#karne nahi aa sakti

[iftitah]

okay quick

[hi-avathisside]

Guys I have so much to tell you. LIKE so much to tell you.

(not proofread, will read it later lekin mujhe batana tha yeh sab)

Gup-chup baatein, tumhari aur meri . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁

So, finally, mera aur uska program ban gaya. Paper tha aur phir hum ghar saath main ghoomte phirte vaapis aane waale the. aur paper ho raha tha na aur him baithe the, toh woh mere poeeche baithi thi aur jab mera paper ho gaya toh maine peeche mudkar dekha aur woh itni sundar lag rahi thi itna bada haaayeeee nikla na mere dil se ki haaye itna khoobsoorat koi kaise ho sakta hai, uske baal khule, uski aankhein paper par aur meri uss par aur uska woh golden chashma jaise uski aakhon ki chamak ke saamne feeka pad raha ho. jaise qoh uski aankhon par ek sundar taaj ki tarah ho, jaise chaand ke asspaas taarein, jaise chaand aur yeh samaan. Hum uske baad paper khatam hone ke baad neeche khade ho kar baat kar hi rahe the ki usne kaha chale? mera muh dekh kar woh samajh gayi ki abhi mujhe nahi jaana, usne kaha haan haan thik hai ruk jaate hain. main hasne lagi. maine kaha ab kya karun mujhe tujhse itni saari baatein karni hai, usne kaha baatein tkh mujhe bhi bohot karni hai lekin tu itna muskura kyon rahi hai aaj hm? ab main usse kya bataun ki muskurahat ki wajah woh, zindagi main khushi ki wajah woh, ye baadal aur yeh baarish yeh halki halki si dhoop joh meethi lagti hai, yeh thandi hawa joh badan ko lagti hai, uska haath mere haath main, aur mere yeh laal gaal, aur chehre par muskurahat sabki wajah wahi toh hai. toh ohir maine kaha ab main kya karu main toh tujhse baat karne ke liye bohot excited hoon. ab min tujhe jitna pyaar karti hoon utna tu mujhe nahi karti, himesha one sided love :'( aur phir woh apna sar hilakar boli draamebaaz kahin ki aur phir hum donon hass diye. Kich der baad hum pohonche, aur khoob baatein kari. mera phone aa rhaa tha aur mujhse woh swipe up nahi ho raha tha, woh phoen baje jaa raha aur main usse uthaane ki koshish kar rahi thi, maine uski taraf dekha aur ohir phone ki aur hum donon khoob zor se hasne lage. phone utha liya baad main vaise maine. uske 2nd floor par itni achhi hawa chal rahi thi. aur humne kich pictures khinchi. Uske saath achha lag raha tha. Shaant lag raha tha. Aur phir humne aas paas jagah ghumi thodi si, ghumein ek saath, aur phir usne mujhse poocha tere phone ka password kya hai? aur maine usse bata diya kyonki usne phone pakad rakha tha aur usse mera wallpaper dekhna tha. aur ab realise ho raha hai ki maine usse apna password aise hi bata diya, bejhijhak aur main usse batana chahti thi. main usse apne baarein sab kuch batana chahti hoon. auruska sab kuch jaanna chahti hoon. aur phir kya, waapis ghar aagaye kyonki usne keh diya ki ab ghar chalte hain main thak gayi hoon, toh maine kaha haan thik hai, kyonki jaana main toh kabhi bhi tumhare saath ya tumse thak nahi sakti. maine usse bola ki ghar pohonch kar message kar diyo aur usne kaha tu bhi, aur muskuraayi. aur mera dil maano udd hi gaya. Bas aur kya, thoda sa pyaar aur ho gaya. Usse itni tez gale laagaane ka mann hua na, aur abhi do ghante bhi nahi hue hain lekin uski itni yaad aa rahi hai.

Duniya main jitna pyaar hoga na, mujhe tumse usse shayad thoda zyada hi hoga.

[orgasming-caterpillar]

Dancing On Your Heartstrings

Chapter 19 (prev chapters here)

Raghav pov

Raghav had tossed and turned and not gotten a blink of sleep in the last 3 hours. It was midnight, the night before the competition, and his thoughts had chosen the worst possible time to turn sour. 

The competition is in less than 24 hours, echoed relentlessly in his mind. He couldn't stop stressing about it. Even worse was when he wasn't stressing about the competition. Because that would mean he would be thinking about Ranveer, which was horrible and utterly revolting. 

He tried to not think about the future, and was yanked into the past by an unwelcome memory. He remembered the first day he entered the studio two weeks ago, wearing a bright neon jacket and holding a Sting in one hand, half an hour later than their scheduled time. He remembered seeing Ranveer and the beat his heart skipped at the sight. He had seen Ranveer before, sure, but only on stage with the alta staining his palms and the soles of his feet, in intricately draped garments and accessories; never in a plain flannel shirt and plaid bottoms. He looked so extraordinarily human that Raghav almost thought he had a chance. 

From the moment their eyes met, Ranveer has stripped apart a piece of Raghav's heart with each passing day, until he lay vulnerable and bare to his torments. Such was the torment he was feeling right now, at midnight in his own bed, trapped inside his own rib cage. 

He turned again and stretched to pick up his phone from the nightstand. 00:23 read the widget on his homescreen. Hesitantly, he dialled Madhuri's number.

"Hi?" She picked up on the third ring.

"Kya kar rahi hai?" 

"Chhat pe naach rahi hu."

Raghav snickered quietly. "Kis bechare ko traumatise karne nikli hai ab?"

"Arey nahi re. Manu ke sath movie dekh rahi thi. Call kyu kiya?" 

"Neend nahi aa rahi. Socha tujhse puch lu kal kya karne wale ho tum log."

"Arey arey. Seedha video hi send kar deti hu na. Bata kar kya samajh aane wala hai tujhe?" He heard someone snickering in the background. Probably her girlfriend. "Seriously kya hua? Kal ke liye nervousness toh ho nahi sakti. Tu aisa nahi hai."

He contemplated whether he should tell her or not, then thought what the hell. She already knows how much of a pathetic loser he is. He could vent his overthought thoughts to her and she wouldn't bat an eye. "Well aaj Ranveer thoda weird behave kar raha tha." 

"Again." She groaned. There was some shuffling on her end of the call and then she said, "I thought we were done with him?"

"Yeah, well, it's going to take some time. But seriously, mera toh mujhe pata hai kyu closed off tha, but vo kyu itna ajeeb tha aaj?”

"Maybe because of the fact that you embarrassed yourself by acting like a jealous girlfriend the day before?" She added dryly. 

"Or maybe," He said, letting out his worst fear, "maybe he realised he doesn't want to do anything with me now that he knows I'm gay." 

"Okay first, you don't know for sure he knows you're gay — and that's such a gray fucking area, you should sort that out and know for sure before driving yourself crazy— and second, even if he knows, do you really think he's that kind of a person? From what you told me about him, he doesn't sound that kind of a person."

No he isn't, but what other explanation could there be for his weird behaviour? He wanted to call and ask him what was wrong, but he couldn't. It felt like he wasn't allowed to call him anymore after today, and it made him feel so helpless. 

Madhuri continued when he didn't reply, "You know I love you Raghav, and I hate seeing you getting hurt. You said it yourself- he's straight. So unless he gives you blaring red signs that screams he's into you, remember he's just another guy you met not even two weeks ago." After a brief pause, she said in a gentle voice, "You know he only cares about the competition, Raghu. You'll only hurt yourself if you think otherwise"

"That's not true," he finally croaked out of his tight throat. 

"You should sleep. It'll affect your performance if you don't." For the first time in almost 2 two decades of their friendship, he detected a note of pity in his best friend's voice, and it made him feel a mix of frustration and self loathing. He wanted to forget everything about that, hell, he wanted to forget everything that happened since the last two weeks. So he heeded his best friend's advice and went to sleep, desperate for the oblivion it provides. 

• • •

Raghav didn't know why, but he was picturing Ranveer to be ready in classical dance attire as he picked him up from his house. He was not⁠― something that in turn relieved and annoyed Raghav. Why was he still yearning for another brief flash of tan skin, now that he knew he had no right to? 

Instead, Ranveer was wearing a white cotton shirt and a pair of cargo pants that had be have been sitting in his wardrobe for months, judging how tight it had gotten around his thighs―

Raghav cleared his throat, making Ranveer glance up at him as he made his way to the car. He said nothing and took his seat in the front. Raghav tried not to look at him. Because everytime he did, he could imagine his gaze. Sometimes it was on him, dark pools swirling with a million emotions, none of them good and all of them rendering Raghav useless. Sometimes it was on someone else; the girl at the cafe, a pretty girl walking by, a classical dancer performing upstage. Those hurt even more, for they all held a look Raghav could never get from him. It was easy to ignore whatever he was feeling; especially with the road to focus on.

But that didn't cease the heat rushing to his cheeks when his hand brushed against Ranveer's thigh instead of the gear shift.

He wasn't focusing nearly as well as he thought, because a pedestrian almost crashed into the car. Raghav slammed the brakes.

Ranveer's eyes widened and he gripped the door's handle. It took Raghav a few seconds to understand that he hadn't almost killed an innocent soul, it was the person who walked into the car's path.

The person walked up to the window on the drivers' side. "Ayush?" Ranveer whispered. Raghav wondered if it was to him, because it was certainly too low for Ayush to hear. He banged on the car window before Raghav got a chance to reply.

Slurs were flying out of his mouth before the window rolled down completely. Words Raghav was not degenerate enough to repeat, and frankly, much too stressed to deal with. He didn't care if Ayush wanted to waste his own time by calling Ranveer his boyfriend. He almost started the car before Ranveer put a hand on his arm.

Raghav froze.

"Ye Ayush hi hai na? Jo tujhse lada tha?"

His blood was roaring in his ears, heart pounding relentlessly. All the heat in his body centred on the mere inches of skin where Ranveer's palm met his arm. Goosebumps rose on said skin. Raghav nodded.

"Kya karega ab?" He heard Ayush sneer at Ranveer. Raghav had forgotten he was here. "Badla lega iske liye?" 

Time be damned, Raghav wanted to actually slam his car into this fuckface. Ranveer got out of the car. His expression was unreadable as he shut the door. 

"Before you do it," Ayush continued. "Let me tell you: he's a fucking fagg-" He saw Ranveer walking to the other side, barely registered his surroundings until a sharp crack sounded. 

Ayush howled, cupping his nose as if he was about to sneeze. It took Raghav a moment to realise that Ranveer had punched him. Ranveer had punched Ayush.

"Saale madarch-" Ayush started, but Ranveer grabbed him by his collar and shoved him onto the footpath. It was graceless, a messy deal of blood and anger, and it was so so unlike Ranveer that it made Raghav question everything he knew about him. Most of all, it was exhilarating; seeing Ranveer handling the boy who had made his life hell, as if they were anything to each other and their problems were each other's problems, it made Raghav's heart run rampant and hair prickle at the nape of his neck.

Ayush scurried away, all-bark-no-bite threats falling from his tongue. Raghav thought for once that Ranveer would follow, but he was rooted in his place. His expression was barely controlled fury, a facade of stability over a wild beast. He watched Ayush turn the corner and run away, and then did what Raghav least expected him to― just like everything else he had done recently.

He punched the wall.

Raghav flinched, a concerned gasp involuntarily leaving his mouth. Ranveer's eyes met his and he seemed almost surprised to find him there. His features relaxed, anger draining out of him. Then, he smiled.

Ranveer fucking Kashyap smiled.

"What the fuck was that!?" 

"I had wanted to do that for so long," Ranveer answered. "Ever since I heard he hurt you."

Raghav should've laughed. Raghav should've smiled back. He shouldn't have remembered Madhuri's words from last night. "You know he only cares about the competition, Raghu. You'll only hurt yourself if you think otherwise."

Of course he wanted to hit Ayush. Because Ayush hurt Raghav and hurting Raghav sabotaged his performance. He was angry for his ruined performance, not Raghav.

He turned his eyes back to the road. The car roared to life. "Competition ke liye late ho jayenge," he said. 

Ranveer stared at him, smile fading. After what felt like an eternity, he tore his burning gaze away and walked back to his side of the car. 

Better off like this, Raghav thought. Better off not smiling at all than wearing it like a weapon. Though he wasn't very sure which knife cut deeper: seeing Ranveer smile or being the reason for him not smiling. 

Good thing he wouldn't have to deal with it anymore after tonight. 

[blueberrycheesecakesblog]

aaj youtube pe ek video dekhi

vo keh rahe the ki mei khush nahi rehna chahti

Ki mere kaandhe pe jo bojh hai vo mei halka kar sakti hun

bas sochna hai ki vo wahan hai hi nahi

aur mei pichle 13 ghante se vohi karne ki koshish kar rahi hun

3 ghante beete tab laga shayad vo sahi hai

phir mujhko bagal ke ghar se kisi ke chillane ki aawaz aayi

uske ek shan baad vo log hasne lage

aur mei wahan tham gayi

thandi mei kisi jammi hui jheel ke jaise

ruk gayi mei samay ke sath kyuki ek aawaz se mujhe yaad aaya mere bachpan ke kuch jhagde

han mere nahi the vo ladne ke leye

par unki cheekh toh abhi bhi zehen mei zinda hai

phir mene socha

mei khud khush nahi rehna chahti ?

aage ke do ghante jab tak mei shant hui

mene ek gaana sun liya

jo mei sunti thi har ek suicidal thought ke baad

aur mujhe yaad aaya ki mei kyu itni shiddat se hamesha ke leye sona chahti hun

phir kya tha

ek ek ghante bhadte gaye aur mei bikharti gayi

ek taraf bootkal ke bhooton se ladti rahi

Unke khauf se jhagadti rahi

Dusri taraf sochti rahi ki kya mei khush nahi rehna chahti?

aur mujhe ab samjh aa raha ki

aasan nahi hai theek hona jab itne saal aapko pata hi na ho ki aap beemar hai

Aasan nahi hai itni jaldi cheezon se ubharke aage bhadna

samjh mei aaya ki khushi koi cheez nahi jo me mere pass rakh saku

Ki khushi ko mei khud mei dhaal nahi sakti jab tak vo khud mere pass na aaye

Ki mujhe bas dhundhna hai chote lamhon mei usko

aur baaki lamhon mei jo mehsoos ho usko mehsoos karna hai bina dare bina soche ki agli cheez kab mehshogi mujhko

bheetar jo shor aur tadap hai jeene ki

us sab ke beech ek shanti hai khushi

nayi kavita likhne ke baad jo ek aas hoti hai

nayi film dekhne baad jab koi naya vichar mere palkon pe aata hai vo

And kai hazar cheezein jo mei shayad har dusre ghante dekhti ya sunti ya mehsoos karti hun vo hai khushi

ya uska hi ek pehlu

aur dono ke hi leye

mujhe jeevit rehna hai.

[twinflamesloveandlight]

Kuch samjh nahi aa raha kya karu

rone ka mann kar raha, Dil baitha ja raha hai but ro bhi nhi paa rahi hu.. kisi se baat bhi karu toh bas dusro ki sun rahi actually sun bhi nahi rahi hu..ya fir bas sunne ki acting kar rahi hu..kyuki kuch samjh hi nahi aa raha hai.

Kuch samjh hi nahi aa raha hai aage kya karna hai..jindagi me kitna kuch karna hai mujhe kitna kuch paana hai lekin filhaal bistar tak se nahi utha ja raha hai..yeh likhte waqt mere haath kanp rahe hai yeh sab kyu ho raha hai mere sath yeh sab kab khatam hoga

Darr tha jis baat ka mujhe wahi hua..pata tha mujhe ki tum nhi pasand krte ho mujhe fir bhi aas lagakar baithi thi ki ek din karoge...

Ro bhi nhi sakti hu.. na hi mann halka karne ke liye apne dosto ko kuch bata sakti hu..jitni khushi ke saath unko tumhari aur meri baatein batati thi ab kis muh se batau unko ki baatein abhi ho toh rahi hai but kush nhi hu main kyuki tum khush ho kisi aur ke saath baatein karke..

Jo main tumhare liye mehsoos karti hu..jaise main tumhe apne paas chahti hu..waise tum bhi chahte ho bas farak itna hai woh main nahi..

sapno ki duniya se bahar aana pad raha hai shayad isliye kuch samajh nahi aa raha Ya fir isliye kuch samajh nahi aa raha hai kyuki tum mujhe samjha nahi rahe ho, adat ho gyi hai mujhe sirf tumhari baatein samjhne ki or ab aisa nahi ho raha aur ya fir isliye kyuki main tumhare alawa or kuch samjhna hi nhi chahti.

Itna soch liya h tumhe ki tumhare alawa kisi aur baat ko socho toh samjh hi nahi aati.

akhir me na tumhe samjh paayi na kisi aur baat ko, tumhi batao ki main kya karu..ki sab samjh aa jaaye mujhe..

[kiranapassionategamer]

Safe Gaming: Kaise Protect Karein Apne Data Aur Privacy Online

Aaj ke digital yug mein, online gaming sirf ek entertainment ka medium nahi, balki ek thriving community bhi ban chuka hai. Lekin jahan ek taraf ye gaming platforms fun aur excitement offer karte hain, wahin dusri taraf ye data aur privacy risks ke sath bhi aate hain. Hackers aur cybercriminals online gamers ko apna shikar banane ke liye naye-naye tarike apnate rehte hain, jisse aapki personal information aur privacy ko khatra ho sakta hai. 

Is article mein, hum jaanenge kaise aap apne data aur privacy ko online gaming ke dauran surakshit rakh sakte hain.

1. Online Gaming ki Duniya mein Data Aur Privacy Risks

Online gaming mein hacking aur phishing attacks ka khatra hamesha bana rehta hai. Hackers sophisticated techniques ka use karte hain jisse gamers ke accounts hack ho sakte hain. In attacks ke zariye aapki personal information, financial details, aur even game progress bhi compromise ho sakti hai.

Data Breaches Aur Personal Information Leaks Ka Khatra

Data breaches online gaming platforms par ek common risk hai. Agar aapne kisi unsecured platform par apna account banaya hai, to aapki sensitive information, jaise ki email, phone number, aur payment details, leak ho sakti hai. Ye information cybercriminals ke hath lag sakti hai, jisse aapko financial aur identity theft ka khatra hota hai.

Common Security Threats Jo Gamers Face Karte Hain

Gamers ko malware attacks, phishing scams, aur unauthorized access jaise common security threats ka samna karna padta hai. Ye threats na sirf aapke paise kamane wala ludo experience ko spoil karte hain, balki aapke system ko bhi damage kar sakte hain.

2. Strong Passwords Aur Account Security

Strong password aapke account ki pehli security line hoti hai. Password ko kam se kam 12 characters lamba, complex (uppercase, lowercase, numbers, aur special characters ka mix), aur unique banayein. Har account ke liye alag password ka use karein.

Password Managers Ka Use

Multiple strong passwords yaad rakhna mushkil ho sakta hai, isliye password managers ka use karein. Ye tools aapke passwords ko securely store karte hain aur complex passwords generate karne mein madad karte hain.

Multi-Factor Authentication (MFA) Ka Setup

MFA aapke account security ko ek extra layer provide karta hai. Isme aapko password ke alawa ek aur verification step, jaise OTP ya biometric scan, complete karna padta hai. Ye hackers ke liye aapke account tak pahunchna mushkil banata hai.

3. Secure Gaming Platforms Ka Chayan

Hamesha trusted gaming platforms aur official websites se hi games download karein. Unauthorized sources se games download karne par aapka system malware ke khatre mein aa sakta hai.

Unauthorized Apps Aur Pirated Games Se Dur Rahne Ki Salah

Unauthorized apps aur pirated games mein malware hone ka khatra hota hai, jo aapke system aur data ko damage kar sakta hai. In apps se dur rahna hi behtar hai.

Platform-Specific Security Features Ko Use Karein

Jis platform par aap game khel rahe hain, uske security features ko samjhein aur use karein. Ye features aapke account aur data ko protect karne mein madad karte hain.

4. Software Updates Aur Patches Ka Importance

Regular software updates aur patches install karna zaruri hai kyunki ye security vulnerabilities ko fix karte hain. Old versions aur outdated software use karne se aapka system hackers ke liye vulnerable ban sakta hai.

Auto-Update Feature Enable Karein

Auto-update feature ko enable karke aap ensure kar sakte hain ki aapka software hamesha latest online gaming risk and safety patches ke sath updated rahe.

5. Network Security Measures

Hamesha secure aur encrypted internet connection ka use karein. Apne Wi-Fi network ko strong password se protect karein aur WPA3 encryption ka use karein.

Public Wi-Fi Networks Se Gaming Avoid Karein

Public Wi-Fi networks par gaming karna risky ho sakta hai kyunki ye networks insecure hote hain. Public Wi-Fi ka use karte waqt VPN ka use karein, taaki aapki online activity aur data encrypted rahe.

VPN (Virtual Private Network) Ka Use

VPN aapke internet connection ko encrypt karta hai aur aapki online identity ko protect karta hai. Ye khaaskar public Wi-Fi par gaming karte waqt beneficial hota hai.

6. Safe Communication Practices

In-game chat aur voice communication ka use karte waqt apni conversations ko secure rakhne ki koshish karein. Apni personal information unknown players ke sath share na karein.

Unknown Players Se Personal Information Share Na Karein

Aapki personal information, jaise ki phone number, address, ya financial details, unknown players ke sath share karna risky ho sakta hai. Ye hackers ke hath lag sakti hai.

Reporting Aur Blocking Features Ka Use Karein

Kisi bhi suspicious behavior ya threat ko gaming platform par report karein. In-game blocking features ka use karein taaki aap apne aap ko unsafe interactions se bachake rakh sakein.

7. Antivirus Aur Anti-Malware Software

Aapke system par reliable antivirus aur anti-malware software install hona chahiye. Ye software aapke system ko malicious attacks se protect karte hain.

Regular Scans Aur Updates

Antivirus software ko regularly update karte rahna aur system ko scans se check karna zaruri hai taaki aapka system safe rahe.

Gaming-Specific Security Software Ka Chayan

Aaj kal kai antivirus software gaming-specific security features ke sath aate hain jo aapke gaming performance ko effect kiye bina protection offer karte hain.

8. Parental Controls Aur Family Safety Settings

Baccho ke gaming accounts par parental controls enable karein. Ye features inappropriate content ko block karne, time limits set karne, aur safe gaming ensure karne mein madad karte hain.

Safe Gaming Time Aur Content Restrictions

Safe gaming time aur content restrictions set karke baccho ko unhealthy gaming habits se door rakh sakte hain. Monitoring tools ka use karke aap unke gaming activities par nazar rakh sakte hain.

Conclusion

Online gaming ka maza tabhi hai jab aapka data aur privacy safe ho. Data aur privacy risks se bachne ke liye strong passwords, secure gaming platforms, regular software updates, aur reliable network connections ka use karna zaruri hai. Apni personal information ko secure rakhne ke liye in-game communication aur antivirus software ka sahi use karein. Baccho ke liye parental controls set karna unki safety aur healthy gaming habits ke liye important hai. In steps ko follow karke aap apne gaming experience ko secure aur enjoyable bana sakte hain.

[aayushiagrawal]

Kai baar jab sochte h ki life mai isa kyu hua toh lagta h ki yeh saare lessons h agar inse abhi Sikh liya toh baad mai dikkat nahi jaygi. Muhje apne USP par kaam karna h durse jo kar rahe h vo nahi karana h. Dosto ke liye aur sabhi cheezon ke liye hamesha grateful rahugi yrr. Jitna mil utna kisko mil raha hoga yrr. Sab chheeze best h.. Logo ke taane kabhi band nahi honge kuch bhi kar lo yeh tabhi band honge jab aap unko sunna band kar denge.

Lose but don't lose the lessons. If you have talent money will follow.

Maine galat relations mai apna bahut time waste Kiya h but ab nahi Vakai sirf sirf aur ek acha insan aapki दुनिया बदल देता h aur saare nukshaan ki baroai bhi kar deta h aur baki ki jarurat bhi nahi hai apko. Mai iss samay ke liye bahut grateful hu jisne mujhe paise ki value karna sikhaya aur baki cheez bhi manage karna sikhaya. Mai galat relations mai apni self respect ko bahut nukshaan pahuchaya h. You can't say that you can't move on life ke har ek mod par aapko ek na ek aisa insaan mil hi jata h jo aapko samjhta h ki life itni bhi buri ni h yr aur usse Milne ke baad aapko lagta h ki abhi aur jina h..

We forget things if we had no one to tell. Grateful ki apne sapno ko jee rahi hu and logo ko pechane ki samhj sikh rahi hu.

Relations ko lekar had se jyada sochna and expectations out of bounds karna band karna h kaam ko priority dena h and focus rehna h with happiness. Jyada kaam karne wala hamesha hasta rehta h Kam kaam karne wala hamesha gusse mai rehta h. Abhi bhaut bor ho rahe h kuch dino se bas Khushi iss baat ki h ki yeh waqt bhi gujar jayga. Dukhi nai hote toh sukh ka pata nahi chalta

Log saath chodte nahi toh saath dena kya hota h pata nhai chaalta Gande, galat aur ghatiya log nahi milte toh sahi cheez kya hoti h pata nahi chalta. Ab agar kio muhje nahi accept karega toh mai kuch bhi nahi kar sakti. Ab mai iss sab se bahar aa gayi hu ab toh mai chahati hu ki kio kare accept toh thik nahi kare toh aur bhi achi baat h.

Mujhe ab kisi ke acceptance ki jarurat nahi h yrr. Maine khud apne aap ko bahut late accept Kiya h.

Power of money I understand very late in life. This also teaches me the importance of self respect. This is golden period of my life. I am started new journey new beginning new life. Mere liye meri padhai n career ke alawa aur kuch bhi nhi h. 'Ek vyakti ki utni hi aukat h jitna uska apna paisa uske Bank account mai h'. I will never compromise with my ambitions for anything.

And I am very grateful and thankful to God. For blessing me with such a beautiful life and amazing people. Mere saath sab kuch acha hi hota h mere saare kaam vo kar hi dete h jisko meri life me bejna h vo bej dete h. Mai signs and connection mai bahut beleive karti hu. Har baat ka kahi na kahi se kuch na kuch connection hota h. Bas muhje ab bhut jyada mehnat karne ki jarurat hai had se jyada.

I am grateful for my body type and personality kabhi socha nahi tha but ab samhj aaya h. Aaj sikha ki Har relation ki boundary hoti h aur sabko sahi language mai samjhna padta. Aaj mai iss cheez ke liye grateful hu ki mere pass sahi education h Paise kamane ka sahi tarika muhje pata h aur Muhje apna jivansathi chunne ki puri freedom h. Chote chote modho par hil jaoge Zindagi aur bhi bade tamashe lane wali h tab kya karoge.'

'Dukh me sumiran sab kare, Sukh me kare na koi Jo sukh sumiran kare, Dukh kahe ko hoye.'

Daily likhna h mere saath kya acha hua and kis cheez ke liye grateful ho.

I like English Vinglish Movie last dialogue- "Family should not be judgemental."

They see you wounds. They have seen you are without your armour and shield. Duniya and log alag h yr vo kya sochte h kio farq nahi padta. This is my perspective. Ek baat toh h ki 'ab yeh 2022 ki Aayushi h yaha se sirf aage hi jaygi'. Iss saal ne bahut kuch sikhya ya sabse jaruri move on karna sikhya. Ek new chapter start hone wala h life ka and now I want to design my life in my own terms.

Muhje toh ab aisa lagta h ki muhje duniya ki kio taqat nahi haara sakti ab. Mind mai clarity ke vajah se. Hum dhyan nahi dete h lekin bahut chote chote si chheze bahut matter karti h. Maine khud ko accept kar liya h. Yeh bahut badi cheez h kaash iss cheez ko phele accept kiya hota.

Sabse bade 2 point- Apne jindagi jee rahi hu jo ki bahut late jeena start kiya h thik h na. Apne kismat khud apne hatho se likhugi yeh baat pakki pata h muhje. Bas yeh 2 cheeze dimag mai rakhna h. Toh phir kuch bhi ho jaye kya faraq padta h.

Hamare pass do jeevan hote dursa tab start hota h jab hame pata hota ki hamre pass ek hi jindagi h. Kyuki kahi bhi raho kisi bhi shadhi mai ek time ke baad sab thanda pad jayga lekin passion dhudh liya toh vo kabhi kaam nahi padega. Jab kisi ke pass apna kio passion ya dream hota h toh vo kabhi bor nahi hota apni life se aur kisi bhi cheez se Time hi nahi milta.

I only want to say. “ JO BHI SOCHO USE KARKE KHATM KRO, SOCHKE NAHI".

Galat log aate rahenge aur galat cheeze hoti rahegi zindagi mai ignore karna h bas aur aage badhna h. Hamare pass do jeevan hote dursa tab start hota h jab hame pata hota ki hamre pass ek hi jindagi h.

Kyuki kahi bhi raho kisi bhi shadhi mai ek time ke baad sab thanda pad jayga lekin passion dhudh liya toh vo kabhi kaam nahi padega.

Ek Aur Chhez Sikhi Iss Saal aur vo yeh ki- Agar kio aapko insult kar raha h abuse kar raha h galti uski nahi aapki h apne usko haq diya indirectly bola h aapko insult karne ko. Iseliye Jawab dena sikh jao Kahi bhi bikari ki tarah jakr nhi bathna h. Jyada izzat nahi dena h kisiko bhi attitude rakhna Sikh jao.

Ek samay ke baad jab aapko kisi ke bhi hone ya na hone se farq padhna band ho jata h. Aapko samajh aa jata h ki apka aapse acha dost jeevan sathi aur humdard aur kio nahi h. Tab aap sirf apne aap ko banane par focus karte ho aapko kisi ki jarurat nahi hoti acha feel karne ke liye. Life mai bahut kuch dekhna bhi ek age tak bahut achi cheez h maturity aati h. Durso ke galti se sikhna matlab samhj lo apna bahut sara time Bacha lena. Kio 40 saal ka bta Raha h apni galti aur aapne usse Sikh liya toh ab aapke paas apni age mai uske jitna experience ho jata h. Agar kismat Mai likha hoga saath chalna toh raste khud hi milegae.

Thank you so much god apne bahut pyari life di h muhje mai har ek cheez ke liye grateful hu. Aapne muhje sab kuch diya h jo chahiye tha usse jyada hi diya h bas jab bhi himaat hare ya mai kuch bhi galat socho apne aur apni life ke baare mai toh muhje yeh yaad rakhna h ki mai kitni lucky hu. Apne hamesha muhje sahi time par sahi lesson sikhaya h.

Roj itni ladkiyo ki stories sunti hu toh bahut inspire ho jati hu. Yeh struggle time jab aapke pass apne daily expense ke bhi paise nhi h aapko sikhata h paise ki asli value.

Believe. Believe in the universe and it’s energy. Nothing will ever go wrong :) Hamesha apne career ko priority di h kyuki muhje pata h 90% life ispar depend karti h. Financially independent rahogi apne decision khud le paogi and most importantly khush reh paogi.

Jitna bhi explore kiya h abhi tak yahi jana h apne baare mai ki emotional connection ki need h muhje and ek baar mai kisi se emotionally connect ho jao then there is no going back. Uske liye quality time lagta h aur samay se jyada samjh ki jarurat hoti h.

Ek aur cheez jo full on decide kar li h Aur vo yeh h ki abhi tak jo bhi maine likha h partner ke baare mai vo sab khud hi pura karna h sabkuch khud decide karna h. Apne life ki 100% responsibility lena h. Toh matlab bahut sara designing ka kaam karna h aur define karna h.

Life mai designing karna matlab yeh nahi ki tumne jo decide kar liya vahi hoga balki yeh balehi sab tumhare according na ho par tume pata ki sab kaise sambhalna h. Mai ek akeli nahi hu meri jaisi hazaro ladkiya h yr jo yahi fas jati h par kam se kam mere pass hope toh h yr aur jab tak mere pass yeh h tab tak sab kuch h meri life mai. Itna pyaar karne wale log mile h na ki aisa kuch sochna bhi paap hoga. Yahi cheez h jo muhje kahi na kahi motivate karta h financially independent banane ke liye. Yeh baat toh h ki lucky in love hu aur bahut fortune hu ache logo se milne ke mamle mai.Galat logo se ni milogi toh himmat kaise milegi aur sahi kya h yeh kaise pata chalega.

"Kisi ke bhi aane ya jane ka dukh hona bewakoofi h. Na yaha kisi ka janam hua h na mutru hi sambhav h." God is with me and the decision that are not in my control he will handle that for me and whatever he do I fully accept that as it is by my heart because that is the only best choice for me.

I don't care about anything in this world except myself and my happiness. Bhagwan ne muhje yeh oppurtunity di h ki mai khud apni life ko mehnat karke upgrade kar sakti hu toh bas phir uspar hi dhyan dena h.

[gobind-631]

…continues from previous…

[Section 4,Part 15.2.6]

Me:

Pehli baat toh yeh Mahatma ji ..aap yeh bhool rahe ho .. aap ne mehez ek sapna hi toh dekha tha/aap ne joh dekha tha ..woh mahez ek sapna hi toh tha....

Haquiqat ka aisi cheez se koi vaasta ya sambandh nahi(hota)..

Maaf karna..jab aadmi deluded states main hota hai.. tab aksar woh isi kisam ke sapne dekha karta hai..yani ki woh aksar aise sapne dekha karta hai joh uske deep rooted belief system ko reflect/project/ justify karte (hue dikhte) hai..iss main kuch bhi surprising nahi hai..

Ab aap khud ek secularist kisam ke ..congress walon ki ideology mani aastha rakhne wale vyakti hote ho(aap khud yeh sab keh chuke ho mujhse..bohot pehle)..(saath main aap Vaishnavism main bhi aastha rakhte ho)..toh naturally inhi values/isi ideology ko project/reflect/reaffirm/validate hote hue dekh rahe the aap..apne iss sapne mai.. (Matlab ki inn sab baaton ka (aap ki overall belief system ka)mila jula projection/product raha tha.. aap ka yeh sapna)..

Pehle bhi kai baar..kai congress walon ko ..kuch isi kisam ki baaton ko(isse milti julti baaton ko)karte/kehte hue sun chuka hoon main..[Yani ki unn sab baaton ko..jinhe aapne khud Hanuman ji ko kehte hue suna tha (beshaq ..sapne main dekha/suna hoga …phir bhi..).Ab aap khud hi samajhdar ho..iske aage main ab kya bolun..]

Yeh mehez ek sapna hi tha..haqquiqat se iska koi vaasta nahi.. bas baat itni si hai..

**Ram ji ..Sita ji.. saath hi hai.. koi inhe alag alag dikhane ki koshish nahi kar raha ..theek hai?..

Opposition ki propaganda main poori tarah se aa chuke ho aap ..aise lag raha hai..

Maine kai saare aise bhi jhande dekhe hai ..jiss main ..Ram ji aur Sita ji dono ko ek saath darshaya gaya hai..[..aur shayad kuch aise bhi jhande dekh rakhe hai..jiss main ek side ko Prabhu Ram ji ko darshaya gaya hai..aur doosri side main Ram ji aur Sita ji dono ko darshaya gaya hai..theek se yaad nahi ..lekin aise jhande bhi dekhe hai..]

**Woh joh har mariyada ko todne wali baat kar rahe ho na aap..uska jawab yeh hai ki..dharm ki raksha ke liye kabh kabhi unnis bees ..yani ki..kuch excess kisam ka karna padh sakta hai/ho sakta hai unintentionally ho jaata ho..kuch log badge hi dhoorth hote hai ..maante hi nahi.. toh kya karen.. dharm ki raksha bhi toh zaroori hoti hai..toh kabhi kabhi ho sakta hai..ho jaata ho..kuch kuch unnis bees(unfortunately)kisam ka..lekin haan kisi prakar ki koi hadd nahi paar karni chchaiye …yeh haq kisi ko bhi nahi..yeh main maanta hoon.

Lekin sab kuch overall aage ke liya achcha hi sabit hoga.. (Kyon ki aap majority ki sentiments ko dhyan main rakhte hue kaam karte rehte ho)

Aap khud jald dekhoge iss wali baat ko sabit hote hue..(..kab?..jab iss dharti pe wapas Ram Rajya aa jayega.. tab aap khud dekhoge..)

**Woh joh politics main Bhagwan ke naam ko istamal kiye jaane wali baat hai na..uske bare main ab..

Meri maaano toh..koi religion vegera ko weaponise nahi kiya ja raha hai yahan par..balki dharm ki raksha karne ki koshish ki jaa rahi hai yahan par..(..aur aisa karne wale ko log dharm ka rakshak maante hai..)

**Aur jahan tak baat hai ..Prabhu Ram ji ke Pavitra naam ki..

Dekhlo aaj aap..kaise gali gali..kuche kuch..bacha bacha ..lene laga hai (aaj ki tariq main).. Prabhu Shree Ram ji ke naam ko..

Yehi toh Vaishnav dharam hai..iss main aap ko kya appati ho sakti hai..kamal hai..aap ko toh khush hona chahiye na..

***Aur woh joh Gandhi ji wali baat hai na..jiska aap ne abhi abhi kuch hi der pehele zikr kiya tha ..main bolna nahi chahata tha..lekin internet main iss baat ko leker kaafi controversial material pada hua hai..aap khud check kar sakte ho..kuch log iss baat ko openly contest karte hai.. am hoping..galat keh rehe ho/hai/honge..yeh log..

Mera(bhi)dil manne ko tayyar nahi hai..sach toh yeh hai ki..main sveekar hi nahi sakta..aisi baaton ko..

Gandhi ji ko khud main..ek bohot hi mahaan (kisam ke)vyaktitv wale insaan ke roop main dekhta hoon..

Yeh links aap khud check kar sakte ho..pata nahi kitni sachchiyi hai iss material main/inn sab baaton main(below)….

Padhiye isse ..main janna/dekhna chahonga ..aap ki pratikriya ..(isi wale vishay ko leker)..[iss sab material ko padh lene ke baad..]

[Mahatma ji khud ab iss material ko studiously/religiously..padhte/dekhte hue..at dis point..]..

Me(after a while):kya kehna hai ab aap ka..iss wale vishay ko leker..zaroor pareshan se hogaye honge ab aap..(humko toh lagta hai)…hai na?

Mahatma ji(after having gone through this content.. (was wearing a grim look now)..was now saying..):Bhai..kya bolon ab main..dhakka sa laga hai mujhe..yeh sab padh kar..galat bhi hosakti hai yeh sab batien..hain na..hoskta hai unhe defame karne ki yeh koi nayi sazish ho ..

Main toh samajh hi nahi paa raha hoon ki akhir kya matlab nikala jaye iss sab ka....

Yeh sab/iss kisam ki cheez koh toh main pehli baar padh raha hoon.. yeh kab hua?..mujhe toh dhakka/jhatka sa laga hai sir…sach batayae..kya aap ko lagta hai ..aisi baaton main kisi kisam ki koi sachchai vegera ho sakti hai?..aap ko kya lagta hai..???(pauses for a while..as if expecting/desiring a response…main nahi respond karta..so decides to continue..)..khair..jaane dete hai aaj/ab..iss/yeh wali baat ko..

Mahatma ji:Bhai..bhale hi hamko(sachchai ka)pata na ho..lekin Krishn ji sab jaante hai..bas itna hi kaafi hai..

Koi bhala unhe thag saka hi aaj tak..koi bhala unhe dhoka de saka hai aaj tak..aisa kabhi nahi ho sakta..hai na.?

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“Worship Govinda, worship Govinda, worship Govinda, O foolish mind! When the time of death comes, the rules of grammar will not save you”

..Ramachandra Raghuveera …Ramachandra Ranadheera…

[iwantdoraemon]

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Ek toh iss aadmi ko ghar aate hi mujhse ladna hota hai, daru ke nashe mein kuch bhi bakta hai totla bol kar. Me 3 saal se divorce maang rahi hu, abhi bhi divorce ki baat ki toh bolta hai meri saari udhaari chuka phir divorce dunga, matlab itna besharam behaya aadmi hai, mera sab kuch lene ke baad bhi chain nahi pada. Galti khud karta hai ke jab account mein ek paisa nahi hai toh kisi ko lakho ka cheque bana ke dene ki kya zarurat, khud ko dedh hoshiyar samjhta hai na ye, aagyi saari hoshiyari thikane. Phir bhi blame mujhe karta hai ke me manhoos hu. Mard aise hi hote hai, aurat pe blame daalna aata hai, khud ki galti galti nahi hai mere bole hue shabdo ne iski zindagi kharab kar di, wah re Balaji wah, ye hai aapka bhakt, itni izzat karta hai apni biwi ki. Maine isko gusse mein bura bola, lekin mann se kabhi iss aadmi ka bura nahi chaha, aaj bhi nahi chahti, par ye chahta hai ke me tadpu aur tadapti rahu iss shaadi mein jeevan bhar, itni nafrat hai isko mujhse ye mujhe nahi pata tha.

Aur bc itni bhukh lagti hai mujhe raat ke iss waqt mein par sala neeche ke gate bandh kar dete hai ye log, kitchen mein ja bhi nahi sakti, 3 saal mein yaha itni bhukhi mari hu, ro ro ke tadpi hu ye sirf me janti hu, aur iss aadmi ko kuch mahine kya hue tadapte hue dialogue pe dialogue marta hai ke meri kya zindagi thi ab kya hogyi, bhai maine toh pehle bhi tumhare baarein mein yahi sab suna tha islye toh mere ghar wale nahi chahte the ke yaha shaadi karu, mati meri maari gayi thi jo maine kari shaadi. Mera aur mere bacche ka jeevan toh upar wale ke hath mein hai agar iske jail jane se ya marne se hi mujhe chutkara milega toh manzoor hai mujhe. Me jeena chahti hu par iss rishte se nikal kar, isne apni mardta batadi, mard aise hi hote hai jo aurat ko blame karte hai har waqt, ye bhi waisa hi nikla. Mujhe aur mere bacche ko tadpa raha hai apne sath aisa jeevan dekar, isko bahut maza aa raha hai, upar wala sab dekhta hai, sabka hisab upar wala lega, ye aadmi abhi bhi nahi sudhra, aage toh umeed hi kya rakhu iss mard se. Sala account mein paise bhi nahi hai ke khana order kar saku😐

Bc pizza add kar dia cart mein par sala mann nahi kar raha ₹450/- kharch karne ke. i mean jab paise nahi hai toh faltu nahi udana chye mujhe. Bhukhe rehne ki aadat hai toh uss aadat ko continue kar lena chahiye, headache ke aath aur stomach mein gud-gud ke sath neend aa jaye bas😑

[techsuvichar]

Adani group ne kyun band kiya 34900 Crore ka Project Band

"Adani group ne kyun band kiya 34,900 Crore ka Project Band?"

 Link : https://youtu.be/6TeW89aMVUY

 Adani group ko lagatar losses ka saamna karna pad raha hai, ab jab unke shares din-ba-din gir rahe hai..Pichle mahine, Adani group ka market cap apne peak level se kuch 71% gir chuka tha…Thoda bohut recovery zaroor kia hai iss mahine, lekin phir bhi situation kaafi gambhir hai…Waise toh India ka yeh biggest business conglomerate dikha toh raha hai ki sab kuch manage ho raha hai, aur hum kar rahein hain…lekin ek ke baad ek news jo aa raha ha, woh kissi red alert se kam nahi….

 Toh kya Adani Group apna 34,900 crore ka Green PVC project sach mai suspend karne jaa raha hai?

 News report ke hisaab se Adani ne philal ke liye apna 1 million tonne per annum Green PVC project side mai karne ka socha hai aur isliye group ne already apne sabhi supplier aur vendor ko mail bhi bhej diya hai ki, woh jald se jald sabhi activity band kar dein.

 Yeh report ke aate hi as expected Adani ke shares girne lage … jiske baad group ne clarify kia ki, yeh project ke financial closures, financial institutions ke paas pending hain….

 Ab yeh project ki file waahan se successful hogi ya nahi hogi kuch pata nahi, lekin Adani Group ka kehna hai ki woh kaafi hopeful hai ki agle 6 mahino mai iss project ka closure unhe mil jayega…jiske baad woh pure zor shor mai construction ka kaam shuru kar denge…

 Hindenburg ke Report ke baad, Adani ko ab aaya funding issues

 Funding delay ke wajahse se iss petrochemical project ko stall kar dia gaya…Waise toh Adani group hamesha se hi kehti aayi hai ki hamare balance sheet strong hai, lekin ab lag raha hai ki Adani group ko aage jaake financial crisis ka saamna pad sakta hai…jiske wajah se ripple effect bhi create ho sakta hai, aur business ke saath saath aur bhi kaafi cheezein effect ho sakti hain jsaise ki share prices….

 Besides, Adani group ab financial institutions ke bharose baithe hain..Lekin, abhi toh hum sab jaante hain ki kaise financial institutions across the globe khud hi crisis ke toofan se guzar rahein hain…Ek hafte mai US ke do top bank band ho gaye - SVB aur Signature Bank. Iske alawa SWitzerland ka 166 year old second largest bank Credit Suisse ko bhi apna shutter band karna pada… Aise mahool mai jab sabhi financial institutions apne aapko safe rakhne ke koshish mai hai, yeh kehna mushkil hai ki Adani ko unka required amount milega bhi ya nahi…

 Waise toh Adani ne hamesha hi Hindenburg ke allegations ko deny kia hai, lekin agar aage jaake kuch bhi issue aaya toh naa sirf Adani Group balki woh financial institution bhi phasegi jo inhe funding karegi, aur agar aisa hua..toh worldwide economy ko iska after-effect dekhna padega…jo acha drishya bilkul bhi nahi hoga

 Recent events ko dekhte huye itna toh andaza lagaya jaa sakta hai ki koi bhi badda business empire ho ya financial institutions, andar hi andar kitna khokla ho raha hai kaha nahi jaa sakta… jab tak ki pura picture clear naa ho..

 Kisse pata tha woh SVB Bank jo ‘proud to be on Forbes America’s best bank tweet kar raha tha, woh itna buri tarah liquidity crisis mai tha. Kisse pata tha ki ek hi din mai US ka 16th largest bank bank run waale situation mai aakar band hi ho jayega, ya phir scandal, corruption, scantion breaches aur past misconduct, 166 year old bank ko hi khatam kar dega….

 Isliye agar aap retail investor hain aur aap baade business ma,i ya badde banks mai invest karna chahte hain, toh bohut zaroori hai ki aap unko puri tarah se analysis karne ke baad hi invest karein…current situation worldwide kaafi ‘dicey’ chal raha hai, aur aise mai apne aapko financially bacha ke rakhne mai hi samajhdaari hai, fir chahe uske liye time-being worst-case scenario hi kyun na sochna pade…

[ayurveda4us]

sex position to avoid premature ejaculation

 Premature ejaculation kya hai?

hamare khan pan ki wahaj se jab ya bajikarak ausdhiyon ke na khane ki wajah se jab hamara virya patla ho jata hai to virya jaldi sankhlit ho jana hi premature ejaculations kahte hai jise hindi mei shighrapatan kahte hai... isme virya kuch seconds mei ya sirf chumban matar se ya stri ke choo lene matar se virya ka discharge ho jata hai isme kabhi kabar to ling mei complete erection bhi nahi aa pati.. yah purush ke liye kafi lajatmak ho jata hai us time pe..

Ayurvedik dawaye?

ayurved mei bahut parkar ki ayurvedik dawaye hain jaise ashwagandha, shatawari, gokhru, doodh, ghee, konch ke beej, safed mushli, urad ki daal ki kheer, tal makhana aadi.

lekin is blog hum charcha karenge sex positions to avoid premature ejaculations:-

positions discuss karne se pahle har purush ko ek baat dhyan rakhni chahiye ki ye position person to person vary kar sakti hain

isiliye jis position mei purush ko kam utejna ho ya kam maja aata ho wahi position try karni chaiye... kyu virya ka nikalna utejna par bhi depend karta hai.. to jab tak aapki shighra patan ki samasya purantah sahi nahi ho jati tab tak aapko is trah ki postion try karni chaiye..

isme sabse pahli aati hai side position.. is position mei aadmi side karwat leke karta jisme uske samne aurat ki back hoti hai..jis se wah uske face pe kiss naih kar payega aur uske boobs bhi nahi dikhenge jis se purussh ko kam utejana ho gi..

doosri fir aati hai reverse cow boy position... usme ladki upar hooti hai lekin muh ferke hoti hai isme bhi dekha gaya hai ki purush jyada utejit nahi ho pata..purush jab bhi sex ke time kiss karta rahega boobs press karta rahega tab tak usko maja aata rahega aur utejna bhi rahegi..

fir teesri aati hai doggy style.. isme bhi purush ko bas uski back dikhti hai..aur purush khada khada karega to zor bhi jyada aayega...

sex karte time dhyan idhar udhar bhi laga sakte hain is se bhi aapko virya nikalne mei time lag jata hai... purush apne mann pasand ki postion khud bhi decide kar sakta hai.. wo positions jisme usko jyada maja naa aye...iske alawa aapko koshish yahi rakhni hai ki kabhi jyada excited na hon aur apna dhyan 24 hours sex mei na rakhein..

bajikaran ausdhiyon ka sevan hamesha karte rahiye isi se hi aapko shughrapatn jaisi bimariyon se nijat mil sakti hai wo bhi hamesha ke liye... kyu position change karte rahne se kabhi bhi aapko hamesha ke liye nijat nahi mil sakti..

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Theater main meri GF ko tadpaya or choda (Sexy encounter)

Hello dosto ye meri pehli story hai jo ki ek real life incident hai. Main thoda nervus hu iss story ko share karne main. But i hope aap sabhi apna support mujhe denge.

Ye baat hai mere college ke dino ki, main Indore se hu. Jab main 22 years ka tha, abhi main 28 ka hu. Meri ek friend thi, jispe mujhe crush tha wo mere sath hi padhti thi or hum log same age ke hi the. Hum log college main aksar baat kiya karte the. Ek din hum log movie dekhne gaye. Kunki sare shows ka timing humare time se match nahi kar raha tha. So hum log ek bhut hi flop movie main hi baith gaye. Socha ki har baar to interesting movies main hi jaate hai iss bar koi boaring movie main chalte hai.

Humne humari tickets li or ander hall main ja kar baith gaye. Jab hum hall main gaye to bas 4 - 5 log hi the pure hall main. To hum log aju baju main baith gaye or movie start ho gai. Kunki movie bhut boaring thi to main mobile main mera instagram chalane laga. Uss main maine kuch porn movies or erotic scene wale profiles ko follow kar rakha tha. To uska dhyan mere mobile main gaya.

Wo mujhse puchne lagi ki kya tum ye sab dekhte ho. Kunki meri kabhi itni khulke usse sex ke topic per baat nahi hui thi. So main thoda sankoch kiya phir maine usko bola ki, han main kabhi kabhi dekhta hu. Wo apni aankho ko badi badi karte hui mujhse puchne lagi ki tumko kiss type ke scene main jyada interest ata hai? to maine bhi usse keh diya ki mujhe short dress/skirt wale scene main jyada maza ata hai.

Uss ne uss din Legging or kurta pehni thi. Or uski body ek dum perfect, slim or boobs pefect the, ek dum kase huye. Uske gaand ka size bhi kafi acha tha, or kabhi ubhre huye the.

Riya : To wo mujhse bolne lagi ki kya tumko kurta or jeans wali ladhkiyon main interst nahi aata?

Main : Agar ladhki tumhare jaisi ho to koi bhi dress main pasand aa sakti hai.

Phir wo thoda mujhse pass aa kar baat karne lagi, or dheere dheere uske baal mere chehre per touch kar rahe the. Or baar baar unko hatane ke chakar main mera hath uske gaal per tocuh ho raha tha. To hum log sath main insta ke video dekhne lag gaye.

Kuch erotic se videos se shayad wo thodi garam ho chuki thi. To achanak se usne mere gaal per kiss karte huye kaha ki "waise tum ho to cute". To main bhi thoda khushi ke mare uske lips per fatak se ek short kiss kar di. Or kaha ki "shayad main already tumko like karta hu, baat sirf tumko samjhne ki hai.".

Uss lip kiss ne shayad humare bich ki chuppi to tod diya. or slowly uss movie theater ke andhere main hum ek dusre ko slowly kiss karne lage, uske lips bhut hi soft or sundar banawat ke the to main kabhi uske upper ke lips ko chusta to kabhi niche ke. Hume pata hi nahi chala ki tum karib 5 min se jyada se kiss kar rahe the.

Kiss karte karte meri excitement bhut hi jyada badh gai thi. To maine usse kaha ki

Main : mujhe thodi thandi lag rahi hai AC ke karan. To kya hum log tumhari chunni ko odh sakte hai.

Riya : Han jarur

Phir uss chunni ko odhne ke bad maine mera ek hath meri chair se khiska kar uske hatho main thama diya, or maine kaha ki mere hath bhut thande ho gaye hai. To usne mere hatho ko apni pairo (thighs) ke bich main daba liya. Or uski thighs itni garam thi ki pucho hi mat. Itni narm or garam thigh ko chute hi mere to lund tan kar lumba ho gaya.

Slowly maine uss moke ka fayeda uthate huye mere hath ko uske pairo ke bich main rub karne laga. To wo bolne lagi:

Riya : Kya tumko acha lag raha hai rub karke?

Main : Han bhut hi acha

Then wo chup ho kar baith gai or apne sir ko mere kandhe per rakh liya. Maine slowly slowly rub karte huye uske kurte ko upper kar diya or mujhe bhi nahi pata chal paya. Ki mera hath ab uski pattle se legging ke kapde ke upper se uski jangho ko mehsus kar raha tha. Dhere dheere mera hath jaise jaise upper (uski thighs se) ki or jata uske hath mere hatho ko joro se jakad lete.

Mujhe samjh aa gaya tha ki ye ab bhut excited hai. But main thoda slow or aram se pyar karne walon main se hu. Pyar ke har pal ka maza lena mujhe bhut acha lgta hai. To isliye maine bhi, slowly slowly hath ko or upper ki or le kar gaya jahan se uske jangho ki seema khatam ho kar uski choot ki shuruwat hoti hai. Or mera hath maine bas 3-4 milimeter ki duri per le ja kar rok diya. To usse control nahi hua, or usne thoda sa mere hath ko pakad kar kurte ke ander push karte huye mujhe kiss karna shuru kar diya.

Maine bhi soch liya tha aaj to isko tadpaunga. Or iska paani bina choot ko touch kare hi nikal dunga. To maine mera hath uske pattli si legging per se uski choot ko halka sa sehlate huye upper ki ragadte huye le gaya. Wo joro se sanse le rahi thi mere moouh main hi.

Main ab mere hatho ko halke halke se uske pat per rub kar raha tha or mera hath halke halke uske boobs ke taraf jane lage the. Halke halke meri ek ungli uske bra ke upper se uski nipple ke charo taraf phere le rahi thi. Or mera dusra hath uske legging ke side se halke halke uski perfect jangho (thighs) per tight legging se mehsus kar rahe the.

Kuch hi der hui ki light jal uthi. Or interval ho gaya. Or hum log apne aap ko sambhal kar baith gaye or hum log alag alag washroom main chale gaye kunki theater main ladies and gents toilet alag alag hote hai. Phir hum log wapas aye or apni jagah per baith gaye. Kuch ads ke bad movie start hui or humne dekha ki jo log movie dekhne aye the wo bhi chale gaye. To hum dono hi ab theater main bache the. Or pura hall khali thi. Hum dono ne ek dusre ki taraf dekha or bas kiss karna shuru kar diya.

Uss andhere main ab bas wo chunni ke ander mera hath sidhe uske kurte ke ander se uski jangho ko ja kar pakad baitha. Or usne bhi ab apna hath meri pant ke upper se jangh per rakh diya. Ab maine phir se uski jangho ko halke halke sehlana shuru kar diya tha. Or mera hath phir upper ki or ja raha tha. Jaise hi iss bar mera hath uski choot ke nazdik phucha mujhe kuch alag sa mehsus hua.

Wo ehsas main meri zindgi main kabhi nahi bhut sakta, itni sundar ladhki or usne bathroom jane ke bad mere liye apni underwear utar di thi. Or uski choot ek dum mulayam or garam mujhe mere ungliyo per mehsus hui. Or wo halke se aahhh ke awaz nikal baithi.

Mere pant se usne mere tambu jaise lund ko apne narm hatho se mehsus karna shuru kar diya. Halki si uski wo chuuan mere pure sharir main ek kanpan si laa di. Main ab mera dusra hath uske pat se hote huye upper ki or le kar gaya, to iss baar bra bhi nahi thi, or meri ungliyan uske nipple per ja kar touch ho gai. Meri iss harkat se usse raha nahi ja raha tha to usne meri pant ki zip kholna start kar di or maine bhi wo sharm ki chunni ko hata kar uske nange sharir ko dekhne ka maan bana liya tha.

Maine halke se uske hoton per se kiss ko tod kar, mere hoth ab uske gardan (neck) per rakh diya. Or halke halke meri narm or garm toungh se lick karne laga. Wo mujhe thighly hug karne lagi or mujhe bhi kabhi neck per to kabhi gaalon per to kabhi lips per kiss karne lagi.

Uski ye tadap ab mere liye bhi bhari ho rahi thi. Or maine der na karte huye uske deep neck wale kurte ko halka sa kich kar uske nipple ko bahar nikal liya or halke halke meri jeebh (toungh) se uske nipple ke ird gird ghumane laga, wo pagal huye ja rahi thi. Apne boob ke nipple ko mere jibh tak le jane ki asambhab prayas kar rahi thi. Kuch minto bad maine uske hard nipple ko apne soft lips ke bich daboch liya. Or halke halke bite karne laga.

Dusri taraf wo mere pant ke zip wale part se hi meri cut wali underwear per se hath ho mere lund per ghuma rahi thi, usne ab mere pant ka button khol diya tha, or uske liye bhut asan tha mere underwear main hath dalna. To slowly usne mere pat per se meri underwear ke lastic ko halka sa apne hath ko ghusate huye nazukta se ander ki or le gai. Or mere garm or mote lund ko usne jakad liya. Or jakda bhi aise ki aaj hi tod degi.

Mere lund ko pakadte hi mujhse raha nahi gaya, maine mere dusre hath uske legging ke upper se hi uske choot ko mehsus karne main busy kar diya. Uss patli si legging ke upper se jaise jaise meri finger upper se niche hoti, to uski Aaahhhh or uuuuuuffff ki jhadi lag jaati. Kabhi joro se mere hath ko dabati, to kabhi joro se apni choot ko khud hi masal leti.

Uski innn uffffff or aaahhhh ki awazon se main excited alag hi level per ho raha tha. To maine bhi mera lund bahar nikal kar uske hatho main de diya. Or mera hath ab uski legging main ghusne ko tiyar halke halke apni jagah legging ke lastic main se bana raha tha. Dheere dhere jaise mera hath uski choot ko chune ke liye bas phuchne hi wala tha, utne main ussne apni gaand ko halka sa upper uthaya, jisse meri ungli apne aap hi uski choot per touch ho gai.

Ab main uski geeli choot per mere ungliyo ko halke halke se move karte huye uske choot ko khol kar apni do ungliyo se choda kar deta hu or bich wali ungli se halke halke uski narm choot main ghusane ki kosis karta hu. But jagah ki kami hone se main uski legging ko dheere dheere niche khichta hu. Uss andhere main uski naram choot bina baal ki kisi hasin sapne ke jaisi thi. Maine pehli baar itni sundar choot ko dekha tha.

Uss gori or fuli hui choot ko main ab mehsus karna chahta tha, mere hotho se. To maine halke se uske thighs per kiss karte huye dheere dheere uske pairo ko choda karne laga. Mere hoth uski narm narm jangho per ragadte huye uski choot ke nazdik phuch gaye. Or uski choot ki wo mehak itni uttejit karne wali thi ki main aap logo ko bata nahi sakta. Jaise hi maine uski choot per mere narm hotho ko rakha to usne apne pairo ko maximum choda kar liya aur bas mere sir ko pakad kar apni choot per dabane lagi.

Dheere dheere uski choot ke har hisse ko maine kiss kiya, or apni halki si garm or narm jeebh se ab halki halki jagah uski choot main ghusane ke liye banane laga. Wo tadap kar kabhi mere seene (chest) per hath pherti to kabhi mere hips ko pakadne ki kosis karti. Kai baar usne apne nukile nakhun mere jism per bhi chubha diye. But mujhe to hosh hi kahan tha. Uski choot ke ras main madhosh ho chuka tha main.

Mere jeebh ne abhi ab, uski choot ka upper se le kar niche tak ka har ek safar to tay karna shuru kar diya. Jisse uski gaand ko wo uchal uchal kar bolne lagi ki "Rahul jo bhi tum kar rahe ho, bhut acha lag raha hai. Maan kar raha hai har din tum mujhe aise hi pyar karo. Tum jo bologe wo main karungi. Bas iss samay ko yahi rok lo. Or faad do iss choot ko tumhare mote lund se."

Abhi iss kahani ke bhut sare hisse hai jo baki hai usko main agle bhag main share karunga. Agar aap log aage kya hua jaane main interested hai to mujhe mail kar sakte hai yoursrahul1994@gmail.com taki mujhe protsahan mil sake isko Aage continue karne ka. Koi girl ya unty sirf anonymus ho kar baat karna chahe to kar sakti hai, main one to one meri real life incidents apse share kar sakta hu. Jinko sun kar apke saalon ki tadap se apko chutkara mil jayega.

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immj2 30.11.20 lb

ok we’re just gonna skimmmmmmmmm through the first half of the ep coz i really do not care about the shaadi ceremony; i’m just here for the drama once V arrives.

varmalas exchanged.

i am really feeling for dadi. she’s literally dying from sad.

some gloating from this fuck. (SOMEONE TELL ME WTF HE SAW IN THE CONTAINER HOUSE AND WAS LIKE OHHHHHHHH TOH YEH HAI TUMHARA PLANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.......... DID HE SEE V???? DID HE OFFER HIM $$$$$$ TO SWITCH OVER TO HIS TEAM???? WHERE IS ALL THIS OVERCONFIDENCE COMING FROMMMM?????????)

dadi is jhoolofying between stage 2 and 3 of grief, and this fucker is like do kanyadaan no pls. sau jootein naa maaruuun mein isko dadi ko itnaaa pareshaan karne ke liye?????

anyway fwd fwd fwdddddddddddd.

mangalsutra time and lol........... mangalsutra is missing.

growled threats to riddhima, ki i’ll burn this fucking house down and then uske raakh se tumhare maang mein sindoor bharoonga. which again, is a concept taken from naagin 5. Y’ALL NEED TO BE SITTING AT THE OPPOSITE SIDES OF THE CLASS, SINCE YOU CAN’T STOP COPYING YOUR SHIT OFF OF EACH OTHER.

ishani isn’t noticing, but riddhima is actually throwing her the tiniest grateful smile. god i wishhhhhhhhhh they were teamed up, they’d be sooooooo damn formidable together!!!!!!!!

“good job, ishani!”

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA WE STAN THIS KANJI EYED KHURAFAATI COUPLE WHO WON’T STAND FOR ANY FUCKERY WITH VANSH BHAI. BADA MAZZAAA AAAYEGA AB SE INKE SCENES MEIN.

kabir paid off the shady panditji who’s like ok no issues kal tak pehna dena mangalsutra.

phera time.

this b never fated to have a shaadi with her consent. how does someone get into this situation not once, but TWO (2) wholeass times?????? at this point, you have got to realise that the problem is YOU.

AAKHRI FUCKING PHERAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. 

god knows what she threw in the fire but as the song goes..........

sis poori taiyyaari ke saath aayi hai. had tucked in one of her 3000 zeher ki sheeshis into her lehenga/kafan. taking a shot like she’s at her bff’s bachelorette party. 

aaaaaaaaaaaaand.........................

“the fuck is going on in this house?????”

isski batteeesi toh dekho. lmao. too cute. she gets such few opportunities in this show to smile genuinely, and it’s nice to see her be truly happy in a moment!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS BITCHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! SAAJAN-JI GHAR AAYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(whaddya know????? he coordinated his outfit and everything!!!!!!!!)

poor dadi had justttttttt reached the depression/acceptance part of grief and le.............. naya shock. 

also i cannot stop lmao at angreeeeeeee. hahahahahahahaha. 

khee khee khee khee. kabir currently hearing this music in his head.

meanwhile riddhima’s internal soundtrack is going.........

asldkfjdlsafldskjfldskjflkdsjlfkjdlsflsdflkjdsl the look he’s throwing at kabirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

kabir:

lmaooooooooooooo riddhima is about to murder V for his shenanigans

“hero ki entry aisi hi hoti hai, riddhima!” lmaooooooooooo. he’s gonna get bitch-slapped for this the moment they’re alone together.

lmao he quickly just hugged her again to shut her up. v. cute moment.

angre is still in shock lmao, i can’t get over it.

once again the Murder Look has been set on kabir. lmaoooooo i really wouldn’t wanna be him rn.

“inspector kabir. vansh raisinghania apni riyaasat mein waapas laut aaya hai. swagat nahi karoge humara?”

can’t deny, there was a lotttttt of swag in this moment.

also riddhima the dumbass stillllllllllllllllllll doesn’t realise even now that this is vansh??????? you can have trained him as much as you want, but THIS WHOLE ~~~~AURA~~~ AND VOCABULARY AND THE VOICE AND THE EXPRESSIONS????? THAT CANNOT BE TAUGHT, MY SIMPLE-MINDED SIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lmao pairrr chooooein dadi ke. 50,000 ka phatka for riddhima, as per rate card. (plus how much ever the 2 hugs would have cost..............)

AW MANNNNNNNN, LOOK AT HIS BABY 🥺🥺🥺 FACE. AND DADI’S HAPPINESSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS A GENUINELY GOOD MOMENT! THIS IS THE SHIT I WATCH TELLYWOOD FORRRR.

but this bhagwaan talk is not very vansh-y. huh. guess there’s nothing like surviving falling off a 1000 foot cliff to become religious.

I???????????? AM?????????? GENUINELY?????? SO??????? SOFT????????????????????

“yeh kaise ho sakta hai??? poori zindagi mein maine itna daraawana sapna nahi dekha hai!!! aur yeh toh haqeeqat banke aa gaya!!”

snortttttttttttttt. i love itttttttt. I LOVE ITTTTTTTTT.

i got distracted by the fly crawling all over K’s varmaala. reminiscent of the mike pence fly!

“mujhe toh nahi lagta yeh vansh hai. [...] it’s just not possible!”

ASDKDJFSDLKFJLSDKJFLSDJK THE MOMENT I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR!!!!!!!!

bhaiiiiiiiiiii has to manaaofy roothi behenaaaa firsttttt. yesssss ishaaaniiiiiii make him work for itttttt. bhai dooj bhi miss kar diya manhoos ne apne dramay karne ke chakkar main!!!!!

lmaooooooooooooooooooooooo kabir’s reaction at his ek hazaaron mein meri behenaaaaa hai getting taken tf back. besttttttttttttt.

“mere chote prince ya princess ka kya haal hai? khayaal rakha uska?”

“jaan se bhi zyaada.”

“par ab aap aa gaye hain. toh thodi careless ho sakti hoon. haina?”

WHEN I TELL YOU I YELLED SO FUCKING HAPPILY AT MY SCREEN AT THIS MOMENT?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!??!

question about siya. and promise ki ab main aa gaya hoon na, sabbbbbb theek kar doonga. haaaaaaye, old shivaay waali feelings i’m getting yaaaar, when he was Best Big Brother. god, i really love this tropeeeee. yeh waala tellywood set hamesha aise bade bhaiyyon se aabaad rahe!

angre still like wHoo aRe yOu tHo??????

RAM BHARAT MILAAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lmaooooooo vansh turning around to look at chachi and her fakeasssssss

chachi twitter/insta fandom ki awaaz hote hue is like your beardddddd tho :’((((((((( and V is like hospital staff ne hulia bigaad diya. BITCH MORE LIKE IMPROVED IT 1000x. ugh so stinkin hotcutegorgeous you are right nowwwwww.

like this face he made???????? i just cannot standdddddddddddd how fucking good he looks in this ep?!?!!?!?!?

“meri soch se kahin zyaada achche se sambhaal raha hai yeh sabhi ko.” lmao riddhima, you dumbassssssssss. you are just so fucking stupiddddd istg.

lmao his ice cold look at mummy’s fakeassery.

backstory toh plan kii thi in dono ne, lekin riddhima ne itnaaaaa zyaada bhi nahi training dii ke itnaaaa chhaaaaaa jaaaye lol.

sdlkjdslkfjlskdjfldkfjldskjfldskjfldksjfldskfjlkdsjkl time for sexxxyyyyyyyyyyy

i just want someone to look at me with as much lust and mirth as vansh looks at kabir. that’s all i’m asking for.

riddhima looking at this like danggggggg i about to lose both my men. that too, to each other.

asdflkdsjflkdsjflkjdslfkjdslkfjlksdjflkdsjflkdsjflkjdslfkj he literally gave K the european “up yours” gesture while showing him his ghaav. i truly do love V2.0

“shareer ke ghaav bhar lenge, kabir. lekin dil ke ghaav....... zindagi bhar ke liye dard de jaatein hain.”

OMFG THIS DUMBASS STILL DOESN’T REALISE THAT IT’S VANSH?!!?!?!?!?!!? THIS IS LITERALLY THE SAME DIALOGUE *SHE* TOLD HIM THE DAY SHE DISCOVERED RAGINI AND THEY BOTH HAD INJURIES ON THEIR HANDS AFTER HE PUNCHED THE CUPBOARD!!!!!!!!!!!! RIDDHIMA YOU LITERAL DINGDONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

V demanding answers of mummy ki just what this asshole doing in my house, and ishani is just tooooooooo happy to fill bhai in on the goss. lmaooooooo i loveeeee ittttttt!!!!!!!!!

V like hmmmmmmmm seems a little too nicely wrapped up for my liking.

lmao chachi is like oh god if he catches their kaand, then ours is just thaaaaat much easier to find out, and she’s putting in a good word for mummy and K. koiiiiiiiiiiii faayyyda nahi hai. even in the unlikely event that he’s not vansh, photuuuuu dekh ke hi pehchaan gaya tha vihaan ke tum log awwal number ke draamebaaz ho.

kiskoooooooo pattttiiiii padaaaa rahe ho tum log haan???? bhai apna hardware/software/anti-malware sabbbbbbbb upgrade karwaaake aaya hai. aise nahi phasne waala.

chaachi is like IT’S ALL RIDDHIMA’S FAULT! SHE’S THE ONE WHO LET HIM IN!!!!!!!!!!

welp! :) :) :) :)

BEST EPISODE I’VE EVER WATCHED OF THIS SHOW?!?!!?!?!?!? YUP!!!!!!!!!!!! VERY PSYCHED FOR WHAT’S COMING UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Call To Action

CALL TO ACTION "Ayesha, Muraad, Zeenat", yeh teen naam aapko ek typical traditional - muslim family ke samajh aa rahe hain jo ya fir jinke naam se aapko koi aisa khayaal aa raha hoga jaisa yaha koi mamuli teen muslim logo ki baat ki jaa rahi hai. Yeh teeno hi INDIA ke teen shehero mein rehne wale wale log hai , pehli hai AYESHA sidhe Allahabad se , dusra hai Muraad jo ki hai Delhi ke Muzzaffarnagar se , aur aakhir mein Zeenat jo hai Mumbai se, yeh teeno ka haav - bhaav bilkul common man jaise hai. Toh kaha se shuru kiya jaye, toh chaliye pehle sapno ke sheher se kickstart maarte hai. kyun thik hai na ? Toh chalte hai aapko lekar ,"Mumbai" = "City of dreams", yeh jagah toh sabko pata hai ki kisliye prasiddh hai, toh chaliye fir bhi main thoda sa , bataa hi deta hoon ki "Mumbai"="Bollywood" , arthaat hindi cinema ki adbhut duniya , jahaan aapko apne chahide sitaare milenge jo laakhon logo ki dil ki dhadkan hai  jaise SALMAN KHAN , SRK, AKSHAY KUMAR, etc. waise inn logo ke toh huge fan following hai puri duniya mein, aur kyun na ho bhai, inhone mehnat karke apna naam banaya hai , par meri story ki pehli character ki story ab shuru hone wali hai, toh dil thaam ke baithiye aur purey mann lagakar suniye . Mumbai ke Galaxy Apartments ka naam toh aapne suna hi hoga, woh toh famous kis liye hai hum sabhi jaante hai, par ab meri jo 1st character "Zeenat" hai, woh kis liye famous hai aaiye dekhte hai.. "ZEENAT" urf "Zeenat Ali Khan" , naam aapko thoda connected with "Saif Ali Khan" se lag sakta hai, but waisa kuch hai nahi. Humari "Zeenat Ali Khan", apne ammi - abbu ke saath unke 2 room flat mein , khushi khushi rehti hai , isko koi kaam chota ya bada nahin lagta, pure ghar ka saara kharch ka hisaab yeh apne paas hi rakhti hai, kehne ka matlab yeh hai ki, kahan pe kitna kharch karna hai, ya kitni cheezein kitni maatra pe chahiye , inko acchi tarah se pata rehta hai. Kabhi kabhi toh inki ammi - abbu soch main pad jate hai ki kaash unhone "Zeenat" ko science ke saath MBA bhi karwa diya hota toh sone pe suhaaga hi ho jaata . Par jis hisaab se "Zeenat" kharch ka dhyaan rakhti hai , unke liye toh woh jeeti jaagti computer se kum nahin hai. Dusri taraf "Zeenat" ka bhi bahut mann hai "MBA" karke acchi MNC mein naukri karne ka, par paiso ke kami ke kaaran uske graduation ke baad ki padhai maano jaise bandh hi ho gayi thi , dusri taraf "Zeenat" ko actress banne ka bahut shauk tha , yeh acting ka keeda usme bachpan se hi tha aur uski toh favourite actress thi /hai "KARISMA KAPOOR" aur favourite actor hai "GOVINDA" , arthaat "Hero no. 1" . "Zeenat apne khali waqt par inn dono ke hi gaano pe dance kiya karti thi aur khud ko unn jaisa mehsoos mehsoos karne lagti saral bhasha mein bole toh " living life king size ". Ab badhte hai, humaare kahaani ke dusre character pe, jo ki aati hai seedhe "Allahabad" se , ya fir kahe toh Allahabad University se , jaha ki woh one of the top brilliant students ke list mein , ya fir kahe ki merit list mein har baar 4th aane wali "AYESHA Saraf" , jo hai  sab ki chaheedi aur sabse dashing & studious & "no care attitude" waali MBA pursue karne waali student , thodi naughty & also quite smart & witty & of course a chashmish & a cutie. Toh yeh jo hai, inke college mein bade charche hai , aur kyun na ho yeh hai hi itni studious , etc. . Iske peeche college ke saare ladke paagal hai , but yeh na hi short skirts pehanti hai, aur na hi boys ko lure karti hai, yeh toh bas apne mein hi rehti hai, in a dungree with round specs , short hair with a pony tail & a charming but bold smile on her face , enough to make a heart skip a beat. Ab yeh jo hai "Ms.SARAF" yeh toh thehri mystery , detective , horror, thriller ke bade fan , inka adha waqt crime solving games, aur books related to all the above mentioned genres ko padhne meinhi waqt nikal jaata tha, jo thora waqt waqt bachta tha usko yeh mohtarma MBA ki pahai pe laga deti hai, nahin toh inke parents ka manna haiki agar woh pura dhyaan sirf MBA pe de toh woh 1st position laa sakti hai sivaaye 4th position ke, par inhe koun samjhaye ki thoda time MBA ke saath spend karke 4th aana bhi is a big achievement, aur woh kahawat hai na "An active mind & a racing heart is the greatest combination leading to success" , aur wohi aata raha tha "AYESHA Saraf" ke saath. Ab kuch door chalte hai aur batate hai aapko kahaani ke antim character ki kahaani jo "Delhi ke Muzaffarnagar" seshuru hone jaa rahi hai, aur uss shaks ka naam hai "MURAAD HOSSAIN", jo hai DU [Delhi University] ke geography & statistics ke top professor . Inka worldly knowledge itna achha hai aur yeh itne self confident hote hai har waqt ki duniya ki koi bhi musibat maano inke saamne haar mann hi jaegi, iska kaaran hai jaise ki maine pehle bataaya self confidence , proper knowledge, hard work, aur allah pe pura bharosa. Aap soch rahe honge , ki main yeh teacher ka concept kyun use kar raha hoon , toh main chota sa hint de deta hoon, "worldly knowledge" Inki age lagbhag 28 saal hogi, par yeh jaha ke teacher hai, arthaat D.U.  waha inke bahut charche hai, aur lakho ladkiyaan inpe line maarti hai, short mein kahe toh , yeh d.u. ke one of the sexiest , good looking masculine male hai,inka attitude bole toh ekdum "faadu" hai, aur khaas kar ke jab woh agar kabhi white shirt aur blue  mein college aa jate the toh college mein bawaal ho jaata tha aur ladke sharam se choor choor ho jaate they aur ladliyaan na jaane kitne corridoors mein line lagakar unki ek jhalak ko taras jaati hai aur unko bahut tohfe bhi mil chuke hai, kayi ladkiyaan ke taraf se , even proposals you know, par yeh jo "Mr.Hossain" hai inko koi farak hi nahi padta, yeh gifts toh hai par unka ek unique style hai, woh yeh gifts charity ya fir kahe old age home mein distribute karwa dete hai, kyunki inhe lagta hai ki yeh apne ammi abbu ki sewa kar rahe hai, aur agar naseeb mein hua toh allah kasam agle janam fir unke hi bete hokar janam lena pasand karenge. Toh yeh the humare kahaani ke teen characters. Ab aap soch rahe honge ki aagey kya hone wala hai. Abhi interval ka maza lijiye , thode snacks grehan kijiye kyunki interval ke baad hi toh maza shuru hota hai.       Ab inn characters ke updated version se aapko milwate hai, so mere priye audience 3,2,1....fast forward. Let me introduce you to 1. Captain Muraad Hossain [M.F. Hossain] [Captain of INDIAN ARMY] , 2. Madam ZAK / Zeenat Ali Khan [cyber expert ATS= Anti Terrorist Squad] , 3. Ms. One Woman Army/ Ms. Ayesha Saraf [top spy of IB & RAW]. Kyun chauk gaye na ? ek dialogue yaad aya "Tide hai toh white hai " but in this situation the dialogue goes "Jo Jeeta Wohi Sikandar" , kyunki yahaan sab connected hai, lekin koi ek dusre ko nahin jaanta, par teeno INDIA ke liye kaam karte hai apne tarike se, ya keh sakte hai yeh teeno apne tarike se desh ki raksha karte hai. Ab aapko main ek ghatne ke baare mein detail mein bataane ja raha hoon , jisme inn teeno ka bhut bada yogdaan hai, aur kahin na kahin yeh teeno ek dusre ke lifeguards bhi reh chuke hai varna aaj shayad teeno mein se koi bhi zinda nahin rehta. Toh baat hai 2011 ki , ek udti udti khabar aayi thi ki cyber cell dept. aur Indian Army mein tension ka mahol  utpann hua hai. Iska kaaran yeh tha ki achanak cyber crimes bhut zyada badh gaye the aur Indian Army mein se bhut se gopniya details leak ho jaa rahi thi , ab dono hi taraf tension ka maahol ban raha tha , aur saath hi kuch khabar udti udti aa rahi thi jo logo ke liye ya INDIA ke liye bhut haanikaarak saabit ho sakti thi . Toh jab aise haalaat utpann hue, tab inn teeno departments [IB , ATS[CYBER CELL],INDIAN ARMY] mein selection shuru ho gaya taaki crimes & terrorism in all forms ko tagda jawaab dene wale teeno department se 1 candidate select hoga is live/die mission ke liye. Toh teeno departments mein se 1 specialist ko chunna tha per team. Candidates toh bahut the par time kam tha , tph finally teeno departments ne apna task captain chun liya tha. Toh woh 3 koun they , any guesses ? arrei yaar , the best ko hi chuna hoga na, toh woh 3 hai :- 1. MURAAD HOSSAIN [ INDIAN ARMY ] 2.ZEENAT ALI KHAN [ CYBER CELL / ATS] ATS= ANTI TERRORIST SQUAD 3.AYESHA SARAF [IB] [ TOP SPY] Toh har department mein zoro shoro se kaam shuru ho gaya tha, har dept. ko unjke head dekh rahe the , taaki kahin bhi bhi bool se bhi bhool na ho, aur proper stragies apnaayi jaa rahi thi , aur execution plans bann rahe the, in return the hands were expecting full cooperation & support from their teams, aur full on details nikali jaa rahi thi against any type of attack in any form. virtual & physical weapons bhi taiyaar ki jaa rahi thi , aur top managements bhi bilkul tight lipped way mein iss mission ko anjaam dene mein lagey hue the. Toh teeno departments fully ready they with all the necessary equipments aur saath hi virtual & physical preparations bhi ready the , but to their shock pehle hafte mein kisi prakaar ka koi attack nhi hua,toh departments ke kaafi log jo chaukanne the , woh thoda sa lightly lene lage matter ko , par teeno departments ke hero's MURAAD, ZEENAT AUR AYESHA, ko daal mein kuch kaala lag raha tha jab 2nd week mein bhi kuch nhi hua aur sab normally guzar gaya. Fir 3rd week mein achanak se Mumbai ke mall road mein ek bomb blast hua , aur kaafi log injured ho gaye the , saath hi saath Delhi ke Sarojini Market mein do din ke antraal mein ek aur bomb blast hua, aur top companies ke data chori ki khabar bhi aane lagi , inn sab ghatnao ne desh bhar me breaking news ke zariye tehelka macha rakha tha. Ab  teeno depts. ke experts HOSSAIN , KHAN aur SARAF ne apne teams ko kaam pe laga diya tha, ki jald se jald inn terrors ka koi na koi suraag ya link mil jaaye toh tab iss case ko solve karne mein thodi maddad ho jaegi . Iss dauraan, Zeenat ke phone pe ek call aata hai aur woh bhi unknown number se, jiska daava tha , ki yeh jo bomb blasts aur cyber breach hua hai inn kuch dino mein , iske piche ke "MATERMIND" ki khoj karna bandh kar diya jaaye turrant,warna Zeenat ki jaan ja sakti hai , aur teeno departments ki badnaami bhi ho sakti hai , aur hokar rahegi agar yeh search operation turrant radh na kiya gaya toh , itna kehkar phone hang up ho gaya. Fir dobaara uss number ko call laga nhi , tab immediately uss number ko trace kiya gaya , but uss ka sirf laswt location hi pata chala jo KARACHI ka dikha raha tha , aur sim bhi bandh aa raha tha . Fir kuch der sochkar, "Zeenat" ne apne higher authorities ko yeh suchna dena zaroori samjha aur pure form mein jaakar puri baat bol dala. Tab waha bhi tension ka mahol utpann hone laga tha, immediately all 3 forces ke heads ko jaankari video calls ke sahaare de di gayi . Fatafat , ya phir kahe bina waqt gawaaye, INDIAN ARMY , IB aur ATS [ CYBER CELL] ko turrant kaam pe lagaya gaya, aur unka ek hi lakshya tha , ki kisi bhi tarah "MASTERMIND " ko dhoond nikaalna hai , jo iklauta zimmedaar hai cyber theft aur unn teeno blasts ke liye. Ab teeno departments high alert mein they, aur teeno ne search operation shuru kar diya tha apne tarike se. Fatafat KARACHI Govt. se contact kiya gaya aur jaankaari ki pushti karne ki koshish ki gayi, par unhone saaf inkaar kar diya ki , waisa koi bhi call unke state se nhi kiya gaya hai, fir bhi dept. mein asantushti bani rahi, tab top spy "AYESHA SARAF" ko contact kiya gaya , aur usko puri baat btayi gayi , aur uso unke strategy ki puri detail di  gayi , saath hi "ZEENAT" aur "MURAAD" ko bhi unke respective depts. se bhi aagha kar diya gaya. Ab unn teeno ke liye action time shuru ho gaya tha. Ab teeno ka ek hi mission tha "Mission MASTERMIND" . A b iske liye teeno ko karachi phuchna tha, toh teeno ne jaha the wahi se KARACHI ki flight pakdi aur KARACHI ke liye ravana ho gaye. Most importantly iss beechek co- incidental ghtana ghati ki teeno ne ek hi  brand ki flight mein boarding ki thi "INDIGO" , but tickets different thi toh timing bhi different thi, sabse pehle "Muraad" phucha, fir "Ayesha" phuchi , fir aakhir mein "Zeenat " mein phuchi, abb teeno "KARACHI " phuch chuke the. Ab ittefaq dekhiye , teeno ne ek hi hotel mein room bhi le liya, usme bhi timings thodi aagey peeche thi, aur hotel ka naam tha "HOTEL PARADISE" . Iss hotel ki khaasiyat yeh thi ki teeno ne apne sutro se pata kiya tha, ki "MASTERMIND" ka hotel , ya fir kahe iss hotel ka maalik "MASTERMIND" tha. Ab aapko lag sakta hai ki teeno fas chuke hai, aur baagh ke illake mein ghuss chuke hai , jisse nikalna asambhav hai , par case ulta bhi toh ho sakta hai. Teeno ne janbujhkar issi hotel ko apna hunting ground bana liya tha, kyunki  yeh jaha the waha se kuch na kuch jaankari toh praapt ho hi jaati aur hafte mein ek na ek din toh "MASTERMIND" ki ek jhalak dikh hi jaegi yahi soch kar mission  mein agey badh rahe the. Aaye toh teeno tourist banke , par jaise maano teeno hi detectives ban chuke the, koi ek dusre ko nahi jaanta tha , teeno ka mission ek tha , par kaam karne alag tha, aur teeno khud se zyaad aksis pe vishwas nahi karte the , halaki teeno mein se koi kisiko nahin pechaanta tha. KARACHI mein ,"MASTERMIND" ko lagbhag koi nhi jaanta tha, bahuto se pucha gaya par koi jawaab nahi mila , ya fir shayad log darr se kuch bata nhi rahe the, kyunki unko apni jaan aur apne pariwaar ki jaan pyari thi. Ab dono taraf search opration chal raha tha, ki "MASTERMIND" ki ek jhalak dekhne ko mil jaaye, dusra uske related kuch jaankari mil jaye. Teeno ko apne higher officials ko per day ka progress  report dena parta tha . Sab allah ko yaad kar rahe they aur duaa maang rahe the ki koi clue mil jaaye "MASTERMIND" ke related, ya koi link mil jaaye , toh unhe ",ASTERMIND" tak phunchne mein aasaani ho jaati. Isi beech ,ek number se "Zeenat "ko call aya aur phone ke dusre side se ek shaqs ne kaha ,mujhe pata hai aap "MASTERMIND"ko dhoondna bandh kar dijiye yeh meri aakhri warning hai., par zeenat ko koi farak nhi pada , aur usne sidha phone kaat diya. Inn logo ko pata mhi tha ki wha pehle se unke madad ke liye IB , CYBER CELL [ATS], INDIAN ARMY se log bheje gaye the , aur woh log bhi "HOTEL PARADISE" mein hi ruke huye the. Toh aapko samajh aa hi gaya hoga ki purey desh ko "MASTERMIND" chahiye tha zinda ya murda. Ab sirf tha ,"wait & watch" ka time aur kyunki laakho logo ke sentiments jude hue they toh success toh anyhow achieve karna hi tha iss mission mein . Achanak hotel stay ke 5th day mein ek shaks aata hai hotel ke reception pe , bilkul mamuli se kapdo mein , aur ek room ke details puch raha tha . Uske kapde dekh kar kisiko shaq nahi hoga  ki woh normal tourist nahi hai. Par pata nahi kyun "MURAAD" ko thoda khatka  laga aur uss aadmi ke jaane ke baad reception waale se uska id proof dikhaane ko kaha, dusrea koi hota toh shayad objection karta par kyunki receptionist Indian tha jo karachi mein kaam ke silsile mein reh raha tha 5-6 saalo se , toh usne bejhijhak uss shaks ka ID proof dikhaya, woh bhi jab "Muraad" ne apna ARMY ka badge dikhaya tab hi warna har desh ke liye yeh illegal hai dusre ke documents kisi unknown person ko dikhana. Ab ID Proof se kya pata chala hoga "Muraad" ko ? sochiye aur interval ka maza lijiye. Haan toh hum kaha they , ab uss ID Proof se uss shaks ka naam pata chala jo tha "Hamid Qureshi" . Koun tha yeh? yaha kyun aya tha ? kya yeh normal tourist tha? ya "MASTERMIND" se connected tha? yahi sab chal raha tha "Muraad" ke dimaag mein aur woh kisi bi tarah iss "Mr. Qureshi" ke baare mein aur jaankari nikalne ke liye kuch bhi karne ko taiyaar tha. Toh usne bina waqt gavaaye usne uske ID se apne team ko uski khoj mein laga diya , team ki details respective heads ko mail kar di gayi thi departments ke taraf se. "Muraad" ko "Qureshi" ki har waqt ki khabar chahiye thi , isliye usne waisi hi instructions de rakhi thi apni team ko. Ab yeh baat toh "AYESHA" aur "ZEENAT" ko khabar nahin thi, par jab unhone apne tarike se "MASTERMIND" ko dhoondna shuru kiya,tab unhe apne sutro se pata chala ki, "MASTERMIND" "KARACHI" ka sabse raees insaa hai, aur yeh khabar bhi thi ki "MASTERMIND" ka "KARACHI market" mein kaafi aana jaana tha. Toh inn dono ne apne log karachi market mein tainaat kar diye the, ab na yeh 'Qurseshi" ko jaante they aur na hi "Qureshi inko jaanta tha. Allah ka kamaal dekhiye, yeh dono mall road waley market mein they, par "Zeenat" ka bag churakar koi bhaagne laga, aur "Zeenat" bhi uske peeche bhaagi, achanak se "Qureshi" scene mein aa jata hai , aur chor ko pakad leta hai. Toh yeh dono bilkul anjaan ek dusre se , "Qureshi"  "Zeenat" ka bag use wapas kar deta hai, aur "Zeenat" toh raah chalte ko shaq karti nahin, toh unhe thank you treat dene pe tul jaati hai , jispe pehle toh "Qureshi" manta nahin , fir bola sirf coffee kaafi rahegi , jispe "Zeenat" ne haami bhar di. Fir dono ne kuch der yunhi baat ki aur shukriya adha kiya "Qureshi" ka , toh "Qureshi" ne "Zeenat" ko apne ghar bulaaya jispe woh pehle toh maani nahi , fir "Qureshi" ke bahut insist karne par woh mann gayi. "Qureshi" ka ghar "Karachi" airport se 4 kilometre door tha, aur "Zeenat" thi uski guest, "Zeenat" ne suna tha ki "Karachi" waley apne guests ki khoob khaatir karte hai , toh usey bhi mehmaan nawazi lene mein koi aapatti nahi thi. Issi beech "Zeenat" ki nazar "Qureshi" ke table top pe padi jisme ek photo mein "Qureshi" aur ek aadmi saath photo khichwa rahe they , toh pata nahi "Zeenat" ko kya laga ki usne "Qureshi" ko puch hi liya, ki uss tasveer mein unke saath woh shaqs koun hai ?, usey laga ki unka bade bhai honge , par jawaab toh kuch aur hi tha .. pehle toh "Qureshi" ne kuch socha , fir kaha ki uss aadmi ka naam  "AKBAR ALAM' itna kehke woh chup ho gaya. Ispe "Zeenat" ne thoda aur utsaah ke saath ke pucha ki "ALAM" ji karte kya hai , ispe bhi jab "Qureshi" sochne laga tab "Zeenat" ne bola ki agar woh nahi batana chahte toh koi baat nahin usne toh yunhi puch liya tha , koi zabardasti nahin hai , aur woh thoda flirt karne lagi "Qureshi" ke saath aur  "Qureshi" ko pata nahin tha ki kaise react kare , aur woh tha thoda sharmiley type ka insaan tha , toh usne jhatapat bataana shuru kiya "Zeenat" ke prashno ke uttar dena , "AKBAR ALAM" Karachi ka sabse raees insaan tha aur uska ek aur naam bhi tha , toh "Zeenat" ne socha ki koi nick name hoga jo gharwalo ne rakkha hoga , par "Qureshi" ka jawwab sunke "Zeenat" ka dimaag  chakkar khaa raha tha , kyunki woh  "Akbar Alam"  aur koi nahi balki  "MASTERMIND"  tha . Bahut uts chahiye iske baad kisiko jo bhi yeh prashna puche ya bole toh "Zeenat" ko hi uss  jagah rakh lijiye , usne bade himmatr se bina darre "Qureshi" se aur baatein ya information nikaalne ki koshish karte hue pucha ki "MASTERMIND" ka matlab kya hai , aur unka kaam  kya hota hai? Toh ispe "Qureshi" thoda soch vichhar karne laga , ki "Zeenat" ko "MASTERMIND" ke kaam ke baare bataana sahi rahega ya nahi , fir usne socha khamakha "Zeenat" darr jaegi aur unki bani banaati nayi dosti wahi khatam ho jaegi  isliye usne "Zeenat" ke prashno ko avoid karna shuru kiya aur baat ghumane ki koshish karne laga , kyunki  " Zeenat" ko woh mamuli guest samajh raha tha , aur aane wale khatre se usey bachana hi uska lakshya tha . Par "Zeenat" ke  baar baar zid karne par , usne kaha ki main zyada toh  nahi jaanta par "MASTERMIND" ka kaam bhut risky job hai aur khatarnak bhi. Ab "Zeenat" ko toh kisi bhi haal mein iss "MASTERMIND' se milna hi tha , toh usne "Qureshi" se pucha ki kya woh usey "MASTERMIND" se milva sakta hai ya nahi , kyunki usey aise dangerous logo se milna unke baare mein pata lagana bahut mazedaar lagta hai , ek alag sa thrilling wali feeling deta hai, aur bhi bahut kuch bola "Zeenat" ne jaise ki "Qureshi" uss se impress hokar usse "MASTERMIND" se milwa de. Ispe "Qureshi" ensocha aur kaha ki woh koshish kar sakta hai ki "Zeenat" ki mulaqaat "MASTERMIND" se ho jaaye , but kuch confirm nahi bataa pa raha tha, isme "Zeenat" ne usko thoda seduce karna shuru kiya uski taarif karni shuru ki ki wwoh kitna handsome tha aur mashallah kitna cute hai "Qureshi" aur sexy bhi wagera wagera , aur "Qureshi" apni taarif sunke na chahte huye bhi "Zeenat" ke baaton mein aa hi gaya, aur unhone kuch intimate moments bitaaye , "Zeenat " ne socha manzil ke itne karib aakar usey khina bewakoofi hogi , toh kya hua agar ek anjaan insaan ke saath kuch intimacy ho hi jaaye toh , waise bhi "ZAK" apni raksha karna acchi tarah se jaanti thi, arthaat woh hamesha ek condom apne saath apne purse mein carry karti thi , arthaat "all work no play makes ZAK a dull girl". Fir jab unki intimacy khatam hui aur "Qureshi" ghode bech kar so raha tha , tab usne uska pura ghar ko search karna shuru kiya , ki kahin toh kuch aur prrof mil jaye "MASTERMIND" ke khilaaf , usne sab jagah dhoond liya saboot ke liye , par kuch na mila , tab usne uss photonko gaur se dekhne ka socha jo table top pe tha par uspe bhi kuch nhi mila. Fir jab "Qureshi" ki aankh khuli toh "Zeenat' ne usey kiss kiya aur alvida kehkar waha se nikal gayi."Qureshi" ka toh "dil garden garden" ho gaya tha, aur "Zeenat" ko shayad "MASTERMIND" tak phunvhne ka raasta mil gaya tha. Dusri taraf "Muraad" tha jo apni sources lagaye baitha tha "MASTERMIND" ki khoj pe , aur ab toh woh Karachi police se toh puch nhi sakta tha "MATERMIND" ke baare mein toh usne socha ki chalo Karachi jab aa hi gaya hoon toh sheher kyun na ghom liya jaaye , ab uske paas toh "MASTERMIND" ki koi tasveer toh thi nahi jisse "MASTERMIND" ko dhondne mein aasaani ho , tab usne kya socha ki kyun na apne chief se contact karke unhise "MASTERMIND' ki tasveer maang li jaye , toh turant usne ARMY chief ko phone lagaya aur unse "MASTERMIND" ke kuch pics usey whatsapp karne ki darkhaast ki , par chief ne kaha ki unke paas "MASTERMIND" ki abhi ki photo nahi hai , par ek puraani photo hai jab woh apne mid 30's mein hua karta tha, unke paas jo photo tha usi ko bhejne ko kaha "Muraad" ne aur shukriya zaahir karke baat khatam ki aur unke message ka intezaar karne laga. Teesri taraf  "Ayesha" ke paas already "MASTERMIND" ki poori gutthi thi usne pehle se hi ikkatha kar rakha tha, kyunki SPY ka kaam hi hota hai ki woh apne target ki full details pehle se apne paas mauzood rakhte hai,taaki target pehchanne mein bhul na ho aur na hi apna kaam ko anjaam dene mein. "Ayesha" ne "MASTERMIND" ke baare mein apne team ke duara jo information ikkatha kiya tha , woh yeh tha ki "MASTERMIND" ek lamba chauda 6'2'' ka hattakattainsaan tha , jiska lifestyle raeeso jaisa tha , uska bahut sara dangerous ya fir kahe illegal karobaar tha, jaise ki jism faroshi , etc. . Unka behaviour ekdum kattar tha , unke family mein woh aur unke 2 biwi aur 1 bete aur 1 beti rehti thi. "Ayesh" ne shyad "MASTERMIND" ki gaadi ko dekhliya tha karachi bazaar se guzarte waqt uss waqt usey pata nahi tha ki yeh "MASTERMIND" ki gaadi thi, uss gaadi mein baithe shaqs ne apne driver ko bolke karachi market ke saamne se ek phalwale se kuch dozen phal liya aur gaadi ka seesha utarkar phalwale ko paise de diye , tab "Ayesha" ne dekha ki uss shaqs ke dihine haath mein bade bade stones se saji hue anguthiya thi , shayad woh astrology mein vishwas rakhte honge , fir usi haath mein ['right hand} mein ek khareoch ya fir koi purane chot ka nishaan bhi tha thik haatho ke nasso ke beech , jaha se doctor heartbeat measure karta hai , thik ussi jagah , toh "Ayesha" ne bade gaur se sab notice kiya , aur apne saamne se gaadi ko jaate dekha toh usne kya socha ki fatafat usne gaari ka number plate ka number yaad karliya , aur gaadi bhi kounsi thi woh bhi likh dala , tabhi se woh iss shaqs pe apni nazar jamayi rakhi thi, arthaat usey bhi pata nahi tha par uski gut feeling usey cheekh cheekh kar keh rahi thi ki ho na ho yeh aadmi hi "MASTERMIND" hai. Isliye usne iss shaqs pe pura dhyaan de rahi thi jis baat ka andaza bhi shayad uss shaqs ko nahi tha ki koi uski har waqt ki activity track kar raha tha . Aakhir yahi toh kaam hai ek Spy ka.   Dusri taraf "MURAAD" ke paas "MASTERMIND" ki puraani tasveer aa chuki thi , usme "MASTERMIND" ek wakayi ek lamba chauda handsome youth nazar aa raha tha , halaki yeh photo aaj se 20 saal pehle ki thi as mentioned by ARMY chief . Par uss photo mein "Muraad" ne kuch ajeeb cheez notice ki thi jo shayad kisisne nahi ki thi ya ki hogi , woh yeh tha ki picture mein "MASTERMIND" ne ek bhut alag type ki angoothi pehen rakhi thi, jiski baarik kaarigari dekh kar bahut log uske laalach mein pad sakte hai, woh tha hi itna behtareen ki uspe hi "Muraad" ki aankhein kuch der usi pe fix ho gayi, kyunki aisi kaarigari wali anguthi usne pehle baar dekhi thi, aur woh uske dimaag mein chapp gayi thi, aur woh ghar jo photo mein tha woh shayad "MASTERMIND" ka ghar hua hoga , isliye woh ghar uske mastishq mein chapp gaya tha . Ab "Muraad" ko sirf uss ghar ka pata lagana tha , toh woh photo usne apne team ko forward kar diya aur fatafat uss ghar ka pata lagane ka nirdesh de diya unko. Teesri taraf , thik do din baad "Qureshi" ne "Zeenat" ko "MASTERMIND" se milwane ki baat kar dali , kyunki thik do din baad  "MASTERMIND" ke ghar pe unke bete ka janamdin manaaya jaane wala tha arthaat "RAFI ALAM" ka janamdin hai, abse thik do din baad . "ZEENAT" ka khushi ka thikana nahi tha , aur usne issi baat pe "Qureshi" ko kiss kar diya , aur saath hi usne mann hi mann soch liya ki plan ko anjaam kaise dena hai, aur saathhi saath kuch intimate moments bhi dono ne bitaaye , aur ek jhoota wada bhi kar dala "Zeenat" ne ki aaj usko itni khushi ho rahi hai ki woh bayaan nahi kar sakti hai , aur usne "Qureshi" se nikaah karne ka jhoota wada kiya , jispe "Qureshi" ka dil garden garden ho gaya , par usey [ Qureshi] kaha pata tha ki ek anjaan shaqs ko trust karna usey bhaari pad sakta hai , yeh soch "Zeenat" mann hi mann hass rahi thi , bechara "Qureshi" bali ka bakra befaltu ka banne ja raha tha. Ab kehte hai na kuch paane ke liye , kuch bho sacrifice karna padta hai . Itni der mein "MURAAD' ne 'MASTERMIND' ka ghar ka pata laga dala tha . Ab intezaar tha D-DAY ka . Waise dekha jaaye toh ab sher khud fass chuka tha aur ghir chuka tha chaaro ore se , aur "MASTERMIND" ne apne security mein har kadam mein 2 security guards tainaat rakhe the . "Ayesha" ne saari taiyaari pe nazar rakha hua tha aur usse acchi tarah se pata tha ki plan ko kaise execute karna tha. Aur ab isi ka fayda uthana tha humare teeno characters ko . Aur ab bas D-DAY ka intezaar karna tha . Dusri taraf teeno ne apne headquarters ko bhi aagha kar rakha tha apne plan ke baare mein . Ab aakhirkaar woh din aa hi gaya aur humare  teeno jawaan ekdum taiyaar the. Yeeno ko pata tha apna apna role iss mission mein. Ab kaun kaisa dikhne wala tha aaiye dekhte hai, pehle toh baat yeh hai ki "MASTERMIND" ka bangla bada hi alishaan tha , maano bilkul chaand mahal jaisa , uff aisi sajawat ki gayi thi jiska koi jawaab nahi tha, iske aagey toh mughlo ki imaarat sharma jaaye. Waqayi lag raha tha 8wa ajooba ho duniya ka . Ab logo ka aan shuru ho gaya tha , sabko dekhkar lag raha tha maano , sab raees parivaar ke log hai, ab isis beech hamari teeno characters ki entry hoti hai. Thoda vistaar mein agar bataaya jaye toh , black kurte aur white pyjame mein "MURAAD" with a stylish beard entry aur woh bhi muslim they isliye unhe zyada takleef nahi hui iss getup mein sabke saamne aane mein, woh bade hi stylish , sexy aur macho lag rahe they. Unki entry mein janamdin ke function mein chaar chaand lag gaye the, woh they hi itne handsome ki sabki nazre bas unhi pe tiki ki tiki reh gayi, aur jitni ladkiyaan thi mehfil mein sab toh maano unki fan ho gayi ho , usne toh "MASTERMIND" ke bete ka show pura flop kar diya tha , woh "MASTERMIND' ke bete se kahi zyada handsome lag raha tha , maano lag raha tha koi film ka hero aa gaya ho , uff kya lag raha tha boss, ekdum bole toh "faadu", maano yeh akela hi sab ke dil ka chor bann gaya tha, ladkiyatoh jaise latoo hon gayi thi "MURAAD" par , aur kyun na ho ek toh waisi personality uppar se INDIAN ARMY , par insab ke beech "MURAAD' apna lakshya bhula nahi tha, aur kisiko shaq na ho isliye, usne khud ko "MASTERMIND" ke bete ka dost bataaya , aur door ka rishtedaar bhi. Ladkiya toh har waqt "Muraad" ke agey piche ghppm rahi thi, par woh kahaan kisko dekhta , woh bas apne kaam pe focus kar raha tha. Ab iss beech "Ayesha" toh apni nazar jamaye baithi thi "MASTERMIND" ke ghar pe , bole toh spying constantly, unke har movement ka track rakh rahi thi , aur sahi mauke ke talaash mein thi apne kaam ko anjaam dene ke liye . Teesri ore , "Zeenat " aur "Qureshi" ki entry hui mehfil mein , ab "Zeenat' ko pata tha ki plan execute kaise karna hai. "Qureshi' ko woh zid karne lagi ki "MASTERMIND" se mila de , toh "Qureshi" ne sahi waqt dekhkar "Zeenat" ko le gaya "MASTERMIND" ke paas , aur usne piche se awaaz di "jahaanpanah , zara iss sangi ko do baatein kehne ka muka mil sakta hai kya ? yeh sunn "MASTERMIND" piche ki ore mudew , toh jaisa description pehle bataya hubahu waise hi hai "MASTERMIND" ,lamba chauda , hattakatta, sir pe baal kum , lekin koi wrestler se kam nahi lag raha tha , aur waisi hi physique. "Qureshi' se toh far handsome la g raha tha "MASTERMIND", ek oomph factor tha unme jo bayaan- e - bahaar tha. Par kuch baaton ke baad "Zeenat" ko introduce karaya "Qureshi" ne , ab "mastermind' uske saamne khada tha aur usne "Zeenat" ka haath chuma aur uski taarif ki. Doosri taraf "Muraad" ki aankhen "MASTERMIND' ko dhoond rahi thi , toh wohapni nazre chaaro ore aur yahi karte waqt usne socha ki kyun na kisi ladki ki madad le li jaaye "MASTERMIND" ko dhoondne mein. yahi soch woh yunhi dusri taraf muda hi tha ki usne dekha ki ek ladki usse ek takk dekhi ja rahi  thi. "Muraad" dheere se uske taraf badh raha tha , aur uske karib pahuch gaya , woh ladki sharam ke maare maano kahin bhaag hi jaegi, "Muraad" ne uska haath piche se pakda, aur pucha ki kya woh usey "Akbar Alam" se milwa sakti hai, ispe woh ladki aur sharma gayi aur bola ji haan aap jinhe dhoond rahe hai woh mere abbu hai, yeh sunkar "Muraad" ki khushi ka thikana nahi raha, toh usne uss ladki ka naam puchte hue kaha, ki woh kaha mil sakti hai ? Ispe uss ladki ne bola ki uske abbu varanda mein kuch logo ke saath gappe lada rahe hai aur uska naam "Aaliya' hai , pura naam "Aaliya Alam" hai, "Muraad" janta tha ki ek yahi mohra hai jiske sahare woh "MASTERMIND" ko aasani se apne kaam ko anjaam de sakta hai. Ab isi beech "Muraad" ne apna plan shuru kar diya tha woh bilkul stranger ke tarah gaya "MASTERMIND" se milne aurjaisae hi pahuncha usne "MASTRMIND"ko uppar se niche pura nirikshan kar liya tha, aur usko kaisa counter attack ka plan bhi bana liya tha apne mastishq mein. Waha pahunvhkar uska khoon khaul raha tha par woh toh INDIAN ARMY isliye use apna kaam karna dimaag shaant karke apne objective poora karna tha ya fir kahe mission accomplish karna tha. Waha par usne unka haal chaal pucha aur unke bete ke janmadin ke liye shubkamnayein di. Ab itne logo mein "MASTERMIND" ne khyaal nahi kiya ki "Muraad' ek ajnabee tha , aur bina soche hi usey gala laga liya aur shkriya adha kiya , uss waqt fir "Muraad " ne apne gusse ko control kiya , warna agar woh dono akele hote toh abhi tak "Muraad' ne " MASTERMID" ka kaam tamam kar diya hota aur wahi dafna diya hota , ab woh bas "MASTERMIND" ke akele hone ka intezaar kar raha tha. "Ayesha" bhi sab par rakhi hui thi ki kab "MASTERMIND" thoda akela ko paya jaye toh  apna nishaana saadhkar "MASTERMIND" ka kaam tamam kiya jaaye. Ab sher teeno taraf se ghir chuka tha aur apne ghar mein fass chuka tha aur usey iss bat ki bhanak tak nahi thi, lekin phir bhi uski protection zabardast thi , kyunki sher ko bhi apni jaan pyaari hoti hai , isliye in teeno ko bahut chalaki se apne kaam ko anjaam dena hoga, ab issi beech "MASTERMIND" ko ek call ata hai aur dusre taraf se koi shayad unhe inform kar deta hai ki unki jaan shayad khatre mein pad sakti hai , aur unhe chaukanne rehne ki salah de raha tha , par "MASTERMIND" ne caller ki baat hasi mein uda diya aur kaha ki kisiko pata nahi ki woh kaha rehta hai , toh usey koi kaise attack karega , aur yeh bhi kaha ki allah unhe mehfoos rakhenge woh unki tension na le ,  aur bataaye ki kya haal chaal hai ? , yeh conversation sunkar "Muraad'  ko  thoda tension ho raha tha aur woh aur chaukanna ho gaya , par jab dekha ki woh matter ko maze mein le rahe the uska mann halka hua aur woh ab satark ho gaya aur mann mein thaan liya ki ab toh "MASTERMIND" ki khair nahi. Par thodi der mein kahase pata nahi par ek bullet aakar "MASTERMIND" ko lag hi jaati agar "Muraad' ne notice nhi kiya hota toh aur "MASTERMIND" ko kheech ke dusre taraf mud na gaya hota toh , aur iss dauraan goli "Muraad' ko chu kar nikal gayi , jisko "Mastermind' ne khyaal kiya aur usey dusra room mein le gaye apne saath , aur fatafat uski patti karne lage , saath hi apni praan bachane ke liye shukriya karne lagey , aur kaha ki woh agar na hota toh aaj "MASTERMIND" toh allah ko pyaare ho jata , ispe mann hi mann "Muraad" ne socha ki wohi toh karne ko usne chot khayi kyunki woh apne haatho se 'MASTERMIND" ko maut ke ghaat utaarna chahta tha. Isi beech "Muraad" ne puch hi dala ki koi kyun unpe attack karna chahega, ispe toh pehle "NASTERMIND" kuch bone se itra raha tha ,fir  kyunki "Muraad' ne unki jaan bachane ke liye goli khai thi aur socha unhe isse koi khatra toh hai nahi , tab kehna shuru kiya  ki bhai tumko shayad mere business nahi pata , toh suno yeh jo bomb blasts hue hai delhi mein aur baaki shehero mein woh sab mere hi order se hi hua hai, kyunki main inn hindustaniyo ko maarkar bada mazaa aata hai,yeh saale pakistaniyo ko anaab shanaab bolte hai aur samjhte hai ki khud hi sharif hai aur hum beimaan , bhut khoon kholta hai yeh sab sunn mera  isliye bhuto ko tapka daalta hoon , mujhe sach bolu toh jab inn logo ki  maut ki khabar milti hai tab mujhe aisA lagta hai ki duniya se kuch nasamhjo ko meri madad se allah apne paas bula lete hai, aur yahi log hi hume majboor karte hai terrorism karne ko , phir bhi aa jatehai hai marne ko. Yeh sunkar "Muraad" toh ussi waqt usse maar deta par socha ki uski khabar ko sach karne ka waqt aa gaya hai. Isi beech "Zeenat' ne inn dono ko jab "MASTERMIND" zakhmi "Muraad"  ko room mein le ja rahe the tab inn dono ko usne dekh liya tha. Toh woh "Qureshi" ke saath washroom jaane ke bahane usey washroom tak usey saath vchalne ko kaha aur jaise hi woh phuche "Zeenat" ne usko bhi andar kheech liya aur intimate signals dete huye  aur humara " Qureshi" waha apne aapko sambhal nahi paya , aakhirkaar "Zeenat" ke liye woh paagal tha . Toh dono hi washroom mein the aur washroom "MASTERMIND" ke room se bikul nazdeek tha i mean ekdum chipki hui thi . Isme "Zeenat" ko information  ya 'Muraad' se jo bhi baat uss room mein ho rahi ho rahi thi woh clearly usse sunayi pad raha tha aur samjhne mein koi dikkat bhi nahi ho rahi thi , aur waisa hi sochkar "Zeenat" ne washroom lock kar liya aur waha woh aur "Qureshi" apni intimacy enjoy kar rahe they , atleast "Qureshi" toh enjoy kar hi raha tha , aur "Zeenat bhi cooperate karte huye apna dhyaan "MASTERMIND" ke baaton pe hi fixed rakhi hui thi. Ab iss hamle se "MASTERMIND" toh tension se purey pasina se bheeg chuke they, uppar se A.C. toh chal raha tha par usmein bhi pasine ruk nahi raha tha "MASTERMIND" ka, toh "Muraad" ne unko relax karne ko kaha aur khidkiya khol di . Ab  pehli goli jo "Muraad" ko lagi , woh "Ayesha" ki rifle se chali thi, par galti se "Muraad" ko goli lag jaati hai. Saamne building mein "Ayesha" full focus lagaye usi khidki ke taraf ekk takk dekh rahi thi. Ab "Muraad" ne haav dekha na taav aur woh "MASTERMIND" pe goli chalane wala tha , usi waqt uska call baja aur dusri taraf se usko puri jaankari di gayi baaki do logo ke baare mein, yeh sunn uska josh aur badh gaya ab woh maar hi dalta "MASTERMID" ko , ki dusri taraf "Zeenat" ne "Qureshi" ko intimacy ke dauraan injection ke zariye uske sharir mein zeher inject kar diya , jisse uski sang sang maut ho gayi , aur isne wohi usey ek goodbye kiss dekar "Qureshi" ka chapter fully close kar diya. Dusri taraf "Ayesha' bilkul taiyaar thi , tabhi usne dekha ki "Muraad" ne usko dekhliya aur woh usse wahi shoot kar deti , par tab usne dekha ki "Muraad" usko kuch dikha raha tha , usne jab binoculars se dekha tab woh INDIAN ARMY ka badge tha aur woh samajh gayi ki woh INDIAN ARMY se tha , aur unn dono ka laskhya ek hi tha . Ab woh aaram se tamasha dekhne lagi. Aur issi beech "Zeenat" andar ghusi chali aayi aur aisa dhong karne lagi ki woh jaise dekhne aayi ho  goli ki awaaz sunkar ,ki "MASTERMIND" thik hai ki nhi kahi unhe koi haani toh nahi pahuchi ,tab "MASTERMIND" ne kaha ki unhe bachate bachate iss naujawaan "Muraad" ko goli lag gayi , warna aaj agat yeh na hota toh woh toh allah ko pyaare ho jaate. Yeh sunkar usko aur gussa badh gaya aur woh toh "Muraad" ko wahi maar dalti , par bahgwaan ka lakh shukar hai ki "Muraad" ko khabar mil gayi thi baaki dono ke baare mein , toh "Zeenat' ke haav bhav dekh kar usey pehle shaq tha fir confirm ho gaya ki ho na ho wohi woh dono mein se ek hogi  tab isi beech "Zeenat" ke pocket se ATS [cYBER CELL] ka id card gir gaya aur turant usey "Muraad" ne usey uthakar uthakar de diya isse pehle "MASTERMIND" usey dekh leta. Aur taaki "Zeenat" bhi jaan sake ki "Muraad" INDIAN ARMY se hai toh usne apne aapko usi jagah dobaar achot lagaya aur girne ka naatak kiya aur apna badge gira diya , jisko "Zeenat" ne dekh liya aur usko sab samajh aa gaya tha, aur first aid lene ke bahaane se "Muraad" ne usko khidki ke paaswale drawer se first aid box lane ko bheja , jaise woh phuchi usne "Ayesha" ko dekha rifle liye bilkul taiyaar , usko pura plan samajh aa gaya tha aur usne bhi "Muraad" ke hi tarah "Ayesha" ko apna id card dikha diya tha. Ab teeno ready the , teeno ne allah ko yaad kiya,aur countdown shuru ho gaya, niche toh sabko har team ke logo ne baaton mein uljha rakha tha , aur yeh log bhi guests ke tarah hi ghus aaye the mehfil mein . Uppar "Zeenat" ne jaise hi first aid karna shuru kiya tab woh samajh gaya tha ki "Zeenat" uske taraf attract ho rahi thi, aur usne isika mauka uthaya aur usle saath intimacy karni shuru kar di jispar "Zeenat" hairaan ho gayi aur "MASTERMIND" ko kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha ki kya kare, tabhi "Muraad" ne uske saath zabardasti karne ka jhuta naatak shuru kar diya aur woh samjh gyi thi ki yeh plan ka hissa tha , toh woh naatak asli lagey isliye woh "Muraad" se door jane ki koshish karne lagi par "Muraad" bhi kuvh kum toh tha nahi usne wapis aur zor se usey apni ore khichna shuru kiya,aur yeh dekh "MASTERMIND" ne "Zeenat" ko bachane ki koshish karne laga  aur bas yahi tha perfect moment aur khidki ke lagbhaag saamne hi khade the "MASTERMIND" ab isi khichatani mein bina waqt gawaye ayesha ne aim fix kiya aur fire kar diya aur rifle mein silencer fit rehne ke wajah se koi shor bhi nahi hua aur laga toh laga pura headshot , 1 second mein kahaani khatam. Ab yaha do baatein proof ho gayi ki "MASTERMIND" confusion mein marra aur inn logo ne usey uske ghar mein ghus kar uska kaam tamam kar dala. Terrorism ka "MASTERMIND" ab allah ko puri tarah pyaar ho chuka tha aur kisko kaano kaano kaan khabar bhi nahi hui . Ab yeh teeno apne teams ko lekar waha se aaram se nikal padi. Arthaat yeh mission pure teams ke effort ki success reult thi , aur iska shray ya credit all 3 heads aur unke pure teams ke joint effort ko jaata hai. Uss raat ke baad woh log Karachi emein kabhi fir dikhayi nahi diye aur koi unhe thik se janta bhi nahi tha isliye kisika shaq unpar gaya hi nahi, toh karachi ke logo ke liye "MASTERMIND" ki maut ej rahsya banke reh gayi. Fir agle din IB, ATS, INDIAN ARMY , heads apne apne teams ke saath INDIA wapis laut aayi aur congratulate kiya ek dusre ko , aur saath hi apne apne departments ke hero bann gaye. -x-

[aayushiagrawal]

30 Sept, 2022.                                                        Day 16

Sabke sapne pure ho rahe h muhje bhi ab iss basad se bahar nikalna h aur apna banana h yr kuch. Ab muhje kio bhi faltu reason nahi dena h Ab thoda alag experience chalega. Bas extra income generate karni h apne saare sapne pure karana h Bhut focus rehna h ab faltu cheeze bahut kam ho gayi h life se.

Kai baar jab sochte h ki life mai isa kyu hua toh lagta h ki yeh saare lessons h agar inse abhi Sikh liya toh baad mai dikkat nahi jaygi. Muhje apne USP par kaam karna h durse jo kar rahe h vo nahi karana h. Dosto ke liye aur sabhi cheezon ke liye hamesha grateful rahugi yrr. Jitna mil utna kisko mil raha hoga yrr. Sab chheeze best h..

Logo ke taane kabhi band nahi honge kuch bhi kar lo yeh tabhi band honge jab aap unko sunna band kar denge.

Lose but don't lose the lessons. If you have talent money will follow.

Maine galat relations mai apna bahut time waste Kiya h but ab nahi Vakai sirf sirf aur ek acha insan aapki दुनिया बदल देता h aur saare nukshaan ki baroai bhi kar deta h aur baki ki jarurat bhi nahi hai apko. Mai iss samay ke liye bahut grateful hu jisne mujhe paise ki value karna sikhaya aur baki cheez bhi manage karna sikhaya. Mai galat relations mai apni self respect ko bahut nukshaan pahuchaya h. You can't say that you can't move on life ke har ek mod par aapko ek na ek aisa insaan mil hi jata h jo aapko samjhta h ki life itni bhi buri ni h yr aur usse Milne ke baad aapko lagta h ki abhi aur jina h..

We forget things if we had no one to tell. Grateful ki apne sapno ko jee rahi hu and logo ko pechane ki samhj sikh rahi hu.

Relations ko lekar had se jyada sochna and expectations out of bounds karna band karna h kaam ko priority dena h and focus rehna h with happiness. Jyada kaam karne wala hamesha hasta rehta h Kam kaam karne wala hamesha gusse mai rehta h. Abhi bhaut bor ho rahe h kuch dino se bas Khushi iss baat ki h ki yeh waqt bhi gujar jayga. Dukhi nai hote toh sukh ka pata nahi chalta

Log saath chodte nahi toh saath dena kya hota h pata nhai chaalta

Gande,galat aur ghatiya log nahi milte toh sahi cheez kya hoti h pata nahi chalta.

Ab agar kio muhje nahi accept karega toh mai kuch bhi nahi kar sakti

Ab mai iss sab se bahar aa gayi hu ab toh mai chahati hu ki kio kare accept toh thik nahi kare toh aur bhi achi baat h.

Mujhe ab kisi ke acceptance ki jarurat nahi h yrr Maine khud apne aap ko bahut late accept Kiya h.

[gobind-631]

…continues from previous..

[Section 4,Part 15.2.4]

Me:Sir ji..wah ..maza aagya.. iss wale ko padh kar..

Aapne jiss tarike se apni reservations ko express karne ki koshish ki hai yahan par(iss wale mudde ko lekar)..I freely admit..yeh nayaab tarika mujhe kaafi achcha laga..

Iss Kavita ko padh kar mann zaroor anandit ho utha hai..iss main koi do rai nahi..

Aap yahan par yehi kehna chah rahe ho na ki..aap iss mandir ke banaye jaane se khush ho.. lekin kripiya dhyan rahe…iss desh ki secular credentials ko dhaka na lagpaye(aage jaake)….(..iss mandir ke banaye jaane ki vajah se…)..

Yeh bhi ek zaroori baat ho jaati hai yahan par/iska bhi dhyan rakha jaana chahiye..kyon ki yeh desh sab ka hota hai…

[Keh toh raha tha main inse..yeh sab..lekin man hi man main..maine..kuch aur hi sochna shuru kar diya tha ..

Main sochne laga tha/soch raha tha..”dekhne layak ki hai..inki yeh makkari..ji haan ..makkari hi toh hai .. aur kya hai yeh..

Agar vakai main khush hote ..toh ek badi hi achichi si “Khushi ka izhaar karti hui dikhai dene” types wali kavita(iss vishay ko lekar) likhte ..phir mereko dekhate..lekin yeh toh saaf saaf chaalbazi karte hue dekhe ja sakte hai ab/yahan par

Main sab samajhta hoon.. bewakoof samajh rakha hai humko inhone..

Mahatma ji hai.. aur yeh haal hai inka..bohut majboor maloom hote hai bichere.. congressi soch wale hai.. secularist kisam ki soch rakhte hai..isiliye kar rahe hai yahan par yeh sab natak..

Majority ki sentiments/bhavnaon ki inhe kadar hi nahi..yeh(toh)sochne wali baat hai..hai na bhailog?

Khair koi baat nahi..inki baaton ko shayad jaane dena chahiye”]..

Waise inki dhurththa dekhne layak ki thi ..lekin ve Mahatma ji hote hain toh main kuch khas nahi keh paya tha inke muh par/pe..lekin mushkil nahi tha yeh samajhpana ki veh darahsal inn minorities ki aad main unn congress walon ki ajeeb o ghareeb baaton koh(mere samaksh)rakhne ki koshish main the..yahan par.

khul kar nahi lagana chahate the inn sab aaropon koh..toh yeh khel khelte hue nazar aa rahe hai ab…”wah ji…waise aap ki makkari dekhne layak ki hai.. khair..”…. main soch raha tha.

Waise bataa doon yahan par ki .. maine kai saare minority community ko belong karne walon ki rai le rakhi hai(iss wale mudde ke faisle ko lekar..kyon ki yeh itna contested sa issue raha tha).. veh sab ke sab toh kaafi khush se nazar aate hai..iss faisle ko lekar..kehte hai.. “chalo kam se kam yeh mudda nipat toh gaya hai..ab sab chain se reh payenge..kaafi zamana se iss mudde ki vajah se samaj main daraar si padi hui thi.. “

Mahatma ji:

Basically uss(above)material ko refer kiya tha maine..iss poem ko compose karpane ke hisab se/iss poem ko compose karte waqt.

Ab patana nahi kitni sachchai hain inn aaropon main/unn sab baaton main..(as being indicated in all dat content)

Mahatma ji:Regarding dis reference material:

Bear in mind am in no way saying yahan par ki aise baaton main kisi kisam ki koi sachchai hogi/ho sakti hai..

Mehez aarop ho sakte hai.. sab ke sab..propaganda kisam ka material ho sakta hai…[..aastha ka mamla raha tha..iski vajah se kaafi contested sab bhi raha tha yeh mamla..]

..aur haan…aisi baat bhi nahi ki main khush nahi.. mandir ke ban jaane se..akhir Mahatma ji hota hoon…(woh bhi Vaishnav sampraday ko belong karne walla)…

Me:Aap ko khud lag raha hai ki yeh sab propaganda material ho sakta hai .. hai na?.. toh ab main saaf saaf bataa hi deta hoon aapko(aaj)yeh wali baat ki..”jee haan ..yeh sab ka sab..mehez propaganda material hi hai..aur kuch nahi..kachra hai kachra..opposition dwara chalaya gaya kachra..”

Itna contested sa issue raha tha yeh issue..toh aise main allegations/counter allegations..iss sab ka hona/kiya jaana swabhavik/natural hi hai ..samjho..

Ab iss kisam ki/aisi verdict(ie..aise case ki verdict.. jahan stakes high rahi/rahe ho)main toh aisa hi hoga.. hai na?

Joh harega woh toh ekdum asanthusht sa nazar aayega hi.. yeh toh hona hi hai..

khair aap toh khush ho na .. bas phir aur kya chahiye..

[Section 4,Part 15.2.5]… to follow..