So, I've been trying to get back to working out, it's been a few months since I've got hurt, I tried stopping for full weeks at a time, tried just practicing the martial arts but it seems time off doesn't really help. So I'm back to working out but with lightweights and high repetitions, which is a bit demotivating for me, feels like I'm doing weights for cardio lol, but it's still better than standing still.
I try reminding myself that it's a phase and to keep on walking as Bruce Lee used to say when he got hurt, just keep on flowing, keep on walking, things will eventually get better.
Bonus pic of my post workout meal, two crepiocas! Hehe
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i love having a little gossip column blog actually
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ID: a digital drawing of modern au csethiro ceredin from the goblin emperor. she is a young, muscular elf with pointed ears, a long nose, and a small chin. her hair is messily pulled into a bun and she's wearing a sleeveless bro tank that says "suns out guns out." she's resting her rapier on one shoulder, and has one hand on her hip. her expression is cocky, one corner of her mouth turned up. end ID
suns out 😎
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it took me until this last year to realize that my body's immediate panic mode during even small irregularities in life is a result of my ptsd. I just thought it was general anxiety.
nope, I just lived a hell-life the first 20-something years and now my body/brain is predisposed to prepare itself for a fight immediately when anything goes wrong
boy this is going to take a long time to unlearn, but if I ever manage it my life will be all the better for it
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ngl i'm lowkey considering ac actual sized johnny body pillow for...reasons
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no way i didnt know u could die in disco elysium...
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only time that dumbass social media “mental health” advice abt how you shouldn’t vent to your friends, there are emotional “givers” and “takers,” togetherness is an affront to the individual etc is after i’ve finished a rough shift at work. because why are these custo-manipulators coming to bother me when im having my imagining and playing on my phone time on the clock and toxically robbing me of all my mental energy just because the sign says “OPEN”………. zero boundaries….
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