uhm.. Guys 🥺🥺🥺
GUYS I'M GONNA CRY BC I FELL OFF A CHAIR BC I TRIED TO GRAB SOME COOKIES FROM A COOKIE JAR AND I CAUSED MY LEFT FOOT TO GET SCRAPE (NO BLOOD, THANK GOODNESS) A LITTLE AND GET IT FULLY BRUISED AND I HAD TO BE ON THE COUCH FOR 2 HOURS TILL 4PM BC IT HAPPEN AT 2PM AS I PUT A ICE PACK ON IT (MY LEFT THIGH HURTS A LITTLE BIT BUT NOTHING BAD HAPPEN TO IT) BUT LIKE, AS I TOUCHED IT LATER ON, I THINK I LOST MY NERVES AT THAT AREA BECAUSE IT WASN'T REACTING NORMALLY LIKE HOW YOU TOUCH A BRUISE, AND I'M SO SCARED WHEN I TAKE A SHOWER(I TAKE EM' ONCE A DAY) BECAUSE WHAT IF IT HURTS AS I PUT SOAP ON MYSELF AND CLEAN OFF MYSELF😭😭😭😭😭🥰🥰🥰🥰🤩🤩
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Hurt my ankle bc of a cockroach. Was watching nezha reborn (good movie btw) with my boyfriend, a flying roach got inside and i panicked and tried to run away, then in a panic i twisted my ankle and crawled towards the bathroom and locked myself in while my bf killed it. Idk if it was the pain or the stress, but I almost threw up.
Currently with a bag of ice on it. Its pretty swollen and bruised. If i cant walk tomorrow i will go to the doctor.
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So, I've been trying to get back to working out, it's been a few months since I've got hurt, I tried stopping for full weeks at a time, tried just practicing the martial arts but it seems time off doesn't really help. So I'm back to working out but with lightweights and high repetitions, which is a bit demotivating for me, feels like I'm doing weights for cardio lol, but it's still better than standing still.
I try reminding myself that it's a phase and to keep on walking as Bruce Lee used to say when he got hurt, just keep on flowing, keep on walking, things will eventually get better.
Bonus pic of my post workout meal, two crepiocas! Hehe
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Listen, you should never film strangers in public without their consent, but I swear there need to be fines or something for people who do that shit in some spaces. For example: I had to go to the ER last night, and some jerk filmed a woman who just came in and was clearly having an asthma attack. She immediately got to go back, and he was unhappy about that. Believe me, I get that it sucks having to wait when you're in pain, but you don't get to pick who deserves care when. The medical system in the US is a nightmare, and the ER could be the worst moment of someone's life. No one deserves to be recorded because some jack ass believes someone doesn't look like they need care.
This is fine to reblog. People who film strangers should be shamed if nothing else.
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Needlessly close reading and long commentary on chapter 57 and how the audience actually has an extremely limited view on what Marcille has been like over the course of her life.
I am once again thinking about how pre-dungeon Marcille is so quiet and stoic that she seems like a completely different person. How jarring chapter 57 is for the audience. Like you have Marcille, who has been just the most blindingly expressive person with resting baby face
And then the chapter drops a title page of Marcille hearing from Falin for the first time in four years and it's like.
Who is that. Genuinely. Would you even realize that's Marcille without the context clues?
And then the chapter just keeps coming in with the sucker punches.
We have SEEN Marcille meet strangers. It was never with this understated of a smile.
literally who the hell is this. the few times the audience gets to see some Signature Marcille Faces that they're used to is when she finally gets to see Falin again
when she's testing out her new spells
(and when Laios and Falin are fantasizing about her being their damsel in distress, funnily enough)
And then finally. Finally you get to a fully recognizable Marcille when she fucking DIES and comes back to life to geek out about necromancy.
We know she loves magic. We know she loves Falin. So it's not so surprising that she wouldn't be able to keep a mask up when thinking or talking about the things she loves. But why the mask in the first place? Where does it come from? It's tempting to think that, maybe, Falin's departure just hurt her so much that it turned her into a quiet person.
But that's only half true. If you go back, the first instance you see of this incredibly mild personality is actually introduced much earlier, in chapter 17.
What if she was always like that. What if her default after her father died was to hold people at arm's length, to never really emote past being polite and friendly. What if Falin was the first person who was able to bring her out of her shell, and when she left, Marcille just went back to how she was.
And when comparing her detached demeanour with someone else...
It's not exact, but wouldn't you say there's a resemblance? Wouldn't you think she might be trying her best to imitate what she saw of her own mother working as an accomplished mage?
It would certainly explain why she's hiding behind her portrait in her nightmare, at least.
We aren't told that Marcille has been distancing herself from everyone around her using a mature and dignified personality she modelled off her mother. But we sure as hell are shown it, I think.
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You know what? Happy Disability Month to those who were disabled by accident. Cars, skis, ice, sand, rocks, horses, just plain bad luck. Broken bones and backs that never heal. Shoulders that can't lift or move right. Wrists that don't turn. Hands that can't grasp. Brains that don't work right anymore. Legs that don't move anymore and eyes that won't recover.
The shame, the blame, the frustration, the wishful thinking that tears you apart. The beauty of small victories and simple kindness. The community you build. Reshaping a life with no warning. Mourning for the person you once were. Joyfully embracing the person you now are. Happy Disability Month to you too (even if you aren't ready to use that word yet)
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