoulders down to his hips as he continues, “my princess’ body is perfect. these arms, these tits, this belly, this pussy, so perfect.” you huff out an exhale before you feel maki’s palms roll your hips up to press his tip at your entrance. 

your hands almost raise up– just by the tiniest movement, maki corrects you, “ah, ah, ah, princess. don’t move a finger.” you pout a little, but you listen to daddy, so you keep your arms at your sides.

he eventually presses into you, cock slipping easily against your folds. a little gasp escapes you, and maki thinks it’s the cutest thing ever. “feels good?” he hums against your lips. “s’good…” you trail off as you raise your arms to wrap around his neck, burying your head in the crook of his neck. 

maki smiles once more against your ear, “just feel good f’ me, ‘kay?” you hum back as a response. daddy doesn’t mind that you don’t even have the energy to speak. that’s how he makes his princess feels. just wanting you to make your mind blank and fuck you good is his whole point anyways. 

once he finally moves, you can feel the tip of his cock pressing up in you. your moans and subtle whimpers are filling maki’s ears just right. he chuckles against your ear, “like how my cock fills you up right, princess?” unable to speak once more, you simply nod, too immersed in your pleasure. he simply releases a hand from your hips to pet and caress your hair.

your job is to feel good for daddy, and you do just that ♡︎ 

back 2 maki catalog

[samsblades]

sam would never EVER admit it but he loves when u lay on his thigh and cling to his leg, like u guys r chilling in bed n he’s reading and u js wrap ur arms around his leg and rest on it and he strokes ur head n hair and lulls u to sleep, he doesn’t care if his leg goes numb, if ur comfy n at peace that’s all that matters. then when u wake up ur all apologetic n he’s like “it’s okay” and he braided ur hair in ur sleep or styled it cutely (depending on hair type) and it makes his heart flutter

also he loves when ur js sat on his lap, specifically when ur on top of him in a straddle position, even when ur not riding him, like if u js sit up there n yap about everything u wanna yap about he’ll listen n play with ur clothes (he’s very handsy and tuggy with them, like if ur wearing leggings he’ll pull them down ever so slightly, or like with ur shirt he’ll put his hand under it n splay his hand across ur mid area js to see how big his hand is compared to u)

also he’s a lil perv too, like if ur wearing a loose shirt he’ll lay in a position where he can see up it n see ur bra (or straight up tatas if u don’t wear a bra) and he js files it away in his little mental file cabinet of thoughts n images of u. idk i can js imagine that, or he’d put his head in ur shirt, but if an actual pervert perved on u he’d torture n murder them

yars.

obvs this is all if ur comfortable, especially regarding the last one!!

-💽

WAGH SO CUTE!!! totally agree i think he would indeed love love love if you cling or hold on to his legs heh. i think he just likes the soft intimacy of it for sure. loves when you rest your head on his thigh especially. he also thinks it's a little funny bc you're practically just cuddling his leg lol. but he feels like its sort of a testament of how physically comfortable you are with him and he really enjoys that <33

another huge agree he loves loves loves loves loves when you sit on his lap and just talk n talk n talk. he stares at you with the most sickly sweet heart eyes and listens with rapt attention. probably more into this than you riding him LOLLLL he's such a sucker for you wow. honey literally dripping from his eyes he's IN LOVE in love, completely obsessed if you do this <33 thinks you're the most adorable ever.

and yeah.. he's definitely handsy with your clothes, sometimes not even on purpose. he just has to be touching you.. you're too cute not to. and he'll be damned if he doesn't get his hands on you somehow <33 and also i think he's a fidgety guy lol so sometimes he's genuinely just fidgeting with your cloths absentmindedly and it does turn into him slipping his hands under your shirt !!!

teehee oh yeah, if he knows you're okay with him being a little pervy he will do it LOL you don't mind him staring at your tits or thighs or whatever all the time because you know he's just really in love with you?? (i mean he probably spends more time looking you in the eyes with the hugest heart eyes of his own anyways) then yes he will be doing so!! he will stare and he will file away each angle of you in his little mind so he can worship you about it later in bed hehe <33 and oh absolutely, only he's allowed to be a perv to you because he's your bf and you're cool with it and he's not technically being a real pervert because of said reasons LOL. anyone actually being pervy to you has it in... never never would end well for them

[who-mentioned-rhys-larsen]

Happy white day guys! >.<

Fic written for @poisonf0rest for the fic event! Hope you enjoy it girly!

Word count- 1.5k

Summary- you get a bit too drunk and your lover had to help <33

A/N- apologies if you were expecting smut, I didn't feel like smut would do this justice and I didn't feel like Zayne would do anything if you were drunk, he seems like the kinda guy who would want your explicit consent first. And the reason I chose Zayne was because I felt like he would be the calm to your wild streak :) And one more thing, I don't know how people act when drunk, I wrote some bits in here based off my own experience of my friends and ik that not every drunk person acts the same but I've never drunken alcohol so I wouldn't knowwwwww and js wanted to lyk teehee, lemme stop rambling now.

Content warnings! Cute fluff tbh, mention and use of alcohol but also the mention of assault (Idk if being grabbed by someone random counts as assault but I thought I'd mention it in case it does) I don't think I missed anything but pleaseeee lmk if I did

A lil' bit of love ❤️

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It was a cold October's evening and you had gone out for drinks with Tara at a new club that had opened downtown. You had told Zayne about your plans in advance and he decided to just 'circle around the area' in case something were to happen. He knew you'd be fine, you always were, considering the multiple other situations you had gotten yourself into. Such as the one time you went out with your friends for a walk and found an abandoned shopping cart in the middle of a pathway so you decided to push each other around in it for fun, but…then it fell over and you broke your arm. Needless to say, he wasn't the happiest when you turned up to Akso with your arm in a makeshift sling. But no worries, that was 3 years ago.

The place was warm and quite stuffy too, a stark contrast to the biting cold weather outside. The smell of alcohol and the loud music overwhelming anyone who stepped inside like a thick, suffocating blanket. The lights above the bar were a dim blue in the dark place, just about illuminating everything else. Most of the lights came from the dancefloor not too far away, the flashing lights being an epileptic nightmare. The sleek, black marble countertops had little flecks of gold in them, making it seem a bit more elegant than it really was. And to top it off, the food and alcohol were pretty high quality.

See, the original plan was to go out and have a few cheeky drinks and a bit of fun. But nothing ever goes according to plan, no? You might have liked the taste of a drink too much and wanted more to mindlessly sip on for the sake of drinking something and without realising how much you had drunk, you were, well, drunk. Quite drunk actually. Seems like the alcohol had done it's job.

It was quite late now, about 23:43. You guys had just decided that perhaps it was time to disperse and go back home. Everyone went their separate ways and forgetting your fiancé's words, you decided to stand outside and wait for a cab. The chill in the air rendered you shivering as you hugged your little puffer jacket tighter around yourself. The little red dress/ cropped shirt and flared jeans/ black cocktail dress did little to keep you warm in the frosty display. (You can choose what you're wearing, just wanted to give some inspo!) It kind of reminded you of your lover when he was mad. Ah, Zayne…oh, Zayne! Shit, he's waiting for you!

With a newfound purpose, you turned around to set down the street, only to walk straight into a wall. A wall of muscle and cheap, off-white polyester, actually, Confused, you looked up to find some guy…Ew. You rolled your eyes and turned to walk around him, but not before he opened his mouth to pitch his ideas as to why you should come home with him.

"Hey gorgeous, you look like you need a ride. You can use me if you want."

He drawled with a smirk.

"Nooooo, I'm taken~"

You replied, still quite aware that you had to make a move to get away from this guy as quick as possible. But he didn't quite want you to go.

"Where are you going my pretty princess? I'm not done with you yet."

He spoke in a low voice as he reached out to grab your arm, stopping you from going anywhere.

"Hey, get off me you bastard!"

You exclaimed as you tried to pull your arm away.

"Hey- stop struggling!"

He snapped back, grabbing your other arm to try and drag you with him.

However, before you could even react to the new addition, an icy yet familiar voice sounded from behind you.

"I think the lady told you to leave her alone. I suggest you let go of her before I make you."

While you stood there, unable to tell what was going on behind you, the perpetrator retracted his arms and walked away with an eye-roll, grumbling to himself under his breath like a child throwing a tantrum because they didn't get what they wanted. As he walked away, you watched him silently go back to a group of other guys before they all walked off together. Who knows what else could've happened if Zayne didn't show up on time?

You slowly turned around to look at him, the frown on your face turning upside down at the sight of him. Exclaiming, "Zaynie!" in a bubbly and slightly slurred voice, practically jumping on him with a hug as his hands came up hold your waist and steady you.

"Careful love…let's go home now. I'd assume you'd want to after what just happened."

He murmured softly in your ear as he started to direct you to where his car was parked. He didn't get a chance to even ask you about how the rest of your night went before you went and started your drunken rambling, your exaggerated expressions and slurred speech adding to the amusement. The wind whipped around you, inevitably messing up your neatly set hair and tousling your appearance. A shiver shot through you and he couldn't help but chuckle beside you. He stopped, turning you around by your shoulders to face him.

Murmuring, "Silly girl…", he gently brought his hand up to fix your hair and wonky septum before cupping your face and pressing a gentle kiss on your forehead, smiling against your skin.

Noticing how cold you actually were, he removed his jacket and placed it over your shoulders instead.

"Won't you get cold?"

You asked worriedly, turning to look at him with wide eyes.

"No. Besides, the cold never bothered me anyways."

He replied, a smirk curling up his lip.

~

Once you guys got to his car, he drove you both home, though you were fast asleep like 5 minutes into the drive. When you got there, he parked the car and turned it off but he didn't have the heart to wake you up. So, he picked you up and just carried you in, making sure to take your purse as well. He laid you down on the bed, helping you to remove your shoes and taking a pair of cosy pyjamas from your wardrobe for you to change into.

"You shouldn't sleep in those clothes love. It's uncomfortable."

He murmured lovingly in your ear, gently coaxing you awake.

"Mmh…dun wanna."

You mumbled, quite annoyed at being woken up and snatched from the jaws of delicious sleep.

Turning onto your side in an attempt to run away from being awoken again, you were displeased to find that he was, in fact, not having it, picking up your limp body like a child and forcing you to sit upright.

"Change."

He commanded in a firm voice, dropping the pyjamas in your lap. Rolling your eyes with a groan, you stood up and walked to the bathroom, peeling off your clothes sleepily and changing into your pyjamas, a pair of cotton red and black ones with fluffy hemming/ a pair of silken black pyjamas/ a long/ short cotton blue nightdress. (You can choose what you're wearing again, just wanted to give some inspo! <3)

By the time you came back, he was in his own pyjamas by the bed and was putting some things on your bedside table for when you woke up later such as Advil for hangovers; some water in case you woke up thirsty; and a bin in case you needed to throw up and would be unable to make it to the bathroom in time. You didn't take much notice of it in your drunken, half asleep state, but you'd show him some extra love tomorrow.

You crawled into bed beside him, all tired and just wanting to sleep. He pulled you into his arms lovingly, letting you lay your head against his chest comfortably. You simply allowed yourself to be engulfed by his warmth, his arms encapsulating you and leaving you immobile. But that was no problem for you. Before you drifted off into sleep again, you heard your favourite words grace your ears again.

"Love you…sleep well, my girl."

He whispered softly, pressing a gentle kiss against your temple and leaving you to fall asleep with a smile on your face.

The endddd! <3

@unintentionalseductress

[wonfilms]

calling after me ⭒˚｡⋆🖁[ lee heeseung ]

genre: slight angst? fluff

word count: 0.9k,

warnings: cursing, friends with benefits though its never explicitly stated

a/n: this is my debut being out and proud about being a die hard wallows girl btw !! this is based of their recent single "calling after me" pls check it out teehee >-< , i hope u guys like this even though it's js my brainrot !

you know you shouldn’t call him.

you know it’ll end up like it always does.

kissing in the back of his car late at night,  whispered silent goodbyes, before you’re both left with empty apartments at night and sorry little texts for some sort of remembrance that you weren’t making the whole thing up.  

at times it sure felt like it, it was all a complete secret. heeseung was… a friend. a good friend… and that’s all. that’s all it should’ve been.

so why were you sat at this boring party that you had no business being at, wishing he’d walk out of the crowd, knowing damn well that he wasn’t here. 

you’d been out all night, and your head throbbed from the alcohol hoping for a distraction though your heart was aching for something else.

who were you kidding? you knew what the "something" was.

him. 

your finger hesitated on his contact, you didn’t know if you deserved the effects of this stupid game you were playing. you didn’t know if he deserved it either. 

this had been going on for months. a cruel sort of limbo between being friends and the precipice of something more.

he wasn’t your boyfriend, which sounds absurd in hindsight. he was someone who knew everything about you. someone who had held you close while you cried and stayed by your side through thick and thin. someone who has kissed you more times than you can count, someone who you spend countless nights with talking about nothing and everything all at the same time.

hell this man even had his own extra toothbrush at your place. 

he was the person that you thought of before you closed your eyes at night, the first name that you remember when you wake up. 

you didn't quite know what to do but one thing ran clear : this can’t keep dragging on.

you swallowed, pressing “call” before holding your breath in nervousness briefly.

one ring, 

two rings..

and on the third ring he picked up, his voice hitting you like a painful reminder of what you needed but didn’t deserve. he sounded tired, voice raspy from sleep. 

“hey baby? you alright, you’re calling kinda late?” heeseung murmured. 

“baby”, just the name reminded you of how damn close you two had gotten.. it’s not meant to be like this, but you’d be lying if you said you didn’t want it to be.

you checked the time. 

fuck he was right, it was already 1am.

you didn’t quite know what to say. there was too much to say. it wasn’t fair to say "why can't we be more than this?" over the phone... even though that's what you so desperately wanted to spew out repeatedly into the receiver in the hopes that maybe it'd come true, so you simply said what was the usual between you two.

“wanna go on a drive?” your voice was meek, almost like you were embarrassed to even say it. 

and of course, he fucking agreed, whispering that he’d be there in ten minutes. like he always does. like he always is.. never more that 2 minutes late. 

you sat on the wall dangling your legs as you stayed deep in your own thoughts for a while, before you heard him calling your name cutting through the silent ambience of the night. you were so gone that you didn't even hear his car pull up.

you look up from the floor and he’s stood there in front of you gently. your heeseung.

except he’s not quite yours. 

“why’re you moping like that, doll?” his voice is gentle, and he softly touches your hand, squeezing it as he gently helps you down from your seat. you didn’t quite know what came over you but you fell into his arms, wrapping him in a tight hug. 

maybe it was the alcohol, but perhaps it was just easier to blame it on that than the fact your feelings were eating you alive.

heeseung froze lightly before reciprocating gently, hugging you back though his face was painted in slight confusion. your heart raced as he let out a soft little laugh. “what’s this hmh?” he whispered.

you couldn’t help but crack a smile at him, he had that effect on you. even when you were feeling like utter crap he had a way of flipping it all over till you were laughing over the most mundane little thing. “nothin’...” you mumbled, burying your face in his chest, “missed you is all” 

you could hear his heart beat grow faster at that, your smile growing with the pace of the rhythm. “missed me hm?” he teased, “and why would that be-?”

you knew he was only half joking, expecting you to crack some sort of sexual innuendo, but you swallowed before speaking. “because i love you.”  it slipped out before you could even stop it.

he stopped, his smile replaced with a slight look of shock, “l...love me?”

you paused, you’d fucked up. messed it all up for closure. this was the end, your throat ran dry, not quite knowing what to say.  

he stood forward gently, softly taking your hand in his. “why do you look so nervous pretty?” he jokes.

he fucking jokes. and you don’t quite know why.

“because.. i fucked us up by saying that didn’t i..?” you could barely speak, your head swimming with possible outcomes, but what he did next was not one of them. 

his hand softly pulled you towards him, holding you back to his chest in a warm hug, tilting your chin up to meet his eyes. “say it again won’t you?” his heart raced in unison with yours, his gaze filled with anticipation, a blush gracing his cheeks.

“i.. love you” you murmured, unsure of what he was getting at exactly, until he softly pressed his lips to yours a gentle chuckle leaving his mouth as you felt him hum happily against your lips, a soft whispered confession slipping past against your lips, “i love you too, like a lot.” he whispered just loud enough that your brain barely comprehended it before you’re kissing him back.

his hands cupping your face holding you tight, just like all the times you've kissed before, but this time you feel whole knowing it was all really real. he did love you back. just as much.

[angelwishess]

YOOOO can I ask for 🤝🫶🕊️ for floyra?? <3

HEHE HI TARU!! 🫶

Questions are from this post! <3

🤝: How did they meet in the first place? What was there first impression of each other?

I won’t say too much here for now since the comic i’m working on right now is about how they first met! Buut, I will talk about their first impressions of eachother!

Kyra thought Floyd was the prettiest, most interesting thing she’s ever seen. She was especially charmed by his smile, she’s never seen such sharp teeth! She thought it was the coolest thing ever!! Not to mention his eyes, too! She thought everything about him was just so interesting and unique, she couldn’t help but be curious about him! She felt sad when she and the other Heartslabyul students had to leave, a part of her really wanted to stay and talk to him more, but oh well.

Floyd, on the other hand, thought Kyra was really interesting too!! She looked so pink n’ cute, all sparkly too! And merfolk loove shiny things. At first he kind of thought she’d be a pushover. A poor, defenseless lil shrimpy that accidentally got herself trapped at NRC.

Well he was dead wrong, and he learned that rather quickly… In less than 5 minutes his opinion on her flipped immediately— honestly he thought she was a little weird, but thats what made her more interesting. More fun. Hehe, such a weird lil shrimpy! He thinks, and he can’t wait to know her more.

(Not really an opinion, but they both felt strangely familiar to one another. Like they’ve met before, somehow…)

🫶: Who ended up falling first? Which of them actually realized that they’d fallen in love first?

Hmm, honestly its hard to tell… I think part of them has always been in love with eachother, if that makes sense? Theyre js annoying like that smh

But Kyra was the one to realize her feelings first! And oh, she was a mess! She was so worried this would ruin their friendship. She was really confused and panicked, as shes never felt this way before, and the only “experience” of romance she has is from reading fairytales about it.

🕊️: Give just a general domestic tidbit for em (things they like about each other, routines, habits, and just overall sweet stuff)

Oh here we go!!! Get ready its time for fluff!!!! I could go on forever about random lil tidbits about Floyra.

As theyre both avid collectors of odd trinkets and really just whatever catches their eye, Kyra and Floyd have gotten into a habit of showing eachother whatever “cool” thing they find throughout the day!

Kyra and Floyd have been kicked out of classes several times from them laughing too hard.

Kyra likes to leave Floyd random little sticky notes with sweet or silly messages and doodles on them wherever she knows Floyd will find them. Floyd started doing this too, and it eventually became a competition on who could find the most sticky notes.

Whenever Floyd has a rough day at work or is in a bad mood, he heads straight for Kyra. She brightens up his mood almost immediately all the time.

Floyd has left a LOT of his things back at Ramshackle with how much he sleeps over. (A toothbrush, random articles of clothing, leftover snacks…)

Kyra and Floyd both adore fashion, and they love to go shopping and thrifting together!!

Kyra teaches Floyd how to make jewelry out of random bits and bobs, usually bracelets.

Kyra loves to design and make clothes for Floyd. Loves seeing him in the clothing she made, it makes her really proud!

Floyd randomly gives Kyra gifts for no reason. And they can range to a flower growing from the sidewalk, to an expensive jacket from a designer brand. Whatever it is, Floyd loves to spoil Kyra. And Kyra loves spoiling him, too!

Floyd likes to sit at Kyra’s right side whenever they’re in classes because whenever they (Kyra) is taking notes, their hands always bump into eachother.

^^ They came up with a compromise, with Floyd sitting at her left side instead so they can hold hands during classes ♡

Lazy lil doodle teehee

[fatuismooches]

hii, its 💌 anon coming reallll late but happy anniversary :)) i was gone for so long bc i had school and so much other things but i am back‼️ with pantalone thoughts….and dottore thoughts ofc teehee.

akademiya zandik writing reader letters but then he was like “okay no, im not that whipped (he is) i’m gonna toss it somewhere else” but he ends up keeping it in a box. fragile reader on the other hand used to always write him letters :(( and ofcourse he kept them all. they were always well decorated and had the most beautiful wiring but after reader got sick, he didnt get them anymore. the younger clones would probably make little get well soon cards while the older ones write letters and all :(. (also fits reader literally writing him a letter in the case,, yk,, they die)

meanwhile, in pantaloneland, reader and him watched barbie together!!! he wore pink and the entire shebang, probably even rented….bought an entire theater for the private viewing for the both of you. (its actually js a theater version of the barbie movie. no movies back then so…play! arlie would love it too). BUT!! he js hates ken in the middle of it. “i would never ever get rid of your barbie dream house, darling :(“ because honestly? it makes him sad. how can someone just strip things that their lover likes away just to be better? it reminded him a bit of his own bitter childhood, and because of that, he buys you even more things after <3

“pantalone, i dont need that many outfits-“

“just indulge me darling :) you’ve been with me since i was young, its only fair i return the favor”

- 💌

HI 💌 ANON! Welcome back ❤️ I hope you've been doing good and taking care of yourself!! AND AGHHH THANKS FOR YOU FOR THOUGHTS 😭🤲

ZANDIK WRITING LETTERS 😔💖 He thinks that instead of verbalizing his feelings, he can water them down and make them all professional like he does in his notes/research reports... WRONG. Within the first sentence, he looks at it and stops because wtf there's no way he's gonna continue writing this sappy shit (it wasn't even sappy he was showing that he cared about you a bit more than the average person) But you on the other hand? You don't care if you sound too emotional or sappy or in love or not. You just write what you wanna write. Zandik will scoff and make fun of you but you know he keeps all of them. Where? You don't know, but you just know.

But it's only after it's too late that he realizes how much he likes the little letters he used to receive from you. (UR EVIL FOR THAT LAST PART.) Stop now I'm thinking about bb Zandy giving you a card... he drew you two with crayons 💖

NOT PANTALONE AND YOU WATCHING BARBIE... I haven't seen it yet but I'm beyond excited to go and watch it whenever I'm able to!! Psh, he doesn't even need to buy a theater because you know he been had one for years!! But OUCH not the angst at the end ;( Ugh he literally loves and respects you so much, he can't fathom the thought of ever hurting you on purpose.

In your closet, there are two types of outfits. The ones you wear regularly, and the ones you wore only once because Pantalone makes you try on everything he buys you. Oftentimes you have to enlist your husband for help choosing outfits and accessories because you probably get overwhelmed by your closet being the size of a big bedroom 😭

[mothmannumberonefan]

introooo

Name: luna (my deadname is may, call me it teehee)

pronouns: she/her

I do take tasks, js keep in mind i dont live alone and i dont have toys

i dont send at all and never will

if you wanna know some non-nsfw stuff about me, just send me an ask and I will gladly answer!

things im into: detrans, cnc, freeuse, humiliation, object insert, and audio

LIMITS: vomit, scat, feet, anything with minors, and choking.

my hashtags; for yapping about non-nsfw is #lunayaps, nsfw thoughts is #hornyluna, and more to come probably

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!!!!!!

[jayflrt]

HAI USER JAYFLRT it's been so long huhu ㅠㅠ was lowkey reading yfi786 silently during exam season ... BUT IM HERE NOW TEEHEE disclaimer : i have so many thoughts but idt it makes sense even in my head TT

the recent chapter was SO GOOD like plot aside, i can never emphasize enough how much i love the way you write. sometimes i revisit your fics that i've alr read and sit in front of my screen and try to understand ur pattern of writing ?? mostly bc i have a terrible habit of incorporating repetition everywhere in my works and that is something i usually don't notice in ur fics so :O js want u to know that ure rlly someone i forward to when it comes to writing ( and like, absolutely fucked up humour too bc ure so funny )

back to the smau, CHAEWON WHEN I CATCH U ... i thought she and yn were getting along, at least to some extent ?? but it made me so mad when she brought it up although i sort of understood where she was coming from idk like maybe bc she had/has some unsolved beef towards yn which mostly roots from heeseung ... but still crazy af to say that in front of everyone!!!! lowkey scared for jay i think everyone will jump him when they know him and yn almost fucked TT

and the hazing ritual had me shook i don't think i would've ever survived that if that happened to me lmfao, tho thanks to svt for being the comedic relief. STEALING THE GOAT PART WAS SO SKJDHKJHDF aaand i loved the heejay cuddle part too i know they're the main pairing and everyone else is js secondary

ANYWAYS im so so excited for the next chapters and the chapters after that too >< got me praying for jay bc i dont see the light at the end of the tunnel for him ... but im gna take ur word when u said u dont rlly like sad endings so jayn r going to end up together ( _ _; )

HI CAEL!! i was saving this ask for when i planned to answer all of the ones in my inbox and kept thinking of getting to it whenever i'd see you on twt 🤧 but here i am sorry for the late response!!! and i hope your exam season went well! manifesting you passing with flying colors 💗

i'm so glad you liked the chapter!! (i think this was for chapter 40 if i'm not mistaken 🥲) but omg please that's so sweet 🥹 but no pls i have that same problem myself, it must be a universal writing habit 🤧 but what i try to do is fix it as i go, like i'll write what comes to mind and tweak my sentences if i catch some repetition LOL idk if that helps but that's what usually works for me!!! and omg it makes me so happy to hear that you look forward to my writing 🥰

chaewon's always been sidelined when it came to mc (especially by heeseung) so she definitely did not have good intentions when she brought that up 😔 another reason for mc to be Very careful about the people she surrounds herself by

i physically cannot add jeonghan in a story without making him a little silly goofy <33 svt are such pookies i had the most fun writing that exchange between hannie and hao LMFAO and omg so true this is actually just a heejay fic and jay/n is just a side pairing sorry guys :/

DONT YOU WORRY i have spent countless hours agonizing over how to flesh out this ending in the best possible way and i am 97% sure i have covered all the bases to get us there (the 3% will be accounted for after i finish the act 2 finale trust 🙂‍↕️) but although i haven't posted a chapter in a hot minute i've been racking my brain to tie all the loose ends together and i think i've done it!! so i'm hyped 😁 it will be a ride ,, i'll hold everyone's hand for the drops

[bbina]

cant believe btl ended. gasped gagged silenced jaw dropped. i feel so empty now that we will get no more yn eunseok bicker, ynbin, anton sassy moment or js the whole backstreet boys chaos like..... whats the purpose of life.......💔💔

well anw this proves how much youre such a GOOD GREAT GLORIOUS WRITER BBINA bc oml i dont think i can move on from this ever..... will reread it in a couple of months.... or weeks.... or days....😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔

also icb eunseok got himself a GIRL LIKE WHATATWYGDGEGEHEHEHDHEHDBDBFFB like its been a yr obviously we couldve seen it coming but i thought jinsu (yes him even though he broken up w his exgf like 1yr plus plus ago) or taro wouldve gotten themselves a gf first after ynbin got official🤭🤭

thank u for creating and writing such an amazing, wonderful, glorious, enchanting, perfect, cutest wonbin smau bbina like btl will forever be carved in my heart as the best binnie's smau frfr 🤞🏻🤞🏻 (also the wonbins text when he inserted the "read between the line" gagged me ngl like that ate sm)

-⛄

still hasn't sinked in tbh.... like wow... its all over now... the story is all wrapped up.... ITS OVER.... no more backstreet boys, no more the ballad of songs and sungchan... no more my baby..... no more w ♥ no more btl....

the rereadability of btl needs to be studied like tell my why i'm still stuck at drunken words until now.. like mf its been WEEKS since i posted it but yet im still at the restaurant 💔 i really outdid myself and i can say that bc i reread ALL of my shit from all blogs i had in the past 😫

EUNSEOK GOT A GF CHAPTER 🔜 ⁉️ jinsu got his heart broke and never tried ever again 😭 hopefully his new smau can heal him ❤️‍🩹 TEEHEE

thank you sosososososoos much for always tuning in and sharing your thoughts !!! it rlly makes me smile when i see people come through and share what they feel about each chapter i posted! that was my motivation lowkey... loved LOVEDD LOOOVEEDD hearing everyone's thoughts because i like how it all varies depending on the person.. and how yall started a little therapy session with me as the therapist for everyone's situationships like okay i did NOT expect that 😭

gagged y'all with the "read between the lines" shit from wonbin huh... the story really did come in a full circle and the fact wonbin mentioned the title of the own fic he's starring at... GAGGED YALL SO HARD .. jk i gagged myself ... lets all pat ourselves on our backs for a job well done!! i could've done this without you guys so again, even if i sound like a broken record.. THANK YOU 🫵

[kireilien]

hiii lien!! what are your thoughts on nicho noona kink??

- 🐝 anon

🐝 ANON ARE YOU TALKING ABT THIS LIA POST HELEPPE MEEEE no when she posted that i was like…… she’s cooking wait. omg. and i’ll js answer this as a quickie than a letter!

i feel like nicho is such a silly mischievous cat he loves to annoy ts outta his partner especially when he’s younger than them. similar to what i said in maki’s love letter abt an older, shorter partner, he’d also be that annoying shit to tease the fuck outta them abt the age difference. and i also feel like his noona kink could also seep into a younger partner too since it’s his way of teasing you, but in a domineering way. (lia writes more sub!idol, but this is my acc xp) saying shit like “noona likes how i’m fucking my cum back inside?” “noona, tell your younger boyfriend you love his cock,” or the worst of them all, “gotta fuck noona’s pussy so good, you can’t ever go back to an older man. you only like younger cocks, huh?” which also leads to me saying nicho milf hunter? perchance??? but that’s a conversation for another time teehee ♡︎

idkw i gatekept this for so long i answered when 🐝 anon sent it in am i stupid

[midoribai]

Sure sure. Anyways if you mind or not I’m living here now.

-✉️ 「none of the relations on this blog make any semblance of sense」

MIDORI: "I- wh.. okay."

MIDORI: "...."

MIDORI: "I feel like there's more people in my house than I'd originally agreed with. I thought I was just going to have Moon move in with me. But now Windchime's.. well.. yeah."

(ooc: envelope anon. yk what. im gonna explain the events of all of just the moonlendori shit because i can teehee)

uhh. initially, len signed the consent form and her wish was to have her and midoris lives tied together. so basically, if she dies, he dies. and vice versa. we call it their 'marriage'. they were pretty toxic because of. well. power dynamics. in fact. len beat his ass one time (literally)

midori started jokingly flirting with bark anon. len was getting irritated. midori insists that since theyre not actually married, he can do what he wants.

they work it out, and decide that they should just have a little first date since they arent technically married. windchime agrees to joining along. windchime proceeds 2 forgets about the date. whoops

while they have their little date in the library, moon is quite literally watching them thru the window. this isnt important i js find it funny

okay uhh i forget the next few events but im pretty sure windchime goes on a make up date to the convenience store with midori since they felt bad about sleeping in and missing the other date

uhhhh. i forgot. im pretty sure moon and len started arguing with each other about who gets midori. eventually it js culminates in moonlendori being formed. poly relationship ^_^

moon and len hate each other for a little bit. until len actually starts liking moon. then it becomes. ahem. a whole thing

shit. i forgot everything that happened inbetween but. len breaks up' with them for some time. moon and midori move in together.

uhh. and now were here i think. len has gotten back together with both of them. she loves moon n not midori. midori loves len and moon. moon hates (loves) len and loves midori.

did i get anything wrong..

(edited)

[mercedesvince]

Teehee hi again!

I was js curious if you’d be willing to write main 4 (kenny, kyle, cartman, stan), separately or all together up to u, but js how they would react w/ a male reader who dresses like this

Like literal twink- and he’ll be wearing the same shit at school too - js like with a black hoodie either around his waist or on him

Tyy hugs and kisses xoxo 😚 🫶

Teehee Twinky m/n

South Park Main 4 x Male Reader

Main 4 x Male Reader with more feminine style

Kenny McCormick

•Loves the style you wear

•Likes looking at the outfits you wear

•Will sometimes try and convince you to wear the black hoodie off to show off the outfit

•Overall is really into it

•Even if you did for some reason decide to change your style, he would not care much, but would still very much like when you did wear these types of clothes

•He stares a lot

•Notices when you get a new outfit and comments it

•Does compliment you when he thinks a certain shirt or pants fit you well

•Does not let anyone insult you

•If someone ever asks him if he is okay with you dressing the way you do, he is more than happy to tell them that he does not care and very much likes your style

Kyle Broflovski

•Did not comment when you first removed the hoodie, but it did surprise him a bit, in a good way though, he thought the style fitted you

•Compliments your outfits

•If he needs advice on anything to do with clothes he will ask you

•Likes if you go shopping for new outfits with him

•Will give you feedback on anything you ask him for

•You can sometimes catch him admiring you if you look at the right moment

•Overall he does not care if you wear a sweater over it or not, he supports you in whatever you like and are comfortable in

•Will let you dress him up every now and then, but does protest a bit sometimes

•If you get anything new, he will make sure to comment and compliment it to let you know he cares and pays attention to you

•He likes looking at your collection of clothes, it is just interesting to him

•If someone makes a rude comment to you he just tells you to ignore it because they are wrong or stands up for you by saying something back to whoever said it

•Is just happy to be with you

Stan Marsh

•If anyone ever makes a rude comment about your fashion, he tells them to leave you alone, sometimes he does just stay quiet but immediately tells you not to pay attention to them

•Does not care what you wear as long as it makes you happy, but he does compliment your outfits

•Wants you to know he thinks you look great

•He does not always notice when something is new, but when it does stand out to him he lets you know it looks good on you

•The first time he met you you were wearing the hoodie over it, so it was a shock to him when you removed it and he saw the full outfit, although he did not say words, he did stare for a bit

•He does notice you wear a hoodie over your clothes in school more, and less when you are out of school, so just incase if you ever feel worried about wearing your clothes in school he makes sure to let you know you look great when the hoodie comes off

•If you take him shopping with you, he does not really know what to say so he just follows you around

•If you ask him if something looks good he just says yes because to him it does, he does not know much about fashion compared to you

•If you ever say that an outfit or clothing piece makes you look bad or looks bad on you he reassures you it does not with a “no, it looks great on you”

Eric Cartman

•Does his tea parties with you, asks you to dress up specifically for certain themes

•Makes sure to tell you not to tell anyone though

•gives you full fashion advice

•Pretends to not like if you take him shopping and complains and tells you to hurry up, but gets upset when you do not invite him

•Will be completely honest if you ask him an opinion on an outfit, sometimes he just gives it even without asking

•You have caught him trying on your clothes but did not say anything because he would most likely get upset with you

•Stand up for you if anyone makes a mean comment about you, even if he has done it once or twice he apologizes after, and no one else gets the right to do it

•Brags about you in front of anyone else

•If he gets jealous of other people looking at you then he tells you to put the hoodie on, but when you do then he gets upset

•Always notices when something is new, whether he says something or not

•All in all, he does not necessarily care about what you wear, he likes you the same, but no matter what you wear he will always comment and have an opinion about it

•He can not lie, he does like the way the clothes look on you though