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[kinardsevan]

BuckTommy/911 fic masterlist

as promised, here is your master list for everything I've written so far (and will continue to update as it changes):

(Divide added because this is getting kinda long now)

UPDATE: UNDER CONSTRUCTION - (this list is getting fairly long, so it may grow in to separate pages as I work on it in the coming days/weeks)

The Song Lyric Series:

Just as the title suggests, these have mostly been lyrically driven. The intention is for them to remain looser than a story, but so far it's been the same plot. (subject to change)

what if there's a little boy that needs a safe place :

Chapters: 1 Rating: M Warnings: n/a

“I’m sorry Evan,” Tommy stated genuinely as he watched Evan drop his towel and then redress. “I honestly don’t know what to say.” Evan huffed, unable to hold all the feelings in any longer. Everything felt so tight—his chest, his throat, his stomach. He couldn’t keep it all buried inside against Tommy’s lack of an answer. OR. The one in which Evan is not okay with a drunk rando flirting with his very beasty, very sexy boyfriend and it leads to professions of love.

they all led me to him (he's one of the good ones:

“I might’ve mentioned fucking you properly earlier this evening,” Tommy says, and even in the midst of wanting the older man to tear his body apart, Evan knows that this moment is as serious for Tommy as it was for Evan earlier. “Yeah,” Buck rasps, unable to stop himself from grinding his hips against Tommy. “Please do so.” “I’m not going to,” Tommy replies softly. OR. Tommy wants Evan to understand just how in love with him he is. Chapters: 1 Rating: E Warnings: n/a

i'll be here (and you can lay by my side) :

Chapters: 2/? Rating: E Warnings: graphic depictions of violence

When Tommy has to look back on this weekend in the years that come to pass, he won’t have the words to express how things went from so right, to so wrong. He’ll struggle to even find a way to comprehend the trauma inflicted by having his soul shredded right in front of his face and absolutely unable to prevent it. And at its worst, he won’t even have words to explain it all. OR. part 3.

Multi-Chapter Stories

your arson's match, my somber smile (the love of my life): Chapters: 4/? Rating: n/a (subject to change) Warnings: graphic depictions of violence

In that moment, the nanosecond in which he had crystal clarity, only one thing mattered to him. As his feet finally slipped out from under him, just before the warped metal came swinging down at another angle, he looked Bobby in the eyes. “Tell Tommy I love him.” And then the world was black.

guilty as sin (i choose you and me, religiously): Chapters: 1/2 Rating: T Warnings: n/a

Buck and Tommy's first kiss, as told through Tommy's POV.

Never Til Now (Rolling Up The Welcome Mat) Chapters: 5/? Rating: M (for themes) Warnings: n/a

"Maybe there’s something about tangibility, about holding the real thing versus just the idea of it, but it cracks something open in him that hasn’t existed in a long time. Because all of a sudden, he can’t imagine not having this. Not getting to see Evan like this, every day. And it’s barely been thirty seconds." - In March 2025, with plans to propose, Tommy realizes Evan wants kids. the problem is, Tommy doesn't. In November of the same year, in a happenstance exchange, he meets their baby girl. (OR, we take a trip through a dual timeline in which the idea and reality of having kids drives Evan and Tommy apart, and then brings them back together.)

The Devil Doesn't Bargain Chapters: 12/? Rating: E Warnings: Rape/Non-con, Self-harm, Suicidality (discussed and attempted), PTSD, Anxiety, ALL THE TRIGGER WARNINGS

Tommy Kinard lived a whole life before he walked into Evan Buckley's life, and it's not one that he's offered up much of so far. Until Evan starts asking questions. Trigger warnings for sexual assault, abuse, and so forth.

you're the only one (who ever gave a damn) Chapters 2/2 Rating: M (for themes and mild sexual content) Warnings: Rape/Non-con

“I um… I don’t know,” he admits softly. “C’mon, Tommy,” Eddie replies. “No, not like that,” Tommy says, looking back up at Eddie. “Not like I don’t have a real excuse. I don’t know like…like I really don’t know, Eddie. I was drunk. I remember being at the bar with you and the other guys, and joking about you and Evan sparring the next time we were going to train, and then…” He pauses, shakes his head. “Nothing. I woke up in a house I didn’t recognize.” Eddie stares at him, coffee cup in hand and mouth slack, and Tommy waits for the judgment to come. He’s fully prepared for Eddie to tell him what a dick he his for going home with some other guy and having drunken sex. But Eddie doesn’t speak. Eventually, he’s quiet so long that it makes Tommy uncomfortable. “Look, I know you’re over there judging me-..” Eddie blinks a few times, shaking out of his reverie as he lowers his coffee mug to the counter. “Tommy, man, that’s not cheating,” he states matter-of-factly.

a set of empty bones chapters: 9/? rating: E warnings: rape/non-con, graphic depictions of violence

“You’re not even paying attention right now,” he growls. “Look, Eddie,” Evan tries, lifting his hands up in surrender. Eddie’s eyes trail from his eyes down to his lips, his chest, and then back up at him, and Evan doesn’t like the way it feels. Something about the entire moment feels uncomfortable to him. Eddie sets the bowl on the counter and puts his hands on Evan’s ribs, pushing him back towards the fridge. “Eddie, man, what’re you doing,” Evan stammers nervously. BTHB: "you can scream all you want", lacerations, betrayal

Minis:

the rhythm of your heartbeat: Evan has night-terrors. Tommy has to contend with them.

you are the reason: post 709 buck/bobby conversation in which Buck makes it to Tommy's.

Connecting: 709 deleted scene. Evan is getting dressed before the medal ceremony, and Tommy's pretty sure he's going to make them late.

oceans deep, rivers wide: Evan has a realization after a work incident. Tommy concurs. burn it to the ground: Tommy knew the first time he kissed Evan Buckley he was burning his whole life to the ground.

for a thousand years (and a thousand more): In which Tommy tells Evan what it was like falling in love with him. 30 Day Fluff Challenge: Concept list found here

Prompt Minis: here

Others/Oneshots:

something stronger than me (i can hardly stand up, i can hardly breathe): Chapters: 1/1 Rating: E (for language) Warnings: graphic depictions of violence, TW: Self-harm, TW: Suicidal ideation

It had been years since he’d been down this low. At least, that’s how he’d been presenting it to others. But in the darkness of his apartment, where his boyfriend couldn’t see his legs because their schedules were conveniently not aligning ever since Gerrard’s arrival…his thighs were coated in fresh wounds.

The Saboteur: Chapters: 1/1 Rating: M (for language) Warnings: TW: homophobic language, TW: harrassment

Five times Tommy Kinard is faced with having to file a complaint against Vincent Gerrard, following his reinstatement at the 118.

take me to the other side Chapters: 1/1 Rating: E (for themes) Warnings: n/a

“So what’s on your mind,” Tommy asks him. “Are you imagining a specific scene? Or a particular want you’re thinking about?” “Not a scene, necessarily,” Evan says, twiddling his thumbs. He’s struggling to piece together the words in the right way to convey what he’s actually wanting. “Okay,” Tommy says, accepting his answer. When Evan doesn’t speak again right away, Tommy prompts him. “I want…?” Evan gulps. “I want…I-i want you to t-t-tie me up."

you're the only one (in the dark, i see) Chapters: 1/1 Ratings: T (for language) Warnings: n/a

He closes the door behind Tommy, his hand still resting on the handle for a beat as he stares at Tommy’s back. He wants answers, and if this is his last chance to get them, then God damn it, Evan’s going to get them. - Tommy breaks up with Evan after Gerrard's return to the 118. Evan is not okay with this decision.

BuckTommy Week 2024

Day 1, Date Night: Rating: General

clay wheels and no ghosting: Tommy and Evan attempt ceramics and talk about things.

Day 2, Emergency: Rating: M (suggestive language)

Under the Weather: Evan and Tommy fall ill

Day 3, Bad Weather Days Rating: M (Graphic Depictions of Violence) Chapters: 2/2 its hurting (but it ain't dead) : Tommy is pissed. No one called him to ask him if he was cool with this idea, and it really doesn’t matter to him in the moment that they didn’t actually have to. It was Evan. They had allowed his boyfriend to put himself in the line of fire without bothering to even ask if that was something he was alright with. He wasn’t even forewarned; just showed up to a scene where they’d been asked to send extra support in plain clothes. But if he’d known…oh, if he’d known…

[girlwonder-writes]

For @kinardsevan for the Make Me Write challenge

"Okay yeah, that part, definitely weird." Maddie tilted her head to the side slightly, a question in her eyes. "So what do you plan to do about this now?"

"What, am I supposed to do something?"

"Are you going to make friends with him? Or make out with him?"

[drcloyd]

SOMEONE ELSE WHO KNOWS PIECES!?!!?!

it destroys me too 😭😭

yessssss. i heard it in a fanvid back in the day and was immediately like 😭😭😭😭

[carameldrizzl3]

I was reading the empty bones story that @kinardsevan posted on their blog and tapped out and found out abt these two cute people thru tiktok. What yall know about Andy and Ethan?? I LOVE THEIR RLS. To be loved like that mannnn☹️☹️

Anyways I def recommend that story by kinardsevan it’s SAURRR good. I think it’s called “a set of empty bones” DEF A GOOD READ I’ll post the link in an edit.

[bidisasterevankinard]

Several Sentence Sunday

had idea for the scene in my Tommy feels fic so here it is (it's 2017 so Tommy only recently came out)

“You have a problem with us, young man?” the man asks him with a close to angry look in his eyes.

“I-I,” Tommy doesn’t know what to answer. 

Yes, I have a problem with how freely you love each other because even after I came out and started dating openly over the last 6 months I still feel like a fraud. And  like I don’t deserve it. Like I don’t deserve to be loved and love someone - that’s what he wants to say. He doesn’t.

“Mitchell, please, let’s get back to our table. I’m sure the young man was just sad that his date never showed up,” the other man puts his hand on his - Tommy suspects judging by similar rings - husband’s shoulder. 

“He actually showed up. But it definitely was our first and last date,” Tommy says with a sad smile. “I-I just,” he exhales, and looks at similar kind looks on men’s faces now. “I admired, but also was jealous of the two of you. I was in the closet for years and only really started dating not long ago and it was a disaster. I want to find someone to be like the two of you.” 

“Oh, son,” Mitchell says with a smile and gentle pat on his shoulder, “trust me, you don’t find love like that, you make it. Am I right Thomas?”

“Oh, absolutely.” Thomas smiles at him and then at Tommy, “I’m sure you will find someone you will love so much and really feel like you can make life with. Eventually. Don’t rush the universe, young man. It knows when to give it to you.”

“Yes. Concentrate on loving and accept yourself fully for now, son. Then, when you’re ready, that good man will be here and you two will build something special,” with last pat on his shoulder Mitchell leads Thomas back to their table and Tommy with the last look at their happiness, gets up and out of restaurant.

Love myself first? Ok, let’s try. 

Tommy finds the number of his old therapist.  

np tagging @bewilderedbuckley @wikiangela @hippolotamus @diazsdimples @devirnis @bi-buckrights @typicalopposite @perfectlysunny02 @queerbuck @queerdiaz @evanbi-ckley @repressedqueen @racerchix21 @theotherbuckley @theweewooshow @pirrusstuff @powersuitup @aringofsalt @saybiwithme @diazheartsbuckley @honestlyeddie-im-bi @half-oz-eddie @kinardsevan @kinrdevan @lavenderleahy @leashybebes @loveyouanyway @monsterrae1 @marvelousbuckley @cliophilyra @cal-daisies-and-briars and anyone who wants to

[perfectlysunny02]

Motivational Monday!

(I know this isn’t a thing but like I can finally write so I want to share this with you guys. Thank @whatisreggieshortfor for helping me!💜) My new fic “like it turned up when you’re blowing up my phone”

Tommy’s halfway asleep when he hears it. Thunder. He thanks the heavens above that Evan is sound asleep right beside him, because the anxiety that seems to seem into Evan’s bones when he’s anxious about the rain always seems to make Tommy sick to his stomach.

And it seems judging by the half whispered whimpered that Evan lets out as he turns to tuck himself into Tommy’s side, even asleep he’s not immune.

“Shh,” Tommy whispers, rubbing his hand through Evan’s sleep matted curls. “Shh baby, come here, it’s okay. I’ve got you sweetheart, it can’t hurt you. You’re okay.”

tagging: @whentheresidentsareevil @theotherbuckley @diazsdimples @bidisasterevankinard @antiherokinard @girlwonder-writes @rdng1230 @desert--moonchild @actuallyitsellie @tiltingheartand @a-deep-ocean-of-secrets @bornunderabluemoonbaby @courageousmeow @cinderellarhea @ciinnddinn @dreamforrest @eloiseyybish @geniusjester @gallavenjiam @26-cats-in-a-trenchcoat @thatmexisaurusrex @judymarch15 @tevankinkley @pluvio-lj @30somethingautisticteacher @justtuesdays @wikiangela @herrmannhalsteadproduction @itsametaphorok @kinardsevan @littlemissagrafina @mintedwitcher @notacyborg @raethethey

@laratoncito-diaz

[im-turnip]

Bucktommy Fic Recs 9/13

•One Shots

••General Audiences

For worse or for better (I want you forever and ever) by unhingedangstaddict @unhingedangstaddict

•••Teen and up

Some cheese with your wine? By torturedslothdepartment @kinardsevan

His person by pirl

•••••Explicit

Fever’s high with the lights down low by kirkaut @kirkaut

Baby baby baby (put a baby in me) by queermccoy @queermccoy

•Finished Multichapter Fics

••••Mature

Every time I Try to Fly (I Fall) by typicalopposite @typicalopposite

•••••Explicit

100 Days by Citrus_orchid @cosyvelvetorchid

•Tumblr one shots

This post This post This post This post This post @firewasabeast

Worship @tenisperfection

This post This post This post This post these three that start with this one @peppermintquartz

This post @station18908

Operation seduction @elliethefroggy

This post This post @redvelvetcupcakes21

Last weeks recs here

[bucktommyweek]

Masterlist: Day 1 - Date Night

Thank you for your patience with me while I went through it. Thanks for those of you who reached out with best wishes for my puppers instead of pushing me to do things I was not capable of. You're all too sweet. He has Cushing's and things are relatively under control right now so life has calmed down.

Let's continue to bolster each other and lift each other up!

Here is the Day 1 Masterlist, Day 2 coming soon. Please comment if you have any questions or concerns.

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after by bibuckkinard

This Might Be The Wrong Thing by harborstationhottie. Rating: E. Coffee by bucknerdycore. Rated: T A Different Kind of Date Night by 911varietyposts. Rated: T

Fever Sure Has Got Me Good by blueabsinthe18. Rated: T

Tonight's Main Dish by spacewinter. Rated: T.

Take Me Higher by jamesandanthony. Rated: T.

I Guess You Beat Me To It by half-oz-eddie. Rated: T.

Flying High for Date Night by medieshanachie. Rated: T.

Lucky Strike by nine-one-wanton. Rated: T.

Two shadows starting to softly combine by aesthetictarlos. Rated: G.

Takeout and Makeout by flavored-soda. Rated: M.

Oh Daddy, my Daddy by anonymous. Rated: E.

Waiting for a Sign by kinardscake. Rated: T.

Pancakes and Kisses by frizzlenox. Rated: G.

Low Steaks by walkng-in-the-sun. Rated: T.

Tommy, Actually by fireburningonthedancefloor. Rated: T.

The taste of your lips (my idea of luxury) by mel-1399. Rated: G.

Date Night (Art) by tommyscurls

you got your hair combed back and your sunglasses on, baby by aringofsalt. Rated: E Right here, right here, right here at home by kinkley-are-adorkable-flirts (day 5 fill as well). Rated: T

Clay Wheels and No Ghosting by kinardsevan. Rated: G

give me something fun (so i can tell that you're the one) by gyraethere. Rated: M All the Way Up to the Stars by desert--moonchild. Rated: G

my heart's an autoclave by bugboybuck. Rated: M.

quiet night in by drnathanielheywood. Rated: T

Safe in Our Arms by sweet-sammy-kisses. Rated: M

right from the start i knew by kinard-buckley. Rated: G

Something, Everything by the- glacian. Rated: M.

Bandaids by daniwib. Rated: M.

Taking Flight by alidravana. Rated: T

The light in between my clouds by alost-traveler

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View the Day 1: Date Night tag here.

xoxo

@alilypea 💛

[evanbi-ckley]

tagged by @bidisasterevankinard @spotsandsocks and @bi-buckrights (yesterday). i know people are looking forward to the kink club au, and i promise i'm working on it! it's just been very slow since i'm also getting ready to start the new homeschool year soon. for now, here's a new snippet from chapter 2

“Hey,” he murmurs, jostling the man in his arms gently, “drink some water.” His sub obeys without protest, sitting up and draining most of the proffered bottle in one go. “Good boy,” Tommy says, taking the bottle back when it’s handed over. He starts arranging his sub into a comfortable position for them both to sit for a while. He pulls him between his thighs so he can lean against Tommy’s chest, no space between them. Last time, Tommy noticed he responded well to lots of physical contact post-scene, so he made a mental note to maintain as much contact as possible every time. “Think you can eat yet?” His sub hums then says, “Yeah, I could eat.” Tommy picks up a grape and brings it to his boy’s mouth. He nearly reprimands himself again for the possessiveness, but fuck it. He’s his boy. He hears a soft, “Oh,” like his sub wasn’t expecting to actually be hand fed.  “Let me take care of you,” Tommy whispers into his ear. He feels a shiver run through the body plastered against him, and he watches goosebumps appear on his neck. Tommy smirks to himself. “O-okay.” Tommy places the grape against his sub’s lips and waits for him to open his mouth. Instead of letting him take it out of his fingers, Tommy traces those plush lips for a moment, listening to his sub’s breath hitch before finally placing the grape on his tongue.

tagging the usuals and some who have shown interest <3

@powersuitup @theotherbuckley @buckleylonglegs @carrythatwayt @rdng1230

@sherlocking-out-loud @lavenderleahy @sunglassesmish @buckevantommy @buckera

@evansboyfriend @eddiestommy @monsterrae1 @buckhastwohands @bucksbignaturals

@firewasabeast @firehose118 @ohithankyou @kinardsevan @queerdiaz

@beefcakekinard @rogerzsteven @lengthofropes @smallandalmosthonest

[tommyscurls]

While I'm sitting here at football practice (sweating to death) I want to shine a light on the people that have made this fandom fun for me and make me smile <3

@kinardbuckleys @sainteddie @devirnis @tommystummy @xofemeraldstars @cypresssunns

@agenttommykinard @buckera @kirkaut @dadbodbuck @bigfootsmom

@watchyourbuck @starkguzman @buckevantommy @wikiangela @jewishbuckley

@daughterofscotland @eddiespornstache @kinardsevan @faerlygraceful @tommykinrd @tcmmykinard

I'm sure I forgot people but follow ^

[marvelousbuckley]

Sentences Sunday but it is Monday already

I wanted to share some piece of chapter 15 that I am writing on the subway bc I can't wait lmao.

It's from The Saddest Part of Me chapter 15, which will be posted today or tomorrow, it will depend on the paralympics lmao

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Suddenly the neighborhood went quiet. You could hear the wind again, and the birds. Because at this very moment Tommy Kinard took a step and crashed his mouth on Evan Buckley's mouth, kissing him with a fire who could have destroyed forests.

In this kiss a thousands sentences, a hundred letters. Promises and apologies, thanks too. Songs and poems, all the art humans had created since the start of time. Stars and suns, and the bright light of the moon. Fireworks and bells. A melancholy, a sadness, an absence.

Lips against lips. Heart against heart. Love against love.

He could have died from the lack of air and not care at all, content, full.

But at a point Tommy finally took a step back, his face not far enough for his heat to disappear. Buck opened his eyes, admired Tommy's face, waiting for his eyelids to move, to let him see those beautiful blue orbs.

Tommy stayed still, eyes closed. Was he regretting it already? Was he afraid of something?

Buck chose to believe the later. One of his hand came to settle down on Tommy's face, gentle but firm. "It is not a dream my love. I am not going anywhere this time."

tagging the besties ❤️

@goldenhxurs @captainwitharedstar @girlwonder-writes @searching-for-the-moon

@bidisasterevankinard @nymeria1105 @rdng1230 @bangpop91

@leandra-winchester @aaronntviet @kinardsevan @pink-unicorns-love-cookies

@typicalopposite @shaunashipman @herrmannhalsteadproduction

I am on the subway I do not recall all of you but even if you are not tagged I love you sorry 😭❤️

[30somethingautisticteacher]

Nine people I want to know better!

I was tagged by @kinardsevan and @herrmannhalsteadproduction 🙂

LAST SONG? Bad Day by Daniel Powter (It's been a long week)

FAVORITE COLOR? Pink and Teal

CURRENTLY WATCHING? At the moment, 911 season 5 episode 5 🙂 but earlier it was The Office with my husband.

LAST MOVIE? Despicable Me 4 in the theaters with my boys

SWEET/SPICY/SAVORY? Sweet 🤤

CURRENT OBSESSIONS?

911 and Bucktommy mostly and trying to lesson plan for next year.

RELATIONSHIP STATUS? Married 12 years this September

LAST THING YOU GOOGLED? Lifepaks on 911 😆

No pressure tags: @typicalopposite @nine-one-wanton @cosyvelvetorchid @talktonytome @bidisasterevankinard @do-androids-dream-ao3acc @peppermintquartz @firewasabeast @bangpop91

[firewasabeast]

Fuck it Friday!

I was tagged by @kinardsevan

I have not written much of anything but I did do a little of my next chapter of Uncle Eddie so... here ya go!

“Higher!” Juniper yelled, Eddie pushing her on the swing.

“There's no way you could go any higher,” Eddie replied.

“Yes, I- I can.” She tilted her head back, eyes toward the sky. “I can go super, really high!”

“Okay, here comes a big push then.” Eddie pushed her a little harder, making her go slightly higher.

“Uncle Eddie!” She whined. “Higher!”

Eddie smiled at the annoyed expression on her face. “You go much higher you'll be flying in the sky.”

Juniper giggled. “Like Papa!”

The mention of Tommy had Eddie sucking in a deep breath. He hadn't checked his phone in a minute and he was desperate for information.

[typicalopposite]

Ughhhhh! Today was… draining 😭 I haven’t had the chance to write much… but the last time I checked the chapter was basically at 10k 🫣 and still going… soooooo here’s another little snippet from chapter 6 of my Tommy Mpreg 🫶

The weather is nice.  Nice enough to sit out on the porch swing and get lost in your thoughts… get depressed from your thoughts… a tear slides down Tommy’s cheek just as a familiar red SUV passes by and turns into the driveway; Athena and Karen get out, smiling and waving.  “Hen said we might find you moping around at home,” Athena says, offering a warm smile.  Tommy stares at them, and sighs. “She seriously told you?”  “Well… she told Bobby,” Karen says. “Then they talked about it for a little while,” Athena adds. “Then they told us, and suggested maybe we come talk to you.”  Karen grabs one of the rocking chairs and sits down, smirking. “Since we have some good experience with disapproving in-laws.” Tommy stares at the women, confused. “But Bobby’s parents aren’t alive and— and Karen, Toni loves you!?” “She didn’t always,” Karen corrects. “She has come… a long way.” “And my mother…” Athena chimes in. “Well let’s just say Bobby still consistently has to jump through hoops to stay in her good graces.” “Yeah, well… at least he managed to get in them at all…” Tommy mumbles. Athena sits down on the swing beside him and lays her hand on his. “I wish I could tell you Buck's mother will come around… but that woman— mmph…” Athena makes a face, and Tommy laughs. He fully gets it, and agrees, just by that noise alone.  “She’s definitely a character,” Karen sighs. “But I’ll tell you one thing. You, and these two…” Athena pokes at Tommy’s stomach, before laying her hand against it as the babies start to kick. “—mean more to Buck than she ever has… and ever will. I know you’re trying to keep the peace by keeping quiet. But I’m telling you, it’s not worth it to lose your peace in the process.” He knows she’s right… and Hen’s right… and Eddie’s right… and his mom’s right. He sighs, nodding. “And, just to put it out there,” Athena continues, getting that classic no nonsense Sergeant Grant look in her eye. “If she bothers you any while she’s here, just come to me. I don’t mind showing her how to back to her own lane.”  Karen laughs and reaches out to grab Tommy’s other hand. “Yeah, we’ve got your back.”  And they did. 

We love a good support system, yeah? 🫶

I know it’s late but tagging: @30somethingautisticteacher @onthewaytosomewhere @judymarch15 @sunnywithachanceofbi @nine-one-wanton @bucksxkinard @bidisasterevankinard @kinardsevan and anyone else who wants to share 🫶🫶

[pleasedontleavequiteyet-x]

Not me wanting to write the reversal of what I see happening all over a03.

Not me having the idea that, on a drunken whim, Eddie kissed Buck one night on a dare. And Evan having a response to it. And feeling his heart stomped all over because for Eddie, it was a dare. And for Evan, it unlocked something. And just being sad, because it was never going to happen.

Until, sometime later, he stumbles right into Tommy. And here is this man who sees him, and is falling for him, and when he kisses him the first time, Evan can’t even remember what he was upset about, because this man he’s falling for, this kiss, this moment…is reciprocated. And it feels just a little bit like he’s never done it before. Except when he falls in love this time, someone else is falling back. Giving him the safety, security, comfort of being loved.

And because of all that, he can’t fathom ever having loved anyone else before. Because no one else has loved him the way Tommy does, and he loves Tommy in a way no one else has.

(eta: wrong blog; this is kinardsevan)

[bidisasterevankinard]

New ask game! Please recommend at least three of your favorite BuckTommy fic authors, artists, meta writers, gif makers, or edit makers. Maybe sing their praises a bit if you'd like. And if you want to, send this to a few other people and spread the good vibes 🥰

thank you for the ask <333

fic writers: @wikiangela my love for long time

@theotherbuckley nicknames fic one of my favs!

@peppermintquartz one shots are always on point

@evanbi-ckley looooooove their chef au

@evnnkinard really good fics

@epiphainie their 5+1 wip about Buck too much for Tommy is my reason to live. I won't die till I'll read it all

@repressedqueen really good fic au where Tommy met Buck before he went to 217

@marvelousbuckley they make me cry (thank you! angst is my love language)

@theweewooshow love everything I see from them

@diazsdimples has a lot of good multi ship stuff I looooooove

also I def can recommend @beefcakekinard @typicalopposite @30somethingautisticteacher @kinardsevan @firewasabeast and you!!!!!!(i still make my way to denial verse but I've read some of your fics<33333)

artists:

again my talented purple @theotherbuckley <3333

@moeyoon how are they sooooo talented!!!!!!! everything I see is just perfect

@kinardsboy love their style!!!

@tommys-wings incredible art with bucktommy kissing under rain

meta writers (i don't read a lot of meta)

gif makers

@sunglassesmish @tommykinrd @tommykinardbuckley

edit makers @half-oz-eddie really funny edits

@tevanactually

@queerbuck funny memes I really love