#kuina aib

[kowzs]

I had to put this out somewhere because this man just lives in my brain rent free no thoughts just him: 

[cmkren]

“He Loved Me, He Loved Me Not.”

For a man such as himself, he couldn’t express the emotions he felt, even if he wanted to. It was a matter of being unable, not knowing how than not wanting to. Or maybe it was a little bit of both. Chishiya could only hope that the one he loved wouldn’t see him any less for it— because it’d only sting more considering that he, for once, was trying his best to be (somewhat) emotionally available.

But maybe he had realized that all just a little too late.

a/n; exploring his character a little! A little bit of one-sided pining, mentions of past relations between Chishiya and reader, messy plot, messy in general ‘cause I haven’t written like this in three years— g/n! reader (hopefully), mentions of unhealthy behaviour, the neglectful kind + pre-borderlands relationship but chishiya reflecting during borderlands when he sees you again during beach arc

What did you expect, getting into a relationship with him? What had drawn you in, pulled you in so close? Close enough that he could plunge a knife into your heart so deep he could tug it right out from the other side? What did you expect?

What did you expect.

Before the whole borderlands shit show, Chishiya had you in his arms every day. Every other day. Maybe weekly. He thought he had expressed his affections rather often, but according to the other party they barely saw him. There had been a conversation between the two of you about this, a conversation where he willingly sat and listened. Nodding his head, looking like he caught your words as soon as they left your mouth.

Maybe that was one of the reasons. How he seemed so good at listening, as if he was hooked on to every word you said, actively listening every time you spoke. In a sense he did. At the beginning, that was.

Everyone knows how things are at the beginnings of a relationship. Where couples are tied to the hip, all lovey-dovey and happy looking. As if they solved all their problems and were sure there would be none to come their way. You and Chishiya were no different, but of course he showed this newfound affection he held in his own unique way.

Never the biggest fan of pda, so he kept the touching behind closed doors. Even then, his biggest way to show affection was just sitting down and spending time with you. Listening to how your day was, and you prying out the same from him as he reluctantly shared.

That was just how your relationship was— and he liked it that way.

Until that ‘honeymoon phase’ started to slowly fade. Like it always does. He started spending less time with you, barely saying anything to you unless he needed something.

It was strange, how things switched up so quickly with him. He even went radio silent a couple of times, not really responding to texts or calls. Most he would give at times to a message is a one or two word answer. No matter how good a partner someone could be— anyone would start getting anxious about what was going on.

The final straw came when he didn’t say anything at all for a whole month. Maybe even reaching two months.

It was crazy. How could you be completely detached for a whole month like that? You never even caught a glimpse of him, got a single text or call. He must’ve been deliberately ignoring you.

Unfortunately, he had been.

He had no idea what came over him, but he just couldn’t talk to you. The workload at the hospital was only an excuse he could barely tell himself as for his own behaviour. As if he was justifying it.

But after a while, a string of texts finally got his attention. It’s all pretty blurry to him, but he just remembered dropping whatever it was he was doing to go over to your place. Unfortunately for him, a stroke of bad luck decided to follow him as he walked across Shibuya Crossing.

It was the day he found himself in this sort of dystopian version of Tokyo.

Maybe that’s why he found himself staring at you from a distance— there wasn’t really… actual closure. At least for him. With the raging party by the pool, you seemed to be having some fun with new friends you made during your time here.

Chishiya was known to be a confident guy, a bit of a prick but in a way he had a right to be. He was intelligent. But he could never bring himself to go up to you again. Not after how he left things on such a sour note.

He liked to think it was both his and their fault. Their fault for falling in love with a man like him, and his fault for loving you just as much. Maybe even a little more.

Perhaps that’s why he subconsciously distanced himself at one point. Did he think that was the right move? To move as far away and close himself as much as possible to protect them from an asshole like him? Someone who couldn’t even share how his day at work had went?

At the end, it didn’t matter why or why not he did certain things.

The fact of the matter was, he hurt you either way. Maybe this was how he loved. By pushing them as far as possible, holding himself accountable. And maybe this was how he balanced his life. From the shitty things he did every day, maybe he deserved it. Deserved never being able to make love last.

“Chishiya— Chishiya!”

The taller woman beside him had snapped her fingers right against his ear, making him turn his head just the slightest. Kuina stared back at him, the corners of her mouth twitching upwards just a little. A slightly incredulous smile on her face, “what’s with that expression? You look like you just got dumped.”

He knew she was exaggerating so he let out an amused scoff. Slowly, his eyes trailed back towards the crowd, a quiet sigh leaving his lips.

Ah, he just remembered. Why he had been making his way to your place that day. The message that got him scrambling to his feet, finally waking up to reality.

It’d been a break up text.

It took that, something that finally spelled it out to him that his relationship was in jeopardy, to try to fix it. Remedy how much he had blatantly ignored his partner for the past month or so, absolutely refusing to even send a single message.

If it hadn’t been obvious yet— he still loved you. After 90 days of this place, he still loved you. You probably still loved him too, he presumed. That wasn’t just his narcissism speaking, there was no way they’d get over him so quick. No way.

No way.

[itscarliart]

♣️Queen of Clubs♣️

[kayfacedraws]

alice in borderland: new horizons [id in alt text]

ko-fi- commissions

[justuraveragecatperson]

Chishiya: would you slap your best friend for a million dollars?

Kuina: I’d roundhouse kick you for free.

Chishiya: I’m your best friend?

[klaustozier]

kiss and make up ; kuina

SUMMARY: kuina is helping you do your makeup for a party, but in the end, you don't even end up going to the party.

warnings: kuina x fem!reader, kuina is taller and older, degradation kink, choking, praise kink, fingering, oral (on kuina), use of toys (on kuina), pet names

word count: 1,7k

this was a request, so i hope you like it.

english is not my first language, so i’m sorry for any mistakes.

enjoy!

Kuina was sitting on your lap, doing makeup for you to wear to the beach party later on. You had told Hikari that you wanted to wear makeup like hers so badly, but you couldn't do it, so the older one was ready to help.

"You look so beautiful with that makeup on", Kuina commented in a soft voice, gently running the holographic eyeshadow brush over your eyelids.

"Thanks", you replied, getting shy.

Kuina was extremely delicate and very attentive to detail. If you were honest, you didn't think she would sit on your lap, you sat on the edge of the bed thinking that would be the most comfortable place for the taller one to have access to your face, but she grabbed her makeup and sat on your lap. Not that you were complaining, you were just trying not to think about putting your hands on the brunette's waist.

"You have such beautiful eyes", praised Kuina, once again, her hands going down to her lap, stopping to put eyeliner on your eyes, evaluating if they looked alike, "It's easy to do makeup on someone who is quiet", she commented, "Chishiya won't stop."

You laughed, "Poor thing, Kuina, he is very active."

"Poor me", she mumbled, "He keeps talking and he's afraid I'm going to poke his eye out", she took the mascara out of her makeup bag and opened it, "Look up, please."

You complied, "You are so delicate."

Kuina smiled, her pretty little eyes going small, "I know! He is just a baby", she rolled her eyes.

You giggled again as you let the other put mascara on your eyes, your hands were resting on the sides of her legs, your thumbs making a soft and unnoticed caress on her calves.

Hikari put her mascara away and smiled at the result, "Hm…", she mumbled, looking at you, her thumb sliding across your bottom lip, making your eyes widen a little, "Your lips are so pretty, I think you don't even need lipstick."

"You are the artist, you can do whatever you want", you commented, very softly, your eyes staring at the brunette's lips.

Kuina smiled, "Whatever I want?", you nodded, "Ok then…"

The brunette leaned slowly towards you, looking at you carefully to see if you denied her advances, but when you didn't even move, just parted your lips, she kissed you. Her hands went to your hair, while your hands tightened on her waist.

You sighed, kissing the taller one's delicate lips, your tongues gliding carefully. The two had known each other for a long time, but nothing happened between them even with Chishiya making comments here and there. Both wanted to, but felt a little ashamed of doing something and the other didn't like it. When Kuina was invited to do your makeup, she knew she could do a test, she thought you were so beautiful and obviously she didn't need to stay on your lap to do your makeup, but no one would blame her for doing it.

Kuina's hands went to your breasts and squeezed them over the bikini you were wearing, receiving a moan and a sigh as your hands went up to her ass, squeezing it, pulling her closer.

"Kuina", you whispered as your bikini was pulled away for the other to pinch your nipples.

The brunette laughed softly, "Such a cutie", she whispered, returning to kiss you.

You had already kissed other people before, but Kuina was different, she was more sensual, she rubbed her tongue on yours calmly, pinching your nipples and rubbing her fingers on them, making your pussy throb.

One of the older woman's hands went to your neck and positioned itself there, pulling your lower lip between her teeth, "Chishiya told me that you like a few things…"

And without having to ask, Kuina squeezed your neck and kissed you again, receiving whimper from you while still playing with your erect nipples, loving the little sounds you were making.

"You're so fucking hot", she said stopping the kiss to watch you, your delicate makeup glistened under the light of the room, your pretty lips red and wet from the kiss and parted as you whined and whimpered having your nipples tortured like that while your neck was squeezed.

"Kuina", you moaned.

"Fuck… your whimper are so cute… such a hot little slut…", and she smirked, "And all mine…"

With a gentle request from Hikari, you laid down on the bed, laying your head on the pillows, with the other one on top of your body, returning to kiss you. The soft tongue licking yours, having your lips bitten and pulled.

Kuina opened the shorts you were wearing and slid her fingers inside your bikini, smirking, "All wet already", she whispered, her long fingers sliding over your wet, throbbing pussy, "Play with your titties for me, baby girl", she asked.

At the same time, you took your hands to your breasts while Kuina's fingers began to massage your delicate and hard clit, getting a soft whine from you that was soon swallowed by the older woman who kissed you. Hikari's free hand cupped your neck and squeezed the sides, her tongue rubbing yours as her fingers started to masturbate you.

A more desperate moan left your lips, that still devoured by the brunette, when you felt her fingers sink into you and begin to fuck you quickly, fingering you with desperation, making your body shiver.

"Such a tight little pussy", mocked Kuina, smirking, letting go of your neck only to be able to kiss and bite it, "And such a cute slut whine", she whispered against your neck, making you shiver.

Your body arched on the bed, your hands squeezing your breasts and pinching your nipples as your neck was bitten and licked, you knew your skin was going get bruised and you didn't give a fuck having your pussy fucked so hard, Kuina's palm pressed against your clit, stimulating it non-stop.

Hikari's lips went down to your breasts, licking and sucking them as you held them together for her, her hand didn't stop its movements, feeling her fingers being pressed inside you, she could feel you throbbing to cum.

"Kuina", you purred, stroking the hair on the back of her neck, her ponytail falling over your body while she was still occupied on your breasts, "please."

"Cum for me, princess", the brunette smiled and went back to kissing you while keeping the rhythm of her fingers.

Your body arched on the bed, shivering gently as your mouth was devoured. Your breathing was hard and uneven, your pussy still being fucked until your hand gripped the older woman's wrist asking her to stop, your pussy was too sensitive to continue. Kuina took her fingers out of your shorts and looked at them smiling.

"So wet", she chuckled seeing how lubricated her fingers were, she took them to her lips and sucked them purring softly, "So sweet", and smiled maliciously, "Chishiya had mentioned that you were sweet, but I didn't think that it was like this."

"You have to stop talking about me", you said, feeling the shame consume you.

"No", and Kuina kissed you again.

The kiss was soft, both hands roamed the other's body without any shame, you squeezed Kuina's breasts before pushing her body onto the bed, sitting on her hips, kissing her again. Her blue bikini was pushed to the side and you lowered your face so you could suck them, your tongue slid over her delicate nipples receiving a soft moan while your hair was stroked.

"You're so hot", you whispered, lifting your eyes to hers as you sucked on her nipples.

Soon Kuina's shorts were taken off along with her bikini bottoms, you sighed and knelt down between her legs.

"Where's your toy?", you asked, Kuina looked at you with a raised eyebrow making you laugh, "Chishiya also tells me things."

"Fucking little gossiping bitch."

Hikari leaned over to her bedside table and handed you her clear resin dildo with a wavy body and a pink heart on the end. You took it and smiled lying on her body, licking the toy with your mouth close to hers, who soon understood what she was supposed to do and licked it too. Their tongues sliding over the smooth toy, tangling every now and then, drooling all over it.

The taller one's tongue was captured by yours and sucked, you kissed as the toy was taken to her pussy, sliding through the delicate folds before sinking it into her, receiving a soft moan and a squeeze on your shoulders.

 After giving her a few pecks, you slipped between her long legs and took a deep breath before licking her, your tongue pressing against the hard clit, sucking softly between your lips.

Kuina's moans were soft and delicate, one of her hands held your hair and her free hand pinched her nipple, rolling her hips against the toy and your lips.

"Oh, fuck", moaned Hiraki, pressing your face gently against her pussy.

You sighed leaving her delicate pussy all drooling, fucking her with the toy quickly, loving to hear the soft sounds she made. Your free hand gripped her thigh, squeezing the soft flesh, your nose resting gently on her pussy as you watched her moan and purr for you.

The delicate body trembled, "More… I want more… I want faster…", asked Kuina, completely lost with her own pleasure.

You obeyed quickly, accelerating the movements of your tongue and hand, going faster, sucking the delicate muscle with will, your hand moving quickly, tiring your shoulder, but you wouldn't stop, because you were loving hearing Kuina's moans getting higher and higher.

It wasn't long before she came, her body gently shuddering, her pussy being devoured and fucked as she was gently carried by her orgasm. Shortly after, you stopped your movements, taking the wet toy out of her, going up her body to kiss her, your tongue and hers tangling gently.

"I can't wait to tell Chishiya what we did", joked Kuina, making you roll your eyes.

"Two little gossiping bitches", you muttered, kissing her again, earning a soft chuckle from her.

The two spent the night together, they didn't even go to the party after all, Kuina even helped you take off your makeup so you could sleep with clean skin. The two held each other, exchanging light kisses before finally falling asleep.

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[sidneycaitlinart]

♡ Kuina ♡

Warning - Alice in Borderland S2 spoilers ahead - proceed with caution!

Kuina is such a great character - her backstory is so heart-wrenching, but the fact that she pushes past all she’s endured and remains a heroic person, even in the Borderlands, is incredible.  I was a fan from her first appearance on screen - I loved her attitude and style, and her friendship with Shiya too! (I really hope they meet again after returning home!) But I think it was her fight with Last Boss which really cemented her as one of my favourites. The duality of her fighting her demons and coming to terms with her traumatic past while simultaneously defeating a terrifying swordfighter with the martial arts skills she had previously resented - all while standing barefoot on broken glass - was just incredible! That was it, I was in love ♡

The King of Spades battle broke me - it was just SO BRUTAL. Everyone did so well but watching everything rapidly falling apart as the main cast got taken out one by one was absolutely heartbreaking. Kuina fought so bravely, and her being stabbed was incredibly painful to watch (kudos to Aya Asahina - she played Kuina brilliantly, and this scene in particular was so well-performed). Kuina later being helpless to do anything as An dies beside her was tragic, and the realisation at the end that An had survived because Kuina held her hand and pulled her back home with her (“let’s go back together”) was so beautiful and touching ♡

I was overjoyed to see Kuina alive in the hospital, and the scene with her father had me in tears again. The promise Kuina and An made to be friends when they got home makes me believe that they’ll reconnect in the real world. I can only hope for a cute little love story too, because I’m a huge sucker for the relationship between these two damn it!

As with my Chishiya piece, the face card designs are exactly as shown in the series, and I made sure to include all of the games Kuina plays!

[niragisimp]

The Pain Before (Niragi x Reader) Part Ten

Part Nine, Series Masterlist, Part Eleven

The sun illuminated your room, the light spilling out through the window. Niragi woke to see your face, still peacefully resting. He was taken in by the way your hair fell in front of your face as your body slowly rose and fell in with your breath. He couldn't help himself as his hand rose from his side and swept a strand of hair from your face, pushing it back behind your ear carefully. It was almost as if you were home. You always knew you weren't welcome in the house of your family, but for the first time, it felt as if you had a home to come back to. A home to wake up to, a place where you could relax; free of judgment and wild accusations. His eyes fixated on yours as they fluttered open in a daze. "Oh... You're still here," your voice was as soft as a whisper, as gentle as a lovers would be. Niragi watched as the corner of your lips turned into a smile, and even the most powerful force in the world couldn't silence his thoughts. 'So beautiful, the way you wake up next to me...' You could've sworn you were awake, but the serenity you felt in the moment was enough to convince you otherwise. Your eyes wandered his face for what felt like forever, going over the little details you never noticed. He did look just like he did back then when he was like this; his hair fell so naturally around his face. His lips parted so gently and closed like the words he would've said wouldn't have been enough. You were so taken in you almost hadn't noticed his hand resting on your cheek, his thumb gently caressing your face. Niragi was normally a man of his word, although most of his words were more threats than promises. He'd kill who he said he'd kill, torment whoever he liked, and fucked whenever he wanted. The thoughts from the night prior crept toward him slowly, 'I can be that again tomorrow,' his thoughts echoed. 'That,' the self he had worked so hard on. His life in the other world wasn't what he wanted. It was rather lonely, he recalled. But here, he had made a name for himself. People were scared when they heard his name. He told you before, not to expect him to be there when you woke. Yet here he was, his mind focused on you entirely. With you, he felt his heart beat more rapidly than he would care to like. He could feel his expression soften as he lay by your side; waking up next to you was quite the feeling, indeed. He found himself unable to leave you when he woke first, your head still nuzzled into him. Your hand had crept its way into his shirt from the middle, forcing him to undo a few buttons in the early hours of the morning. Part of him screamed at him from the inside. He was being reckless, careless, even. 'This will be the end of me,' he thought. Yet his eyes kept pacing back and forth between yours in the morning light, his body couldn't help itself as it eyed his shirt still covering you under the sheets. He lifted your chin ever so slightly as your lips parted, barely being able to utter his name. All you felt was the warmth of his lips on yours, his hand reaching to cradle your neck into him. You couldn't help but fall into him, a pleasant hum running past your lips at the welcome surprise. Now, you were near certain you were still dreaming. Niragi could feel every muscle in his body aching, his other hand wandering over your shoulder, running down your arm, careful of the fresh bruises from the night prior. 'These bruises should be from me,' he thought. 'I should be the only one who gets to touch her, ever,' his lips began to push with more force, his tongue pressing through to meet with yours. He could hear the soft hums from you, his body aching to respond to them in its own way. His entire body froze the instant he heard the knock on the door, the last voice he wanted to hear echoing through past the door. 'That fucking snake,' he thought as his mind was clouded over in an instant with anger. Niragi can't remember the last time he got up so quickly, practically running to the door, his breath rising from his chest, he threw open the door.

Chishiya stared at him in silence, taking note of his appearance. His shirt was half open, no shoes, hair was untidy. He leaned to look past Niragi, his eyes catching you still in bed, Niragi's shirt barely covering your body. "The hell do you want?" Chishiya's eyes snapped back to Niragi, an unfamiliar feeling swelling in his stomach. "(Y/N)." Niragi could feel his mouth twitch in disgust as the blonde spoke, his eyes staring daggers. "She's busy," he closed the door before Chishiya could protest. Every time he saw that man, he got angrier and angrier. He turned around to see you fully sitting up, clutching his shirt around you. You were holding a hand to your lower lip, tracing over the heat that lingered. He sighed watching, walking over and sitting on the edge of the bed, pulling his shoes on. "How're the bruises?" You had barely noticed yourself until he spoke, finally taking a moment to look down at your body. "Oh... Th-they're fine, just a little sore..." You couldn't help but try and subdue the heat in your cheeks, the realization hitting you. 'Did we... Did Niragi kiss me?' You thought, wanting to ask. You watched in silence as he suddenly stood up, his back to you. "Good." Your breath hitched as you took in his demeanor; this was not the Niragi from moments ago. His voice held no concern when he spoke to you, "Try a little harder not to get killed." He didn't hesitate as he spun the door open, nearly slamming it behind him. The temperature in the room dropped almost immediately, shivers going up your arms. You looked around hurriedly ignoring the uneasiness you felt in your gut, looking for any clothes that weren't completely crusted with blood. Your feet stung hitting the cold floor, the cuts in your heels still fresh from the night prior. Your attention turned to the door as you heard a familiar knock followed by the door opening. "Sooooo, Kuina told me to come and get--" Chishiya stopped and stared at you for a moment, his words seemingly caught in his throat. His footsteps broke the silence as he came towards you, pulling his hands from his pockets. "(Y/N)... Are you alright?"

Chishiya waited for your reply as he searched your face, fighting his own concern. "Y-yeah, I'm fine... Why, what's up?" Your voice was soft in the morning, he noted. He lifted his hand up to your face and brushed your cheek, holding out his fingers for you to see. The wet tears glistened on his hand, making you bring your hand to your own face as well to wipe it, unaware you were crying. "O-oh, yeah... Sorry, I guess that would be concerning," Chishiya stared at you as you feigned a laugh, trying to shift the conversation. He thought on his words for a moment, catching you unable to look back at him. "... Did he hurt you?" Your head snapped up, "Huh?" Chishiya gestured and rose his brows to your dominant arm, particularly covered in bruises and small cuts that rose to your shoulder blade. "Oh, those... No, Niragi didn't hurt me. My game last night was..." you swallowed the rising saliva, feeling your stomach turn with unease. "Rough." Chishiya nodded slowly, unsure if he was going to believe you today. "Huh... Well, regardless, I wanted to..." He hovered over his words a bit more than usual today, watching you closely for any particular reaction. "Check on you. I tried to stop by earlier. You were busy." You could feel embarrassment creep up on your cheeks, "About that..." He took a step back and raised his hands in protest, "You don't have to defend yourself to me." You could see the corners of his mouth rise a bit as he spoke, "You can do whatever you want here, remember? I would go with someone a little less... Homicidal, personally." You watched his lips form a partial smirk, "But hey, everyone has a type I guess." You wanted to say he was wrong, that he didn't know what he was talking about. But you knew you couldn't. If Chishiya would ever be under a label, it would simply say "I'm right." "It wasn't... It's not like that," was the best thing you could say in your own defense. He nodded slowly, pursing his lips out, "Of course." He shoved a hand back into his pocket, "You know, if you don't get those taken care of, they'll get infected." You looked at your arm again, turning it over to get a better look. "Ann would yell at me if I went to her for something as little as this." You sighed, dropping your arm to your side. Chishiya quickly took a step towards you and grabbed your arm before you knew what was happening. He examined it carefully, gingerly going over even the smallest of cuts. His hand was a bit cold, but you couldn't help but feel like they had a care in the way they moved across your arm. "Regardless of size, even the smallest cut could be the death of you, depending on the one doing the cutting." You tilted your head in curiosity, looking at his eyes as they wandered over your arm. "Chishiya," he stopped his hand and glanced up at you as you said his name. "Sometimes you can say some weird stuff." You smiled and let out a small laugh, seeing his demeanor change into a rather confident one. "Everyone else is the weird one, I'm the only sane person here." He laughed with you for a brief moment, his eyes catching yours for a moment. "Stop by later. I'll help you deal with the cuts." You nodded and smiled, silently thanking him. If it wasn't for Chishiya and Kuina, you would actually be dead by now, certainly. Chishiya lowered your arm back to your side and took a few steps back, putting his other hand in his pocket. "Ah, before I go," he unzipped his hoodie and took it off, watching as you hid your face. Most of the men here were already shirtless, but it still razzled you to see someone who would normally be covered be bare like he was. He couldn't help but hide his smile as he took slow steps toward you. "You look like you need some new clothes." He raised his hand to touch the collar of what was Niragi's shirt, "These aren't really suitable. Rules are rules, you know. Hoodies, on the other hand," he stopped for a moment and licked his lips slowly, "Are perfectly acceptable. Just so you know." Chishiya grabbed your hand and held it out, placing his hoodie and enclosing your hand around it. "Just for now. Wouldn't want you breaking the rules. I'll have Kuina get you something." You swallowed your pride and looked up to see him looking at you intently. "Um, t-thanks I guess..." The corner of his lips rose just for a moment, "Be seeing you then." He took a few steps backward, eyes still studying you for a moment before he turned and left, gently closing the door behind him.

You couldn't help but sit on the ground where you stood, a leg outstretched. 'Why does everyone keep giving me their clothes?' You looked at the white hoodie in your hands, sighing to yourself as you closed your eyes. This morning, you were lying in bed with Niragi practically making out in your bed. Not even moments after, he got cold after Chishiya showed up at your door. They made each other near furious, one was just a lot better at hiding it. You laid your head back on the cold hard floor and stared at the ceiling. Last night, Niragi was taking care of you; bathing the dried blood off you, watching over you as you slept, holding you when you were cold. Then the moment is gone, and he's back to being cold like when you first arrived. You looked down at the hoodie still in your hands, its owner wandering into your mind. Chishiya didn't threaten you to wear it. He must have his reasons for giving it to you besides the obvious; he always had something else going on in the back of his mind. The only way to tell was by asking so that only left you with one rational course of action. You closed your eyes again, not caring you were still on the floor. You shut your brain down the best you could before taking a deep breath, hoisting yourself up from off the floorboards. You glanced in the bathroom, only seeing the bathing suit that was still coated in hardened blood by this point. You debated in your mind for a moment before finally settling. Tonight, you would go see Chishiya. But for now, Kuina's kindness was reaching out for you from the floor below.

Kuina dragged you to the bar, ignoring your protests over the blaring noise. "C'mon, it'll be fun!" She was careful to not grab you too tightly around your arm, but she dragged you along with her nonetheless. The lights were almost blinding, reflecting off the pool in various directions. "Here, try this one!" She handed you a small glass with red liquid inside, "What is it?" You questioned, Kuina clinking your plastic glasses together without answering. "Something fun!" You gave her a questioning look before taking a deep breath, "God, it's been a while." You hyped yourself and Kuina being there definitely helped as you both knocked back the sweet liquid in an instant. You could feel the gentle warmth go down easily as Kuina piped up, "Cherry bomb!" You tilted your head before she gestured to her cup, "You asked what it was!" You were surprised she would actually answer you. It wasn't long before you and Kuina delved more into the party at the Beach. It had genuinely been so long since you were able to have fun, you admittedly got a bit carried away with her. You were glad Kuina was a fruity drink person, it was another thing you had in common. As the night rolled on you found yourself and Kuina at the edge of the pool, a drink in hand and your body swayed gently with the music. Kuina's voice was still raised and she spoke over the music, "Sooooo, (Y/N), I noticed Chishiya left you with a preseeent!" She giggled over herself as you focused on her, "Nooo, it's not like that! People just keep throwing clothes at me!" You both laughed loudly, drawing some mild attention from those in the pool. It didn't take long for their attention to be drawn elsewhere thankfully. You tried not to hiccup through your next words as you spoke, "Chi.. Chishiya said that-- that shirts weren't allowed," you waved your hand in the air as you explained, "So--so he gave me his hood thing until you got me clothes!" Kuina covered her mouth as she laughed loudly at you, "Hood thing?! Oh, sweet, naive (Y/N), you really are a treasure!" The world seemed to spin around you and you tried harder to focus on your friend. "Ku-Kuina, I think... I think I've had a bit too much to drink." She continued to laugh as she watched your body sway harder, wrapping her arm around you. "Don't worry (Y/N), I'll get you back safely!" You grinned as she stood, tugging you up with her by the waist. "You're-- you're a good friend, Kuina!" The music poured on as the two of you made your way slowly into the lobby of the Beach, Kuina taking the first steps and helping you along. As you began to walk up the stairs, the lobby started to spin a bit more than usual. You could feel Kuina's hand around you tighten as your body began to slip from her, "Woah, careful!" You could hear your laugh echo throughout the halls, your mind blissfully unaware of the eyes peering at your back.

Chishiya sighed heavily at the knock at his door. He stood, walking over lazily and opening the door just a crack to peer through, "Yes?" He held his breath as he caught your body from hitting the floor, "What on Earth..." He could hear you laughing faintly before hoisting you up and leaning you against the wall in his room, his eyes scanning the hallway for people. "(Y/N), are you drunk?" You erupted with laughter as your eyes began to barely focus, "Chiii-shiii-yaaa!" He sighed to himself, "So, that's a yes. Come here." He gently grabbed you by the arm, attempting to lead you to the bathroom before he had to turn around and catch you from falling once again. "How much did you have to drink?" Your mind could barely form a response, "I... Kuina, and I, we had, like--" He cut you off as he lifted you up in his arms, surprising you. Just by looking, he didn't seem the type to be able to pick up a person. "If you were out with Kuina, then probably too much." He pushed open the bathroom door and sat you by the toilet, lifting the seat cover as you rested your head against the tub. "Just in case." You smiled drunkenly, "Awwww, you're so sweet!" You had a short-lived laugh as you felt your stomach start to turn, closing your eyes. "Oh, boy..." You reached out and grabbed the edge of the toilet, just in case. You opened your eyes as the light turned on, squinting as Chishiya held out his fist. "Take these. They'll help later." You did your best to steady yourself as you cupped your hands, Chishiya dropping three white capsule pills in your hands. You popped them in your mouth and swallowed, making a face at their plastic taste. "Ew..." He laughed while looking at you, "You're supposed to take them with water," as he held out a bottle. You hiccuped as you took it carefully, noticing the top was already off, "Oh... Yeah, that makes sense." You giggled to yourself as you brought it to your lips, the water refreshingly running down your throat. Chishiya sat down next to you, grabbing your free arm and bringing it to his lap. You were taken by surprise and tried to pull it back when he stopped you, "Careful. The disinfectant might sting a bit, okay?" You noticed he had a cotton ball in his hand, a clear liquid already absorbed into it. "Ohhh, okaaay." Your words were getting harder to say as your eyes started to fail you. The feeling didn't last long as you felt a sting on your arm, ushering your eyes open to be alert. Chishiya brought his hand back, studying your face carefully. "I told you." You both sat in silence for a while as he went back to carefully dabbing the open cuts on your arm, even after a day that still stung. Once your thoughts began to form a bit clearer, you spoke, "Chishiya," he stopped and glanced up at you, still holding onto your arm tenderly. "If I ask you a question, will you be honest?" He took his hand and placed it over his heart and clutched it, "You say that as if I lie." You licked your lips as you thought about your question. Even if you asked it, there's no guarantee you'll get an answer you'd like. "Are... Are you using me?" It was only for a moment that his expression changed, but you noticed it clear as day. He pursed his lips out as if he was thinking, "And if I was? What would I be using you for, hmm?" You opened your mouth, but nothing came out. He smirked at your reaction, swapping out the cotton ball for a new one. "I don't know." He looked up at you briefly before turning your arm over to aid the back, "That's what worries me..." You could feel his hand stop at your words and rest on your back. He placed your arm in your lap, his fingers lingering on your skin as he let go. Chishiya grabbed your chin gently and pulled your face towards him so he could look at you. "What if I just enjoy your company?" You stared at him for a moment, wanting to choose your next words carefully. You shook your head slowly, "I think... You only come around when Niragi is near. It's like... You're always playing a game, even when others aren't." Chishiya didn't seem displeased with this answer as he responded, "And tell me," he turned himself so he was sitting directly across from you, his hands now resting in his lap. "Where is Niragi now?" You shook your head, "I don't know." He raised his eyebrows in response, "I see. So, I'm here, and Niragi isn't, correct?" You nodded and paused, 'Why did I tell him that?' you thought. Chishiya noticed your hesitation and spoke first, "I do owe you an apology, (Y/N)." You looked at him curiously, "What for?" He sighed and grabbed your hand in his own, pulling out your arm gently and resting two of his fingers on your wrist. "Technically, I didn't lie to you. That part is important." You began to pull your arm away cautiously, "What do you mean, 'technically?' What did you do?" He promptly ignored your questions, following up with his own. "Do you feel sick? Any nausea, dizziness?" "No," you answered without a second thought. 'Wait, why don't I feel dizzy? I had so much to drink...' Your mind flashed back to the pills Chishiya gave you just minutes ago. "W-what did you do?" You asked louder, causing him to look at you fully. "I gave you some medicine. Scopolamine, to be exact. Nothing too special, not really a hangover medicine, more of an after-surgery medication that would reduce the saliva your produce. There are some parts of the world, however," he paused for a moment to let you absorb the information, "They say if you use it on someone not fully aware, they give information a lot easier. Some people call it, 'dragon's breath.'" Your eyes grew wide as you pulled yourself away from him, your back hitting the tub. "Y-you... You drugged me?!" Chishiya sighed to himself for a brief moment before standing up, his body leaning against the doorway, blocking it. "I didn't force you to take them. I merely offered. It's not lying, think of it as... Withholding the full truth." Standing up hurriedly, your body would've collapsed from itself if Chishiya hadn't caught you. "Woah, you might not feel drunk, but you still are. Be more careful." You could feel your heart quicken under him, your panic starting to rise. "Why? Why would you do this?" He held you upright and grabbed both your shoulders in an attempt to steady you, "It's not personal (Y/N)," his expression softened when he saw the panic in your eyes. "But for some reason, I can't read you." Your eyes furrowed in confusion as you watched his mind race. It wasn't easy to see, a normally composed man suddenly unsure of himself. "I can read every single person here. Most of them, exactly the same as the next," he licked his lips, continuing, "But with you, (Y/N)... Whenever I think about it, I can't seem to think rationally. It's incredibly bothersome." You tried to take a step back but couldn't, Chishiya's hands pulling you more toward him whenever you tried to push away. "If it makes you feel better, you probably won't remember this conversation tomorrow. Just," he seemed to lose himself for just a moment as he closed his eyes, thinking. "Trust me. I needed to know you're intentions." "My intentions? I had no intentions! My intention was to survive this fucking place and go home!" You could feel tears spill out of your eyes as you yelled, your voice cracking throughout. You began to sniffle, your body was still drunk indeed. "I-- I thought you were my friend!"

His arms dropped to his side as he let you push past him, nearly tripping as you ran into the hallway. He listened as your footsteps pounded away on the floor, all the way down to your room. He contemplated following you for a moment, stopping himself as he closed the door in front of him. Once again, you left his mind unable to react in the way he needed it to. The only thoughts he could muster were simple ones of regret, 'Shit.'

[thefranticshipper77]

what if they didn’t lose their memories (chishiya centered)

a short fic of an alternate ending to alice in borderland s2 in which none of them lose their memories. it’s pretty short and chishiya-focused bcs i like chishiya and wanted him to meet kuina again

also i don’t write very much so hehe it might not be that good but whatever it was a self indulgent fun thing to make

word count: 1148 words

based on the live action version of alice in borderland

posted on ao3 too by tano_sparks

Chishiya lies in his hospital bed and stares at the ceiling. After all he went through in the borderland it’s such a weird feeling to be back in the real world lying in a hospital bed. A few hours of listening to passing nurses’ conversations had passed and he had been able to piece together a few things. He hears someone coughing and groaning beside him and can't tell if he’s annoyed or okay with that person being Niragi. Chishiya turns over to Niragi who's covered in bandages from head to toe. It's a stark contrast to Chishiya who's bandaged injuries aren't visible under his garments. It was Niragi who shot him.

“What do you want?” Niragi says in an annoyed tone, as if he was telling Chishiya to fuck off for judging his bandaged state. Though both of them know they're too tired for this and Chishiya isn't in the mindset to be judging.

“Apparently, your heart stopped as well.” Chishiya replies.

Niragi lets out a soft laugh. “That's funny. I don't remember dying, though maybe I should have.”

Chishiya feels similarly. “It happened to me too. Apparently only 1 minute passed in the real world during our entire time in that place.”

“That sounds like a cruel joke.” Niragi replies. To think all of the pain and suffering for weeks had been nothing but a minute.

Chishiya understands what had happened- all the people who would have died in the meteorite strike got sent to that mysterious world to fight for their lives. Getting out means they had successfully fought the battle for their lives. It is to symbolize perseverance to live, a second chance as they stood in between the border of life and death from the real word meteorite strike. He doesn't have the energy to tell any of that to Niragi. Even though Chishiya doesn't hold any hatred towards him for shooting and almost killing him, he’s far from wanting much to do with that man. Even though he’s accepted that they're similar, they can have this conversation another day.

“Since all the games have been cleared and we made it back to the real world, did anything change with you?” Chishiya asks him.

“I'm not so sure. Well I guess I look flashier than before. What about you?” Niragi hasn't changed much. Chishiya thinks for a moment of what to say.

“Since I’ve wasted my life until now, I think I'll be able to live a more useful life from now on. That’s about it.”

“So you were a good for nothing jerk too huh?”

He’s not wrong. In the end, the two have their similarities.

“Yeah.” Chishiya says.

-----

In a few days Chishiya is able to walk again in a limp. He gets out as soon as he is permitted to walk out the room and around the hospital by himself because he’s sick of staying in his room. He wonders where his friends are, if he can call them that. At least he knows he has one friend, Kuina.

He was about to ask the hospital staff if Kuina had by any chance been admitted to the same hospital as him, but he didn't need to. There standing in front of him in the hallway was his friend. The one he could trust and fought along his side during their time in the borderland. They had been separated for a while, but he knew Kuina was strong and would make it out alive. If he was completely honest with himself, he was worried about the chance that she did not make it, but of course she did. It made him so happy to see her alive.

“Kuina.” he says calmly with a small smile. The way he always did.

“Chishiya…” Kuina is almost in tears. She walks up to her friend quickly and stops in front of him a bit awkwardly as they are in the midst of the busy hallway filled with people from children running around to both the elderly and the young in wheelchairs. 

“You know, I was looking for you. And Ann. I was worried I’d never see you again.” Kuina can't seem to hold back her tears no matter how hard she tries. Chishiya smiles as a warm feeling takes over his heart. He feels sorry for making his friend worry so much, but at the same time it feels heartwarming for someone to cry over him. He thinks he doesn’t deserve any of this, but it’s better to just let it be.

“Did you seriously think I could have died? I’m a bit disappointed.”

“If you died I would kill you myself.” Kuina snaps through her tears. It doesn’t make any sense, but Chishiya gets it. He laughs at the illogical response as Kuina wipes away her tears.

“I probably deserve that, so it's okay.” Chishiya replies, “I’ll let you do whatever you want once we’re out of this place.”

Chishiya stretches his arms out, “I got shot twice already, but I guess a punch or two from you would be-” Chishiya doesn’t even get to finish talking before Kuina’s fist arrives right in front of his face. It stops, but it’s enough to startle him. Chishiya was joking. He doesn’t actually want something like that since Kuina’s punches would knock him out cold, but he can’t take back his words.

Kuina freezes for a moment. There’s tears in her eyes again while Chishiya’s are wide open, still in a small state of shock. It brings her such a warm feeling in her heart to know that her friend is in front of her. So warm that she wanted to punch the usual laid-back look off his face, but instead, Kuina’s strong arms give in to her caring heart and she hugs him. Chishiya is still startled, this time in a different way. Despite being the master of diamond games, he couldn’t predict something like this since they're not really the type to hug. He's happy. He hugs Kuina back slowly and jokes that this is very different from a punch. It earns him a “be quiet” in response. Chishiya can't remember the last time he received a hug, perhaps it happened in a distant childhood memory, so he quietly cherishes this moment. 

Finally, it truly feels like they've made it. Like they've really made it out of the borderland alive and nothing else matters other than the fact that they're both with each other. When Kuina stops, Chishiya wishes it was a bit longer and that makes him realize he's changed a lot. He’s a lot mellower now, and looking at Kuina, he doesn't hate the feeling.

“So,” Chishiya says, “We have a bit of catching up to do, don't we?”

Kuina smiles and nods in return. She sniffs and wipes her tears away again as they make their way down the hallway.

thanks for reading! 

[choupiee]

Kuina and Chishiya (platonic, no borderlands and possibly inaccurate) headcanons.

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- Kuina misspells Chishiya’s name a lot when texting. Chishiya would look at his phone and see ‘XHISUAYSH’ and he’d already know that Kuina needs him.

- Chishiya has accounts on every single social media app and he barely uses it. Kuina made it for him so he can have access to all the apps. Though sometimes he ends up liking posts from Kuina.

- Chishiya declines calls, so it’s up to Kuina to voice message instead.

- Both of them are apartment neighbours. Kuina’s room is more lively and has pictures of her friends and family, it also has those LED lights that she displays on the walls. Chishiya barely has anything in his room except a desk with a laptop and printer and a bed in the corner.

- They both met in the hospital. Chishiya was her substitute doctor for a week. Kuina claims that he’s the only one that treats her normally and doesn’t make a huge fuss about her being trans.

- They reunited once again in a coffee shop. Now they hang out every once in awhile.

- Kuina drags him to places, Chishiya actually ends up being dragged.

- They go to different colleges that are somewhat near each other. When Chishiya passes Kuina’s class window, they end up waving to each other. Kuina’s day ends up getting better seeing Chishiya.

- Got matching hoodies once. Everywhere they passed, the people all thought they were a couple.

- Kuina managed to be friends with Usagi, who is friends with Arisu, which Arisu is friends with Chota, Karube and Tatta, who is well-known friends with Ann. And guess what? Chishiya got dragged in the friendgroup.

- Kuina’s the singer, Chishiya plays an instrument for her.

- The group chat they’re in consists of the whole group. Kuina and Chishiya end up making conversations about gossips late at night.

- Kuina would probably fake being serious, then when Chishiya catches her attention, she’d laugh so hard and shove him harshly saying ‘I’M JOKING HAHAHAH-’ and Chishiya stumbles back and ends up falling over.

- Kuina would know all about his inventions. She got a bit surprised when she found out Chishiya knows how to make bombs.

- Chishiya is the one that’ll sort of hide behind Kuina when he’s being introduced to new people.

- Chishiya: Yo can I have some water?-

Kuina: (kicks a waterbottle at him)

Chishiya:

- Chishiya’s the night owl. Kuina’s the early bird.

- Chishiya sucks at games and struggles. Kuina tries her best to teach him. He’d be like ‘Kuin’ I can’t properly see the clues-’ and Kuina’s like ‘THERE’S NO CLUES THIS IS MARIO KART’

- Chishiya barely has his down moments. But Kuina does. And when she does, Chishiya just holds her hand and lets her have her moment whilst she cries her eyes out.

- They would 100% judge other people together. Chishiya would have a sharp-tongue and make Kuina always laugh at his smartass commentary.

- Dogs like Kuina but hate Chishiya. He got bitten more than twice from a dog.

- Kuina: (terribly sings her heart out on purpose in voice calls)

Chishiya: (suffers in silence)

[wishfuldr3aming]

Tatta : Don't you just love how mental disorders are buy one, get seven free?

Kuina : I didn't even want one, my dad made me buy it.

Usagi : Mine's a family heirloom. Been passed down for generations.

Arisu : And that's why we're in group therapy.

[bimboslvt]

AIB characters when you're drunk

Includes: Chishiya, Arisu, Niragi, Kuina

Chishiya

Would be slightly annoyed if you're the type to say silly things that make no sense

But kinda would find it adorable

He probably got you drunk in the first place, so that when you're intoxicated, you would tell him anything he wants to know, about you, the other players etc

If he likes you, he would carry you to his beach bedroom and make sure that you drink water, would lay you down on his bed and cover you with blankets, he wouldn't do anything predatory

In fact, he would protect you from dodgy people, such as Niragi

Arisu

He would probably laugh at the silly things you'd say

Bro would find you hilarious

He would constantly make sure if you're not feeling sick or something

He would walk you back to your room and stay with you for a while

He would enjoy listening to your blabbering

And even encourage you to say anything you want, it wouldn't matter how absurd it is

Niragi

Realistic version (tw murder, assault)

If he's attracted to you, then you would be lucky in a way of surviving

But if he wouldn't be fond of you, he wouldn't hesitate to fire a bullet through your head

If you would be his type, he would just probably assault you

soft version:

Your biggest protector fr

No one would even dare to approach you, because that would make the notorious Niragi think that they're going to take advantage of you're drunken state

He would stay sober, to be 100% alert all the time

When the time comes, he would lay you down on his bed, and play with your hair until you fall asleep

Kuina

Best drinking buddy ever

She would be so fun

She would constantly check if you're okay and comfy

If she would be the one less drunken than you, she would do anything to make sure that you're safe, and that you're enjoying yourself

But most of the time...she would drink way more than you, and you would be the one to care for her

When you'd lay her down on your bed and take off her makeup, she would cup your cheek and blabber things like "y/n you're so sweet to me... How did I become so lucky"

[ajajshdhdhdjfj]

they're girlfriends your honour 🫡

[justuraveragecatperson]

Kuina: I’m not sure what this means.

Niragi: “ignorance is bold and knowledge reserved”

Kuina: you can read Spanish?

Chishiya: you can read?

[httpsclarye]

Ann: You wanna hug me don’t you?

Kuina: I kinda do

Ann: Four to five seconds

Kuina: Fourty five seconds?!?

Ann: FOUR TO FIVE SECONDS!

[chishiya-of-diamonds]

I am missing her so much.

Why won’t she just talk to me?

-SC.