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t4tstarvingdog · 10 months

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😁👍 i'm winning at therapy

#timothy's txts.#was talking about how i feel and she was like Hey i want you to take some quizzes 😳☺️#and then gave me mood disorder / health / anxiety tests #like damn okay. for real #tw emoji #tw therapy mention #anyways i've got moderate anxiety. wjho knew #i feel like my anxiety is more severe than that but who care you know #also she's like heyyyy have you considered adhd meds because i feel like #they might help you focus -> help your school -> help your self esteem -> help your energy etc #and i'm like soooo true bestie :) but i have not seen a doctor in years

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crafting-mojo · 7 months

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The Factory!

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year

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I'm sorry I let down my guard.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #xue yang #xiao xingchen #God DAMN this scene was brutal. Season 2 episode 2 is almost nothing but misery and anguish #Helena by Nickle Creek does not quite fit the comic's vibe but it is absolutely a Xue Yang song so I linked it.#The change from “Helena don't walk away...(gentle)” to “HELENA. DON'T WALK AWAY (threat)” is fantastic.#And “Don't waste your pretty sympathy - I'll always be just fine”. Xue Yang core.#Okay now for the real meat. Disclaimer first: *I really like XY.* I think he's a great character. I think his actions consistently-#come from a place of deep trauma. While his reactions and actions put him in a villainous role he is still human about his hurt #and what I'm about to say is NOT intended to be a statement of causality or villianize a group of misunderstood people.#So with that said...Man oh man does Xue Yang have a lot of BPD traits. More that just 'character who is chronically manipulative'.#The impulsivity and emotional reactions and seeking stability makes him feel like he needs that control. What other choice is there?#The part that really gets me is how he *wants* to be safe and happy. But his past experiences tell him how thats impossible #He's the kind of person who goes 'if you don't like me then you better hate me for something substantial". All (pos) or All (neg)#''Love me entirely or Hate me. But don't you dare leave me or forget about me.''#Not at all comfortable saying 'BPD coded'. Im not a psychiatrist. Just that he has TRAITS. Feel free to disagree or add your thoughts.#ppl with bpd also are not a monolith and everyone has very different experiences. Xue yang is very complex. People more so.

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sergle · 11 months

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I'm thinking abt that pretty fall leaves embroidery pattern post and about how like... it is categorically a repost, it's a reupload. right? a thing that is generally disliked. but because it's credited, it's genuinely boosting the artist in question. and it could ALWAYS be like this. reposting content could ALWAYS be a symbiotic relationship, but because sourcing back to the original creator of something is so uncommon, it's just easier to ask people not to repost it at all. and people still don't understand the difference. or they'll go to the effort of cropping out usernames/signatures to repost something, which is More Effort than literally crediting the creator of something you liked enough to want to repost. Like. I literally don't actually care if my own shit gets reposted, you have to understand. I just don't want it STOLEN. But "do not repost" is easier to write on my art than "you can repost this, but don't alter the image/remove my signature, don't you dare write 'credit goes to the artist' because that is not credit, please link back to my original post or someplace that you can actually find me. please use an actual link/url instead of writing a non-clickable link of my username, because making it text instead of a clickable link cuts the number of people who will go to the effort of visiting my own page in Half." All those aggregate themed accounts, those fuckin annoying as hell instagrams and facebook groups that are like "body positive art we love wamen 💕 hashtag feminism" and then MASS-STEAL plus sized art created by women, if pages like these that always go and steal my older self-portraits and other works... If they just put a link to my prints of those pieces in the text of those posts, or, fuck, my commission info page? I would literally be living on the moon right now. I would have a house on the moon

#there is actually nothing morally wrong with running an account that just reuploads ppl's artwork or their jokes or their cosplays #if you just put a VISIBLE LINK in the description of your post with proper credit then it would be beneficial for everyone #because you can get your little clout or whatever it is you want by putting a bunch of same-category content on a page #but nobody's getting fucked over because if your post blows up then people just get FUNNELED to the source #because it's placed so plainly where everyone can see it #and yeah it's better to retweet or reblog but #on the rare occasion that I see my shit reuploaded on tumblr WHICH IS WEIRD BC I MAKE MY OWN POSTS HERE but anyway #someone making their own post where they upload my stuff. and it's always the floral self portraits so let's say it's a post with all those #if I scroll to the bottom and it says like. Artwork by Serglesinner on Twitter <-- clickable link [Sergle's Prints] <-- clickable link #to my etsy #I'm like oh okay and all the anger leaves my body and I'm like ah I see. and I toss the rock aside #like oh okay so you actually care that a person made these pieces. Instead of posting the caption ''women <3'' or smth #like you've GOTTA die if you do that. but if you just link back #or if you go to the effort of writing like a description with a BLURB? like it's a damn museum. like a light paragraph of info #about what the art is and who made it and their links #I am literally sucking you in a strange and peculiar manner. that is extremely helpful #and maybe other artists don't want this AT ALL and they'd rather people not reupload even if it is credited #but I feeeeeeeeel. like 99% of the time this would solve the issue #reposters could genuinely be helping ppl. sometimes the repost gets more traction than the real thing #as long as it credits the creator then that's an okay thing to happen!#that can land somebody a sale! a commission order! a new fan! A JOB #A JOB!!!!!!!!!!#sergle.txt #I didn't write this eloquently AT ALL what the fuck ever barkbarkbarkbark

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mass-convergence · 1 year

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We interrupt your dreams of lesbian domestic bliss with a fucking prophecy.

#WoT #WoT on Prime #WoT spoilers #God damn it they deserve to be fishwives and fucking happy #moiraine sedai #moiraine x siuan #siuan sanche #okay technically it's not a prophecy since it was literally like happening in real time #don't step on my shit posting

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nguyenfinity · 1 year

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Dear Producers,

Heartbeat! Revival: Honey-Dipped Summer Rain will start soon!

Crazy:B has lately been receiving higher-profile jobs, having developed a name for themselves. Their latest offer is the chance to be in a short movie, where Rinne is one of the main leads. However, Niki finds himself in a position he didn’t anticipate…

Stay tuned for further event announcements!

Featured Cards: ★5 [Cerulean Lovesick Heart] Niki Shiina

HI OKAY YEAH full disclaimer, this is not a real event!! Fun collab project between 2 insane creative minds haha sorry

Y’all are in for a ride okay have fun o7

Card template is from fourleafprince on twt!

#enstars #niki shiina #rinniki #hey remember that post i made about drawing something So Sickening #yeah. sickeningly sweet #once again to reiterate this is NOT a real event and will be tagged>>#insanabean #based on that you can guess who the other collaborator was <3 #if this gets to 220 notes you will get a SurpriseTM #i don't know how else to tag this besides like.#heheheheh.#happy pride <3 #EDIT OKAY HI AGAIN AFTER BOOTS BLASTED MY DAMN INBOX #/pos #but yeah there's also ThingsTM for reaching 1500 and 2200 notes (like tiering in the game)#the note count is a drastic jump form 220 because they'll require me to do quite a bit of work so. yeah

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skrunksthatwunk · 3 months

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just found the most beautiful scanlation of berserk

#i hope this isn't mean to make fun of but like. im giggling ok im laughing a little #Oh... damn That's creepy #No Not really he.#sighing fondly this is so good this is a great thing. and what a horrible way to read this but what a charming exercise #fav #<- for ME. it's MY fav #berserk #the typesetting is absolutely cracked too like im obsessed #like this is my duwang okay i can't believe this was the first thing i found #and while it does not bode well for my reread it does bode well for ummmm idk my funny bone. my laughing real hard ok #edit: i made a bunch more of these. check the reblogs if you wanna see more

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fraternum-momentum · 5 months

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WE'RE GETTING EVICTED FROM OUR APARTMENT.

#ok yeah not the best news to suddenly reappear on after almost a month of radio silence #but a shit ton has been happening lately its fucking wild #i had to call the ambulance for my mom :[ DW she's ok !!! just some stomach problems #i went to the club the like last last week ish ?? it was.. okay i wish my friends werent super self concious #abt dancing bc damn it was kinda boring.... almost just stood there for 5 ish hours #got plastered the other day at a friends house too #and we stayed up and watched the whole entire cars franchise and this is probably my biggest hear me out yet...#lightning mcqueen.#LIKE NOT THE FUCKING CAR OK LIKE IF HE WERE A REAL GUY HE WOULD B HOT #......yes its owen wilsons voice yeah ok i get it yeah. shut. shut it. SHUT UP.#anyway cars 1 is a classic a masterpiece muah muah cars 2 is abysmal and cars 3 is pretty good #ALSO I MISSED LESBIAN VISIBILITY WEEK I AM DEVASTATED WHAT DO I DO I FAILED YOU LESBIANS IM SO SORRY........#the karmic debt from me missing it will curse me somehow..........#anyway yeah we r getting evicted i think idk so were apartment hunting and its so difficult everything is so expensive :']]]]#landlords r actually the spawn of satan #thats it for the update ill doodle smthn maybe i dunno zzzz #frambling...?

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edsbacktattoo · 1 year

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it really truly feels like only yesterday that we were absolutely starving for anything about season 2. like every couple of days we were placing new bets about an announcement or a trailer. it feels like just yesterday that we found out it was going to be an october release because of david jenkins appearing on a podcast. yesterday we were losing our minds about those first promo images. and then the teaser. and then the trailer. it doesn't feel real. and now we're 8 days out from the first three episodes dropping. what the fuck?

#time isn't real and i've made you all up in my head <3 #i'm feeling fuckin WEIRD about it tonight #remember how we straight up just had like 0 new content for over a year???#were we okay??#god damn #ofmd #ofmd s2

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comfymoth · 12 days

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have you already planned/shared what the mall horrors are?

everyone, say hello to the mall horrors! :D

#okay the real answer to that is: yes and no ToT #bugsy and i have the broad strokes decided— backrooms under the mall. freaky changeling business. eventually things turn out okay #but we change our minds on the details so damn often #it’s always hard. writing spooky things because once you Explain the things they cease to be spooky #but also if you don’t explain them well your story makes no damn sense #so. we waffle. A Lot #on *why* the things happen #but like i said. we’ve got the broad strokes. so hopefully the rest of the details come soon ToT

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lupeloto · 1 year

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ian is so fucking captivated by mickey…

writings/headcanons of him admiring mickey’s beauty are so special to me because no one ever called him beautiful until he met ian!!! mickey resisted it a first but as time went on, he absolutely reveled in it.

never stop writing about ian being infatuated with mickey, his lips, the curve of his nose, the light dusting of freckles on his face, etc:)

#like damn ian we get it you love him #put the googly eyes away goddamn #ian gallagher #mickey milkovich #ian is so real #gallavich #mickey is so real #they’re just both pretty okay #and the other one just loves how pretty they are i DONT make the rules #gallavich headcanon #gallavich headcanons

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wuntrum · 8 months

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mentioned maybe switching to something in tech career-wise to my therapist and he told me someone he knows who got a certification in cyber security w/o any other schooling and 2 years later is now making 300k/year working from home. grits teeth

#personal #like damn okay maybe thats where i gotta go for real 😭#like i dont wanna be rich! i just dont want to have to worry about money allllll the time #the idea of also having an indie press to help other ppl #publish books (as well as my own lol) sounds really lovely...#and itd make the taxes thing so much easier 😭 ugh idk man #staying at my current job until top surgery at least. bc theyre rly understanding

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zorosdimples · 2 months

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knowing i should take a step back from tumblr for my own wellbeing vs. being emotionally attached to this app and the people on it

#tumblr would be tumblr without me—as would the self ship community. it’s silly for me to feel so invested this Thing that is just that:#a Thing. it can’t give me the love or care or satisfaction with life that i’m looking for. i’ve been hiding on here—escaping reality.#because it’s fun to live in an imaginary world where i’m everything i want to be. where i’m the main character.#but in doing so i’ve been neglecting the ugly parts of my real life; the pain and hurt and harsh realities.#over the past couple months it has become apparent to me that i tend to put too much trust and effort into people #who have neither the capacity nor the desire to reciprocate.#so i just look like a fool in the end. (this isn’t about anyone here—just a pattern of behavior in general.)#at the end of the day #having thousands of followers on tumblr has no impact on my real life. if anything it makes me feel more isolated than ever.#because it’s yet another arena where i feel like i have to carve out my own space; i’ve never been good at taking up space.#anyway i suppose i’ll take the weekend away and see how i feel. i’ve had a lot of shit happening irl that has been so horribly difficult.#so maybe getting through all of that will help me feel more comfortable on my own blog again.#if you read this all i’m so sorry. i’ll prob regret posting my heartfelt thoughts in the future but at this very moment i don’t care.#self preservation be damned.#please support ficsforgaza; i’ll still be helping aleks over there because it’s one of the few places where i feel useful.#okay i’m done now. i’ll see you later. i wish you all so much love and nothing but the best.#tw personal

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nox-sssscraps · 8 months

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Gawd I’m. it’s 4:20am and I’ve been listening to exclusively the new 21 savage album since it dropped last night and I’m thinking abt my ocs . And spacewaffles I suppose

#RRRGG I can never get Bacon’s colors right but it’s ok!!!#it’s sooo okay and fine I’m deffo not upset abt it ^_^#lifesteal smp #baconnwaffles0 #planetlord #oc: Corduroy #im so proud of the name Corduroy I really like it . need to flesh out her character more <33 #UGH ok I dislike how Planet’s head/hair looks and Bacon’s hair is too fucking saturated AND you can’t tell that’s it’s braids !!!#Corduroy looks fine. love you Corduroy <333 #according to procreate I spent 2.5 hours on this OHGG MY GOD WHYYY #ok caption true tho new 21 kinda awesome #my favorites so far r see the real and uhh #wait hold on #and just like me . special mention should’ve wore a bonnet . THAT song takes me straight back to middle school and swing screen doors <3333 #AND ICE POPS AND WATER BALLON FIGHTS that we were allowed to start past 7pm cuz parents would make us clean up and we had school #damn. I love music #ok bye I’ve been here for long enough and i probs need to sleep lol #nox art

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plusultraetc · 1 month

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oh how the poor sleeping habits tables have turned

#liza writes #fake dating real feelings #erasermic #q #a surprising amount of this fic has been like #aizawa: damn you live like this #mic: not a word. not. a word.#‘you live like this? no. WE live like this’#this is actually my wip wednesday snippet for twitter tomorrow but i'm posting it here first this time #also trying to decide if i should just like. post the first chapter like just do it!!!#last week i found myself rewriting again and i'm not sure if it's because it needed to be rewritten or i was just so tired of looking at it #that i started rewriting it to look at something different #those seconds have been guessed!!#but every time someone likes or reblogs or replies to or asks me about this fic my heart grows three sizes #and is then immediately seized by terror #which is totally worth it but like #ack and alack and so forth #also i've made a promise to myself not to post anything else until i get the first chapter of this out there #so like the star wars au and brave the dark and the expansion pack are all just twiddling their thumbs #and i don't want to accidentally give myself writers block lol #okay ramble over idk what to do but by neptune i will figure it out #gondor calls for aid and whatnot

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dietmimo · 2 months

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#dietmimo doodles #orv #He's a side quest to get that 🥛#Take that as you will #okay for real tho I just didnt want to draw that damn effing coat for the upteeth time #So he gets the milkies shirt #LOOK IT WAS THE ONLY WAY I WAS EVER GONNA FINISH THIS #what started put as a serious intimadating idea ended with crack #the crack is what kept me going while experimenting with new things #IF IM NOT HAVING FUN WHILE EXPLORING NEW ART THINGS THEN I WONT LEARN OKAY #I NEEDED TO MAKE IT ENJOYABLE #IF IT MEANS PUTTING KDJ IN A MILKIES SHIRT THAT GOSH DARNIT KDJ IM VOLUNTEER YOUR DEMON TITTS AS TRIBUTE #FUN FACT if his ring finger looks croocked its not intentional thats how my reference looked like #the reference being my own hand cuz yeah I got a crooked finger HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH *sobs*

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