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more people gotta try this shit where bill has not improved and will not change but he's just chilling so its fine probably. its great
#gravity falls#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#gf nevermind all that#is this really for that? no but if its post canon bill on earth then it may as well be. makes it nice and easy to find later too#reread tbob because we just got our own (nicely water damaged) copy and i was like. i dont draw him cute enough#i will continue trying to do better#anyways stanley you are a butch woman. stanley transition now you dont even have to do anything youre already perfect#its just about the intent#every time i drew him for the last one all i could think was oohhhhhh my god you are a dyke. to me. please#in other news are there any burned out pushing-30s out there who havent drawn in years? i gotta say. i really gotta say.#get mentally ill about something its great. preferably alongside a few other people that you can use to create a perpetual cycle of insanit#gets you drawing again in no time and it feels great
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life of regret
#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford#gravity falls#my art#no way . i had all of these tags written out on mobile ab stanford and fiddleford post fallout and it CRASHEDDDD#THEYRE GONEEEWW (slipping thru my fingers like sand)#whag freaking ever . i was just talking about how i always forget theres a pocket of time between their split and fords disappearance#and how crazy it is that i had no idea fidds used the gun on ford until last month#it just unlocked smt in my brain thats all.👐 and then i said i was smashing my head w a rock. maybe even 20❤️#tbh i was neutral on fidds back then but i rly rly like him now T_T .. power of other fidd enjoyers lifting me up#i had a lot of fun coloring this one but i didnt know what exactly i wanted to do w it . i had fidds and the gun all finished#but i was like uhhh.. >added the wrapped light#and then i added a whole bunch of scribbled soc of the blind eye symbols but it was waay too crowded/busy#i wish i couldve found a way to keep them😧 u know when HAHAHAHAH u know those ugly like#math prints of just random equations . thats what it started looking like n i had 2 tap out#editing 2 say i posted this and i had that panic NOOO WAIT ITS JOT FINISHED but I Will be Okay.<say it w me#if i spend too much time on it ill just overwork it and then never share so -__-
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ocean blue how do you do
#ninjago#nya jiang#nya smith#nya ninjago#jay walker#jay ninjago#jaya#ninjago jaya#jaya ninjago#stormshipping#lego ninjago#aphid artisms#seabound#ninjago nya#ninjago jay#ok yay#wow so crazy#underwater so wonderful#you may be asking how jay is breathing down there#well ill tell you this#hes not#:p#i love this season so much ugh#nrg nya my roman empire#also i gave up with the fish holyyyy cannoli#i suck at drawng fish#i used myself and a stock image as reference lel#this is so much better than the last time i drew sea nya bc omg…#i looked at that piece again and im loling so hard oh my god#anyways hiiii 6 months improvement i suppose
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yeah the skins neat i guess idk
#xmen#xmen comics#marvel rivals#magneto#erik lehnsherr#charles is technically here but im not tagging him. lol#snap sketches#yk when i said 'yeah ill have everything posted at 6AM' i didnt expect. myself to be so accurate GODDAMMIT AJLVJEKLJEVA#i hate that i know myself so well....#anyway hey. im done. im done drawing this skin now <- lying i have to make a nsft version at some point#ill do that maybe once i get the skin to celebrate. idk i gotta give the people a break#yk now i have an excuse to draw that magneto lore bit with charles' statue But Again. gotta give people a break#anyway please enjoy i didnt mean to stay up all night finishing all these but. vjELKVJEAVKLJ#i finished these in reverse order tbh i sketched them in order of the way i have them listed but i finished them in reverse#so like. i finished the first image last despite it being the first one i sketched jVELKJVAEKLJV#these were all finished pretty hasty since i wanted all these done. ''''today''''''' but imi still happy with them#at the very least once i figured out all the wires it was relaxing to draw all them#reminded me of when i used to draw transformers all the time so it was fun having somewhat of a revisit of robot parts.....#ok good night forreal now. or morning. its technically morning.... living that nocturnal life.....
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sometimes letterboxd reviews are beautiful
#i love u random letterboxd stevebucky truthers#the last one really does get me#on the wikipedia page for ‘it’s been a long long time’ there is a section saying how the song is used for both bucky and peggy#in tws and in endgame#wikipedia knows steve’s bisexuality better than most of these bitches…#and barring the fact that endgame tried SO HARD not to make stevebucky gay#and appropriated the song used in tws for steve & bucky’s reunion#the fact that they used it at all for bucky is crazy#‘kiss me once then kiss me twice then kiss me once again’#motherfucker HOW DO PPL STILL SAY STEVEBUCKY IS JUST FRIENDSS#i don’t think this is something ill ever get over tbh#soapbox#stevebucky#stucky#captain america#the winter soldier#captain america: the winter soldier#im normal btw.
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zuko when i make him my oc (hi)
#zuko^3#hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby#there is almost zero difference between them#but#he gets less scrawny#and grows a lil#im just soft for happy affectionate comic zuko#hes so cute#hope he die#and this will be like#the only time ill draw book 3 zuko standing straight#anyways#only drew this to use as reference#bc i wanna draw them interacting#i love stupid self indulgent time travel bs#atla#avatar#avatar fanart#avatar the last airbender#atla fanart#atla art#atla zuko#zuko#fire lord zuko
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#kirby#snapcube fandub#eggman#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#good news! well enough to go visit my wife for the first time since she was first getting settled.#bad news! we are home and she is still there.#(she should be home in ~2-4 years)#(depends on whether she successfully fast tracks into a fellowship and where)#we are both oh so very sneepy#(for the record she has come to visit us a few times but I haven't been well enough to visit her)#(even when I went last summer I basically couldn't do anything the whole time cuz my chronic illness was acting up)#favorites
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Part of the little idea in my head where gaster is brought back from the void by Frisk :P
#undertale#utdr#ut#undertale paprus#undertale w.d. gaster#undertale wd gaster#undertale gaster#papyrus undertale#w.d. gaster undertale#wd gaster undertale#gaster undertale#the great papyrus#papyrus the skeleton#papyrus#wing dings gaster#w.d. gaster#wd gaster#gaster#dadster#thinking abt a reuinion makes me ill#this was also one of the first times i did honest to god digital painting and im super proud of it#the idea started last summer when i saw a dadster comic where gaster called papyrus little chef#unvoided gaster#<--- using this tag for any gaster out tha void content
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october part ll, plus some bonus pages
#my art#scrapbooking#journal#collage#didnt want to over explain in my caption so ill talk here :)#3rd page is a page from early in my journal i had left blank. because it was going to have sections and that was goimg to be a cover page#but i didnt end up doing that so i just went back and made a page! fourth oage is the inner back cover of my journal#i put scraps there i dont end up using#the last two pages is my favorite spread which wasnt finished when i photographed it last time#journal tag#kitty clown rin#mimi
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it mattered because when my brother asked me what if this is the happiest you'll ever be? the best you'll ever get? the thing i felt was fear, not peace. everybody thought you were so perfect for me. even i thought you were "helping me grow". i had to challenge every internal clock. make myself more thoughtful, more kind, more beautiful.
i told my therapist it was good because i like the changes i made and there's something so strong about saying i did that. the problem is that i can like the difference all i want, but i changed for you. something akin to getting your name tattooed, all my progress is stamped with fuck you.
it was the happiest i'd ever been and also the best i'd ever gotten. i would still get in the car and think what the fuck just happened.
#warm up#writeblr#i spent a lot of time picturing our future#how funny to think: in each version of our future#i was never myself#i was someone smarter kinder braver#better adept.#who could navigate the way you shouted and got angry at small things and never fucking believed the best of me#i would never be needy and you'd never get tired of me#people usually talk about how we picture people as being “fixable”. but i assumed i was the problem. my idyllic picture wasn't of you.#it was a version of me that wasn't ill. that needed no extra help. that could be your wife and happy#the fact i wasn't happy was because there is something so wrong inside me. it's always been that way. i convinced myself:#if i stay i can change. if i stay i can make it worth it. i can apologize and fix this. and make us both okay.#for the last year i've been thinking about how you blamed our whole breakup on me. how it was my fault for whatever thing.#and i agreed with you. because of course i did. you'd trained me to believe everything was my fault . that you wanted to love me and i made#it far too hard. that i was always finding ways to ''set you off'.#a few days ago while i was doing something else#i realized that while i was in crisis you told me to fuck off and find someone else to get help. and you never fucking apologized .#you said i made you do that because i wasn't being sensible. i had been crying too hard to speak clearly.#you said: you're doing this to manipulate me.#you forgave yourself for that. i had to forgive you without apology. you said you were right to react that way. and then you were SO#SO annoyed. any time i said: i feel like you aren't nice to me. it is hard to trust that you love me.#i don't think about you that much anymore. but these days when i do: all i can think is that im not sure u ever really understood kindness#you were the cruelest to the people closest to you. and most of the time. that meant it fell to me.
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"everybody loved contractors."
"nice."
#me when it's time to get mentally ill about another troubled father daughter duo#anyway i watched the show last year and ever since i wanted to play the game so i finally did#finished it like a month ago and then rewatched the show twice#so#i guess u could say i enjoyed it a fair deal 👍#gonna start the second game soon#i know what's coming but i'm still not ready so i've been putting it off LOL#the last of us#the last of us hbo#tlou#tlou hbo#joel miller#ellie williams#my art#mods draws
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#starscream#macaddam#megatron#im a one trick pony. my only trick is drawing starscream and gun megs#me and my bro watched tf1 yesterday and we left pissed off.#im still assmad#no spoiler ofc. thats all. ill explain when the last country gets to see it. im mad but not for the reason you might think haha#its just that it reminded me of myself.#also yeaaaaaaaaah i simplified all the shapes to try to learn how to draw. you lieky? i like#no detail. just blocks#im gonna learn shading one day idk how to make the colors un- dull#im using layers and modes for the first time in my life and i dont get it#and god bless gunpla#its perfect for general pose refs
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Babysitting Shenanigans Part 2: Piston gets rowdy at Hot Rod's house!
Bonus:
#i drew bumblebees face and i didnt like it so i said Ill just do something easier! then proceeded to render his back.............#maccadam#tfe bumblebee#breakbee fanchild#hot rod transformers#jazz transformers#transformers oc#transformers sparkling#sorry to the Rodimus fans out there i love you but i cant draw him yet his lines are crazy#me everytime i draw a new transformer: damn girl your body IS CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#okay but i love drawing Jazz he's so :D#im getting faster at this and better at drawing transformers wow#although fun fact about me: all my screens have the blue light filter and hot rod was this ugly pink color the first time i colored him#great news! i learned how to use filters and wont have to render shadows individually anymore!!!!#i wanted to do that meme where the baby is duct taped to the wall but Piston is too big so i found the one where the guy is on the ceiling#hot rod is watching Fast and Furious idk which one i just googled fast and furious screengrab#i really like this doing these are so much fun :)#tf one jazz#cyberverse hot rod#tf piston#transformers#earthspark AU#The Last Mile Marker#i had to edit this i noticed a mistake so sorry
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I have two questions for you, really. Just as proof of the point. But first:
#as an ill person who uses all my time off on medical care#my last vacation was a long weekend in 2018. it is now 2024.#growing up my fam went on 1-2 vacations total in the course of our lives - once to the beach for two days and once to the mountains - 1week#literally the way ppl talk about vacation frequency at my workplace completely baffles me#but literally my default is almost WHAT IS VACATION EVEN I WOULDN'T REALLY KNOW#i didn't get on a plane for the first time till i was 31#hardly anyone in my community now has been on a plane#80% of the world's population has never flown#90% don't fly each year - come on coworkers it's not that weird
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Obsessed with what America and England have going on in HetaOni. America's like "I keep having to watch my dad die from overusing his magic in past timelines and not knowing how to stop it is killing me inside but I'm not going to talk to him about it" and England's like "I can't seem to hold a conversation with my son without insulting him but I won't hesitate to use my dying breath to ensure I can protect him from beyond the grave"
#good morning i still have hetaoni on the brain#that scene where it looks like america's going to die but turns out past loop england used the last of his strength to cast a shield on him#(+italy and germany) before sending them back to the present.... godddd#and then current loop england goes and takes on the monster america was worried about and succeeds. at the cost of going blind.#one of the very things america was afraid would happen!! he was so relieved when england survived the fight before finding that out too!!!#i don't know if this is coherent im just. they care about each other so much even though they won't say it and 😭😭😭 it makes me ill#sigh. rotating both them and hetaoni in my mind at the same time makes me so. waaughh#(also obligatory disclaimer that hetaoni doesn't label their relationship in any way them being father and son is just canon in my brain)#hetalia#hetaoni#hws america#hws england#tea dad n coffee son#personal#i have an old hetaoni wip fic that i think i intended to do more with but was mostly just about america and england as far as i got...#i can't remember the rest of my plans for it so maybe i'll shift the focus to them and try to get it finished sometime
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RAAAAHH Doodled up rose☆ because I can 🤖🧙♂️🧌
#drawtectives#drawfee#rose#york rogdul#grendan highforge#my art#yipppee#the time im having with these acrylic pens#love to make an actual nice piece with them but im just messing around rn#if i wanna ill doodle up eugene and grandma/grendan nxt#also srry rose colora dont really match i didnt wanna just use my black pen so i used purples and bluess#YIPPEE#i dont like how this came out as much as my last but whateverrr#might fix it up digitally
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