Guys. Not to be alarmist but we are. So fucked.
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I hate how well being given a deadline works to make me write, do you KNOW how much I’ve gotten done last night/today??? I’ve edited/written over a thousand words after barely getting any progress done on this thing in months
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rules of engagement to fanfic discarded for warrior nun
i dunno if anyone else have rules about fanfic, like reading and writing for it. for me, fanfic that i prefer to read is continuations because i fell in love with a world and i wanna see more of that world and its characters.
so i rarely, rarely if ever, read or write fic for a piece of media until it's done. i never broke that rule before- i read au's because they're au's and technically, technically, not canon. i hate the thought of reading some bomb ass headcanon to be disabused of said figment by canon one or two seasons later.
so the fact that after warrior nun season 1, i was on ao3 looking for that good avatrice to both inject directly into my veins and snort up my nose, it caught me by surprise.
i wrote fanfic, dangnabbit, and i almost never do that.
aus? continuations? i'm filled with so much canon-cancelled headcanons right now, i'm positively apoplectic. livid.
i'm still gonna look for fic though.
and god, i might even write fic. (mary's fine, guys, what're y'all talking about?)
incandescent with rage right now. i have rules and these wlw nuns just casually living rent free in my head is mildly upsetting.
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i hate anxiety bc i will literally convince myself im dying bc my arm hurts for no reason, but i also live by a "she'll be right" attitude, meaning that despite the anxious certainty that i might die in my sleep im not going to do anything about it
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I love it when family invites you over and then forces you to stay the night even when you've told them that you not only want but need to leave but they refuse to drive you home and know fully well you have no other way of escaping 🥳🥳🤪🤪🥳🤪
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Today was a snow day so no school, but I was pretty productive. Started the day with a noice slow breakfast, did a mock SAT (the photo is featuring my wonderful math section scribbles), learned some neuroscience, worked on summer program applications, and studied for my chemistry test tomorrow.
Tbh, I really needed the unscheduled time that the snow day gave so that I could find my footing before hectic ✨immersion✨ and ✨show week✨ starts tomorrow. ahhhh.
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Quietly spinning out about the fact that the last class I needed for my grad program will no longer be offered in the summer so I either have to add an extra class this spring or delay my graduation by a semester and take just that one in the fall 🙃
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FL is going to absolutely crucify (lol) me for everything i say in this talk. thanks to my advisor for saying 'yeah he'll tell you everything you did wrong'. and like. having met the man, i have ZERO doubts that this retired FRENCH man is going to tear me to shreds after. but damn.
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