#just different and really interesing to meet

[coffee-master]

What would Kai do in season 3 with the blackout and Nindroids ? I guess he would have a different story than Nya, who had a love triangle problem with Cole and Jay

Ok so first of all- OMG PEOPLE ARE ASKING ABOUT MY AU- THIS IS HAPPENING-!! I'm very excited!!!!

Now to the main point.

In the reboot season, everything would be a little diffrent. I mentioned some things about it on the post about the relationships Jaya & lavashipping in this au here:

But this is only lightly mentioned, so here's more:

In this au Kai would have similar role like canon Nya, but with some differences.

The season begins with the fact "the ninja era is over" and ninjas now are teachers for the kids. They are about to go on a school trip to Borg Industries with the children, but before that could happened, when Cole and Kai are coincidently alone in the classroom, Cole decided to take a shot and ask Kai on a date.

It'd be a little awkward, since Cole has never asked anyone on a date before or was interesed in romantic topic in general. Meanwhile Kai would be taken aback by his question, because he hadn't expeceted that comming. Kai didn't even think that Cole was interesed in him.

However, in the end Kai would agree with a smile, calming the earth ninja down.

Later in the Borg's Industrie as Pixal asked to go to the hundredth floor ninja, Kai at the last moment grabs his sister's hand and asks her to go with him because he wants to discuss something with her.

Even if Kai was good at hiding things and acting cool- He was a little nervous about this date and wated to ask his sister discretly for some advice.

Nya at first reluctantly agreed, but then noticed that something was going on and was curious.

So Sensei Wu, Kai & Nya go together for a tour around the factory. Nya is pretty much interested in the technology, while Kai is thinking how to approach the subject, without her sister finding out about this whole thing.

Eventually they come across this crush-seeking machine and the kids talk Nya into using it and when the result comes everyone is schocked, but Nya doesn't take the result too seriously.

Here her relationship in much better and based on common experiences and trust, and she has is no doubt about it.

The fire master actually takes this more like a joke.

Everyone: *looks shocked at the result*

Nya: Hah, clearly this mashine is broken.

Nya: Cole is only interested in cake.

Kai: ...well actually-

Nya: Hm?

Kai: He kinda asked me on a date today.

Nya: ...

Nya: He what?

After that they are attacked by the machines and ect. and later the whole team meets again. The boy give Nya her new costume and weapoon and later they go to the sensei Garmadon.

There's a lot of fighting, which is practically no different from canon.

Then later on the landfill while fixing Pixal, the result information from the matching-machine comes to light and everyone finds out about the result.

Jay is very concerned about this information, but he does not lash out in anger at Cole. He knows that Cole wouldn't do anything bad and even has crush on Nya's brother, but is still bothered by the result.

Like an inteligente mashine says there's better a match for your girlfriend than you.

That information is just really messing with Jay's head and giving him self-doubts. So during their mission Jay is nervous and wants to prove at all costs that he is better than Cole.

Nya almost immediately noticed that and is both worried and irritated by Jay's behaviour. So after having enough of this nonsense and finding a moment of peace she talks with him.

Nya tires to get this stupid thought out of his head and says that it was dumb of him to even think, that he's not enogh.

In the end everything comes back to normal and nothing too serious happened with their relationship.

Then next fights took place and Kai tries his best to help others, even if he is not very comfortable in the technological world.

Here Kai is also a Samurai X despite lack of engineering skills that Nya has, but but how it happened is another story-

There was not much time for Cole & Kai to interract and after Zane's sacrifice in the end never went on that date.

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That's pretty much season 3. I've gotten so many questions about this au lately, I'll try to answer them as quickly as possible. Unfortunately, I'm often busy and write slowly, but I'll do my best!

[Siblings elemental change AU]

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[randomuser678]

General thoughts about Inside Out 2

So the first movie meant a lot to me as a tween and the sequel has me so excited

THEIR PJS ARE SO CUTE I was hoping they would get different outfits bc like c'mon they could sell so many toys! I wish they could change depending on Riley's thoughts and where she is! Like maybe hockey uniforms, beach outfits or seasonal outfits in general would be so cute!

I love how Joy may be more caring of the other emotions now! I hope she keeps on this team leader role, I love how the other emotions trust on her like this!

AND THE NEW EMOTION!!!!! I fucking love her design, there used to be this criticism that the female emotions all look more humanoid and boring when compared to Fear and Anger's more shapey designs, and I def agree, so I'm happy that Anxiety is a muppey woman she looks great!!!!

And the colors on the trailer confirms these new emotions!!! Teal is Envy, Pink is Embarrassment, Orange is Anxiety and Indigo is Ennui!

Envy is the most interesing to me, she has big stary eyes and looks so sweet, I think she'll be one of those characters who looks nice but is mean and like passive agressive and that's the joke, like a mean Jigglypuff

We can see Embarrassment's big hand and I think they have a big nose too? Their vibe is of a gentle giant type character.

Anxiety is the first one we meet which feels fitting for a movie about growing up, again I love her design.

Ennui is just a weird emotion for them to include? On my country's dub they are named Boredom which unlike the other new emotions I can't really imagine how they'd function, wouldn't they only take over when the other emotions don't have motivation to be there? Also I think by the texture we can see that they have straight hair, a fringe and perhaps some kind of fuckass bob. I think their vibe will be of a tired lady who looks like a French art critic.

The one I like the most is Envy, Ennui is the one I'm most curious about and I feel like I know what to expect from Embarrassment and Anxiety the most since they look pretty straight foward.

[ffl-johnmark-au]

TW: Homophobia, SA, sexism, age gap, death.

Ships??? Well...

JohnMark: The main characters, of course. They met in NCIT, when Johnny started working there as an English teacher after a few years since he lost his piano abilities —and his husband, who abruptly passed away—. Mark is a student, so they had not many significant interactions until Johnny became the Music Club teacher, where Mark is an acknowledged member. There is another tragic event that makes them come absentmindedly closer to each other. Little by little, they become friends and later, dubious feelings twist things between them. Johnny was 32 years old when he (really) met Mark, and Mark was 23.

JohnYong: They had the sweetest and happiest marriage in life. They met in college. Johnny had constant confrontations with his parents about his future and his true self, and Taeyong was a lifesaver for him and his inspiration to make his dreams come true. Not only Taeyong but his entire family made Johnny feel like he was finally at home. When Johnny announced that he was marrying Taeyong, he was despised and practically thrown out of his own family, but Taeyong and all his surroundings received him with all of the love he could never imagined. Unfortunately, Johnny and Taeyong's story, which started kind of early in time, ended in the same way when Taeyong had a cardiac arrest that took his life in 2015, when they both were 25 years old, only 2 years after their wedding.

Mark × Yoorim: They met when Mark's mother chose her as the perfect partner for his son, as he was too ‘shy and insecure’ about hanging out with someone. Mark really felt a kind of affection towards her, but Yoorim started treating him like a puppet, and he couldn't do anything about it. He was afraid to disappoint his mother telling her he was not interesed in Yoorim —or in any girl—, he tried to convince himself about his ‘male strength’ and ‘natural dominance’, just like his mother always taught him. Unfortunately, he didn't realized the seriousness of the matter until he suffered an attempted r*pe by his own girlfriend, who drugged him in an unknown bar. From that moment on, Mark only thought about how to end that relationship, although it caused him too many problems. Yoorim is 3 years older than Mark.

Donghyuck × Sungchan: Donghyuck had a crush at first sight with Sungchan, when he met him in the first class of the Music Club new semester. However, Donghyuck's recklessness is just a nope for Sungchan, who is very focused on succeeding and doing better than everyone else. Although at first he has a strong crush, over time Donghyuck realizes that Sungchan is not the type of person he needs by his side, plus he hates his best friend, Mark. Nevertheless, the opposite happens to Sungchan, who ends up falling for Donghyuck's charms and determination without even noticing. Donghyuck is 22 years old, while Sungchan is 21.

DoHyuck: Donghyuck just hates Dongyoung so much he doesn't even bother to pronounce his name correctly, giving him what would later become his official alias, ‘Doyoung’. Their relationship just starts very badly, because Donghyuck does not tolerate Doyoung's excessively formal and 'slubby' personality, and Doyoung hates how shameless and rude Donghyuck is. They are the definition of opposite poles, and it is what ends up pairing them in different activities. Donghyuck eventually finds out why Doyoung always acts so cautiously, and Doyoung ends up meeting new facets of Donghyuck. Doyoung is 4 years older than Donghyuck.

XiuYeol: They officially met in the ‘Lovingly, yours FEST’, a Valentine's Day music festival which invited Chanyeol's band, KING, to have a special performance. Minseok was part of the audience that night, as he went to the event with his younger brother and some friends. Chanyeol saw him in the crowds, Minseok's face was so familiar and yet so stunning that he couldn't help but staring at him while singing. Being respectively Johnny's friend and Mark's brother, it was about time to them to meet and get to know each other better, which would result in a slow-burn romance, as Minseok has commitment issues due to past experiences and low self-esteem. Also, Johnny and Mark's relationship does not have Minseok's approval, which leads to tense moments and arguments. Minseok is 32 years old, Chanyeol is 33.

ChenNing: They are good friends, but Chenle has developed feelings towards Yizhuo (aka ‘Yiyi’) and is constantly trying to send her some signals about that. Yiyi just seems unaware about her friend's romantic interest on her, but their relationship slowly grows deeper and stronger, until Chenle reaches the right moment to confess and gives their friendship a happy ending, so both of them give their romance an exciting start. Chenle is 22 years old, while Yizhuo is 20.

Ten × Solar: They met in college days, Ten was a Physicomathematics student and Yongsun a Business Administration student. She was on an academic exchange in Thailand. They fell in love so fast, but their relationship didn't go well from the very beginning. However, his marriage was arranged by Yongsun's family, who promised Ten a life full of luxuries and money that he could use to help his parents, who were in a precarious situation and yet, they made the effort to pay for such an expensive professional career. Ten accepted, thinking that things would be better for everyone. They got married as soon as they graduated and flew to South Korea, where they began their life as a couple. Sadly, this life was not a dream at all, since the strong and explosive personalities of both made a hell out of their coexistence. In the remaining crumbs of their marriage, something still brought them together, something beyond money and appearance, and they have a long way to go to discover what that is. They are 28 years old.

Suhyun × Dongwook: Mostly of the information about this couple is provided by Suhyun in conversations she has with Johnny, but their relationship is just known to be perfect and healthy. In some point of the story, they get married and have a beautiful wedding. Suhyun is 26 years old, Dongwook is 34.

YunGi: As the previous one, this is a background couple formed by Yunho and Mingi, and almost all the knowledge about it is provided by Yunho. He is just so in love with his boyfriend, who is very supportive towards Yunho's dreams and goals.

Only mentioned/implied: Jaemin × Jisung, Lisa × Rosé, Sehun × Suho.

[flowerandblood]

hi hagi!! can i get ☀️💀💐💖 for "just this one time/just one more time"? i love this story

Hi sweetheart!!! Here we goooo 🌞 Favorite line

“What do you need?” He asked gently.

She opened her mouth, not believing she meant to say it.

“For you to hug me.” She whispered, clenching herself, trembling all over.

💀 Scenes you didn't put into fic in the end

Originally, the close-up scene in the first part between Aemond and the heroine was supposed to look a little different. I wanted him to be more withdrawn and inexperienced, so that she would have to do all the work. However, I decided that I didn't want the plot to go in this direction and I didn't want it to be, for example, his first time.

💐 Interesing new detail about story

At first it was a oneshot, but a lot of people wrote to me that they would like to know what would happen to the characters next, and "Just One More Time" was created. Some have alleged that Aemond would never force a girl to have sex if he saw she was uncomfortable around him and would give her the money anyway. But why would he pay her if it was a form of exchange?

He would never rape her, of course, but he came for a specific purpose for a specific fee. If she told him that she couldn't, that she was afraid or would feel bad about herself, he would understand and probably try to invite her for coffee anyway, show her that he was intrigued, but he wouldn't give her the money. She could have been lying, he didn't know why she really needed them.

In any case, even if she had refused him then, he would have tried to arrange a meeting with her again, without a sexual context.

He had been crazy about her since she sent him those photos, and the time between when he left her apartment and when she turned out to be his student was a great trauma for him, and in addition, because she didn't reply to him, he was afraid that she did something to herself and he stood at her door several times, wanting to knock and ask if she was okay, but he heard the sound of the TV or computer and knew that she was inside, that she was alive and maybe she just didn't want to talk to him, so he left her in peace.

💖 Favorite scene

When he comforted her and hugged her, when they lay together, just listening to the sounds outside the window. It was so important to her, at that moment he didn't even know that he had won her heart!

Ask me about my fics with emojis.

[mntalbrakdown]

enough for you

Sebastian stan x actress! reader

based on “enough for you” by Olivia Rodrigo

masterlist!

mentions of: cheating, angst, past relationships

part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5 | part 6 | part 7|

A/n: sorry I have not posted in a while I was out of state having vacation, but back to regular scheduled programming. also didn't know what else to do with this story because all of the songs are very angsty so, I am so sorry that this turned out the way it did

Sebastian and you were both on the couch watching Black Widow together on Disney plus. It was a hot night in California, your relationship was steady for the past couple months, everything was going swell. Sebastian was slouched on the couch and your head was on his thighs looking at the big screen in your house. You guys haven't moved in together yet, Sebastian wants to really bad, but you have your doubts still about this relationship still. Yiu haven't told him that you just dodge the question of moving in altogether.

Right after the movie, you both made jokes about how your characters are going to end up like Natasha, dead of course, but not the way she died, but nonetheless dead. You ended up crying remembering that scene in Endgame where the Avengers thought the only family Natasha had was the Avengers and today you saw a different side of her life. Sebastian chuckled and grabbed you a box of tissues

Then this led to Sebastian bringing up your relationship before you both broke up.

”I remember you cried like this in the Endgame premiere, even though you were there filming it.“he said chuckling getting up from the couch to clean his cup that held some alchol.

” I wore makeup when we dated because I thought you liked me more, If i looked like the other models that I know you loved before I tried so hard to be everything that you liked just so you could say that you’re not the compliment type“ you dont know why you blurted that out but you did for no good reason, Sebastian looked at you confused from the kitchen. Your eyes grew wider over time knowing what you just did. This is going to be your first big fight, and its going to be your fault. You felt sick, you told the public you were dating again just for you guys to break p again.

“Sorry?” sebastian was so confused you can read his body language

“I read all your favorite books so you would think I was smart” you didnt know why you were continuing this, why you were adding fuel to the fire, but here you were, you couldnt help it, it was like you were under some sort of truth serum.

“What are you talking about?” Sebastian started to grow furious as time went on

“Stupid, emotional, obsessive, little me”

“You are not making sense right now y/n, what is going on?” Sebastian sat next to you on the couch

”I never really told you about how I felt when we started to get together or when we broke up” you say looking and meeting his eyes

”Why are you telling me this now?” he asked, his eyebrows starting to become one

”We were talking about our relationship.. I dont kow I just figured-“

”You figured that this was the perfect time to ruin our relationship now?” Sebastian cut you off, enraged

“I knew from the start this is exactly how you would leave, you would find someone more exciting, the next second you were gone, you left me either crying wodering what I did wrong“

“No I did not-“ Sebastian tried to defend himself

“You fucked someoe else when we were together!” you yelled getting up from the couch becausse this was getting heated “ You say I'm never satisfied, but I dont think thats true because all I ever wanted was to be enough for you“

“Because you never are satisfied!” Sebastian exclamied also getting up from the couch

“Sex wise! yes that's so right! I am sorry your dick hasn't made me orgasm! “

“Thats a lie, you scream my name-“ Sebastian says

”Thats not an orgasm dipshit! I'm also an actor I can fake it”you exclaimed

“maybe I'm jut not as interesing as the girls you have had before , but god you couldn't have cared a less about someone who loves you more!" you shouted

“You didn't love me!” Sebastian yelled back

“yes I did! I was the one who planned the dates out, I made you gifts,I visted you on set all the time, For fucks sakes Sebastian! I said I love you first! you can't tell me I didn't love you, I fucking did, that's why it hurt so much!” god you wish your neighbors can't hear you guys shouting.

“I would say you broke my heart but you broke much more than that, Now I dont wwant yor sympathy, I just want my self back!” you say starting to tear up

“Than why the fuck did you get back with me?“ Sebstian was still yelling.

he stumped you, ypu, youself can't even bring up an excuse. You didn't even know why you got back together again. Yoy were just hurt and missed him ,that's all, he has said 'I love you' plenty of times since your date with your friends, and you have yet to say it back, you don't love him anymore, than why are you with him? you thought you were happy, but apparently that was all an act, from the moment you both broke up till now you always acted as if you were happy.

“dont you think I loved you too much, to be used and discared? Don't you think I loved you too much to think I deserved nothing?” you almost whisperedd it, but Sebastian could hear it and you could tell he was hurt for you. He knew hw fucked up before and promised he would never do it again, but he never knew exactly how hurt you were.

It was like Sebastian’s heart broke into two when you said that and he didn't know what to say anymore. The only word coming out of his mouth was.

”Sorry”

“Dont tell me you are sorry boy, feel dorry for youself beacuse someday I'lll be everything for somebody else, they'll think that I'm so exciting and you will be the one who's crying.“ you didnt know why you were still saying this still if he apologized and you could tell he was sorry. The only explanation was that you had to get this off your chest once and for all. You didnt mean your previous statement, but you couldn't help it. Seastian also knew you didnt mean it.

“yeah you say I'm never satisfied, but I donr think that's true, that's not me it's you! All cause all I ever wanted was to be enough But I don't think anything could ever be enough!” yoy were full on sobbing because you missed the old you, the one who was happy with her significant other and never worried they would cheat. It wasn't about Sebastian, yes he played a part of some of it, but you were the one crying because you miss your old happy self. Sebastian took your body and hugged you, whiping the tears from your face and trying to comfort you, because at the end of the day, you always like to be hugged it made you happy.

[blacky-nikki-art]

Today I’m lazy and tired. I cannot forgive myself If I won’t do anything productive, whatever it means.

So... Here my 3 fav pictures of the trash friendship of dead hunter vanguard Cayde-6 and young wolf, my warlock Iberis-3.

Small fast thoughts about them under keep reading. Tumblr is my trash can for stuff like this.

if you’re here you probably made miss click or just like reading about others OCs, who knows?

Here we go.

This friendship isn’t started in a fancy way. Iberis-3 is 2nd Young Wolf in my Destiny AU. The 1st one - Scilla-7 and her ghost were killed by Ghaul. So Cayde and Iberis met at Nessus. It was maybe a bit complicated cuz Eva (the ghost of Iberis) and Sundance know each other before their guardians meet.

Sundance recognized Eva without bigger problems, even she was a bit excited to see Iberis-3 first time but Cayde probably not really. He believed in supermancy of Hunters, but he got a random warlock. ‘Great’.

While they were on communicator with each other, Cayde, unaware that he didn't end the call yet, expressed his disappointment that some skinny warlock from nowhere had become and fix the problem with vex teleports would all take much longer time. This pissed off Iberis. ‘Cuz he was stressed during a fight, he became very ‘unpolite’ - Iberis said something like:

“Why the fu*k I have to help this d*mn hunter with a d*ck on forehead?”.

This suprised Cayde. WHAT THIS WARLOCK SAID ABOUT HIS BEAUTIFUL HORN!? I’m pretty sure in his long life, the hunter seen some rude warlocks who didn’t afraid to swear but oh boy... No one can say anything bad about this horn.

Of course, during the Red War, they met themself better but I cannot say this friendship started at this moment. A bit later, at the Farm in EDZ. At the begging Cayde annoing Iberis. The hunter was pretty sure that my warlock was the type of guardian who worked alone, wasn't care about rules of the vanguard, etc. so... Cayde wanted to know that Ibersi knew some cool places with 'rare kinds of stuff'. Iberis can’t answer of this cuz you probably know why. 

The information that Iberis wasn't a guardian, but a civilian before the outbreak of the war, very much surprised Cayde. He never thought there was a persons like Ibi, and maybe is even more?

But anyway in finall their freidshi starts grow.

The one trait of personality, which they share together, is hiding their problems under ‘sense of humor’, maybe in a bit different way. In my opinion, usually Cyade is attention b*tch - he love be around guardians, small talks about everythin, very open to others etc. Iberis is introverted so he usually stays behind the scene, but when he has to talk with strangers, he's calm and polite but also positive and a bit sarcastic. Iberis is sensitive - not only emotional way. He easily can notice small details or very fast associate facts. With a sarcastic nature it can create interesing combo. 

So, when they’re alone or in a small group togehter... It can be interesing. I have to draw something like this someday.

Because Cayde is a hunter, he’s curious, even too much. When he’s a farm and he knows Iberis-3 should be here too but he’s not, Cayde’s nosy nature turns on. It was this lvl, that Cayde looking for a long where Iberis disappears at EDZ when he’s not at the farm and doesn’t communicate with anyone. It took a longer while Cayde to find Iberis’es Green House, but he did it. (Iberis was very dissatisfied with this reason btw. He dislikes randoms at this place very, very much. Luckily Cayde was the only one person a very long time). Why Cayde did this?

I cannot say for Cayde it was a friendship so deep like with the Andal Brask but he felt close to Iberis, even of their different personalites. I think that Cayde, when he became very attached to someone, after losing Andal, he tried to do everything not to lose that person again. Looking for 'where Iberis has gone ’was for him as a small fun challenge but also he worried about Ibi as fuq, too. Cayde is aware that Iberis is a very young guardian. He understood that it was better to work solo, but for someone inexperienced like Iberis, it was dangerous.

I admit, Cayde was a bit disappointed that Ibeirs was sitting in some old, dilapidated greenhouse, but he was also relieved. A remote location, away from enemies, seemed a safe place for the white warlock, so Cayde can stay calm. ...and be more annoing come here what Iberis dislike very much of some reasons what Cayde never cared. (Topic for other post, maybe someday).

I probably would like to wrote to much more but... I need sleep. I’m sorry if it a bit messy. Thousand thoughts won’t let me focus correctly at one stuff ugh.

Thx for reading, have a nice day or night!

[insanelycooljk]

tell me about the bmc deh crossover!

send me the title of one of my deh wips and I’ll share an excerpt/tell you a bit about it

oh absolutely!!! I’ve got BIG plans for this one, so it’s going to take a while to finish, but I think it’s going to be worth it :)

The concept is very straight foward and I’m sure has been done many times before, but basically the bmc and deh kids go to same school, and the musicals respective storylines occur simultaneously.

Honestly I can’t tell you much about the actual plot yet because I’m still working it out, but the squip and connor project storylines will be very intertwined. The plan is for it to be very character-driven so I can tell you about the pre-existing relationships between the bmc and deh kids instead!

Jeremy and Jared

so I made a post about this a little while ago because I just can’t get the idea out of my head but, Jeremy and Jared have a very antagonistic relationship. I can’t explain why but I feel like Jeremy just... irrationally hates Jared. Like, he has no real reason to hate him, he doesn’t bully him or anything like Rich does, but Jeremy just doesn’t like him. It’s mostly because Jared’s shitty sense of humour and the asshole persona he puts on at school but yeah, Jere just doesn’t like him at all.

On that, Jeremy and Evan are kind of friends, and since Jeremy doesn’t like Jared’s sense of humour he definitely doesn’t like how he talks to Evan sometimes

Teachers always mix them up (wrol Jere rights baby!!) and it drives Jeremy crazy lmao

Also Jared is sort of friends with Rich so like... that understandably doesn’t sit well with Jeremy either

And Jeremy’s irrational hatred of Jared is like... extra funny because Jared is completely oblivious lmao. He barely even knows who Jeremy is.

Also, Jared is pretty friendly with Michael, and Jeremy doesn’t quite realise this yet but perhaps... he is jealous 😳

Jared and Rich

Rich and Jared is an interesing one. I mean, Jared is kind of a loser so originally after getting the SQUIP Rich bullied him too.

Except unlike Jeremy, Michael or Evan, Jared actually talks back to Rich and gives him shit too. We know Jared’s not particulary great at jokes under pressure (what are you, like...an acorn??), but he manages to be snarky enough/put up enough of a cocky front that Rich finds him funny and lays off him a bit

So whilst the SQUIP strongly discourages it, he ends up being sort of friends with Jared. Rich’s SQUIP actually kind of uses it as bribing material a little bit, it will let Rich keep being friends with Jared if he does X task the SQUIP wants him to do. That kind of thing :(

The bullying becomes more friendly teasing that goes both ways. Although sometimes Rich’s SQUIP will make him say some homophoic shit that really fucking hurts, but Jared just lets it slide. Partially because he’s still kind of scared of Rich, partially because he definitely doesn’t want to out himself, but mostly:

Jared’s realised that in addition to not being bullied by Rich himself anymore, his semi-friendship with Rich means Rich tends to leave Evan alone now. Which to Jared is definitely worth half-heartedly laughing at whatever hurtful shit Rich says in order to maintain the friendship.

Jared and Michael

Ok so I also said Jared and Michael are kind of friends.

They’ll become much closer later on in the fic when they can bond over their only friend ditching them for popularity/a chance to be with the girl they’re crushing on and are lowkey obssessed with

But at the beginning they’re not quite friends. They both do IT and they sit together in class, but they don’t really talk about much besides their work.

They do have a bit of a rivalry going on though. They’re the top two students in their IT class so they’re very competitive when it comes to tests/assignments/grades.

Also Jared can tend to be a bit of an attention seeker in class, so he’ll make a lot of stupid remarks and jokes that sometimes Michael can’t help but laugh at. He tries not to though because he doesn’t want to give Jared the satisfaction of knowing Michael thinks he’s funny.

And yeah competiveness/rivalry? Could definitely be interpretted as flirting so I can see why Jeremy might be jealous lmao

oh my god why does literally every character so far have some kind of rivalry with Jared ?? What it is about that boy that made my brain go “yeah all the bmc kids just lowkey wanna throw hands with him” ? idk but the idea is making me laugh. I love Jared but he does get on people’s nerves sometimes

Alana and Jenna

Now THIS is a friendship (or who knows, maybe something more??) I’m very excited about

Just think about it, both girls are actually so similar. They both feel invisible and lonely and like no one really cares about them. And unlike say Evan, who doesn’t really actually try to make other friends, both girls make SUCH an effort to be loud and be seen. Jenna with her gossip and Alana with her extremely bubbly and friendly persona.

I think it’s just a really interesting dynamic since they have very different personalities, but deep down they're both struggling with the same feelings of being invisible and unwanted.

Unlike the other relationships above, Alana and Jenna don’t actually have much of a pre-existing relationship. Mostly because Jenna is popular by association with Chloe/Brooke/Jake/Rich, and Alana is defintely not popular.

But, they grow closer working on The Connor Project together, which Jenna is going to play a big part in.

Jenna is the one who records Evan’s YWBF speech and helps it go viral. Alana then suggests they recruit her to join the project as their social media manager. Evan and Jared are freaking out because the last thing they need right now is for the project to go viral and risk the truth coming out, but eventually they see how much good the project is actually doing and realise that this is so much bigger than themselves now, so agree to let her on board.

Ok this is getting very long now lmao so I’m just gonna share a few more quick thoughts

A lot of people don’t like Alana because they find her very intense. Most people she tries to talk to (eg. Evan/Jared/Jeremy) don’t really engage with her, they’ll just make half-hearted conversation as if they’re just waiting for her to leave already. But one of the few people who is genuinely kind to her and actually listens and doesn’t just brush her off is Michael. So they’ve got a nice relationship. (Connor is one of the other people who is kind to Alana. Ooh also probably Christine too, because I can’t imagine her being anything but kind to anyone)

No one else really knows this, not even Jeremy, but Michael is actually quite affected by Connor’s death. They definitely weren’t friends, Michael honestly knew nothing about Connor, but sometimes if Michael’s having a bad day he likes to skip class and smoke behind the school. And often when he did he’d find Connor there too. They never talked much, mostly just sat in comfortable silence, but sometimes it was nice to just have someone else there. Michael doesn’t like sneaking out to smoke during school anymore because he really feels Connor’s absence. And he can’t help but wonder if anything would be different if he ever made a genuine effort to talk to Connor on those days.

Christine and Jared. That’s it, that’s all I have to say lmao. They’d have the same chaotic energy as post-SQUIP Rich and Jared. Jared’s parents have been bugging him about trying to join some clubs this year, or just do something that will look good on his college applications. Obviously later on that becomes The Connor Project, but at the start of the year he signs up to do tech for the school play. So, that’s how Jared and Christine meet. Jared being Jared does his best to push her away and avoid getting close, but this is Christine we’re talking about, she’s not gonna let that happen that easily. So, they end up becoming friends.

Alright I’m gonna stop this here or else this post will never end, but I’m definitely excited about eventually finishing this one!

[aspoonofsugar]

Hello! About HxH. Do heavens arena and hunter exam (including Zoldyck family) have their own themes like yorknew, greed island, chimera ants and election? Or do they serve just as a build up? Also, from what I understand ca has most complex themes (in quantity and exploration) but I am not sure. How does it compare to yorknew in that regard? Are themes of greed island complex (in number and exploration) too?

Hello anon!

Sorry, for the late reply.

I would say that the CAA is different from the arcs before in the sense that it is as if it tells its own story and it even has its own protagonist (Meruem). Because of this, it also has its own specific themes which are easy to find. In this, I think it is similar to the current arc and partially to the Election arc.

When it comes to the arcs before, I think they can mostly be considered as a long introduction since the characters and the power system are introduced and explained.

Among these arcs, I would say YS is kind of an exception since it focuses on a different character (Kurapika is the protagonist of that arc). Because of this, that arc has themes which are linked to Kurapika and different from the ones present in all the other arcs.

I have talked about YS here and here if you are interested.

Kurapika is a character linked to the concepts of grief and vengeance and so the arcs centered around him deal with these ideas. What is more, they also delve in the importance of information and are more intellectual than other arcs. Finally, YS also deals with the concept of destiny thanks to the importance Neon’s power had in that arc.

When it comes to arcs like the Hunter Exam arc, the HA arc and GI (so the arcs where Gon is the protagonist) they are all centered on the idea of growing up because this is what Gon’s character is about. His story is a coming of age one and these arcs seem to deconstruct some aspects of typical coming of ages/shonen stories.

I will try to discuss more of it under the cut, but I would say in advance that this analysis will concentrate on what each one of these arcs specifically offers on the theme of growing up which I think is the theme shared by them all. However, one should not forget that arcs are not the only elements of a story which have themes. Characters have those too and I will not address all of them here.

If you are interested in themes linked to characters other than general themes of the series, I will think this post by @hamliet will be useful. She also offers there an alternative reading of the arcs’ themes.

The hunter exam arc introduces the characters and their objectives. What is interesting is that each character’s objective needs the hunter license in order to be reached. This is interesting because it introduces the idea that the exam is not really an end, but a mean to something. This is also why the exam is not given a clean conclusion:

Gon passes the exam, but he is not satisfied with himself, the same goes for Leorio and what happens between Killua and his brother leaves a bitter aftertaste in all the participants. This is why after the tournament we are shown a discussion among the new hunters where they get on each other’s nerves. It is because, all in all, many of them are not happy despite having officially become hunters. This anticlimatic conclusion is used to convey the fact that passing an exam is not something which can be used as proof of one’s value. Gon passes the exam because Hisoka kills his pursuer and later he is not able to win against Hanzo. Leorio passes thanks to his friends’ help and Pokkle passes out of sheer luck. However, the way they pass is not important. What is important is what they will do with the new chances they are given and with what they have learnt. This is true for Killua as well, even if he did not pass. He is still given permission to travel with his friends because of him taking the hunter exam. What a person learns and what a person gains by an obstacle vary, but what is important is that they can use it to face future challenges. The idea that life and growth are never over is something which lies at the root of the series:

The exam is just the first representation of such an idea.

At the same time, the different trials test different attributes a person must have to become a hunter aka to grow up.

1) The first test is a test of endurance both physical and psychological. Only strong people can become hunters, so this test verifies a person’s strength.

2) The second test is made to verify that the partecipants are both intelligent and curious.

Strength, intelligence, determination and curiousity are 4 attributes which keep coming out again and again throughout the series and they are tested at the very beginning of the exam.

3) The third test had the characters work together. They had to make every choice by voting in what is basically a form of democracy. Thanks to this, the limit of such a process of decision-making is highlighted:

At the same time, it is interesting that in a test which is so focused on the relationships among individuals, the characters are given individual fights where they can shine. In a sense it may be a way of reflecting the contradictions of society where one has to live together with others and to partially conform to what others want, but at the same time they are asked to develop skills for themselves, so that they can shine.

This contradiction is perfectly shown by the last choice the characters are asked to make:

They have been asked to work together, but in the end they are told they have to fight each other to go on. This can very well be seen as a synthesis of how society works. As a matter of fact society exists because of people cooperating, but at the same time people are not equal and are not granted identical chances. However, the answer Gon gives is one which bends the rules and uses a loophole to overcome the obstacle.

4) The fourth test could be partially seen as the opposite of the third one since the characters are asked to work alone in order to catch a target. The nature of the exam makes so that finding allies might be dangerous since one can’t be sure not to be another’s target. What is more, this test is seen by some characters (like Gon for example) as a chance to shine individually and to face a complex problem alone.

However, throughout the test many alliances are born and Gon being too concentrated on his own individual pursue makes him fall into the trap of his hunter.

In short, even in a situation where individuals should test their own abilities others keep being important and entities one can not ignore.

5) Finally, the last test is meant to test one’s character. As Gon’s extreme case shows, who wins in the tournament is not the strongest, but who never gives up. This is also used to underline the key difference between Killua and Gon’s approaches to things which will keep coming back as the story goes on.

I would like to highlight that HA and GI are two similar arcs and deal with becoming individually strong and with working with others (similarly to test 3 and to test 4 in the hunter exam).

Both arcs are basically training arcs which are used to give more details about nen before two complex arcs (YS and CAA) full of characters very expert at using this power.

In both arcs, Killua and Gon want to reach an objective, but are too weak, so they meet a master and start training. The fact that Biscuit used to be Wing’s master is nothing more than a way to show that GI is the continuation of HA since Gon and Killua will develop there their hatsus. There is also the fact that both in HA and in GI a hunter exam is completed. Gon passes his unofficial exam in HA and Killua obtains his license in GI. Basically, with these two arcs both characters can be considered true hunters just in time to take part in their first big operation in the CAA. It is also interesting that Gon and Killua end up in the HA and in GI because of respectively Silva and Ging. Silva is the one who sent Killua there in the past and Ging is the one who prepared GI as an obstacle Gon has to overcome to find him. What is more, Silva tried to hide nen from Killua for unknown reasons, while nen is necessary to enter the game and so Gon has to know nen to become a player.

That said, HA and GI explore slightly different things.

HA gives a lot of importance to individuality:

This is underlined also by the fact that the rules of the arena make so that the fights are between two opponents and not between groups of people.

What is more, the whole arena is nothing more than a metaphor for a person climbing higher and reaching one’s full potential. The arc explores the difficulty of doing so.

Growing up is complicated. One could do like Kastro did and choose to invest their talent and time into something which doesn’t suit them. One can also do like the minor antagonists of this arc did. The three opponents they face are people who reached the 200th before they were ready and as a result they lost a part of their bodies. This resulted in the fact that their nen powers end up becoming something which, instead of enriching them, are mostly there to compensate for what they lost. This is very interesing because nen in the hxh world is often a metaphor of a person’s personality and interiority. In other words, the protagonists developing their powers is symbolic of them developing their interiority and we can easily understand many things of a character by looking at their nen power. Because of this, Sadaso, Gido and Riehlvelt are basically people whose growth has been damaged because of them being in a hurry to reach their objectives. This is shown also by their behaviour. All in all they don’t really care about becoming better anymore and simply wish to be floor masters by targeting people weaker than them even if they don’t know about nen. In this way, they are ready to make others experience what was done to them.

In short, it is like Wing says:

One should not become obsessed with a single objective and not lose sight of the bigger picture. Growing takes time and effort. This is also why Gon and Killua do not choose a hatsu right away, but are given time to think properly about it.

At the same time, the arc also shows Gon and Killua’s opposite behaviours:

Gon wants to grow up too fast, whereas Killua wants to take things slowly.

This difference will come up again. For example, the CAA shows how dangerous it is for Gon to be willing to become an adult before the right time, whereas in the Election arc Killua is basically asked to grow up a little, so that he can care about Alluka.

Finally, this arc also show the different challenges Gon and Killua are faced with. Gon is mostly given focus when it comes to physical fights. He fights more than Killua and in the climax of the arc he faces Hisoka in an epic battle. Killua is given instead only a major fight against Riehlvelt. However, it is not that he is not given focus in the arc, but the chapters centered around him are not ones where he has to fight, but ones where he has to find an equilibrium between behaving as a good boy and not letting others trample over him and his friends. In the beginning, he would like to settle the conflict with the three men in a way which would benefit them and by being overly generous. However, this attempt fails, so he uses a more malicious approach, but still avoids killing them.

GI is a training arc with a more complex and flexible battlefield than the HA. Moreover, it is made in a way that it is more advantagious and even necessary for people to work together.

In short, GI explores the equilibrium one must find between working with others and being independent.

This is shown starting with the preliminary test:

It is explained that one should face this test sticking to one’s own convinctions without worrying about others.

However, once they enter the game, the players realize how difficult it is working alone and that it would make sense for them to join a bigger group in order to succeed. The strategy proposed by Nickes’s group is to basically find strength in numbers. This seems an optimal solution on paper, but it is soon revealed that trying to compensate for one’s absence of strength by simply sticking with others is not enough:

Weak players came together hoping to win against the stong ones, but in the end they were tricked by a stronger opponent and could not do anything against him despite their numerical advantage. This is because, in the end, none of them was self sufficient.

However, even if one is exceptionally strong, they can not succeed in GI if they are alone and the proof is the fact that in order to obtain Plot of Beach there must be 15 people willing to work together. At the same time, Goreinu states this:

As a matter of fact, even if a group of people must work together only a small number of copies can be made of the card wanted. This is similar to what happened in the third test of the Hunter exam when people are asked to unite forces just to fight in the end.

In short, the battle against Razor underlines the nuance of having multiple people working together. The players come together because it is useful and all of them are determined to take care of their own interests. For example, the main trio is quick to discard their first group because made of people too weak to win. However, this doesn’t mean genuine bonds are not born since in the end all the players who took part in the game (with the exception of Hisoka) ended up growing close as a result of their battle.

Razor’s fighting style is interesting too when it comes to this:

He is at the centre of a challenge which requires multiple players, but he himself fights alone. This is also why he loses:

However, he too is there because of another person:

He was able to change his life only because Gin connected with him and did not care about his past as a criminal.

In short, GI is an arc which explores group relationships much more than HA.

This is also shown by Genthru who is both a character able to fight alone and a person who works well wiht his comrades (as a matter of fact they seem to share some powers).

The way Gon fights him is also indicative of how the boy is trying to reconcile a strong wish of individual strength and the necessity to work together:

As a matter of fact Gon has been given by Killua a plan to follow and if he did, he would not have any problems in defeating Genthru. However, Gon is not completely satisfied because he wants to use the battle to test himself. So in the end he chooses to follow the plan only after he managed to injure his opponent on his own.

This solution is a good synthesis of Gon and Killua’s struggle to grow up together, but also in an independent way, so that the can keep being friends, but also become proper individuals. This is something which will be explored also in the CAA with their friendship being partly deconstructed after GI spent much time showing its importance and positive effects.

In short, I would say HA and GI are nothing more than two sides of the same coin and are compementary. They explore what it means to grow up using the structure of a classical training arc to do so. In HA the focus is on individuality.  For example Win helps his mentee to find what they are good in and discourages them from pursuing technique in areas which aren’t theirs. When it comes to GI, the focus is widers since a person to grow has also to interact with others and to learn from them. Because of this there is a focus on teamplay and how to integrate it with personal goals and with the necessity to remain true to one-self. About this, let’s underline that Biscuit makes so that Gon and Killua starts practicing in abilities different from their own, so that they can become more flexible. This is because in order to grow healthily a person must both realize what they are good at and go out from their comfort zone, so that they can improve. In the end it is about finding a happy medium between these two things.

Finally, there are the Zoldyck family arc and the Election arc. These two arcs are centered around Killua and so they have similarities.

As a matter of fact Killus is a character linked to specific themes and these themes are explored in arcs focused on him.

Most of all, it is interesting to show that both the Zoldyck family arc and the election arc are arcs where it seems some major conflict are gonna explode. The Zoldyck family arc is presented as an arc which will culminate in Killua’s friends meeting his family and having to fight or at least to convince them to let Killua free. However, this does not happen and Gon, Kurapika and Leorio do not even see the family house and barely meet some family members. The situation which seemed perfect to explore a major conflict is settled in a pretty common way with simply a father and a son having a chat.

Similarly, the Election arc sets up a potentially dangerous situation with Alluka and her powers only to reveal in the end that if people treat Nanika normally and love her, she uses her powers without making cruel requests.

All in all, the Zoldyck family is used to explore extremely common family dynamics and the fact that they are presented as so over the top makes so that them settling their problems as any normal family could do highlights the importance of communication and connection even more.

The Election arc is also used to convey specific themes about general politics. For example, Leorio and Pariston can be easily seen as two different declinations of what a popolar leader is, whereas the Zodiacs can be see as an elite who has knowledge and abilities, but is unable to connect with the majority of people.

The fact that also this part of the arc ends with an anti-climax is interesting especially because the conclusion of the Election is framed as far more comical than the conclusion of Killua’s conflict with his family.

All in all it is interesting that while the majority of the hunters is concentrated on an election whose results have basically been rigged since the beginning, the true and more serious battle seems to be the one between a boy and his family. Moreover, this personal struggle goes unnoticed by the majority of people who are too concentrated on a large public even and ignores that a small chilod could potentially destroy the world if she is not helped and loved.

This is a very reduced discussion of each arc. Many points are probably unclear or not elaborated enough, but I hope you would still find them interesting enough.

I will also tag this meta where I discussed other general themes of the series.

All in all, I would say YS, CAA, Election arc and the current arc are the richest ones thematically, while the other three are usually used as introduction to something and introduce ideas which are fully explored in other arcs.

Thank you for th ask!

[dxmedstudent]

Sorry for the question, but you're like the older sister I don't have... My main problem is this: I'm 23, in my last year of med school and I have 0 experience in love. Never had crushes, or kisses, or anything sexual. I'm not gorgeous but neither ugly, just plain and with a terrible case of resting bitch face. It's not that I'm a recluse at home: I go to uni, study at the library, go swimming twice a week, go out with my friends... [1/3]

Yet nobody is interested in me, and at the same time I'm not interested in anybody... And yet I still crave affection. I was watching a movie earlier and the parents of the protagonist die. I felt a sudden, deep sadness mixed with loneliness because I realized that if my parents were to die, I would be completely alone because yes I have friends, but I really have a strong connection with my parents, I don't have anyone else I trust like I trust them...I really don't know what to do or think, because I consciously know that everybody has their own time and their priorities (mine is to graduate med school) but I really, really feel abnormal because in social situations, when my friends talk about their relationship troubles or their exes, I simply stay silent because I have nothing to contribute... I don't even know what I want with this ask, but I just needed to let this off my chest... Thank you for reading.

Hey, friend. There is no need to apologise! I’m always here to listen if it will make you feel better. You aren’t abnormal, just because you’re experiencing life differently to your friends. Everyone experiences life differently, including romance and sexual attraction. It sounds like you feel left out of discussion, particularly as you don’t feel you can add something due to your lack of experience. You don’t have to talk about them if you don’t want to, and it’s perfectly legitimate for you to just not be interested in them at all. There’s a huge pressure on young people to be in relationships or out there having sex, but that doesn’t mean it’s right for everyone. You don’t have to have experiences to talk about these things; I was giving relationship advice long before I had one of my own. You don’t have to earn the right to talk about these things, if they do interest you, either. You sound like a perfectly normal person; most of us look average; I certainly would never describe myself as stunning. Of the happiest married people I know, I wouldn’t say they are the most conventionally attractive, but that doesn’t matter to your partners. So I want you to know that your looks are not a problem. You say people aren’t interested in you, but I do wonder if it’s because it’s not something you’re interested in, and therefore the vibes you give reflect that. I’m pretty sure I’ve given ‘do not disturb vibes’ like that during busy, stressful parts of my life when romance was the last thing on my mind. Likewise, even when I’ve tried to make friends, I could spot the people a mile off who just... aren’t interesed in getting to know anyone, thank you very much. When you’re open to meeting new people, and actively engaging with people with forming relationships (whether friendship or romance/sexual relationships) as an option, it feels different. But, friend, what I’m hearing from you  - correct me if I’m reading it wrong - is that you perhaps don’t feel a desire to form romantic relationships, or a sexual attraction to people, that you know of. Have you ever considered that you might be part of the aromantic/asexual spectrum?  Sometimes it helps for us to consider where on the spectrum of sexuality we stand; there’s no right answer, only what feels right to you. Not only are some people asexual or aromantic, some people are demi or gray - they experience attraction under more specific circumstances; say, after a bond has been formed, or maybe just more rarely. I don’t know if this is something you’ve ever considered? Have you ever chatted to someone about it? What you’re prioritising at that point also matters; even the people I know who are definitely not aro/ace or demi/grey can go years without pursuing relationships if they are preoccupied or demoralised. I certainly have; a combination of rarely meeting people that ‘clicked’, but also just focusing on other things. But although that may be a part of it for you, it sounds like sexual attraction or relationships may not be something you feel a craving for, or being drawn to. Only you will know, so if that doesn’t feel like it describes you, then it doesn’t.

I’m gonna share something very personal with you, that few people know about me IRL: I’ve never had many crushes; it always seemed to me that other girls were always fiercely crushing. It didn’t help that I had a knack for the unrequited more often than not.  I considered the possibility of being somewhere on the demi/grey spectrum, but really it doesn’ matter; I’m me, and it doesn’t matter if I fall in love once or 100 times, what matters is the connections I make when I make them. I think it has a lot to do with my faceblindness; when your brain finds it hard to remember faces, I wonder if crushes just work differently. Mainly, it becomes more of a problem if you just don’t meet many people, so you can counter it by trying to cast the net a bit wider.  Lots of activities are fulfilling but not social; libraries and hanging out with friends are wonderful, but neither necessarily involve meeting new people who you might click with. If you want to meet people, I’d recommend either clubs and social activities you like, or something like online dating. I realised that I just wasn’t meeting many new people through friends or at work, and most of those people were taken, and I liked very few people. When you open it up to something like online dating, there’s the potential to talk to (and eventually meet) lots of people, so it increases your chance of getting to know or be attracted to someone you like, if you find that’s a rare event for you. If you need to get to know people to feel attracted, then mixing with your friends’ friends, or getting to know colleagues at work, or making friends through a club can be a good way of getting to know lots of people, until you find someone ‘special’.   I want you to know that it’s OK, whether you crush on people all the time, rarely crush on people, or never crush on people. Even if you’re completely asexual and aromantic, it’s completely valid, and it doesn’t mean you can’t form deep, meaningful relationships with people. Asexual people often still form romantic partnerships (with or without sex) if they choose to, and aromantic people often find fulfilment in deep platonic relationships even though there is no romance involved. You talk about desiring affection, and wanting someone to be very close to; those are possible even if you’re not sexually or romantically attracted to someone. Because support and intimacy come in all sorts of forms; I’m proud to say that some of my friendships are very intimate in terms of what we trust each other with (though completely different to my romantic relationships, that doesn’t make them lesser); so you can definitely find people who you can form close, trusting, long-lasting and share your life with them. One of my most wonderful friends is going through a hard time; they were disowned by their abusive family a long time ago, and now they are going through a divorce; they are scared of being left all alone. Having a romantic relationship is no guarantee of lifelong support, because circumstances change. Which is why nurturing meaningful friendships is also important. It’s tough, but we are here for them; out of a close knit group, everyone immediately offered to put them up at the first hint of trouble, and the group shares things we’d share with almost nobody else. The relationships that are close, and last, can look different for everyone; you will find something that works for you.  I think it might help you to read up about aro/ace spectrum, and talk to people who are going through something similar. I also think it might help for you to take some time to think about why you want someone. Connection and intimacy, yes. Having someone you trust. But is that something you desire from a relationship? Is that something you feel you get from your current friends? Is that something you feel you could get from a very close friend or platonic life partner? You don’t have to find the answer to any questions any time soon. But there’s definitely plenty of hope for you to find intimacy and companionship in your life.

[pomelo-chan]

Real life encounter (RLE) G/T

part 1

yimir was the one you could call the soft and caring of the group.. altrough he didin´t really have one

he had friends from different places, and altrough his friends liked him, he hadn´t have anyone close, he would hang out with people and they could share some toughs but he didn´t really clicked with somebody, or had a best friend, or someone romantic, and he could feel an empty space of connection that he wanted to have with someone or more than one people he needed to fit in deeply and feel completely... himself in a sort of way

he didn´t share this much because he didin´t wanted to look selfish or not gratefull, but some time passed and he find a web page

“meet and bond”

he had already try many pages searching for people and conversation, but all he could find was people he would be friends with but don´t really in a close or unique way, they would have things in common and talk, but not much more, and the most people he found was the ones who where looking for romantic interest and.. sexual stuff, and those things gave him a pretty bad taste most of the time.. he wasn´t interesed in romantic stuff with someone yet and less in something sexual

but this page

was much different

it wasn´t pretty well know and never heard publicity in other places, he managed to know this page by some less famous pages he would connect, and they were discret about it, he tought it were probably marketing problems and bad organized publicity

it semmed pretty normal and surprisingly they where tons of people connected and he wondered if this was a trend he didin´t heard about

the page funcioned with video calls.. but not randonbly, it had a system of tests and asked things that you liked.. to sorta little deep/complex things that you tought and wanted for you and searched for, yimir answer the questions exited, for the new site

afther he finished it appear a tiny list of names with characteristics, that were potentiall matchs, and one name was more big

“toughfull” “caring” “carismatic” “loving” “listener”

those where some of the words that were in an specific profille, that the person who had those facts, they didin´t directly writte it, they taked the test too as him, he had similar descriptions in his profile, so he went for it and clicked the name

the name was “Crhis “

the video call didin´t started, it opened a chat box that ocupped almost the whole page

then he started talking

chris was a man too and as he said hello to him, chris responded as well, chris just by the chat point of view seemed very interesed and joyfull to met and talk with yimir, and him almost tought it was a bot

the talk went so fluently and casual, they didn´t even really talk about anything much deep or toughfull, just casual stuff.. but, they connected so well they understood echother in their way of thinking and doing stuff

they talked about a two hours before yimir had to go shoping to don´t run out of food, chris gived his number to yimir and saved eachothers accounts in the page, altrough they didin´t video call yet

they woul do it tomorrow

or better saying in the middle of the night before tomorrow because yimir and chris both connected again to talk to eachother , almost at the same time

they started talking by chat about an hour because as they talked,they almost forgot about the vidoecall, as yimir was in his bed confy , he turned on the lights and put his tablet in his desk, as chris was in his computer already in his propper desk, as the videocall connected yimir fixed his hair, starting to flush a little as he thinked about what was he doing, the videocall started, altrough as he geted to know crhis he was pretty confortable, when he started the videocall and actual talking face to face, he turned to be more shy and nervous, but not too much

as he saw Chris altrough, he flushed more intensenly

he already tought of Chris as a pretty fella, but altrough Crhis didin´t objectebly seem more pretty than he imagined... seeing him face to face (well by a screen) started to really rumble his hearth, chris had skin more close to an white tone but altrough it was night and he had the lights of his room on, one could still see his pink puffy cheeks, and his really wavy dark hair, it wasn´t long, better said short but in much cuantity of curles mess, he also used a cutie big pair of headphones with tiny cat ears on the top of a methalic black color, his nose was tiny and chubby like a piggie and his lips where not too big but with volume and pinkish, and his eyes, ironically where with almost cat form by their characteristics of their shape and a mixture of a brownish green

he flushed as he started to notice that chris was talking to him, he had a more of a low and rumbling voice of a teenager, this meaning not too low to be a grown adult but not too normal acute to be consider of the bunch

as he started to talked to talk to him, chris noticed the details that yimir does as they started to meet, as getting lost in some toughs in the middle of something, curling his hair with his fingers, blink much when he didin´t understand something or was a little scared, but altrough that stuff, it was a pretty clear thing that yimir was an tough independient man with his own complex mindset and values... as odd it sounds, chris really got charmed by this and all of the person yimir was..

they started talking almost always, as both didn´t like much compromise to stuff to people, they didin´t feel like it was some sort of obligation, they relationship they felt it so natural and with the time more close that they just enjoid it

and they soon after less than 2 weeks wanted to meet up

chris was in his first year of college and yimir was talking studies by home and working for a year, because in the last part of the year he would go to exchange for a couple of months

they had to decide where to meet up, as yimir thinked, something popped in his head..

the giant three

it was outside of town in a forbiden part and it stands out by all the normals threes, it is escentially forbiden to go out of any town of the kleine exept if your going to another leute town or sectors

yimir tried to never think that he was a kleine

yimir tried to never think that they were other races, and the kleine society does the same, by his luck

they where two human races in the planet; the kleine leute, and the riesige Leute, and 70% of the poblation was riesge....those woul get to be more than 25 times bigger than the kleine, he didn´t like at all thinking or talking about them a t a l l, he just wast glad that hey at least respected their society and didin´t have much contact with them, and more glad he was that he had never to do or think about them

or that he tought

the giant, or gigantic three was far away from the city, but really much clocer to the kleine territory than the riesge, just to say that anyone couldn´t see or had saw anithyng about the riesge, just formal stuff had been seen with them and neither of them had come close to their cities

that would just be worst, both sides agree on that

yimir hadn´t donde anything illegal ever, but he sure was determined to go there or try to,  in spite of the consecuences

as he consulted Chris he seemed surprisingly determined and exited as he was and they determined the meeting by the weekend

but neither of them expected what was going to happen

or were prepared..

[foreverjover]

Ok AHKJ fans, I’ve got another very long tangent about Maurice that has been bugging me for a very long time, but I can’t figure it out🤔. If someone could give me some insight on this I would really appreciate it 😊 Ok here it goes: 

So first off, some of you may have noticed that DreamWorks has made a couple different theories as to how Maurice and Julien met. I’ll go over the ones I remember:

1. The most popular theory is that Maurice is older then Julien (much older) and has always taken care of Julien ever since he was a little baby. There are also significant hints to support this theory such as in “That sinking Feeling” When Maurice takes Clover to the place where Julien keeps all the stuff from when he was a baby, Maurice picks up Julien’s bottle and pretends that he was holding a baby, while he mentions that Julien was “So cute” when he was little. Makes sense, right? But then there’s theory two…

2. In “Revenge of the Prom” when Julien mentions that he met someone important at his “lemur school” Maurice believes that Julien is referring to him, which implies…they met in high school? But if they met in high school, how did Maurice take care of Julien as a kid? that also implies that Maurice and Julien are or around the same age… Weird… then to make things more confusing….

3. Boom! in “I Maurice” its said that they didn’t meet in high school, they actually met when they were babies! Again implying that they are around or close to the same age. But, despite how cute and touching this episode was, it doesn’t make sense. From the depiction of the 2D animation when Julien finds Maurice, it’s my guess, if anything, that Julien, because he is at least able to crawl, while Maurice can only lay down and cry,  is older then HIS caretaker…someone tell me how that works. And if they’re the same age, how can Maurice hold Julien as a baby, or take care of him, when he is a baby himself?  It’s hard to believe that DreamWorks OVERLOOKED this. Maybe its just me. I haven’t heard anyone else bring this up…so maybe it does make sense. If that is the case I would really love it if someone could it explain to me how. Really confused. Thanks for reading this! Hope I didn’t bore you too much XD But this and the whole, *shudders* Clager ending are really making my head spin in circles. The answer to my Clager post was that it just DOESN"T make sense, no matter what…Is that the same with this?

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 I didn’t write this, this theory is from our great “Feelings Develop” author Netflix Original !!! Please know that she doesn’t have Tumblr, so she sent me a message with this interesing theory and I posted it. Also  chapter 15 is almost done!!!! ^^

KJ: Respect!

[almira-nizamova-blog]

Time of Cool Bananas

Sometimes just one word gives you so many emotions. One smell, one photo or one song can remind you great times (or awful ones). Anyway good or bad memories, I like such associations. it helps to reflect important things or just make you smile during cold (=russian) winter. One of the association with EVS will be phraze “cool bananas” for me. Because there are so many good moments  in these two simple words. So necessary conclusions.

* Do it. I was in adventure park. I’ve never thought that I could do that: walking among the trees at a height of few metres with one rope tied around my waist. Yes, I didn’t do really difficult or super-height routes, but for me this experience was important. I realized that I (or you/he/they = everyone) can deal with fears. But there is only one way – just do it. Nike’s slogan does work – I checked it!

* Learn every day. I don’t mean reading books (but that’s a good habbit). I mean we shoudn’t say “It’s enough, I don’t want to know anymore”. There are so many things, which we don’t know (from physics to yoga) yet. The world is changing every second, I suppose we can’t stop learning. We can’t close our eyes and pretend that there is nothing important to us. Every person can teach us something new, let’s be open to these knowledge.

* Telling about your personality is good thing. For me sharing feelings and emotions is difficult even in Russian, which I know perfectly. Doing this in English is doubly hard. But when we tell to other about trouble, people can really help us. Because wherever we grow up, in whatever language we speak, we have the same problems. Realizing that we stop thinking that everything sucks. We know we’re not alone and that gives us power to start solving our problems.

*Small things can make you happier. Sometimes all that you need is sleeping. Or water. Or conversation with friend. Or good movie. I agree, in general, LOVE is all that we need (Hello, Beatles!), but this love is in small routine stuff. It’s not only in our relantionships with guys/girls. Love can be everywhere and in everything . Any action which make you happy is your love. It depends on our attitude only. But time to times don’t forget to hate something, it’s important ;)

* We’re all different. Yeah, usually all of us worry about the same stuff and we are afraid of similar things, but all our emotions, opinions, tastes, ways of lifes and etc make us unique. I’m pretty sure you will not find two identifical persons. It means you will be able to explore human nature (or human souls) whole life. Doesn’t it make our existence more marvellous? Doesn’t it make us more confident and happier when we realize “We don’t have to be like others! We can choose our own way”? I want to say “Thanks a lot!” to Nature/God/Universe/Evolution/Whatever for that, it’s our best gift.

P.S. EVS (Erasmus+ program) gives us, volunteers, a lot of knowledge. I think I could make such post every single day, but I will not. It’s time for travellings, exciting experience, languages, interesing meetings and new challenges, so I can’t waste it for writing and thinking all the time. Cool bananas should enjoy this life. Always :)

[aspiestvmusings]

More quintis headcanons for when they're finally parents!

Hi, anon. 

Thank you for your submission, But Im a bit confused here. 

Did you  mean to send this message to this blog or some other blog? 

Cause the “more headcanons, please” confuses me, as I’ve not made any actual “Quintis (baby/family) headcanons” posts… At least not recently.

I have “wish lists” and “theories” and other kind of posts in the past that I have posted, where I share my thoughts on what I want the story to do for the Quintis baby storyline, and all that, but…  

I’m sorry…I’m confused right now about what you mean by your ask. I truly think you meant so send it to someone else. ?

As for posting more headcanons or wishes for the BABY QUINTIS plot… I don’t think I’ll be doing that. I’m not comfortable posting something unfinished, and as you’ve probably noticed this blog basically has no original content this year… so I do not think there will be much more besides the weekly “quintis moments” vids coming. Maybe I’ll write something before the finale, maybe not. 

I would like to ask anyone reading this to make their own post on this, and let’s tag it all the same way #BabyQuintis #QuitnisBaby #QuintisHeadcanons so they’d be easy to fid!

My Headcanons: 

Quintis Baby gender: Girl…with a slight chance of boy (I’ll decide after I watch 418 & 422)

Quintis Baby “neurotype”: genius… with a sligh chance of normal 

Quintis Baby name: Grace or Alex …with  a slight chance of other names 

Quintis Baby looks: asian/half-asian 

Quintis Baby origins: bio, bio with help from science/med, non-bio? #youknowtheanswer the only thing I’ll say about this is: if a bio kid will happen now, then adoption later/end of the series & vice versa: if an adoption will happen now, then a bio kid later/end of the series. That is my guess. 

Quintis Baby arrival time: season 5 (depending on possible timejumps & use of time and how things work… in a realitic/non realitic way…etc…): Nov sweeps, Xmas ep, Feb sweeps, S5 Finale (TV characters, whose pregnancy is revealed in season fianle, often give birth in the next season finale..having an impossible 52+ week pregnancy)

Quintis as parents: Happy will be the more serious mom, who’ll teach their kid to fix cars & Toby’ll be the more fun dad, who’ll play silly princess tea party games with their kid. 

Team Scorpion & Quintis Baby: it takes a village/Team Scorpion to raise a Quintis Baby! 

Quintis in S4: What I do love about it that though they’ve now added the infertility to the list…there has been no hint at Happy wanting a kid with 50% her and 50% not-Toby genes. It’s all or nothing for her…. that was made clear at the end of 416 already/again. And I also love that Toby is 100% supportive of her, and her decisions… regarding their future kid. I kinda think he actually had read her mind… a bit… during the 403 end scene… and he knew/knows what she wants (even before she speaks the words)… so despite how the scene might look… I think he was waiting for her to say… all …that… and we might be lucky and hear him reveal…in a future scene… that he actually knew all along…and just waited for her to be the one to start the conversation. #ImBeingCryptic

INSTEAD OF “HEADCANONS”, I HAVE A RANT, SPOILERY RANT: 

I have had many wishes for the QUINTIS FAMILY PLOT #BabyQuintis #QuintisBaby (that I have shared in my many past post regarding this storyline) and I love that it does look as if we’ll get to meet the newest, smallest TeamScorpion member in S5/next year and I love that we & Happy/Quintis get their forever dream/wish granted, but… I also have major issues with the shows handling of the plot (this has been going on since mid-S2, ep 2x13…basically..with season 2B hinting at the coming plot, then the S3 Cd-baby plot, and the ongoing S4 actual road to their family of more than two. And though we only have time for “it’s gonna happen” news this season… with meeting the kid having to wait til next season… we’re close now.) because they’ve used so many not good tropes on the way...

But despite how much I’ve wanted this plot, I must stand by my words, and say I still think the same way as I did in S2, and early S3…when I first posted my thoughts on the storyline and plot idea and all that. And despite loving many things about the plot (how, etc), I also have huge issues with it. And certain things about it. (about how some things were done). And I cannot say yet what exactly, cause that’d give away details about what happens in 418…and the eps after that. (meaning: how exactly this plot is resolved...after all this time)

Most importantly: this show is like any other network show… not brave. (I do not know if the “stalling” decision came from the studio, network, or writers/creative team, but whoever decided that it’s too soon in S3, because “babies mean end of crime shows” is the opposite of brave. #IveDetectedaWimp 

Because as much as that plot was amazing (S3: Happy’s journey to becoming a mom & S4: Toby’s journey to becoming a dad), and needed for Happy’s EQ development & for more..., then to use every single “bump on the road” to their desire for a family… doesn’t make a good story IMO. Too many cry-stories (mom died at childbirth, horrible childhood years with no parents/absent parents, false-positive and “losing the bay that never was”, decision to have a baby…with no continuity -- mention of the S3 emotional experiences, their/teams financial situation, the different options, the prep for this step) and worrying after just a few unseccuful months of trying, to fertility issues, and IVF treatment ... with yet another case almost ruining the important day of the procedure)… 

Just like the shows dedication to follow through with Paige’s/Ralphs Pilot-ep created rule “Scorpion saves everyone” makes the cases boring, and predictable, and not interesing to follow (cause it’s too predictable, too network TV style checking all the boxes, and following the same structure too much)... it’s same with this plot...for me.

And we all just know that either the 1st try won’t work and/or there’ll be pregnancy and/or birth complications, and/or issues with the babies health. Cause somehow there is a need to use every single plot idea for this. And that’s an issue with TV.. they try to do too many things (instead of using just some of the ideas/roadblocks...but make it good)…all at once…and there’s not enough time for all the plots, and most of the ideas get dropped/not finished properly…and same with this plot… and so…as much as I love it…and that it’s happening… it’s not that great. 

I can now say: I have issues with it (yes, I know how it ends/how it is resolved… though I don’t know what’s waiting in s5...still) Even with the happy ending..that was obvious… I’m not giving a “A+” grade for the plot as a whole. For each individual ep/part of the plot… yeah…but not to it as a whole. It’s finally time for everything I wanted..from the start (and it kinda feels like reading fanfic… cause I’m certain I’ve read the same scene in some fic…almost word-to-word…) & I can’t believe it’s gonna be canon..soon, but… I honestly can say that I didn’t really want it like this… 

I’ll end with a quote from Toby/the show: “We love each other. We’re gonna have a family. You’re gonna wait outside a school and you’re gonna build a crib and you’re gonna share tools with whatever baby is lucky enough to have you as their mom. It’ll happen when the time is right. It is gonna happen.“ - Toby to Happy, Scorpion 3x07 Quintis end scenes #itishappening

[givemeakisspookie-blog]

Miss Atomic Bomb. (Aaron Tveit Fanfiction)

Chapter Two.

That little paper with the phone number messed up with her head. Marie Anne spent the whole dinner and drive back home trying to decide if she should text him. She knew he wanted her to do it, but the timing to do it was another thing. Text him in that moment wasn’t an option. The next day wasn’t either. Looking desperate, or not interested. She needed to find a middle term.

Besides that, she had no idea what she was going to text him. To be honest, the flirting thing wasn’t her thing, so just thinking about doing it was freaking her out. She usually never went and never had to start a conversation with any man, so she was completely lost in the middle of the mist.

After they had dinner, came back home and the three siblings were straight to bed. She changed her clothes, and get into bed, holding the little paper in her hand. After a few seconds, she grabbed her phone. Marie Anne wrote like ten different versions of the same text and nothing seems to be good enough. She wanted to sound cool but at the same time like she wasn’t trying too hard. There was always a word or expression that wasn’t the right one. The text was too long or too short. Some other times she sound like she was too flirty and she didn’t wanted to sound desperate.

After a long time writing and deleting texts, she stayed with one: “Hi, I’m the girl from the Yankees game. I guess you gave me your number so I could text you.”. She looked at the screen for some minutes and closed her brown eyes in the second she pressed send. Marie Anne couldn’t understand why her heart was going faster when she did it. When the text was sent the girl left her phone in her nightstand because she was sure he wasn’t going to answer soon. When the whole room was dark she finally turned to a side to try to get some sleep. Then the phone lighted up and buzzed making her jump.

“Hi Yankees girl, good to hear of you finally. I thought you weren’t going to text.”

The girl read the text several times and even then couldn’t believe it. She spent almost a minute to know what to answer that. She felt like a teenager girl waiting for a text from her crush and not like a twenty seven years old woman just texting a cute guy that she met some hours ago.

“Sorry about that, I was having dinner with your new friends.”

“It’s fine, your brothers are cool kids. How are you doing?”

“Fine. You?”

The second she pressed “send” she wanted to have a baseball bat beside her nightstand and hit her own head. “Fine. You? For real? You can’t be that sharply, can you?” she thought out loud, while locking her phone and leaving it under her pillow. It buzzed again. She panicked. She felt completely stupid when she slowly grabbed the phone and closed her eyes while unlocking it.

“Great. What are you doing? Still having dinner?”

That calmed her down. She didn’t screw things up. Not yet, at least. If something was sure was that she wasn’t going to forgive herself if she did such a stupid thing while texting.

“No, I’m already in bed to get some sleep. I have work tomorrow morning so I need my beauty rest.”

“You just pulled him over. Very good, girl. Doesn’t surprise me you’re so damn alone.” she murmured and was every time more upset with herself. It really seemed that was everything was going to end in that very moment.

“Then I should let you sleep…”

That was exactly what she was waiting for. “Great. Perfect. Superlative. Wonderful.” she said loudly. She was going to give up. It was already everything messed up.

“It’s okay, wasn’t working anyway.”

“A headache bothering you?”

Marie Anne smiled unconsciously as she covered herself a bit more with the blanket. It was a sweet thing to ask and she recovered a bit of the defeat she didn’t have yet but the one she was already living. Things were getting better.

“No. Not now, but thanks for asking anyway.”

“You’re welcome. Too much work?”

“No, just too many hours in front of the computer. Could be worse, but I like it, so it’s cool.”

“Can I ask what do you do for a living?”

Suddenly something popped into her mind. She didn’t know his name yet. She spent the whole game and dinner wondering his name and now she had his number and was talking with him for some miracle, but still had no idea of who he was.

“You realize we don’t know each others names?”

“You never asked.”

“You could have asked too.”

“Your brothers were there.”

“With that theory I’ll say your friends were there too.”

“Your brothers are around now?”

The girl needed to put the cover away a little bit and could felt her cheeks turning a little bit warm. She would like to ask why he was saying that and for what and maybe if he wanted to say something not allowed to little kids, but that was going too far. She was already thinking that far, though and wasn’t good. She wondered if he was too.

“No.”

“What’s your name?”

After almost five seconds that felt like five hours, she finally got what she wanted.

“Marie Anne. You?”

“Nice to meet you, Marie Anne. I’m Aaron.”

“Finally! Hi Aaron. What are you doing?”

“I’m about to sleep. You know, it’s passed midnight. Duh, what are you expecting him to answer to that?!” she said softly, almost moking herself even if now she was excited like if she was racing the most important race of the championship.

“Nothing crazy, watching some TV and about to read a book.”

“People still read before bed?”

“I still do sometimes. Old man style.”

Marie Anne laughed alone like if she just heard a really good joke, all that hiding her head under the covers so nobody would heard her in the other rooms even if her door was closed. Every little thing she was discovering about him was making her get more and more interesed and remember his blue eyes and smile was an extra point.

If her mom could see her all excited, smiling at her phone and waiting for his text she would totally sit her in the chair and give her a 10-hour long speech about how foolish and childish she was acting. She will repeat how she shouldn’t trust a man without knowing him and how could she do such a thing as send him a text. Besides, remembering that she’s 27 years old, and that she’d have to look forward to look for a real relationship for having a family, and not sending text and dating like a teenager. Or also say that she was acting as childish as her teen brothers.

Her mom was having one of the toughest moments in any women’s life: a divorce, and that was messing a little bit with her judgement. She was almost every second angry, she turned annoying, yelled all the time and she was being a bit unsettled with that situation. After what happened with Marie Anne’s dad, she had to handle the “boyfriend” subject more carefully. Or even the “boy” subject. Her mother was always telling her how she shouldn’t have boy friends, to not settle down with any man because he was going to let her down, and all those comments that wasn’t making any good to her or even her confidence with men. That was one of the reasons she didn’t say a word about the Yankees guy in the first place. Since the moment her dad left home, her house became a boy-killer, so clearly all her relationships -or whatever similar to it-, ended in failure, massive failure, or sometimes didn’t even end, because she couldn’t start anything.

Even with all that Marie Anne didn’t wanted to pay attention to her mother’s speeches. Her parents weren’t the first couple getting divorced in the world and wouldn’t be the last one. She knew it could happen to her some day, but she could also have a happy and normal relationship like some friends of her were having.

Anyways, she wasn’t really looking for someone. She had her friends, her brothers, her job… She was having a good time, hanging out with some guys sometimes, but anything more. Actually, when her mother started with: “You know, one day you’ll fall in love… Or you’ll like a guy so much, doesn’t matter… That day, you’ll see…”, she just turned off her ears, cause internally she was thinking: “Falling in love? Not happening. Liking some guy so much? Might be. Doubt it.”, which meant for her that all that came after that was completely useless for her.

So now, if her mother would see what she was doing she would probably yell at her, even if it was probably just some silly thing like texting. Although… At some point, she knew it wasn’t just texting.

“I can’t judge your old man style when I’m already in bed at this time.”

“We can pretend we don’t have anything else to do and that’s why we are living this old people kind of life.”

“You should be doing something else besides that?”

“No really. You?”

“Probably working.”

It sounded a bit repetitive, but it was all true. She spent since she woke up until she went to bed, and sometimes even later than that, working with her laptop. She took it with her everywhere. Parker always used to say that Forrest Gump would probably say they were bread and butter.

“You are all day working?”

“Not all day. I don’t work tomorrow afternoon. What about you?”

“Me neither.”

Now she was just a little bit curious about his job but didn’t ask anyways. It wasn’t the thing she really wanted to ask him in that moment. Marie Anne thought about it for a second and a evil little smirk appeared in her face as she wrote another text and waited for his answer.

“Good. Wanna do something tomorrow, Aaron?” ←  Previous Chapter.                                                                  Next Chapter.  →

[soaimagines]

No Strings Attached

Request: Imagine your Bobbys daughter and FWB with Tig.

I kinda went a different direction here, I hope you guys like it.

Smut 💦

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“Tig!” You moaned as he rubbed his thumb against your clit. You stopped your hips from rolling against his, the double sensation becoming too much and you placed your hands on his chest, leaning against him to catch your breath. “Who said you could stop, baby girl?” He scolded. “I did,” You panted. “Ya know, since I'm doing most of the work.” Tig shrugged. “Hey, you're  the one who wanted to be on top.” “I like being in charge.” You smirked. “Is that so?” Tig bucked his hips, pushing his erection further into you and you moaned. “Mm-hmm.” You moved your hips back and forth, slowly, allowing you to feel every inch of him as he slid inside you. TIg smirked and grabbed your hips tightly, and you knew you'd have bruises there tomorrow. You slid your hips back, so only the tip of him rested inside you before you rolled your hips forwards once more and both of you moaned as every inch of him filled you. “Ohh baby,” Tig moaned.  “Shut up.” You ordered and slapped his hands away from your hips. He raised an eyebrow but obeyed. You grabbed his wrists and held them above his head, pinning them to the bed. He licked his lips and breathed in your scent and you rolled your hips slowly against him once more before letting go of his wrists. He didn't try to move them and you sat straight, a soft moan escaping your lips at the change of position . Tig eyed your bare chest hungrily, admiring the soft curves of your breasts and the small bite marks already bruising across them. You leant back and placed your hands on his thighs before pulling your legs forward so you were squatting on top of him. He growled in approval and you smirked as you pushed yourself up. You hovered your body over his, teasing him with just his tip inside you. His eyes were glued to your core, seeing your folds wrapped around the tip of his cock, dripping wiht your juices was driving him wild and if you didn't start fucking him soon he was gonna have to take control. Suddenly you slammed your body down, taking all of him inside you in one abrupt movement. “Oh god baby,” Tig groaned, fighting hard not to move his hands. You grinned and lifted your body up and down. Each movement brought you closer to the edge. Tig could tell you were close and he couldn't resist any longer. He licked his thumb before pressing it against your clit and rubbing circles. “Fuck, Tig!” Your walls began to tighten around him and you were overcome with pleasure. “Good girl, baby.” You dropped to your elbows, either side of him as your body trembled around him, both of you moaning through your orgasms as he found his release. Tig wrapped his arms around you, holding you to his chest as you both caught your breath. After a few minutes you rolled off him and lay beside him, a thin layer of sweat coating both of your bodies. You laid like that for a few minutes before you swung your legs off the bed and stood, shaking out your arms as you did. “Well, that really was as fun as I remembered.” You walked around the room, picking up your scattered clothing. “Im surprised you remember last time.” Tig laughed. “You were wasted, doll.” You turned towards him and put your hands on your hips, a mock stern expression on your face. “You takin advantage of drunk girls, Tiggy?” “Please, if anything you took advantage of me.” “Yeah, who could resist, huh?” “I cant help that I was blessed with good looks, (y/n).” You laughed and walked around the bed. “I know, Tiggy. I know.” You leant down and kissed his lips before heading for the shower. With your back turned, you didn't notice the strange expression on his face. When you returned to the room he was still in the same position; lying naked on the bed, a sheet draped loosely over him and a joint between his fingers. You quickly dried off and pulled on your clothes, Tig watching you thoughtfully. “You leaving?” “Yeah,” You fished your shoes out from under the bed and tugged them on. “Dad wants to take me out for breakfast so I gotta get home before he gets there.” “Why don't you just go grab him, he's in his dorm.” “What?!” You turned to Tig. “He crashed out last night.” He shrugged. “Old man cant handle his booze these days.” Your eyes widened in disbelief. “Jesus Christ, Tig! Why didn't you say anything?!” “Really, doll? You think your dads gonna recognise the sound of your moans?” You swore steam was coming out of your ears and you were about to argue when he cracked a smile. “Im just kidding baby. He went home last night.” “I swear to God, Trager I am gonna kill you one of these days.” You fumed. Tig frowned, still as casual as ever. “Then who are you gonna fuck?” You laughed. “Thankfully theres plenty more dick in the world.” Tig clutched his hand to his heart with mock hurt and you laughed again more leaning over him and pecking his lips. “I’ll see you later?” “I’ll be here.” Tig watched you leave, checking the hallway was empty before sliding out of the room. ~

Tig laid there for several more moments before it became too cold to tolerate, and the joint in his hand was almost burnt out. Goosebumps waved over his skin as a cool breeze wafted over his sweat covered body and he forced himself off the soft bed sheets. He stubbed the remains of his joint out in the ashtray on his bedside table and headed for the shower. Standing under the shower head, Tig let the steaming hot water wash away the scent of you. He closed his eyes and stepped under the stream. And as the water splashed his face and  flowed down his skin he thought back to the day you had come into his life.

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The door had slammed and Tig had turned towards the door, only to see her marching into the room. “Is my dad here?” It was only Juice and himself in the room and Juice had turned his head to the side, a blank look on his face. “He could be.” Tig said. “What?” “I could be your daddy.” He licked his lips. She raised her eyebrows and stared at him for a moment before turning to Juice. “Is this guy serious?” Juice had nodded. “Sadly, yeah.” He smiled apologetically. She turned back to Tig and sighed. “Is Bobby here?” “Wait Bobbys your dad?” Juice had interrupted. “Yeah.” “(Y/n)? Long time no see!” Clays voice boomed through the room and you all turned to look at him. She smiled at the familiar face and walked towards the President. “Hey Clay, is dad here?” “Hes in his dorm, sweetheart.” She thanked him before heading down the hallway he had pointed to. Tig and Juice were standing there, staring at Clay with confused looks on their faces. “Dont even think about it.” Clay had warned before walking past them and heading into Chapel.

Tig had been very interesed in her sudden arrival and had finally learnt (thanks to Gemma) that she was, in fact, Bobbys daughter from a one night stand many years ago. Her mother had kept her a secret from her father for years before finally allowing them to meet once she was a teenager. She had accepted the fact that her father hadn't known of her existence and they had slowly built a relationship, despite her living out of town. It was still unclear as to why she was in town, and Tig was interested in finding out. Or rather, he was interested in her. She had spent the day with her father, but now the sun had set and she was still here, drinking at the bar with Juice, while Bobby talked club business with Clay. Tig sauntered across the room and leant against the bar. “Sorry about earlier, doll. I didn't know who you were.” She looked at him and smiled. “And who are you?” “The man of your dreams.”Tig said. Both her and Juice groaned, before she laughed loudly. “Im Tig.” “NIce to meet you, Tig. (y/n).” She introduced herself with such charm, but it had been the mischievous glint in her eyes that had made Tigs interest peak. Juice could sense it and he shook his head before standing. “Ill leave you to it. Nice to meet you, (y/n).” She had waved goodbye to Juice and Tig had stepped around her and slid onto the barstool where Juice had sat. “You look like someone who needs something a little more fun than..” He picked up her glass and tasted the drink. “Ugh what is this?” He reached behind the bar and poured himself a shot. “What makes you think I need more fun in my life?” She asked. “Drinkin all alone on a friday night. All dressed up with no where to go.” “I wasn't alone, Juice was h-“ Tig raised a finger, hushing her. “Shh shh Its okay, doll. Tiggy's here now.” She had raised her eyebrows but then she had laughed before she downed the rest of her drink. “Well, Tiggy. I may be all dressed up but I got somewhere to go.” “Oh and wheres that?” She had smiled playfully before she had grabbed his shot glass and downed that too. “Away from you.” She placed the glass back on the bar and walked away. Tig might have thought she wasn't interested, had he not kept his eyes on her. But luckily for him his eyes had followed you across the room, and he definitely did not miss the playful smile and the wink you threw him on the way.

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Tig stepped out of the shower and dried himself before heading back into the room and climbing back into the bed. It was probably for the best that you had left, he thought. He wasn't used to sharing the bed anyway. At least that was the excuse he gave himself as he drifted back to sleep.

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Tig answered the door to find you leaning against the wall opposite his dorm room. “Hey you.” You smiled seductively. Tig smirked and stepped aside, allowing you to enter the room. “Four nights in a row, huh?” You rolled your eyes and walked past him into the room. “Dont flatter yourself, Trager. Charming’s a boring town.” Tig smirked and closed the door behind you. “Thought you'd be watching Elvis performing at the Boulevard tonight.” “Please, like I wanna see my dad in those outfits.” You sat on the bed and peeled off your shirt, exposing your bra. “Can we not talk about my dad?” Tig chuckled and walked to stand in front of you. He leant downed kissed your lips. “How bout we don't talk at all?” You reached for his shirt and pulled him down again. “I like the way you think.” You kissed him hungrily and he reached down and lifted your legs, pushing you further up the bed and he hovered over you. His hands moved up your thighs, caressing the soft curve of your ass cheeks. His lips stayed on yours, his tongue exploring his mouth but the usual hunger was lacking. He kissed you slowly and deeply and pushed himself against your core. You moaned and he pulled his lips away and kissed down your neck. This time though, he didn't bite you. He kissed you softly and sucked gently at your skin. You bucked your hips, desperate for friction. “Come on, Trager. I didn't come here so you could make me come with kisses.” You whined, pushing yourself up to rub against his crotch. “Patience, baby girl.” Tig hushed and kissed along your neck once more. You wrapped your legs around his waist and pushed, rolling the both of you till you sat in his lap and he was lying against the bed. “Fuck your patience.” You kissed him hungrily and reached behind you to unclip your bra. His hands roamed over your skin, holding your body close to his. You pulled away from him and sat straight, unbuttoning his shirt with hurried fingers. Tig lifted his hands to caress your breasts and you met his eye. The gaze that met yours frightened you. You'd seen it before, only a couple of times but you knew what it was. It wasn't a hunger, it wasn't desire. it wasn't just lust, there was a longing.. possibly even love? You pushed the thought to the back of your mind and kissed him again. He rolled you over so he lay on top and this time you didn't resist. His hands moved to your jeans and he tugged them down your thighs, leaving only your panties. Tig kissed you, with more passion than you had expected. It had been a long time since you'd felt such passion in a kiss and when he pulled his lips away to catch his breath he stayed close. His breath was on your lips and he rubbed his nose wth yours gently. You opened your eyes to meet those piercing blue eyes and you saw that same longing look once more. You were quick to bring his lips to yours again and you pushed your tongue into his mouth. Your hands ran down his body and unbuckled his belt and his hand left your body long enough to push his jeans and his boxers down. He Tugged your panties to the side and ran his thumb through your slick folds before lining himself up at your entrance. He met your gaze as he pushed into you,causing you to gasp and when you saw that same look in his eyes you clutched yours shut. Tig always felt so good inside you, stretching yu and pushing into you over and over. The room was filled with the sound of his skin slapping against yours and your moans and it wast long before waves of pleasure were rolling over you. Yet every time you looked into those blue eyes as he pounded into you that same look was there, that same yearning. Like he was searching the very edges of your soul for some kind of connection. The more you saw it, and he more you thought about it, the more uncomfortable it made you feel. Until he pounded into you harder and your orgasm drove all those thoughts from your mind.

Tig brought the joint to his lips and watched you from his spot on the bed as you got dressed, Like usual, you were quick to leave after your encounters. Normally that wouldn't bother Tig, but with you he wouldn't mind if you stayed, maybe just a little while longer. “You going to Gems dinner tonight?” You turned to look at Tig as you pulled your shirt over your head. “Yeah, told her Id be there.” “You can ride with me, I’ll pick you up.” You raised your eyebrows. “And whats my dad gonna say when I turn up riding bitch with you?” “Oh he wont be there.” He took a drag of his joint. “Clays sending him and Hap up to Tacoma to sort some business.” “Oh,” You frowned. He hadn't mentioned it to you yet. “I dunno, we should probably take seperate rides.” Tig nodded. “Well maybe you could stay here after, since Bobbys gonna be outta town.” You stopped what you were doing and sighed before sitting on the edge of the bed. “You know Im leaving soon, right?” “Right, in a month or so.” “No, Tiggy. Im leaving at the end if the week. Im going back home.” Tigs heart sank and he took a long drag of the joint before stubbing it out in the ashtray. “Guess we better make the most if our time then, huh doll?” “I don't think thats such a good idea.” You smiled sadly and looked down at your hands. “Maybe it'll be best if we just stay friends- without the benefits.” Tig frowned. “I thought were having fun.” You stood and leant over him. “We were.” You pressed your lips to his, kissing him deeply. You could taste him on your tongue and when you pulled away you stroked his cheek gently. And just like that you turned and grabbed your bag before heading out of the room, without another glance. The moment your lis had pressed against his Tig knew it was over. It wasn't a ‘see you later’ kiss. It wasn't a ‘thanks for the sex’ kiss. it wasn't a ‘maybe one last time’ kiss. It was a Goodbye kiss. Tig sighed and rolled over, the memories of you beneath him taunting him, knowing he'd never see you like that again and the taste of your Goodbye still lingering on his lips.

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What do I want?

Im on this journey of awakening & now im at a point to reflect on what do I really want? specifically... so i decided to make a list ..  - I want to be so deeply, madly in love with myself.. in a healthy way that  allows me to thrive, appreciate more, tolerate less and truly improve my quality of life. I deserve it, after so long of looking to make a love out of someone I want to realize that my truest  oldest friend & most legitimate soul mate it myself. & I dont have to feel lonely anymore if im simply focusing on the things I enjoy. being in a better space to give & recieve .  - I want to stop resisting, & instead trust, life & my intuition. In these past few days im so greatful for all the information im finally understanding one thing being how alot of the stress in my life is from resistance & from trying to control things around me. Also resisting my intuituion id like to stop doing that. When I hear about the things im letting go it feels as a loss & I havent really been understanding what im gaining. But im so tired of carrying fear or waiting for changes to occur, there are some things that i really dont want to let go off, but i am go greatful for the paitence & perspective througout this entire process.  - I want to slow down & truly be present for each moment & being aware of the energy i bring to a situation. Ive been treating life like a checklist & feeling as tho once I accomplish a,b,c then iĺl be able to fully engage or finally feel the bliss, freedom & happiness. But i choose to bring those things instead & then allow the rest to come. - I want to be creative! I have so many ideas & instead i want to align with the creating & manifesting. When ive been so shut down emotionally I realized how this has affected my sacral chakra, keeping me away from my creativety & sexuality as well. I wanna rebuild that as well as rebuilding my confidence. In high school my senior year I did alot of art classes because I liked the freedom of expression. Art teaches me alot about myself & about my level of paitence. I really would like to specialize in painting (photorealism), freelance photography & even some video recording & editing. These things make me feel alive !! & I´d like to give myself a genuine space to explore it. - I want to have fucking fun!! These past few years ive allowed my depression & adverse feelings to push me to far away from everything i loved including myself. my blog has been one of my closest means of self expression & a creative outlet. but now i miss having friends & fun!! I am being able to just take it easy, I enjoy feeling comfortable in my own skin & vibing out with new people. I miss being with people i feel relatable with , or having girl friends that hype me up & just having lots of normal girly fun with. I call it sisterhood because its so iportant to a young womens development to have a group of sisters to encourage her & also let her know when she needs to check her self.  - I want my tribe to inspire me! When i look at my tribe i wanna feel as tho they accept me & vice versa. Like its alot to learn from them in some aspect & as tho we can all love eachother unconditionally. -I want to validate myself!! With my lack of self love its had been around looking for validation I didnt even realize. Being vulnerable in the wrong ways & putting myself in uncomfortable situations simply for the validation that I matter and for all the self love that was missing. Well now I want to validate myself & go after what I want. Because I cant expect people to want my dreams more than I do. I cante xpect people to do things with me. & when i want people to keep reassuring me things are okay that from a place of fear & im releasing that fear now.  - I want to be confident!  I mean.. I feel pretty confident. But it goes deeper than that. I wanna feel confident in my appearance & in every single choice I make. Confident in my different & confident in my ability to be alone or handle responsibilities. I am ready to embrace confidence fully.  -I want discipline in the means of meditation & exercise. like responsibilities ive been avoiding i intend to truly see the benifits & prioritize them rather than resist or belittle. I feel these things will go a long way in my life & id like to see! - I want my car, my phone & my eyebrows & toes done!!! I group these together because when I think of them they make me feel like an independent adult women. sometimes the fact that I dont have these things makes me feel like im not where i want to be so i want this to motivate me. Like I feel like iv been so dependent on others & the car & phone is truly a means of freedom & indpendence. & when i get my eyebrows & feet done it makes me feel confident & feminine & I could use alot more of that. - Hitting the thousands doing what i love. this past year ive been thinking of & trying to do so much of something that I havnt compleated much of anything. I want to do what my soul really calls me to do & be able to provide myself the lifestyle where I have freedom to the highest degree. Id like to be able to afford the healthy foods or even land to start my own garden & the car & insurance to visit my family at my own accord & to go out when i want & to travel & even just take a personal day when needed. its truly my dream to be my own boss & i know its possible! Im just interesed in seeing how these thousands & millions will manifest for me. I ask for help from the universe in doing so as i release my limiting financial beliefs & embrance my abundance.  - I want to eat more vegan food, I want to feel good more often, I want to have alot of fun new experiences & be around people who enjoy doing simmilar things as me, I want to create & be the next big thing rather than wait for it & I wanna be paitent without getting my feelings involved when nessecary, I wanna embrace the wonders of life & self love to make up for all the years that was no where to be found. & deep deep down I want to be so inlove... but now with myself. - I want to go to the beach, feel the sand i my toes, people watch, charge up in the beautiful water. admire the metaphor for existance that a beach is  - i want to write poetry that flows, is genuine & vibes like i need it to & that others can relate to & enjoy that intruiges the deepest parts of people everywhere  - i want to visit & potentially build an earthship & bus to home coversion - i want to travel america with a lover in my bus conversion - i want to experience the epitomy of freedom & compassion - i want to do psychedelics when im ready  - i want my sex drive back. I litterally dont have one right now but im sure once I do it could make things a whole lot more interesting & fun. i feel shame & guilt clouding my sexuality & I wanna purify that out of me. & have truly spiritual next level sexual experiences when the time comes. - i wanna release guilt in general. about things I cant change or about my truth. - i wanna honor & understand my connection to nature & do everything I can to protect her.  - i want to travel to all these awesome places to experience other cultures, learn different languages , eat ao many amazing food & ulitmatley respect this entire creation in its entirety & ultimatley meet alot of people & have alot of experiences that make this whole thing worthwhile! & really appreciate all the different fascests of nature. I wanna go to costa rica, & egypt & the vadican to witness some of the wonders theyve stolen & france & africa & south america & just all over really. I wanna have something to offer & something to learn as I go. - I wanna go home to my heaven inside. Its calling me. & I know when I return things will be made right. - more means of experssion like enaging in my cosplay instagram ! & hopefully getting lots of followers maybe even money & also starting my youtube channel I am not always sure the details & im trying to be as specific as possible to these things can manifest but imma just be paitent & I hope this helps me & the universe & all my spirit guides & higher self in the long run. / I am sooo greatful!!!   I intend to have a relaxing day full for minfulness & self assurance & just doing whatever I want to do... / Love & light